0191x255
R: 24 / I: 1
whats with some guys genuinely being obsessed with wanting to be incels or the whole incel aesthetic? im talking about the ones that have it all yet dig for reasons to complain about
>foids being le evil
even some guys with gfs will act like this, why
whats with some guys genuinely being obsessed with wanting to be incels or the whole incel aesthetic? im talking about the ones that have it all yet dig for reasons to complain about
>foids being le evil
even some guys with gfs will act like this, why
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R: 47 / I: 9
What was the biggest mistake you made in your romantic life?
What was the biggest mistake you made in your romantic life?
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R: 30 / I: 6
I want to stick my penis inside a vagina
I want to stick my penis inside a vagina
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R: 5 / I: 0
KILL ALL CELLULOIDS AND HIPLETS
KILL ALL CELLULOIDS AND HIPLETS
0500x250
R: 28 / I: 5
oh yeah, what is it about then? consooming the newest capeshit slop?
if you're a man, life is about getting a woman.
if you're a woman, life is about getting chad.
if you're someone like us, life is a cruel, pointless and neverending humiliation ritual.
the point of life
i really hate when bluepilled cucks are like, life is not about the heckin sex!!oh yeah, what is it about then? consooming the newest capeshit slop?
if you're a man, life is about getting a woman.
if you're a woman, life is about getting chad.
if you're someone like us, life is a cruel, pointless and neverending humiliation ritual.
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R: 0 / I: 0
u
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R: 86 / I: 25
how to gain courage to ropemaxx or postalmaxx
how to gain courage to ropemaxx or postalmaxx
0462x517
R: 34 / I: 5
I was about to goon, but then I remembered how detrimental porn is for my OCD, and that immediately killed the urge.
I was about to goon, but then I remembered how detrimental porn is for my OCD, and that immediately killed the urge.
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R: 8 / I: 2
I’m 21 and I’ve never been happy in life
I've never been happy in life and nothing makes me happy. I hate people and I hate humanity. I'm also insanely socially anxious (despite socializing everyday) which makes me the most awkward human in existence, I want to quit my job and live back with my parents and just nothing. Unfortunately I'm too scared of death so suicide isn't an option. I feel so pain and anxiety, I don't know what to do02016x1134
R: 14 / I: 3
This inst a suicide announcement because I said so.
I'm weak
Recently my online friend(probably the only real friend I've ever had) lost his patience with me. He told me that I'm a subhuman nigger, that I'll never change, and that I'll stay miserable until I kill myself. I don't disagree with him. He's 100% right. I want everything to end for me so badly, because I have nothing going for me. Everyone here talks about having irl friends and lovers at at least some point in their lives, yet I've never had anything, and I never will. I still don't know how to connect with 99% of other people evendoe I'm literally turning 19 in a week. My parents pulled me out of college and now for 4 months I haven't been doing anything at all. This is literally the perfect time for me to kill myself, yet I don't, despite the fact that literal trannies have no issue with it. I'm that much of a coward.This inst a suicide announcement because I said so.
0508x640
R: 16 / I: 1
is marriage risky? what do (You) think about it?
is marriage risky? what do (You) think about it?
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R: 4 / I: 1
Buying a sleep mask was the greatest decision of my life since usually my sleep schedule is shit due to doomscrolling the Sharty all night and gooning. I can finally sleep and not feel like shit in the morning it's something that makes my night a little less shittier I should have started using these things sooner.
Buying a sleep mask was the greatest decision of my life since usually my sleep schedule is shit due to doomscrolling the Sharty all night and gooning. I can finally sleep and not feel like shit in the morning it's something that makes my night a little less shittier I should have started using these things sooner.
0600x481
R: 4 / I: 0
the thought of having to meet someone new, learn about their interests, hobbies, meet their family and go through another talking stage again and overwrite everything you knew about your ex
i'm tired boss
the thought of having to meet someone new, learn about their interests, hobbies, meet their family and go through another talking stage again and overwrite everything you knew about your ex
i'm tired boss
0406x384
R: 8 / I: 5
I'm going to kill some of you. No, you won't get advance notice.
I'm going to kill some of you. No, you won't get advance notice.
01692x1568
R: 13 / I: 0
This is worse than abysmal.
I'm a rather frequent poster here,so you might already know the backdrop.
I was blocked by a male friend of mine who I see as a feedee and a boyfriend. After A MONTH of not talking to him because he wanted to distance away from me and my "manipulations" to "make him even more into males". I am absolutely beyond devastated. I wanted to dox him (but now I don't), I wanted to talk him out of it, but NO AVAIL.
Aside from rule 7ing (which I'll never do), what do I do?
>It's that furry virgin who doxed somepgono over losing theirs!
This is worse than abysmal.
I'm a rather frequent poster here,so you might already know the backdrop.
I was blocked by a male friend of mine who I see as a feedee and a boyfriend. After A MONTH of not talking to him because he wanted to distance away from me and my "manipulations" to "make him even more into males". I am absolutely beyond devastated. I wanted to dox him (but now I don't), I wanted to talk him out of it, but NO AVAIL.
Aside from rule 7ing (which I'll never do), what do I do?
>It's that furry virgin who doxed somepgono over losing theirs!
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R: 4 / I: 1
>Reposting this on r9k because pol was a dnb
Yesterday I made a post (on /pol/) claiming atheists have no reason to exist other than seeking pleasure but I think I was wrong.
Feeling pleasure is not the most desirable thing for a human, beauty is. This is why godless people will not always give themselves up to their fleshly desires, it's just that they are more likely to fall for the trap of never ending pleasure because they lack justification for why they should keep creating beauty that christianity and following Jesus is meant to provide. By beauty I mean things like seeking the truth, creating art, buildings statues, symbolic monuments, sacrificing yourself for others. No animal on earth does this and that's what makes us separate from them. Animals seek pleasure, humans love beauty. This is why even the least intelligent human with down syndrome and 10 IQ is more important than the smartest animal, the human always has some desire to seek beauty.
