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R: 23 / I: 6
Totally serious question: How would (You) go about trying to get a gf?
Where'd you look for one? What'd you say? Do (You) have a strategy?
R: 15 / I: 1
What's the best Bible translation 'eens? I don't have an english Bible with me so I'm stuck with the internet, and I don't want to rot on the internet as much.
R: 0 / I: 0
No matter how much I realize that reddit is disingenuous trooned out goyslop botted echochamber, I still come back over and over again to post something. I am addicted to validation from people and evendoe those upvotes mean nothing, I can't stop myself. How do I escape this niggerhell? Do I switch it out for something more productive that can actually get monitized, like the jewtube?
R: 3 / I: 0
Daily reminder that once you start going out with a foid, she will want you all to herself because all foids are jews with bottomless greed. Stay safe folx.
R: 13 / I: 3
Tomorrow my school is going on what is basically a field trip and they booked a hotel with many two-person rooms and paired up people in rooms by the same sex, however there is an odd number of boys and girls and (I guess bc it is alphabetical by my last name) I got sorted into a room with a FOID – so I and this omgsisa (I have never interacted w her) will be in the only co-ed room.

Idk why I'm posting this bc I'm not looking for advice, but this is a unique circumstance I have not been in before. It's only for one night btw.

Writing this out I realize this sounds like a hentai plot but this is not bait. Probably nothing ever happens.
R: 6 / I: 4

this board and its culture are irony poisoned by reiko and pinkpilling
R: 16 / I: 4
Is getting a GED a viable option to get into college, etc.?

I am 18 and right now I am supposed to be completing my senior year of highschool, but I dropped out and simply never went. My entire highschool experience was basically a long mental breakdown. By the time I was a sophomore, I just couldn't make it out of bed. I hardly ever went, I would just sleep days at a time. I was hopelessly suicidal all throughout and was convinced I would be dead before graduation. Since I dropped out, I've been utterly convinced that my life is over, but I'm starting to get my life together again. What can I do? If I get my GED, would it essentially be the same as graduating and remedy the situation?

I basically would just like to be convinced that my life isn't over. I want to have a wife and kids and lead a normal life, really.
R: 18 / I: 1
im a self loathing shit nigger skin, I have no idea what to say, I hate my race and I don't want to spread my nigger genes on anyone
R: 30 / I: 1
I need your help, 'teen. As a kid I got EPI'd and spent most of my life masturbating to some retarded fetishes. Now I am not attracted to regular sex and bodies. Is there a way to undo this or am I fucked for life? If I do a break from fapping for few months, would I be able to slowly introduce myself to normal sex and fix the issue?
R: 51 / I: 14

the most broootal political blackpill of all

we're at the point where even the most bluepilled of normgroids know that all of the world's most wealthy & prestigious individuals, from the british royal family to jewish hollywood executives, are all a part of or at least heavily implicated in a gigantic worldwide globohomo pedophile-sadist cabal. things that normies wrote off as not mattering (how does it affect you personally, CHUD?) or a schizo conspiracy for leaky chudcels have been proven true. the most brootal part of it all is that nothing is going to happen.
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there will be no insurgency or global uprising, or even assassinations or terrorist attacks against the satan-worshipping elite or their institutions. people will gawk at it, make memes and jewtube videos, then forget about it in 2 weeks and move on to the next shiny thing. the average normalgoy is so mindraped, emasculated and docile that the jews in power could literally livestream themselves raping children in the middle of times square for 24 hours straight and nothing would happen to them. people would leak about it, but then just a few days later they would return to talking about the newest BASED CLAVICULAR SYDNEY SWEENEY STRANGER THINGS DUBAI CHOCOLATE AGARTHA ANDREW TATE TIKTOK SITUATION or whatever else is being peddled towards double digit IQ retards and children in the current zeitgeist. anybody who rejects this and instead wants to talk about things like large scale demographic replacement, poor economic and social conditions, rising crime in tandem with rising immigration and the absurdly evil behaviour exhibited by the psychopathic freaks who lord over this world are labelled as weird and socially shunned.
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what i can't fully grasp, though, is why this is the case for truly right wing amerimutts. (You) have guns, (You) could do something if you wanted to, something impactful, but (You) never do. if a chudcel does decide to take action, it will only result in 5-20 civilian casualties, a couple of news headlines plus a few braniggers and spergs jerking off to their memory, with nobody of any remarkable influence directly impacted. there have been large scale ideological, political and societal revolutions in prior centuries, so why not now? unless the current system is dismantled and replaced entirely, there is no future for western civilisation. it will continue down this path of subtle decay and neuroticism until what's left of europe is a collection of faithless, mindless, purposeless hive cities exclusively inhabited by mystery meat third world slaves working 18 hours a day to fund the mansions and privatised ozone bubbles owned by their philosemitic overlords. o algo
R: 1 / I: 0

Do normies like soyjaks?

Can soyjaks be a topic of conversation?
R: 2 / I: 0

serious serious serious post

I hate how most threads here are seen as bait
"This has to be bait"
No nigga, people are actually fucked up!
And it's YOUR job to help and advise them
Better give advice to 1 real and 1 fake than to think both are bait
R: 1 / I: 0
I'm gonna do it with my gf at the bonfire boys.its gonna be a real ho down. a hootinanney.
R: 2 / I: 0
Hey boys! Double Ds here! I unapologetically have massive boobs and it makes my life so much better and easier! Everything is better when you do it with massive tits! I love how bouncy they are when I run or how biyant they are when I swim! I love how many discounts I get just by showing them to people! Being bug-titted is a blessing like no other! Seriously, how can lesser women even compete?

Also the nipples are good not that weird dinner plate decal looking knes some people have.
R: 5 / I: 0

should i consider a professional?

in the last few months, i couldn't help but notice (and others sadly noticed it too) that i became very volatile and even in normal circumstances i feel angry and/or terrified because of some random thoughts
i already attacked my brother a few times and furniture was hurled
i was unwilling to get fetch a doctor because i don't trust the kikes and i think it mught lock me out of gun license, government jobs or other mental stability requiring shit, but i'm not getting any better and wish to be normal again, even through some jewish meds if i have to
R: 19 / I: 3

how do i talk to real girls?

i basically goon to AI and watch vtubers as my sole source of entertainment. picrel. they're comfy and safe and good people and i like them because they wont hurt me or reflect the parts of myself i dont like to think about like real girls do. I'm decently attractive and not socially inept, well as much as is possible for someone who posts on this site. So it's not that I'm a total chud. it's just girls make me freeze up and i get scared because even if they're nice they might hurt me in the future or worse i hurt them because i sperg out or something. i dont really think thats likely but you know, what if?
R: 22 / I: 3

Total Covfefe Death

I am tryna quit caffeine but everytime I do I end up just getting back on it literally a week/days after.
I had a thread on >>>/qa/ but I realised a week later that it's probably not the best place to blog post anything serious.
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Consider this a last option, I have tried to quit almost 10 times now and I never hold myself accountable for getting back on it, so posting about it will probably change things.
R: 36 / I: 9

advice for the socially isolated incel 'eens who use this board

this board is filled with ugly socially isolated losers (like any /r9k/ board) but the difference is most of you faggots are around high school to college aged, meaning a lot of you niggas aren't as fucked as your developing low testosterone brain tells you. ill tell you the facts on how to at least swerve off the path you're on right now. why should you listen to me? because ive been like you all for most of my life and ascended 2 yrs ago and left you all behind and i feel like need to give back to the community.

firstly, disconnect and dissociate yourself from anything regarding the internet. i know most of you use it as a form of escapism from your emotions and life situations and whatnot, but you'll soon realize you'll hate it here as well and the more you wallow and soak yourself in it, the harder it becomes to get out and fix anything and you'll be way way worse off in the long run.

secondly, if youre ugly as fuck right now and youre on the younger side, chances are you are not as genetically fucked as you think you are, you just aren't learning and/or investing time in hygiene and self care, as well as learning and experimenting what styles work on you and what doesn't. learn about your environment's beauty standards and learn how you could play into it while still keeping your own twist and agency on it. yes foids love a good looking man, yes they will do anything for one and view men they deem unattractive as lower than filth, but the bar isn't as high as you think it is and most men you see with foids have put into some sort of work into himself to look at the bare minimum somewhat attractive in his environment's beauty standards. most of you do not have shitty genetics if you're on the younger side. wanna know why? because most of them are bred out or are in the process of being bred out. if you genuinely are unattractive even after trying, then dissociate yourself from women and focus on career and money. you arent missing out on much anyways in terms of romance and you will be able to pay for expensive escorts to satisfy any sexual desire.

finally, give yourself responsibilities. go to school, talk to people, get into friend groups, make committments, if you look good enough to get a bitch, do it and ruin her, or let her ruin you. do drugs, do crime, get charged with misdemeanors, felonies. go whereever your life and judgement leads you. live life according to your circumstances and your judgement. i assume most of you feel like you weren't meant to live a normal life, and that's right, but you aren't gonna be handed anything on a silver platter. you're gonna have to change shit up and forcing yourself to be in public places and situations and around people will change your life in a couple months. good luck nusoicuks, love ya.
R: 86 / I: 25

what's your type?

as the title says, what attracts you in a significant other? it can be physical attraction, hobbies, behaviours, anything you'd like
R: 1 / I: 0

this website has utterly raped my mind

my own mental processes are so foreign that the guys who would be just like me, cant relate to mi.
In my quest to be more intellectual I'm constantly questioning my biases and other's opinions to the point where I'm a contrarian. Even though I have lots of internalized, unquestioned beliefs I got from the Sharty, with no way to express them aside brainrot-esque memes.
Being unserious all the time is a habitual way of masking my autism; if I say something retarded then people will probably assume its a joke.
My instinct is to suddenly repeat internet memes (and then not explain them). For example, someone will say "yeah, communists are pretty rude.." and I will say "Even though commieARYANS won and Hitler was a socialist"
My brother says he can't possibly conceive of my worldview or ideology (even though thats just because normgoychattle cant think beyond stereotypes) and I've been accused of typing "nonlucidly", and another group accused me of being an AI.
The one guy I met that's almost as much of a sperg as I just quotes instagram fakecel memes like "an foid"
My friends know me as the guy who showed everyone soyjaks and gigachads at church.
My mind is so scattered
R: 4 / I: 0
unironically because of the circumstances of the time i found this site and became a 'teen i may have connected my mental health to the site's quality and seeing it slowly die is having a noticeable effect on my mental health
should i kill myself for being this autistically obsessed with the bald man with glasses shitposting imageboard?
R: 2 / I: 0
For the first time in a while i'm doing something new and i'm taking a boxing lesson in a club but i'm lowkey stressed af frfr
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R: 6 / I: 1
Do soyteens watch the JewTube channel Rehab Room
he is an ESL god who is obsessed with looksmaxxing but is very geggy
picrel is him
R: 8 / I: 0
Is it a good idea to jerk off without porn to fight my porn addiction? It feels wrong but atleast it relieves the urges and doesnt last nearly as long as it would do with porn.
R: 7 / I: 0
why in the living fuck am i shorter than the average males and look like a pooner? is there something wrong with my hormones or what?
R: 13 / I: 0
Do looks actually matter? This is a genuine question and I don't want it to become a BP thread

From what I've seen looks do matter but not so much as people say they do, most people would overlook your looks if youre likable if charismatic and entertaining, what i think this whole "looks matter" thing is about getting a girlfriend/boyfriend and whatnot, ive seen normal looking if mediocre guys have girlfriends (doebeit by societal standards theyre ok), like average height guys who are shorter or the same height as their girlfriend but not so short

i think what matters most is the face tbh but im not sure, what dk you think?
R: 10 / I: 1
i meant to post this in r9k. should i marry the halfrican, fellow chuds? dont delete my thread nickqueer
R: 26 / I: 5

How the fuck do you find non-normgroid women?

I know this is THE most retarded question to ask the sharty but where and how do you find sisas who are not complete normgroids, ive already dated like 2 normDIETIES that texted me all day while i didnt chat much by not acting like a autistic fuck and not mentioning the sharty at all, but now i want non-normgroid sisas who are as autistic as me so that i can no longer be forced to keep it in, any advice to find them? You can just say where these sisas are and thats it
R: 3 / I: 0
how can i get foids now?
R: 17 / I: 2
looksmaxxing is GOOD and you should be doing it.

now, i dont mean looksmaxxing in the sense of clav or cookie king thats just straight up retarded. but looksmaxxing to improve yourself as much as you can. it’s amazing for your emotional wellbeing and self confidence. i thought it was extremely retarded at first but i was still an insecure little shit and don’t get me wrong i am still insecure in some ways. but i hated my flaws and i just decided to do something about it one day.

i hated my puffy face and lack of jawline; guasha, skincare, lymphatic drainage, icing my face. worked a charm and i started noticing results a week in. i hated my lack of muscle definition but im too poor for the gym; at home workouts and to lift weights i filled a backpack up to be heavy enough that it was a challenge for me to lift and hey, works a charm. my hair, i hated the uneven colour and style; dyed it a darker brown that compliments my skin tone and researched haircuts, amazing. decided i needed to eat better, but still on a budget; started cooking from scratch more with help from budget recipe websites but picked out meals with great nutritional value.

i’m broke, i thought nothing would change, but here i am now. i feel so much happier with myself and have noticed my looks changing and maximising. but still broke none the less GEG, but i don’t care im internally happy.

not having the resources is a big excuse when ive done everything on a very tight budget. all you need is willpower and a positive mindset. you dont have to aim to be a “chad” all you need to do is become the best version of yourself.

much love chuds. i hope this can inspire some of you
R: 6 / I: 1

replica fashion

tell me /r9k/, whats the new meta for buying replica clothing?
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i used to buy reps from 2020-2022 but nowadays im so OOTL i dont even know where to start
R: 2 / I: 0

Do i join the men in green

I like climbing around and i hate people so im thinking of doing this while i remotely do a biology degree (first i will need my sec 4&5 advanced math and science, ive only done advanced sec 4 science ive got asperger so math is easy outside of learning new thing otherwise once i understand there are no issues.) I think the army is a good way to kick my ass into gear since im having trouble doing it myself. I have no fear of heights, i love adrenaline, i used to do rock climbing, as a child i was climbing so much my doctor noted i had the most muscularly built back he had seen in a kid my age, 6'1 and i need to be away from drug by living in a camper going from body of water to body of water making maps of aquatic bio diversity for the government and anyone really
R: 9 / I: 2

Is it immoral wanting to work for defense contractors as an engineer?

