My Clittycel World
I am 18 years old, in my final year of second level education, and I feel as if my life is entirely devoid of purpose, meaning and ambition. I have absolutely no aspirations whatsoever and I haven't so much as given college a single, serious consideration. I do not have any "courses" I am interested in, nor trades, nor anything. I do the bare minimum work to get by in school, and, despite living a better life than at least 90% of the world's current inhabitants, I do not feel fulfilled or optimistic. I've known people who have tried to cope with the crushing burden of modernity in a multitude of ways, but the most embarrassing I've seen is the constant self affirmations and "positivity" that things are alright outside of the news and that you simply need to "go outside, bro". I don't even watch the news, and by merely leaving my house, I am already subject to a horrifying display of societal rot, licentiousness and moral decay. Modern roasties are almost parodically evil and/or moronic in every way possible, the birth rates of the European continent are low enough to be eclipsed by singular African countries, the youth of today are incapable of acquiring not just housing, but even temporary residency, through no fault of their own and they (I should say we, thoughever I have never worked a real job) are competing with foreign shitskins who will happily work longer hours for less money because they are such inhuman vermin that living in abject squalor, packed into filthy apartments like sardines is a living condition they view as acceptable.so...tell me anon, when and how did (You) start browsing imageboards?
in my experience, i started lurking latinx imageboards as a zoomer because a jewtuber i used to watch introduced me to imageboards which in turn helped me become the person i am now. im still seething to this day21 day Dopamine Fast
I've seen a few self improvement threads around here this week that inspired me to make my own. I've been addicted to gooning since I was 13 and spend all day doomscrolling Plebbit and Instagram getting engagement farmed by 80 IQ Indians and literal bots. My rules areHow do I get people to stop calling me a pooner?
Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.Nofap thread
The title is self-explanatory. I wouldn't say that my problems with pornography are excessive, however it's something that I still don't feel proud about and want to change about myself.ITT I document my journey of my 16 day dopamine detox.
My whole life has been wasted on mindless entertainment and addictions that were forced upon me since I was a child.How the fuck do you find non-normgroid women?
I know this is THE most retarded question to ask the sharty but where and how do you find sisas who are not complete normgroids, ive already dated like 2 normDIETIES that texted me all day while i didnt chat much by not acting like a autistic fuck and not mentioning the sharty at all, but now i want non-normgroid sisas who are as autistic as me so that i can no longer be forced to keep it in, any advice to find them? You can just say where these sisas are and thats itnever felt free to express this
>inb4 this might be a threat of violence or self harmmaybe you will just starve
>educated goyim path (job, renting a house/apartment)Women are Gayer than Homos, SNCA probably.
Since literally middle school (im in college rn btw), I have seen more and more instances of girls who are either fixated or straight up obsessed with gay people or gay sex. It genuinely irritates me to no end. When i was in 6th grade, there was a girl that I could only describe as a protopoon who was possibly the most annoying female-adjacent creature walking the earth. All she talked about was fucking tranime, and how she loved the idea of her favorite male characters being Homos. I had no idea about my self identity so lowk she was almost like a friend to me because I was a sperg loner until like 8th grade, but she literally referred to us once as looking like fuckbuddies, IN MIDDLESCHOOL, and that was about all I remember of that because my poon sensor kicked in and made me steer clear. Every other girl who liked anime from middle school all through highschool had a similar thing, exept not so retarded and abbrasive. If they weren't talking to other faggot-loving femcel autists about how obsessed they were about their gay fanfic crushes and how wet it made them, they were fantasizing about poons and gaylords in every other form of media. Its as if every girl who manages to dodge healthy male interaction from ages 12 to 18 instantly becomes obsessed with watching two twinks eat shit out of each other. Obviously some girls were more annoying with this shit than others, and I generally get along with and can hold conversations amicably with gays and lesbians and trans ppl, pretty much everyphono, but god damn when they can't shut themselves up about it i get like retard cortisol spikes.I am genuinely afraid of intimacy
Like i had a girlfriend back then(I'm useless fakecel). We did not have a lot but we were already kissing, hugging eachother etc. But every time I kissed her I felt really really bad. Like I am a fucking filthy animal. I didn't even think about having sex. After we broke up, I basically felt uneasy and it was difficult for me to meet and communicate with girls. Is it ok or I need to take medsis it just getting started?
