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Tinnitus sucks

Any chance of that shit being cured in the next 40 years? If not how do you cope with it?

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Most people see me as disgusting and I'm still female presenting. I have weird fucked up fetishes (scat porn, female chastity, humiliation). I genuinely feel like killing myself sometimes but it makes me so wet to think about some guy, obviously stronger than me, spitting on me and insulting me. I will never be masculine. why the fuck does it turn me on so much?

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gooning

The idea of quitting gooning is painful for me. I know it gives you ED and its le bad but I deep down i know i'll never get laid and this is my only way to emulate sex

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sleep

I've been having issues with sleep for some time now. My main issue is not being able to break the routine of bringing laptop to bed, and then proceed to do stuff on it until 3 or 4 am. Problem is that I feel pretty vividly awake during this time, in fact I like to study a lot during this period all kinds of stuff, both for work/college and personal. It feels like my brain is in its most focused state, I think because of the quietness and comfort of the night. I think it started during highschool when I'd study until late night to pass tests (it worked and I did well) and it just kinda stuck. But having shitty sleep takes a noticeable toll on me, both physically and mentally. I'd love to change but I don't know how, I've tried putting all the electronics away, which resulted in me staring at the ceiling for hours, I work out to get tired but I still can't fall asleep. I usually sleep for around 3 hours a day, and then 12 hours during weekends when I don't need to be anywhere.
<night breeze space
If (you) have/had similar problems, what worked and what didn't? Or maybe are you fine with things the way they are?
And anyone who has experience with pills, can you share whether they worked or not?

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wat the foids doin

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>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes

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i unironically became this old pinterest meme. its hard at first, then it gets better. i look at the girls walking by. if they smile back if almost makes me jump. i never listen to music, just a little pondering. besides, elliott smith sounds best on iem flac played off a computer, not spotify

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strange happenings recently

Ok so occasionally for the last month and the last few days in particular I have been feeling consistently low mood and tearful and even a bit hopeless for large chunks of the day. And I have been finding less and less enjoyment in things that used to give me dopamine. For example, while I still generally enjoy playing video games, doomscrolling feels much more pointless, flat and hollow than it did before, I have had little sex drive (doe I'm KV) in the last few days and don't watch porn anymore, (I've also never really liked parties and have been to very few and have never done drugs). Also for a while now I've been exercising give or take 5-6 days a week now and I like it. Basically I am finding progressively less and less enjoyment in instant/rapid gratification things and now I feel as if some of them are actively mentally unpleasant. I have also started reading much more again (I used to read LOTS as a kid but it sort of dropped off for a couple of years, then came back, then dropped off again pretty much fully), just today I read for almost 2 hours straight while I was at college instead of socializing (for the last few years have mainly been reading history and now some philosophy and a bit of sociology). This has also partly contributed to a feeling that my mind, and ESPECIALLY above all, my outlook on life, has changed significantly over the past couple of months, I feel like I'm recognizing very harmful aspects of the modern world for what they are but as a consequence (also due to college exams stress) I've been very low of mood recently, and bedrotted for like 4 hours yesterday doing nothing but staring into space. The past few days I have cried in private for a long time every day and have felt quite numb and hopeless. It's just that there's so many ways we weren't meant to live nowadays and there's so much evil and unnaturalness in the world and so on, to the point where I have had thoughts of roping (which I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do because of how sad it would make my parents it would be really selfish to do so I won't)

But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraging people from suicide. Like today I was talking with a friend and it came up independent of me speaking. So idk if I'm being an obsessed schizo but surely these are signs from God no? It would make sense if true, at my lowest mental point that I can remember and at the peak of my hopelessness I saw some signs. Idk this seems minor and obsessed but it's been bugging me the last day or so.

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Have to live with a couple I know irl (not my parents) and the woman just fucking rageleft with the dog and left her disabled wheelchair-bound husband alone with me because they had a fight over fixing the car. Everyday I spend here, the more mysoygoingin I become.

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I've put it off for forever now, but I've decided to sit down and watch Watamote. It's really quaint watching something "relatable" for once as an ugly sub-4 manlet who hasn't had any real friends in a decade. It's evident to me now why it's a "underground hit" or whomeverbeit.

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guys if we just let master chief become a foid we will get pussy

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How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.

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Nothing would leave me for fulfilled and satisfied in life than dancing with a girl. The thought of just getting lost in a young girls eyes whilst moving in tandem - willingly and longingly - makes me want to weep. Gripping her hands and swaying about with chemical sparks of what makes up love practically shooting off in any and all direction like a firework. There's something so warped and wrong in the fact that I cannot, and likely will not be ever able to do this. I've been to a singular school dance in my entire life, and I spent the three hours alone sulking in the corner of the venue, all short-lived attempts at getting into the large wealth of students dancing in the center being rejected by my own embarrassment. I have so much love to give and no-one to give it to. Kill me now.

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I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself

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troons

is it just me or is trans stuff isn't that deep? Like, do you really think being not right sex is your biggest problem right now? I unironically don't understand trannies just be yourself or some shi and start doing something usefull. I am a cis man or some shi and i NEVER even questioned my gender because i don't need to!

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Why is it like every person is retarded but me? Everyone seems like cattle that keep getting herded, they don't have any spirit in life they just exist. Even most "chuds" are still fucking retarded. I have never met a person that actually is similar to me. Am I just better than them all?

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well?

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even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn

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retard tries to play the drums, gets very upset and ragequits

Up until yesterday, I was of the belief that one of the reasons I feel bored, frustrated or sad most of the time is because I simply don't have any "productive" hobbies. Frankly, I don't really have any hobbies at all. I only frequently play maybe two or three games, all of which are singleplayer and none of which require any semblance of intellectual input or meaningful mechanical skill whatsoever, and I divide the rest of the time on my computer between this site, 4clitty, YouTube and my eclectically-used writing document. As an attempt to break this monotony, I decided to try something new for once, that being the drum set which my sister received for a birthday aeons ago and which has coincidentally been collecting dust in my shed for nearly as long.
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The shed is completely cluttered and full of old, useless junk, so I had some difficulty reaching the tightly packed drum set and sitting down to play. I loaded up a YouTube tutorial which explained the very basics, followed by another focusing on playing the most simple, barebones sequences. I can't fathom why, but even the most basic things, rhythms which literal toddlers who aren't even capable of reading and writing can replicate, came to me with difficulty, in spite of repeated practice. The absolute beginner melodies used as short examples for their sheer simplicity proved to be something I took a lot of time to get the hang of even with repeated trial and error. Even still, when I finally managed to get things right, it did not feel rewarding enjoyable, just a minor lapse in frustration and contempt, underlined by the feeling that I will never be good at anything. I went into this activity actively trying not to compare my progress to others, which is something I often hear hinders motivation, but even while blocking my mind from focusing on these thoughts, it was utterly ineffectual. After some time of having at this, I got quite upset and felt a lump forming in my throat, which prompted me to say some veritably extreme things in desperate prayer, which was then followed by me putting down the sticks and retreating back to my clittycel cave.
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This experience has only served to further drive home the realisation that, even when I try to "have fun" in a productive manner, all it does is make me frustrated, hateful and upset instead of bored, agitated and restless. The sad thing is, this applies to virtually every other hobby I've tried in recent memory, even things as trivial and useless as unfamiliar videogames with unfamiliar gameplay systems. I'm not autistic and so I don't sperg out over minute adjustments to my environment, but I usually prefer to keep things the same, or, more specifically, within the same framework, and so it is not often that I try radically new things. Even when I tried my hand at the drums again today, I just could not get into it. When the tasks became too difficult to perform, I just became annoyed with my own incompetence and the gradually growing understanding that I don't enjoy playing the drums, or even the mere concept of being able to play the drums.
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I simply can't understand what other people, namely "talented" people, have and experience that I do not. Tangentially, I recall an experience I had about a month or two ago, where, in a fit of boredom, I searched up the name of a third-rate rock "musician" I stumbled across through the Spotify recommendation algorithm. This was likely influenced in part by my hatred for his retarded song titles and poser-y self presentation, as well as finding most of his music to be uninspired and gay. I opened an article about him where he briefly detailed his music-making journey, and it sort of took me by surprise how he had began not only playing, but composing and releasing music in his early teenage years. This provoked a visceral feeling of resentment, disgust and hatred within me, and I turned off my phone, took out my earphones and did not listen to any music for the next 2 or 3 hours. It is lamentable that, even though my sensibilities and tastes are a lot less terrible than his are, at the end of the day, he is capable of creating what most people consider to be music and I am not, even if it is only faggy music for retards.
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In spite of my better judgement and all that I have said, I still find the idea of being able to play an instrument slightly enticing. I think if I were able to play one, and able to play one well, I would have something concrete to ground my identity to, and I would at least be able to pride myself on doing something sort of semi-worthwhile with my free time instead of absolutely nothing at all. If (You) have any advice for me and my predicament, or have had any similar experiences with musical instruments or just hobbies in general, it would be worth sharing.

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Degroomed myself

SNCA story how I degroomed myself
I used to be a retarded leftoid furnigger that did nothing but play troonfortress 2 all day. That changed when one of my friends tried to convince me it was ok & “natural” to goon to feral. I immediately realized how fucked up and degenerate a lot of this shit was, and got off the computer for a solid 2 months. Started working out, started volunteering, and overall just started to be more social.(long story short life improved by 10 fold)
Dont give up bros. if I could improve my life from being a pathetic furnigger gooner, I’m sure a majority of you guys can.

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just relapsed on fetish porn again I can't keep going like this I try to stop but nothing works dude

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I just gooned to neutralplier, my name is Ernest Khalimov and here's my story.
I was scrolling on xitter when I came across 'jakked tranny autism hypno caption porn, of course I immediately became erect. It was some literal woo tranime with a 'plier cropped onto the head, and that was enough to give me a raging boner. I jerked off to only that picture for an hour straight until I shot my cum over my phone, my cum is relatively thick (mostly comprised of the liquid, not the sperm) so there's like a layer of plasma on my screen.
Of course I'd never lie on the internet, so I put it on my soul that I did this.

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does edging work

And when i mean work, I mean like will i get bigger nuts and last longer during sex

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Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide

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I don’t know my purpose

I know what I want to do, I know what I like, I have good habits and I know what hobbies and interests I’d enjoy but I just don’t why I want to do any of this stuff.
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All I do is go through the motions. I attack shit relentlessly but I have zero reason to continue doing something so my productivity is always fleeting.
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Idk how to find this. I’m trying to keep myself open to it but I just don’t know where to look.

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Average thread on r9k be like:

>How do I stop gooning my little clitty to tranny porn

>DA WORMS MAKE YOU GAY!!!

>I'm a sad little faggot who doesn't know what to do in life

J.S.I.D

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I want a sharty boyfriend but I don't know how to get one?

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not being able to keep or make friendships as a girl

as the title says, i struggle to keep or make friendships. my last "friend group" was a couple years ago and i had multiple instances where these girls would drop me then reach out a couple months later with a shitty sorry apology. i like to wear cute girly japanese fashion shit and this makes it even more difficult to befriend people because they think im even more retarded then i actually am, im constantly made fun of or tormented in public (Like my local mall) by normies and i just dont say anything in response, like fully go mute and walk away. i dont have any friends and ive been trying to mask it like i dont care but it just hurts. does anyone else struggle with friendships

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You might have remembered me posting about an autisitc SISA back in December/January who was interested in me

I ended up dumping her because xhe so obviously hates herself (even if she doesnt realise it) and is incapable of improving her life

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I really just dislike living. I could improve my problems but I don't even want to anymore, just being alive is becoming a chore for me. I'm beginning to dislike people in general as well. How do I manage to stay alive for like 60 or 70 more years of this bullshit?

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8 years spent obsessing over anime girls

8 years spent obsessing over anime girls, i am proud of myself and love my life. this is the most happy existance ever, this is the true life

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the foids cant understand me

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Should I?

About me: hi anons I’m a loser from NH and I want to rope myself, however, my mom is always making sure I don’t, it’s starting to piss me off because I just want to do it b4 she realizes something’s up. Any help is appreciated

(Btw pics unrelated)

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We need to kill the r9kpooner.