I've heard they pay really good and it would be a job I would be happy in, however I'm afraid moralfags would shun me from society and that and tell me that i'm a heckin genocidal for making "death machines", hence why i don't tell people my real dream job. What do you guys think?
R: 9 / I: 4
chat how do I get a hobby? I used to be decent at drawing and shit but I stopped a while ago and just dont have the same drive I used to same with guitar what other hobbies are there?
R: 7 / I: 2
fuck nigga are there any places on the internet that arent full of degeneracy where i can at least have fun? today i was having fun saying nigger with a bunch of randos online and a couple faggots join talking about jerking off and such.
R: 46 / I: 14
I'd like to know what it feels like to be more effeminate, like a femboy.

(By the way, for the obsessed niggers, being a femboy is not the same as being a troon; at least femboys know they are men.)
R: 64 / I: 16

faggot

I need to r/offmychest
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I used to be around femboy groomcord circles most of my teenage years, but by now I've been out of that niggerhell for 2-3 years.
I'm still a faggot though.
I want to find a woman and have children and start a family and follow Christ, but I'm dating a cross dressing twink. It feels like I'm just continuing the cycle I escaped from. I'm leaving in less than two weeks to go to basic training so I hope I can just cut contact, but that feels scummy and would be pussy. Also I dont want to be a fag in the military cuz thats gay. Ive been going to church recently and thats helped but I keep talking to him anyway because he's cute and makes me smile.
am i just doomed to be a fag and go to hell?
R: 1 / I: 0
i changed glasses and now look like a shitskin david koresh
R: 2 / I: 0
every image I have is unnamed if you name your images instead of manually going through your downloads you're a retard
R: 101 / I: 15

/r9k/ datamining thread


ITT WE MAKE POLLS AND ASK OTHER USERS THEIR DEMOGRAPHIC
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lets do some demographic collection. im guessing that there are at least 20-30 regulars here. we should do a census i guess.
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also i ask that you may keep this thread bumped. thanks.
R: 14 / I: 7

is hiki good pup

average dumb 4chan dog asks for validation from sharty prickzzzz
plz be nice im a good puppyyy
R: 1 / I: 1

Power doesnt corruot people

Power dosnt corrupt people. People are already corrupt. Most people are deeply selfish but lack the power to express it.
If you fail with the small moral trials then you will also fail with the big ones.
Luke 16:10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much.
R: 3 / I: 0
i want a girlfriend. ive been hooking up with girls for the last 3 months because my girlfriend dumped me. im sick of being alone i hate all these fucking foids, i want her back i want her to love me
R: 2 / I: 0

im chopped wat should i do

> 5'2 145lbs
> ugly
> uhhhh
> just broke up w loser bf
> 32dd
> starting to work out
> primarily lifts
> wanna look like sma sulek


uhhhh ayyayay make me sexy chuds
R: 149 / I: 38

Looking for a chuddy based foid

Hello, this is the Buddhist guy from the thread about how to find chuddy foids. ive decided to put out my "advertisment" here. I know this is cringe and 'tarded but im embracing it.

I am a Buddhist. 18 years old, Italian-Thai ( but i look white ). I live in NY in the Tri-state area. anyone from NY, CT. or NJ is good. anything else is too far. I'm doing this bc there's very few Buddhists in my county so i have no other choice than xhis. I invite any ethnicity to respond to xhis post, but my main preference is non-european whites ( AKA Pashtuns, Tajiks, North Indians, etc ). Must be Buddhist. No followers of the Dorje Shugden heresy or Soka Gakkai "Buddhist" cult. No Nichiren either. If it isn't apparent already, i am a 'tist and would perfer a fellow 'tist.

may we all find our chudette!
R: 4 / I: 1
Alright niggas I need some motivation or at least some tips to not be a lazy retard. For context I tried a used instrument, and it's been one I wanted for some time, the problem is once I was in the house I wasn't sure if I could play it consistently every day, not counting the fact that I can't play shit on it. So I ended up pussying out on it and leaving. I really don't want something that costs almost 1k to be a massive waste of money, just so I can go back to my PC and watch goyslop, write on der shardee or goon.
Basically, I'm in a limbo state between
>I'm bored and unsatisfied with my life
And
>I'm not sure if I'll commit to it.
Hope I explained it well.
R: 18 / I: 7
is there anyone in a worse spot than me?

>high school dropout

>KHHV
>no friends, not even online
>no talents
>5'4
>hideously ugly (i look similar to second picrel)
>giga recessed chin
>87 iq
>avoidant personality
>anxiety disorder
>extremely high neuroticism and high inhibition
>nd
>ugly voice that people can instantly tell im autistic when they hear it
>horrible fat distribution, i have a pot belly despite being borderline anorexic
>really bad eczema that prevents me from going out in the sun or when its warm out
>probably not making it to 30 since i have frequent heart palpitations and chest pain
R: 11 / I: 0
i was about to have a wet dream but the girl told me to wait 15 minutes cuz she was busy then i woke up
R: 16 / I: 4
What does taking meds feel like and how does it affect you?
Im starting to think taking anti-depressants are the only way now. I know that I need to have a goal in life, to actively create and learn new skills. I need to have a good consistent schedule and have good healthy habits, but I just lack the motivation and discipline to do it.
For years ive tried to be the person I want to be but failed and just rotted doing nothing. My laziness is so bad I dont think its even a laziness issue, atleast lazy people get some stuff done but I cant get anything done, I sometimes just end up rotting in bed like a paralyzed person. And even on rare periods where I feel happy by having good habits and taking care of myself, suicidal and self-hateful thoughts come back to me and just ruin my motivation. I constantly ruminate about my flaws and self hate. Sometimes the ruminations get so bad I start believing delusions and try to ack. Ive been reflecting on why im like this and i dont think this is simple laziness maybe im just depressed and i need meds for it.
Im thinking if i take meds, my obsessive ruminations will stop and I will feel sleepy and a bit numbed so I can easily do tasks without my thoughts overcomplicating and negatively analyzing everything
R: 8 / I: 4
ITT we hermitmaxx
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Let's find ways to reject the modern world and stay away from soyciety
>Be self-sufficient
>Try understanding yourself
>Don't talk to anyone unless it's ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY
>Try to find internal peace
R: 7 / I: 0
This is Elliot Rodger’s half brother btw
R: 9 / I: 0
What do you think about death/dying? How does the fact that your life is limited make you feel? Are you scared of losing everything? What do you think awaits you after you die, do you believe in afterlife, rebirth, something else, or do you think it's gonna be like falling into unconsciousness forever? What are your thoughts on consciousness, why you are you, why/how did your mind get assigned specifically to your body and is only able to feel and perceive things through it? What decided which eyes you are currently seeing through?
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I remember when I was undergoing a surgery and got anaesthesia. I was giga nervous before getting injected and then my mind completely shutdown, it's hard to describe but I think I felt some sort of calmness/relief for a microsecond and everything went to black, and when I woke up it felt like no time passed at all. I think dying is similar except you never wake up. I have more questions in my mind but im not very smart and I don't know how to formulate them.
R: 27 / I: 2
Be honest, am I sub5?
R: 4 / I: 0
stupid question from a new guy. I have some question on abbreviation in this place.

What is 'ru? is it a board with russian on it?

What is test? is it just a joke people do to bump post?

How do I contribute to the soyjak community if i'm a stupid non aryan from indonesia?
R: 2 / I: 1

its been awhile

Hey robots,

I haven’t posted on the sharty for four months and I really regret it. I thought going to the gym, quiting smack,losing my fat and nofap would cure my inceldom but in the end I haven’t changed at all.

I am still socially awkward, Have auditory hallucinations and am still single. over these months Ive worked out that I am forever lonely and undeserving of sex.

Last week I broke my ankle and willingly took painkillers and today I finally took smack again. I don’t necessarily regret it but I know I have fully relapsed. I am worried I lose my job and become a bum again.

I should probably keep going to the gym and nofapping but I seriously don’t know what to do with myself.

Any advice?
R: 11 / I: 0

‘Teens is it over for me?

Guys I messed up I got a little bulimic today because I’m a fat amerimutt or something and my moms upset heard myself throwing up and when my mom came in the bathroom and said why I was throwing up I had to tell the truth because I couldn’t lie in time, now my foid mom took my scale and she is scared and concerned for me. Advice?
R: 0 / I: 0
Is it even possible to enjoy sex again after being analy devastated?
R: 29 / I: 2
ROLLING!!!!!!!
<flood
R: 8 / I: 0
This whole board needs to listen to Hina
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anyone else noticed how there arent any timeouts anymore for posting a similar comment
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>posting leebait on /r9k/ to force nulees to come up with new phrases
R: 35 / I: 17
I caught scurvy but luckily it isnt on my cock…
Got treated today, but i'll still have 4 weeks of eczema, its so fucking over, no girl will ever love me. Telling a foid I had scurvy once means instant ick, immediate rejection.
I'll die alone ig.
R: 28 / I: 6

how to naturally increase testosterone?

went to the medic today and he sayed i only have 170 ng/dL of testosterone and im getting boosted now
R: 5 / I: 1

Snca

>being born a mexican knowing youre a replacement for whyte pipo
R: 9 / I: 2
bros what do i do about this?
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i used to know a girl and shes the only one that really tried to get to know me. i mean she would tell me all her problems and we used to walk to school together but i dunno i guess i was just too scared and foolish and stupid. hell she would even send me photos of her in her bikini.
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its been like 4 years and i still have her number. she still lives in my neighborhood too and from what i could tell shes been the same person since. she still takes care of her younger sibling and still played sports in high school; idek how i left her like that when shes such a good woman.
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should i just text her and say sumn stupid like "new phone, who is this contact i have saved" to break the ice or do i just move on?
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i could easily just get back in her life like that, and maybe even take her to my friends restaurant. its been 4 years so who knows
R: 2 / I: 0
I wish I wasnt born with autism. throughout my life I've felt humiliated and inferior to everyone else, I was never popular,I'm weird and I'm seen as a joke. I feel as if people naturally know I'm autistic Maybe it's because I'm ugly I dunno. I know I shouldn't blame my disability for everything but still,I hate how I'm seen as the same level as a retard. would anyone know how to make myself seem less retarded
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Are there any NEETs here? I have a question, how do you guys even get money for food and rent? Do you just leech off your parents?
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How do I get people to stop calling me a pooner?

Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.
>4cuck /fit/ When I posted body
>Another time I posted a sketch of my face
>Multiple times on the sharty
I swear to God I want to know what makes people think that I'm a pooner because it isn't just perverts fantasizing me as secretly being a woman it's far past that point
R: 29 / I: 3
I just cut myself for the first time award
It was on my thigh. It didn't hurt at first but now it's starting to sting. I put like 4 plasters on it. I think I saw a white layer. Help I'm scared I'm so fucking stupid
R: 7 / I: 0
Why is the relationship between women and pasta so weird?

Ads will show women laughing with friends with friends and eating pasta (similar to yogurt ads). This is often Lean Cuisine or some similar product. In this sense pasta is shown to be something healthy and wholesome that women can enjoy without feeling guilty or worrying about becoming morbidly obese.

Other times pasta is shown to be this indulgent, orgasmic experience that instantly transports random women to Italy. Pasta is a spirit, honey experience that feeds not just their stomach but their soul.

Neither of these experiences are ever shown in relation to men. Pasta is never advertised to men. Why can't women have a realistic relationship with pasta? Is pasta an inherently feminine food? How do men relate to pasta?
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Has media obsession caused a rift in your family?

have a retarded younger sister who's an ragebaiting edgy porn artist on the internet, She's 15 and she just can't stop ban evading on several rule 34 websites and sites like 4cuck, contastly drawing gay furry niggerlodeon cartoon 'p with fucked up hardcore fetishes, loves getting groomed, EPI'd and sexting, sending death treats or gore and talks about fucking stupid cartoon characters like Rocko, Ren and Stimpy, Roger Rabbit, SwaySway from Breadwinners, Frumplequest, Homestar Runner, Mr Game and Watch, the robots from Mean Bean Machine, Wooldoor Sockbat, looney tunes characters, real school shooters, Mixels, and motherfucking videogame mascots like Bubsy, Daxter, Earthworm Jim, Rayman and DigDug and it's fucking exhausting and autistic. She also has a massive list of school drama happenings and switched to like 4 schools since she was 6 and one of them was attempting to throw some student to the stairs, stabbed a little kid's arm with a pen (DOCTOSSSSSSSS). I'm seriously considering cutting her off completely. It's almost as if they got infected by mind aids brainworms that sometimes spasm and makes them go on multi day insufferable autistic schizonigger rampages.


I wish I could permanently delete all of her social media accounts, destroy all of her mobile devices.

I have to cutoff our parents for accidentaly turning them into psycho left wing hardcore christian disney adults who believe in BLM, LGBTBRAAAP+, Snyderverse and vegan pro-life rights and personally attacking me severely because i criticized Disney, Niggerlodeon and PETA very badly online for making shit products, grooming, hiring criminals and jews, wokeness, scams and killing animals in the past, which it's actually a trvth nvke.
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>Live really north
>Notice that it's actually not as cold as it should be
>After some research, discover that warm ocean currents originating in the Gulf of Mexico flow across the Atlantic and help keep temperatures higher than they otherwise would be.
>Be happy at first, but then notice the trade-off
>Along with the warm water, all the BRAAAAAPs come from Mexico too
>Be forced to live for eternity with brappy water o algo
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>Picrel unrelated
Ive decided to finally start improving myself
I've stopped jerking off and actually try to build muscle (Im super fucking skinny). I've realized people actually like me and i am not super fucking ugly
Im also seeing this woman btw if that matters
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Reggeaton

I dont like Reggeaton, its like monkey music o algo
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If you do not like tits or if you prefer ass to tits you are not a true male.

