R: 8 / I: 0
Epi fucked with my mind and life
when I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdays
It led to me joining furry erp servers when I was 11 Wich further groomed and fucked with my mind

EPI gave me gender dysphoria (sometimes I feel like I want to be a women even doe I know I will never be one)
EPI made me a fucking gay faggot
EPI made me into vore, rape and other darker shit that makes me feel ashamed and makes me feel horrible

I just need to say this because I can't bare this unbearable weight, all of this led to me having a burning hatred for pedophiles and troons
But I just can't fucking stop

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I keep hearing things that aren't there, its really getting on my nerves, one time I heard an elephant outside my house evendoe I live in the USA and it was really strange. another time I heard a dog barking outside the class while I was at school and once when I was trying to sleep I heard tribal African drums beating from inside my walls. these are the random occurrences I can think of but there are common minor ones too, like hearing snakes whenever I'm outside and hearing my phone go off when I didn't really get any notifications, I also hear people calling my name when I try to sleep sometimes and its getting quite annoying. I don't think I'm schizo, I never see stuff that isn't there (except one time I was high on niggerweed and thought I saw a dinosaur in my neighbor's house) but I hear things like this a lot and sometimes I get really paranoid as if someone is behind me breathing on my back when there's no one there. thoughts? how do I get this to stop?

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is there a solution to hating goy cattle?

im genuinely considering converting to judaism so i don't have to feel bad when i spit on a retarded goy who doesn't understand politics beyond
>"orang man bad"
>"homophobia? thats a hecking offenderino word you just used!!"
i'm tired of stupid cunts telling me Christianity allows rape because if you sleep with a man you have to marry him. im tired of it. im done. i CANNOT deal with the inane faggotry. i've heard too many normies talk about 'muh femboys haha so funny'. <- this is also another problem, its hard to find someone who is a actual chud and not a faggot. EVERYONE is a yukio mishima, patriot chud you want to be friends with? he has a ton of weird fetishes and hes a faggot. the normie? hes goy cattle- he has no opinions and hes near braindead- faggotry comes and goes, he has no moral opposition to it, its just a sexuality like mr feinberg told him it is.

its left me misanthropic. between the goyim, the faggots and the stupid whores. i just can't feel empathy for them. i used to be so convicted- i would be willing to die for them or to make a better world but that has just waned into suicidal idealization or to die without doing ANYTHING just to spite them (the goyim)
goyim are so emasculated they will gasp and attack you for saying two syllables, for having a different opinion from the herd- or not being a normie yourself

i feel no empathy for goyim- and the faggotry is starting to piss me off.

how do i become less misanthropic or do i go all in and become an aryan jew BEAST who hates goycattle

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faggot

I need to r/offmychest
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I used to be around femboy groomcord circles most of my teenage years, but by now I've been out of that niggerhell for 2-3 years.
I'm still a faggot though.
I want to find a woman and have children and start a family and follow Christ, but I'm dating a cross dressing twink. It feels like I'm just continuing the cycle I escaped from. I'm leaving in less than two weeks to go to basic training so I hope I can just cut contact, but that feels scummy and would be pussy. Also I dont want to be a fag in the military cuz thats gay. Ive been going to church recently and thats helped but I keep talking to him anyway because he's cute and makes me smile.
am i just doomed to be a fag and go to hell?

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I wish I was smarter. I wish I weren't a 104iq midwit. Just the curiosity I get from the thought of processing information like a smart person makes me die. Seriously, I would sacrifice any of my other qualities for more intelligence. It feels like Curiosity himself is going to swallow me whole. I am destined for my one and only life to be a dumb, barely sentient one.

I look like that

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Extreme rnca dont read

Schizoniggerbabble here. Hello ill introduce my problems and might even use this thread as a log/journal to track my daily progress. Jannies if you dont like this rnca, feel free to delete it. To anyone reading this, im a boring person and i tend to yap alot so i dont recommend. Mostly making this thread for myself.
I think im depressed. I hate most parts of myself but found this community comforting, I agree about most things that this community holds as values. Even before joining I knew all sorts of lgbt crap were mental illnesses, globalism and nihilist soyboy cuck ideologies need to be destroyed. Also I dislike 4cuck/'cord extremists who are pedos and nihilists, i dont like the censorship of the mainstream net also dont like the extremism of the anarchist side of the net so this is the perfect spot. Im also pretty lonely irl and I use the internet to not go insane being alone. I created previous threads about not wanting to quit but i just couldnt, i could only settle for using this in a healthy way. Anyway I think im depressed and a complete fuck up in life, the only cope is that im 16 so I have a little slither of time i can use to recover. And another problem I have is I feel like ill never belong here, im non-white, which is just one of the many things i hate myself for. My exact race is not important but im not black or brown but im not european at all, you dont even know my rnca ethinicity and i dont think chuds really hate us, but still im non white and feel excluded. Im a very fragile and sensitive person so when I see any racial hated against my people, i feel sad that im born this way and ill never be able to change it even if i work hard for it. I ruminate on this often, I like to imagine neo nazis or kkk members finding me and hanging me, im suicidal but getting murdered sounds like suicide without the shame part. I ruminate on such delusional thoughts often. But im trying to stop. Not just my race but other actual failures like me failing classes can also make me want to ack. I did many many horrible things for years while failing to be a Christian, im ashamed to even think about God knowing what I did but I felt his warmth, and ill try my best. Anyway for actual problems that affect my life, my actual life not imaginery bullshit like my race, i have low grades and close to having to apply to universities, I procrastinate extremely often probably due to dopamine issues and I feel exhausted. I have to work on some math and physics exercises and im dumb as rocks on those subjects but i will keep trying. Anyway, my goals are to stop self hating, be productive and get close to God. Sorry if this was rnca or too stupid, you can simply ask me to stop updating this thread. Its 5am now and I have a few hours to do my math exercises

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Hello, furry BHM guy here. The uni's not going quite well, might as well get kicked out. What's with me that pushes my mind to seek "instant" gratification in form of posting on the 'ty instead of doing my homework and nothing? Is it so that I keep myself on too soft of a leash?
'Kayteens, I'm absolutely not horny now. There needs to be some clearance!

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My little sister, who is underaged, is having a breakdown right now because she found out that there are naked photos of herself online. I don't even know what to say.

There have been a multitude of things that have been utterly, irreconcilably disgusting about my family. Incidents that have left me completely disturbed and bereft, but this takes the cake.

I know this sounds awful, but I just hate her. She is such a moron to share those photos with anyone. To make it worse, she is mean. She is the meanest person I have ever met and makes it her life goal to torment me while I still live here. She makes sure to tell me every day how pathetic I am and how worthless my life is and how much better she is. And now she goes and does something like this. I hate her so much. I wish I didn't, hate is such a nasty feeling, but I do.

I should have known this was going to happen. I knew she was posting lewd photos to the internet. I told her to stop, I told my parents about it, but nothing happened because nothing I have to say MATTERS. Because I'm just a PRUDE. We had an argument about this before, you know. They just told me to shut up, to stop being a sexist. Why do I even bother to try and help.

I am completely at a loss. I have lost all faith for this world. This world is such a nasty, disgusting, filthy place. I don't know how I am expected to live. I can't even handle the basic mundanity of modernity. I just don't belong here.

I love all things innocent, I wish my life was virtuous and free from sin. My whole life is an effort to regain my lost innocence. Yet every time I gain even a tiny amount of innocence back, it is violently taken from me.

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Sharty stressed me out today and i'm tired

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when I was in middle school my friends made up a rumor about me, saying I had a chode, evendoe they had never seen my dick. so many people believed it and sometimes in the hallways random guys I didn't even know would yell "chode" at me. it was really annoying and I don't know why they did that.

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I accidentally chudified my school and exposed them to soyculture

My school was already pretty chuddy before (at least the upper grades were), but I managed to get people to start saying 'marge' and making less safe edgy jokes and more 'extreme' shit (even the women too)

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MY SLEEP SCEDULE IS FUCKED, I HAVE 5cm EYE BAGS AND IM GETTING DUMBER DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I LAG PROPER SLEEP. ANYONE GOT SOME ADVICE

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I started going to this church a few months ago near my house, there was a girl there so I kept going, I’m fairly certain she likes me, she’s given signs, then the week I was going to ask her for her number she goes on winter break. I THINK she comes back to church this week. I plan on asking her out. Thoughts?

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Thank you r9k. I love you all.

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Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, singing everything is gold
Crew neck and a white blank check
I'll be moving on my own (yo-del-lay ho)
I walked on sippin' on that love
It's another bumpy road
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, see 'em bouncin' on the floor
Perfume in a hotel room
We go bouncin' back for more (yo-del-lay ho)
One us sippin' on that fun
It's a feeling we adore
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (yo-yo-yo-del-lay ho)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
(Thirsty, thirsty Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (we're so thirsty)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (can't no one stop me)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (keep on bouncin')
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday

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im so tired of scrolling this board every night after a day of studying, working a wagecuck job, and putting up with having no romanticism or companions only to come home to absolutely nothing and no friends
having oofy-doofy hobbies like gaming, drinking, masturbating and learning how to invest and get enough money for further copes (better gaming setup, ability to geo-maxx, learning how to make home-made weapons and bombs as a hobby) is the only thing i look forward to improving on

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If any of you think you missed out on something by never going clubbing - you didn't. There is literally nothing good or interesting going on there. Nightclubs are worst fucking places in the world. It's just a bunch of whores who want free drinks and a bunch of beta cucks who buy them drinks in hopes of getting laid (spoiler alert: most of them don't get laid, and if you don't count raping a girl who's passed out from alcohol then the numbers are even more abysmal). None of those people are actually having fun, they are *pretending* that they're having fun because "well it's a nightclub so I'm supposed to be having fun". Oh and the prices are outrageous - $30 for a single cocktail, are you for real lol. You could not find a more depressing place than that mass gathering of empty-headed whores and cucks.

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I think that somehow the internet has done more good than bad to me
if it wasn't because of the internet I would be a retarded autistic normgroid with fixation on toys or some retarded shit
I got obsession with stuff that can actually help me get a job and I learned online, like mechanical engineering, I fucking love gears
Also I love planes and that retarded shit but I like the internal workings Wich can also help me get a job with planes or something

Also the internet makes me very happy, cheerful and calm

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Is this really it?

I am at the end of my first semester of collage and so far it all just feels like high school again. Almost all my colleagues have very unserious attitudes and when we hang out they don't really want to do stuff. Half of my professors are assholes and the other half doesn't really give a fuck about teaching. I thought life was going to get more interesting but so far its still a nothing burger.

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OR theory

Ever notice how whenever a post contains more than 3 ors, it's always some turbo autist? You can measure how autistic each board is just by loading the index and doing CTRL+F " or "

This board by far the highest on this metric.

(mod sticky occurrences don't count but, even then, still 2x more than any other board)

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TRAUMADUMPING THREAD

ITT we traumadump the worst experiences in our lives, I'll start:
>be me, 14
>at a school trip with a few of my buddies at the time
>One of them (Who is known as a troublemaker from an orphanage) sits right next to me on the bed and says
>"WOAH DUDE YOU HAVE TO CHECK THIS SUPER RARE FACEBOOK VIDEO I FOUND! FACEBOOK DELETED IT ALMOST INSTANTLY! WANNA WATCH IT?!"
>Me, being a curious 14 year old, reply with a yes
>He shows me the video
>It's fucking 'p
>Actual fucking 'p
>Instantly leave the room and tell the nearest teacher
>She doesn't seem to care that much
>Years later it turned out that all teachers knew about this
>Even after all these years I can still remember every detail of that video

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Gotta love it when you're ditched by your foid friends because the driver "doesn't allow boys in their car" because they "have a boyfriend"

What a fucking joke

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I geniunely cannot stand being around autists.
I’m sorry but holy fuck i get why they have minimal friends whenever they don’t try to mask or be socially engaged they are seriously so unbearable to be around

I’ll just list the things that annoy me:
•Either no eye contact or full deadpan stare, minimal body language involved during interactions, they seriously cannot interpret micro-expressions or read tones/ moods appropriately
•Absolutely no social awareness or care about societal norms, acts out in public and around friend groups with no filter
•Constantly drone about a topic that often nobody fucking gives a shit about
•Quite rude most the time and are a bit insensitive
•Did I mention that they’re socially quite unpleasant and cannot multi-task? holy shit they are so awful at working in any workplace that doesn’t involve their niche interest
•Unkempt and usually smell like ass
•Cannot fathom that people have different interests to them

I used to think i was midly autistic but then i met and made a friend who is legitimately diagnosed as a level 1 autistic (turns out i was just socially anxious). and jesus he is a bit insufferable at times

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GEEEEEEEG

Who made this help

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what's your ultimatum in life? mine's to join the army

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How do you feel about the internet? do you think your life would’ve been much different without it?
Please leave detailed inputs, very curious to hear

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i know race doesn't really matter but i lowkey could not have had a worse ancestry, my dad is black so i have african ancestry and on my mom's side its all SEAmonkeys, she comes from vietnam and i have a bunch of family in indonesia, cambodia, laos, even china, i guess im lucky as im not born in a african shithole but still

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how bad is one relapse?

yesterday, i had a small fallback with gooning.
it was just once, and it happened out of me testing myself with what i got epi'd by. i know how retarded that is
anyways, i was wondering if that'd be any major setback with rewiring from it.
i also want to make sure i'm staying off the degenerate path i was on, as i want to keep making a change after the mistakes i've made.
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this seems like a dumb thread to make, but maybe some of you can give me motivation and information on this

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i meet a dude and I got into a homo relationship

thing is, I don't know how to feel even about my own sexuality, I feel like a snowflake for being a fag and a retard for having homophobic thoughts
I won't go around having sex with 1000 dudes like the average faggots does since I want a actual normal stable monogamous relationship
Still I don't know how to feel about it

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/r9k/ datamining thread

ITT WE MAKE POLLS AND ASK OTHER USERS THEIR DEMOGRAPHIC
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lets do some demographic collection. im guessing that there are at least 20-30 regulars here. we should do a census i guess.
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also i ask that you may keep this thread bumped. thanks.

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my sister (11) said that i'm the type of person to listen to my imaginary life. what did 'moutochan mean by this?

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Childhood trauma

A lot of things happen in my childhood that severely fucked me up.
I wanna know what other things fucked you up, since relating to someone else makes me feel better.