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im a chud song

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Doubts about the wormpill

I have my doubts about the wormpill can it actually cure homosexual feelings? I hope it does but the reason why I have my doubts is because the theories about PINWORMS (Enterobius vermicularis) specifically causing a desire for anal sex by secreting pheromones/hormones/chemicals that alter peoples attraction/make them attracted to men is iffy. It doesn't appear that there is any evidence for pinworms having the biological capability to do that. I know you could chalk it up to "oh well actually its a global conspiracy in the medical world to cover up the fact that pinworms can do this" but I'm doubtful I feel like deworming could be cope. Don't get me wrong I'd like to be actually proven wrong but it seems silly. All the possible culprits would be through the 'anal-oral route' of transmission, and many are protozoan parasites, the only other parasitic worms spread through the fecal-oral route appear to be Giant Roundworms (Ascaris lumbricoides) and Whipworms (Trichuris trichiura). But when I look there is little concrete evidence there. THOUGHEVER one study I could find said "Homosexuality and oral-anal sex were the most important risk factors in E. histolytica, G. lamblia, and helminthic infections", so there is something there, and in that same study when comparing the relation of said (gay) activities to worm (helminthic) infections the P value was below 0.05 which in scientific experiments or studies indicates statistical significance (not sure what stats test they did). Anyway there's evidence for and against but there doesn't seem to be enough for.

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green'toss & some questions

>Kike moves into my house a month or two ago because his grandparents kicked him out, but my parents like him for some reason
>Get home today after first day of training at new job
>Tell my mom about my schedule
>She starts making a huge deal about the fact that I get off work at the same time that Kike's graduation ceremony starts, eb&oe he goes to a shitty school with <50 people, and he's only friends with around three of them, so the whole thing's snca other than one of his several wiggerspawn half-sisters, who I've never even heard of and he hasn't seen since he was a caca, being there for some reason
>Tell them I didn't feel like going in the first place
>Zone out looking at the chicken pot pie in the oven
>Hear a bunch of retardbabble and realize both Kike and my mom are yelling at me
>Kike shouts "you could've just said that you couldn't make it," eb&oe my mom was aleady leaking about it to him while I was in the room
>Try to yell over them
>They won't shut the fuck up
>Yell for my dad to come settle it
>The literal half-deaf retard yells back that he can't hear what's being said
>Kike storms off to his room
>My dad walks in and I ask him what the big deal is
>He starts berating me
>Says some variation of "You really don't get it, do you?" over and over
>Tells me I shouldn't even try to understand and should just do whatever he tells me to
>My mom's rubbing her eyes really hard like a schizo
>Ask her why Kike would care
>She says some snca about people at most schools making a big deal about graduation
>Remind her that I didn't give a shit about mine because nobeidore went to my school, and Kike's is no different
>She says it's not about schools, eb&oe that was her entire point
>She starts rambling about going to my school functions when she and my dad didn't want to, eb&oe I never asked them to, I didn't want to attend any of them myself, I wasn't allowed to drive myself (eb&oe I passed driving school without any issues), and their attendance of my graduation was expected by the school because they're my parents and not some guy who isn't even affiliated with the school
>Remind her about them not letting me drive myself
>She probably says some more snca, I forgot
>My dad storms out with a bowl of chicken pot pie
>He says "don't even talk to me," eb&oe I wasn't talking to him
>Ask my mom if she's crying because her face is red and her eyes are puffy
>She says she's "done crying for me" whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean
>Go to my room to finally eat my chicken pot pie
>MFW I remember I work at the same place as my mom, and Kike starts there in a week or two
</r9k/ space
In the two or three hours since then, she's been constantly nagging me about work shit while I try to write this, so I've annoyed her as much as possible during our interactions. Anyway, does this sort of thing ever happen to you guys? It's happened a few times since the kike moved in, and I'm not surprised because I've known him for around nine years now, and he's always been very kikeish towards me: annoying me and acting like I'm a schizo when I tell him to stop, getting people (especially my parents) to violently leak at me for no reason, etc. I think I should finally beat the shit out of him (gently or whatever, mods) next time he decides to be a slf, but my mom has been threatening to not help me pay for college, and I think it would be a waste to end up doing HVAC or something after having maintained a 4.0 GPA. Should I do it anyway?

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I don't see fakecels as "human"

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My foid gf is a yumeshipping, bpd having schizo nigger

I've been with this girl for about 6 months now, more and more problems have started to come up. She was normal before but has been acting like a retard for the past month or so. She obviously has bpd, is overly jealous of me having a girl best friend (i see her as a sister and have known her for about a year and half, and she's my gf's friend too). The 3 of us have had a talk about this 3 times already, and she obviously still hasn't gotten over that niggardly idea.
Now, about the yumeshipping part
>you're jealous and you're a cuck
I'm not jealous at all. I just can't keep on listening to her going about this genshin character, as it's kind of the only thing she ever talks about lately. Recently the character died in the lore, and she's going on and on about his death for 3 days now. She also cried about it too. Talked about how she wishes he was real so she could hug him. The worst part of the whole yumeshipping thing is that she's "non sharing" , which basically means she's overly retarded. There's also been something with someone calling her ship invalid o algo and she had a massive chimpout cuz of it. I really feel like she chares about that stupid fictional character more than me. I've been thinking of talking to her tonight, and if she has a chimpout or dismisses my feelings entierly , i'll just drop the relationship and wait for her to take her medz (become normal again)

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>sending pooner ex monthly anonymous encouragement messages so she won't lop her fucking tits off
I'm such a cuck can somebody go to my house and kill me

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It might be over 27m

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before i give all my data to the jews, is Hinge worth using? I have no idea how else to meet women and i dont know to act interested without immediately alienating them which is the main problem for IRL interaction

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every time my brothers come over they want to watch Star Wars and visit comic book stores. Last time we drove 4 hours to spend 2 hours at a comic store, I was so bored. I don't care about any media franchise but everyone here is so obsessed with Disney and shit.

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worthless snca rant thread time
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I'm tired of seeing threads of bots denying that their gay when they're just fucking gay… like we dont care if you're a faggot just stop being an insufferable faggot who constantly posts about it, /r9k/ is for hating foids and being and incel(or volcel wizard chad) or just random posts about bullshit and interesting conversations and you niggers just make it all fucking "how do i stop gooning my 2 inch weeny to men in dresses" or "how do i stop fantasizing about sex with my friends" YOU NIGGERS ARE JUST QUEERS ALRIGHT THERES NO FIX FOR IT YOU LIKE DICK AND BALLS NOW SHUT UP ABOUT IT OR AT LEAST MAKE ONE CONTAINMENT THREAD(a queertainment thread if you will) SO I CAN GO BACK TO SEEING KEYED SHITPOSTING AND FOID HATING THREADS

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How do I cope with my brother being a chad who attracts women without him even lifting his finger (we are both in the same level of autemit) while my face melts into my neck and ill forever be a clattysell

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Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.

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i hate femoids so fucking much

i hate women to the poin i wish my body would not have a sex drive i hate this whores they go against everything i stand for fuck them i am better than woman

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So I cracked a trans girl. It was not awful but certainly not as fun as it would have been with a real girl. I know this website hates troons or whatever, but I don't, and I gotta say it ain't all that. Most of them I imagine don't have a ton of sexual experience and come across as very passive. Not too fun in bed. Much like having sex with like a virgin or something. I will be sticking with cis girls, and I recommend anyone who's had those thoughts about cracking a femboy or trans or whatever to do the same.

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I hate women and simps

That is all

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foid eggs

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I think everyone here should watch Hamza Ahmed on jewtube and get on self improvement.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvKddAXU4qdEOPw_z04CMyLw4gBQ-1MZj&si=SIKRQ5HlDRIZ3ZdY

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water fasting for 40 days will rid you of most of your ills

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What was a hobby you use to do but now quit and why?

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only time in western history wben women have been generally less religious than men since the fall of the roman empire btw

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How do I stop picking my nose

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my mom got mad at me because i dont wear appropriate clothes for my age

i 21M dont like dressing super formal but my parents have been pushing me into getting basic tees, shirts and polos because im a grown man o algo asi.

i usually wear tees with graphics on the back and a pair of jeans.
what do you think teens? is my fashion style ok or am i being childish?
i dont want to spend 100 bucks in new clothes and sneakers that i dont need just because my mom doesnt like them

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Happy Pride Month:3

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why has so many people forgotten to say please and thank you + essential manners

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How do I deworm

I keep seeing people on here talk about deworming and how apparently it helps out your mind a lot but how do I do it

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why do femoids stand-up sensitive young men? If shes just attention-seeking then why does she schedule a date just to not show up? Why do femoids not respect people's time?

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i wish if there was some rich nigga who'd let me borrow some of his money so i can move out tomorrow morning i can't stand my mom turning her apartment into a fucking clinic and then chimping out at my cats for just stepping outside of the room.

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How do I cope with being unintelligent?

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am i attractive /r9k/?
yes i bent my back to look like this my spine is normal normally dw

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Jarty was the best soy-related website of all time

>slow

>comfy

>actually used by WHITE 4chan/sootist sharty oldGODS

>mature conversations and interesting discussions

>wide variety of topics for wide variety of chuds

>people were not ashamed of themselves, did not make soytrannyniggerfaggotry as the whole identity of themselves, were enlightening and spiritually ascended in Nietzschean sense to just BEE who they are and not let hatred/discrimination, bandwagon or trend affect them

>almost no spastic redditard shitskin underage migrants like on the shitty, aside from constant raiders

>created by tech savvy nature loving anti-corporate anti-consumption libertarian aryan old /g/ GOD who kept making new OC all by himself

>soy is just a niche, not the whole purpose of website

>not an echochamber like shemmycucks

>not obsessed with identities like shemmycucks

>not a cucks whiteknights like shemmycucks

>not a traitors like the shemmycucks

>not a pussy like shemmycucks, even when daily spam begin with slopjaks the jartychads never did install email registration approval to post or other gigacucked methods to prevent users from posting

>unbothered and calm, even when slopocalypse began by 3 obsessed soybooru shitskins they didn't even bother to create similar content, because they didn't want to fall on same low level as them

Jakparty.soy was the best website after 8chan, frenschan and pre 2015's 4chan. Only kohlchan nowadays remain this level of diversity of interesting topics and comfyness, probably because the average userbase are White.

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.seconds 0 for muted been have You !content Unoriginal

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Which side are you on?

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this thread is hella dead as fuck. Well im a a real bbc AMA. One thing i kind of prefer hags

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how do i stop lusting over black wompas? should i?

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2 years ago a prophecy was made saying something bad would happen on may 29th, 2026. it was posted in /r9k/ so im assuming that bad thing will happen here

if you somehow clicked on this board before the 29th do not click again until the 30th.

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My dad: uS wHiTe HeTeRoSeXuAl mAlEs ArE tHe MoSt OpPrEsSeD nOw

My transbian ass:

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I have an IQ 50 points above the average in my country and am unable to relate to or form relationships with anyone. Everyone I talk to clearly thinks I'm retarded and feels bad for me. I don't have any mental disorders, I'm not autistic, ADHD or the like

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how to stop using this site

On average i scroll sharty for 2-4 hours a day because im bored and have nothing better to do. I feel like brimstone bait is taking its toll on me and id see much less softcore porn in my day to day life if i quit this website. In general just want to see less porn and gore and other imageboard kultch aur o algo. I dont have any other social media and i mostly phonefag here. Is there anything more wholesome out there on the internet or are there any better way to waste time?

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My situation is just incredible
I'm just a regular heckin' bigot who hates all furfaggots, I want them dead, they're an abomination
Even cartoon furfags
However, it's different with Averi
for some reason i find averi cute and precious, although I DO NOT LUST FOR HER, very important
I only find her cute, like as a pet
Does this make me a furfaggot? i dont think so, since i dont feel this way with anything else
what do you think r9k wizards?

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Fuggen Tiktok

Does anyone else waste all of their time on tiktok? Ever since i started using it like 3 months ago,my life is: wake up,go on tiktok for 3 hours, maybe play video games or go on da 'tube if I can hold my attention for more then 10 min. I've tried quiting it but I have nothing else to do and my attention span is raped plus im retarted and have no talents

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There's this theory that when you climax, whether that be during sex or masterbation, you get slowly more attracted to the thing you see. Whether that be degenerate or not.
Now that the context is out of the way, I think I might be fucked. I was jerking off yesterday, and I accidentally swiped up (I was in my cameraroll), and I swiped into an ESL FNF PEDO video, the one where he's like "I'm just a venezuelean fnf, nigger minor attracted person, why iz you crackas so obsessed about me?" and I came, it wasn't a powerful shot, but it defiled the floor and I think this might be the beginning of the end.
WHAT DO I DO?