Unfortunately this unique aspect of humans can get corrupted by sin, the abuse of pleasure. Constant sin will eventually put pleasure as the most important value for a human, turning them into almost an animal. None of us can entirely get rid of our desires for pleasure because we're all sinners, Jesus was the only perfect man who created beautiful things in life and never sinned or gave into pleasure. But I don't think we can fully lose our love for beauty no matter how much we sin, at most it will get buried beneath our constant desire for pleasure.
This explains why God created us. Like humans, he loved beauty and created them in his image so that their existence can also be beautiful.
>Reposting this on r9k because pol was a dnb
Yesterday I made a post (on /pol/) claiming atheists have no reason to exist other than seeking pleasure but I think I was wrong.
Feeling pleasure is not the most desirable thing for a human, beauty is. This is why godless people will not always give themselves up to their fleshly desires, it's just that they are more likely to fall for the trap of never ending pleasure because they lack justification for why they should keep creating beauty that christianity and following Jesus is meant to provide. By beauty I mean things like seeking the truth, creating art, buildings statues, symbolic monuments, sacrificing yourself for others. No animal on earth does this and that's what makes us separate from them. Animals seek pleasure, humans love beauty. This is why even the least intelligent human with down syndrome and 10 IQ is more important than the smartest animal, the human always has some desire to seek beauty.
Unfortunately this unique aspect of humans can get corrupted by sin, the abuse of pleasure. Constant sin will eventually put pleasure as the most important value for a human, turning them into almost an animal. None of us can entirely get rid of our desires for pleasure because we're all sinners, Jesus was the only perfect man who created beautiful things in life and never sinned or gave into pleasure. But I don't think we can fully lose our love for beauty no matter how much we sin, at most it will get buried beneath our constant desire for pleasure.
This explains why God created us. Like humans, he loved beauty and created them in his image so that their existence can also be beautiful.
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R: 9 / I: 3
Recently saw two teenagers, kissing in the park. It reminds me of when I was a teenager and would see other teenagers kissing in the park.
Recently saw two teenagers, kissing in the park. It reminds me of when I was a teenager and would see other teenagers kissing in the park.
0576x1250
R: 1 / I: 0
hypegamous foids!!!!¡
hypegamous foids!!!!¡
0359x360
R: 24 / I: 9
I'm 22 and I've never had sex.
I'm 22 and I've never had sex.
0562x562
R: 2 / I: 0
thanks to the person on here that showed me the zellig outro cover its so fucking good, blessing you with 100 years worth of happiness rn
thanks to the person on here that showed me the zellig outro cover its so fucking good, blessing you with 100 years worth of happiness rn
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R: 10 / I: 1
does depression just end one day
does depression just end one day
0255x255
R: 7 / I: 0
It is officially over, bros. Fauci finally got the best of me. I am starting Lexapro today to combat this relentless OCD. My brain chemistry is already so profoundly fucked that I have absolutely nothing left to lose anyway. Wish me luck.
It is officially over, bros. Fauci finally got the best of me. I am starting Lexapro today to combat this relentless OCD. My brain chemistry is already so profoundly fucked that I have absolutely nothing left to lose anyway. Wish me luck.
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R: 10 / I: 1
What looksmaxxing routine does a 5'2 dark brown Indian man from Bangalore need to do to look like this?
I am an unimaginably hideous dark brown 5'2 Indian man with Norwood 4 and a micropenis. How do i cope?
What looksmaxxing routine does a 5'2 dark brown Indian man from Bangalore need to do to look like this?
I am an unimaginably hideous dark brown 5'2 Indian man with Norwood 4 and a micropenis. How do i cope?
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R: 14 / I: 1
I'm pretty sure I've begun to develop some kind of psychosis. Lately I've have constant bouts of severe stress where I feel like I'm about to die or I'm in severe danger.
I think this whole started maybe a month ago. It started off with me constantly imagining that I was in a warzone, it was things like randomly imagining a sniper scope in a window or thinking that there could be a machine gun in truck beds. I didn't really think it was real but it kept happening to me and I just didn't know what to make of it. It seems to have decreased now but they still occasionally effect me.
Other than that I've noticed that I keep having violent fantasies. I keep imagining myself participating in a riot, or a shootout, or stabbing someone. It's not revenge based or anything, the people are just random dudes, instead it seems to be something about the thrill I get from it.
It's like I'm just fantasizing about committing mindless violence for the thrill of it. I know it sounds disturbing and it is but I don't think I take it very seriously, it's just something that constantly pops into my head.
The thing I mentioned at the start with bouts of stresses started a few days ago. They get more intense every day and I swear in the most recent I was seeing things in the corner of my eye. So far they only occur when its dark. Oddly enough I can't say I'm particularly scared of them outside of when they're actually happening.
This whole thing probably sounds unhinged and random but I just don't know how else to write it. I'll try and elaborate in the comments and I'll answer any questions if you have them. I just have no clue what's happening to me.
I'm pretty sure I've begun to develop some kind of psychosis. Lately I've have constant bouts of severe stress where I feel like I'm about to die or I'm in severe danger.
I think this whole started maybe a month ago. It started off with me constantly imagining that I was in a warzone, it was things like randomly imagining a sniper scope in a window or thinking that there could be a machine gun in truck beds. I didn't really think it was real but it kept happening to me and I just didn't know what to make of it. It seems to have decreased now but they still occasionally effect me.
Other than that I've noticed that I keep having violent fantasies. I keep imagining myself participating in a riot, or a shootout, or stabbing someone. It's not revenge based or anything, the people are just random dudes, instead it seems to be something about the thrill I get from it.
It's like I'm just fantasizing about committing mindless violence for the thrill of it. I know it sounds disturbing and it is but I don't think I take it very seriously, it's just something that constantly pops into my head.
The thing I mentioned at the start with bouts of stresses started a few days ago. They get more intense every day and I swear in the most recent I was seeing things in the corner of my eye. So far they only occur when its dark. Oddly enough I can't say I'm particularly scared of them outside of when they're actually happening.
This whole thing probably sounds unhinged and random but I just don't know how else to write it. I'll try and elaborate in the comments and I'll answer any questions if you have them. I just have no clue what's happening to me.