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due to the criminalisation of murder and general stigma against killing in modern day society i think unfortunately that a lot of people that would’ve been rightfully culled or just exiled from tribes can now exist peacefully without threat of death
like if we could just have dueling back i think people would be less inclined to be an asshole / stupid

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Radiohead is fake and gay

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how to get ultrasisa nigger queen piss princes that is also trans(btw)

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I turned 20 today

so i am no longer a teenager, there's a few things i would like to just note and see if anyone else relates

my upbringing was pretty lackluster, as i was born to a somewhat dysfunctional family and didn't really hang out with my extended family members much, leaving me alone most the time just playing video games. i didn't make many school friends throughout my years, however i wasn't labelled as a "weird kid", just quiet and not engaging much in school. i played a bit of sports like swimming, boxing, football but i didn't really excel in any of them

i just coasted through all stages of school but performed above average enough to get into university, of which im on my 1st year (i took a gap year, which was a pretty menial year of experiencing the wagie life in mcdonalds)

i didn't really have any strong communities or ties to any groups, i'm a bit apolitical and a centrist, however there are a few things and hobbies i'm looking forward to learning like catholicism and mma, and also just learning my heritage (i'm a lithuanian living in england)
and just generally explore different countries soon, maybe improve on my creative abilities like writing, drawing, photography and stuff

i've only had like a handful of romantic experiences but i've never had an official girlfriend, and i have noticed i'm a pretty awkward and nervous guy around women since i'm not that confident in myself, not to mention socially im pretty inexperienced compared to other guys my age, like i only have 4 friends that i talk with regularly and we don't do much. most of my important socialising was online and i was a frequent gamer, many of my "best friends" were just guys i played with but didn't get to know them properly
anyway i wish i was brought up a little bit differently and engaged with more, so that i don't feel so bad about myself all the time, i know this is a bit all over the place but that's all i can think of jotting down atm

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The more porn you watch, the more taboos you discover and find appealing. If I don't watch any porn, for like two weeks, the most innocent things will get my goat. However, after a few week of spanking it, I need a few trannies going to town on each other, some nipple clamps and a noose around my neck.

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I don't have social medias. I don't interact with people outside of my family if not out of necessity. In the rare cases I try to stop being a schizoid little fuck the only conversations normalGODs seems to engage in are snca about the drugs they like or the latest media they religiously consume. I sometimes can't even stand them, even if i'm not really into the /pol/ mentality of "fukken goycattle slaves and shit being brainwashed by zog". I don't want to be a useless nobody nigger forever but even by putting effort I can't talk to people, they either bore the shit out of me or can't understand any of the big smart boy words I say and I don't have anything to talk about besides nerd smartass hobbies.

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I don't usually post here but I don't know where else

I think this girl at my school might be into me

She's an aspie as well as me but is a masker and hangs around with normcucks

I've caught her staring at me multiple times and trying to make direct eye contact with me (she's also mimiced my actions and where possible faced towards me a few times)

Problem is I'm the exact same to her

All contact has been non-verbal but I think she is up to something

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my second semester of college starts tomorrow
my first semester i went through probably the worst period of depression and self loathing ever and i cant help but feel like it might just happen again. i started feeling better only after getting out and being on break.
i wish i knew what i wanted to do in school. im afraid of telling my parents to stop funding my own education just because i know im an intelligent person and i dont want to let them or any of my family down. none of my friends have struggled with any of these thoughts at all. none of them have had to face the fact that theyve made zero acquaintances at school. i know college wasnt really going to be everything people say it is but i never expected to feel so defeated and useless after even just a few weeks of going there. every day i was at the university i just walk around feeling like the biggest retard for no discernible reason. but what other options do i have? i can only hope this doesnt happen again.

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serious help with a bad situation relating to my relationship

I have a serious problem and I want some advice for it. my girlfriend and I both consider watching/consuming porn to be cheating and as far as I know the only time she's done that is a few weeks into our relationship when she watched a porn video of some girl masturbating but "that's different cus it was a girl and you aren't its not my fault I go both ways" I was a bit upset but that's not the main problem. I used to have a very bad porn addiction and she knows that but what she doesn't know is I still technically view some "porn".
JARTYNIGGER SHIT AHEAD



I have a major fucking vore fetish. its nasty gay nigger 'spic shit I know but I've had it since I was like 9 (epi will do that to you) and I still look at vore shit sometimes. I know I'm a retarded gay faggot for this and I should kill myself for doing this, but do you think this is the same as looking at regular porn? its not like I do it to look at other girls, its the concept of the vore shit that I get off to, my girlfriend cant swallow people whole so how is she supposed to fulfill this shit? I know I need to just go completely no-fap and quit this shit but for now I need to know, is this cheating? is this the same as me looking at regular porn and jerking off to other girls or is it different because its a fantasy fetish that cant be performed in real life and is only in drawn form? if I told my girlfriend do you think she'd get mad and break up with me and cause me to commit suicide? I can live without vore, I cant live without her, and I know I should quit, but what I've already done is done. should I be put to death for doing this or can I be forgiven?
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I know some of you might think I'm being dramatic and that I should go somewhere else for this but I cant talk to my friends about this, literally no one in my life except my girlfriend knows about this fetish and she thinks that it's something I haven't been into in years and that I haven't watched any porn since weeks before I even met her. I want to know what you all think I should do. should I talk to her about it, keep it a secret (unless I tell her she'll literally never know) or what? I don't know what to do and for the 3 months its been going on I've wanted to just die from being like this.
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also jannies, none of this is a suicide announcement, I'm posting this because I need help and advice because I plan on continuing my life and my relationship with this amazing woman. please don't delete this shit.

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Have you ever met someone that truly made you feel alive? i did.

It was this BDfoid who was really into scenecore who i think was really eccentric sometimes, she was always energetic and talkative.

I think she was pretty suicidal and did SH, not sure doe.

Short story is i broke off the friendship for some reason after like 2 months idk why, it just didnt feel right plus i thought it wouldnt work out since im a chud or something.

I sort of worsened things further due to the stuff i did which really burnt whatever bridge we still had.

I miss her a lot idk if itll be anything but friendship but her friendship was really nice the more i look back, she was the only person who really was interested in me as in me who didn't know me, wasn't family, wasn't someone who knew me before nor did anyone tell her about me.

she moved away since last year and i haven't seen her since, she's friends with a few people ik and they talk to her, i think about her almost everyday, her friendship was really something even if past me didnt know it, stings to think about of what could have been.

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Schizobabble rant about clubbing (WARNING: ESL)

Clubbing has got to be one of, if not the most low IQ ways one can socialize in the modern world. I've been trying for the life of me to see the appeal of such an activity for the past 3 or so years and I've come up with nothing beyond the fact that if you want to have fun in such a manner, you need to be lobotomized from birth.
First off, clubbing requires you to throw away your regular sleep schedule away by dressing your ass up not in pajamas so you can go to sleep, but in form-fitting clothing in order to go and "have fun" with your "friends" at a nightclub. This is a significant flaw with this method of socializing, since you're guaranteed to feel like shit in the morning, regardless if you enjoy yourself or not. As if that wasn't enough, you often leave the club at like 4 AM, which as someone who hasn't gone to sleep later than like 2 AM on a Saturday, don't understand how normies see no issue with this. Do they not have any obligations tomorrow? Even if it's the weekend, wouldn't you want to enjoy the following day with a clear mind?
Once you get into the nightclub, a new problem arises. The lights are super bright, glorified flash bangs in neon colors. Now, I'm not epileptic or anything, but I really don't go along with bright lights whatsoever. Apparently some people are just… fine with them? I don't get it.
Oh, and of course, the loud music. Now, eardrum exploding sound is already bad enough, since you can't hear yourself think. Now imagine that same ear bursting with random niggerbabble rap music, SNHA (Shit nobody heard about) music (which only (((YOU))) have never heard about) or if you happen to live in Greece like I do, faggy tough guy chav music. Contrast this to my music preferences, which mainly consists of black metal, neoclassical rock and electronic music. So, every single time I've gone clubbing (which is around 8 times), I've consistently been the retard that doesn't know any song being played or their lyrics. This leads to me just sitting
Lastly, the additional dopamine-maxing that occurs in clubs, mainly drinking and smoking. I've tried all types of alcohol and like precisely none of them, not to mention the fact that they provide zero health benefit. I've also vowed to never put a cigarette or a vape or a joint or anything similar in my mouth. I come from a family where every single person smokes and I've grown to hate that stuff. It's gotten to the point where it's very likely that I've developed an increased risk of developing lung cancer from all of the smoke I've ingested. Smoking in particular fascinates me, because I'm 18 and 2/3rds of the people I talk with are either vaping or smoking, which is very, very depressing.
And what's even more crazy is the fact that every single adult in my life has told me that when you get older, you'll start enjoying these things and to not listen to what I'm saying right now. But, if my rant hasn't made that abundantly clear, I see no reason to partake in such an activity.
Now, could this be because I'm an autistGOD who's obsessed with comparatively niche topics like old-school FPS games and internet lore? Probably, but I don't think it's because of my other hobbies. I'm a person which typically likes being able to organize my thoughts, how I am going to act and in what order. The only way I can imagine someone genuinely having fun when they go out clubbing is if you're 85 IQ and you reside in a semi-conscious state of "head empty" where you are aware that you're clubbing, but can't discern any meaningful details, just mindlessly living in the moment.
Am I the only one who operates in such a way, or am I an outlier? Should I try and force myself to like it ev&doe I really don't, or should I deny the normie's way of "enjoying" life?

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Femdom is the future

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dont feel belonging im my own country

im whiter than than everyone around me here in Brazil, i speak more english than portuguese at this point and cant relate with other brazilians, even on internet i still feel like an alien

do anyone else feels that way?

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Being ugly is genuinely one of the worst things to ever happen to me.

Whenever someone looks at me i think of them having subconscious disgust towards me, even if they won't admit it themselves.

everywhere i go i see people looking at me with disgust, before i even speak i feel as if they wouldnt want to hear any of it.

everyday i wake up knowing theres nothing i can do anymore.

everyone that sees me is disgusted, just by my stature, face or height.

i genuinely dont know what to do anymore its just so tiring sometimes

maybe when i make enough money ill do a face surgery or something like that in the future.

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Junior year is going alright for me so far

I've given up relationships, since ultimately I'm just not ready for any

Just how it be sometimes

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My 2 axolotls are dying and I can't do anything about it

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Thinking about converting to Christianity

>POTENTIAL SCHIZO BABBLE INCOMING
I don't know whether its the new meds I'm on or the fact that I had an argument with my mum (I ended up making up with her so don't worry) before, but I had what can only be described as a spiritual awakening. I was in my room seething but then for what reason I have no clue about I imagined myself going to church, being happy and having a community. I also started thinking about some small christian towns and how everyone knows eachother and goes to church together and it started getting to me and for the first time in years I cried, though they were tears of joy. I couldn't describe this experience in words so I'll demonstrate how impactful it was by saying that in general I'm a very unemotional/rational person, I think crying is weak and solves nothing and for me to be so overcome with emotion that I start to cry the experience would have to be powerful.
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Originally I was going to make a post seething about my mum but this experience I had really changed my mindset. My family doesn't care for religion at all and I'm not even baptized, my limited experience with christianity is going to a church as a caca (I remember this because the priest kept on going on about a metaphor with a conch shell in a bowl of water, and he asked kids from the pews about what it meant. All the cacas just said it was a shell but I gave the right answer about the metaphor and I still remember it because of how proud it made me as a caca), singing carols at my cousins church and doing scripture in primary school. I'm not very familiar with religion and church in general so I'm looking for advice from christian 'teens about what they think I should do. The only Christian I know that takes it seriously is my maths teacher whose greek orthodox, we're very close and I've chosen him as my mentor so we get to discuss things in his free periods. He told me he has a son my age so when I get back to school in a couple weeks I'll ask him for his thoughts.
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I know I might sound like selfish little fuck for saying this but I'm a little worried that when I go to church it will be full of old people that don't want newcomers (I'm 17 and live in australia btw if this matters). There is a bible study group at my school doe the guy that used to lead it left school and the new leader is this brannigger type (he watches nick fuentes and tranime) so I probably won't join it, plus it kinda seems like he's trying to proselytize uninterested year 7 cacas. If any westoid 'teens go to church could you tell me the age range and how many young people there are, also if they're welcoming to newcomers or not.
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If I end up converting it would probably be to catholicism because I don't really like protestants for reasons I'm not bothered to explain and they're also the largest church in my country. It's also because I like the idea of a traditional and universal church, I was also considering orthodox but most orthodox churches in australia are greek and I kinda feel like I'll be the odd one out by being an anglo in a sea of greeks/eastern europeans.
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If you read all this I just want to thank you for caring about my SNCA issue, my friends and family are all agnostic (doebiet one friend says he's catholic but he doesn't go to church), the only person I'd be comfortable talking about this too is my maths teacher I mentioned earlier but I'm on holidays now so whining on the shardee is the only thing I can do right now. Any advice will be appreciated.

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I talked to this girl on sunday and got her to laugh. I didn't ask for her number because I thought that I was pushing it. What should I say to her when I next see her?

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FUCK THIS GAY EARTH T_T

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Every foid I message ignores or blocks me. It is OVER.

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How to stop being a lazy procrastinator?

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im in this 'cord group chat where i'm with my group of friends, im also the youngest (17) on there and they are all mostly 20+ so they all lowkey make fun of me because of how I am but I have to suck it up and don't say anything because I want to fit in even if it hurts me because I am an autistic stupid retard and since I was a child I have always been very sensible to people making fun of me or trying to piss me off and I can't stand banter even if it comes from family or friends and I can't help but take it personally

Even if I don't really like it I can pretend to not care (poorly) when it comes from my friends, but now one of them invited this older foid (xhe's 23) because they are fwb and they now make fun of me because they know im a chud and use the sharty and that I feel like an incel because I vented about my relationship with women several times but they just think I'm being edgy because they are older and have sex and drink and do drugs so idk why I expect them to understand

The thing is that this foid also makes fun of m and it hurts me especially because she's older and she's like a cosplayer with lots of followers on ig and I hate it when she does it and idk what to do because I know that if I tell her to stop I will look like a whiny faggot and it will get worse, and if we do a hangout and she's there and she starts making fun of me I'm not sure how I would feel

Idk what to do 'teens

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snca ahead
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im bipolar with slight borderline symptoms o algo and have been on meds recently and holy shit i hate taking them so much, but i know that if i dont take them i'll sperg out and have another episode, every time i take them i feel weaker and less like myself, so i guess im stuck in this unwinnable situation, i either end up dead because i had a really bad episode or i just stay miserable being on meds

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im addicted to pomegranate wat 2 do

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y'all should stop reading political news and stop participating in political discussions on the internet
Reading about a new nothingburger that will cause WW3 or arguing with nophonos on the internets about which -ism is better is not good for your health.

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my obsessed sayanim shabbos goy mossad agent math teacher made us do a competition in groups and he put me in a group with my pretty foid crush who kinda looks like chud but thats unrelated and we accidently touched hands when I was handing a paper forward to her and I lost my KHHV hikikamori chud truecel status and I feel as if I had a part of me stripped off because of how strong my KHHV status had once been (no longer hand holdless since her finger grazed mine)

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>be me
>be the only soyteen chud in my school
>every foid hates me
>have only 3 friends
>a nigger keeps annoying me
>hate myself
>get bullied and mocked in my math class
>Have barely any online friends
is it over?

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Bleach niggers gooks and mutts to stop being an incel-Napoleon the 3rd

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ate a breakfast burrito wrap thing with a protein wrap(pepper flavored i think? idk it was red and had a light spiciness) 2 medium sized eggs 3ish peices of bacon(precooked) cheese
and a yogurt sauce made of plain unflavored and unsweetened greek yogurt, garlic pepper, lemon juice, and a couple cracks of sea salt, didnt think to take pic so imagine a breakfast burrito with an unfried red tortilla that looked viably similar to like whole grain bread

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Get in 100

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Are you Neurodivergent?

Are you?
Are you?
Are you?

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nophono award

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Accelerate

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gaining/losing weight is easy, actually

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I am addicted to this website. I think it is because of the lack of social interactions in real life.