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Choose your girlfriend carefully

Many of you are desperate for any affection, but it's not always worth it.

Never ever ever jump at the first girl who asks you out or drops hints that she likes you.

Just had a terrible experience and I hate her and I never want to date again

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Is it trye, /r9k/?

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Ideas for other species

Need ideas for other alien species in muh short story

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what the fuck is going on

it feels like ive been seeing a lot of my discord mutuals from 2019-23 on the sharty recently. this is just lowk kinda weird bc like i know a lot about them. hell ive even seen the face before of a well-known namefag.
>inb4 heccin discord dog toes
i mostly used it for game servers and memes if that matters

anyways thanks for reading my blog

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Thinking about death makes me comfortable. It's the only thing that makes me feel truly at peace. My life is a complete disaster. I can't imagine anything ever being okay

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I hate my face

I fucking hate when i see myself in the mirror, or when im on my phone an it goes black I just want to blow my face off. How do you trucels cope with a ugly face? I dont mind people not wanting to date me as much as my own self hatred.

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The grip that BPDemons have over 'teens needs to be studied

ITT you guys tell me your experiences with BPD foids so I can geg about them. Also bonus points if they went to therapy and you somehow ended up in a healthy relationship with them

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I gooned on the phone with some foid that liked me at my school I thought she liked me but really just wanted white dick, I feel ashamed and I prayed for forgiveness but im just losing hope of ever feeling loved and I feel disgusted in my self. I want to throw up

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I am a disgusting subhuman retarded faggot that needs to DIE. Please make fun of me

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Drinking and listening to sad music while you're not sad feels weird

I've downed like maybe four 100 ml vodkas. Thwy're some shitty brand called baltik. They tastw like paint thinner but they work.
I'm not sure why i drank. I don't feel sad at all. I'm just in my room, it's 3 am, and i'm staring at the cwiling while listening to melancholic music. It's the same routinw i had when my forst ever girlfriend dumped me. It feels unnatural. I drank, yet i don't feel sad.
I'm also going to put a 50mg cuba snus (nic pouch) in to my mouth soon. I'll feel like shit but, i guess something deep down motivated me to do this. There's probably a reason i did this, but i don't know what it is. Maybe i'm unhappy with my current relationship, maybe i'm worried about my grades, maybe i'm just unhappy with my achievements in life and feel like a dissappointment to my dad. I don't know. I'll cry myself to sleep from how much i'm unhappy rn.
I miss my ex, my current gf is a bpd schizoid nigger, i'm failing a class, and i feel like im a burden to my dad. I don't want to feel like this. Only reason i haven't ACKED is because of my father. If i ACK, he's got nothing left in his sad pathetic miserable life , and i don't want him to ACK

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how tf do i help an EPI'd goonigger teen

i was on a gaming 'cord server and there's this one 14 yo guy who was often in the vc with me and 2-3 other ppl

he's a gooner but i think he's a nice kid and i wanna ungroom him & also i have a suspicion he might troon out

he's told me he started getting into feral porn, and said that he knows that it's not good.

we've had a falling out and pretty much stopped talking

wtf do i tell him to set him on the right path?

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Will start a half year cycle of human growth hormone and ghk-cu soon. AMA and wish me luck 'teens

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How do i spend 1200 euros that i got from my 18th birthday

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ban all fucken retarded wormniggers already

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what do i do?

so there’s this girl i’ve been hanging out with recently. i like her and she knows it but she said she only sees us as friends.
even still, there’s been a couple of times where she said she loved me, and sometimes it feels like there might be a chance.
soyteens should i give up and stay friends or actively try and get this girl to like me

picture unrelated

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where do i find an evil manipulative woman like this

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why are you people so obsessed with deworming i beat homosexuality like a man and without shitting my guts out by just ignoring any gay thoughts, now 2 years later im 0% gay

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should i add my highschool ex on facebook
She's a liberal artwhore and she gave me psychological damage but i miss her so much

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Sun tanning

Why do most people believe that tanning is always good?
Personally I don't like it, it destroys upper skin layer and it peels off, makes you look like a mixed-race mutt and you may get burnt so that your skin will become red and stay like that for long, that's way worse than brown. I think pure white skin is way better than tanned.

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where to find real women (not foids)

I've seen this asked a few times but I'm not satisfied, I need a definitive answer: Where can you find an actual woman to be with. A woman who will be willing to nurture and love you and who isn't retarded

>University & clubs of an interest you like
College and most interests that have a club (music, games, history etc..) have majority leftoids in it so that's a no go

>Online/Dating Apps
No. Tinder and all that shit is already full of dudes and just meeting online elsewhere like VR Chat or some lame shit is filled with troglodytes, normgroids, leftoids or some combination of those.

>Church Youth Group
Only one that is even worth considering. But all the women at my local churches are taken already

Really all the women I would at least even consider remotely appealing have already been taken. Where tf can I find a woman who doesn't want to abort babies to Moloch and consooom the latest cancer.

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convincing women doing porn and sleeping around is "empowering" is probably the most successful psyop ever, now every woman is a nasty whore and every man is addicted to pornography

we must all meet God

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I want to fuck robots

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if women were actually emotionally intelligent like people say they are, they would know what they are attracted to, they would know why theyre angry, and they would know what they want to eat

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W-what is deworming.??

I'm scared. Seems like a massive psyop. Have no idea what that is. But do want to stop gooning to my furry scat porn o algo

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giggers you missclicked, this is /r9k/, not >>>/qa/

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can you sad lonely faggots tell me some embarrassing information about your life to bully yall with

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im not even going to complain anymore. the world just seems so ruined. I could list a 1000 things I hate about the modern world, but what is the point. It's just so over. I know these end times are only going to get worse. How do (you) cope?

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Robot Test

ITT we do the robot test

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Children deserve the best.

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(Gmod) Psychedelics

For the majority of my life, I have been staunchly opposed to using drugs of any kind, including even the more "socially acceptable" substances like alcohol and nicotine. Recently, however, I have been thinking about the efficacy of psychedelics (specifically psilocybin and LSD) for fixing an inefficient mind, and if they would be worth virtually trying out in Garry's Mod and certainly not in the (((real))) world.
note: You can skip reading the middle three paragraphs if you don't want to hear me whining about being a genetic dead-end as motivation for wanting to try Garry's Mod psychedelics
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For the past year and a half (at the very least), I've been experiencing these recurrent bouts of negativity, for lack of a more definitive term. It's gotten to the point where I am led to believe I spend more time in them than out of them, though it's hard to tell, due to my perception of time's passing being somewhat distorted. I'm not mentally ill, and I don't want to speculate too much about the topic, nor do I have any neurological/developmental disorders, but I am of the belief that I am a bit more neurotic than the average person, although certainly not debilitatingly so. It feels as if the smallest things, challenges other people can simply endure and roll with, are more difficult for me to deal with: criticism, humiliation and studying come to mind first and foremost. If I experience one small setback, my mind immediately jumps to fatalistic scenarios and monologues about wanting to have never been born. I often feel like an animal, driven by fears and whims in addition to random and formulated impulses to avoid falling victim to something terrible and foreboding.
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Every day I would wake up, go to school, come home, walk my dog, sometimes make my own dinner, and merely completing these seemingly simple tasks was enough to sap me of absolutely all of my energy. Some days, I wouldn't even be able to bring myself to load up a singleplayer game to mindlessly run and jump around in, let alone anything that requires a modicum of brainpower or thought. I would spend most of my time on soypoop.shitty and/or 4cuck to making a number of concise replies and maybe posting a zero effort thread or two, and these few mundane activities would make up the bulk of my day. The only thing that motivated me to do the absolute bare minimum work for my final year of school, if even that, was my amygdala (or whichever part of the jewman brain is responsible for instigating fear) informing me that if I didn't do it, I would be humiliated and made to feel lesser, which is a true and reasonable thought, although not a pleasant one. Eventually, however, I began to gradually care even less about being humiliated and viewed as a retard, because the feeling that I should just go LDAR and accept that it's over began to creep in, that this life means absolutely nothing compared to The World to come. It's a very calming feeling, one that's difficult to logically argue against. Most things bring me little feelings of pleasure and reward, and it only seems logical that this life is not worth trying to make palatable. If most of my day consists of oscillating between boredom, resentment, frustration and self-pity, why should I make things worse by punishing myself rather than allowing myself to be punished externally? I could speak a lot more about my thoughts and emotions, but I don't think this thread needs to be any more disjointed and drawn out than it already is.

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Im going to walk in a random direction for 7 hours tomorrow because school is boring.

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genuinely what causes normies to act like this? It's happened to me before.

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anyone here use goodreads? lnk it maybe

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It never begin's.....

Whats the most brutal, irl balck-pill moment you had?

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Will try shrooms for the first time today with a close friend, will update after experience. (First ever thread btw o algo)

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My dad has a schizophrenic weirdo as his girlfriend and i cant take it anymore its been years since they were together but it just gets worse this is the worst it has ever been she truly believes im so evil person that takes everything from her hacks into her phone and what not shes super addicted to all sorts of drugs everyday shes screeching and yelling almost sounding like some witch i couldnt stand the constant fighting wether it be at night or middle of the day to point i would just leave the house which i used to be afraid of but today in the morning she directly came after me i feel so pathetic for yelling back and losing my composure so fast but i cant do anything at all my dads not forceful enough hes far too kind and i have no say in this i seriously dont know how to deal with it i cant move out either i have no money and im struggling to keep up with my job training and if i get sufficient enough it will be a long time till i actually find a job and get enough money from it

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Do I make a tulpa? I’m lonely and want a girlfriend but for now I can’t. Do I just imagine one? I think my brain is powerful enough to make the illusion palpable.

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i have OGD that leaks into real life and i'm a habitual shitposter
turns out the girl i liked thought i was genuinely retarded because of the way i portray myself and the fact that i'm a contraryan that says stupid shit all the time
until she learned i scored 1480 on the SAT (which is really close to 1488 the funny chud number)

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Hope everybody has a good day

Wishing you ‘teens the best for today :D

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Friends that you have no barely any interests in common with each other but you're still close and able to produce constant conversations with are the best types of friends. Keep them as close as possible to you

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Day 0 of no goon. Tomorrow it'll be day 1. Reppy to join the no goon tournament, last one standing wins.

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What are (You)r opinions on St. Elliot?

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snca blogpost fag here, must be nearly a year since i created my old thread?

im just here to say, dont starve yourself.

i was really insecure about my weight and started heavily restricting my food intake and it worked, i lost a lot of weight. but i have lost too much now. all my pants look huge and slide right off me, my hair started falling out, my stomach is so sensitive and reacts heavily to food now wether that be nausea or bowel pain. i feel extremely lethargic every day and find it hard to wake up and get out of bed.

the thing is i know that i need to gain weight back, i know these issues are being caused by under eating, but i cannot stop. i have an irrational fear of gaining weight and i cannot pinpoint why. i have given myself an eating disorder and i don’t want it to ruin my life.

i’ve started hitting the gym so hopefully that can encourage me to start eating a little better and dissolve my fear since im exercising 3-4 times a week now.

but yeah don’t do it, i should’ve listened. no matter what you think it WILL spiral out of control and you’ll lose all healthy perception on food.

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Converting to Judaism

I'm a goy who wants to be jewish because I have realized that goyim truly are inferior. How can I convert to Judaism and support the New World Order more?

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I just fucking hate this world and the human worms feasting on its carcass. My whole life is just cold bitter hatred, and I always wanted to die violently. This is the time of vengeance and no life is worth saving.

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Graduating today

Hey ‘teens I’m graduating today, so happy for the niggerhell of high-school to be over.