>be meDecided to write some more poetry
The primordial son flees full of sadness and despair,Has media obsession caused a rift in your family?
have a retarded younger sister who's an ragebaiting edgy porn artist on the internet, She's 15 and she just can't stop ban evading on several rule 34 websites and sites like 4cuck, contastly drawing gay furry niggerlodeon cartoon 'p with fucked up hardcore fetishes, loves getting groomed, EPI'd and sexting, sending death treats or gore and talks about fucking stupid cartoon characters like Rocko, Ren and Stimpy, Roger Rabbit, SwaySway from Breadwinners, Frumplequest, Homestar Runner, Mr Game and Watch, the robots from Mean Bean Machine, Wooldoor Sockbat, looney tunes characters, real school shooters, Mixels, and motherfucking videogame mascots like Bubsy, Daxter, Earthworm Jim, Rayman and DigDug and it's fucking exhausting and autistic. She also has a massive list of school drama happenings and switched to like 4 schools since she was 6 and one of them was attempting to throw some student to the stairs, stabbed a little kid's arm with a pen (DOCTOSSSSSSSS). I'm seriously considering cutting her off completely. It's almost as if they got infected by mind aids brainworms that sometimes spasm and makes them go on multi day insufferable autistic schizonigger rampages.I kinda miss my dad
My parents divorced when I was only a caca. As a lot of kids like this I lived with my mom. Father still was meeting us and we spent time together. That was until the moment i became more mature. Then he started to tell me a lot of bad stuff about mom and her family(which was obviously a lie). I wasn't telling her but one day I said because I couldn't resist anymore. Then we had somtheing like pause with unsuccessful attempts to make things right again. Finaly in 2021 we stopped communicating altogether. I still feel sadness time to time and don't know what to do. Sorry for bad english I am an eslGODSHOULD I JUST SHUT IT DOWN
Hello sharty. After almost 2 years on bald man with glasses website I'm ready to blogpost.I cant be well rounded
> DecemberGood collection of self-improvement guides i found
https://mega.nz/folder/v6AzSDSJ#9nFO3qrNGUEKs3M-uMFfuwDid you ever donate?
I decided to start donating monthly to help protect orangutans. A lot of them are abused in horrific ways, including being exploited and sexually abused by filthy jartycucks in India. I used to not think much about things like that, but now it really hits me. It makes you realize you can’t complain about how awful the world is if you’re not doing anything to try and change it. Maybe what I’m doing won’t make a huge difference, if at all, but it still feels worth trying.How do I quit the brapjak.farty?
I already left on last year’s November but somehow got back to posting. It’s still fun and all but I’m noticing the impact it has on my general mood and behavior, like prolly every social media platform, yet you are more investigated in Imageboards since they tend to be more like a game where you really interact directly with users instead of the boring static state that generic social media finds itself in. Tips on how to avoid browsing the site every time after you literally just woke up?Can faggots be Intellectuals?
I've given up dating women; primarily, their diverse and widely differing character traits put me off. I wouldn't describe myself as bisexual, although I do think it would be more complete for me to venture into the world of homoeroticism and find someone somewhat similar to me. It's important to me, however, that my partner is rather calm and thoughtful. Now, my empirical observations have contradicted me: faggots have always been loud and trivial. Nick Fuentes fits this image, he is ideological, unbearably loud, and has completely submitted to the mematic sociolect.I can't stand people like that and long for someone with whom I can engage in armchair philosophy on the balcony during a cold winter. Of course, I'm fully aware that generalizing from a few examples to the whole group is unreasonable and, above all, illogical, but so far nothing has changed my mind. What do you guys think?Y'all are normie faggots pretending to be non-normies
You are not special, As a true non-normie I see pattern how normies try to Larp as non-normies and call actual non-normies as normies. Stop the faggotry, real non-normies dont talk to people and they dont care about normie things like relationship/dating with normie foid(And normie foid larpign as non normie) YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL, YALL ARE SAME FAGGOT NIGGERSrumination tips? (OCD/pOCD/etc.)
what are some tips to stop ruminating? i find myself getting caught on thought loops occasionally, especially because of obsessive-compulsive disorder.I'm a woman raped by incels
This guy who I stalked for months raped me. He had 10 or something more girlfriends. I told him not to stress. I cooked for him and I looked after him. He then cheated on me! I hate men. Men are disgusting cheating beings. Fuck incels fuck lonely men.should i start using more social media and see the news?