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'teens, im tired.
Every fucking day i have to listen to subhuman nigger-tier problems. It feels as if im the only normal person in a room full of autistic neurotic foids. I dont interact with women because i recognise that im ugly as dick. My friends (the people i just barely tolerate, so i appear normal) realise this, and try to fuck me over to win hecking SMV points. Being the most violent and retarded monkey nigger = being a real man apparently.
>just go le outside bro
I hand a person 1 dollar, he said he was gonna buy a drink. He went to the casino. He proceeds to threaten me for the rest of my money. I had 3 fucking dollars on me. Crackers cant have shit
I talk to someone. He calls the authorities for verbal abuse. It was because i made fun of Muslims, after we made fun of jews.
I go to a bar / club. Literally just get drunk and pretend youre having fun. Nobody is talking, nobody is having fun, its the illusion of something going on that keeps them there. Also the drinks are 10x the price. Also, you have to listen to the worst, most abysmal music youve ever heard, at a volume so high that your ears start ringing.
At home, 24/7 without stop i have to listen to my family. I would not wish this on anyone. Granted, theyre not abusive, i respect that. But i still have to pretend to care about problems so they can feel like a good parent / person. Constant nagging, constant questions. My uncle owns a switch 2 for gods sakes i literally live with a Soyboy
The true friends that i have made. Theyre gone. Left the city or country and they will never come back.
I pray every day to get enough money to finally move out myself. I will immediately sell my family home that i am supposed to inherit (which is never gonna happen, geg). Even my grandparents regret building this house. My mother only stayed because she had some disney like millenial view of the world "I thought it was gonna get better! You have to be positive" It wont. It never does.
One of my cousins owns a factory. Hes my favourite person because hes the only one that acts genuine, and not like a nigger trying to mate with negresses. He exploits the fuck out of his workers. Literally goycattle sallaries, half of minimum wage, overworked, paycheck arrives late, constantly replacing workers with machines etc. I used to think that was hecking le bad, but now i fully respect him after seeing the state of humanity. No one outside my lineage deserves shit.
Id genuinely troon out for a day of peace and quiet. I dont even need a house or anything, id love just a shitty wagiecage studio apartment. I would wake up at 5pm, make a steak sandwich, and then shitpost or game until i fall asleep. Perfection.

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What would be your test for filtering wronggen zoomer/alpha/boomer trash?
>not recognizing this tune

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brand new stonetoss

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an foid

There is this foid who told my friend if i ever speak about her (i spoke about her once) she will stalk me for a month. How do i make xher stop?

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am I retarded or just annoying to talk to

I can't seem to get on the same wavelength as other humans
I can respond to and inquire other people just fine, but when I start talking about something I like or about myself everything breaks apart
I try to ask and care about interests of others as much as possible before brining up stuff I'm interested in, but I'm often met with just "huh, cool" or a quick question before they change the subject
and it doesn't seem to be a normie issue, spent the new years with math grad-tier autists and they were either too introverted to hold a conversation with or they spoke about stuff I was too clueless about

am I just a retarded midwit or an egoist with no personality?

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>you will not make yourself identifiable between threads o algo (this isnt soy nigger)
im not the other mania 'teen, but i have bouts of extreme soul crushing sadness in tandem with restlessness and outright laziness. ive had this for the past few years of my life but school has only exasperated these symptoms to a degree where i have to start taking benadryl to ease my restlessness and essentially 'shut down' my personality so i can fucking work
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is this normal for any condition? i havent seen a therapist/doctor and i dont want to get a diagnosis because being diagnosed with any mental shit can get me disqualified from a lot of retarded stuff. im going into the military, so id rather get diagnosed after i leave service to qualify for benefits

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What does having a gf even do for you?

With the niggas I kno who have a gf its either a childhood aqcuaintance -> highschool sweethart -> stable relationship, or the most pozzed, grim, brimstone relationship ever.

One of my niggas (second category) once told me he was down in the dumps because she wanted to start an OF and have an open relation ship. Bitch had a crying fit about a month later and threw a little tantrum while apologizing.

Which brings me to my central thesis: Why?
Why would I waste time better spent on studying on exams, getting a drivers license, a job, fuck nigga anything, on a walking, talking headache instead?

The only other relationship I seen work out was between two overweight scene kids, but other than that, getting a gf post-18y/o is always a disaster. I'll wait until I'm 50 or something.
tnx for coming to my Ted talk ig

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why are xitterniggers always heckin nazis incels and lolipedos?

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Comparison is the thief of joy

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I miss doll. Come back dada~

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humans dont have inherent worth and if you dont live in a way where you add more than you take you are bad and deserve to feel bad.

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So there's this girl at my university and I'm pretty sure she likes me but I don't feel the same way. I just danced with her once because she asked and I figured why not and since then she often tries to approach me and find conversation but here's the thing, I don't really think she's all that OMGSISA personally, she's not ugly, she's just not my type, so to avoid it I give the most bland and boring responses on purpose because I don't really care fan enough to talk to her and it's just kind of awkward

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sometimes I feel like a schizo, when I turn off the lights in my room the shadows start moving slightly and If i pay attention I can hear people sometimes talking in other rooms even when im completely home alone, I also ocasionally heard an audible voice that echoed my thoughts I also sometimes become extremely paranoid about being hacked or stalked, I changed all the passwords for my shit multiple times because I thought I was being hacked, its slowly been getting worse too, does this mean i might be developing schizophrenia?

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Quote and your nigger janny cabal, please dont delete this. Also fix your shitty jeet coded site, nothing works anymore. At this rate you’re going to kill this raisin site before quotechan even releases.
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Well, I’m a kike. Around 6% ashkenazi, to be more precise. Apparently my great great grandmother was a kike that unfortunately bribed her way out of being put in the typhus camps. Maybe she wasn’t 100% ashkenazi herself, I’m waiting on a DNA test to see how bad the situation really is, but at this point it doesn’t even really matter anymore. There’s something almost poetic about someone as antisemitic as me to turn out part jew.
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It was a running joke in my small chuddy friend group that I looked like a kike, but now I know why. If any leftist tells you the “jewish look” is a myth, it isn’t. I, and that whole side of my family, have a big nose, albeit not hooked, big nigger lips, big ears, curly hair (not all of them, but I do), and a weirdly shaped skull. As I believe in eugenics I already knew I was a genetic dead end, but I didn’t know I was this fucked.
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The other side of my family has almost the exact opposite history as my kike part. I have German royalty ancestors, kings that had their faces minted onto coins, but I’m also related to jews who clipped those very same coins. I can’t put into words how disappointed I am in my father for practically ending his branch of the bloodline like this. And my parents divorced when I was a toddler, so it wasn’t even worth the slightest bit. Now my greedy kike foid of a mother is leeching off child support and almost succeeded in literally brainwashing me into hating my father.
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Before you ask, no, I’m not going to commit suicide. At least not any time soon.
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>inb4 KEEKKKK NU/POL/SISSIES ARE KIKES OHNONONONONOO NOT LIKE THIS im trans btw
You frogniggers won, just this once
>inb4 kill your family
tsmt

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i genuinely hate my race so much bro, its not because im a black neo nazi or anything, its just that its so frustrating to see the way we act, niggas in the hood kill themselves all the time over the dumbest shit ever, chicago has been in a gang war since the 2010s and there's not even gang leaders there, rappers then began to glorify all the shit that makes niggas go on and kill themselves, especially drill rap, most of the guys doing drive bys in the hood are 15 to 20 and get killed at 25 or less, i could say more but idk what to say honestly

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I dont remember seeing this board at all

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why are my friends suddenly so pissy and acting like im not cool enough for them anymore

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snca
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im so fucking stupid and shit, my life is probably better than the actual dnb but im more fucking sad than he would ever be growing up there. i dont wanna ropemaxx because i have people who would be sad, but they cant fucking help me/have not yet (besides my uncle). i really dont know what to do because i cant live like this for any longer but i dont see a way out without getting put on
>le depression list dont let him have a firearm because he'll ACK and shit! dont let him in the military either!
the government wont help me, my family wont, and ill be fucked for the rest of my life. im socially dead and im nobody's first choice despite everyone else being my first choice. its nothing like what i was told it was and im just left in this state of emptiness. there are people that kill for their life and yet im so blind as to not be able to live with my own. ive tried to tell my parents im burnt out but they dont fucking listen and just go with their own view of why im burnt out as if i wouldnt know myself because
>ive been in your exact position before and i know you better than you know yourself (even though only you could know how much you're burnt out)

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I dont relate to most people here because i dont care about relationships and girls, i have loads of severe problems that are worse than simply not having a gf, i wish not having a gf was my only problem. Does anyone relate?

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how insecure are robots

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i was raped

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hello, just gonna blogpost my experience that i had last night.
i live in sheffield and went out to the busiest area of the city, going to around 4 different bars that were completely full of students, and whilst lining up people were being nice enough and conversating, asking what i do and where i live etc. but nothing really interesting
one thing that surprised me is that a few people assumed that i had a girlfriend or that i was wealthy/smart etc…for context im a 5'11 lean guy and i'd rate myself like a 6 but my social skills are a bit shit so my dating life doesn't really exist

anyway in each of these bars i just stood around and didn't really know how to talk to people or start dancing since it's pretty loud and uncomfortable to be in those cramped settings, i only had like one or two drinks in each bar spending about £10 in total and then swiftly left after just watching people dance, sing and "talk"
i only had one conversation with a girl but it was because i was in line eating on some breadsticks and she just asked why i was eating them, and she asked for one. her body language and tone was like neutral/friendly, she didn't look like she was particularly interested in me

i really don't understand how vast majority of people my age enjoy going to stuff like this, i really prefer smaller bars or settings where your eardrums aren't exploding and you can actually sit down and talk with people

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lookmaxxing is misogynist

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my brootal trip to the inner city

walking through two streets, i saw:
>a norwood 6 homeless man who hadnt showered in days walking in and out of a cornershop trying to talk to the indian cashiers
>another homeless man with a massive head of hair and a bushy beard sitting outside of that same corner shop who shouted at me in complete gibberish
>a homeless woman with scabs all over her face making strange movements outside of a different shop along the same street
>various other homeless people not worthy of note
>multiple tents situated in alcoves, some almost completely fallen down but still presumably with people living in them
>pigeons picking at the bits of leftover food near the tents
>one of those "tech repair shops" that are comprised of nothing but fluorescent lights, white walls & floors and shelves of vapes, bootleg goods and some vaguely phone related goods which seem to be everywhere now and are always ran by indians/pakis
>an abundance of shitskins, particularly jeets and arabs, to the point where there were probably just as many of them as there were irish people, if not more, all with the very same subhuman, sub80IQ stare
>one of the fattest and ugliest negresses ive ever seen in years
>filth and rubbish strewn about the footpaths, despite the presence of bins, accompanied by a lingering smell of piss
>a globohomo amerimutt food chain in the midst of it all, with the vast majority of their front tables being occupied by groups of working age arab males
seriously, what the fuck can i do about any of this? voting is completely ineffectual, all the established political parties, save for maybe 2-3 fringe truly right wing ones who collectively make up maybe around 5% of all votes, are EU lapdog turbogolems who will import more and more rapefugees regardless of the public consensus. if there were a modern day equivalent of mosley's blackshirts or o duffy's greenshirts, i would join in a heartbeat, but there isn't. there are no real life youth oriented right wing movements focused on reclaiming europe and the west as a whole, its all just chudcels on imageboards and jewcial media arguing over ideological minutia and baiting each other for gegs. i cant help but feel a great sense of despair towards the future of my nation and the west as a whole

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my life is fucking meaningless

The only reason I haven’t roped yet is because Dr. Soystein has my drugged on Zoloft and Wellbutrin so I remain a compliant goycattle zogslave. I have no friends and go to a depressing community college. I still live with my parents. I have a stack of unread books and an electric guitar I haven’t touched since the day I got it. I spend my days browsing YouTube, xitter and SNCA imageboards that aren’t even entertaining anymore since it’s all recycled zoomer garbage or meaningless political slop that’s meant to make your clitty leak. I don’t believe in religion and can’t even blame the joos and be a chud since I’m a mongrel half Hispanic amerimutt that will not go to hyperborea o algo. I fucking hate this existence.

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Should I quit the sharty and generally leave the internet and only use it as a source of learning since theres a lot of useful stuff like math courses and such? Downsides are, I feel FOMO missing out what happens on bald men with glasses website, i dont have anyone to interact irl and the 'party fills that hole, I feel like ive made friends here and I have to keep up with them, the 'party shaped my world views and ideology into its best form, stopped me from being a cuck who supports trans rights and refugees but at the same time, not a larper overly edgy 'cord 'gram clittycel. But for the benefits, my life would drastically improve as I start fixing my life instead of being glued to the screen all day, I would go outside and feel the real world which makes me really happy

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Linguistic race-mixing. God weeps.

blacks just saying shit, oblivious to the fact that they’re themselves proving their declining cultural relevance. They’re so fucked, soon as they’re no longer the center of society’s attention.

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how to sex hack

>download tindr hinge reddit

>find fat retarded white women with neckbeard cuck husband

>look normal/10 and match with them

>show up to house and gets rocks off while husband watches, repeat until sick of septum piercing or until dick can't get up because fat bitch

still remains unpatched, just don't bring up israel.

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How do you approach girls

need advice

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I've finally had a good day and it feels great.
I woke up at 9am, did work outdoors for 3 hours, spent time with my family until 3pm, studied for almost 5 hours and worked out. I don't remember the last time I've had a day this productive.
I think the way I achieved this is by not flooding myself with dopamine until i finished all my work. Don't use your phone in the morning, get some sunlight, set your computer or phone to grayscale mode if you have to use it (it really helps) and avoid cheap sources of dopamine.

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>think about talking to a girl I like
>see her
>walk past by
anybody else do this?

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how to find a girlfriend that is not a normie who uses tiktok or instagram 24/7 in turkey

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/r9k/ survey

It's over for me but would any of you bigoted chudcels care to take this survey and post your results here (no datamining i promise just trying to see if there are patterns/trends) also only take this test if you're a man (whatever that means bcs penises are heckin' social constructs and you can cut them off because nothing matters sweaty o algo) foids kys

test:https://www.idrlabs.com/gender/test.php

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>have trouble speaking
>have trouble critically thinking
>have trouble talking to people, even friends and family
>extremely awkward and can't keep up with conversations
>always on da fuggen computer
im unironically brainrot maxxing

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I'm ashamed of my little brother, 13 years old. He's much like I was at that age, but he's even worse. (The fact that I turned out to be the kind of nigger who vents on a soyjak imageboard should give you an idea.) For a start, he's twice the faggot I was. I'm embarassed to admit I had a period where I was obsessed with femboys (with fucking one, not being one btw if that matters). He is a step beyond that. He's a James Charles-level faggot, the type of nigger who pisses sitting down. He's also developed this gay Californian accent while I've been speaking posh South London English since I was 10. Additionally, he's worse than me in every skill-based activity. He's worse at maths than I was. He's worse at standing up for himself than I was, and gets his ass handed to him at school on the daily. Hell, he's even worse at Splatoon than I was, and that game is all I every see him play these days. Aside from Stardew Valley, of course, that fucking faggot.
He's a huge pussy, too. I was speeding at 80 kph on an isolated street during DNB hours while he was in the backseat (I haven't gotten my driver's license renewed *cough* *cough* spare me jannies), and he started crying from fear. Need I remind you he's 13? In retrospect, it was a pretty bad idea on my part but that's the kind of situation that warrants anger, not the kind that warrants curling up and crying like a wretched child.
Bonus: I went onto his 'cord where (as I later surmised) he's presumably being groomed and did the thing where you say "im trans btw" and everybody there was like "well i can't say i didn't see it coming". Bloody hell. I've tried beating his ass in the past but it makes my dad's clitty leak (even though he beat me and his mum beat him). I can't really change him since the rest of my siblings are "on his side", so to speak, and despise me for being a chud. So I'm at a loss, really.