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R: 2 / I: 0
I CANT TAKE THIS BENZO WITHDRAWAL
I was on 0.25mg for a month and now I’m off it. It’s been 7 days and I’ve become so anxious and depressed that I am simultaneously SCARED OF DYING and want to die. I don’t know what to do. Please help me. I’m drinking water. Taking 6 aspirins a day to relieve body aches and taking supplements such as lions manes and all the essential vitamins01080x2340
R: 1 / I: 0
>cbcgem
Looks inside to see a foid
>cbcgem
Looks inside to see a foid
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R: 2 / I: 0
(You have 3 minutes to vote)
Can moccasins crush a rock?
POLL
(You have 3 minutes to vote)
Can moccasins crush a rock?
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5990 bc: king tyrone gets cum disease; immediately gets banished out of The Infant Foundation (short for i.f.)
5980 bc: cum explosion found at a bank in the river nile, king mackerel gets banished for copyright violations
5970 bc: kushites go augie augie, pisses the leader off
5960 bc: kushites go waa waa, the oogies punch them in the face
5950 bc: the leaders have a meetup for future plans
5940 bc: migration up north, king leader von the boob pissed off, closes a bank of the river nile via dam creating a unstable river shingle which floods 52 towns
5930 bc: king leader von the boob gets impeached under the name of Horse Guy and gets sent to the kushites as amazon delivery via delivery drone, email system gets hacked by enraged enthusiasts
5920 bc: the kings have a discussion: no more longer wait times at lunchy lunch time
5910 bc: first plan for the pyramids come along via Amazon delivery emails
5900 bc: bored man shoots up education center, new safety rules implemented
5890 bc: king nazriel neck hurts doctors replaced across town
5880 bc: amazon delivery is replaced with cairo delivery, chicken prices go up
5870 bc: the i.f. makes announcement that they will be shutting down permanently
5860 bc: economy falls down, people start making guh jokes, stats go up, stairs are invented by doctor scientist chinkvon
5850 bc: economy goes stable, the i.f. is back
5840 bc: cairo delivery announces shutdown, chicken prices rise
5830 bc: chicken prices slow down after chicken shortage, soup invented by doctor big mac
5820 bc: the doctor steel machine invents big brawler toes, the government bank explodes after a terrorist attack by mecha isis via hacked cairo delivery drones
5810 bc: the word woah is invented, muslims are deported, cairo delivery is announcing it's shutdown
5800 bc: the king is bored, wants a new word with von the kingman
5790 bc: notifications are invented by doctor big mac the steel 2
5780 bc: ugh is invented by doctor big mac the steel 1, the king is bored, again word is invented by doctor big mac the steel 2
5770 bc: mother fuckers get banished to the kushites, king poop banishes skinheads and throws a party at the red sea via USB cable funded by mack Zuckerbergs wife and him
5760 bc: someone's bored, boredom epidemic spreads over a.e., the suez canal is built and claimed, Winchester shotguns are invented via legal machines
5750 bc: the word legal is invented by doctor big steel mac the 1 2
5740 bc: the boredom epidemic starts again, new vaccines across a.e.
5730 bc: the word peace is invented by doctor big mac the stealfucker
5720 bc: king is bored
5710 bc: the name kingus spreads across town, nobody knows who he is, cold case, 57+ dead, first serial killer
5700 bc: the word brutality is invented by doctor steel mac can you shut the fuck up
5690 bc: campers annoy people, video games are banned
5680 bc: The Century Games (short c.g.) are first hosted by doctor reagan mite, neuralink is invented, ink is invented
5670 bc: laughing epidemic starts, stocks go up, stonks meme get invented, headache epidemic stops
5660 bc: screaming epidemic, vaccines are spread across town
History of ancient Egypt Part 1
6000 bc: a.e. starts (short for ancient egypt) (town is slang for cairo)5990 bc: king tyrone gets cum disease; immediately gets banished out of The Infant Foundation (short for i.f.)
5980 bc: cum explosion found at a bank in the river nile, king mackerel gets banished for copyright violations
5970 bc: kushites go augie augie, pisses the leader off
5960 bc: kushites go waa waa, the oogies punch them in the face
5950 bc: the leaders have a meetup for future plans
5940 bc: migration up north, king leader von the boob pissed off, closes a bank of the river nile via dam creating a unstable river shingle which floods 52 towns
5930 bc: king leader von the boob gets impeached under the name of Horse Guy and gets sent to the kushites as amazon delivery via delivery drone, email system gets hacked by enraged enthusiasts
5920 bc: the kings have a discussion: no more longer wait times at lunchy lunch time
5910 bc: first plan for the pyramids come along via Amazon delivery emails
5900 bc: bored man shoots up education center, new safety rules implemented
5890 bc: king nazriel neck hurts doctors replaced across town
5880 bc: amazon delivery is replaced with cairo delivery, chicken prices go up
5870 bc: the i.f. makes announcement that they will be shutting down permanently
5860 bc: economy falls down, people start making guh jokes, stats go up, stairs are invented by doctor scientist chinkvon
5850 bc: economy goes stable, the i.f. is back
5840 bc: cairo delivery announces shutdown, chicken prices rise
5830 bc: chicken prices slow down after chicken shortage, soup invented by doctor big mac
5820 bc: the doctor steel machine invents big brawler toes, the government bank explodes after a terrorist attack by mecha isis via hacked cairo delivery drones
5810 bc: the word woah is invented, muslims are deported, cairo delivery is announcing it's shutdown
5800 bc: the king is bored, wants a new word with von the kingman
5790 bc: notifications are invented by doctor big mac the steel 2
5780 bc: ugh is invented by doctor big mac the steel 1, the king is bored, again word is invented by doctor big mac the steel 2
5770 bc: mother fuckers get banished to the kushites, king poop banishes skinheads and throws a party at the red sea via USB cable funded by mack Zuckerbergs wife and him
5760 bc: someone's bored, boredom epidemic spreads over a.e., the suez canal is built and claimed, Winchester shotguns are invented via legal machines
5750 bc: the word legal is invented by doctor big steel mac the 1 2
5740 bc: the boredom epidemic starts again, new vaccines across a.e.