Basically, i dont have a single social media besides a messaging app so i can talk to my friends and family, i mostly spend my day taking care of my plants and listening to music, along with that i dont check anything on the television so im a dummy when it comes to that stuffBrapzillian newGOD chud here
SNCA rant but i'll try to keep it short.I feel like a dog
I just spent an hour infront the door of the girl i love. She kicked me out because she fell asleep and did not feel comfortable with a man in the house plus she was not very sober. I know i should be angry and i should be but this girl is the one i want to live with. We both love cooking, history, have the same youtube recommendations page, we love our cats, shes 5'3 im 6'1 so yeah opposites directions but similar distance from average height, i love her i love her i love her i love her.TO PEOPLE WHO OBSESS ABOUT LOVE
Love was always sold to people as a end-all be-all solution to every single problem you might ever have. If you're miserable, life will magically change if you get someone who'll love you. I'm not saying that love is bad, it isn't, but obsessing over it isn't going to help you one bit. The truth is that if you want some real effects in your life you have to focus on yourself. You can't change everything, but you could educate yourself, work out, do fucking anything besides sitting on your ass and whining that no one is here to save you from what YOU ALONE have (or haven't) done. Everyone in this world has different struggles, including me and you, so find your purpose in life, learn new things, and fight to become better.this website has utterly raped my mind
my own mental processes are so foreign that the guys who would be just like me, cant relate to mi.ill relapse so whatever fuk my chud life
Im going quasi bhuddhist mode for a week and will be distancing myself from any forms of social media and vidya games for a week, and everything else except for my alarm app and anything work related. Basically im gonna try to unfuck my life, or at least attempt to. Because NGL i don't know whats gonna happen but i'll try mentaining a healthy routine and see what works and what doesent. What's for sure is that my base dopamine level will be lower and i'll concentrate more, or something. I should probably start my grand plan right now because its very late at night. See you in a week and wish me luck. Please.Problems with being PMO-free (WARNING: ESL)
So I haven't seen any porn or jerked off in about 60 days and I've noticed a lot of benefits, including:faggot
I need to r/offmychestthe most broootal political blackpill of all
we're at the point where even the most bluepilled of normgroids know that all of the world's most wealthy & prestigious individuals, from the british royal family to jewish hollywood executives, are all a part of or at least heavily implicated in a gigantic worldwide globohomo pedophile-sadist cabal. things that normies wrote off as not mattering (how does it affect you personally, CHUD?) or a schizo conspiracy for leaky chudcels have been proven true. the most brootal part of it all is that nothing is going to happen.should i consider a professional?
in the last few months, i couldn't help but notice (and others sadly noticed it too) that i became very volatile and even in normal circumstances i feel angry and/or terrified because of some random thoughtshow do i talk to real girls?
i basically goon to AI and watch vtubers as my sole source of entertainment. picrel. they're comfy and safe and good people and i like them because they wont hurt me or reflect the parts of myself i dont like to think about like real girls do. I'm decently attractive and not socially inept, well as much as is possible for someone who posts on this site. So it's not that I'm a total chud. it's just girls make me freeze up and i get scared because even if they're nice they might hurt me in the future or worse i hurt them because i sperg out or something. i dont really think thats likely but you know, what if?Total Covfefe Death
I am tryna quit caffeine but everytime I do I end up just getting back on it literally a week/days after.advice for the socially isolated incel 'eens who use this board
this board is filled with ugly socially isolated losers (like any /r9k/ board) but the difference is most of you faggots are around high school to college aged, meaning a lot of you niggas aren't as fucked as your developing low testosterone brain tells you. ill tell you the facts on how to at least swerve off the path you're on right now. why should you listen to me? because ive been like you all for most of my life and ascended 2 yrs ago and left you all behind and i feel like need to give back to the community.Do i join the men in green
I like climbing around and i hate people so im thinking of doing this while i remotely do a biology degree (first i will need my sec 4&5 advanced math and science, ive only done advanced sec 4 science ive got asperger so math is easy outside of learning new thing otherwise once i understand there are no issues.) I think the army is a good way to kick my ass into gear since im having trouble doing it myself. I have no fear of heights, i love adrenaline, i used to do rock climbing, as a child i was climbing so much my doctor noted i had the most muscularly built back he had seen in a kid my age, 6'1 and i need to be away from drug by living in a camper going from body of water to body of water making maps of aquatic bio diversity for the government and anyone reallyIs it immoral wanting to work for defense contractors as an engineer?