I had to deal with toons my whole senior year, thank fuck I don’t have to smell their rotting axe-wound anymore. Anyway blah blah blah, stay in school, don’t do ‘p and ‘o o algo asii…

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yall need to start nootropicmaxxing

Geniunely fuck worrying about all this stupid bullshit. Enough overthinking. Enough of being smart. JUST BECOME A LOW INHIB RETARD(YOU) need to LOWER your CORTISOL!!! The reason why youre an autistic resentful self hating lazy faggot isnt because its "your personality" or that youre "insecure". No, its because your amygdala(your brains fear center) is too large, causing you to have high inhibition, which RUINS your life. It makes you lazy, doubtful, and insecure. You will never ascend without lowering your inhibition. Thankfully there are ways to actually KILL your (((INHIBITION))). First off:

get it in your mindset that you should stop worrying

pray every day to the God because He shall give thee comfort

delete all of your normie social medias, throw your devices in a faraday cage because they emit emf radiation

spend more time in nature, nature is amazing

stop eating GOYSLOP. Don't eat polyunsaturated fats, refined carbohydrates, grains, starches, ANYTHING with seed oils. Your diet should primarily be based around animal products that contain lots of fat (cholesterol does NOT cause heart disease, that is an OLD LIE), and fruits for sugars and also vitamins. If you want a good snack one of my favorites is raw ice cream for bears. You can also eat raw and go full primal if you like but be careful. Ever get any parasites just take the horse paste (0.2mg/kg ivermectin(1 week on 1 week off) + 222mg fenbendazole(3 days on 4 days off) works like a charm. You are what you eat so if you eat sludge you become like sludge but if you eat good food you become strong.

stop listening to the cdc and fda, KEEP THAT JAB FAR AWAY

NOOTROPICSWhat are nootropics? They are supplements mainly derived from herbs(natures TRUE medicine) that enhance your bodily function turning you into a DEITY amongst MEN. Matter of fact i wrote this while on themHere are some good ones:

Tongkat Ali boosts free testosterone by 30-40%, destroys your cortisol, boosts your libido, and destroys brain fog. 200-400 mg standardized extracts daily. Pair with Fadogia Agrestis to fly your testosterone to the moon.

Ashwagandha (KSM-66) significantly lowers your cortisol. 600 mg daily.

Lion's Mane grows your brain and increases nerve growth factor which improves memory, focus, and concentration. 1g+ daily.

L-Theanine improves focus, 200-600 mg daily.

Rhodiola Rosea fights fatigue and sustains energy, 200-400 mg daily.

Creatine Monohydrate fuels ATP improving brainpower and muscles, 5-10g daily. Contrary to popular belief, you DONT need a loading phase. And also it does NOT cause hair loss, that was disproven a while ago.

Citicoline (CDP-Choline) improves focus and memory

Omega-3 fish oil supports brain neurons. Get from real fish

Magnesium (both glycinate and l-thereonate) helps with muscle growth, sleep, and brain power.

I started taking mushroom complex, l-theanine, ashwagandha, creatine, and magnesium a couple days ago and GOD I FEEL GREAT!!! Significantly lowers your inhibition and makes life feel a lot more fun. The first time i took it i quite litearlly went BONKERS and started running around and skipping and then just went into the pool that had like cold as ice water without any fear and played in there for like a hour IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE REJUVENATE YOUR BRAIN!!

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Holy shit why hasn’t quote shut down this faggot rape victim hug box already

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Drugs, recreational or prescribed

What are some of your experiences with Drugs? Here are mines:

>Alcohol
I first started drinking when I was 17 at a high school graduation party. Since then, I’ve been drinking once a week at the very least. I am immune to hangovers most likely because I’m tall stocky and I very rarely vomit to throw up. I’m not the type of person to drink when they’re sad because that only make it only amplifies my emotions. That’s how I know. I’m not an alcoholic, unlike my mother‘s warnings about genetic alcoholism on both sides. I have abstained for extended periods of time (>1 month).

>Nicotine
When I was 13 I tried a vape once and never did it again nor do I plan to start again, thank God. I resumed with Cigars at 18, where I'd smoke once a week at most at one point and I tried cigarettes at 20 and later Zyn pouches. the last time I've indulged was yesterday and I intend to smoke now. That being said I can control myself and I've also abstained from this at extended periods of time (>1 month).

>Niggerweed
I took edibles by accident when I was 16 and had a panic attack, it was my uncles.
I started smoking weed when I was 17 with a friend once and I started buying/regularly consuming it when I was 19. They say the first time you get high is the best, and I've been chasing that high ever since. The last time I smoked weed was sometime in early march and I didn't really get high since I rolled the joint like shit. I don't intend to smoke niggerweed ever again to be quite frank

>Psilocybin Mushrooms
I met my shroom dealer via my weed plug when I was 18 at the bus-stop when I was leaving work. He asked me for a container of cigarettes and I just so happened to have one on the ground and gave it to him. He introduced the mushroom dealer to me a few weeks later and I tried it out the first time with my friend, but we drank so either it was too light a dose or the alcohol cancelled out. I tried it a 2nd time alone and it was the most intense and sensory-inducing drug I've ever tried. I even had a wet hallucination where this Anime squid woman gave me head and I kept on seeing the Marionette from FNaF 2 to the left of my shoulder, but I also felt like my brain was growing so big that it needed to break out of my skull.

>Abilify/Aripiprazole
This is the only prescription drug I've taken and currently taking as I'm typing this. It was prescribed to me after going to therapy because my parents noticed some "anti-social" behaviors like leaving the house for extended periods of time to see an old man who'd pay me to walk his dog(s). I told the therapist that I had extremely negative thoughts I'd wish to silence and I was prescribed 2mg Abilify. I'd say so far it worked out but it appears I need a larger dose.

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ITT kvetch about your gripes with womenkind

I'll start

ahem…

women are immature

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Social media is the greatest glowie psyop ever.
It single handedly ruined 2 generations, killed any high iq thought normalgroids might've possibly had, and made the internet absolute dogshit
What could've prevented this?

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Get a load of this retard geeg

Def acking lmaooo

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is it normal that every time I enjoy a song, book, artwork or some media I liked, I start feeling a strong sense of envy because I'll never be able to create anything even 10% as good

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idk about you guys in america, but literally everyone in the uk is atheist. its kinda crazy. no one here seems to realise how crazy that is

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Catholicism, Pornography, and Homosexuality

Hello everyone, this is probably the gorillion post talking about "OP got groomed into being a homosexual and doesn't like it", but I don't care.
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Anyways, I was born and raised Roman Catholic, (Although I had my atheist phase) baptized Catholic, etc. As of 2019, I started to become a shut-in, and of course, as you can imagine that just contributed to me becoming a faggot.
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Between 2021-2023, I joined various discord servers and group chats filled to the brim with groomers, femboys, etc. which shaped me into being an atheist, and becoming attracted to transfems and femboys.
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At the end of 2024, I started becoming fond of Catholicism again, started attending Church, and became "less woke". However, despite having a profound hatred for trannies, knowing they're pedos and just a jewish psyop in general, I can't stop jerking off to them, idk why, but a regular woman will not get me as horny as a transfem, perhaps this is because I became a misogynist.
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I've tried many nofap methods, that includes praying, going to Church, having icons, reducing usage of screens, and reading EasyPeasy, but none of it works, (specially EasyPeasy, that's garbage) and yesterday I had a big idea, which was basically fasting, I've tried it before, but it only works like for 3 days until I go back to it. Idk what to do anymore, I can't afford a psychologist and I don't have any close ones to talk to about the issue, I don't think you guys will be able to help much, but it's something I've been meaning to get off my chest. Idk what to do guys.

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im trans btw fuggen jerdee

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I just got kicked out of another community I've been in for months, all for doing literally nothing to them. We had arguments but I never said something more serious then them and yet they all still hate me. Why does it have to be like this? All of my friends push me away, hate on me, bully me, and then play the victim when I say anything to them. I hate my life, I hate being a sperg, I hate being despised and harassed by every single person on earth. Every community I interact with inevitably ends up kicking me out and hating me. Why are the worst people in this society always praised? There's someone in that community who is loved by everyone while being the most sociopathic and narcissistic person I've ever met. I don't even know if there's a point to interacting with anyone if this is how it ends.

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What if movies and games are purposefully designed to make you hate women?

Just a thought, what if this were the case? We know that gamergate was in part due to epstein but what if it goes further than that. They keep releasing these super shitty movies/games with psychopathic female leads then tell us were supposed to empathize with them, and also DIRECTLY push us into alt-right territory by calling us nazis for noticing this, and they have enough botted accounts to make us feel like we are the minority. This sounds like a perfect setup for what was in the files, because they win no matter whether you shill or hate their media because they control and own both sides.

I heard about the Stop Oil movement, and I think that is one of the most obvious psyops considering every protest is not inconveniencing oil plants, big companies, or anything like that. Their "strategy" is to attempt to deface famous works of art and to block the roads for normal people. In the comments people always say that theyre so dumb because it's just going to make people not want to support their movement. But repeat that back to yourself for a moment.

Its also funded by one of the richest person's descendents.
A new "smash hit" game released called Mixtape rated 10/10 by IGN. Many people hate it, because its extremely obnoxious and the characters are awful people.
Whats funny though, is the people defending it keep going to the narrative that you MUST be an alt right nazi to hate it.
When I was growing up, I kind of went down this path because when you're manipulated into thinking that thats the only group that accepts you its easy to fall for since we all want to be accepted.

And lo an behold, the game is funded by one of the richest person's daughter, and everyone with criticism is saying the game is bad because the developers are incompetent and stupid and foolish.
Does this sound familiar to you? Thanks for reading the schizo thread, 4chan is completely compromised and I remembered here being somewhat more pleasant so maybe at least one person reads this and considers what im saying.

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Do you vape? Share why or why not.

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Y

Should I go to sleep?

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I ate an entire tub of ice cream like a women and Im going to kms in my dreams

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How do I look?

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i miss /phonk/

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starting to have this feeling telling me that i need to drink myself to death again

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how to get better handwriting

Had shit handwriting for a long time, I'm pretty sure my school was going to get me special help and help me fix my handwriting back in 8 grade but covid but a stop to that

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Im 22

Am I to old for this place be honest

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Why are normies so degenerate?

So I was on a bus and there were some zoomers and foids around me. Most were scrolling tiktok while a group of 20yo foids with overused makeup was gossiping
>Have you seen my new bra? It's so skimpy
>Do you know that this girl lost virginity when she was 11?
>WAOW, amazing!
>My boyfriend left a long comment under my clip from thailand!
On and on, so fucking annoying. While male zoomers were all in tiktok. You know that staring down into phone pose, when they bend their necks downwards like slaves. One of them was beside me, and he was watching some raisin stories with text displaying over someone dancing and jumping like a retard. God, I hate this society so much. I wanted to murder all these e-whores and broccoli heads on spot, so much they enraged me with their degeneracy. It's obvious that at least a half of all zoomers are like this. Terminally online, following the fashion and completely braindead.
So how do you avoid interacting with these imbeciles? I can't even bear observing them.

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women shouldnt vote

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ivermectin

what made you wormpillers decide that taking a horse dewormer would get rid of any lust/faggotry/altered mental state would actually work?

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I literally can't stop gooning how do I ACTUALLY stop dude

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is it weird I still sleep with stuffed animal?

srsly bros, is it weird I just want to hold something soft while I sleep?

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I feel like I'm in limbo

It's like 2 in the morning as I write this, so forgive me if it gets nonsensical. (included a stupid doodle of my shark guy if that matters)

I used to be ok at making friends. that was until sophomore year, I realized that I was always the "backup friend" for everybody I ever talked to/was "friends" with. Im graduating on the 24th, I've committed to a college for a marine bio degree, and im dreading having to talk to people. I honestly feel like I've already wasted my life.

Ive been holed up in my mom's apartment for the last 2 years. All my attempts at hanging out or contacting people had resulted in unanswered texts or being left on read. So instead, I started rotting on my shitty pc sinking hours into Troonfortress 2. I used to love the game, used it as a comfort thing to supplement my nonexistent social life. objectively the worst decision I ever made.


I met a few people on the game, unfortunately, most of them are retarded gay/trans furniggers (although I am technically a furry, I try to not be associated with a majority of them.)

I talk to them sometimes, but it just feels off. All of them are a little odd in one way or another, and it bothers me. Yet I feel like im too anxious/retarded to speak to normal people. It makes me so angry that im not part of a freind group, or have somebody to talk to or do stuff with. Like it's getting to the point whenever I see a group of friends havin fun, or a happy couple together, I just want to see that joy taken from them. It just feeds my cycle of rotting on the computer or just lifting weights to distract myself.

is there anything I can do to actually make better friends? Is there something wrong with me?
sorry for ramblig n shiiet, im super tired.