5730 bc: the word peace is invented by doctor big mac the stealfucker
5720 bc: king is bored
5710 bc: the name kingus spreads across town, nobody knows who he is, cold case, 57+ dead, first serial killer
5700 bc: the word brutality is invented by doctor steel mac can you shut the fuck up
5690 bc: campers annoy people, video games are banned
5680 bc: The Century Games (short c.g.) are first hosted by doctor reagan mite, neuralink is invented, ink is invented
5670 bc: laughing epidemic starts, stocks go up, stonks meme get invented, headache epidemic stops
5660 bc: screaming epidemic, vaccines are spread across town
0231x231
R: 8 / I: 2
What the fuck do people do here?
Is it just people whining about their problems and troons/ewhores sending out their discords or like is it a type of /b/? I never quite got that.0200x210
R: 17 / I: 0
I destroyed my dick when I was 13. I was a stupid horny little shit who gripped my cock very tight to imitate my JB crush’s pussy and essentially kept up that deathgrip for about a week. Just one fucking week. Ever since, I haven't been able to orgasm at all. I'm 19 now and my dick is completely fucked beyond repair. I can't feel a goddamn thing when I cum, it's like shooting blanks into the void. Zero fucking sensation at all. All those stupid fuckers giving me useless advice like "just use oil" or "just jerk off gentler" can eat shit because none of that garbage worked. I even did NoFap for 4 months straight and my dick is still completely numb and broken. I permanently fried my nerves and ruined my dick, there's no fixing this. My dick is fucking dead and it's all my fault.
I destroyed my dick when I was 13. I was a stupid horny little shit who gripped my cock very tight to imitate my JB crush’s pussy and essentially kept up that deathgrip for about a week. Just one fucking week. Ever since, I haven't been able to orgasm at all. I'm 19 now and my dick is completely fucked beyond repair. I can't feel a goddamn thing when I cum, it's like shooting blanks into the void. Zero fucking sensation at all. All those stupid fuckers giving me useless advice like "just use oil" or "just jerk off gentler" can eat shit because none of that garbage worked. I even did NoFap for 4 months straight and my dick is still completely numb and broken. I permanently fried my nerves and ruined my dick, there's no fixing this. My dick is fucking dead and it's all my fault.
0625x722
R: 2 / I: 0
do you think i can get with a foid after i rejected her? she was/is really into me and i don't know what to say
do you think i can get with a foid after i rejected her? she was/is really into me and i don't know what to say
0900x900
R: 12 / I: 1
My friend cheated on my best friend
So one of my friends cheated on one of my best friends. I'm just so full of hate at the moment. I don't know how such a disgusting being can exist. You're cheating on your boyfriend, you don't tell him you want to break up, you keep leading him on and giving him false belief. That nigga was the best he could be. He gave her the space she needed, brought her Advil at half past 11 pm just so she wouldn't be in pain, left his shift at the place he works at just so he could bring her Advil and left it under her doormat, talked nicely to her, never once did he scold her, and when he raised his voice at her, he apologized to immediatelly. To cheat om such a correct and decent man is unrealistic to me. She's really fucking disgusting and I don't want to look at her or talk to her anymore. I can't tell her how i feel, because i got this info from my girlfriend (she's her best friend), and i don't really want her to get in to trouble. I'm so unbelieveably full of hatred. I'll tear apart our whole friendgroup just because of this, i don't care. No one would take her side anyway. I just want justice for my best buddy. How much of a whore do you have to be to throw away such a man. I can't wait fot the day my girlfriend gets a grip on reality and tells her "either you tell him or i do". Once she does that, i can insult my friend all whilly nilly without her being abke to say anything. She's already full of shame. She reposted some shit about this on 'tok, and whrn i confronted her about it, she was really defesnive. She also told me once that besides one other person, that i'm her best friend. I'm glad i have this power over her, because i can absolutely ruin her mental state after i leave her and notify everyone about ehat she's done. She'll loose every single one of her friends. I'm angry to the point where my head hurts. So, dea 'teens, what should i exactly do ? What do i tell her ? What will hurt the most0480x360
R: 4 / I: 1
I know this diet is popular in right wing spaces so I wanted (you)r guys' thoughts on it. Also please share what kind of food you guys think is healthy or le bad. Deworm fags are also free to share what they think about the raw milk and raw meat.
/diet/
Hello guys there is something that has been bothering mem lately. Im starting to be more concerned about my health lately and im trying to improve my diet. My idea of improving my diet is to listen to my friend who is an autist raped by tiktok and listening to niggers like Goatis. He has fully given in to the carnivore diet, which is popular on tiktok, where you drink raw milk, kefir and eat lots of red meat, eggs and you avoid grain, seed oils and other goyslop. The thing is that after trying it out for myself i kinda get it and it feels right to me.I know this diet is popular in right wing spaces so I wanted (you)r guys' thoughts on it. Also please share what kind of food you guys think is healthy or le bad. Deworm fags are also free to share what they think about the raw milk and raw meat.
01400x850
R: 3 / I: 0
>Med lesson in uni, biology focused
>My friend, who is sitting next to me, knows the professor, so they joke sometimes
>"Reproduction"
>Nophono cares because we're adults not 6th graders except for my friend
>Xe breaks when prof talks about contraption methods
>"YO PROF I ONCE FOUND A CONDOM ON THE SIDEWALK INFRONT OF A HOTEL, HAHA!"
>Silence louder than a gunshot
>I wanted to kill myself from the embarrassment, then look at him with disapproval
>Xe looks at me with xis retarded face
>We looked like dis shortly before laughing
>Some students giggle a bit
>Prof kicks us out and we almost got a warning but prof forgave us
Should I stop hanging out with that nigga?
>Med lesson in uni, biology focused
>My friend, who is sitting next to me, knows the professor, so they joke sometimes
>"Reproduction"
>Nophono cares because we're adults not 6th graders except for my friend
>Xe breaks when prof talks about contraption methods
>"YO PROF I ONCE FOUND A CONDOM ON THE SIDEWALK INFRONT OF A HOTEL, HAHA!"
>Silence louder than a gunshot
>I wanted to kill myself from the embarrassment, then look at him with disapproval
>Xe looks at me with xis retarded face
>We looked like dis shortly before laughing
>Some students giggle a bit
>Prof kicks us out and we almost got a warning but prof forgave us
Should I stop hanging out with that nigga?