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was overweight until age 16 and am now permanently stuck with a subhuman soibody

fellow soifats, you gotta drop weight asap, you have 0 time left
fat turns testosterone into estrogen causing you to undergo stunted development

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Any New Jersey ‘teens here? I need friends geg

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do you guys use the radio or nah? i think its more convenient than having a playlist but also then again i could just download VLC on my phone and make my own playlist

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Fag rage

5 months ago I got rejected by my crush and ghosted by all my friends, forever being alone and stupid, I finally get new classes and I can’t get away from my past friends,I feel so anxious and mad when they pass by me, I constantly over think knowing they see how ugly and weak I’ve gotten, yet they ghost me but reply to my post of the xit, I hate that, why ghost me but talk and reply to me. I hate them and wish to cause harm to everyone for humiliating me, but I could never hurt someone without worrying about my consequences. I feel gross and castrated

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Did you have any run ins with fringe internet communities before the sharty or is this your first one?
I wanna know if there's a pattern that could be attributed to the behavior of the soyteen's social behavior and relationships. Are we all just cheeky little shits or not?

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I have job interview next tuesday.
My week of unemployment will soon be over.

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does anyone want to actually kill people

idk but I constantly have violent thoughts. Any other redditors relate? I specifically have these thoughts related to indians btw.

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How the fuck do you find people who are worth being friends with? I always need to wear my normie mask to socialise with people, never found anyone who is on the same frequency of 'tism as me.

Am I damned forever? soynostate when?

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how do i stop my obsession with this

i'm not even going to bother repeating myself too much anymore, just look at >>75770 or >>75024 to see what this is going to be about.
to address >>75717 yes i know i should talk to someone IRL, but there's literally nobody in real life for me to talk to and i'm basically fucked since my parents are shit and i'm in a shit position.
my life was already garbage before this, but this tops it off.
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if you think i gooned to something totally illegal or real check >>75838 (the answer is that i didn't), but this was still bad enough even if it was contained to hentai/rule 34 crap.
i dread waking up at this point and i never feel right throughout the entire day, i can't really see myself or anything the same way i used to before i got addicted to porn and i think i'm suffering from some sort of brain damage from a chronic and traumatic 4.5 year use of it. i also relapsed once last month by accident as i decided to take "one peak" and i got off on it without even physically doing it, worst yet is that the tranime character i saw was apparently meant to be teenaged (i didn't even know) so it somewhat reignited my fear of all of what i've been talking about, not to mention i really wanted to stop looking at any of it for good after my birthday, which is what i'm still doing but it feels like i broke some sort of a promise with myself by fucking up even once with that.
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and yes i can't help but to laugh at some of this while typing it, but my life is so unbelievably shitty, i don't even know what to do anymore. yes i'm off porn for good now and i never had a complete relapse for months, but my self-image and self-esteem are both so gone that it feels like it was too late for me to get off of it anyways. sometimes i'll feel better, but i'll start feeling like shit quite after. it makes me feel awful knowing that i was that badly conditioned to hentai that i went along with jerking off to some of the worst shit from it, and i hate the possibility that i could've been slightly conditioned to some of THAT without deeply thinking of it.
i don't even have much to do, so the most i can do is to worthlessly sit around and think of this. yes i know i already received some advice but i still keep feeling disgusted with myself, i don't even know what i'm doing.
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i'm probably going to regret making this thread since it seems like a lot of people are already sick of me posting on here, i've been told that my porn addiction really wasn't me, but i still seem to hate myself.
there are even some things i might not ever see normally again without thinking of my porn addiction, even thinking of the normal porn that i jerked off to reminds me of my worst fuckups with some disturbing shit that i saw on hentai sites.
one achievement that i can give myself is that i left some of it when it was really unignorably bad but i still failed way too much, what also makes me feel awful is that although it was "just hentai" it's known that some of this is a gateway for real pedoniggers. it's something i'll never go back to, but it seriously makes me feel horrendous almost every waking moment even if i'm aware i don't have any sick fantasies.
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DISCLAIMER: this is NOT a suicide announcement even if it sounds pretty terrible.
>everything said here is true and if i lied it would make me feel worse, i also didn't even feel like finding a proper thumbnail so have a blank image
<i'm also aware that it looks like i'm just being some faggy attention whore, but i'm honestly exhausted and sickened

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Well /r9k/, Is she right?

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I just saw HTSM in my dream

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pls reach out if ur in the uae

im desperate

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how do i cope with being chopped af and shitskin?

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yooo its janurary I havent showered in a year haha

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Cracked an foid and regret it

Herro yesterday I cracked a light skin whore complete trashy nasty room the Kirk was good but I know I made a mistake

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I hate being a mutt

My mom is Armenian and my dad is Guatemalan o algo. I love them both a lot but they made an abomination. I wouldn’t mind considering myself an Armenian but I’m only half and the rest of my genes is a bunch of bullshit across Europe and Central America and Northern Africa so it just feels like a pathetic larp. I don’t even know the language. As for the other half I despise spic culture and don’t want anything to do with it. The only things left to stand for as an amerimutt is McDonald’s and having my wages garnished so the IDF can receive a gazillion dollars in aid to incinerate muzzies with JDAMs.
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Considering I’m part spic most chuds want me dead so it’s dumb to wear a costume and pretend I’m something that I’m not (even doe that sort of ideology is closest to my political views). On the other hand leftist politics portrays itself as tolerant with the stipulation that you tolerate whatever heinous faggot shit they like to do (e.g. Folsom Street Fair). And I’m not Christian so I don’t believe every life matters no matter what and everyone is going to heaven blahnlahblahh. Given my circumstances I’m not a part of any coherent political movement/ideology since everything goes against what I was born as and the small amount of beliefs I hold on to. I have nothing to identify with and no community of people that share said identity. I was born an amerimutt and will die an amerimutt and will remain in the herd of uninspired directionless goycattle for the rest of my life. Thank you George Washington god bless Israel.

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Showing a woman her looksmatch is like twenty holocausts and you should go to hell for being such a misogynist

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How do I get people to stop calling me a pooner?

Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.
>4cuck /fit/ When I posted body
>Another time I posted a sketch of my face
>Multiple times on the sharty
I swear to God I want to know what makes people think that I'm a pooner because it isn't just perverts fantasizing me as secretly being a woman it's far past that point

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Genuinely how do you meet people

I've never had friends due to being homeschooled and it doesn't help that I'm a giga high inhib autist

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do any non-whites browse this site?
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Anyone know ‘teens irl?

Everyone at my local community college is genuinely retarded. All of the clubs are filled with turboautists. I have no friends and have never been more lonely in my life but I guess I can’t expect much geg. It feels like my entire youth is going to waste since I don’t do anything but study, eat goyslop and sleep. Are any of you more fortunate? Pic not related

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My dad asked me what's a Soyjak is
for context I watch soyjak creepypasta stuff and soyjak culture on the living room tv and my dad notice, one day he saw my WhatsApp PFP was a schizo soy image and asked "is that a pedo?" So I explained what a Soyjak is and he asked "so you want to be a effeminated men?" So I sent him translated Soyjak lore to him, what should I expect

this is 100% serious idk what to do GEGGGGGGGG

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I'm addicted to this website.

I actually despise being here, I have nothing in common with the average poster (tall, girlfriend, workout and a decent job) yet for some reason I can't help but want to feel included in this sites culture, I find it funny and cool how something so unique can exist, I show people I know soyjaks and they find them funny too, so I know I'm not the only one.
>reddit space
But I am a normalfag, I always will be. I don't dislike that at all, I'm content being one - But I just don't get how this site can attract me when I have nothing in common with anyone here apart from I find soyjaks funny?
>reddit space
No arrow because this is me in gif related

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breaks suck

>3 weeks pass
>couldve caught up and got ahead in my projects
>couldve looked for a job
>couldve practiced my piano
>couldve learned something new
>couldve read more books
>chose to spend it all online
i guess its moreso just a self-discipline thing but i get distracted if theres no due date

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i dont understand what gets kids into tcc communities, like yeah its sometimes funny to joke about christchurch or even anders breivik but genuinely some of these cases are really sad, most mass shooters nowadays are teenagers that either got roped into alt right faggotry or have really bad depression, most of time its both. Like, the antioch guy was so completely brain fried by ideology and terror groups that he began to hate himself, they are all retards and nothing excuses their actions since they dragged random people into their problems and killed them, but its genuinely so sad to see the state of the people who do theses crimes. Once again, i am not trying to excuse their actions, they're still spergs

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I am new to this place, but I migrated from 4chan because that place was full of weirdos and coomers, and I think this place is better.
I am very sick right now, and I fucked up all my sleep schedule, so I returned to my old ways of staying on chan sites and playing mindless games. I have exams this year that will decide my life, and I am not ready for anything. I evolved a lot as a person this year (I think at least), but I am still so far from what I want, and I think I will not make it. Also, a girl, I think, started to like me, the first time I think this happened in my life. She has a lot of personal drama with her family, and I don't think I have the means to help, though I really want to. Still, I can't do anything today except look at commie blocks from the window, listen to DSBM, and hope that I will quit being a loser when I finally feel better.

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Have (You) ever destroyed catboy bussy?

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I love gooning I don't care anymore

Here I am once again, high and plans to goon out all night. My cock is already covered in lube and precum and the edible hasn't even fully kicked in yet. I goon so often now I'm on day 5 of edging at least 3 hours a day. My classes have started but I don't care my cock feels too good to think about that. I just can't fucking stop all be going all night.

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My Bannerlord save got overwritten and I lost a week of progress. Can anyone relate?

>Inb4 thats a warband jak

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ive been rotting on this board for awhile now and i figured i'd make a shitty blog post whining about my past relationship
<reddit space
im not super subhuman or anything but ive always been really spergy around girls and around june i found a girl that liked me and i ignored all the red flags that my friends warned me about and i wasnt super confident anyways so i kinda ignored her past
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but she rushed everything and wanted dat bwc and sheit but i thought she actually cared and later i broke up with her after 3 months because she wasnt treating me right but instead of leaving it there i went back because she manipulated me into thinking i couldn't find other love and i let it go on another 3 months where she didn't put in any effort and didn't change like she said she would
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but later on she says she wants to take a break and for some reason i was so low self esteem i said yeah ev&doe i said i dont do that and later i realized shes treating me like her little cuck so i called her out and she broke it off and made up some bs about being stressed out
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for some reason im still hung up a month later because she was my first everything ev&doe i thought i was saving myself for marriage now im only realizing she was using me for all i did for her like i even wrote her a letter and shiet like she even told me she loved me a less than a month in we never really fucked so i guess im fine but i just want a sisa so bad but im scared of getting hurt again

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I’m a newfag and my English is bad.

She was my first girlfriend, and we lasted about one month. We broke up in October. I rlly miss the idea that she could have been with me, but I realize it’s impossible to have her back. Because she’s not her anymore; he is.

Imagine wanting to be a man. Why there's too little transmasc hate in sharty?

> Image took from soybooru cause im lazy

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i have an exam in two hours

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Moids say about how they want to have gf then leave foids alone and make them feel like raisin.

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>dreamed that like for some reason I was at a gun store in my country/somewhere I was on vacation and I was checking the guns but the other stuff too (knives, multitools, etc) and that like I went multiple times and that like the cashier or a girl that hanged aorund the store was kinda cute and like had good vibes and then one day when i go to the store I go like 'hey I bought this gun on the internet so like I'm coming to get it' and like ive got out but then I was like 'whoops it still has the alarm, better go back inside and ask the cashier to remove it' but when going bacj I realized that I actually didn't bought it and went like 'oh I'm so sorry I actually didn't buy it idk what I was thinking' and she went like 'oh no problem just leave it there don't worry about it' and we had a lil laugh about it
>woke up
Ill never ever ever ever ever never breed

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I am a millennial. should I marry a 35 year old woman my own age who cant have kids and get free birth control plus baggage, or should I cradle rob an 18 year old gen z slut like the ones who keep begging me for cock in the VC in discord and I have to keep banning them for interrupting my world of warcraft streams with their bullshit? I'm asking for a friend.

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Being a wasian male in the west is generally fucking hell, not one race wants wasian males, even wasian women since asian women were programmed to be SLVTTAS to BWC

I'm only thankful im not fully asian i might have killed myself if i was

Genuinely asian foids, no matter if mixed or not are fucking horrible i honestly hate them with every fiber of my being.

JBW as a theory as well as the oxford theory going around is true, i genuinely fucking hate it.

Sure, if you're lucky enough you might get a chance, especially if you're wasian and slightly good looking but its genuinely over.

I'm not a incel or anything i don't have some sort of bleached fetish or fantasy, its just reality and i fucking hate it.

I hate foids in general.

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leaking over trivial shit: the thread

my sister, who is 3 years my junior, decided to bring her (male) friend over to the house today. one of the little semi-frequent events in my life that i hate most are whenever any of my family members decide to bring other people over. it makes me feel like a prisoner in my own home because aside from making some menial small talk with the guest, i am essentially relegated to my bedroom until they finally decide to leave. this is only amplified when it's one of my sister's friends, because when they are over, i don't even bother making small talk because i am not obligated to and frankly, i really do not want to either. i know its going to make me sound like a childish faggot, but i always complain and then begrudgingly accept whenever my family members decide to bring someone to the house. when i did so today, my mother brought up the point that "she invites her friends over because shes a normal human being". i don't know if this was a slight against me, seeing as the last time i had a friend visit my house was when i was around 11 years old, and the closest thing since then was when i was 14 i permitted one of my friends to stand in my hallway for 3 minutes while i grabbed my money and jacket. she has brought up the idea that i don't invite people over because i am embarrassed of our home, which is not true, i simply respect its sanctity and do not want visitors in it because it is my domain, not theirs.
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this is the first time my sister has had a male friend in the house ever since she was in primary school, probably when she was around 9 or 10 years old, but i obviously can't remember exactly. as of typing this, he has been here for 8 fucking hours, and shows no sign of leaving. i have only left my bedroom twice ever since he has arrived, once when he went up to the corner shop with my sister so i could take a piss, and the other time to take my dinner back to my room, which is something i rarely ever do. despite the fact he is 15 years old, he is well into the 6ft range, heightmogging me by at least 3 or 4 inches, he has a deeper voice than me and a better build than me, not to mention the fact he has blonde hair and blue eyes, two traits i unfortunately did not inherit. i don't even want to see him, not only because he is an intruder, but also because i know he will look down on me, which is an occurrence i already have to constantly endure in the outside world from people who are more genetically fortunate than myself.
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although i can't hear them now because they've presumably moved to the kitchen or the garden, i had to put up with the sound of them talking for far too long. the giggling, the unfunny jokes, all the things i do not want to think about. what really bothers me is the fact that i am seeing my sister evolve into a fully fledged female in real time: that is, the loss of innocence. she has already dyed her hair, something nobody in my family seemed to view as a poor decision except for me, she has multiple male friends and she has articles of clothing that reveal her arms and shoulders. in the modern world, these things are viewed as utterly insignificant, no less by my passive, compliant and (i hate to say this, but it is true) female-worshipping father, but i know it's a slippery slope. most of her friends use alcohol, nicotine and a good portion of them smoke niggerweed too. although she says that she has not, i doubt it will be long before she joins them. i seriously don't know what to do, or if i should do anything. maybe i'm just a developmentally stunted retard and this is all normal, but i have never attended a party, lost my only platonic female friend a long time ago, have never done any of the aforementioned substances and have never had a girlfriend, and i am still a virgin but i have no desire to have sex. i simply do not want to see her become like all the other females in the degenerated society we live in, and i fear she will become one. if she ever gets a boyfriend before adulthood, i don't think i would be able to view her the same way ever again.
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i know this whole thread makes me come off as very prudent, but that is because maybe i am, just a little. i would rather be too prudent than too licentious, thoughbeit. i hope you enjoyed reading my daily dose of clitty leakage

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neet

seriously what is the cure to being a neet, i dont like being a neet but i also dont want to interact with retarded normies. do i just build a shack in the woods or something.