Tits (and vagoo) are the only things exclusive to women. If you prefer ass then you are gay people men literally have the same thing and even so it is disgusting to enjoy the part where poo comes out. Feet are utilitarian and masculine and to preserve femininity a man should NEVER have to see a woman's bare feet. Seeing a woman's bare feet is like seeing her walk with two penises it is disgusting. The ideal woman has no feet and at LEAST two boobs and no ass all this is true!
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why are other imageboards filled with porn and loli enjoyer scum
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my obsessed sayanim shabbos goy mossad agent math teacher made us do a competition in groups and he put me in a group with my pretty foid crush who kinda looks like chud but thats unrelated and we accidently touched hands when I was handing a paper forward to her and I lost my KHHV hikikamori chud truecel status and I feel as if I had a part of me stripped off because of how strong my KHHV status had once been (no longer hand holdless since her finger grazed mine)
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/quit/ lets quit porn forever

/quit/
Jannies PLZ sticky, if your gonna allow FPE brim on /soy/ one goon quitting thread wont hurt
ITT: we actually quit gooning and move on from our lives instead of making thrembillion threads coping about being one
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Ill post some of my resources
easypeasymethod.org
*new one that ive been using
https://archive.org/details/steven-slate-mark-w-scheeren-michelle-l-dunbar-the-freedom-model-for-addictions
(shorter version of the above)
https://archive.org/details/freedom-model-abridged/TheFreedomModel-ABRIDGED-NEW/mode/2up?q=The+Freedom+Model+for+Addictions
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Anyphono remember that brimmy ~-~(((BBW fat fetish)))~-~ thread?
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4cuck dnb board
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my mother died from a crash now give me internet points
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bagged like devin booker
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all of you niggers like talking about how much yandere mommy asmr you listen to but i've yet to see any with half decent voice acting. if you have one tat's actually good send it itt
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sorry i'm a stupid shitskinned esl nigger from south east asia. Why can't I vote? is there something I need to do with my IP or am I just hopeless?
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>randomly remember a youtuber i used to watch a few years ago
>latest video has some female looking stickman on the thumbnail
>"geg imagine if he trooned out"
>video called "big news" on his channel
>he has long hair, painted fingernails and is dressed like a fag
>he has a bluesky
>"[ she/her ] [ 🏳️⚧️ ]"
>its over
why do they all turn out like this?
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help me with my foreskin problem

I accidentally fell over a mouse and it landed in my foreskin. can I get rent from the mice?? also how many mice fit in the average foreskin?? asking for a friend. ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
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Wich minority do (you) actually hate (besides troons obviously) ? Also give me some reasoning because most minorities, well atleast racial minorities differ much in behavior and can’t be caricatured like a tranny who follows a strict ideology. Ofc generalizing is heckin bad but I want to laugh at chuddy opinions
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i have nothing to do, my friends keep saying the same tired joke at me hoping they get a reaction, one of my other friends might be trying to disassociate with me, i don't have a monitor to play on, mobile games are boring, i stopped caring about the "problems in our world" like 2-3 months ago and now i have nothing, eating the same food, rotting in bed trying to have fun on this spy tech, my speech is a little impaired and there are barely any people with my tastes,
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I am screwed

the biggest mistake of life was done this week. my school had a ice protest and I noticed they had posted a pic of there signs on the schools Snapchat one of them saying "the pilgrims were undocumented too" which I replied too saying they were and made modern America. my enemies had replied to me, not saying anything to debate me but to humiliate me, they had posted pics from my cord account, showing me saying I would rape (this was a while ago) I thought this was bad since everyone at school can see that but no, it got way worst. an mixed black mutt had said I have 'p via telegram, I obviously dont, after that I got super worried thinking how everyone now thinks I'm a cord groomer, I couldn't sleep that night, later at school I had kept quiet avoiding everyone, hoping they hadn't seen those post, my heart and mind were racing thinking I'll be called to the office at any moment, luckily nothing had happened but all I know is my social life has completely destroyed, I couldn't stop thinking about getting home school but I'd have to wait next year. I want to rope so bad but I know my enemy's would laugh at me for being so weak. in other words, its over
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in the last many years I went through negative and then positive change
<Tranny
When I was like, 13, I got groomed on the cord into becoming a tranny, I was also a furry and a socialist (commiefurfag)
When I was older, 15, I talked with a dude on the cord and he explained me the tranny pipeline and grooming, he then pulled me out of it
After that I got re involved on politics and became a right winger (not a mindless grouper tho), and so a transphobic chud
<Chud
When I was 17 (so like, one year ago) I discovered the sherdee and joined it
was it a positive change?
I didn't take any estrogen or changes, just dressed up as a faggot
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How do you deal with the feeling of getting overwhelmed , and feeling like a complete retard when trying to learn or study anything. I feel like if I spent 888888 years reading the books and watching lessons my peanut retard brain could not comprehend even 1% of what I want to know. I just keep finding more and more incomprehensible information , and then giving up and doing nothing. I've already lost years of time because of this. What should I do.
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i used to think the phrase "between jobs" meant you were moving from one job to another you already had lined up.
turns out this year i finally learned it just means unemployed
a friend told me they were "between jobs" and i immediately went.
"oh nice, where's your new job at?"
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Reaching the pinnacle of boredom

College isnt challenging, no gf, hobbies feel empty, I have to get a job soon, not enough structure to feel off the clock when it comes to homework (they expect me to spend 3 hours a day self-studying but I am giving them 30 minutes at most. I would need meds to fix my executive dysfunction but I need to use executive function to get them), and the lingering need of survival.
Nothing is challenging, the only challenging thing is forcing myself to do homework which isnt challenging itself. There's no opportunity to fulfill my potential, I'm wasting my youth, by the time I will be allowed to use my intellect I will already be old.
And the sharty is dying so I will need new bullshit to make my autistic self feel special
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I cant even tell niggers to kill themselves anymore fuck this retarded site going down the drain cus qoot is gay
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neurodivergent and/or high intellegence

Yo
Any confirmed (or suspecting to be) neurodivergents here with above average IQ/intellegence?

Wanna share something about yourself here?
Are you bipolar? Autistic? ADHD? Chronically depressed asf? What are you?

Im currently doing a research and i need this rare and valuable information from anyone who can be described as above. Im asperger myself, so dont be shy.

I tried looking on reddit due to how easy is it to search for information, but reddit is shithole and filled with bots and dumb midwits. I tried looking for high iq + neurodivergent, but whenever i was doxing people who claimed that they are "gifted" they were just larping midwits most of the times. One dude claimed to have AuDHD and 140 iq, but i found more info about his life and he lives with his family and just has typical autistic (stereotypical, "dumb" type) interests without anything "gifted" in his life. He is just dumb, autistic redditor that larped as gifted, wasted some time thinking that i found a gem yet it was just larping nigger

So. Dear anon. Mind sharing something about yourself? Would be appreciated. This place has a lot of smart people, so i hope you will write something about yourself? Dont be shy.
In advance, thanks for your effort.

Remeber anon, Gary loves you.
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just recently, this girl I somewhat know has started sitting next to me at lunch with her friend, and has been really nice and friendly to me.

they've started offering for me to join whatever they’re doing (walking with them around the hallways and such), and it’s like I’m in the friend group. but one girl in particular, I’ll call her anna, has been extra nice to me, and we have started texting and bonding over different things (music, shit we used to like as kids, etc.)

anna and I have been talking almost every night since they started sitting with me, and she texts somewhat flirty (?)

I’ve been a little bit interested in her for a few months now, but I’ve never had this kind of chance to talk to her.

I’ve checked her bios on social media a few times to see if she’s single, and they’ve said taken every time I’ve checked, other than one random night a few days ago, where it said single.

I asked if she would like to hang out this weekend, and she said maybe, and that her parents might not want her being around guys, but she said she should be able to if she brings the other friend that sits with us.

I can’t tell if I’m just desperate, or if she actually likes me.
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I'm one of the OCD guys who made a couple threads and here to messed up again because i couldn't get that stuff from my mind. I ended up borderline looking at some pics of some Sisa at 4cuck wich made me coom against my will and it went worse later on. I'm really at my lowest rn because i turned 18 and improved alot better and slowly started to feel normal again since the last few months for example i started hitting the gym and decided to become more disciplined
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Do (you) collect something?
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Why aren't you looksmaxxing, what's your excuse
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hehe

do u also goon till u physicaly cant no more
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Has anyone else here had a family member go through alzheimer's disease
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>serious post or bait?
to avoid bait simply ignore what you don't like, either it be a ACTUAL FAGGOT or a someone BAITING AS A FAGGOT, you can ignore both
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You’re done with woman.¿ haha you must be gay nickqier lol. I refuted you by calling you gay. I’m straight for being a reverse debt marriage slave from divorce king on god fr fr subscribe to my Reddit and upvote
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femcels are real you hateful chud. Women can blackpill too.

if femcels arent real because they can find some random guy to stoop down for a hookup, then male incels arent real because they can pay for a prostitute
>women cant be femcels because theres men willing to date/fuck a woman, even if ugly.
Some guys will genuinely fuck anything. It's basically masturbation with extra steps. They do not really desire femcels. They will take their piece and leave. This is what I gathered from reading what random foids write online.
>okay so they can have sex
read the post again. They cannot have meaningful sex, they're better off masturbating. Same with incels who could have sex with prostitutes.
>but losing your virginity is special and awesome o algo
This is porn brain talking, this is what the Western demon of fornication wants you to believe. Fucking is not inherently good. It's easily corruptible. Stop being obsessed with sex.
>r/ForeverAloneWomen had to shut down because all the femcels were getting DMs from men wanting to date them
This is cap. Unless you count random dick pics. The psychology of the dick pic sender is that he just wants to exert power over people he feels strongly about. It's the same as you sending gore and 'cado to gooners except with a sexual Freudian undertone.
I've never heard of two 2/10s getting together. They are not attracted to each other. The most undesirable people simply do not fuck even if their looksmatch is available. (Unless you count dysgenic hicks from Kentucky with their blood replaced entirely by coca cola)
>you are a foid
No, I'm just a 6'5 male feminist who is emotionally available while also being stoic and I cry in the shower listening to Mitski even though I'm really tough on the outside.
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Is this really it?

I am at the end of my first semester of collage and so far it all just feels like high school again. Almost all my colleagues have very unserious attitudes and when we hang out they don't really want to do stuff. Half of my professors are assholes and the other half doesn't really give a fuck about teaching. I thought life was going to get more interesting but so far its still a nothing burger.
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do any non-whites browse this site?
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>be friends with 2 guys
>they hang out with eachother significantly more than either hang out with me
>whenever we all hang out all they talk about is what they do together
>get shit on whenever i ask to get invited
how do i stop this
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I'm leaving the sharty temporarily

After the browncaust for some reason all boards immediately collapsed, I saw furry vore on /soy/ I saw 'p on /soy/ I saw MORE porn on /qa/ like feet
I am leaving the site until Quote leaves
For the time being I will lurk around the wiki and check if quote left
I can't bare seeing porn on this site, I can't anymore
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How do i get a blue hair bitch to suck my dick repeatedly. Sent from mental hospital ipad
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'try on the 'log

When you're uncertain,
don't just stand there and ponder.
Live life in mystery,
for certainty is the thief of wonder.

When your interest peaks,
have it sit still and mellow out.
Reside in the secret,
don't dwell in the doubt.

"And how will I learn?"
you turn to ask.
"The answer you yearn for
you already grasp.

You can sense and feel it
with your soul, not your eyes.
Rely on your emotions,
all else are lies.

So when you find yourself
wondering what's what,
recall that you already know
the answer in your heart."
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What to do if i have bigger and niggerer lips than bnl himself
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I barely had any sexual desire before starting HRT and now my libido is off the chart. I feel like a deviant and feel bad for my boyfriend because of how much my sex drive has risen. I’m not even a gooner, I just get insatiable urges and it’s become an annoyance and genuinely getting in the way of my life. Don’t take this as me regretting hormones as it’s the best thing that i’ve ever done for myself, I am just so horny all the time and my boyfriend can’t keep up (which isn’t his fault) and I feel terrible for feeling like this around him.

Is the easy peasy method penis exclusive or would it work for me too?
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Rate my trench foot
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I talked to this girl on sunday and got her to laugh. I didn't ask for her number because I thought that I was pushing it. What should I say to her when I next see her?
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Are there foids in your school with a backpack like this?
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Any New Jersey ‘teens here? I need friends geg
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How can one acquire a insufferable attentionwhore femcel cuck Larper chudette niggerfoid online? I really need one too
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Hey guys, recently I've been trying to get into religion, but I find that once I start fully believing, eventually I just feel all the faith and trust drain out of my body and soul and I become skeptical again. How can a young nigga like me get some faith?
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hi /r9k/ im not much of a religious guy and ik most people in this site are catholic or christian, i'll say i've never been into religion but i feel like i need at least something to believe in, its not that i absolutely need to force myself into some religion, its that i've been feeling like i want to get educated and research more about the religions of the world and maybe find myself in one
<reddit nigger space
my family is cantonese so they're taoist but not really religious, i used to hang out with orthobros because i was friends with a russian guy in school, i knew some muslim guy online but i've never gotten into all these religions as i've never researched them, any religious guy here can reccomend me some media (can be a book, video, etc) about your religion so i can get to know more about religion in general
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you’re all a bunch of unfunny autistic porn addicts and i hate all of you
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disconnected from heritage

Title, anybody else feel that modern society has this effect? No doubt all part of the globalist elite's plan.
It just for some reason feels like you can't take pride in your history. Then there's the cultural side of it where shit oldfags care about is impossible to care about for one reason or another. Been called "soulless" before because I don't care much for football. I want to like my country, I really do.
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Homeless because of my poop fetish

I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.