0720x824
R: 14 / I: 3
the locked in grind has started soybros
the locked in grind has started soybros
0800x804
R: 10 / I: 0
I know I should get out my house more and le socialize, but really have no idea where to go. Any ideas?
>inb4 cafe, bar
no meme answers
I know I should get out my house more and le socialize, but really have no idea where to go. Any ideas?
>inb4 cafe, bar
no meme answers
0254x289
R: 4 / I: 2
I'm Jewish but I have a bizarre mental disorder that causes me to simultaneously deny and celebrate the Holocaust and swear allegiance to Hitler while denouncing the Talmud and advocating for TKD. Should I be concerned? Nobody believes me.
It's getting really bad. I was at my cousin's bar mitzvah last year and I suddenly felt an uncontrollable urge to shout "Heil Hitler" while doing a double Roman salute. Nobody believes me. It's like I'm possessed by an evil spirit that compels me to do the most antisemitic thing possible in almost any scenario. It's like having Tourette's but specialized for antisemitism.
I'm Jewish but I have a bizarre mental disorder that causes me to simultaneously deny and celebrate the Holocaust and swear allegiance to Hitler while denouncing the Talmud and advocating for TKD. Should I be concerned? Nobody believes me.
It's getting really bad. I was at my cousin's bar mitzvah last year and I suddenly felt an uncontrollable urge to shout "Heil Hitler" while doing a double Roman salute. Nobody believes me. It's like I'm possessed by an evil spirit that compels me to do the most antisemitic thing possible in almost any scenario. It's like having Tourette's but specialized for antisemitism.
0231x255
R: 8 / I: 1
>your waifu isn't real
how do you cope?
>your waifu isn't real
how do you cope?
0368x276
R: 0 / I: 0
the jedi won
Luke won
sith lost
darth lost
ob
/ob/ wonthe jedi won
Luke won
sith lost
darth lost
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R: 23 / I: 5
>Get home today after first day of training at new job
>Tell my mom about my schedule
>She starts making a huge deal about the fact that I get off work at the same time that Kike's graduation ceremony starts, eb&oe he goes to a shitty school with <50 people, and he's only friends with around three of them, so the whole thing's snca other than one of his several wiggerspawn half-sisters, who I've never even heard of and he hasn't seen since he was a caca, being there for some reason
>Tell them I didn't feel like going in the first place
>Zone out looking at the chicken pot pie in the oven
>Hear a bunch of retardbabble and realize both Kike and my mom are yelling at me
>Kike shouts "you could've just said that you couldn't make it," eb&oe my mom was aleady leaking about it to him while I was in the room
>Try to yell over them
>They won't shut the fuck up
>Yell for my dad to come settle it
>The literal half-deaf retard yells back that he can't hear what's being said
>Kike storms off to his room
>My dad walks in and I ask him what the big deal is
>He starts berating me
>Says some variation of "You really don't get it, do you?" over and over
>Tells me I shouldn't even try to understand and should just do whatever he tells me to
>My mom's rubbing her eyes really hard like a schizo
>Ask her why Kike would care
>She says some snca about people at most schools making a big deal about graduation
>Remind her that I didn't give a shit about mine because nobeidore went to my school, and Kike's is no different
>She says it's not about schools, eb&oe that was her entire point
>She starts rambling about going to my school functions when she and my dad didn't want to, eb&oe I never asked them to, I didn't want to attend any of them myself, I wasn't allowed to drive myself (eb&oe I passed driving school without any issues), and their attendance of my graduation was expected by the school because they're my parents and not some guy who isn't even affiliated with the school
>Remind her about them not letting me drive myself
>She probably says some more snca, I forgot
>My dad storms out with a bowl of chicken pot pie
>He says "don't even talk to me," eb&oe I wasn't talking to him
>Ask my mom if she's crying because her face is red and her eyes are puffy
>She says she's "done crying for me" whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean
>Go to my room to finally eat my chicken pot pie
>MFW I remember I work at the same place as my mom, and Kike starts there in a week or two
</r9k/ space
In the two or three hours since then, she's been constantly nagging me about work shit while I try to write this, so I've annoyed her as much as possible during our interactions. Anyway, does this sort of thing ever happen to you guys? It's happened a few times since the kike moved in, and I'm not surprised because I've known him for around nine years now, and he's always been very kikeish towards me: annoying me and acting like I'm a schizo when I tell him to stop, getting people (especially my parents) to violently leak at me for no reason, etc. I think I should finally beat the shit out of him (gently or whatever, mods) next time he decides to be a slf, but my mom has been threatening to not help me pay for college, and I think it would be a waste to end up doing HVAC or something after having maintained a 4.0 GPA. Should I do it anyway?