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Blackpill is nigger ideology

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So, it looks like I overdosed on Ivermectin. About two days ago, I took 6-8 ml (40 mg per ml) at once.
<nigger
Before all this, I had terrible bloating. It lasted for about three years, and absolutely everything I tried to get rid of it didn't help. I had numerous stool tests, but the results were normal, no worms. In my desperation, I even thought it was psychosomatic.
<nigger
I eventually came across a thread about the deworm pill. I tried albendazole first. My bloating subsided a bit. I took three pills at once. It got even better. A few days later, I tried veterinary fenbendazole. I took more than the recommended dose for dogs, but it didn't make me sick. My bloating almost completely went away.
<nigger
About two days ago, I took this dose of ivermectin. Then I realized what I'd done. I went to the pharmacy and bought some activated charcoal. I thought everything would be fine after that, so I went home to bed. The next morning I woke up in a terrible state. Everything had such terribly oversaturated colors, my vision seemed limited and tunnel vision. Everything was falling out of my hands. I looked in the mirror. My lips were blue, like a corpse. My consciousness was very confused. In my head, it felt like several entities were having a conversation. I was hallucinating. When I lay down and closed my eyes, I began to see floating geometric patterns. I went to a drugstore and bought a whole pack of activated charcoal. I drank it all in one sitting. I felt very tired. I went to bed.
<nigger
I'm writing this some time after waking up. I'm feeling a little better, and my lips aren't blue anymore, though my vision remains an issue. At least my tummy isn't bloated anymore.

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I talk to girls online but it's getting boring, like i fake everything and they buy into it and I'm starting to think they should pay me for the experience cause i really do make them feel loved, i am so bored with this neet life i might start a fake misanthrope server where my foot soldiers just troll people and provide me with entertainment

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how to find somephono to talk

sorry if i sound retarded, im esl and shieeeet. also no ><nigger spaces
im so tired of the lack of communication. in two months that ive been lurking here, ive typed more text than in the previous few years of my internet life. this is one of the few places online that doesnt make me nauseous(except qa). i clearly missed its heyday, cause chatting on a board with 5 pee pee ash isnt really fun, but i kinda like it anyway. i hadnt been on imageboards before btw, browsed 'cuck a bit, but there's so much porn everywhere it's unbearable.

overall, i feel like my life is meaningless. every day, i jump from one distraction to another until its time to go to sleep. mostly watch jewtube or masturbate. its a neverending cycle. i dont have any friends and have never had anyone i was truly close to. irl i feel like people are disgusted by me. online all my halfhearted attempts to chat with someone end with them ghosting me. even if we did start discussing something, that person would eventually ghost me anyway, just because im a sad boring faggot. and even if we some how get a bit closer, ill eventually ghost them myself cause they dont meet some specific criteria for my "perfect friend" image or for some other retarded reason. yet i feel like all my problems are caused by the fact that i never had someone to really talk to. i just dont know what to do. every online community wether feels like flock of circlejerking faggots or has been abandoned for ages and is 90% made up of newfags and passers-by.

sometimes thoughts about wasted time come flooding in, i may cry a bit, but in the end, the cycle repeats itself and i go with the flow again. every other normie is just as ambitionless and amorphous as i am. idk.

i think ill read reppeys and get off the shitty too, idk.

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Everyone IRL thinks I'm "nonchalant" because I'm too socially retarded to strike up a conversation with anyone

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Ever since I moved to the States I've noticed how easy Indians have it with black people. They all love us for seemingly nothing, contrast with the native white people. In fact, I've seen many Indian men hit it off well with black women. Does anyone know why this is?

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hello r9k

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How many dates it took (you) to ask her to be your girlfriend? I am pretty sure she likes me just need to time it right

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trannies groomed all the autistic girls i could have dated i fucking hate the school system and internet

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I made my pooner gf not want to poon out, is this winning?

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furnigger get

haha i won

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So did anybody else actually have a tomboy childhood friend growing up or is it just a meme? From like 4th to 7th grade I was friends with this girl who despite being a foid was basically a bro to me. We used to play in the dirt together and shit, and while other foids would start reeing like retards if they saw a spider (which they still do as seniors in high school geg but that's a story for another time), she would be the type of person to pick it up and hold it. We even dated for a couple months in middle school. Turns out she was a closeted lesbian and from what I've heard she ended up pooning out in high school, but I'm curious to see if any other 'teens have a similar experience.

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im stuck in a rut

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The truth about vapes

Vapes were created so you would experience from sucking metal things,why?Because one day blackrock will unleash an army of robots on the world and will force people to suck their cocks.

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told my friends im a faggot

I was chilling with some friends, we stayed up overnight and watched films and stuff, and one of the two guys who stayed started talking about his battles with porn addiction.
Unfortunately due to alcohol and THC in my system and tiredness since it was like 4am, I made a very bad decision and told the other two guys that I was struggling with homosexual thoughts.

At the time they both seemed fine with it and we had all sorta talked about personal stuff so I foolishly assumed the stuff we'd been saying wouldn't leave our circle.
However since then, one of the two guys has apparently been spreading around that I'm a faggot to other people.
I've already got a dm from someone asking about it. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Do I just own it at this point?

>quit porn, repent to god blah blah
I've tried allat before and it has not worked

Anyway that doesn't change the fact that my friends know I'm a disgusting faggot.

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what do you g*ys think of circumcision?

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foids

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idk why everyone wants a gf so much

women are not fun to be around and I don't know why everyone is so desperate to get a gf
I look at relationships and the women act like literal children while having every expense paid for by her boyfriend. so many men are just complete vaginal slaves that put an insane amount of time, effort, and money into a woman just so he can have the small chance of sleeping with her
sex sounds way too overrated too, like just jack off nigga

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I've been told that I need to fix my social skills before I turn an unc so it doesn't cement my ineptitude.
But how?
Most of the time I get approached by students at uni they just talk about SIDCA such as their sexbuddies and Netflix shows and if I talk about my actual hobbies they find it weird and express fake interest because they want to slander me later or want free free shit from me. I have never found a person worth talking to irl.
I used to think it's a peer problem because they're all normie wompas that I don't relate to but I tried making friends online, and usually they go "that's cool" and we never talk again because I feel so exhausted of talking to people about the same shit over and over again with no reward or dopamine from it. So now I'm just wondering what the point of talking to people is if it's completely unenjoyable, doesn't cure my loneliness and takes so much time and energy from me.
I know it doesn't necessarily have to be because I enjoy talking to my closest online friend everyday.
What am I doing wrong? What are you even meant to talk about? What's the point?

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tuff-moon on da 'log doe

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People often forget how sacred your virginity is. To behold it is nothing to be ashamed of, infact it is something you should be proud of. But in this degenerate normalgroidish world and society it is something that marks you as a retard or something of the like. o algo this is just cope tbh

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Hey guys, just wanted to give you an update on Lindsay.

Lindsay now absolutely refuses to clean up after herself at all. She still refuses to use the toilet which is fine but she NEEDS to clean up after herself. Other than that she is an amazing roommate and we all really like her but this is really becoming a problem. Our boyfriends and girlfriends don't even want to come over anymore. She says it isn't a big deal and that we're making a big deal out of nothing. She says she doesn't tell us how or where to use the bathroom and it isn't her problem that the rest of us just happened to agree on using a specific place to shit when we met and that having roommates means having to make compromises sometimes and putting aside our differences to keep peace in the house and that everyone is hanging up on her.

I went to the shop where she works and from talking to her co-worker it seems like she doesn't behave this way at work or I assume he would have said something so I don't know what her deal is. She refuses to actually discuss this. She doesn't know this yet but Josh is considering moving back with his parents in Wisconsin.

I got along with Lindsay right away when we met and is a super close friend but this is making me wonder if our friendship will even last. Thanks for listening again you guys and I'll keep you guys posted.

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>glasses
>cute but not as conventionally hot for other guys to like her as well
>slightly autistic, likes the same nofono as you do
>understands you and you understands her
>likes to draw
How much more suffering do I have to endure to find a foid like that? do they even exist? I thought i had found her once, but she didnt want me and i just wasted my time (she is like lesbian or ace or something she always comes up with something different to basically tell me i'll never have a chance with her). my only girlfriend ever was also a bit like this but we broke up after like 2 weeks because she is also a lesbian who just used me as a rebound, so i broke up with her (if i tried to continue it past that point i would had probably got cucked) and she ended up going back to her dyke ex and i just ended up as a betabuxx.

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Take this SNCA test and post results ITT

New datamining thread please take this SNCA test and post results for data collection purposes

Pic is my actual results I promise you I'm not joking

Test: https://www.idrlabs.com/global-promiscuity/test.php

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Baby

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how do i console someone who is grieving, as a sperg
i heard a story of a woman breaking up with her autistic boyfriend because he couldnt console her when her brother died o algx asi
which makes me worried because if i ever have a girlfriend i dont want it to end like that
video unrelated

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i got ligma guys what do i do

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would you have a boymoder bf/gf if they loved you
i think i would
yes i most definitely would

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am I still a useless nigger without friends if I only have online friends

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I am so fucking tired, 'teens. My uncle (where i derive a lot of my traits) is in the process of divorce initiated by my aunt. No women are interested in me but the one I was interested in is taken by an asshole. I have a few friends still but I want to keep it platonic even if they arent the most interested in me whatoever because they're the few friendships that i have. its really, really fucking hard to find anyone interested me other for my looks

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How do you cope with loneliness as a friendless NEET?

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what to do. these guys made friends with me after about six months of avoiding everyone at college. i can't just leave them. im antisocial. i dont work well with friends i dislike normies and my personality is mean. have i screwed myself. if i desert them ill be the ultimate arsehole

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foids > transo peepol

last night I had a dream about hanging out with a friend I havent seen since 2025, who also is transo and we looked around the house while my parents were outside. this dream made me realize "holy shit I need to date women" because every second of the day is about this troon and this tranny and I AM FUCKING TIRED OF IT. I want to date a REAL woman and love a REAL woman and NOT pretend to date one.

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how to deal with anhedonia?

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i am a exclusively cis and straight man on HRT

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the juice isnt worth the squeeze

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what are (You)r superpowers?

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I found copious amounts of feeder porn and a secret instagram account following 357 fat women on my boyfriends phone. i went into account details and the account was made in 2023 and has been active since. i don’t know what to do. i’m not mad because he hasn’t talked to any other women (i made sure) and has just been viewing content. the account being made in 2023 and active since, which also means he’s bee using this account through all previous partners he’s had, none of them (including me) being fat or obese. should i leave him to it or should i bring it up and do something about it? i’m very conflicted as of course he’s not cheating or personally talking/engaging with these fat bitches and it doesn’t seem like he views such content often in general. when i took a look through his search history he barely watched porn, and if he did it was only feeder content. should i leave him be and let him indulge? i know sometimes you can’t really control a fetish and it can be hardwired to your attraction so i guess i have empathy towards him knowing that. i’m just scared he’ll be less attracted to me because i’m not fat or i won’t be able to please him right because of my body? i’m just so confused and have no clue what to think about this or do about it.

we always joked about fat bitches cause we both find bigger women attractive but i had no clue it was a genuine feeder fetish for him, cause personally i just think they’re attractive but this changes how i was viewing those jokes

and before anyone asks- no, he has not tried to feed me more or force feed me or control anything to do with my food. never shown any signs towards that stuff

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i have decided im done being a fucking retard. i dont care if nobody likes me i can love myself. ill be stupid and thats fine. ill improve myself
<reddit spacing
'teens do you have any resources for bulking and exercising in general

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Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone

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Question for NEETs

Genuinely how do you guys manage to live at your parents house without them kicking you out for not becoming a wageslave? And for the lucky ducks out there who don't live with their parents how do you pay rent without a job?
Also sorry for grammar errors I'm retarded

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grass is always greener

How do I learn to be content with my position in life? My country has gone to shit; we're a laughing stock. Despite this, there are infinitely worse places to live. On one hand, I can't stand the constant bureaucracy and contempt for success here, which really drives me to GTFO despite having zero desirable skills. On the other hand however, I want to improve the situation as much as I can. Is it healthy to let outsider's thoughts negatively drive yours, even if what they're stating is true?

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Does anybaldi have difficulty having their own opinion on a game/book/show/movie?
<plebbit space
For example I'd finish something and like up but when I look at the reviews and see people criticizing it and I can see it from their view so I start thinking maybe it wasn't that good. But then I see the good reviews and keep switching over.