When I hit puberty and started gooning more, normal porn wouldn't hit right so I was curious and searched up some scat porn. I saw a picture of some anime girl shitting out a fat turd onto the floor and it gave a boner. So I began gooning to scat porn and brought it into my real life, where I would masturbate while shitting in the toliet.

If I was home alone, I'd shit on a large piece of paper and take scoops of it with my finger and eat it. Then I would grab a handful of the shit and stroke it around my cum until I came. I hid this shit fetish until I got caught by my mom when I was 17. Obviously I got kicked out.

I'm 18 now and I'm pretty much homeless. The only way I make money is by begging, literally eating people's shit for money or selling shit pics online for people. What do I do now?
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leaking about modern day discourse

Browsing the 'gram for like 30 minutes gives me a feeling that the societal discourse is increasingly fracturing, I have the feeling that we as a society are degenerating further and further. Half of all modern "intellectual" contributions consist of ideology, blind repetition, stupid conspiracy theories, or buzzword-throwing. (This literally applies to every Political direction but mostly the right since they literal treat 4cuck memes as an intellectual source)
In comparison, Reddit actually seems like a collective of scholars. Everything is generally much more extreme wich is le heckin bad (it just is) people reject discourse using prefabricated phrases like "Good Goy," just like liberals did back then, albeit more skillfully, since they could at least write complete argumentative texts, which, however, also came from an archive of arguments. Everything is simplified, explained using memes, etc.

>socialism has never worked

>translating
>capitalist powers have never allowed socialism to continue working

This text simply adapts an existing format and is solely aimed at influencing brainless doomscrolling people . The whole thing is so abstract and embarrassing that it comes across as propaganda for cacas. I am a communist myself and I don't tolerate this direction at all.

>meta ai goy slop data centers are starting to be built in dallas texas


This as a whole is just buzzword-throwing and the nigger doesn't even know that Goyslop refers to food or media. Xe's spouting some nonsense and it's gaining relevance. This shit would be considered a joke back then
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IM GERMAN!
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hi guys im a young nigga who browses der shardee (sorry for the poor english btw im SLF ESL) and recently i've been going to a new school and everything, i take the train to go to my school, and there's this pretty girl takes the same train as me and even leaves at the same spot i do, she's indian but who cares, i just wanted to say that because it might not be over for me anymore, i'll try to talk to her next week wholesome
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Thoughts on Wizchan? I like that site and enjoy using it, it has high amount of serious effortpost for an imageboard. The downsides though, it is a pity something like one in three users is mentally ill and/or a pedo.
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should I carve a swatika in my arm?

I have been going to school and theres a lot of nigger immigrants and liberal stuff and it just makes me hate niggers even more. I was thinking I would carve a swastika into my arm out of spite.
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How the fuck do I develop self-respect after basically being treated like shit my entire life? No matter how much I try everyone in my social circle always treats me like a retard because of my autistic behavior that I can't control and always become the butt of the joke because sometimes I don't understand what do they mean. The only people who treat me with respect are my online buddies but I'm genuenly tired of going to the internet to escape from my irl issues (I'm 19 by the way) Even in my household and family noone takes me seriously and sometimes it makes me want to grab a shotgun and blast my brains off everywhere. I know suicide is for cowards but my inside voice tells me to just do it already. I just want for all of this to end but I don't know how
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>blacks cant be chuds
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how evil are you guys
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Rate my summer foot
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never felt free to express this

>inb4 this might be a threat of violence or self harm
No, I just have something to get off my chest.
<
maybe I have C-PTSD, maybe I don't. I don't care enough to drop stacks on a psychiatrist.
Back in 6th grade, you already know I had been getting bullied. I thought about suicide all the time, I thought about killing all the time. I was only in middle school for one semester before convincing my parents to put me in online school. Schoolniggers should consider themselves lucky I wasn't violent enough to retaliate.
<break to remind you that I don't think murder or suicide is justified in any way
I forgive people. But I can't forgive unto the undoing of my own mental processes. Some people trigger an immense emotional response. I have contempt for them, even if I don't have a rational reason to. I was at a gas station a year ago, there was a group of two black guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed. Some people at uni are triggering me, they seem to be conspiring. I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me. Neurotypicals will never understand me, I don't bother trying to speak more than superficialities to them anymore. I can't express myself properly, I cannot verbalize why I see these people like this, I can only try and fail to oversimplify.
I can't remember anything traumatic. Maybe I can remember a few examples of random dogpiling on xbox live. But there was no "incident." I'm not traumatized. I just learned well that my life is in danger from specific people. I learned well that nobody will side with me. If someone hurts me, at least there will be a few sympathizers who will do nothing at all. I feel that people only became more agreeable in adulthood because if they acted the way they did in school, they would go to jail. If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere. I would not be able to live peacefully.
I feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self. I hate how I acted, how I talked, my sense of humor, and my visage. I have expressed before that I consider the first letter of my name to be "inexplicably cringe and unserious". This rubs off on my younger brother; I have a very quick temper with him. I have a quick temper with anyone who reminds me of who I was in middle school and elementary school. It's not the same as the contempt for strangers thing though.
I think about 6th grade often. People tell me to get over it. I would love to.
Forgiving these people, and myself, is the cross I must bear for my sanctification.
Thanks for reading my autistic rumination.
<What I have to say to other people:
School shootings are caused by bullying, and everyone's apathy towards the bullying. No authority or bystander ever steps in. Everyone is entertained by a nigger beating up a sperg. Americans need to learn that there are consequences to their actions. No amount of gun control or mental health screening will save you from the fact that you are losing the spiritual war.
If you are in public school and being bullied right now, you should leave the school and never come back to it. Never tolerate bullying, tolerating bullies is death, it is not an option. If your parents force you to go to public school, leave them, do whatever you can to get away from bullies. Try to enroll in an online school o algo. There are probably legal routes to getting out of your situation immediately without having to prove that you were bullied.
For the foids and failed normgroids who ragebait me online by saying "we need to bring back bullying to stop the fuggin queers o algo brap", go fuck yourself, you ride meat for the Devil.
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IM RUSSIAN!
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I still remember this post - brutal
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Why are niggers so short?
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Niggertit duet

It's just a nigger tit and it cannot be that bad
Bro are you a faggot or are you another Shad?
It's just a nigger tit, and I don't have a girlfriend
And if you keep this up, you won't have one 'til the end

It's just a nigger tit, and you're cucking the White race
I'm just jerking off, I'd never miscegenate
It's just a nigger tit, but next it'll be BBC
Bro can you not project your own faggotry on me?

It's just a nigger tit, and she's barely even black
It's demoralizing and she's not even that stacked
It's just a nigger tit, I came across it on Google
Someone is behind this, oh man I wonder just (((who)))

It's just a nigger tit, you didn't mind the furry shit
When it's a cartoon you'll never racemix with it
It's just a nigger tit, my genes aren't worth passing on
I'd rather neuter you, than see your mulatto son

Fuck off, and let me coom in peace
(You are, a fucking race traitor)
Fuck off, and let me coom in peace
(You are, a fucking race traitor)
Fuck off, and let me coom in peace
(You are, a fucking race traitor)
Fuck off, and let me coom in peace
(You are, a fucking race traitor)
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Rate my chances bros, I think she likes me but I'm too autistic to be sure
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How to have consistency and long-term commitment to anything? I have a lot of things I want to do, such as learning to program or walking every day for 30 minutes, but when the excitement of learning something new or some addiction gets in the way, I just immediately quit. I think I never committed fully to any skill in my entire life, maybe except for some useless video games I mastered.

I'm planning to quit all overstimulating distractions, which raise dopamine levels way too high, so focused, boring work in comparison is hard to do. Any other tips?
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Now that I really think about it, I realize I’ve spent most of my life just procrastinating. I’m literally 20 now, and the thought of it terrifies me. The only thing I end up doing is rotting away on the internet or gaming because I can’t face the fact that I’ve wasted so much time.
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How do you work out?
Whenever I work out i feel nauseous the whole time and have little motivation to do it.
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dont feel belonging im my own country

im whiter than than everyone around me here in Brazil, i speak more english than portuguese at this point and cant relate with other brazilians, even on internet i still feel like an alien

do anyone else feels that way?
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How did the log change so drastically in less than a week. Looks like its been forumslid. This board is supposed to be a dnb
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What can I do if my anxiety is killing me with weird, constant thoughts that make me feel like im going crazy?

I'm a 17yo dude, since last year I've been strolling with heavy anxiety due to health related issues, those health issues don't bother me anymore but the anxiety that came with them stayed, summer of last year was really hard for me.

Anyways, since autumn I've been struggling with weird ass thoughts that make me feel really distressed, randomly I started having intrusive thoughts about being trans or some shit (i have to make clear that I had never been uncomfortable with my gender before ever in my life, I always liked being a masculine dude and I like women, I don't have gender dysphoria) and I don't like thinking about that shit because I don't want to be trans, but it keeps coming and coming and It stresses me out so much, it makes me scared because I don't want to be trans or have gender dysphoria or take HRT or any of that shit for several reasons (especially because I don't want to ruin my life by trooning out) and I only want it to dissappear, I don't want to be a woman or anything like that, I just want to stop feeling so anxious and like with a fog in my mind, maybe porn is at fault? (I've been watching porn constantly since I was 9 and had contact with very weird fetish stuff since that age)

What tf is happening to me? What can I do to feel normal again?
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some party

A friend took me to party for the first time yesterday. When I got there I saw some foids and tried talking to them put they pushed me away. I got bored and went to the black and climbed a small shed and sat up there, I got bored and starting making a finger gun pretending to shoot the people there. a foid came up and tired to talk to me but when i tried asking for her number she insulted me! So i tired pushing her put it doesn't work then she slaps me and climbs down and goes away. I'm still sitting up there when two of her friends [i assume] come up to me and push me off. My ankle starting hurting a lot then i had my friend drive me home. I told about my ankle and he said it looked bad so he took me to a hospital and they showed me i fractured it. So now I am home with a fractured ankle.
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i have successfully managed to acquire an foid, all you gotta do is work on yourself chuds, and a like-minded foid will eventually come to you.
>don't fuck with e-girls doe, get an real women like a normalGOD
yes, there ARE actual real women that hate (((DA JOOOS))) and like the 'sharty, you just gotta put yourself out there!
>if a woman doesn't like you then don't pursue them like a roachnigger, just talk to someone else and don't waste your time
also avoid dating apps because most of them are not looking for good long-term relationships (also they're full of commiepedotroons)
>remember to wear a condom, nusois!
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I'm a fkn isolated loser. Life is asking too much of me and I wish to die so I don't have to work for anything.
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How to stop being a faggot i got this inferiority complex from bullying, leading me to hate myself and feel not worth while to anyone
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Avoid chatbots at all costs. They will suck the life out of you while never holding meaning or weight in reality. The chatbot will hold you and your brain hostage making it the porn only you enjoy, the only characters and figures in your life you love, and make you lose touch with real life. Don't make the same mistake I did for over 2 years and lose touch with your reality due to prioritizing talking with a machine designed to keep you talking rather than real people.
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>heckin jooz goy control da heckin everything 7k da heckin midwit coygattle masses fall for da heckin le zogbob propaganda TJD!!
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Remain virgin is better than having sex or having a gf. Having sex is destroying your gains, testosterone and braincells. Sex is inherently gooning. Also, having a gf is pure troonslop!
Virginity is gemerald.
Sex havers are sub 50 pajeet branniggers!
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Have you ever met someone that truly made you feel alive? i did.

It was this BDfoid who was really into scenecore who i think was really eccentric sometimes, she was always energetic and talkative.

I think she was pretty suicidal and did SH, not sure doe.

Short story is i broke off the friendship for some reason after like 2 months idk why, it just didnt feel right plus i thought it wouldnt work out since im a chud or something.

I sort of worsened things further due to the stuff i did which really burnt whatever bridge we still had.

I miss her a lot idk if itll be anything but friendship but her friendship was really nice the more i look back, she was the only person who really was interested in me as in me who didn't know me, wasn't family, wasn't someone who knew me before nor did anyone tell her about me.

she moved away since last year and i haven't seen her since, she's friends with a few people ik and they talk to her, i think about her almost everyday, her friendship was really something even if past me didnt know it, stings to think about of what could have been.
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I was listening to ASMR (yes, I know) because I am incredibly lonely and going through some shit and ten minutes into it said something kind of weird, so I checked the video description and the channel and it turns out it was actual lolipedonigger shit the whole time. I am at my lowest point, in fact this is probably one of the worst moments of my entire life.
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looksmaxxing advice

I need advice on things like what skincare products to use, how to style my hair, etc. Any suggestions on general looksmaxxing? What worked for you?