green'toss & some questions
>Kike moves into my house a month or two ago because his grandparents kicked him out, but my parents like him for some reason>Get home today after first day of training at new job
>Tell my mom about my schedule
>She starts making a huge deal about the fact that I get off work at the same time that Kike's graduation ceremony starts, eb&oe he goes to a shitty school with <50 people, and he's only friends with around three of them, so the whole thing's snca other than one of his several wiggerspawn half-sisters, who I've never even heard of and he hasn't seen since he was a caca, being there for some reason
>Tell them I didn't feel like going in the first place
>Zone out looking at the chicken pot pie in the oven
>Hear a bunch of retardbabble and realize both Kike and my mom are yelling at me
>Kike shouts "you could've just said that you couldn't make it," eb&oe my mom was aleady leaking about it to him while I was in the room
>Try to yell over them
>They won't shut the fuck up
>Yell for my dad to come settle it
>The literal half-deaf retard yells back that he can't hear what's being said
>Kike storms off to his room
>My dad walks in and I ask him what the big deal is
>He starts berating me
>Says some variation of "You really don't get it, do you?" over and over
>Tells me I shouldn't even try to understand and should just do whatever he tells me to
>My mom's rubbing her eyes really hard like a schizo
>Ask her why Kike would care
>She says some snca about people at most schools making a big deal about graduation
>Remind her that I didn't give a shit about mine because nobeidore went to my school, and Kike's is no different
>She says it's not about schools, eb&oe that was her entire point
>She starts rambling about going to my school functions when she and my dad didn't want to, eb&oe I never asked them to, I didn't want to attend any of them myself, I wasn't allowed to drive myself (eb&oe I passed driving school without any issues), and their attendance of my graduation was expected by the school because they're my parents and not some guy who isn't even affiliated with the school
>Remind her about them not letting me drive myself
>She probably says some more snca, I forgot
>My dad storms out with a bowl of chicken pot pie
>He says "don't even talk to me," eb&oe I wasn't talking to him
>Ask my mom if she's crying because her face is red and her eyes are puffy
>She says she's "done crying for me" whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean
>Go to my room to finally eat my chicken pot pie
>MFW I remember I work at the same place as my mom, and Kike starts there in a week or two
</r9k/ space
In the two or three hours since then, she's been constantly nagging me about work shit while I try to write this, so I've annoyed her as much as possible during our interactions. Anyway, does this sort of thing ever happen to you guys? It's happened a few times since the kike moved in, and I'm not surprised because I've known him for around nine years now, and he's always been very kikeish towards me: annoying me and acting like I'm a schizo when I tell him to stop, getting people (especially my parents) to violently leak at me for no reason, etc. I think I should finally beat the shit out of him (gently or whatever, mods) next time he decides to be a slf, but my mom has been threatening to not help me pay for college, and I think it would be a waste to end up doing HVAC or something after having maintained a 4.0 GPA. Should I do it anyway?
0800x880
R: 34 / I: 2
How much of a loser are (you)?
This is in terms of your social life
How much of a loser are (you)?
This is in terms of your social life
0500x618
R: 20 / I: 1
>Ever since I was little I was bullied for being different and acting weird
>Since 2014-2015 I feel like a fucking ghost and empty, like seriously i dont feel as full emotionally and comfortable as before.
>always bullied by the popular kids, never allowed outside until i was 14, monitored constantly
>Had a crush i was soo OBSESSED with i dedicated whole book to and took creepshots of her, around 200 pages or so, i learnt she already had a fucking bf which drove me into a state i cant even fucking describe, i broke down crying on the toilet cutting myself
>once back in 2019, the Popular girls posted pictures of me on instagram calling me slurs (im white and skinny btw)
>i had a deep self harm addiction since age of 12
>i tried to kill myself same year using my fathers Venlafaxine, 2000mg in the morning, i got a seizure in school and teachers had to call a ambulance
>spent like 2 weeks in my local hospital then 5 weeks in a mental hospital with bunch of retards forced to do group therapies
>Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in 2022
>my mom called me a psycho, beat me when i fought back and made fun of me for it until i left her in March 2025
>I learnt that i was on the Autism spectrum, Mom kept it a secret away from me
>Now living alone in my ex-granny apartment i managed to get into my own name before these two neaderthals i call my parents would snatch it to sell to blackrock or something, working in Datart with shitty electrical engineer degree meaning i will get replaced by a indian by 2030, tried dating and cant get anyone but gay men
I have no words to say about my life, i would rather be born indian in canada and be faced with jeet slur once a while than this life
You assholes dont understand what a gift it would be to be born fucking normal, to feel normally, to act normally, to not be awkward, to not fucking go to the goy therapist every week or so.
notes for jannies: I do not support suicide and im not annoucing my suicide date cause i dont wanna do it and dont do it or something
My life is a nightmare
>Born 5 weeks prematurely cause my mom had breast cancer and APPARENTLY I would fucking die in the womb o algo>Ever since I was little I was bullied for being different and acting weird
>Since 2014-2015 I feel like a fucking ghost and empty, like seriously i dont feel as full emotionally and comfortable as before.
>always bullied by the popular kids, never allowed outside until i was 14, monitored constantly
>Had a crush i was soo OBSESSED with i dedicated whole book to and took creepshots of her, around 200 pages or so, i learnt she already had a fucking bf which drove me into a state i cant even fucking describe, i broke down crying on the toilet cutting myself
>once back in 2019, the Popular girls posted pictures of me on instagram calling me slurs (im white and skinny btw)
>i had a deep self harm addiction since age of 12
>i tried to kill myself same year using my fathers Venlafaxine, 2000mg in the morning, i got a seizure in school and teachers had to call a ambulance
>spent like 2 weeks in my local hospital then 5 weeks in a mental hospital with bunch of retards forced to do group therapies
>Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in 2022
>my mom called me a psycho, beat me when i fought back and made fun of me for it until i left her in March 2025
>I learnt that i was on the Autism spectrum, Mom kept it a secret away from me
>Now living alone in my ex-granny apartment i managed to get into my own name before these two neaderthals i call my parents would snatch it to sell to blackrock or something, working in Datart with shitty electrical engineer degree meaning i will get replaced by a indian by 2030, tried dating and cant get anyone but gay men
I have no words to say about my life, i would rather be born indian in canada and be faced with jeet slur once a while than this life
You assholes dont understand what a gift it would be to be born fucking normal, to feel normally, to act normally, to not be awkward, to not fucking go to the goy therapist every week or so.
notes for jannies: I do not support suicide and im not annoucing my suicide date cause i dont wanna do it and dont do it or something
01024x545
R: 8 / I: 0
i think about this post pretty often.
i think about this post pretty often.
0.06902x1343
R: 123 / I: 41
would you have a boymoder bf/gf if they loved you
i think i would
yes i most definitely would
would you have a boymoder bf/gf if they loved you
i think i would
yes i most definitely would
0600x764
R: 10 / I: 3
Are (you) happy?
Are (you) happy?
