intrusive thoughts over complete nonsense
how would i go about dealing with them? they seriously bother me over the slightest shit (like genuine mistakes).the girl with the showa haircut
what can i do if i have this girl on mind? and i am not even mad that she doesnt want me, i just want to accept we will never be friendsi need you to judge me 'teens
i quit my horrible gooning habit a while ago, but i have been really disgusted with myself recently.What the fuck is wrong with egirls
I've been falling down a rabbit hole recently: What the fuck makes internet women (the cord/chan/semi-obscure, toxic internet community type) want to look like THAT? The dyed hair, eye contacts, the obvious filtered look, the excessive makeup, the piercings… it all looks the same. I can't say the style isn't cute, but the people associated with it just creep me out. Many drug addicts, people disconnected from reality, and just straight up depressed seeming.Oneitis thread
Have you ever had a oneitis? I think the only time I actually had a crush on a girl, was in grade 11 (around 1-2 years ago). I remember sort of stalking her at school, to the point of obsession. I also dumped too many loads to her but I never had social media and just thought of her.Sweet Christ, what is happening to me?
This week we're having some quarter year exams or whatever in the uni and I'm really stressed about all the results since these could be quite heavy on what might happen to my life later on. This Sunday, a friend has sent me some NSFW pics of a furry BHM, the result of which being me, a straight male, snapping and doing you know what to the aforementioned images. Now I can't spend a day without looking for fat furry males or roleplaying as such. 'Kay, do I need help?dreams
because of poor sleep and general tiredness, i fell asleep around mid day yesterday and had a dream. though i cant remember every detail, i can recall that i had this strange compulsion to cover my penis in duct tape. it was something i was completely resolute in doing, and i can vividly remember the image i had in that dream of me going through with the act, yet it didn't materialise into anything more than a thought. even though i was in a dream, i was too hesitant to do it despite how much i felt like i had to. i cant really remember much else, except that the house (my house) seemed to sort of merge in and out of tony soprano's house, probably because i was watching the sopranos on my phone before i fell asleep (gemmy show btw o algo).Total Gooner Death
Yesterday I got the really strong urge to jerk off and watch porn, but I used pure willpower, fought through it and it passed. After I felt empty and bored, but then later i looked at myself in the mirror and i felt really happy. I realised I have to remember that great feeling so now i think i'll be able to quit porn sooner or later for sure. stay strong chuds don't give in it's well worth itMental Health Problem
I have problem with being lonely and I discovered radicalized groups to fill that void. I dont interact with people because of my trauma bring ignored and strict parenting, I grew up with internet and my parents didnt care about me, they just gave me other things but not being loved.My parents are divorced so i live with my mom. As time passed(I am 18 in college) I felt more social isolation, I didnt have friends in school before and it was small interactions because I thought they are too normie and boring. After school I went to college and its my first year of college, and I just feel lonely and I think nobody understands me and my mental problems. I tried to fill that void with being interested in radical groups and my mental health went down further making me more emotional and anrgy that when I went outside I just avoided any interactions or eye contact - only hate, but after being dissapointed in these groups I completely went on nihilistic mode. I started being apathetic and now its harder for me to do something because I simply dont care, even my assignment I started procrastinating and passing in at the day of deadline and playing games or doing nothing every day. Can someone give me and advice or words how to handle this situation (Sorry for My ESL english, I came to america 3 years ago aka at 2022 from post soviet country. And yes, I am not slavic, I try to assimilate but it sometimes hard when You remember you past times being in my post soviet country, also I forgot to mention I have OCD since covid and my hands sometimes be fucked up because i extensivly wash them with soap, so I use hand cream/lotion. I am also very shy, 172 cm and skinny cause I dont eat a lot)I have a crush on a girl in my accounting class
I wanna ask you guys some advice, or really I just want to talk about this and get some opinions, there's this girl in my 3rd block class in school (accounting) and I suppose you could say I have a bit of a crush on her, the thing is I haven't even talked to her, she sits in the row behind me pretty close to me and it feels like shes all I can think about every time I see her, she seems nice but shes really quiet and doesn't talk to anyone, we have the same lunch period and she always sits completely alone as do I so I was thinking I could try talking to her there by asking if I could sit with her but I'm very worried she'll find me weird or annoying, I'm also a bit worried she might be a mega toxic liberal o algo since she has bright blue hair and a bunch of piercings but its not my biggest worry, i couldn't even really tell you what I like about her she just seems so perfect, shes kind of short but not super short, a little bit chubby, she's probably around my age but I'm pretty sure shes a little older, and she always has this look on her face that I just love, I don't stare or anything like a retarded gigasperg but I always find myself looking at her at lunch evendoe she never notices me, I'm just worried she'll think I'm boring or weird since I don't really stand out at all, I'm tall but I don't do any sports or anything so I really am just a boring person I guess, I don't know I just want your guys' opinions or advice about this, thanks for readingWhat the fuck do I do
I am 90% sure a girl likes me, she’s not bad looks wise, but oh my god she’s the most annoying bitch ever. Every time she speaks I wanna fucking murder her. she’s so socially inept and doesn’t even realize it, and that’s coming from a retarded little fuck like me.