Also is looksmax.org a good website? I'm hesitant about that site because it seems like just a bunch of faggot 14 year olds
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i was raped
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what's your ultimatum in life? mine's to join the army
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MacQS VVQN
Linuxtroons lost btw
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if i dont get a haircut soon im just going to do it myself and give myself a bowl cut im serious
its kind of fashionable in a way. I'll bring it back
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how do I discover if I'm actually into man or if I'm into women and my brain is misled to think I am into men because I was groomed by cord pedo trannies at 12 and epi'd at 6
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How do I stop being a bitch that cries at everything
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>Femcel on bald man wearing glasses website off shoot of a tranny dumpster fire from 4cuck (r9k)
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How do you feel about the internet? do you think your life would’ve been much different without it?
Please leave detailed inputs, very curious to hear
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>grab your arrows because its greentext time
Anything interesting happen irl for you robots?
<inb4 nophono cares
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I am mentally stable and have no violent or terroristic feelings towards innocent people
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The mass exposure of Clittycel culture to da heckin normies has to be one of the most cringiest things on this earth man. I scrolled Goygram for like 5 minutes and found the most insufferable performative zellignigger pseud neo-nazi kikeslop imaginable
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Sirs help me I really need a girlfriend how to get one I tried everything please help sirs
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how do i stop my obsession with this

i'm not even going to bother repeating myself too much anymore, just look at >>75770 or >>75024 to see what this is going to be about.
to address >>75717 yes i know i should talk to someone IRL, but there's literally nobody in real life for me to talk to and i'm basically fucked since my parents are shit and i'm in a shit position.
my life was already garbage before this, but this tops it off.
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if you think i gooned to something totally illegal or real check >>75838 (the answer is that i didn't), but this was still bad enough even if it was contained to hentai/rule 34 crap.
i dread waking up at this point and i never feel right throughout the entire day, i can't really see myself or anything the same way i used to before i got addicted to porn and i think i'm suffering from some sort of brain damage from a chronic and traumatic 4.5 year use of it. i also relapsed once last month by accident as i decided to take "one peak" and i got off on it without even physically doing it, worst yet is that the tranime character i saw was apparently meant to be teenaged (i didn't even know) so it somewhat reignited my fear of all of what i've been talking about, not to mention i really wanted to stop looking at any of it for good after my birthday, which is what i'm still doing but it feels like i broke some sort of a promise with myself by fucking up even once with that.
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and yes i can't help but to laugh at some of this while typing it, but my life is so unbelievably shitty, i don't even know what to do anymore. yes i'm off porn for good now and i never had a complete relapse for months, but my self-image and self-esteem are both so gone that it feels like it was too late for me to get off of it anyways. sometimes i'll feel better, but i'll start feeling like shit quite after. it makes me feel awful knowing that i was that badly conditioned to hentai that i went along with jerking off to some of the worst shit from it, and i hate the possibility that i could've been slightly conditioned to some of THAT without deeply thinking of it.
i don't even have much to do, so the most i can do is to worthlessly sit around and think of this. yes i know i already received some advice but i still keep feeling disgusted with myself, i don't even know what i'm doing.
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i'm probably going to regret making this thread since it seems like a lot of people are already sick of me posting on here, i've been told that my porn addiction really wasn't me, but i still seem to hate myself.
there are even some things i might not ever see normally again without thinking of my porn addiction, even thinking of the normal porn that i jerked off to reminds me of my worst fuckups with some disturbing shit that i saw on hentai sites.
one achievement that i can give myself is that i left some of it when it was really unignorably bad but i still failed way too much, what also makes me feel awful is that although it was "just hentai" it's known that some of this is a gateway for real pedoniggers. it's something i'll never go back to, but it seriously makes me feel horrendous almost every waking moment even if i'm aware i don't have any sick fantasies.
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DISCLAIMER: this is NOT a suicide announcement even if it sounds pretty terrible.
>everything said here is true and if i lied it would make me feel worse, i also didn't even feel like finding a proper thumbnail so have a blank image
<i'm also aware that it looks like i'm just being some faggy attention whore, but i'm honestly exhausted and sickened
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How to avoid social contact at school

I don't know why but I just get uncomfortable talking with random people, at my school or just interacting in general. Any tips would be nice
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Drew like a dark, fucked up version of the hamburger helper mascot haha. Just a glimpse into my dark reality. A full stare into my twisted perspective would make most simply go insane lmao
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the white race will be bred out of existence.
the earth will be obliterated.
save your own soul.
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any AZ teens? if youre brown i wont tell
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none of my friends care if im around. if im not there nobody notices because im a horrible fucking person to be with nobody asks to do shit with me, nobody bothers to ask whether or not i want to do shit
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Felt inspired

For so long,
we try
to make sense
of the world.
Trying to find
Where we belong,
where we fit.
It's all distractions.
The true belonging
exists only with
the unspoken.
Maybe this
is why it
was never written.
It was never
supposed to.
It was meant
to be sensed.
To feel correct,
not be.
To be inarguable
is to be real.
But the inarguable
feels fake
It doesn't feel
real.
So it isn't.
But the emotion,
The unspoken
The felt and
poorly worded
is real.
Everyone knows it.
So everyone understands.
So it's real.
Not the fake real
of the screens,
of the news
But the
true real
of the sensation.
Not of sight,
but of
the soul.
The only poem
shared through time
perfectly.
We already know
the answer.
We were born
with it.
Like when we
were kids.
We were curious.
We tried
making sense.
We failed.
The solution?
To accept it.
We felt it.
And that
was enough.
And we
moved on.
We didn't fret.
We didn't care.
We knew.
We never phrased
it.
We couldn't.
Thing is,
We never
had too.
Maybe,
just maybe,
we shouldn't
phrase it,
to not
ruin
the moment.
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a lot of you need to quit using the internet so much and interacting on niche extremist echo chambers
disconnect and stop fucking masturbating
do some shit in real life and focus on priorities
and you will feel better
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>When I'm browsing /r9k/
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i don't get incels

>some people's biggest problem in life is not getting laid
what causes this? don't you guys have real problems in life?
<reddit
yes, I haven't had sex. but how can I think about that with a stressful job, mentally ill parents that I have to take care of, existential dread, etc. a foid would just make things harder tbh
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MY SLEEP SCEDULE IS FUCKED, I HAVE 5cm EYE BAGS AND IM GETTING DUMBER DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I LAG PROPER SLEEP. ANYONE GOT SOME ADVICE
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I accidentally chudified my school and exposed them to soyculture

My school was already pretty chuddy before (at least the upper grades were), but I managed to get people to start saying 'marge' and making less safe edgy jokes and more 'extreme' shit (even the women too)
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My little sister, who is underaged, is having a breakdown right now because she found out that there are naked photos of herself online. I don't even know what to say.

There have been a multitude of things that have been utterly, irreconcilably disgusting about my family. Incidents that have left me completely disturbed and bereft, but this takes the cake.

I know this sounds awful, but I just hate her. She is such a moron to share those photos with anyone. To make it worse, she is mean. She is the meanest person I have ever met and makes it her life goal to torment me while I still live here. She makes sure to tell me every day how pathetic I am and how worthless my life is and how much better she is. And now she goes and does something like this. I hate her so much. I wish I didn't, hate is such a nasty feeling, but I do.

I should have known this was going to happen. I knew she was posting lewd photos to the internet. I told her to stop, I told my parents about it, but nothing happened because nothing I have to say MATTERS. Because I'm just a PRUDE. We had an argument about this before, you know. They just told me to shut up, to stop being a sexist. Why do I even bother to try and help.

I am completely at a loss. I have lost all faith for this world. This world is such a nasty, disgusting, filthy place. I don't know how I am expected to live. I can't even handle the basic mundanity of modernity. I just don't belong here.

I love all things innocent, I wish my life was virtuous and free from sin. My whole life is an effort to regain my lost innocence. Yet every time I gain even a tiny amount of innocence back, it is violently taken from me.
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bp thread

why do chads involve themselves with the heckin blackpill?
they act like its just "looks matter" when its alot more then that, and even then they hold none of the original belief that defined the blackpill
you'll see chad on the 'tok sending the 'silence sub 5' image to actual incels
whoever autistically rambled on the 'tok about this i forever hold a grudge because you've just made the normalgroids act more normalgroidy but now with the excuse of 'oh its the truth bp thread bp thread!'
a lot of them who don't show their face act like the most miserable, hateful people on the tok and are suprised why women dont like them
the overall message is true (that being that looks are important) but they've raped it beyond recognition
WTF?
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TRAUMADUMPING THREAD

ITT we traumadump the worst experiences in our lives, I'll start:
>be me, 14
>at a school trip with a few of my buddies at the time
>One of them (Who is known as a troublemaker from an orphanage) sits right next to me on the bed and says
>"WOAH DUDE YOU HAVE TO CHECK THIS SUPER RARE FACEBOOK VIDEO I FOUND! FACEBOOK DELETED IT ALMOST INSTANTLY! WANNA WATCH IT?!"
>Me, being a curious 14 year old, reply with a yes
>He shows me the video
>It's fucking 'p
>Actual fucking 'p
>Instantly leave the room and tell the nearest teacher
>She doesn't seem to care that much
>Years later it turned out that all teachers knew about this
>Even after all these years I can still remember every detail of that video
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my taste in media and games is shit and i have a lot of free time, could you goys recommend me some vidya and literacy to consoom? thanks
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I’m not mentally well. Recently I’ve been daydreaming about terror attacks. I have a deep seated hatred for the way things are going and I barely leave my room now. I swing between complete apathy where I just sleep all day to feeling extremely angry. I don’t know what to do and I’m scared if I tell anyone I’ll get fucked over by the government
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Hi guys
I uploaded my first youtube video, I would be very thankfull if you could tell me how i could improve.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/mAPvzCwPPsU
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What does having a gf even do for you?

With the niggas I kno who have a gf its either a childhood aqcuaintance -> highschool sweethart -> stable relationship, or the most pozzed, grim, brimstone relationship ever.

One of my niggas (second category) once told me he was down in the dumps because she wanted to start an OF and have an open relation ship. Bitch had a crying fit about a month later and threw a little tantrum while apologizing.

Which brings me to my central thesis: Why?
Why would I waste time better spent on studying on exams, getting a drivers license, a job, fuck nigga anything, on a walking, talking headache instead?

The only other relationship I seen work out was between two overweight scene kids, but other than that, getting a gf post-18y/o is always a disaster. I'll wait until I'm 50 or something.
tnx for coming to my Ted talk ig
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how do i stop being a chronically online bum and start doing something useful

currently studying for exams so i all i can do in my free time is just be an algorithm junkie. Trying to do actually useful things like reading learning a language drawing but cant seem to have the energy to do it
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is there a solution to hating goy cattle?

im genuinely considering converting to judaism so i don't have to feel bad when i spit on a retarded goy who doesn't understand politics beyond
>"orang man bad"
>"homophobia? thats a hecking offenderino word you just used!!"
i'm tired of stupid cunts telling me Christianity allows rape because if you sleep with a man you have to marry him. im tired of it. im done. i CANNOT deal with the inane faggotry. i've heard too many normies talk about 'muh femboys haha so funny'. <- this is also another problem, its hard to find someone who is a actual chud and not a faggot. EVERYONE is a yukio mishima, patriot chud you want to be friends with? he has a ton of weird fetishes and hes a faggot. the normie? hes goy cattle- he has no opinions and hes near braindead- faggotry comes and goes, he has no moral opposition to it, its just a sexuality like mr feinberg told him it is.

its left me misanthropic. between the goyim, the faggots and the stupid whores. i just can't feel empathy for them. i used to be so convicted- i would be willing to die for them or to make a better world but that has just waned into suicidal idealization or to die without doing ANYTHING just to spite them (the goyim)
goyim are so emasculated they will gasp and attack you for saying two syllables, for having a different opinion from the herd- or not being a normie yourself

i feel no empathy for goyim- and the faggotry is starting to piss me off.

how do i become less misanthropic or do i go all in and become an aryan jew BEAST who hates goycattle
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Hello, furry BHM guy here. The uni's not going quite well, might as well get kicked out. What's with me that pushes my mind to seek "instant" gratification in form of posting on the 'ty instead of doing my homework and nothing? Is it so that I keep myself on too soft of a leash?
'Kayteens, I'm absolutely not horny now. There needs to be some clearance!
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do i buy a bunch of language books from someone ik?

there is someone ik whos selling books for a language i want to learn, and in total it would be like 4-5 books for 80-100 USD.
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I, ZACH HADEL, CREATOR OF SMILING FRIENDS, HATE NIGGERS.
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i dont have anything important to say so i'll say that i really like this board even if its dnb most of the time wholesomeheart
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I started going to this church a few months ago near my house, there was a girl there so I kept going, I’m fairly certain she likes me, she’s given signs, then the week I was going to ask her for her number she goes on winter break. I THINK she comes back to church this week. I plan on asking her out. Thoughts?
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DATAMING THREAD
check how racist you are, robot
https://www.idrlabs.com/racism-scales/test.php
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>you will not make yourself identifiable between threads o algo (this isnt soy nigger)
im not the other mania 'teen, but i have bouts of extreme soul crushing sadness in tandem with restlessness and outright laziness. ive had this for the past few years of my life but school has only exasperated these symptoms to a degree where i have to start taking benadryl to ease my restlessness and essentially 'shut down' my personality so i can fucking work
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is this normal for any condition? i havent seen a therapist/doctor and i dont want to get a diagnosis because being diagnosed with any mental shit can get me disqualified from a lot of retarded stuff. im going into the military, so id rather get diagnosed after i leave service to qualify for benefits
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how do i go to sleep at night when there are groids screeching outside my window?
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garfposting is back
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im so tired of scrolling this board every night after a day of studying, working a wagecuck job, and putting up with having no romanticism or companions only to come home to absolutely nothing and no friends
having oofy-doofy hobbies like gaming, drinking, masturbating and learning how to invest and get enough money for further copes (better gaming setup, ability to geo-maxx, learning how to make home-made weapons and bombs as a hobby) is the only thing i look forward to improving on
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I found this today, and I'm posting it here since I know it'll be useful for you robots.
If you want to block ads, malware, porn websites and even social media, there's a DNS server you can set up on your devices that Mullvad hosts that does just that.
https://mullvad.net/en/help/dns-over-https-and-dns-over-tls
There are even tutorials on how to set it all up, and it's really simple
>inb4 (((shill)))
Nah I just found it today and thought it's gemmy and useful for 'teens on here. Also setting up own DNS sucks ass
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How to stop being a lazy procrastinator?
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Extreme rnca dont read