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women

how are they so superficial at times I wonder if they're really not humanoids being programmed by little jewish goblins. just pisses me off sometimes and then i remember pic attached

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How do I stop being a creep?

This is my first time making a post on /r9k/, but I felt that this was a good place to ask my question since I have been lurking for a few months. I did the robot test a while back and got "cyborg," so I don't know if you guys will be able to relate all that well, especially considering how messed up this post is going to be, but it's anonymous, so it doesn’t really matter that much anyway.

The point of this post is that I need help. Yesterday, I was hanging out with a friend, and we were having a serious conversation. I end up remembering that I was raped by my father when I was very very very young, it had completely escaped my mind until that point (I am a male btw). I realized it messed me up. Not in a conscious way, because I didn’t understand what was happening when I was getting raped, so I wasn’t really that disturbed at the time, but in my subconscious. I ended up finding out about porn through it indirectly, and porn as well as masturbation has fucked up my life pretty bad ever since. My lust has crept so heavily into my life that when I am online in games and other social platforms, or even the rare times I go outside, when I see someone, my mind will sometimes wander into sexual or romantic thoughts, even without talking to them. I used to go on walks all the time, but whenever I would see someone, even if they didn’t even look at me, I would get these visions or thoughts that they wanted to fuck me or get with me. I have to chastise myself for it because 1. It's absolutely despicable. I actually despise uncontrolled lust (partially because of my addiction and partially because of my raped subconscious). I want to be comfortable with myself and my lust, because at the end of the day, I think that lust is human, but I don’t want to hurt anyone. How can I rewire my brain to escape my lust and addiction? This has been weighing on me pretty heavily, so any and all advice is appreciated.

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What Christian denomination do (You) believe in/follow?

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deep down the femoids are subservient

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Vaginal tightness

I don't think it's vaginismus (everyone says it is but it just doesn't seem right). I must be some kind of anomaly. Arousal changes things a little bit, but overall it's just too small to fit anything besides a couple of fingers. Never had sex with a moid partially because I'm honestly concerned about how it'll go. Does anyone else have similar problems?

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HOBBY THREAD

itt post about (you)r hobbies.
ill start, i've been learning french and reading a lot more. ive also been doing walking. its really nice these spring walks in the evening watching everyone get on with their lives. seeing all the cute girls out, kids playing, etc. it's heckin wholesome
lets try to make this board more upbeat. if you wallow in misery all day you will stay in it

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How do I stop cooming in my sleep? I haven't gooned in over 2 months and it's happened twice so far, last time it wasn't that bad but today my whole fucking boxers got stained. Is it gonna stop entirely at some point or is there a way to prevent this?
>inb4 the worms are sucking your dick at night

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why do i even bother with fake people online when i have friends in real life and people who actually like me for who i am

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So what happens if you take Ivermectin and fast for 72 hours and you still feel gay ?

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/r9k/ more like /retard9k/

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I think I know why it got this way.

To start off, what I am going to write in this is something I've never even uttered to anyone since the event in question took place. I am too embarrassed to tell anyone in person and I feel that an anonymous message board is best to vent these feelings, since I can't see any of your ugly mugs or do I wish to know your names. I simply just want to share it with people since I recently began pondering it in my mind and though this board would be a good place to put into words. Also I have posted here before, about an odd dream about a Frenchwoman I had, so if my typing style may seem familiar, that's why.

So, as of late I've noticed my extreme hypersexual urges constantly overwhelming me. I've always been quite sex obsessed to tell the truth. Even thought I began masturbating at 13, these sexual proclivities began even earlier than that. Always thinking about sex and what it would feel like to have it. And I wondered where it came from.

Maybe it was issues stemming from relationships with my parents, exposure to quite inappropriate content at a young age (and what I mean by this are like adult media, like jackass or family guy and the like). However when I picked deeper in my brain I brushed against a memory that I hadn't forgotten by tried my darndest to black out of my head. And even though you may think that when wondering where your odd sexual oddities originated from that memory like this would instantly pop in your head as THE main contributor. However, I assure that I tried my absolute best to stomp this event out of my mind to make me forget it that I brain was probably aware that I didn't want to relive it or ponder it any deeper as to having to confront it in relation to my current situation.

I shake as I force myself to type out the details of this, but I might as well.

Okay, so as to not go too much into the nitty gritty about what I am going to tell you, it goes like this:
When I was 7 I was friend with this boy who was the same age as I. He lived down the road from me but for some reason didn't go to the same school as me as he wasn't in my year at the time. The first time I hung out with him it was with my brother who was a year older than me after my mother had forced us to not stay inside and go out and mingle with all the other kids. Me and this kid both had the same sorta interests and we bonded over being the youngest and constantly being berated by our older brothers. We had hung out so often that we eventually came to hanging out just by ourselves without our brothers who clearly weren't as interested in hanging out as we were, he would knock for me, while other times I would knock for him. We both liked the same tv shows, like family guy and American dad, which also contributed to our shared knowledge in subjects that 7 year olds shouldn't be conversing about. For example, things like masturbation and oral sex were things we talked about when we definitely shouldn't.

This eventually led to what I wanted to talk about.
One day we were hanging about in his bedroom, and I don't even know how it came up, but if I remember right he asked me if I wanted to 'do it' with him, completely up front, and I said 'yes' as if he had asked me if I wanted a cup of tea.
It probably only lasted like five minutes tops, and I, obviously, had no idea what I was doing and neither did he. We kinda just mimicked what we thought someone would do with their mouth and the other person's 'thing'. Afterwards, I don't remember at all, we seemingly thought it was no big deal if just a bit awkward and weird. We still occasionally hung out afterwards but it dissipated after a while when troubles began in my family life and we just drifted apart. He would eventually move out of the his house down our road and stay with his dad in some apartment flat far away from us.

As time progressed since this event, I slowly realised how wrong it was. I would be in class constantly reliving while desperately trying to forget it, to block it from my mind. "That was so disgusting, why did we do it" and "why was it not brought up after it happened between the two of us" is what I constantly, for years and years, thought when the images in my mind of this incident were played back in my head. The darkness of the room, how willing we were to do it and just everything else felt so wrong and yucky that I almost wanted to bash my head against the wall to try and hit the part of my brain that made me erase the memory from my brain.

But now, 14 years after the fact, I did eventually just forget about it and just not think about it. However, and as I mentioned at the start, the memory made its way back to my cerebral front door and thinks it has the answer to my current predicament. This event most likely explain my behaviours and had a big influence on them. But now that I may have an answer, I'm not sure that to do with it.

Anywaya, that's my spiel.

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I'm sorry nusois but the parasite pill is complete bullshit
>nooo but it healed me and i feel better now n shiet
Drastically changing your diet and emptying your whole stomach will obviously improve things like your cravings for sugar or bloating. People get this by just following a lighter, more healthy diet or fixing their sleep. You don't need to take
<MEGA HORSE DIARRHEA PILL 3000 TOTAL PARASITE DEATH EDITION
to get these improvements.
>but it cured my friggin sissy gay porn addiction or something
You read 50 different posts on the 'arty and some 200 page schizo book all telling you that it would fix your gooning addiction and every issue you have. The placebo worked because what you did was extreme enough for your brain to believe it. And again how do some get out of porn addiction and extreme fetishes without doing all these things?
>there was literally a heckin' wormerino in my pooperino
That's probably not a worm but mucus or undigested food. Your shit looking weird isn't surprising when you're actively trying to cause diarrhea and take random fucking substances.
>IT'S DA FUGGEN JOOOOOOOS
Da joos did many things but this isn't one of them. You're not accessing some forbidden knowledge banned in 109 countries by downloading a pdf written in a completely unprofessional way with a bunch of random pictures and articles thrown together on each page. If everyone has parasites and it causes all the illnesses you can think of then why aren't dead bodies full of them? Someone working in a morgue would see parasites in nearly every body right? And why do some people actually get diagnosed and treated for parasites?
Also isn't it odd that people in the past probably had way more worms than you yet would never think about putting a dick in a man's asshole? Or that LITERALLY the only people in all of history to practice this are image board users with porn addiction and disgusting fetishes? You'd think if it's that big then it would be some censored conspiracy theory believed by at least some medical professionals and normal people. Maybe the cause of your degeneracy is years of watching porn and not magical worms that apparently everyone has because they didnt wash their hands once or something.

Start following a better diet if you feel your gut health is bad. Sleep more, exercise and get more vitamin D if you feel you have no energy. Stop spending all day on your computer if youre a gooner or have mental issues. And most importantly pray to God.

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i want to start going to the gym but i have no idea what to do

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I realized I actually hate socializing and talking to other people, it overwhelmes me too much. I actually have a friend and I hate talking to him longer than a couple of hours also we meet like 4 times a year and I'm fine with it.
I want a gf doe because I want to cuddle with somephono and be loved but I definetely do not want friends.
Anyone same?

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Wormpillers should call everyone we dont like Mushrooms to spread awareness of the gay fungus that controls people

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Fellow parasite pillists, I need help
I've ordered horse paste (2% ivermectin, 10% praziquantel) via online marketplace and have doubt about its quality. It's supposed to be white and solid like glue for paper even after squeezing out (picrel 1, it's from instruction) but it's beige and liquid like molten ice cream (pic 2, some foid got same problem on that marketplace).
Ate 0.75 to 1 g, couldn't make precise dose cuz it's liquid, taste was terrible. It's supposed to be sweet so horses don't reject it o algo. Looks like it was fake and dindu nuffin, I feel the same as before.
So, how to avoid buying fake paste? Where should I buy it instead? I know how to count dosage so I won't overdose like that nusoi from other thread

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Adhd nigger

I've been thinking about getting Adderall for a long time, since I was little I've had trouble with paying attention, it's plagued me my entire life. I had to go to sped classes since middle school and now I'm in college and I'm struggling with writing down the notes in class without taking five years and I think it has something to do with me zoning out every 10 seconds
Anybaldi have advice about having a shit attention span

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nobody says blacked/bleached irl.
girls don’t think about BBC or BWC.
stop being a retard.
porn is rotting your brain.

R: 4 / I: 0
its time to go monkmode dude. give up on those femoids.

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need some sex soon...

need some sex soon…

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Does losing your virginity actually make you more confident?

What happens when you’re not a virgin but later become an incel? Does just knowing that you’ve had sex before make you feel better enough about yourself that not having a gf/getting laid at the moment doesn’t make you feel as bad?

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Should I go to medschool or study computer science instead?
My mom wants me to be a doctor and hates me for not wanting to be one and says that i will never find a well paying job as computer scientist. I know that the job market is not good in CS right now but I'm hoping it will get better by the time I graduate and I'm sure I'm smarter than most in the field so won't stuggle with finding one in the first place. Programming was the only thing that I ever enjoyed as a child, while I can't imagine enjoying studying medicine. I don't know. Any advice?

R: 20 / I: 2
Should I use Tinder to go on dates (no casual sex) if I have never had a gf? Or has anyone here done that and how was it?

R: 3 / I: 0
is introversion / extroversion even a real thing

i feel like peoples personalities and how social they are is only a result of receiving either a positive/negative feedback loop in social situations and how they grew up
like i was probably really social and happy to be around people before the age of 10
but then after i turned 11-12 and had to change schools, and got my first 'puter, i started to socialise a lot more online instead of in school or in clubs

now most the time i really couldn't care about other people's lives and i mostly keep to myself
like i just mind my own business and i don't actively go out and socialise

R: 6 / I: 3
whats up /fit/ i went to the food bank and I got lilo ad stich spam and some soy milk 😋 im a happy goy

R: 3 / I: 1
Delete this SNCA board, nobody cares that you have been cucked by Chad in highschool.

R: 2 / I: 1

the effect of youtube/watching videos on the autistic mind

its an autistic trait to just spew knowledge at people because you dont know how to have a conversation
but anyone can fall victim to this because of youtube
a sperg is even less likely to realize this isnt good if he watches youtube
watching videos all day subconsciously makes you treat conversation as one person spewing knowledge while the other waits to spew his knowledge
which is not based and socialpilled
(You) might be doing this so make sure you dont make a fool of yourself

R: 1 / I: 0
a 29 year old man dating a 24 year old wompa should absolutely be taboo not because of age difference/manipulation but because literally all the dudes are going after the 18-25yo age bracket of wompas and its destroying the opportunity of younger guys. Literally competing with dudes twice their age over a dwindling supply.