schizo e-girl
been e-dating literally my ideal waifv bvt irl, shes young, white, beavtiful, virginal, rich, loves cooking, trad, hates jews and groids etc. however, she vsed to be really into self harm (doesnt cvt anymore), loves 'o and wants me to beat her, like, really really badly.How do I get people to stop calling me a pooner?
Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.regaining self respect and gaining a better mindset
i know this is honestly dumb and im aware i made another thread like this one, but i've been feeling like a complete zombie anymore after what a few years of excessive porn use put me through.Nofap Blogpost
Not a regular poster here, but I've decided this is the best board for itbeing normal after a low point
recently i got out of being addicted to goonslop, which had also put me through a tough part of my life for a while.School project
At school in science class i have to do a gene baby project and when I got paired with a foid she yelled no for everyone to hear. What the hell do i do now. She also called me mentally disabled and thinks i have a mental disorder and this is gonna be hell working with her. What can I doMental Health issue
I have problem with being lonely and I discovered radicalized groups to fill that void. I dont interact with people because of my trauma bring ignored and strict parenting, I grew up with internet and my parents didnt care about me, they just gave me other things but not being loved.My parents are divorced so i live with my mom. As time passed(I am 18 in college) I felt more social isolation, I didnt have friends in school before and it was small interactions because I thought they are too normie and boring. After school I went to college and its my first year of college, and I just feel lonely and I think nobody understands me and my mental problems. I tried to fill that void with being interested in radical groups and my mental health went down further making me more emotional and anrgy that when I went outside I just avoided any interactions or eye contact - only hate, but after being dissapointed in these groups I completely went on nihilistic mode. I started being apathetic and now its harder for me to do something because I simply dont care, even my assignment I started procrastinating and passing in at the day of deadline and playing games or doing nothing every day. Can someone give me and advice or words how to handle this situation (Sorry for My ESL english, I came to america 3 years ago aka at 2022 from post soviet country. And yes, I am not slavic, I try to assimilate but it sometimes hard when You remember you past times being in my post soviet country, Also I forgot yo mention I have OCD aka germophobia and my hands sometimes are fucked up because I extensivly wash it with soap so I need to use hand lotion/cream)Never goon thread
Didn't wanked my shit for 36 hours after relapsing after 5 days of no gooning. The way how orgasm destroyed my clarity of mind made me feel so bad, there just wasn't anything that would feel "rewarding" to me, like i did things that i like but they just didn't make me feel good as usual, every time i have a desire to jork it i remember this and my desire goes awaySelf Improvement
How are (you) trying to better yourself? As stupid as it sounds, I’ve been using Omegle clones every now and then to practice talking to people. I can now hold a conversation and eye contact, even with SISAs, noticeably longer than I used to.Hewwo
Hello I am new at this funky name site "soyjack.party" whats your opinion on LGBTQ+ and diversity?I came here from tiktok and know little bit your lingo and you are do wholesome and 4chan culture, I just wanted to visit to debunk 4chan being toxic. Love your wholesome wojacks also. Thank you :3I had a strange relationship with a very beautiful girl.