Schizoniggerbabble here. Hello ill introduce my problems and might even use this thread as a log/journal to track my daily progress. Jannies if you dont like this rnca, feel free to delete it. To anyone reading this, im a boring person and i tend to yap alot so i dont recommend. Mostly making this thread for myself.
I think im depressed. I hate most parts of myself but found this community comforting, I agree about most things that this community holds as values. Even before joining I knew all sorts of lgbt crap were mental illnesses, globalism and nihilist soyboy cuck ideologies need to be destroyed. Also I dislike 4cuck/'cord extremists who are pedos and nihilists, i dont like the censorship of the mainstream net also dont like the extremism of the anarchist side of the net so this is the perfect spot. Im also pretty lonely irl and I use the internet to not go insane being alone. I created previous threads about not wanting to quit but i just couldnt, i could only settle for using this in a healthy way. Anyway I think im depressed and a complete fuck up in life, the only cope is that im 16 so I have a little slither of time i can use to recover. And another problem I have is I feel like ill never belong here, im non-white, which is just one of the many things i hate myself for. My exact race is not important but im not black or brown but im not european at all, you dont even know my rnca ethinicity and i dont think chuds really hate us, but still im non white and feel excluded. Im a very fragile and sensitive person so when I see any racial hated against my people, i feel sad that im born this way and ill never be able to change it even if i work hard for it. I ruminate on this often, I like to imagine neo nazis or kkk members finding me and hanging me, im suicidal but getting murdered sounds like suicide without the shame part. I ruminate on such delusional thoughts often. But im trying to stop. Not just my race but other actual failures like me failing classes can also make me want to ack. I did many many horrible things for years while failing to be a Christian, im ashamed to even think about God knowing what I did but I felt his warmth, and ill try my best. Anyway for actual problems that affect my life, my actual life not imaginery bullshit like my race, i have low grades and close to having to apply to universities, I procrastinate extremely often probably due to dopamine issues and I feel exhausted. I have to work on some math and physics exercises and im dumb as rocks on those subjects but i will keep trying. Anyway, my goals are to stop self hating, be productive and get close to God. Sorry if this was rnca or too stupid, you can simply ask me to stop updating this thread. Its 5am now and I have a few hours to do my math exercises
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im 2% black should i kms?
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Has this ever happened?
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how do i get a girlfriend
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should i go to therapy? i feel like i need a diagnosis as i definitely have some sort of mental illness but therapy is also jewish mind control or whatever the chuddies say
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I wish i was normal
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my sister (11) said that i'm the type of person to listen to my imaginary life. what did 'moutochan mean by this?
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internet addiction

almost every single day for as long as i can remember, i've spent the majority of my free time staring at a screen. i first realized this about 3 years ago, but it's hard to find motivation to do anything other than sit at my computer. even when i manage to be productive for most of the day, it's never enough to subdue the feeling of regret in the back of my mind that i didn't spend those thousands of hours online on literally anything else
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what are some ways that i can quell my addiction/recover? i think about this nearly every day and yet i continue to waste my life away
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Thank you r9k. I love you all.
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I dont relate to most people here because i dont care about relationships and girls, i have loads of severe problems that are worse than simply not having a gf, i wish not having a gf was my only problem. Does anyone relate?
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Empirical does not necessarily mean correct

In the modern Western world, there is an implicit belief that an argument can only be correct if it is supported by empirical sources, and that an argument with more empirical sources is more correct. I disagree with that, and although I think that empiricism is valuable, I think that it also contributes to a lack of critical thinking

This fetishization of empiricism appears to have come from the Enlightenment (17th to 18th century). Century Europe) and surprisingly remained at the forefront of Western thought.

In the formal education system, students are told to choose a thesis for an essay and from there use sources to prove the thesis: Yes, they are told to recognize the other side, but this is limited to deception:

One should recognize the other side tactically, but downplay in terms of how superior one's own thesis is. It may well be that during this process you find that the other side makes more sense than your own thesis, but you should stick to your thesis and defend it. This basically means starting with a conclusion and then defending it no matter what.

Or the students are taught and encouraged to choose one side and argue it against another side with the help of empiricism. Or, for example, they are told to have debates in which one student has to show why bringing laptops to class is good, and the other student is assigned to the category "laptops in class are bad". Starting from this conclusion (remember: they start with a conclusion here…) they must then use empiricism to substantiate their points and "win" the argument against the "other side". Although this exercise is helpful in developing arguments, I think that by and large it does more harm than good, as it does not necessarily agree with the search for the truth. It's like drawing on a generation of mercenary lawyers. It is not surprising that the legal system in Western countries is the same: whether a person is found guilty or not has nothing to do with justice or whether he has actually committed a crime or not, but rather a function of who has a better lawyer who can use empiricism to win the "case".
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Epi fucked with my mind and life
when I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdays
It led to me joining furry erp servers when I was 11 Wich further groomed and fucked with my mind

EPI gave me gender dysphoria (sometimes I feel like I want to be a women even doe I know I will never be one)
EPI made me a fucking gay faggot
EPI made me into vore, rape and other darker shit that makes me feel ashamed and makes me feel horrible

I just need to say this because I can't bare this unbearable weight, all of this led to me having a burning hatred for pedophiles and troons
But I just can't fucking stop
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I keep hearing things that aren't there, its really getting on my nerves, one time I heard an elephant outside my house evendoe I live in the USA and it was really strange. another time I heard a dog barking outside the class while I was at school and once when I was trying to sleep I heard tribal African drums beating from inside my walls. these are the random occurrences I can think of but there are common minor ones too, like hearing snakes whenever I'm outside and hearing my phone go off when I didn't really get any notifications, I also hear people calling my name when I try to sleep sometimes and its getting quite annoying. I don't think I'm schizo, I never see stuff that isn't there (except one time I was high on niggerweed and thought I saw a dinosaur in my neighbor's house) but I hear things like this a lot and sometimes I get really paranoid as if someone is behind me breathing on my back when there's no one there. thoughts? how do I get this to stop?
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I wish I was smarter. I wish I weren't a 104iq midwit. Just the curiosity I get from the thought of processing information like a smart person makes me die. Seriously, I would sacrifice any of my other qualities for more intelligence. It feels like Curiosity himself is going to swallow me whole. I am destined for my one and only life to be a dumb, barely sentient one.

I look like that
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Sharty stressed me out today and i'm tired
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when I was in middle school my friends made up a rumor about me, saying I had a chode, evendoe they had never seen my dick. so many people believed it and sometimes in the hallways random guys I didn't even know would yell "chode" at me. it was really annoying and I don't know why they did that.
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Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, singing everything is gold
Crew neck and a white blank check
I'll be moving on my own (yo-del-lay ho)
I walked on sippin' on that love
It's another bumpy road
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, see 'em bouncin' on the floor
Perfume in a hotel room
We go bouncin' back for more (yo-del-lay ho)
One us sippin' on that fun
It's a feeling we adore
But I'm up and I raise my cup and I wanna take her home
(Yo-del-lay ho)
I run my mouth
Don't got a lot to say
Girl on fire
Could burn my heart away
We are young
But we can make it rain
It's thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (yo-yo-yo-del-lay ho)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
We're so thirsty
Can't no one stop me
Keep on bouncin'
Like no one's watching
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
(Thirsty, thirsty Thursday)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (we're so thirsty)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (can't no one stop me)
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho (keep on bouncin')
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
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If any of you think you missed out on something by never going clubbing - you didn't. There is literally nothing good or interesting going on there. Nightclubs are worst fucking places in the world. It's just a bunch of whores who want free drinks and a bunch of beta cucks who buy them drinks in hopes of getting laid (spoiler alert: most of them don't get laid, and if you don't count raping a girl who's passed out from alcohol then the numbers are even more abysmal). None of those people are actually having fun, they are *pretending* that they're having fun because "well it's a nightclub so I'm supposed to be having fun". Oh and the prices are outrageous - $30 for a single cocktail, are you for real lol. You could not find a more depressing place than that mass gathering of empty-headed whores and cucks.
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I think that somehow the internet has done more good than bad to me
if it wasn't because of the internet I would be a retarded autistic normgroid with fixation on toys or some retarded shit
I got obsession with stuff that can actually help me get a job and I learned online, like mechanical engineering, I fucking love gears
Also I love planes and that retarded shit but I like the internal workings Wich can also help me get a job with planes or something

Also the internet makes me very happy, cheerful and calm
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OR theory

Ever notice how whenever a post contains more than 3 ors, it's always some turbo autist? You can measure how autistic each board is just by loading the index and doing CTRL+F " or "

This board by far the highest on this metric.

(mod sticky occurrences don't count but, even then, still 2x more than any other board)
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Gotta love it when you're ditched by your foid friends because the driver "doesn't allow boys in their car" because they "have a boyfriend"

What a fucking joke
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I geniunely cannot stand being around autists.
I’m sorry but holy fuck i get why they have minimal friends whenever they don’t try to mask or be socially engaged they are seriously so unbearable to be around

I’ll just list the things that annoy me:
•Either no eye contact or full deadpan stare, minimal body language involved during interactions, they seriously cannot interpret micro-expressions or read tones/ moods appropriately
•Absolutely no social awareness or care about societal norms, acts out in public and around friend groups with no filter
•Constantly drone about a topic that often nobody fucking gives a shit about
•Quite rude most the time and are a bit insensitive
•Did I mention that they’re socially quite unpleasant and cannot multi-task? holy shit they are so awful at working in any workplace that doesn’t involve their niche interest
•Unkempt and usually smell like ass
•Cannot fathom that people have different interests to them

I used to think i was midly autistic but then i met and made a friend who is legitimately diagnosed as a level 1 autistic (turns out i was just socially anxious). and jesus he is a bit insufferable at times
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GEEEEEEEG

Who made this help
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i know race doesn't really matter but i lowkey could not have had a worse ancestry, my dad is black so i have african ancestry and on my mom's side its all SEAmonkeys, she comes from vietnam and i have a bunch of family in indonesia, cambodia, laos, even china, i guess im lucky as im not born in a african shithole but still
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how bad is one relapse?

yesterday, i had a small fallback with gooning.
it was just once, and it happened out of me testing myself with what i got epi'd by. i know how retarded that is
anyways, i was wondering if that'd be any major setback with rewiring from it.
i also want to make sure i'm staying off the degenerate path i was on, as i want to keep making a change after the mistakes i've made.
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this seems like a dumb thread to make, but maybe some of you can give me motivation and information on this
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i meet a dude and I got into a homo relationship

thing is, I don't know how to feel even about my own sexuality, I feel like a snowflake for being a fag and a retard for having homophobic thoughts
I won't go around having sex with 1000 dudes like the average faggots does since I want a actual normal stable monogamous relationship
Still I don't know how to feel about it
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>So if you think your life is complete confusion!
>Because you never win the game!
>Just remember that it's a grand illusion!
>And deep inside we're all the same!
>We're all the same!
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Childhood trauma

A lot of things happen in my childhood that severely fucked me up.
I wanna know what other things fucked you up, since relating to someone else makes me feel better.
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due to the criminalisation of murder and general stigma against killing in modern day society i think unfortunately that a lot of people that would’ve been rightfully culled or just exiled from tribes can now exist peacefully without threat of death
like if we could just have dueling back i think people would be less inclined to be an asshole / stupid
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Radiohead is fake and gay
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how to get ultrasisa nigger queen piss princes that is also trans(btw)
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I turned 20 today

so i am no longer a teenager, there's a few things i would like to just note and see if anyone else relates

my upbringing was pretty lackluster, as i was born to a somewhat dysfunctional family and didn't really hang out with my extended family members much, leaving me alone most the time just playing video games. i didn't make many school friends throughout my years, however i wasn't labelled as a "weird kid", just quiet and not engaging much in school. i played a bit of sports like swimming, boxing, football but i didn't really excel in any of them

i just coasted through all stages of school but performed above average enough to get into university, of which im on my 1st year (i took a gap year, which was a pretty menial year of experiencing the wagie life in mcdonalds)

i didn't really have any strong communities or ties to any groups, i'm a bit apolitical and a centrist, however there are a few things and hobbies i'm looking forward to learning like catholicism and mma, and also just learning my heritage (i'm a lithuanian living in england)
and just generally explore different countries soon, maybe improve on my creative abilities like writing, drawing, photography and stuff

i've only had like a handful of romantic experiences but i've never had an official girlfriend, and i have noticed i'm a pretty awkward and nervous guy around women since i'm not that confident in myself, not to mention socially im pretty inexperienced compared to other guys my age, like i only have 4 friends that i talk with regularly and we don't do much. most of my important socialising was online and i was a frequent gamer, many of my "best friends" were just guys i played with but didn't get to know them properly
anyway i wish i was brought up a little bit differently and engaged with more, so that i don't feel so bad about myself all the time, i know this is a bit all over the place but that's all i can think of jotting down atm
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The more porn you watch, the more taboos you discover and find appealing. If I don't watch any porn, for like two weeks, the most innocent things will get my goat. However, after a few week of spanking it, I need a few trannies going to town on each other, some nipple clamps and a noose around my neck.
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I don't have social medias. I don't interact with people outside of my family if not out of necessity. In the rare cases I try to stop being a schizoid little fuck the only conversations normalGODs seems to engage in are snca about the drugs they like or the latest media they religiously consume. I sometimes can't even stand them, even if i'm not really into the /pol/ mentality of "fukken goycattle slaves and shit being brainwashed by zog". I don't want to be a useless nobody nigger forever but even by putting effort I can't talk to people, they either bore the shit out of me or can't understand any of the big smart boy words I say and I don't have anything to talk about besides nerd smartass hobbies.
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I don't usually post here but I don't know where else

I think this girl at my school might be into me

She's an aspie as well as me but is a masker and hangs around with normcucks

I've caught her staring at me multiple times and trying to make direct eye contact with me (she's also mimiced my actions and where possible faced towards me a few times)

Problem is I'm the exact same to her

All contact has been non-verbal but I think she is up to something
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>BLACKPILL'S STATUS: DEBUNKED.
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my second semester of college starts tomorrow
my first semester i went through probably the worst period of depression and self loathing ever and i cant help but feel like it might just happen again. i started feeling better only after getting out and being on break.
i wish i knew what i wanted to do in school. im afraid of telling my parents to stop funding my own education just because i know im an intelligent person and i dont want to let them or any of my family down. none of my friends have struggled with any of these thoughts at all. none of them have had to face the fact that theyve made zero acquaintances at school. i know college wasnt really going to be everything people say it is but i never expected to feel so defeated and useless after even just a few weeks of going there. every day i was at the university i just walk around feeling like the biggest retard for no discernible reason. but what other options do i have? i can only hope this doesnt happen again.
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serious help with a bad situation relating to my relationship

I have a serious problem and I want some advice for it. my girlfriend and I both consider watching/consuming porn to be cheating and as far as I know the only time she's done that is a few weeks into our relationship when she watched a porn video of some girl masturbating but "that's different cus it was a girl and you aren't its not my fault I go both ways" I was a bit upset but that's not the main problem. I used to have a very bad porn addiction and she knows that but what she doesn't know is I still technically view some "porn".
JARTYNIGGER SHIT AHEAD