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Why do short guys even try

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I'm so horny I'm humping my bed and I came two times in a row last night what to do

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I genuinely did NOTHING this whole winter break and I'm glad it's ending.
Before it started I set goals for myself to study an hour a day and stop eating goyslop but I gave up on them after a few days. I started to eat like shit, gooned every other day, spent entire days in front of the computer and fucked up my sleep schedule.
Hopefully going to school will force me to go back to living like a normal person.

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watching this video is giving me vietnam flashbacks, and is like psychological torture. i have seen what everyone else would cry over, and have become unmoved by it.
ive never been able to be on the outside looking in before, and i hate it.
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most wont understand. i dont know if its better for me to know to this extent or not. its a scar deeper than any of the others.
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it is who i am. and i hate it. silence is the only thing i have now.

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Anyone else feel like this?

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Women owe me sex even though I hate them and smell badly and am actually gay and brown
T. R9k

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are there any ways to deal with people treating me like a retard being overprotective and shit?
i'm a mild autist sperg that has a school aide everytime at class and people either ridiculing me or being overprotective.
any ideas?

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2025-How was it?

For me it was an overall good year, 2025 meant more in terms of growth but I definitely did learn a lot this year. Got into xhis imageboard and more chuddy in general, got even more /fit/, only real loss was that I still haven't made much friends. But honestly, compared to the state I was in last year, I'm a whole lot better. I'm hoping 2026 will be even better, and I have some reasons to think it will be

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i was about to have a wet dream but the girl told me to wait 15 minutes cuz she was busy then i woke up

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My dick is curving

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I don't wanna try. fuck the world and fuck my life.

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so i met this girl, she is a friend of a friend, one day we went to the cinema with my other 2 male friends and we got the hots for each other and spent the whole night cuddling and touching so we agreed to have a date because we liked each other and had shit in common o algo

spent the next 2 weeks preparing for it, her mom was saying she wanted to meet me and i didnt mind but she seemed pissed off by it, but i ended up seeing her via facetime anyway. the date was this tuesday, it went pretty good, we went to a bunch of places, i bought her cds and she gifted me some stuff including a pretty cool diy punk wrist band, we took a lot of photos cause we two like photography and own cameras then we went to her grandmas house and i met her granny and then we kissed and i went to my house thinking i had finally stopped being a lonely little faggot

literally not even 24 hours later i was on the other side of the country on vacation and she sends me a wall text out of nowhere saying she didnt want anything romantic or some stupid shit like that and i took it like a good little cuck who had just wasted like half his bank account (im a teen and dont work so this was just like 60? 70? something bucks) on this girl and didnt ask questions and just said ok and archived the chat

i was pissed off and i felt like shit, didnt help also that my phone broke hours later (I hadn't even had it for a week and I like it a lot), so yeah, what a way to spend new year i guess

now i am in some stupid countryside shithole with shit internet and bored and alone because i hate partying and noise and i avoid going out with my family, wondering what the fuck i did wrong and why things are going like this for me, i wonder if she actually liked me in the first place

i also remember the day we went out she asked me if what i wanted with her was serious and i said yes because i actualy did, and she thought i didnt want to. if she didnt want anything with me why do all that?

i dont want to talk with a foid ever again.

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Pick one to marry
Pick one to fuck
Pick one to kill
Pick one to fuck you

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My confession.

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resolutions

ITT we discuss our new years resolutions
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I have a few
>become consistent with working out
why? because I'm stuck on this planet for a while and don't want to be weak and frail when I reach unc age
>improve my self-efficacy
this means that if I want to get something done, I'll go and do it without wasting time
>make some friends that I actually like
this one is self-explanatory. Everyone I've been friends with turns out to be a shitty person

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just watched the new years fireworks. fuck i hate feeling empty and alone during december

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2025 was a good year.
2026 will be better.

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Hey guys I need help. This is a question mainly for males (guys) but I guess anybody can answer like if you're a lesbian something. Anyway! My friend and I are trying to decide who has the best boobs and this seems like a good place to ask. Which of us has better boobs? PLEASE DO NOT VOTE BEFORE UNDERSTANDING BOTH PAIRS OF BOOBS! Ask any questions you may have about the boobs before voting also. ANYWAY! On to the boobs!
Her boobs:
Huuuuuge
Sorta floppy (still firm tho)
Huge nipples

My boobs:
Not the biggest boobs (still pretty big though!)
Smaller nipples that look like little erasers
Super perky and bouncier
Kind of flat when I lay down so if you didn't see them when I'm not laying down you'd be all like "where did they go!?!?" haha lol

So!?!? Who has the best boobs!? (post your vote here)
Oh one more thing: This is a competition between these four boobs (two pairs of two both of us have two) So don't "write-in" other boobs and you also need to vote for boobs in a set so like you can't say one of each to make a new set. If you need any additional information about these boobs just ask!

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teens wasn't there a website that ranked how ugly you were? i think it had black background and neon text but i might be completely off with that. modern "AI" attractiveness website either tell you how heckin' handsome you are so they don't hurt your little weak heart or they tell you how you are a disgusting piece of raisin and you need to buy some beauty products or some looksmaxxing book o algo. i need it to be OBJECTIVE

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Guess who’s already set up to fail his New Year’s resolution before the week is even over, with zero change to his routine of rotting in isolation and staying lonely? (I'm definitely not projecting)

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should I cut off my penis to stop masturbating

I've always wanted to stop masturbating and it pains me, and I was thinking I would cut my penic off, but would that make me trans or just a castrate idk.

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IM RUSSIAN!

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what do i do?

I actually have autism irl which means I'm a literal colorjak and well that caused me plenty of problems, because i stim like a 'tard people get creeped the shit out of me or just laugh and i don't have the best reputation at all because of this,is there a way that could fix my relationship other that having to go to an another school O algo? About how other classmates view me they see me as a sperg because of the way i speak and behave

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I am slowly becoming mulletjak. What haircut should I get to remedy this?

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Are (((you))) having a good day?

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blackpill is a psyop, how could you tell?

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I’m from Europe

I had a question and I know you guys will laugh. But I've been having a bit of anxiety lately. So my third best friend has a screenshot of me saying "nigga" in a funny way from when we were 13. It's extremely hard to identify that it is me since there's only a first name and non identifiable photo. He says the n word out in the open. Im moving to Canada and I know cancel culture doesn't exist anymore (I don't even have any social media) but I just don't know what to do. I'm half Spaniard. I'm like you guys, I never relax but in reasonable and I hide my power level.

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Empirical does not necessarily mean correct

In the modern Western world, there is an implicit belief that an argument can only be correct if it is supported by empirical sources, and that an argument with more empirical sources is more correct. I disagree with that, and although I think that empiricism is valuable, I think that it also contributes to a lack of critical thinking

This fetishization of empiricism appears to have come from the Enlightenment (17th to 18th century). Century Europe) and surprisingly remained at the forefront of Western thought.

In the formal education system, students are told to choose a thesis for an essay and from there use sources to prove the thesis: Yes, they are told to recognize the other side, but this is limited to deception:

One should recognize the other side tactically, but downplay in terms of how superior one's own thesis is. It may well be that during this process you find that the other side makes more sense than your own thesis, but you should stick to your thesis and defend it. This basically means starting with a conclusion and then defending it no matter what.

Or the students are taught and encouraged to choose one side and argue it against another side with the help of empiricism. Or, for example, they are told to have debates in which one student has to show why bringing laptops to class is good, and the other student is assigned to the category "laptops in class are bad". Starting from this conclusion (remember: they start with a conclusion here…) they must then use empiricism to substantiate their points and "win" the argument against the "other side". Although this exercise is helpful in developing arguments, I think that by and large it does more harm than good, as it does not necessarily agree with the search for the truth. It's like drawing on a generation of mercenary lawyers. It is not surprising that the legal system in Western countries is the same: whether a person is found guilty or not has nothing to do with justice or whether he has actually committed a crime or not, but rather a function of who has a better lawyer who can use empiricism to win the "case".

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I have enough of this bullshit

I almost stabbed my faggot older "brother" in self defence because that fucking nigger attacked me

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It's been a good year for me. Last year I did absolutely nothing, wasted my first year out of high school because of a surgery. The second half of this year I started college. By this time next year I should have an associates because I'll be doing winter and summer courses to finish early. To top it all off I met that korean girl.

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It is actually possible to forget traumatic events that happened to you in the past? I've been wondering if something may have happened to me(specifically CSA), is xheir any way to know o algo?

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I was talking with a normie I knew from school. Not only was talking to him mentally exhausting, but he’s the most brainwashed goycattle I’ve ever talked with. He unironically thinks everything other than tiktok and streaming shows is “bad”. His brain is so rotted, he can’t even handle a sketch comedy clip. We have nothing in common. The thing is, this nigga is disabled and uses a wheelchair. His normie friends don’t hang out with him outside of school, so that leaves the responsibility on me to talk and hang out with him. Should I end the friendship? Will answer any inquiries.

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Is therapy bullshit?

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BPDemons

so, are they worth dating? have you ever dated one?, if so, how did it go? pros; cons, strategies to keep them from leaving, etc.,
personally, ive been dating one for some months, met in X and then met up irl in stockholm for three days. I was her first kiss. After i had to leave she got stressed and left me, said she felt empty. Last time i talked to her was a few days ago where she said we hurt eachother too much and that if she and i hadnt met she would be "stable". She has 2 suicide attempts.

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blogpost and question

I feel kinda lousy right now and figured it was time to stop lurking and make my first actual post here. I work like 4 or 5 days a week and have 3 after school clubs and a few ap classes right now and I've been pushing pretty hard to get my college app stuff in order. It's pretty stupid but I've been working on a game and its a part of my portfolio submission for a pretty big school for game design. It's not my only school and the program is pretty up there for that kind of education. I'm pretty depressed but almost in a way kind of relieved that I'll most likely be moving away. I don't want to say I have no friends but for the people I do talk to it's pretty hard for me to connect because my interests are mostly just in making my own games and characters and that gets pretty hard to talk to people about. Sometimes I lift with my friend but after about a year of it I honestly just don't get the appeal anymore, it just doesn't make me happy and it really hasn't changed much of anything. I don't use any social media and don't own a smartphone, but every day I always kind of think about if I did and if it would make things better. The truth is, I just feel pretty lonely a lot. How do you guys deal with it?

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add /rel/ religion

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I remember meeting this girl in the clinic who I think was into me since we literally held hands together. After I left the clinic, we kept messaging every day on Snapchat. Then one day I told her I like watching futa porn, and she got creeped out and started ghosting me. I’ve been a complete truecel ever since and that was the most action I’ve ever gotten.

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/quit/ lets quit porn forever

/quit/
Jannies PLZ sticky, if your gonna allow FPE brim on /soy/ one goon quitting thread wont hurt
ITT: we actually quit gooning and move on from our lives instead of making thrembillion threads coping about being one
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Ill post some of my resources
easypeasymethod.org
*new one that ive been using
https://archive.org/details/steven-slate-mark-w-scheeren-michelle-l-dunbar-the-freedom-model-for-addictions
(shorter version of the above)
https://archive.org/details/freedom-model-abridged/TheFreedomModel-ABRIDGED-NEW/mode/2up?q=The+Freedom+Model+for+Addictions

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Homeless because of my poop fetish

I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.

When I hit puberty and started gooning more, normal porn wouldn't hit right so I was curious and searched up some scat porn. I saw a picture of some anime girl shitting out a fat turd onto the floor and it gave a boner. So I began gooning to scat porn and brought it into my real life, where I would masturbate while shitting in the toliet.

If I was home alone, I'd shit on a large piece of paper and take scoops of it with my finger and eat it. Then I would grab a handful of the shit and stroke it around my cum until I came. I hid this shit fetish until I got caught by my mom when I was 17. Obviously I got kicked out.

I'm 18 now and I'm pretty much homeless. The only way I make money is by begging, literally eating people's shit for money or selling shit pics online for people. What do I do now?

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sometimes I swear that I can see snippets into my future.
it's always from my first person perspective and most of the time it's a mundane experience but sometimes it's right after something quite impactful has happened to me but I don't realise it during the vision
After experiencing something I saw in one of these premonitions I realise it a few seconds after and get this strange sense of deja vu and it's a bit unsettling
I've tried to bring this up with my friends but they dismiss it and so I've kept this to myself for quite a long time.
However, I think that it's possibly my own depression warping my sense of reality and that I'm doomed to continue my self-fulfilling prophecies
Where can I get help for this or should I not be concerned?
These visions usually happen when I'm daydreaming in class or half-conscious and so far, they haven't shown anything horrible happening to me yet, but I'm worried that could change

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anyone else think its weird that the vast majority of art has only female characters? if you go on xitter you only see people draw women and if you watch any animation its most likely that the characters are all women. just a weird trend but it is reasonable considering that women are pretty and soikeks are goonercels.

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Where is cuckjeet?

Where is cuckjeet?
I miss you buddy, post some bp o algo

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Why don't (You) give a chance to a foid that try to court (You) every day?

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bp thread part 1389174718947^308

post the most broootal of blackpill

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thoughts?

My parents want me to go on a trip with them and some of my cousins tomorrow to Korea but I don't wanna go. I'm so brutally ugly I've been trying to limit my interaction with people outside and maximize my time inside, the only times I'm outside is when I go to the gym and my wagie job. On top of that I've been lying about my grades in college and they think they are way better than they actually are (I'm pretty much retarded). I just feel guilty about leeching their money and lying to them and being a worthless son so I have been trying to slowly ween my way out of their lives and plan to move out in a year. Basically I'm just wondering what I should say to them as an excuse to not go without saying that im a liar and too ugly to be seen outside geg. I've denied other trips around the world before to austria, peru, mexico because my family loves to go traveling and this time they are pretty much forcing me to go.

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tell me a spicy secret about yourself

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How does one cope knowing they will never experience this?