I've heard they pay really good and it would be a job I would be happy in, however I'm afraid moralfags would shun me from society and that and tell me that i'm a heckin genocidal for making "death machines", hence why i don't tell people my real dream job. What do you guys think?Power doesnt corruot people
Power dosnt corrupt people. People are already corrupt. Most people are deeply selfish but lack the power to express it.Looking for a chuddy based foid
Hello, this is the Buddhist guy from the thread about how to find chuddy foids. ive decided to put out my "advertisment" here. I know this is cringe and 'tarded but im embracing it.its been awhile
Hey robots,‘Teens is it over for me?
Guys I messed up I got a little bulimic today because I’m a fat amerimutt or something and my moms upset heard myself throwing up and when my mom came in the bathroom and said why I was throwing up I had to tell the truth because I couldn’t lie in time, now my foid mom took my scale and she is scared and concerned for me. Advice?/quit/ lets quit porn forever
/quit/I am screwed
the biggest mistake of life was done this week. my school had a ice protest and I noticed they had posted a pic of there signs on the schools Snapchat one of them saying "the pilgrims were undocumented too" which I replied too saying they were and made modern America. my enemies had replied to me, not saying anything to debate me but to humiliate me, they had posted pics from my cord account, showing me saying I would rape (this was a while ago) I thought this was bad since everyone at school can see that but no, it got way worst. an mixed black mutt had said I have 'p via telegram, I obviously dont, after that I got super worried thinking how everyone now thinks I'm a cord groomer, I couldn't sleep that night, later at school I had kept quiet avoiding everyone, hoping they hadn't seen those post, my heart and mind were racing thinking I'll be called to the office at any moment, luckily nothing had happened but all I know is my social life has completely destroyed, I couldn't stop thinking about getting home school but I'd have to wait next year. I want to rope so bad but I know my enemy's would laugh at me for being so weak. in other words, its overReaching the pinnacle of boredom
College isnt challenging, no gf, hobbies feel empty, I have to get a job soon, not enough structure to feel off the clock when it comes to homework (they expect me to spend 3 hours a day self-studying but I am giving them 30 minutes at most. I would need meds to fix my executive dysfunction but I need to use executive function to get them), and the lingering need of survival.neurodivergent and/or high intellegence
Yofemcels are real you hateful chud. Women can blackpill too.
if femcels arent real because they can find some random guy to stoop down for a hookup, then male incels arent real because they can pay for a prostituteIs this really it?
I am at the end of my first semester of collage and so far it all just feels like high school again. Almost all my colleagues have very unserious attitudes and when we hang out they don't really want to do stuff. Half of my professors are assholes and the other half doesn't really give a fuck about teaching. I thought life was going to get more interesting but so far its still a nothing burger.'try on the 'log
When you're uncertain,disconnected from heritage
Title, anybody else feel that modern society has this effect? No doubt all part of the globalist elite's plan.Homeless because of my poop fetish
I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.leaking about modern day discourse
Browsing the 'gram for like 30 minutes gives me a feeling that the societal discourse is increasingly fracturing, I have the feeling that we as a society are degenerating further and further. Half of all modern "intellectual" contributions consist of ideology, blind repetition, stupid conspiracy theories, or buzzword-throwing. (This literally applies to every Political direction but mostly the right since they literal treat 4cuck memes as an intellectual source)
Niggertit duet
It's just a nigger tit and it cannot be that badsome party
A friend took me to party for the first time yesterday. When I got there I saw some foids and tried talking to them put they pushed me away. I got bored and went to the black and climbed a small shed and sat up there, I got bored and starting making a finger gun pretending to shoot the people there. a foid came up and tired to talk to me but when i tried asking for her number she insulted me! So i tired pushing her put it doesn't work then she slaps me and climbs down and goes away. I'm still sitting up there when two of her friends [i assume] come up to me and push me off. My ankle starting hurting a lot then i had my friend drive me home. I told about my ankle and he said it looked bad so he took me to a hospital and they showed me i fractured it. So now I am home with a fractured ankle.