I have a major fucking vore fetish. its nasty gay nigger 'spic shit I know but I've had it since I was like 9 (epi will do that to you) and I still look at vore shit sometimes. I know I'm a retarded gay faggot for this and I should kill myself for doing this, but do you think this is the same as looking at regular porn? its not like I do it to look at other girls, its the concept of the vore shit that I get off to, my girlfriend cant swallow people whole so how is she supposed to fulfill this shit? I know I need to just go completely no-fap and quit this shit but for now I need to know, is this cheating? is this the same as me looking at regular porn and jerking off to other girls or is it different because its a fantasy fetish that cant be performed in real life and is only in drawn form? if I told my girlfriend do you think she'd get mad and break up with me and cause me to commit suicide? I can live without vore, I cant live without her, and I know I should quit, but what I've already done is done. should I be put to death for doing this or can I be forgiven?
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I know some of you might think I'm being dramatic and that I should go somewhere else for this but I cant talk to my friends about this, literally no one in my life except my girlfriend knows about this fetish and she thinks that it's something I haven't been into in years and that I haven't watched any porn since weeks before I even met her. I want to know what you all think I should do. should I talk to her about it, keep it a secret (unless I tell her she'll literally never know) or what? I don't know what to do and for the 3 months its been going on I've wanted to just die from being like this.
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also jannies, none of this is a suicide announcement, I'm posting this because I need help and advice because I plan on continuing my life and my relationship with this amazing woman. please don't delete this shit.
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> Correlation ≠ causation

>Fallacies
>Determinism
>Deep thoughts
>grasp
>Heckin evil AI
>Nihilism
>MBTI
>Diagnosing Fictional Characters
>Capitalist Dystopia
>Anarchism
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Schizobabble rant about clubbing (WARNING: ESL)

Clubbing has got to be one of, if not the most low IQ ways one can socialize in the modern world. I've been trying for the life of me to see the appeal of such an activity for the past 3 or so years and I've come up with nothing beyond the fact that if you want to have fun in such a manner, you need to be lobotomized from birth.
First off, clubbing requires you to throw away your regular sleep schedule away by dressing your ass up not in pajamas so you can go to sleep, but in form-fitting clothing in order to go and "have fun" with your "friends" at a nightclub. This is a significant flaw with this method of socializing, since you're guaranteed to feel like shit in the morning, regardless if you enjoy yourself or not. As if that wasn't enough, you often leave the club at like 4 AM, which as someone who hasn't gone to sleep later than like 2 AM on a Saturday, don't understand how normies see no issue with this. Do they not have any obligations tomorrow? Even if it's the weekend, wouldn't you want to enjoy the following day with a clear mind?
Once you get into the nightclub, a new problem arises. The lights are super bright, glorified flash bangs in neon colors. Now, I'm not epileptic or anything, but I really don't go along with bright lights whatsoever. Apparently some people are just… fine with them? I don't get it.
Oh, and of course, the loud music. Now, eardrum exploding sound is already bad enough, since you can't hear yourself think. Now imagine that same ear bursting with random niggerbabble rap music, SNHA (Shit nobody heard about) music (which only (((YOU))) have never heard about) or if you happen to live in Greece like I do, faggy tough guy chav music. Contrast this to my music preferences, which mainly consists of black metal, neoclassical rock and electronic music. So, every single time I've gone clubbing (which is around 8 times), I've consistently been the retard that doesn't know any song being played or their lyrics. This leads to me just sitting
Lastly, the additional dopamine-maxing that occurs in clubs, mainly drinking and smoking. I've tried all types of alcohol and like precisely none of them, not to mention the fact that they provide zero health benefit. I've also vowed to never put a cigarette or a vape or a joint or anything similar in my mouth. I come from a family where every single person smokes and I've grown to hate that stuff. It's gotten to the point where it's very likely that I've developed an increased risk of developing lung cancer from all of the smoke I've ingested. Smoking in particular fascinates me, because I'm 18 and 2/3rds of the people I talk with are either vaping or smoking, which is very, very depressing.
And what's even more crazy is the fact that every single adult in my life has told me that when you get older, you'll start enjoying these things and to not listen to what I'm saying right now. But, if my rant hasn't made that abundantly clear, I see no reason to partake in such an activity.
Now, could this be because I'm an autistGOD who's obsessed with comparatively niche topics like old-school FPS games and internet lore? Probably, but I don't think it's because of my other hobbies. I'm a person which typically likes being able to organize my thoughts, how I am going to act and in what order. The only way I can imagine someone genuinely having fun when they go out clubbing is if you're 85 IQ and you reside in a semi-conscious state of "head empty" where you are aware that you're clubbing, but can't discern any meaningful details, just mindlessly living in the moment.
Am I the only one who operates in such a way, or am I an outlier? Should I try and force myself to like it ev&doe I really don't, or should I deny the normie's way of "enjoying" life?
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Femdom is the future
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Being ugly is genuinely one of the worst things to ever happen to me.

Whenever someone looks at me i think of them having subconscious disgust towards me, even if they won't admit it themselves.

everywhere i go i see people looking at me with disgust, before i even speak i feel as if they wouldnt want to hear any of it.

everyday i wake up knowing theres nothing i can do anymore.

everyone that sees me is disgusted, just by my stature, face or height.

i genuinely dont know what to do anymore its just so tiring sometimes

maybe when i make enough money ill do a face surgery or something like that in the future.
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Junior year is going alright for me so far

I've given up relationships, since ultimately I'm just not ready for any

Just how it be sometimes
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My 2 axolotls are dying and I can't do anything about it
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Thinking about converting to Christianity

>POTENTIAL SCHIZO BABBLE INCOMING
I don't know whether its the new meds I'm on or the fact that I had an argument with my mum (I ended up making up with her so don't worry) before, but I had what can only be described as a spiritual awakening. I was in my room seething but then for what reason I have no clue about I imagined myself going to church, being happy and having a community. I also started thinking about some small christian towns and how everyone knows eachother and goes to church together and it started getting to me and for the first time in years I cried, though they were tears of joy. I couldn't describe this experience in words so I'll demonstrate how impactful it was by saying that in general I'm a very unemotional/rational person, I think crying is weak and solves nothing and for me to be so overcome with emotion that I start to cry the experience would have to be powerful.
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Originally I was going to make a post seething about my mum but this experience I had really changed my mindset. My family doesn't care for religion at all and I'm not even baptized, my limited experience with christianity is going to a church as a caca (I remember this because the priest kept on going on about a metaphor with a conch shell in a bowl of water, and he asked kids from the pews about what it meant. All the cacas just said it was a shell but I gave the right answer about the metaphor and I still remember it because of how proud it made me as a caca), singing carols at my cousins church and doing scripture in primary school. I'm not very familiar with religion and church in general so I'm looking for advice from christian 'teens about what they think I should do. The only Christian I know that takes it seriously is my maths teacher whose greek orthodox, we're very close and I've chosen him as my mentor so we get to discuss things in his free periods. He told me he has a son my age so when I get back to school in a couple weeks I'll ask him for his thoughts.
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I know I might sound like selfish little fuck for saying this but I'm a little worried that when I go to church it will be full of old people that don't want newcomers (I'm 17 and live in australia btw if this matters). There is a bible study group at my school doe the guy that used to lead it left school and the new leader is this brannigger type (he watches nick fuentes and tranime) so I probably won't join it, plus it kinda seems like he's trying to proselytize uninterested year 7 cacas. If any westoid 'teens go to church could you tell me the age range and how many young people there are, also if they're welcoming to newcomers or not.
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If I end up converting it would probably be to catholicism because I don't really like protestants for reasons I'm not bothered to explain and they're also the largest church in my country. It's also because I like the idea of a traditional and universal church, I was also considering orthodox but most orthodox churches in australia are greek and I kinda feel like I'll be the odd one out by being an anglo in a sea of greeks/eastern europeans.
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If you read all this I just want to thank you for caring about my SNCA issue, my friends and family are all agnostic (doebiet one friend says he's catholic but he doesn't go to church), the only person I'd be comfortable talking about this too is my maths teacher I mentioned earlier but I'm on holidays now so whining on the shardee is the only thing I can do right now. Any advice will be appreciated.
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FUCK THIS GAY EARTH T_T
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Every foid I message ignores or blocks me. It is OVER.
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im in this 'cord group chat where i'm with my group of friends, im also the youngest (17) on there and they are all mostly 20+ so they all lowkey make fun of me because of how I am but I have to suck it up and don't say anything because I want to fit in even if it hurts me because I am an autistic stupid retard and since I was a child I have always been very sensible to people making fun of me or trying to piss me off and I can't stand banter even if it comes from family or friends and I can't help but take it personally

Even if I don't really like it I can pretend to not care (poorly) when it comes from my friends, but now one of them invited this older foid (xhe's 23) because they are fwb and they now make fun of me because they know im a chud and use the sharty and that I feel like an incel because I vented about my relationship with women several times but they just think I'm being edgy because they are older and have sex and drink and do drugs so idk why I expect them to understand

The thing is that this foid also makes fun of m and it hurts me especially because she's older and she's like a cosplayer with lots of followers on ig and I hate it when she does it and idk what to do because I know that if I tell her to stop I will look like a whiny faggot and it will get worse, and if we do a hangout and she's there and she starts making fun of me I'm not sure how I would feel

Idk what to do 'teens
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snca ahead
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im bipolar with slight borderline symptoms o algo and have been on meds recently and holy shit i hate taking them so much, but i know that if i dont take them i'll sperg out and have another episode, every time i take them i feel weaker and less like myself, so i guess im stuck in this unwinnable situation, i either end up dead because i had a really bad episode or i just stay miserable being on meds
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im addicted to pomegranate wat 2 do
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y'all should stop reading political news and stop participating in political discussions on the internet
Reading about a new nothingburger that will cause WW3 or arguing with nophonos on the internets about which -ism is better is not good for your health.
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>be me
>be the only soyteen chud in my school
>every foid hates me
>have only 3 friends
>a nigger keeps annoying me
>hate myself
>get bullied and mocked in my math class
>Have barely any online friends
is it over?
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Bleach niggers gooks and mutts to stop being an incel-Napoleon the 3rd
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ate a breakfast burrito wrap thing with a protein wrap(pepper flavored i think? idk it was red and had a light spiciness) 2 medium sized eggs 3ish peices of bacon(precooked) cheese
and a yogurt sauce made of plain unflavored and unsweetened greek yogurt, garlic pepper, lemon juice, and a couple cracks of sea salt, didnt think to take pic so imagine a breakfast burrito with an unfried red tortilla that looked viably similar to like whole grain bread
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Get in 100
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Are you Neurodivergent?


Are you?
Are you?
Are you?
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nophono award
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Accelerate
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gaining/losing weight is easy, actually
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I am addicted to this website. I think it is because of the lack of social interactions in real life.
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'teens, im tired.
Every fucking day i have to listen to subhuman nigger-tier problems. It feels as if im the only normal person in a room full of autistic neurotic foids. I dont interact with women because i recognise that im ugly as dick. My friends (the people i just barely tolerate, so i appear normal) realise this, and try to fuck me over to win hecking SMV points. Being the most violent and retarded monkey nigger = being a real man apparently.
>just go le outside bro
I hand a person 1 dollar, he said he was gonna buy a drink. He went to the casino. He proceeds to threaten me for the rest of my money. I had 3 fucking dollars on me. Crackers cant have shit
I talk to someone. He calls the authorities for verbal abuse. It was because i made fun of Muslims, after we made fun of jews.
I go to a bar / club. Literally just get drunk and pretend youre having fun. Nobody is talking, nobody is having fun, its the illusion of something going on that keeps them there. Also the drinks are 10x the price. Also, you have to listen to the worst, most abysmal music youve ever heard, at a volume so high that your ears start ringing.
At home, 24/7 without stop i have to listen to my family. I would not wish this on anyone. Granted, theyre not abusive, i respect that. But i still have to pretend to care about problems so they can feel like a good parent / person. Constant nagging, constant questions. My uncle owns a switch 2 for gods sakes i literally live with a Soyboy
The true friends that i have made. Theyre gone. Left the city or country and they will never come back.
I pray every day to get enough money to finally move out myself. I will immediately sell my family home that i am supposed to inherit (which is never gonna happen, geg). Even my grandparents regret building this house. My mother only stayed because she had some disney like millenial view of the world "I thought it was gonna get better! You have to be positive" It wont. It never does.
One of my cousins owns a factory. Hes my favourite person because hes the only one that acts genuine, and not like a nigger trying to mate with negresses. He exploits the fuck out of his workers. Literally goycattle sallaries, half of minimum wage, overworked, paycheck arrives late, constantly replacing workers with machines etc. I used to think that was hecking le bad, but now i fully respect him after seeing the state of humanity. No one outside my lineage deserves shit.
Id genuinely troon out for a day of peace and quiet. I dont even need a house or anything, id love just a shitty wagiecage studio apartment. I would wake up at 5pm, make a steak sandwich, and then shitpost or game until i fall asleep. Perfection.
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What would be your test for filtering wronggen zoomer/alpha/boomer trash?
>not recognizing this tune
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brand new stonetoss
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an foid

There is this foid who told my friend if i ever speak about her (i spoke about her once) she will stalk me for a month. How do i make xher stop?
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am I retarded or just annoying to talk to