They were the best 2 weeks of my life, she was not only beautiful, but nice, witty and interesting. It completely changed my perception of what women could be. We became very good friends. She was so different to me, I always overthink and am fearful, but she does things without thinking. One evening, we left the place we were housed in, we went in a supermarket and she stole us gummies for us to eat. We had a lot of fun together. We promised to keep contact.How do I cope with being a stain on my family's name?
I have by far the worst genetics of my entire family. I have three older brothers and all of them have blonde hair (ranging from light blonde to dirty blonde) and blue eyes. They are also all 6'0 and above. Though my parents won't admit it, I was definitely a mistake. I was born 6 years after my second youngest brother, and all of my brothers seem to believe I was one (not that they hold anything against me for it). Getting back on topic, I was cursed with dark brown hair and green eyes, which makes me not only look like a swarthoid, but stand out a lot among them. I am 5'7 and it's doubtful that I'll grow any taller.I have problem with orientation
Recently I thought I love girls, but then In college I liked one handsome guy and felt something in my brain. Its not that I support lgbt and trannies, infact I hat those faggots, but the fact of this recent even that occured made me miserabe and I dont know what to dothere will be no critical mass of redpilled women
The young men are becoming more conservative because they need to confront reality head-on: they receive no attention from women, the current system gives them no agreeable way forward, and they have an instinct to self-actualization.Special interest getting in the way of my life
It's too distracting, it's giving me severe financial consequences and it's burning away time I don't have. I've asked reddit if I can get rid of it and they say it's impossible, fuck them. Being brutally honest here, everyone who has autism is a loser, myself included. I'm getting nowhere asking other autistic people online for advice, there's nothing worth of value. I'm so frustrated.i did mot care for femboys
I am not attracted to femboysanime is ruined for me
being into anime and cute things/characters has gotten harder and harder the more I've become aware of the lolipedo side to everything, and also more aware of how young girls get sexualized in japanese media. and it honestly makes me so sad because anime and anime culture (inlcuding vocaloid), has been a big part of my life since i was a child but now that im older ive noticed more of these themes and witnessed more of the disgusting depraved side of it and i cant help but feel a sense of disgust when i see any like "short" or "cutesy" anime character because my mind instantly starts thinking about how people will sexualize it. (and it also makes ME feel like the weirdo because my brain instantly gets reminded of the bad)… i try my best to still enjoy the media i like and appreciate cute and wholesome things but the more aware ive gotten of this type of pedo culture the more i just want to throw everything away and move on. It genuinely feels like ive been exposed to some sort of "forbidden information" that will just plague my mind forever now, i know its always been a known fact that chink culture is full of pedos but i just wish there was a way around this so i can continue to enjoy this type of media and be into cutesy things
What is it that you enjoy/like about women(other than boobies or whatever)
Whenever I talk about my struggles with homosexuality here, chuds are quick to tell me to just drop the faggotry and start dating women, but that easier said than done when women just seem so undesirable to me.My Friend is Becoming a Furnigger
I've known this guy and have been best friend for 5 years. I was always the more edgy in the group but he would join in too, I knew he was gay but I didn't question it cuz why should I. But nowadays, he does this sorta "safe edginess" and actually acts like a 2016 SJW. For example, we were talking about CWC, and i said he's a crazy trannie that thinks he's a deity, nothing crazy, but then he goes on a rant about how that's wrong and that even if he's a bad person I can't say that. I was just cringing during his entire rant. And now he posts boykisser GIFs and does those weird emoticons, he has a reddit account to goon to femboys, he told me he IS a femboy, and then says he is a furry, AND now he's fucking transforming one of my other friends to be a furnigger like he is. I don't even recognise the guy anymore, I don't hate him because he's technically done nothing wrong, but what's next, he gonna say he's a troon who need surgery or he kills himself, it worries me what he's doing to himself and if he's possibly trying to change my other friendFocus
>come back from college or other extracurricularsmissing school