R: 2 / I: 0
How do you forget your regrets?

R: 11 / I: 2
need to have sex soon

R: 5 / I: 0
well, i've pretty much stopped playing video games now and i've played them like my whole life since the age of 4, im 20 now
i've spent thousands if not tens of thousands of hours, though i guess i played it at its peak. i progressed from the ds to 3ds, psp, ps2, ps3, xbox 360, ps4, xbox one to then owning my own pc.

i played a shit load of games, most notable games included halo reach, halo 4, black ops 2, battlefield 3 and 4, and gta 4/5. i guess i was a normie when it came to taste but these were giga-mogger games to play when i was 8-13.
also experienced PUBG, fortnite and overwatch in its prime, shit was a different era
now they can never measure up to it
pc games i mostly just rotted on rust, tf2, cs, war thunder and minecraft again along with roblox when i was younger

now i can't find the energy to even play like 10-15 mins of any game, its just too boring or i could just be doing something else

R: 14 / I: 2
i can read a book for 3 hours but i can't watch a youtube video for 10 minutes. anyone else have this?

R: 5 / I: 1
all women are goonbait

R: 22 / I: 0
i was about to have a wet dream but the girl told me to wait 15 minutes cuz she was busy then i woke up

R: 4 / I: 0
where do I find a femoid like this

R: 4 / I: 1
Giggers why do you do this, stick to your own boards. This is the second time you do this and it isn't any funnier. How about you go rape an off-site nigger instead, go spam gigas to a xitter tranny and harass them instead or something.

R: 11 / I: 1
I have no job, no education, no car, no drivers license and im 18, is it over for me?

R: 9 / I: 2

I hate this fucking stupid shit

The fact that I have to spend hours and hours just studying butthurt subjects with 4 hours of sleep just to get to uni so I can then study harder subjects while living in my parents house until I become 30 to get a paying JOB and to meet a WOMAN and marry and have a life is just so fucking retarded
I don't fucking know how some trannies just have a full gaming pc with all the games they want and keep purchasing everything they ever asked for without a big ass job, do you they suck BBC for the money? Do their parents just give them everything? And when I actually try to save up and buy shit prices just skyrocket like hell? Fuck getting a girl, I just want to live happily and get at least some stuff that make me feel content without any fucking faggotry, I'd love to have a job, but there's not a single kike who wants to hire me. I'd love to study but the fact the I have to do that until I'm 30 and I gotta pay shittons to uni just makes everything so bad.
I'd love to be an unemployed fat cuck but my parents are strict and aren't rich.
At least I got my hamster and friends, they keep me sane, some poor people don't have that and they suffer more than me.

R: 16 / I: 5

my girlfriend just broke up with me

she told me that she wants to be alone for awhile and "figure out herself". I really don't want her to be gone, there was no one i could relate with more than her. when i got with her i had no friends at all and was the one person that didnt think i was a retarded weirdo and now im all alone again. we were so perfect together this actually fucking sucks niggga and i have no one to talk to about this. im a sad lonely faggot ik this is gay asf.

R: 6 / I: 1
Hey guys just gonna drop this in here because it seems that everyones having trouble with porn addiction

https://easypeasymethod.org/
https://easypeasymethod.org/

Its essentially Allen Carrs stopfuckingsmoking book but reorganized for people who cant stop flicking their boy bean. I've used it in the past and while I admittedly am not completely porn deprived it did take me out of it for a while. it's probably worth a look.

R: 5 / I: 3
i miss my dad. i moved out because our house was small, i wanted more independence, i lived far from my job, and a couple other reasons, but i definitely made the right choice. but holy shit i miss my dad so much. he’s the coolest guy ever and raised me while being a single father he’s pretty much my best friend as well. we can talk for hours, watch TV, share music, and i really miss that. i see him twice a week usually but i really miss living with him. if i moved back in i’d be sacrificing a lot and it probably wouldn’t be worth it in the long run but when i get back home after visiting him i just feel a sadness and empty feeling because of how much i miss him. i know it sounds gay but if you guys had a dad like mine you’d understand. i don’t know how to overcome this sadness when i get back home

R: 3 / I: 0
you're all invited in my secret society for the control of the world

R: 6 / I: 0
hey jojofag how's it going with that girl

R: 10 / I: 1
I'd rather be myself with all my problems than be at all similar to any of you niggers. Being autistic sounds like a putrid existence.

R: 29 / I: 5
Can something please just kill me already. I can already feel death coming around the corner. My time is coming it literally has to happen soon. There's zero reason why I've made it this far. Please I don't want to outlive my parents. I don't want to make it to my 20s please I need to die. Please bestow me the gift of death and end my existence.

R: 34 / I: 5
Why am I gay? I have been engaged with this girl for 6 months, right out of HS. I converted to Catholicism for her and want to make her happy. I was a flamer during HS but I thought I was past that point; but now that I have a wife and. I am full 1488 and want 8 kids; yet I still feel a burning attraction to men. Do I JSID? I love her but I don't feel sexually attracted to her.

R: 9 / I: 4
I miss having non political arguments online, now its all a bunch of bullshit politics, wheres fights over like stupid nerdy shit, now its all like "I think that [opinion that was very normal, if not the very progressive one 30 years ago]" then some sjw or tranny screams about you being a "le heckin fashoost"
<
also fuckin trannys fuckin everywhere ruining shit too, cant fuckin joke, I mean hell be a lady boy I dont give a shit, just dont force me to call you a she or tell me I'm a monster for not wanting to fuck you or put up with your delusions, be gay and whatever just dont be a fucking annoying faggot, I wanna see weaboos again talking about how japanese mcdonalds is supperior and shit, now its just trannys and sjws and talking about hating trannys and sjws
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we used to be cool online, we used to be actual people, we used to have stories, now its just fucking complaining, when we should be ignoring and living in spite of, we should be telling them to fuck off and having movies with tits again, not saying dont care about politics, but dont be letting it rule your life and shit
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and if you read this incoherent rant made but a depressed asshole redneck hillbilly mother fucker and you're feeling it too, the fuckin need to escape, just go put on an old movie free from their bullshit, or weapons, weapons is pretty based, i think its about old liberal women grooming kids, RIP Trevor Moore, hes from my state, virginiaGODS always on the up and up, we need to lynch Abigail Spanberger and retake the commonwealth

R: 8 / I: 1
true 200IQ r9k robots lie about having a girlfriend for prosperity, status and approachability

R: 2 / I: 0
You people here are complete psychopaths.
You know those I mean, yes that means you too.

R: 2 / I: 0
Just take ivermectin and everything in your life will be fine.

R: 12 / I: 7
How do you get the confidence to go up and talk to a girl?
Also what do you talk about? I know it's vague but someone help me out here.

R: 7 / I: 0

what is wrong with me?

I've been having small muscle fasciculations, my legs feel weird when walking and i feel unrefreshed when awake, I'm freaked out about my health.

R: 6 / I: 0
A foid has learned from her friend that i just want to be friends with her (i. e. not having a serious relationship) so now she's mad at me. She's a bpd and she is the type of person to genuinely kill herself and I am scared shitless that it'll spread around me that i use women o algo especially when I am trying to have a romantical relationship with a different girl

R: 8 / I: 0
ever since uni has started, and getting involved in participating in society via work and being involved in societies, and just playing sports like basektball or swimming
i've lost the urge to play video games, shit like cs, dayz or squad etc. or even single player rpgs. my favourite video game series is fallout but anyway

i've practically played them my entire life, but now i just don't see a point in playing them anymore
ev&doe they are like a part of my identity somewhat
i think its time i let them go, or atleast just take a break until i hear of a really good release or if i ever feel the natural urge without doing something else that is needed

R: 12 / I: 2

blog-post

Why do (You) have no friends?
and if you do have friends, what’s it like?

i have like two acquaintances that we send reels to eachother and im in another discord group-chat with four other people, where we just share things we accomplish in studies/work/social events etc. but we aren’t really that close on an interpersonal level, we all live across europe

ever since my a-level graduation 2 years ago i have forgotten how to properly socialise with people, i took a gap year. of which i was meant to do my national service, but im such a retard that i failed the language requirements since i didn’t know my native language, (im not english) so i had to go back home and worked in-between minimum wage jobs, from a bar, a cafe, two factories and three different fast food places. i hopped jobs a lot because i was so demotivated most the time, anxious and just socially incompetent that my performance was just bad, usually resulting in my termination in my “trial stage”, where they see if they’re worth keeping me in the first three months of the job.
obviously, these places didn’t keep me since im such a fucking stuttering and quiet moron with poor motor skills. god

now im doing a foundation year in engineering in another country without any of my family (of which i barely fucking like), so im considering dropping out and maybe just considering geography instead since it’s what i loved at school and was best at, and so far my first year i have pretty much accomplished nothing, barely showing up to any classes and have spoken to like 5 people throughout the entire year. i have only made like one friend and that was at the gym, and we barely even see eachother now.

this place, and looksmax.org are my only outlets for community or reading peoples thoughts beyond just sharing memes or life events, like i said my online relationships just aren’t that fulfilling enough
i really just want a close friend or someone i can share my life with on a personal /emotional level

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i have about 4 months of work i left until a week before. i just hate this world

R: 23 / I: 1
i wanna help normies. can someone make a multistep comprehensive guide on how to unnormie normies
(normies as in true normies but also wokies and chuds who lack any in depth knowledge of their ideology and are just following the tides )

R: 37 / I: 2

I hate my body

>obese
>quits sugar
>loses a shit ton of weigh,can literally see my collar bone and a little bit of by rib cage in the mirror
>still looks fat
Do I just starve max now?

R: 5 / I: 1
is xhe SISA?

R: 9 / I: 1
(unsure if i should post it here, but)
So, the UK local election results are coming in.
I voted for reform (least worst choice, even most their fucking reps are all shitskin imports) and jesus christ the amount of braindead somalis and hippie girls that were talking about voting for green, just made my fucking blood boil.
I know all the parties are absolutely dogshit, and britain will probably be the next weimar republic, but man, I really just hope restore will finally fucking enact mass deportations instead of larping

Regardless, I'm not staying in this shit-hole of a country. Maybe there will be a hero who will rise out of this godforsaken slum, just like one great man a century ago.

R: 11 / I: 4
my only friend cut ties with me 2 days ago, hes an avid warno player and loves the usmc but was disappointed that the usmc div in landjut didnt get an abrams. about a few days before he cut me off i told him as a joke that the usmc would get two new divisions in warno and that one would have the abrams and the other would have the f-22.
<preddit
the new warno usmc div has the abrams in it and ive gotten over the initial sadness of losing my only friend but i just wish i could message him something like "i told you the marines would get you the abrams, next is the f-22" but oh well. (despite self inserting as a crying chudjak ive come to terms with the situation and feel like its whats best for the both of us)

R: 20 / I: 0
my dad knows who clavicular is. hes 57 btw.

R: 8 / I: 0
how old was your dad when he had (you)? mine had me very late and i think that made me a least a little retarded

R: 27 / I: 1

I lost a decent amount of friends because I use this site and I don't know how to let go

A couple months ago (December of 2025) I was kicked out of a friend group that I was quite apart of because I mentioned that I browse this site. Worst part was that one of the guys (who was quite chuddy) was close to the friend group and when I got kicked out of the friend group he sent a audio clip of me saying "faggot" (which I said ironically after getting killed in a game of tf2) to the friend groups owner so now the owner thinks I'm some far right chud. I don't know how to let go of this man, I've been told by some close people to simply let go of it but this friend group was the only group of friends that I ever had.

R: 15 / I: 3
What did you guys achieve this week?