0736x515
R: 13 / I: 1
i feel like i'm too ugly to have a crush on someone
i feel like i'm too ugly to have a crush on someone
0255x250
R: 3 / I: 1
going back to college at 23 im going to be taking remedial math classes with retards just out of high school im fucking why didnt i take my life more seriously
going back to college at 23 im going to be taking remedial math classes with retards just out of high school im fucking why didnt i take my life more seriously
01080x1012
R: 15 / I: 2
when does it get better
when does it get better
0628x610
R: 8 / I: 0
sooo… i'm new here. a friend sent me here since he said 4chan was woke now.
anyways, my story. i'm 28M now. schizophrenic for 4 years, was really fucked up and unable to work. been on disability for about 2 years. anyways, since it's calmed down a little i applied for a job and just got accepted to it, onboarding now. it's political canvassing for the midterm elections. anyway, i will be working for the republicans even tho im an independent that sides more on the left than right on most issues. i don't even care though i just want the money… but anyways, my main worry is going door to door while outside political canvassing that it might be too hot outside which would be too uncomfortable plus i could have a heat stroke or something.
and side note; my sister and her boyfriend play music way too fucking loud i can hear it through their room to my room and it's annoying as fuck. i hate it so much, so inconsiderate.
oh, and im ugly as fuck and bald, look 40 and can't get a girl. hoping bringing in some money might change that but i doubt it. what do y'all think?
sooo… i'm new here. a friend sent me here since he said 4chan was woke now.
anyways, my story. i'm 28M now. schizophrenic for 4 years, was really fucked up and unable to work. been on disability for about 2 years. anyways, since it's calmed down a little i applied for a job and just got accepted to it, onboarding now. it's political canvassing for the midterm elections. anyway, i will be working for the republicans even tho im an independent that sides more on the left than right on most issues. i don't even care though i just want the money… but anyways, my main worry is going door to door while outside political canvassing that it might be too hot outside which would be too uncomfortable plus i could have a heat stroke or something.
and side note; my sister and her boyfriend play music way too fucking loud i can hear it through their room to my room and it's annoying as fuck. i hate it so much, so inconsiderate.
oh, and im ugly as fuck and bald, look 40 and can't get a girl. hoping bringing in some money might change that but i doubt it. what do y'all think?
0420x487
R: 7 / I: 1
>keeps getting into and losing arguments with trannies just to get framed as a heckin' jealous bigot
>go on the sharty
>keep getting into and losing arguments to chuds just to get framed as a heckin' jealous subhuman
Am I just meant to suffer alone?
>keeps getting into and losing arguments with trannies just to get framed as a heckin' jealous bigot
>go on the sharty
>keep getting into and losing arguments to chuds just to get framed as a heckin' jealous subhuman
Am I just meant to suffer alone?
0736x990
R: 9 / I: 0
faggotmaxxing might be the future tech in speedrunning the "unlock GF" achievement
>be me
>loser chud
<ironically i am more politically chudpilled now
>using 4cuck since 2017 then switching to here around late 2024 cause 4cuck had fully became reddit and I could no longer deny it
>into snca theater kid shit and some very foid media and hide it most of my life
>finally after a really depressing incident with a girl i had a crush on i decide that i dont care about anything socially and might as well fit in with the faggot theater kids since there are no chuds in this school other then me
>instantly get a gf, hot blond goth chick, a little chubby, kind of snooty, massive tits like G-cups, and not fat girl tits, massive perky tittys
<now that relationship failed due to her being constantly emasculating to me and then doing bpd shit but I used this exact technique again and found a better for me girl who's a skinny scenemo chick, small tits, honestly find her hotter, she doesnt emasculate me and make me call her anything in public either which is very nice
faggotmaxxing might be the future tech in speedrunning the "unlock GF" achievement
>be me
>loser chud
<ironically i am more politically chudpilled now
>using 4cuck since 2017 then switching to here around late 2024 cause 4cuck had fully became reddit and I could no longer deny it
>into snca theater kid shit and some very foid media and hide it most of my life
>finally after a really depressing incident with a girl i had a crush on i decide that i dont care about anything socially and might as well fit in with the faggot theater kids since there are no chuds in this school other then me
>instantly get a gf, hot blond goth chick, a little chubby, kind of snooty, massive tits like G-cups, and not fat girl tits, massive perky tittys
<now that relationship failed due to her being constantly emasculating to me and then doing bpd shit but I used this exact technique again and found a better for me girl who's a skinny scenemo chick, small tits, honestly find her hotter, she doesnt emasculate me and make me call her anything in public either which is very nice
0314x794
R: 2 / I: 0
I’m such an idiot. I really piss myself off with how dumb I can be sometimes. All the stupid, little mistakes I make all the time just keep adding up, reminding me that retards like me deserve to be excommunicated from normal society.
I’m such an idiot. I really piss myself off with how dumb I can be sometimes. All the stupid, little mistakes I make all the time just keep adding up, reminding me that retards like me deserve to be excommunicated from normal society.