I’ve been sick with a virus for around 6 days by now since it’s been passing around my school. The thing is however if you miss 6 or more days of school you get credit only which means all of your grades drop to barely passing. I’ve been out of school for at least 6 days by now due to this illness I have. My mother and father are polar opposites (they are divorced btw). One the one hand my mom wants me to stay home if I have the slightest sickness, and my father always wants me to go to school. I don’t wanna get fucked over in school but I don’t wanna constantly go to school feeling like shit. What should I do?why porn & gooning is le bad
When gooning for a long time,one thing a gooner while not always but likely will experience is Porn progression,what is that? It's basically when you goon to normal porn so much that it's becomes boring,which leads to escalation towards more and more Xtreme fetishes just to feel the breaking of a taboo this can lead to Zoophilia and also 'p.Nufriend candidate is a fag, need help
I met this person at the library, but he's kind of a faggot. should I befriend him and convert him to the trvth or should I let him be? I'm lonely and need new friends and this guy has some interests in common with me but he has pride flags and other faggot shit on his personal belongings. is it worth it chudbros?Better than me
I'm but a stain in my family, they're all better, way better than me, my sisters surpass me in every single aspect, and they are disgusted and hateful towards me, they have always seen me as a retard and a burden to the family, but they try their best to hide it with fake smiles and compliments, and guess what? everything they think about me is true, i don't deserve love, attention or support from anybody to my mother i'm a retard, to my father i'm a faggot, to my sister i'm disgusting and a freak, they all hate me, and their hate is righteous, i will never be something in life everything good I do or have I will it spoil sooner or later, the lord has given me a fight that i cannot winIs this pointless?
This might be fucked in every possible way but I started being attracted to my friend because we have been talking one on one more recently. I've always thought she was very lovely but never had an attraction to her. The problem is that she has an online boyfriend of like a year and a half. She somewhat complains about him sometimes when we talk, mostly about him pushing his views on to her. I don't know if I should even try anything because it just seems fucked to just sit and wait for her to break up with him even tho its an online relationship that would probably end. Should I try to snap myself out of even liking her or does this seem somewhat feasible.voluntary clittycel
im not sure if many r9kteens can relate, but i think a lot of my lack of social success and status is, to an extent, self imposed. i have been given opportunities to "ascend" in terms of status per se, but i almost always turn them down, because i dont see the costs outweighing the benefits.Gayest Form of Bullying
pretending to be nice, like saying girl has a fake crush, talking over you while pretending to "conversate", giving the victim free shit or saying they're the funniest person they've ever met is the most faggotiest form of hazing, but also the most psychopathic form of it out there.Am I cucked
I've hit the rock bottom now and I am posting here. I've been talking to a girl for 3 weeks now. I knew she's great from the start and we had lenghty and fun conversations. However, a week later, I had a hiccup and I told her that I really like her and then (because I am very paranoid cuck negroid) I JUST HAD to ask her like a fucking moron if she likes me back. She said yes, but she still wants to know me more before a relationship. (Usually the main give away that she won't date you) We are still talking, we hung out and I also took her to the cinema. Sometimes she just says "talk to me" or "I want to talk to you". This hiccup still stresses me out because I don't know if she's using me as a cuck or she genuienly wants to "know me more". Our 3rd date/meetup is coming and I am sort of loosing it.Is it over for me?
I'm a female who is 3/10(as most people say) I'm not fat, I don't have acne. I just have a big nose, small chest and glassesIt's going to be alright
I'm not scared for the future. Many of my fellow Chuds are such doomers when it comes to basically everything, both politically and not. I however, feel optimistic for the future. I will find my beautiful wife, we will get married, we will have beautiful white children and the government we live will be a right-wing paradise where lefties are far less common. Does this mean i will just kick back my feet and wait for these things to come to me? No. I will still put in work on my body, my charisma, my work ethic and the betterment of my political allies. When you look at the world like this, the phrase "Don't forget you're here forever" sounds more like celebration than anything else.Nusois...