R: 10 / I: 0
my life is fvcking awesome AMA

R: 54 / I: 17
I'm currently reading the Brapuvad Gita, AMA
Or just discuss whatever you're reading

>Son of Bharata
>the Great Brahman
>is my womb
>in this I place
>the embryo

R: 9 / I: 0
how to quit masturbation. i can quit porn and have done it for years at a time before. i know can quit porn anytime and i am only mildly addicted but what is the point if i am still cooming. i want to quit for religion, btw.
i hate it

R: 2 / I: 1
there is a bug under my table

R: 12 / I: 1
Why won't I study? I always feel like it's a immoral thing. I know that I have to, but I feel so much anger and pettiness towards it, that it makes me repulsed.
My parents always forced me to be the 'smart kid' and in my highschool days I was begging them to switch me to a more tardy school than the hardest one, they didn't budge however and told me that I could choose what I wanted to after HS. That didn't happen, I still wanted a tardy menial job. I originally didn't want to go to uni, but my parents pressured me into it, and I chose a random one since I felt neutral to it, and didn't want something which I felt passionate for because it would probably make me hate it.
But now I can't force myself to study, it feels like this path is something out of my control. Sometimes I suck and my classmates and professors bully me and tell me to drop out to some low class path instead. I consider and wish it too, but I figure it's way harder because my parents won't financially support me nor help me out getting a 'tard' job like they have been refusing for so long. I know it's what I was meant for, why won't anyone help me?
I like the physical part of the uni, but I have 5 tests which I've failed, and I need to fix, but I feel so angry, but I know that there's nothing I can do.

R: 6 / I: 1
>Oh Chuddy, I love you!

Do you think you'll ever get to hear those words?

R: 1 / I: 0
my condition has deteriorated

im such a idiot with zero fucking situational awareness and my depression has seemed to lead into two seperate states of mania and the worst fucking feeling ive ever had. both of these last for days but usually my depression will last for a solid month or two and its mildly influenced on my surroundings

im fucking ugly and im skinny as shit, i cant tell my parents because i intend on joining the navy and they'd hound at me get me diagnosed and also lie to me on a daily basis

i couldnt reciprocate to this woman i was interested it so she'd found someone else so i basically have nobody irl around me. i am also really fucking stupid because i constantly disassociate to try and prevent myself from ever thinking about how shit my life is

R: 2 / I: 0
every dating app is modeled after Grindr
If you use them you are playing a faggot game
If you know anything about gay culture then you hate it in every manifestation

R: 4 / I: 0
What do (You) think should (or can) be done to fix this site?

R: 14 / I: 3

How do you defeat these people?

>Purposefully misunderstands you
>Constantly makes bad faith interpretations
>Takes any banter as a personal attack
>Takes any opposing opinion as a personal attack
>Everyone who disagrees is perceived to have a moral failing
>Somehow has a clique of 5+ orbiters

How do you spiritually defeat these people? I feel like all social media is infested with people constantly trying to mentally rape you. I struggle to see how any healthy group of people can even exist like this. Is everyone secretly out to get me or is there a secret trick to socialization online that I'm missing? Is it even worth entertaining these people or am I a retard for trying?

R: 13 / I: 3

Time destroys all things, don't waste it.

>22
>kissless virgin
>no close IRL friends
>no known talents
>no driver's license
>still technically haven't graduated HS
>homeschooled with no siblings

Though I'm introverted, I usually do fine in social situations, but as I get older and nothing changes, it feels increasingly difficult to talk to people without felling embarrassed. Every Thanksgiving when my family asks me what I've been up to and I tell them nothing, it feels exponentially more humiliating each time.

I know I can still probably turn things around, but being this far behind in life is nothing short of a humiliation ritual, especially when interacting with your peers.

R: 9 / I: 1
I spend every chance I can getting fucking wasted, as I type this now im getting drunk. Because I cant do anything else, I cant be a productive person, I cant do shit.

R: 4 / I: 0

Good morning

I came across this post by Eris Discordia Montano and i have nowhere else to share this so im just dumping it here lol. OMGXISA

R: 0 / I: 0
Last day was so sunny and warm, I can't even be insufferable anymore, life is great

R: 2 / I: 0
i (KHHV) was in a group vc and one of the dudes girlfriend started loudly yapping about some SNCA work story and she didnt care about my awesome minecraft world. I no longer desire a girlfriend.

R: 9 / I: 1
Does this happen to (You), Chud?

R: 1 / I: 0
i need to change, going to do nofap. will update my day count here everyday (starting on thursday since today is tuesday). join in if you want, i have made ID's on. God willing

R: 8 / I: 1

We are getting too desentisized to violence

I don't want to whine much, but i downloaded 'xitter and im seeing too much niggers killing each other, stabbing and shooting, indians dying like hamsters and troons killing themselves on camera, ISIS and cartel executions.

Im eating all of it up, i feel like i want to do violence to black women and indians now, and im also shaking when i think about it, what do i do about it? I will not cut out the degenerate media doe

R: 17 / I: 5
Devastating french blackpill

I saw this clip in a corey's corner video and now I have to watch the film, especially since i speak frog

R: 2 / I: 1
what plays throughout my mind everyday
>YOU ARE A WORTHLESS, FRIENDLESS, AMBITIONLESS LAZY CHUD WITH NO HIGHER ASPIRATIONS OR GOALS
>NO WONDER MOMMY FUCKING HATES YOU AND DADDY LEFT
>GO ON, ADMIT IT.
^"i'm a pathetic lazy chud.."
>LOUDER
^"i'M A pathetic lAZY CHUD!"
>LOUDERR!!
^"I'M A PATHETIC LAZY CHUUUUUDDDD!!!"
>worthless…

i know what actions i have to take to improve my life but im such a lazy bastard and beat myself up over it

R: 31 / I: 1

Do i sell my pc?

I spent like 10 days recently not using my pc(did use my laptop somewhat doe) and its probs the longest time in the recent 5 years(outside of vacation and summer that is) and i feel pretty great not sitting infront of a monitor, and i spent my time on some other stuff. But would it maybe be a better idea to kick my obvious addiction by selling my pc and instead using a laptop? I rarely play games any more and if not its the 'craft but that runs on practically anything decently compared to my goonmachine 9000 that ive poured way too much money into to justify playing raisin on it. Atleast my plan is to sell it and replace it with a decent machine that can handle some gaming, store my valuable photos and do other stuff i would need a decent pc for. Atleast im under the belief that i need to change my environment for me to truly change for the better and not become a tranny groomerald o algo. As ive almost been groomed on separate occations but because im kinda afraid of most people on the internet, but ive been inadvertedly groomed by the content i used to consume and like most 'teens, EPIed. Albeit probably not as much as some cases ive read about here, but atleast im doing better now.

R: 16 / I: 1
rate my ascension

R: 1 / I: 0

Character

^p.s, this is the same guy from >>86974(OP)
I spend a lot of time thinking that I am a terrible person, boring to be around and generally just poor functioning (and i know i shouldn't try to be a crybaby around others) in my day to day life, and think I don't deserve friendship or good things happen to me
<lebbit
I am probably depressed, and I know exactly as to why that is but the causes of it have been building up over the years, and a little dull to read, to be honest. If we go by Maslow's hierarchy my physical and safety needs have always been fulfilled and I guess my parents raised me to be well-mannered and educated enough, but my social and emotional needs have been in toilet, dissolving into melted shit particles.
Friendships to me are tricky, the last time I was in one I constantly monitored how they acted towards me and how reciprocal they were during our conversations about whatever. If I feel like they are losing interest in me, I either gave up the friendship or just blocked them on everything for no reason, despite not saying anything or bringing up the fact that i feel left out sometimes or disrespected etc.
I have done this shit countless times over the years, beginning since the age of 10 whenever my online best friend wished me a happy birthday (but it felt weird to me) and I just felt this sudden urge to remove myself from his life.
I probably have some form of an attachment disorder, like similar to niggas with BPD where I HAVE to know if a friend likes me and that I secretly crave their validation all the time otherwise I feel worthless

How can I tell my brain and nervous system to shut the fuck up about friendships, and that I don't need to be their main focus in life? and also How do I stop feeling like I have to perform and that I NEED to have a use / be useful for someone in order to be their friend
just makes friendships and interacting with people exhausting

R: 18 / I: 0

Parasiteschizos get in here

I've been deworming for about 2 weeks and the results have been pretty insane(ivermectin+fenbendazole, constantly cycled). I do 1 week on ivermectin 1 week off and 3 days on fenbendazole and 4 days off and basically this is what has happened so far:
>bloating COMPLETELY GONE
>sugar cravings pretty much almost completely gone
>i cant jerk off to faggot twink porn anymore. i only do it to straight now whenever i fail
>so much more energy

R: 8 / I: 1

Dating advice

Greeting Sharty
The girl i was dating appeared to have been groom into being a dyke
I need scientific and christian data to refute her
Inb4 Rape

R: 1 / I: 1
posting on boards with 6 pee pee eych

R: 33 / I: 14
What keeps you going foward. Why dont you just give up

R: 10 / I: 0
How long can you go without talking to anyone in real life for? The longest ive gone was 2 days without talking to anyone. Some people say its unhealthy but I prefer isolation in general compared to most people who prefer communicating with each other.

R: 10 / I: 0
guys is getting an e girlfriend worth it if shes within driving distance

R: 11 / I: 3
how do I lock in and stop gooning to 2d characters

R: 7 / I: 0

How can i be so retarded and smart and the same time?

Today i had to retake a communications test i had failed, since i have the same teacher in both communications and language, my dumbass studied for another language test i had to retake (by studiyng i mean 15 minutes before the test)
When they gave me the paper, i had no choice but to hand it blank, the teacher aparently felt bad and told me that i can take the language test right now since i had "studied", i got a 9 (A for the amerimutts) in that test just by reading 15 minutes at the start of class
Why am i like this? (I should say that im 18 and on my last year)

R: 20 / I: 2

Personality

Fuck this, I give up on socialising. I hate putting effort into having "social skils". Most the time, i legitimately do not care about other peoples lives and just want to talk about myself because it makes up for the attention that I never received growing up, and that it feels good for someone to listen to me. Socialising and being around people just feels like a constant battle and competition to see who can garner the most support, respect and loyalty out of people
Every time I enter a conversation with someone, I resist the urge to just talk about myself because I don't want to seem like a selfish bastard
But it feels so fucking good and im tired of pretending otherwise
^inb4 you probably have autism
I probably do have some form of neurodivergence, that or my brain chemistry has been decaying ever since puberty. Growing up, I barely got any attention or actual loyalty from my supposed "friends" and most the time i was left to rot playing video games
The only consistent companion I can think of is my childhood dog, and seeing him age breaks my heart. There hasn't been much for me to like about humanity, or relationships in general
I'm a miserable prick and I think its natural that people should just avoid me, GDE walking.
I don't even view people as human anymore, just things who react to certain stimuli who just happen to share the same physical characteristics as me, albeit with a few mutations
<im probably just losing my fucking mind since the last time i've had a sincere, meaningful conversation with someone in real life has been…idek i legit cannot remember
whatever

R: 15 / I: 3

things i hate

safe horny/edgy humour - femboys, asmr gf, surface level blackpill knowledge (let that nigga clav die please for the love of god just fucking end the popularity behind this wave of looksmaxxing)
run of the mill tiktok humour - again mostly just gen z who regurgitate the newest slop and memes that are popular for like a week, and reaction gif humour
safe sleazy - our generations hipster, the nu-male: i hate these motherfuckers with a passion, i could go on a tangent on these people but these "people" deserve to be sent to an islamic caliphate and thrown off a rooftop
wearing their shitty clothes that are copy pasted and unoriginal, consisting of shit like carharrt, shitty pedo mustache, piercings, ultra performative shit like being a male feminist and thinking men are oppressive and evil, talking about having "empathy" and being a "decent human being"
you can identify their language with staples like "it's almost as if…" "lmao" "my guy" "dawg" "teehee" and talk about being racially blind and being as virtuous as possible
these are absolutely the most insufferable people to be around and are the worst people ever, a friend of mine slowly devolved into one of these and turned out to be the biggest POS i've met.
once you know about this certain archetype its impossible to not recognise them again

R: 9 / I: 0
Does anybaldi here do cycling? What's the longest cycling trip you've went on? For me it was 160km last year, this year I'm planning to reach atleast 200km.

R: 19 / I: 4
I feel like an absolute 'tard, not like sharty 'tard but like an actual, real life 'tard.
I failed 4 subjects consistently this year. Math, biology, french and galician (SNCA language spoken in spain) and every time i ask for something to my parents, they just say "welp, people that fail X don't get Y" every single fucking time. They make jokes about it every time while we have breakfast and they make sure to remind it to me and even calling me Johnny 3 subjects just to remind me on how much of a fucking retard i am.
I just needed to vent off, thanks for reading nusoi

R: 1 / I: 0 (sticky)
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.