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Every single one of you fakecel, failed normgroid sub-humans on this board should suicide en masse. You have friends, relationships, and people to surround yourself with, some of us have absolutely nothing. Not a single friend. Not a single person to lean on. Nothing. Disgusting, abrasive freaks to the very nature in which we were designed to live within. We turn a blind-eye to social inclinations sown into our very fiber, you indulge in it like a fat fucking glutton. A fat, disgusting pig. Yet you complain? Whine? Moan? You all make me sick. You won't die alone, some of us will. Go back to TikTok or whatever or filthy platforms you crawled from. Filth. Newnigger, immigrant filth. You will never be a 'teen. You are a bastardized normie, an in-between of social media kikery and truth.

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why do you guys leak over anything sexual

what makes this board so "anti-sex"?
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like a few months ago there was this /qa/tard that i helped introduce this board to and he constantly clittyleaked over his friend getting a girlfriend. like really nigga? youre gonna break a friendship over your friend not being a truecel anymore?
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even recently i was reading a old thread on the catty and a guy had a good point:
>legit, all they do is cry about sex and masturbation then get mad when someone has game lmfo
like yeah yall gotta take a chillpill fr
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i get it though that promiscuity and masturbation are bad but i think its worse to be some white knight incel soldier that hates the thought of anything sexual. soften up a bit, yknow

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I've had 3 gfs, i just noticed a pattern
>the first one was 18, i was 16
>second one was 23 when i was 18
>current one is 20, im 19

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I can't shut my brain off for a second im in a constant state of worry and anxiety about work literally impossible for me to chill out unless i drink or jerk off neither of which help me obviously

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i just gooned after a while of not gooning. is it over for me o algo

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I cry while listening to imagine dragons.

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I have a crush on a girl in my accounting class

I wanna ask you guys some advice, or really I just want to talk about this and get some opinions, there's this girl in my 3rd block class in school (accounting) and I suppose you could say I have a bit of a crush on her, the thing is I haven't even talked to her, she sits in the row behind me pretty close to me and it feels like shes all I can think about every time I see her, she seems nice but shes really quiet and doesn't talk to anyone, we have the same lunch period and she always sits completely alone as do I so I was thinking I could try talking to her there by asking if I could sit with her but I'm very worried she'll find me weird or annoying, I'm also a bit worried she might be a mega toxic liberal o algo since she has bright blue hair and a bunch of piercings but its not my biggest worry, i couldn't even really tell you what I like about her she just seems so perfect, shes kind of short but not super short, a little bit chubby, she's probably around my age but I'm pretty sure shes a little older, and she always has this look on her face that I just love, I don't stare or anything like a retarded gigasperg but I always find myself looking at her at lunch evendoe she never notices me, I'm just worried she'll think I'm boring or weird since I don't really stand out at all, I'm tall but I don't do any sports or anything so I really am just a boring person I guess, I don't know I just want your guys' opinions or advice about this, thanks for reading
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I don't actually know her name either but I think I once heard the teacher call it and it was a nice name, she might've been talking about another girl albeit
>inb4 fakecel faggot
I've never had a girlfriend or anything but I'm not a total truecel since girls do sometimes talk to me for answers on assignments or to ask me how tall I am

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whats something you would tell yourself 5 years ago

id tell my old self to lock in and stop trying to be a people pleaser

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Marge what happened to the image?

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Anyone else not care about xmas?

The whole thing seems pointless unless if you are willing to preform like a normie. Unrelated image, the site told me to put in one.

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time flies, huh. been using this board since 2024 and now its almost 2026.

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Okay guys, I need your help with something. A couple of days ago I re-downloaded Beholder to replay it and I'd forgotten about this character. I've just grown fond of her and I don't want her to get arrested

Browsing the wiki, I came across a section that mentions it's possible to get her husband arrested, but this is the fifth time I've tried and it always ends the same way: she shoots him and ends up arrested. I can't refuse to give her the gun because then she'll leave the apartment and I haven't found any tutorials on YouTube that show any way to save her

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shoutout to whoever made the /r9k/ banner

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Reposting this on r9k because nobody uses qa

I'm going to a Christmas Eve party admit my uncle's house tonight and it's gonna be super fun because all my cousins are gonna be there. There's only one problem. One of my older cousins (she's in her thirties) has become or at the very least looks like she wants to become a pooner. She's apparently extremely abrasive about her leftist politics and I'm worried she might bring something along those lines up to me if I talk to her. While I don't want to just chud out on her, I also have too much dignity to just smile and nod. But I also don't want to set her off and be responsible for her ruining the party. Does anyone have any advice?

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didnt sleep tonight because i stayed till like 2 am on my aunt's christmas party. when i tried resting my mom woke me up because we're going to my aunt's christmas party (again). I wanted to sleep but she said that we're gonna be late (ev&oe the party will probably be up all night) then she brought her phone and started playing her shitty loud tiktok videos, leaving me disturbed. I told her to turn the volume down and she said "but I won't hear anything!!!" But then she eventually turned it down and even then I still wasn't able to sleep. she tried convincing me to go to the party but i refused since she woke me up like that. I'm now home alone doing nothing. I tried scrolling on xitter but it's still just the same troonbabble and annoying braniggers. I feel fucking empty. Words cannot express how much I hate you for doing this, mom. You're a fucking manchild. why did you felt the need to play your shitty brainrot TikTok videos at full volume when I was sleeping? I'm fucking broken.

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I may or may not have ruined the next 5 or so months of my life

A friend just confessed she likes me.
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Looks aren’t important in this because 1. She’s average (sometimes slightly above average) and 2. Even if she was drop dead gorgeous I wouldn’t date her for reasons I’ll state under
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First of all she has dated like 3 people and she’s brand new at my stupid niggered school. She has broken up with all in less than a month. She is very socially retarded (and so am I so better not judge so much) but she has been weird to many of my other friends. This is the biggest red flag, I just started being nice and talking after school 4 days ago and she’s already head over heels. Regardless, I do not want her.
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I decided to be responsible and let her know that 1. What she was doing was love bombing, 2. What she was saying was guilt tripping and 3. I’ll let her try to gain my “love” and see if it works out. Not dating, but seeing if she can make me want to basically
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I may or may not have ruined my life by accepting that, now things are severely awkward, she keeps on trying to interact with me, and I’m one day away from just ripping the skin off my face, help me out /r9k/.

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IDK WHAT TO DOOO!!!!!

TL;DR

(Is actually a wall of greentext but whatever, tried my best to condense it)

>Be me

>Graduate from 4 year electronics engineering trade in highschool

>End up at a supermarket & hate it bc idk if I wanna pursue my trade

>Life is practically staring at a bright screen in a dark closed in room 24/7 or stocking shelves or praying, I am quiet and do not talk to people and only have one friend

>Live in a fucked up family, have troon brother, wigga sister, bipolar menopause mother, father who grew up with no father who doesn't know how to father

>Be the only normal lad in the senpai

>Start inquiring into Eastern Orthodoxy which family opposes

>Try to get girlfriend, realize how fucked up modern women are and can't despite being 6 feet tall, owning rich hype slop like gucci & louis vuitto and driving a 2008 v6 Turbo Saab 9-3 Aero Convertible, realize approaching women doesnt work

>Get told that the reason why nobody talks to me at work is because I look intimidating

>I get fucked up, sin, and feel like shit because of this

>Realize I don't have much purpose in life decides trying to dedicate myself to Christ despite endless struggle with lust and self hatred

>Read Oswald Spengler and get even more fucked up over the reality of female loyalty and realizing when my Grandfather was in Vietnam that my Grandmother left him for rich Jewish men and lying to get into MIT and work for Pfizer and realizing that Women aren't actually loyal to men but to what they can provide similar to how German Women in WW2 went after higher ranking officials or POWs while their men bled and died in battle.

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anyone else think about this

i often think about what life could be like if it were different. what if me and my siblings got along? what if i had another brother or sister? what if i lived somewhere i used to know, or maybe what if i was moving tomorrow?
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theres so many ways my life couldve been better or worse, and somehow im here at this moment typing this post.

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Hello shardee, I am in need of advice in regards to my parents. Not sure if it's possible but I'll try
>Be me, 18
>Live with a chatty mother and a father I genuinely despise.
>Mom had therapy, so she's at least bearable to be with, but supports troons simply because some far-away cousin happens to be one, and WILL sperg out about "muh tolerance" and other shit.
>Dad is a person who is ALWAYS right, is painful to talk to if you aren't 100% on his side, and never bothers learning or trying anything new.
>Hate him enough that I never want to make him proud because he's an annoying ass about it.
>They both have an astounding ability to seep all the passion and joy from whatever hobby I could've had
>They basically treat my hobbies like I'm family tech support (which I actually am if you're wondering saar) and "request" that I use it for their gain
>For example, since I can draw well ever since I was younger, they wanted me to draw holiday cards for other family members. Birthdays, weddings, Fathers day, you name it.
>This, along with my mom's past need to share everything I was doing to our extended family, ended with me never sharing anything for literal years.
>Now what they know about me is either false or exaggerated.
>They try to listen in to what I'm doing at all times, and will absolutely remind me that I'm never safe in "my" home.
<reddit space because wordswordswords just for the backstory
My problem is that I'm very aspirational, and if I, say, want to play an instrument, I have to go through a mental charade of them circlejerking each other and never leaving me alone about it. What should I do 'teens?
>inb4 stop caring
I am trying but they can't shut the fuck up. It feels like the only way I can tell them to stop is if I make a massive argument about it.

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/dg/ - dreams general

yall got any good dreams?
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>brush, pray, and put on pjs
>go sleep
>dream
>exact same thing every day for the past few weeks
>it feels good
>alarm rings
>tfw its all a dream
i often dream of just being with someone i could know and trust. sounds kinda silly to conceptualize an idea rather than a physical identity, but i mean religions and different societies have their own angels and demons i guess. i guess maybe its just my longing for a true relationship or a friend i could trust; a spot in my life that i often feel voided.
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i often usually see myself with a family but i can never see the face of my wife in these dreams. other times its just a friend in school i hang out with and talk about personal stuff to. dunno why ive been craving personal relationships so much but its really manifested into my own nights and even some conversations i have.
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do you guys have anything interesting like my dreams? maybe i should talk to the people i know and love more like my godparents

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Why does everyone shill the easy peasy method?

I've read it and it felt like it was written in 2010 with the target audience being a 30 year old man, with a wife and kids, who goons maybe 3 times a week.
>If you’re forwarded a URL by a friend, take pride in saying, “I’m happy to say I don’t need that anymore.” This will hurt them, but when they see it isn’t bothering you they’ll be halfway to joining you.
>Why not then declare your quitting to friends and family? Well, it’ll make you a proud ex-addict or ex-user, not an elated and happy non-user. It might scare your partner a bit since they may see this as an scheme to have more sex, in a sort of New Age way. They may also fear you turning into a sex machine. It’s hard to explain unless they’re open-minded.
Literally NO ONE does this

It keeps repeating the same bullshit for like 20 chapters
>yeah bro the secret truth that absolutely no one has ever said is that porn is heckin' bad for you and you need to stop believing its good!!!!11
No shit, there is not a single person nowadays (aside from redditors) who believes porn is in any way good.

And it keeps talking about how doing it with just your willpower is bad because youre gonna think youre missing out (no one thinks that) while the method they recommend is saying "i will NEVER goon again" (even doe the average porn addict has already said that to himself a hundred times) and then doing it with just your willpower while telling yourself "im not a porn addict!!" whenever you think about porn, genius.

The most retarded part is the chapter where the book tells you to go on a porn site while repeating in your head "im no longer a porn addict i dont have to watch this!!!", even though the whole time the book was advising against taking a peak or checking if you can resist the urges. I actually did this and one video caught my eye, i tried to scroll past it but i failed and gooned for the second time that day, gooning twice in one day had not happened to me in atleast a year. This advice is like giving a heroine addict a syringe with heroine and telling him not to do it.

It might be the worst book ive ever read because it didnt help me in any way and actually made me goon one more time.

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with christmas being tomorrow, i don’t really feel as excited about it anymore
i still enjoy getting together with family but like whenever i turned 17/18 christmas just became less fun and less thought of, like i lost my christmas spirit
plus now it never snows in the uk so you can’t even tell

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Poop

I pooped myself

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fell for it award

i think im being lied to by a girl but im not sure if my 75iq brain is actually connecting the dots for it or im just being insecure

so i've been talking to this girl via ig for a few months from now (she is american from Nebraska and im from the dominican republic) and we got close because we liked the same shit music and stuff, eventually we started half joking half flirting until we actually started also joking about marrying for green card and having kids and shit and i was genuinely confused because a WHITE girl from the USA would think a shitskin from the caribbean that isnt even liked by girls from my own country is cute or something

I ended up actually falling for this girl ad the nice things she said
>i think you deserve better
>I think you're perfect
>I like everything about you
>you're literally so freacking adorable and handsome and sweet and silly and funny and reasoned
and I fell for it because a cute white girl who liked the same shit as me said it

a while later I started seeing some weird shit like her matching pfps with some other dude but not telling me who, and her discord bio openly saying she had a boyfriend, and when i asked her about it she said some stupid shit about having that so pedos on the 'cord wont ask her for nudes and i believed her like a good goy, so i stopped thinking about it because i didnt want to be a heckin insecure boy!

and i kept falling and falling for these girl and thinking a lot about her and sending her photos cause she did too and called me pretty and then husband and then shit and shit and shit and i believed it all like a retard, until i started seeing the weird shit again, from now on if i keep ignoring it i will just be a cuck willingly. today i found out the person whose she was matching with was a "guy friend" of hers who also called her his gf on every one of her tiktok posts.

on her own words when i asked her about it:
>male but nigga chopped and is genuinely a gooncel

uh-huh

why did i believe her???? like genuinely girls from my own country call me weird all the time and i thought a girl that would easily be a 8/10 here liked me geg, and honestly i dont even feel like i deserve a girlfriend to begin with because i feel like a fat ugly browncel and a porn addict anyways.

i should block her but because im a stupid fucking cuck with no self steem i feel bad, my head hurts an my chest hurts and im an idiot

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how do i get better at debating and public speaking
i want to be more confident in expressing ideas and not being a little bitch in arguments/conversations in general

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jacking off vs jacking off to porn wtf is the difference

I constantly read no nut shit on here but its never clear. Is it porn pple hate, or is it jacking off?

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Hey guys I need help. This is a question mainly for males (guys) but I guess anybody can answer like if you're a lesbian something. Anyway! My friend and I are trying to decide who has the best boobs and this seems like a good place to ask. Which of us has better boobs? PLEASE DO NOT VOTE BEFORE UNDERSTANDING BOTH PAIRS OF BOOBS! Ask any questions you may have about the boobs before voting also. ANYWAY! On to the boobs!
Her boobs:
Huuuuuge
Sorta floppy (still firm tho)
Huge nipples

My boobs:
Not the biggest boobs (still pretty big though!)
Smaller nipples that look like little erasers
Super perky and bouncier
Kind of flat when I lay down so if you didn't see them when I'm not laying down you'd be all like "where did they go!?!?" haha lol

So!?!? Who has the best boobs!? (post your vote here)
Oh one more thing: This is a competition between these four boobs (two pairs of two both of us have 2) So don't "write-in" other boobs and you also need to vote for boobs in a set so like you can't say one of each to make a new set. If you need any additional information about these boobs just ask!