My hrt has failed me.I don't want to become an incel
I don't want to become an incel. I don't even think I'm that conventionally unattractive (I'm obviously not top of the chain maybe somewhere just below the middle), but I have substandard social skills, I don't like to party or go out that much, my grades are shit despite me being autistic ally interested in history and politics(unrelated, just makes me more bitter) and I have several good friends but not that many compared to others. I try so hard to quit gooning and porn which I know is slowly going to mess me up(I tried easy peasy method twice and it didn't work), I procrastinate constantly and I have shit self esteem. With all of this I went from "I don't want a girlfriend" to "I want a girlfriend" to now "I don't think I'll be able to get a girlfriend". I used to believe in all that regular "blue pill" shit but I'm very disillusioned to that now. I actually can talk to women and do so fairly often, but I'm still awkward as shit. No girl has ever been attracted to me and I have been used as an emotional tampon before."Chad" wants you dead
Something that's becoming increasingly difficult for me to ignore about incel culture is how few of them seem to realise no one is helping them. No one is giving them advice, no one is guiding them away from false hope. All the nomenclature, all the memes, all the studies they're being provided, all the 'mogging'. It's not a community. It's a vocal minority of not ugly but not THE MOST attractive men calling themselves incels to be le edgy bullying ugly people for being ugly until they kill themselves. I have no idea how anyone sees it any otber way. These people are allowing themselves to be constantly mocked for even thinking of trying to not kill themselves while they imagine this is the only community they have, they dismiss even the most basic advice as wrong because they've heard it before while being told "that's not a real option, that isn't either" and so on until there is nothing left and when there's nothing left they ask "so now what?". But I'm the one who's coping if I try to actually give these people anything to take comfort in, because "chad" has told them they're not allowed to try. These people hate you and they want you dead, I'm pretty sure they're actually going to try to kill you all one day, just get out while you still canI'm worried I'm going to die alone with no friends, no relationship and by my own hands.
No matter what I do, it seems like I can't fit in. My entire life I've felt like an alien observing another species while they look at me like some animal. I can't learn how to socialize because all the people around me are tribalistic herd monkeys that can't fathom the idea of individual existence. If I'm not "one of them", then I'm an enemy or a foreigner. People are too lazy and impatient to let me into their lives and learn hey they behave.Fake ass friends
I was in a group for a college class last semester with a Latinx and a nigger guy. I’m going to law school after college, and they’re gonna try to do construction management. Despite being pretty different, we hit it off pretty well and began hanging out outside of class. Legitimately, they were the first friends i had in college, and I will graduate in the spring.genuinely schizoing out
I am a computer scientist, I've been one for a while, and I don't really trust my main devices any more, I think intel has some tracking shit related to Intel ME that you cant remove, anyways, I wanna write certain things I wouldnt want the government knowing about cause I know the government will scan your shit using the backdoors in the CPU so I've taken on the task of making my own system using old ass microprocessors from around the 70's along with making my own OS to get around this problem, is this normal???porn induced brain damage?
i have quit gooning for more than 2 months now.CAR DEALERSHIPS ARE OBSESSED
Muh hecking green text coming o algoHave you ever felt so much hatred it starts feeling like feel like attraction?
Very embarrassing thing for me to admit but I’m very, very mad at someone. So much so it feels like obsession. I replay every interaction we have—positive or negative-over and over again in my brain. I sometimes catch myself glancing at them. When they talk with others I feel the need to eavesdrop. I’m not dating and never wanted to date this person, I’m convinced they’re my soul’s sworn enemy (even if it’s one sided).gender disphoria
id never troon out. I'll kill myself before that.Do you think prostitutes are disgusting?
It's hard to imagine having a prostitute suck my dick when she most likely in the past was paid to eat literal raisin by some sick degenerate. Also it's hard imagining myself putting my condom covered dick inside of a prostitutes vagina when past clients definitely had raw sex with them. What would happen if the condom would rip? I could get a disease, that's not fun.Any other self-hating faggots?
Does anyone else here hate themselves for being a faggot? I like girls but I'm also(sadly) attracted to guys(the entire body including the face, so probably not epi) and every time I jerk off to the thought of men I feel disgusted and want to kill myself. It also makes being around some men harder because every time I find myself being attracted to a man I feel feminine and emasculated for feeling that way and it makes me hate that part of me even more. I will most likely never indulge faggotry sexually and I will never tell anyone I am one. But life is harder like that. Any suggestions on methods to manage this shit?