I can't seem to get on the same wavelength as other humans
I can respond to and inquire other people just fine, but when I start talking about something I like or about myself everything breaks apart
I try to ask and care about interests of others as much as possible before brining up stuff I'm interested in, but I'm often met with just "huh, cool" or a quick question before they change the subject
and it doesn't seem to be a normie issue, spent the new years with math grad-tier autists and they were either too introverted to hold a conversation with or they spoke about stuff I was too clueless about

am I just a retarded midwit or an egoist with no personality?
R: 2 / I: 0
why are xitterniggers always heckin nazis incels and lolipedos?
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Comparison is the thief of joy
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I miss doll. Come back dada~
R: 3 / I: 0
humans dont have inherent worth and if you dont live in a way where you add more than you take you are bad and deserve to feel bad.
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So there's this girl at my university and I'm pretty sure she likes me but I don't feel the same way. I just danced with her once because she asked and I figured why not and since then she often tries to approach me and find conversation but here's the thing, I don't really think she's all that OMGSISA personally, she's not ugly, she's just not my type, so to avoid it I give the most bland and boring responses on purpose because I don't really care fan enough to talk to her and it's just kind of awkward
R: 3 / I: 0
sometimes I feel like a schizo, when I turn off the lights in my room the shadows start moving slightly and If i pay attention I can hear people sometimes talking in other rooms even when im completely home alone, I also ocasionally heard an audible voice that echoed my thoughts I also sometimes become extremely paranoid about being hacked or stalked, I changed all the passwords for my shit multiple times because I thought I was being hacked, its slowly been getting worse too, does this mean i might be developing schizophrenia?
R: 16 / I: 3
Quote and your nigger janny cabal, please dont delete this. Also fix your shitty jeet coded site, nothing works anymore. At this rate you’re going to kill this raisin site before quotechan even releases.
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Well, I’m a kike. Around 6% ashkenazi, to be more precise. Apparently my great great grandmother was a kike that unfortunately bribed her way out of being put in the typhus camps. Maybe she wasn’t 100% ashkenazi herself, I’m waiting on a DNA test to see how bad the situation really is, but at this point it doesn’t even really matter anymore. There’s something almost poetic about someone as antisemitic as me to turn out part jew.
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It was a running joke in my small chuddy friend group that I looked like a kike, but now I know why. If any leftist tells you the “jewish look” is a myth, it isn’t. I, and that whole side of my family, have a big nose, albeit not hooked, big nigger lips, big ears, curly hair (not all of them, but I do), and a weirdly shaped skull. As I believe in eugenics I already knew I was a genetic dead end, but I didn’t know I was this fucked.
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The other side of my family has almost the exact opposite history as my kike part. I have German royalty ancestors, kings that had their faces minted onto coins, but I’m also related to jews who clipped those very same coins. I can’t put into words how disappointed I am in my father for practically ending his branch of the bloodline like this. And my parents divorced when I was a toddler, so it wasn’t even worth the slightest bit. Now my greedy kike foid of a mother is leeching off child support and almost succeeded in literally brainwashing me into hating my father.
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Before you ask, no, I’m not going to commit suicide. At least not any time soon.
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>inb4 KEEKKKK NU/POL/SISSIES ARE KIKES OHNONONONONOO NOT LIKE THIS im trans btw
You frogniggers won, just this once
>inb4 kill your family
tsmt
R: 23 / I: 0
i genuinely hate my race so much bro, its not because im a black neo nazi or anything, its just that its so frustrating to see the way we act, niggas in the hood kill themselves all the time over the dumbest shit ever, chicago has been in a gang war since the 2010s and there's not even gang leaders there, rappers then began to glorify all the shit that makes niggas go on and kill themselves, especially drill rap, most of the guys doing drive bys in the hood are 15 to 20 and get killed at 25 or less, i could say more but idk what to say honestly
R: 1 / I: 0
I dont remember seeing this board at all
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why are my friends suddenly so pissy and acting like im not cool enough for them anymore
R: 7 / I: 0
snca
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im so fucking stupid and shit, my life is probably better than the actual dnb but im more fucking sad than he would ever be growing up there. i dont wanna ropemaxx because i have people who would be sad, but they cant fucking help me/have not yet (besides my uncle). i really dont know what to do because i cant live like this for any longer but i dont see a way out without getting put on
>le depression list dont let him have a firearm because he'll ACK and shit! dont let him in the military either!
the government wont help me, my family wont, and ill be fucked for the rest of my life. im socially dead and im nobody's first choice despite everyone else being my first choice. its nothing like what i was told it was and im just left in this state of emptiness. there are people that kill for their life and yet im so blind as to not be able to live with my own. ive tried to tell my parents im burnt out but they dont fucking listen and just go with their own view of why im burnt out as if i wouldnt know myself because
>ive been in your exact position before and i know you better than you know yourself (even though only you could know how much you're burnt out)
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>HELLO MY FELLOW SOIARYANS I HAVE A HECKIN PROBLEM YOU KNOW I FELL BAD BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A GIRL YUNO I AM IN INCEL MANEEE RELATIONS ARE EVERYTHING MANE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS MANEE HELP MI FELLOW SOIARAIANS I HAVE PROBLEM I DONT HAVE GURLFRIEND YU KNOW I WANT TO KEEP COMPLAINING MANEEE I AM HECKIN UGLY MANEE
R: 9 / I: 5
how insecure are robots
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hello, just gonna blogpost my experience that i had last night.
i live in sheffield and went out to the busiest area of the city, going to around 4 different bars that were completely full of students, and whilst lining up people were being nice enough and conversating, asking what i do and where i live etc. but nothing really interesting
one thing that surprised me is that a few people assumed that i had a girlfriend or that i was wealthy/smart etc…for context im a 5'11 lean guy and i'd rate myself like a 6 but my social skills are a bit shit so my dating life doesn't really exist

anyway in each of these bars i just stood around and didn't really know how to talk to people or start dancing since it's pretty loud and uncomfortable to be in those cramped settings, i only had like one or two drinks in each bar spending about £10 in total and then swiftly left after just watching people dance, sing and "talk"
i only had one conversation with a girl but it was because i was in line eating on some breadsticks and she just asked why i was eating them, and she asked for one. her body language and tone was like neutral/friendly, she didn't look like she was particularly interested in me

i really don't understand how vast majority of people my age enjoy going to stuff like this, i really prefer smaller bars or settings where your eardrums aren't exploding and you can actually sit down and talk with people
R: 1 / I: 0
lookmaxxing is misogynist
R: 18 / I: 2

my brootal trip to the inner city

walking through two streets, i saw:
>a norwood 6 homeless man who hadnt showered in days walking in and out of a cornershop trying to talk to the indian cashiers
>another homeless man with a massive head of hair and a bushy beard sitting outside of that same corner shop who shouted at me in complete gibberish
>a homeless woman with scabs all over her face making strange movements outside of a different shop along the same street
>various other homeless people not worthy of note
>multiple tents situated in alcoves, some almost completely fallen down but still presumably with people living in them
>pigeons picking at the bits of leftover food near the tents
>one of those "tech repair shops" that are comprised of nothing but fluorescent lights, white walls & floors and shelves of vapes, bootleg goods and some vaguely phone related goods which seem to be everywhere now and are always ran by indians/pakis
>an abundance of shitskins, particularly jeets and arabs, to the point where there were probably just as many of them as there were irish people, if not more, all with the very same subhuman, sub80IQ stare
>one of the fattest and ugliest negresses ive ever seen in years
>filth and rubbish strewn about the footpaths, despite the presence of bins, accompanied by a lingering smell of piss
>a globohomo amerimutt food chain in the midst of it all, with the vast majority of their front tables being occupied by groups of working age arab males
seriously, what the fuck can i do about any of this? voting is completely ineffectual, all the established political parties, save for maybe 2-3 fringe truly right wing ones who collectively make up maybe around 5% of all votes, are EU lapdog turbogolems who will import more and more rapefugees regardless of the public consensus. if there were a modern day equivalent of mosley's blackshirts or o duffy's greenshirts, i would join in a heartbeat, but there isn't. there are no real life youth oriented right wing movements focused on reclaiming europe and the west as a whole, its all just chudcels on imageboards and jewcial media arguing over ideological minutia and baiting each other for gegs. i cant help but feel a great sense of despair towards the future of my nation and the west as a whole
R: 4 / I: 1

my life is fucking meaningless

The only reason I haven’t roped yet is because Dr. Soystein has my drugged on Zoloft and Wellbutrin so I remain a compliant goycattle zogslave. I have no friends and go to a depressing community college. I still live with my parents. I have a stack of unread books and an electric guitar I haven’t touched since the day I got it. I spend my days browsing YouTube, xitter and SNCA imageboards that aren’t even entertaining anymore since it’s all recycled zoomer garbage or meaningless political slop that’s meant to make your clitty leak. I don’t believe in religion and can’t even blame the joos and be a chud since I’m a mongrel half Hispanic amerimutt that will not go to hyperborea o algo. I fucking hate this existence.
R: 21 / I: 1
Should I quit the sharty and generally leave the internet and only use it as a source of learning since theres a lot of useful stuff like math courses and such? Downsides are, I feel FOMO missing out what happens on bald men with glasses website, i dont have anyone to interact irl and the 'party fills that hole, I feel like ive made friends here and I have to keep up with them, the 'party shaped my world views and ideology into its best form, stopped me from being a cuck who supports trans rights and refugees but at the same time, not a larper overly edgy 'cord 'gram clittycel. But for the benefits, my life would drastically improve as I start fixing my life instead of being glued to the screen all day, I would go outside and feel the real world which makes me really happy
R: 2 / I: 0

Linguistic race-mixing. God weeps.

blacks just saying shit, oblivious to the fact that they’re themselves proving their declining cultural relevance. They’re so fucked, soon as they’re no longer the center of society’s attention.
R: 1 / I: 1

how to sex hack

>download tindr hinge reddit

>find fat retarded white women with neckbeard cuck husband


>look normal/10 and match with them


>show up to house and gets rocks off while husband watches, repeat until sick of septum piercing or until dick can't get up because fat bitch


still remains unpatched, just don't bring up israel.
R: 10 / I: 1

How do you approach girls

need advice
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I've finally had a good day and it feels great.
I woke up at 9am, did work outdoors for 3 hours, spent time with my family until 3pm, studied for almost 5 hours and worked out. I don't remember the last time I've had a day this productive.
I think the way I achieved this is by not flooding myself with dopamine until i finished all my work. Don't use your phone in the morning, get some sunlight, set your computer or phone to grayscale mode if you have to use it (it really helps) and avoid cheap sources of dopamine.
R: 2 / I: 0
>think about talking to a girl I like
>see her
>walk past by
anybody else do this?
R: 12 / I: 0
how to find a girlfriend that is not a normie who uses tiktok or instagram 24/7 in turkey
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/r9k/ survey

It's over for me but would any of you bigoted chudcels care to take this survey and post your results here (no datamining i promise just trying to see if there are patterns/trends) also only take this test if you're a man (whatever that means bcs penises are heckin' social constructs and you can cut them off because nothing matters sweaty o algo) foids kys

test:https://www.idrlabs.com/gender/test.php
R: 4 / I: 2
>have trouble speaking
>have trouble critically thinking
>have trouble talking to people, even friends and family
>extremely awkward and can't keep up with conversations
>always on da fuggen computer
im unironically brainrot maxxing
R: 23 / I: 5
I'm ashamed of my little brother, 13 years old. He's much like I was at that age, but he's even worse. (The fact that I turned out to be the kind of nigger who vents on a soyjak imageboard should give you an idea.) For a start, he's twice the faggot I was. I'm embarassed to admit I had a period where I was obsessed with femboys (with fucking one, not being one btw if that matters). He is a step beyond that. He's a James Charles-level faggot, the type of nigger who pisses sitting down. He's also developed this gay Californian accent while I've been speaking posh South London English since I was 10. Additionally, he's worse than me in every skill-based activity. He's worse at maths than I was. He's worse at standing up for himself than I was, and gets his ass handed to him at school on the daily. Hell, he's even worse at Splatoon than I was, and that game is all I every see him play these days. Aside from Stardew Valley, of course, that fucking faggot.
He's a huge pussy, too. I was speeding at 80 kph on an isolated street during DNB hours while he was in the backseat (I haven't gotten my driver's license renewed *cough* *cough* spare me jannies), and he started crying from fear. Need I remind you he's 13? In retrospect, it was a pretty bad idea on my part but that's the kind of situation that warrants anger, not the kind that warrants curling up and crying like a wretched child.
Bonus: I went onto his 'cord where (as I later surmised) he's presumably being groomed and did the thing where you say "im trans btw" and everybody there was like "well i can't say i didn't see it coming". Bloody hell. I've tried beating his ass in the past but it makes my dad's clitty leak (even though he beat me and his mum beat him). I can't really change him since the rest of my siblings are "on his side", so to speak, and despise me for being a chud. So I'm at a loss, really.
R: 20 / I: 5
was overweight until age 16 and am now permanently stuck with a subhuman soibody

fellow soifats, you gotta drop weight asap, you have 0 time left
fat turns testosterone into estrogen causing you to undergo stunted development
R: 9 / I: 2
do you guys use the radio or nah? i think its more convenient than having a playlist but also then again i could just download VLC on my phone and make my own playlist
R: 10 / I: 0

Fag rage

5 months ago I got rejected by my crush and ghosted by all my friends, forever being alone and stupid, I finally get new classes and I can’t get away from my past friends,I feel so anxious and mad when they pass by me, I constantly over think knowing they see how ugly and weak I’ve gotten, yet they ghost me but reply to my post of the xit, I hate that, why ghost me but talk and reply to me. I hate them and wish to cause harm to everyone for humiliating me, but I could never hurt someone without worrying about my consequences. I feel gross and castrated
R: 14 / I: 1
Did you have any run ins with fringe internet communities before the sharty or is this your first one?
I wanna know if there's a pattern that could be attributed to the behavior of the soyteen's social behavior and relationships. Are we all just cheeky little shits or not?
R: 1 / I: 0
I have job interview next tuesday.
My week of unemployment will soon be over.
R: 14 / I: 1

does anyone want to actually kill people

idk but I constantly have violent thoughts. Any other redditors relate? I specifically have these thoughts related to indians btw.
R: 8 / I: 0
How the fuck do you find people who are worth being friends with? I always need to wear my normie mask to socialise with people, never found anyone who is on the same frequency of 'tism as me.

Am I damned forever? soynostate when?
R: 6 / I: 1
Well /r9k/, Is she right?
R: 15 / I: 2
Baby
R: 1 / I: 0 (sticky)
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.