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brainrot

i'm going to be a retard and make YET another thread like as if i didn't make a billion of them already, —>; >>73315 but i think i irreparably rekt my brain with porn. you'll geg at this (and you should) but i gooned to way too much hentai and rule 34 that it shits all over my self-image and there might be some things (like media) i can't look at without feeling shame because of it, it feels as if there's a part of me i'll never get back. there's also the fact that i can't really do much and i can't even be comfortable sitting down to watch or play something, not to mention my health is crap. i also keep getting these zits which don't seem to stop. i'm not even worried about anything anymore, i feel empty and have no energy at all. if you were in my position, what would you even do at this point?

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The Only Blackpill Video You Need to See

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Has this ever happened to (You)?

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My reddit girlfriend just dumped me

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How come the girl in my class that literally pissed herself in front of everybody has more friends than me

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how evil are you guys

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Gory dreams

Do any of you also get extremely gory dreams sometimes? If you do, I’d really like to hear about them and what you think causes them/how to prevent them. I had them more growing up but now that I’m almost an adult they occur only every few months or so.
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I had one last night that I remember so vividly that I can still recall it after going through my whole day. If you don’t want to read this SNCA then don’t, or something.
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The dream took place in squid games, weirdly. I haven’t interacted with anything related to the show in at least over a month. Anyways it was an alternative second rendition of the games but with fans of the show as players. They obviously knew what they were getting themselves into and seemed to be mentally prepared at least, and eager at best, for the infamous gruesome challenges.
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I was thrown right into the action, not as a player but as a video game style spectator. I had cinematic shots, POV views, and such which switched often. I could hear the announcer’s comments but also the voices of the participants. The first and only game I witnessed was a mix of a race, maze, and parkour course where the walls and floors were incredibly slimy and slippery. This game was also a sort of team competition, although I don’t remember what the team goal was. I only remember some players sneaking in dyes to change their shirt colors from red to blue and vice versa so they could be on the same team as their family or friends.
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As the game continued more people had presumably made it to the end, so I turned my focus from those struggling behind to the ones closer to the finish and noticed that a gap in the floor had formed between the maze end and the finish line. I guess the limit of survivors had been reached and no more were allowed through, like in fall guys. Many broke down into tears, anger, and frustration while others turned to begging, praying, and even human sacrifice and other rituals like pouring blood over other’s faces just for the chance of being made an exception.
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None of these pleads however were answered and one of the worst offenders of sacrifice was even set to be fatally tortured as punishment. Four thick wooden poles extended, one from each surrounding wall. They each had a panel close to the front that, when combined with the others into a sort of square ring, served as a funnel for the future victim’s bodies. The wooden poles, slightly thicker than a leg, rotated but the panels stayed in place. The rotating beams now formed a sort of + with the middle part missing. The punished player was throwing in the top, head first. He was squeezed in between the four beams. They were wide enough apart for most of his body to squeeze through, but when it came to his hip it was cracked and crushed. At this point I had been feeling more and more like what he was presumably feeling and woke up.
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Sorry for the SNCA nothing burger of a story. The dreams I had when I was younger were a lot more freaky. They used to show a non-stop compilation of eyeballs being poked out, heads being cracked open on the floor, and brains oozing out of orifices. Now it’s a lot more plot-driven and honestly just cool my mind comes up with shit like this, although sleep paralysis has become increasingly common for me so I just hope the two don’t mix. Also please excuse any ESL, it’s late and I’m typing this on my phono.

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I just relapsed after a 40 day streak and I want to leave some advice here for others. Don't let your guard down even if you haven't done it for a long time, your addiction will strike when you least expect it, you truly get rid of it once you completely stop thinking about it. Avoid seeing or even thinking of things that can trigger you to relapse. Don't give up after losing your streak, it's gonna be a lot harder to break out of it again if you go back to doing it everyday. Good luck to anyone else struggling with this.

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why don't you just buy a starter house and a basic ford truck on a part time starter job and then hit on women at the office until one marys you and get her pregnant? are you stupid?

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Is it common to be an adult virgin in (your) country?

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Didn't goon to 'p award

I survived NNN this year. It's my first time. So that's nice.

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I was at a girls place and we were home alone, she took off her pants and we did stuff but I didn't get 2 nut cuz I didn't have condoms. this was never a problem with my ex what do I do

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Honestly one of the things that has always troubled me is that I don't understand why I have so much problems. My parents weren't divorced, they didn't beat me, I never got molested, never nearly experienced death, grew up in a good house with my dad making good money, and yet I still act like such a retard. Like yeah I was isolated a lot growing up and got bullied but it wasn't that bad. I attempted to ack myself a couple times but I feel like it was for dumb reasons, and it never got serious enough that I needed medical care. It's insane to say this but I sometimes wish I got molested or something so I would have some explanation, but as it stands I'm just a retarded faggot for no reason

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just gooned to tranny porn AMA

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Is there any medication(or just anything in general) that decreases anxiety? I know alcohol exists but I'm not old enough to drink and it's not like I can be intoxicated 24/7

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Why theres more captain america (locked) post on the 'ru than ironman (keyed) vve should start a war about this

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if i dont get a haircut soon im just going to do it myself and give myself a bowl cut im serious
its kind of fashionable in a way. I'll bring it back

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Tranny living rent-free in my head

Ever since the start of Summer Break, I’ve been replaying the same memory of me bullying a tranny so hard, xhe started crying. I don’t feel “bad” about it, but I feel like my mind is trying to subconsciously tell me something.
>Arrow

But, I fear that if I look into it deeper, I might go back to playing epi ‘urry games again, or something, what should I do?

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I feel like I’m not really in control of my thoughts. While I don’t think I am mentally ill or something, I also don’t want to get it tested as that would make getting a gun license harder.
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It’s hard for me to fully concentrate on things because I’ll always think of some stuff my conscious doesn’t care about and knows isn’t important at the moment, but it still won’t let me get my mind off things. This is especially annoying because I have recently (2-3 months ago now) quit more porn addiction cold turkey, and all the triggers (as much as I hate to use that word) around me haven’t let me catch a break from these intrusive thoughts or whatever you want to call them. It also won’t let me do my school assignments in peace and I can’t enjoy one if my hobbies to the fullest anymore, as it requires focus for an extended period of time.
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Something that used to help was listening to chuddy audiobooks/podcasts or, as retarded as it sounds, stimming to The Gateway Tapes. But my headphones have been broken for a month or so now at the worst possible time, as the winter is when my mental get’s the worst.
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I’ve been looking more into Christianity lately and, although I’m not fully convinced yet, I would pick it over any other religion any day if the week. The only thing bothering me is that I know I have sinned heavily in my life, and I am constantly wondering if what I am doing is right or wrong or if it is a test or a message of God.
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Do any of you have any suggestions or similar experiences? I know some of you on here are doing way worse and I truly hope you get better.

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i might've just ruined my life soyteens

long story short, some Gen Z wigger hit me with his car last night on my way home from work and fractured my collarbone/injured my foot. it could've been worse of course and i'm thankful it wasn't a super serious injury but i ended up having to go to urgent care to get imaging done, along with a sling i need to wear for a few weeks + painkillers.

hospital was apparently out of network so im not sure what my insurance company is planning to do, and although i won't have any shifts over winter break (thankfully) i'm worried i won't be able to recover in time and they're gonna fire my ass (looked into applying for FMLA leave but im not even sure my company meets the eligibility requirements). guy who hit me gave me $1k in gratuity and said he would cover any medical costs insurance wouldn't cover, but beyond that i don't know what i'm going to do and i'm worried this shit is gonna turn me into a NEET living off welfare and SDI checks for the foreseeable future.

any soyteens here ever gone through something similar? is there anything i can do or should i just blow my shit smooth off at this point?

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Do you like my new hairstyle?

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Pro Ana thread. Yes this is topical because we are talking about food and eating, specifically what is safe to eat and what is not safe. A few things to help thinanons get comfortable…
>Do you keep a diary?
>Do you wear proana beads?
>What are your "safe" foods?

Share ana tips…
>for sweet cravings, lick a chopstick and dip it in sugar free hot chocolate mix
>keep thinspiration everywhere
>celery is okay in moderation
>constantly be drinking water
>sugar free mints are a sometimes food
>cayenne pepper on everything

Remember: your body is all of the food you need and if you think you're hungry, no you're not.

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Hey guys, just wanted to give you an update on Lindsay.

Lindsay now absolutely refuses to clean up after herself at all. She still refuses to use the toilet which is fine but she NEEDS to clean up after herself. Other than that she is an amazing roommate and we all really like her but this is really becoming a problem. Our boyfriends and girlfriends don't even want to come over anymore. She says it isn't a big deal and that we're making a big deal out of nothing. She says she doesn't tell us how or where to use the bathroom and it isn't her problem that the rest of us just happened to agree on using a specific place to shit when we met and that having roommates means having to make compromises sometimes and putting aside our differences to keep peace in the house and that everyone is hanging up on her.

I went to the shop where she works and from talking to her co-worker it seems like she doesn't behave this way at work or I assume he would have said something so I don't know what her deal is. She refuses to actually discuss this. She doesn't know this yet but Josh is considering moving back with his parents in Wisconsin.

I got along with Lindsay right away when we met and is a super close friend but this is making me wonder if our friendship will even last. Thanks for listening again and I'll keep you guys posted.

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Actual gemerald theme

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The cute 19 year old Mexican girl who barely speaks English and works in the kitchen where I work just handed me a note saying "You are so fuck(sic) handsome". Should I pursue this and get myself a Latinx tradcath tradwife? She's a nice girl. I think I should give her my number today before I leave. I swear to God this isn't bait. I've never dated a girl and I don't know the exact ramifications of race mixing so I'm at a loss.

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Does anyone here also feel a lack of guidance in their lives? I'm not sure if it's because I was mostly forced to do things by myself for a few years, but nothing ever stuck. I tried religions, philosophies, hell even movements, but nothing ever seemed right.
Is there a way I can find guidance? I am trying to be self-sufficient but sometimes you need someone (or something) to help you.

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What's wrong with me

Yesterday I was on the bus, and for some reason I was 100% convinced there was a severed head in my bag. I couldn't stop thinking about it or trying to hide it. Oddly enough, I had no problem opening the bag and never considered just throwing it away. I've also experienced some fairly similar delusions recently, but they weren't as severe.
I'm mentally healthy (as far as I'm aware), but I use DPH every once in a while. Could it have somehow permanently messed up my brain? This can't just be HPPD, right?

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serious problem

honestly there's a chance that nobody is going to take this seriously at all, but i'm posting it anyways.
it's likely that i'm really mentally ill, i mean my mind hasn't given me an actual break for months about my fuck ups i made with my porn addiction (related to hentai). i should probably be visiting some mental health professional or talking to a friend but here i am, but for anyone taking a serious look at this thread would you really say that it's only some pOCD related worry at this point?
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i was told that it is and that i should stay off here but it feels like i can't give my mind enough evidence for it to not shred me apart,
i don't even have anyone IRL to talk to about this at the moment too unfortunately and i don't know how to open up yet so it makes it harder to get over.
just to make avoid making this a gigantic text wall, you can read >>75024 and go from there on my ID in that thread to see what my worries are about.
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i seem to be obsessed with investigating myself for my past actions a lot.
even if i have NO attraction to any of that shit in hindsight, considering it just seemed to be a bunch of mistakes i made during my porn addiction.
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also just so you don't confuse me for the other guy, i'm like one of the two people on here with this same exact problem geg.
i type with lowercase while he seems to type with capitals more often
<EMBARRASSING INFORMATION BECAUSE I'M RETARDED AS FUCK
i have been fantasizing more often about being with a cute and loving gf out of the stress i've been having,
i'm putting that piece of information out there to let you know my fantasies do NOT involve fucked up shit like kids or anything like that.
so what goes on in my mind sexually is pretty normal, aside from my obsessive worrying about what i used to jerk off to. (had a bit of a chuckle typing this)

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What are some good books/resources to start learning politics?

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I saw your thread was deleted, but I hope you se this

I know your pain. I missed out on teen love too. Even when I was a little child, I hoped teenage life would be filled with love and adventure, but I didn’t get it. I

I always blamed myself for the circumstances I was in, failing to see how inhospitable the environment I lived in really was. We have been taught to only blame ourselves, so we don’t realize how bad things really are. Every aspect of our lives is deteriorating. This goes for almost every westernized country, and it’s only getting worse. Our health, wealth, social lives, and love lives have been nefariously sabotaged through multiple action plans by our enemies before we were even born.

You're not alone. You may have had a terrible start like me and countless other zoomers, but we can still grow in poor soil, and there's still good girls out there who can give us the love we never had. Don't believe all the psyops that tell you that you cannot experience love the same way after a certain age. It's not completely wrong, but it doesn't really have anything to do with age. Rather, it has something to do with virginity. When a girl has already slept with a man, her love grows weaker. She cannot love her new boyfriend the same way she enthusiastically loved her first. This love from a female virgin is often mistaken for teen love when it really should be called the love of a virgin.

You’re far from alone we are in this together.

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I'm joining my countrys army cuz i think my degree is useless and i cant go back to college for another degree.

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i relapsed

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yes I did steal it from the TND copypasta, what are you gonna do about it?

Kill pedophiles. Behead pedophiles. Roundhouse kick a pedophile into the concrete. Slam dunk a pedophile into the trashcan. Crucify pedophiles. Defecate in a pedophiles food. Launch pedophiles into the sun. Stir fry pedophiles in a wok. Toss pedophiles into active volcanoes. Urinate into a pedophile's gas tank. Judo throw pedophiles into a wood chipper. Twist pedophiles heads off. Report pedophiles to the IRS. Karate chop pedophiles in half. Curb stomp pedophiles. Trap pedophiles in quicksand. Crush pedophiles in the trash compactor. Liquefy pedophiles in a vat of acid. Dissect pedophiles. Exterminate pedophiles in the gas chamber. Stomp pedophiles skulls with steel toed boots. Cremate pedophiles in the oven. Lobotomize pedophiles. Grind pedophile in the garbage disposal. Drown pedophiles in hot oil pan. Vaporize pedophiles with a ray gun. Kick old pedophiles down the stairs. Feed pedophiles to alligators. Slice pedophiles with a katana. Put a bomb in a pedophile's mouth. Throw knives at pedophiles. Inflate pedophiles until they pop. Send pedophiles into a blackhole. Castrate pedophiles. Feed pedophiles poisoned food. Force pedophiles to walk the plank. Push pedophiles into a pit. Kneel on a pedophile's neck. Curse pedophiles with a spell. Stuff pedophiles into a industrial washing machine and turn it on. Flatten pedophiles with a tank. Pop a pedophile's car tire. Make pedophiles swim in the Mariana Trench. Cut off a pedophile's limbs. Airdrop pedophiles into Antarctica. Throw pedophiles off the boat. Pressurize pedophiles into fine crystals. Light fireworks in a pedophile's ass. Falcon-punch a pedophile in the face. Make pedophiles into fiction. Blow pedophiles heads off with grenade launchers. Blow pedophiles brains open with a sniper rifle. Lock pedophiles in a cage and drown them underwater. Nail pedophiles to a cross and stab them. Run over pedophiles with a tank feet-first. Crush pedophiles with a press. Attack pedophiles with acid. Boil pedophiles in a pan. Lock pedophiles inside a brazen bull. Burn pedophiles alive. Drag pedophiles across a wall of spikes. Pour molten lava on pedophiles. Quarter pedophiles. Impale pedophiles on a pike. Total pedophile death. Tenderize pedophiles with a mallet. Ionise pedophiles in a mass spectrometer. Irradiate pedophiles in a nuclear reactor. Spaghettify pedophiles in a black hole. Curse pedophiles with the necronomicon. Trap pedophiles in purgatory. Bang a pedophiles testicles with a spiked bat. Throw pedophiles off a twelve story building. Freeze dry pedophiles in the vacuum of space. Fry pedophiles with power lines. Feed pedophiles ricin. Kneecap a pedophile with a twelve gauge. Sell a pedophiles organs on the black market. Run pedophiles over with an eighteen wheeler. Throw pedophiles into the grand canyon. Burn pedophiles with jet engine exhaust. Beat pedophiles to death with a tire iron. Cauterise a pedophiles asshole with a blowtorch. Sacrifice pedophiles to the sun god. Drop pedophiles out of a plane at forty thousand feet. Feed pedophiles to sharks. Load a pedophile into a cannon and shoot the pedophile at a concrete wall. Keel Haul pedophiles under a galleon. Disembowel pedophiles with a bayonet. Strap a pedophile to a cruise missile and launch it at a mountain. Drop pedophiles into chernobyl reactor building number 4. Hang, draw, and quarter pedophiles. Lure pedophiles in with dolls and trap them with bear traps. Force a pedophiles to learn consent, then kill the pedophile anyway. Atomize pedophiles with a powerfist. Throw pedophiles into vats full of FEV virus. Choke pedophiles with barbed wire. Throw pianos at pedophiles from 40-story buildings. Throw pedophiles at pianos from 40-story buildings. Deep-freeze pedophiles in liquid nitrogen then shatter them with a hammer. Tie pedophiles to ICBMs then fire them at the Moon. Shoot pedophiles with syringe guns. Defecate on pedophile food stamps. Make pedophiles pay for their sins in blood. Build a newton cannon and fire pedophiles into the orbit. Put advertisement posters on pedophiles then nail them to their bodies with a hammer. Irradiate pedophiles with depleted uranium

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What's the most effective way to study for exams? I'm getting nigger tier grades at my school for wasting too much time on this site

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I just got home from the city, and it was one of the most detestable experiences I've ever had to endure in recent years. I initially went out with the plan to purchase my family their Christmas presents today so that I wouldn't have to do it nearer to Christmas, when the shops would be busier, which i thought would be a good idea. When I entered the city center, I was absolutely disgusted by the vulgar display of putridity around me. There were old gypsies without a single word of english begging on street corners, battling for free real estate with the similarly minded homeless crackhead natives of the city. There were packs of niggers and brown rapefugees fresh off the boat, roaming around, smoking cigarettes and weed outside of shopfronts and staring at people with their inhuman, sub-65IQ charcoal black eyes. Most of the whites aged under 35 were either dressed in the globohomo wannabe-amerimutt hipster uniform (carhartt, mustaches, mullets, light wash denim, etc.) or the government housing estate special (branded black/grey/ blue matching tracksuit, faded haircut and expensive running shoes). I unfortunately had to spend a lot of time observing this fluctuating crowd of subhumans because every single one of my family members asked for items that were unavailable for in person purchase or spent half an hour responding to my texts. I only managed to get one present before giving up out of frustration and going home.
<reddit space
The bus ride was undoubtedly the worst part of today, however. I was pleasantly surprised with the fact that there were only about 10 people on the bus, which is highly unusual for a route that's usually quite popular. I sat around the middle of the bus, as I usually do, and nothing happened for the first 10ish minutes of the ride. That was, until 2 (or 3, I think there was a third but I wasn't looking up at the moment they were getting on the bus) "people" got on, the purest, most repulsive embodiments of the Council Housed And Violent archetype.
<preddit space
I'm used to seeing people like this, as the bus I take goes through a few traditionally working class areas, which have their fair share of abrasive undesirables. Given that the bus was almost empty, they felt they had free reign. I saw something hit the front of my seat, but I decided to give it the benefit of the doubt and assumed it was just the product of an open window and a breeze bringing in small objects from the outside. Next, I felt something small hit off of my back. A minute later, my hair, then the back of my neck. I had my earphones in, listening to Skinny Puppy (gemmy band btw) and pretending that nothing was happening. They would begin to jeer at me, but I didn't turn around once, hoping they would stop. The only sentence worth remembering & paraphrasing that came out of one of their mouths was "I know you won't do anything mate because you'll have to talk(?) to my blade(?). RIO DE JANEIROOO". I'm not sure if "blade" was the exact word they said, because it seems very uncharacteristic for somebody like them to use. I endured one more potshot to the back of my neck before I decided to cut my losses and got off at the next stop, tuning out their continued insults and ending the 3 minute debacle that inspired this faggy blogpost. When I got up, my face had already turned bright red and I could feel my heart pounding. Its very embarrassing to admit that something as trivial as a group of 15/16 year old kids taking the piss out of me was enough to activate my fight or flight instincts, but such is life.
<sneedit space
The thing is, I'm not sure if what I did was right. I have always been a coward, always meek and unwilling to engage in any confrontation that I am not absolutely sure that I will win. When I was in that seat I was reminded of when I was 14-15 and of the subhumans who used to constantly throw objects, water and insults at me, and how I almost always just took it and prayed to God, both in school and at home, for them to stop. Eventually they did, because they all dropped out of education or moved to a different school, which was a win in my book, but not a win that I earned.

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Does anybody else find themselves porn addicted yet telling others to never goon? Its like an alcoholic telling others not to go to a bar.

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i just saw child gore on a alt chan holy shit

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Haiio >~<
I found this Based stonecold trucel board trough TikTok
Kind of a Nusoi doe hope you Soyjaks accept me anyway :3

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I AM A LONELY NIGGER

Contuation of >>64292 because I cant stop leaking about my nigger life.
<Reddit space
Yeah so I REALLY should've taken the advice to get NEW friends. Not only is my ginger nigga drier than cardboard to fucking talk to, I even picked up his favourite tranime just so we'd have something to talk about but nothing. Also turns out this new friend group he's tried to weave me in 1. There's a guy who is a genuine comiepedotroon 2. A guy thats just a normie. 3. A homosexual who is one trip from a supposed medical emergency. Also turns out HE'S gay for him.
<Reddit space
So I just do not engage with them and tried to find friends in school. My only "friends" in school is a midget aquatic Mexican who is obsessed with troonslop like glitch productions, a guy who is a self proclaimed "satanist" ev&doe he acts like a reddit atheist
<REDDIT
I have no friends now. Furnigger told more people im a heccin nazi chud and made le gays. I have lost almost all interest in gaming and the only things I do now are rot in my bed lurking the party, practice with my drum pad and read scripture.
<REDDIT SPACE
I even got so desperate to leak about thid gay ass situation in some 'cord and was called a bigoted chud (don't what I expected doe)
<Reddit space
I'm not suicidal, don't think I'd ever would because I cant cope with the idea of my parents burying me that would be the pinnacle of being a Selfish Little Fuck. It also sends you to niggerhell.

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TWP supremecy

Hitler had a micropenis and thats what made him one of histories best. His desire to achieve something great was fueled by his clittycel rage, but unlike other sub-5s of his time, he wasn’t stopped by pretty privilege. If hitler had a BWC, he wouldnt have brought Germany out of jewish control, he would have just breezed through life with all the complements he would have gotten, but if he was a ugly chud, nobody would have listened to him and he wouldnt rise the ranks to be histories greatest. MicropenisKINGS are ones meant to rule over humanity. All of the most important and smartest people all had TWPs, such as Einstein, Da Vinci, Napoleon and Mozart

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Everyone on here has a sad fucking life and I don’t even feel bad. All everyone does is complain, bitch, and moan over insignificant bs and doesn’t go out of their way to change anything. You’re all stuck in fixed mindsets and it’s embarrassing to watch. I used to be depressed as hell but started going outside and doing stuff with friends and my life became wonderful. I love my life I love my friends, I have my whole life ahead of me and it’s just begun. Stop complaining stop worrying and live life. Do what the fuck you want stop worrying about other people you sad fuckers it’s embarrassing. Life is abundant and full of many wonders it’s too short to be a hateful doomer faggot. Take some LSD and learn to lighten up.

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I'm not gay

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I rainbow animated heart dextroamphetamine

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What are you actually living for?

At the point I’m just living and being moderately productive doing things so I don’t disappoint my parents. I don’t even enjoy things I’m supposed to enjoy anymore and I haven’t for a really long time. There is a handful of things I would be curious to witness in the future (observe world events, new movie and vidya releases, or just watch how things unfold in my family’s lives) but I’m not really looking forward to anything in my own future.

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Feederism - /wg/

it is so hot when women are forcefed and fattened up, they need to be plapjak material

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I had 21 assignments I was supposed to turn in for biology that are all due today and I cant make them up and now its 11:31pm and I wasted my day playing 'mongus with my friends and eating like shit because now that I'm not anorexic I eat like a fucking fatass. my grade in that class will plummet and my mom will get pissed at me but its ok cus I still have my girlfriend and I love her very much.

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I got sick and lost my muscle mass. I think I’m going to kill myself.

Around the beginning of Augest, my dad bought a gym membership for me. It made my life better. I had more energy, lost fat and had more confidence in myself. I even began gaining muscle in my arms and leg, I felt amazing and had hope after years of rotting in my room.

Then December came and I caught the cold, my body eating away the muscle and strength I spent 5 months building. Lost 5 pounds over a week and it felt like it was all for nothing.

Should I just kill myself at this point? All of that progress just for it to be burned away. Fuck my life.

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Total Wigger Death

White dudes who pretend to be gangsters. White dudes who pretend to be rednecks/country. White dudes who pretend to be revolutionaries (hipsters and communists). White dudes who pretend to be alpha males. All of them are the peak of retardation and will not be allowed into the new order.
Stop being ashamed of who you are. No amount of larping will make you sexy. You can't assume an identity in order to become tough. Everyone above 90iq thinks you're a dork, any attention a larper gets is from stupid people, meanwhile smart people just don't engage.
Nobody gives a fuck about the music you listen to.
Girls do not think you are tough, a truck won't make her wet, a glock won't make her feel safe, you need to work on your character.

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Baby

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I came to a futanari on r34, AMA

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i'm bored
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just look at how coal this is, and the soy chuds say our 'zelligGEMS and keyed murder drones posts are bad…

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Any advice on trying to live in this day and age?

I mean in a financial way. Everything is so damn expensive, how are people even buying cars and homes? Even simple snacks and food costs too much for shitty salaries. Living expenses relative to average earnings are horrible all throughout the world, how do you guys survive?

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I'm too dumb and lazy for maths and STEM in general and there's no way I am getting into university and even if I do I will get bad grades. I could get some meme degree like history or philosophy or something but there's no way I can get a decent job with that, especially not in this job market. Honestly I'd just accept that I was born for dumb labor if it weren't for the fact that I don't want to be a disappointment to my parents. It doesn't feel right. What do?

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>just do it as much as possible, I like gooning but I do it too much and now i can't even find the urge to do it anymore
this is because you are chronically elevating your prolactin levels -> low testosterone, libido and infertilty btw
instead: NEVER GOON.

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Suicide

But I listened and see 851% more than anyone about everything. I'm High‑Functioning Autism and planned my exist at the age of 9. Still here. Why? Because no matter how I'm treated, I'm much more valuable to human existence than anyone, or any group of people before me. You're all crazy and that's why I want to die every day. You see at 9 I realize this sick world has so many people that believe in the fraud of God. That makes me so sick to be in this Ape body.
>le quirky and le incomprehensible edits of cobson, swede, neutralplier, and gigachad I will use as my threads image

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im a fucking retard

i was doing so well i had not seen porn for like more than a week and i just decided to do it for some reason

it was not one of those times when I felt a great urge and battled I wasnt even horny I just thought "yeah im gonna goon" and did it without thinking it twice

im a fucking idiot i still choose to do this shit even when I have a girl who likes me and always with the same futa fagslop shit so ass

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i didn't miss out on teenage love. you missed out on teenage inceldom.

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weirdest thing you've gooned to

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can a real ass chud just score with big tiddie oiled up bikini mamas damn my life fucking suckssssss no rizz no motion no lotion it's over for me

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A message to you all

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caca

im sad for cacas, I saw a thread on /raid/ to attack goonslop epo on YouTube, but it failed and it made me think:
How many kids are watching epi and getting groomed at this exact moment? Think about it, how many troon pedophiles are posting epi on a 18- space right now?
I have a little cousin with autism, I have a little sister, I have a older sister wich I saw on a Roblox epi game (once tho)
Such things make me want to protect children online but it seems we are too few
also I got exposed to EPI myself at 6 trough sonic vore Wich made me fucked up until I was 15 and got rid of goon addiction
i want to protect cacas so they dont have to suffer like me

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I can’t escape it

Wet dreams, I hate them with every part of my body. I’ve abstained from masturbation for a couple months now, with just one relapse early on, and I’ve recently been getting an increasing amount of wet dreams. Everywhere around me there is degeneracy and I can feel it influencing my subconscious.
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When I go to school there are always classmates making gooning and femboy jokes. When I scroll shitty.clitty during breaks there are an increasing amount of unironic fetish posts and actual EPI. When I aimlessly drive around in GTA there are sex shops at every corner and whores out on the streets. My walls are too thin and I can hear my sister making shitty “that’s what she said” type jokes which I am forced to listen in on because my headphones are broken, but even the music that would help drown this out is probably filled with references to such vile acts if I listened close enough. I cannot look at my myself when changing because I know where my mind will wander off to. When I lie in bed I listen to audiobooks to stop those kinds of thoughts from building.
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I fucking despise every second of it and I can never even catch a break. I know I’m not supposed to pay too much attention to it because that will just make me think about it even more, but at some point enough is enough. All my life I have had this brim around me to the point where I feel nostalgic towards part of it, which is just depressing.
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No, I’m not the same nigger who normally posts about this and gooning ocd. I normally don’t want to bring shit like this up because I know you are as sick of it as I am, but I feel like this needs to be talked about.

R: 10 / I: 0
do you guys ever have someone like this in your class?
there's this one nigga that has like some kind of a duffle bag or whatever you call it with lots of troonslop buttons on it.
There's that one time where xhe made some presentation about xer EPI furry fat fetish VRchat avatars that xhe made which are inspired by viziepop o algo.

R: 3 / I: 1
There is simply no way around this.
From my first time seeing a picture of a black woman i knew that i am attracted to nobody but black girls.
My whole life has been a torture because of this. Anyone i trusted and opened up to about this would bully and ridicule me for it.
All because i was born in Russia and there are simply little to no black people here.
And it's not even me being ugly, i've had girls come up to me trying to get together, but of no use.
Being a mockery of a normal white man, doomed to feel no love in this life i've decided to commit suicide.
There is no space for the king of spades.

R: 16 / I: 2
Am I chopped gng?

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im utterly retarded, how do you add an article to the soy wiki? do you need to be like a mod or something or can you just add one right after making an account?

R: 6 / I: 2
when i laugh, it kind of sounds like i'm weeping, and additionally i happen to shiver and tremble often as a tic of sorts (cos i'm an asspie), which makes people think i'm crying so they ask what's wrong and such and it's rather embarrassing

R: 30 / I: 6
Why are r9kakkkas like this?

R: 1 / I: 0 (sticky)
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.