0360x359
R: 2 / I: 0
>be me
>get cup of coffee in the morning
>too hot for my ginger lips
>go outside with it, it cools down a bit about 5 minutes later
<its nice to sit on my porch or walk around a little whilst sipping my coffee
>big ass hornet appears cause I live in Appalachia
>decide to go inside cause those fuckers remember faces, its about 10 minutes later
>go inside an tend to some things I need to do
>take a few sips of my coffee, still hot, but not *too* hot
>begin to look for operating systems to put on my ventoy USB cause I'm a retard tech nerd
>take sip of coffee, its now about 40 minutes after it has been made
>its now ice cold, kind of disappointed, but its cold coffee which isnt that bad
<
congratulations you wasted like 3 minutes reading useless information, I hope you found it relatable at least
>be me
>get cup of coffee in the morning
>too hot for my ginger lips
>go outside with it, it cools down a bit about 5 minutes later
<its nice to sit on my porch or walk around a little whilst sipping my coffee
>big ass hornet appears cause I live in Appalachia
>decide to go inside cause those fuckers remember faces, its about 10 minutes later
>go inside an tend to some things I need to do
>take a few sips of my coffee, still hot, but not *too* hot
>begin to look for operating systems to put on my ventoy USB cause I'm a retard tech nerd
>take sip of coffee, its now about 40 minutes after it has been made
>its now ice cold, kind of disappointed, but its cold coffee which isnt that bad
<
congratulations you wasted like 3 minutes reading useless information, I hope you found it relatable at least
0699x613
R: 13 / I: 2
snca giga long life story vent
>be me
>zero family outside of immediate, hate mom and sister (insanely normie blonde foids) and dad is uneducated 60iq europoor and can barely speak english, and none of us ever talk or do anything together
>childhood, im a complete loser, fat, short, gross, all i do is watch le epic jacksepticeye all day, even when family or friends ask to go somewhere I say no and sit inside all day
>In elementary school make two friends, a tall skinny sperg and a tall emo girl, and she shows me fagslop like danganrompa, fanfics, undertale AUs, and other weird band kid brim
>Have a tiny crush on her so I research her interests even though I hate them just to be able to relate o algo and be a good friend
>Get cured from my normie-ism cuz unsupervised internet access
>Girl becomes FTM troon after like a year and I stop talking to xer
>Grow up with the aspie, go to same schools, take whatever classes he takes, hang out at his place and play wii or pc and become really close friends
>The rest of elementary, middle, and high school I make no new friends since not normie, just mutual acquaintances through best friend
>Autistic bsf gets a hot alt gf over the summer, has a loving, and rich, extensive family, and has people constantly trying to be his friend and invite him to stuff
>I will be a real woman and start complaining he doesn't spend enough time with me
>We have an argument and stop talking for a long time
>Go into months long depression because my one thing in life is gone and I consider kms
>Break out of depression after friend breaks up with his gf and we make up
>Younger sister always at parties, always at her bfs place and doing typical social teen activities and taunts me for being a NEET
>Parents divorce and mom starts bringing over strangers to our place to find a new stepdad for me o algo
>Friend in uni while I'm in gap year as a wagecvck full-time night-shift
>still KHHV at 18
>Realize I am a loser with nothing going for them
>Decide to look for friends
>Meet a girl online who is also looking for friends
>Almost EXACTLY like the emo girl from elementary school
>Friendzone myself insta because I don't want to make things awkward
>Talk almost every day for 8 months this July
>Terrified of losing literally my only other friend
>Think SURELY uni will be better then hs, only 1 more month of working until sem starts
>Everyday wake up at 9PM
>Take public transport to work, ignoring the 4 homeless drug addicts asking me for change
>Sit in le chair in a dress shirt and tie and do nothing because no one is awake at night
>Go home after 8 hours of my 40yo retard jamacian nigroid coworker talking to me about his 2 baby mamas or showing me bl*ck w*men shaking ass on insta reels even after ignoring him every day
>play league for 4 hours just to go even in LP still Eme III
>Sleep
>Repeat
Im 19 now, still KHHV, the autist and E-foid are still my only friends(feels like the woman is disinterested in being friends even after 8 months now), and I feel like I've genuinely wasted my life already, my youthful years are gone and I have nothing to show for it.
Never went to a party, never got drunk, never smoked (cigs or weed) didn't experience teen love or heartbreak, didn't make any friends, didn't go to any conventions or events.
Never went anywhere, never did anything, never met anyone.
Been waiting for life to start for 6 years now, starting to think this is it.
snca giga long life story vent
>be me
>zero family outside of immediate, hate mom and sister (insanely normie blonde foids) and dad is uneducated 60iq europoor and can barely speak english, and none of us ever talk or do anything together
>childhood, im a complete loser, fat, short, gross, all i do is watch le epic jacksepticeye all day, even when family or friends ask to go somewhere I say no and sit inside all day
>In elementary school make two friends, a tall skinny sperg and a tall emo girl, and she shows me fagslop like danganrompa, fanfics, undertale AUs, and other weird band kid brim
>Have a tiny crush on her so I research her interests even though I hate them just to be able to relate o algo and be a good friend
>Get cured from my normie-ism cuz unsupervised internet access
>Girl becomes FTM troon after like a year and I stop talking to xer
>Grow up with the aspie, go to same schools, take whatever classes he takes, hang out at his place and play wii or pc and become really close friends
>The rest of elementary, middle, and high school I make no new friends since not normie, just mutual acquaintances through best friend
>Autistic bsf gets a hot alt gf over the summer, has a loving, and rich, extensive family, and has people constantly trying to be his friend and invite him to stuff
>I will be a real woman and start complaining he doesn't spend enough time with me
>We have an argument and stop talking for a long time
>Go into months long depression because my one thing in life is gone and I consider kms
>Break out of depression after friend breaks up with his gf and we make up
>Younger sister always at parties, always at her bfs place and doing typical social teen activities and taunts me for being a NEET
>Parents divorce and mom starts bringing over strangers to our place to find a new stepdad for me o algo
>Friend in uni while I'm in gap year as a wagecvck full-time night-shift
>still KHHV at 18
>Realize I am a loser with nothing going for them
>Decide to look for friends
>Meet a girl online who is also looking for friends
>Almost EXACTLY like the emo girl from elementary school
>Friendzone myself insta because I don't want to make things awkward
>Talk almost every day for 8 months this July
>Terrified of losing literally my only other friend
>Think SURELY uni will be better then hs, only 1 more month of working until sem starts
>Everyday wake up at 9PM
>Take public transport to work, ignoring the 4 homeless drug addicts asking me for change
>Sit in le chair in a dress shirt and tie and do nothing because no one is awake at night
>Go home after 8 hours of my 40yo retard jamacian nigroid coworker talking to me about his 2 baby mamas or showing me bl*ck w*men shaking ass on insta reels even after ignoring him every day
>play league for 4 hours just to go even in LP still Eme III
>Sleep
>Repeat
Im 19 now, still KHHV, the autist and E-foid are still my only friends(feels like the woman is disinterested in being friends even after 8 months now), and I feel like I've genuinely wasted my life already, my youthful years are gone and I have nothing to show for it.
Never went to a party, never got drunk, never smoked (cigs or weed) didn't experience teen love or heartbreak, didn't make any friends, didn't go to any conventions or events.
Never went anywhere, never did anything, never met anyone.
Been waiting for life to start for 6 years now, starting to think this is it.
0461x132
R: 5 / I: 0
I wanna know if you're still around and if ever did get that blood test done cuz it keeps me up at night m'kay?
Where you at nigga
There was a guy posting here around 6 months ago about feeling like shit all the time.I wanna know if you're still around and if ever did get that blood test done cuz it keeps me up at night m'kay?
0640x480
R: 1 / I: 0
Pyronies disease
Pyronies disease
0235x202
R: 2 / I: 1
Im such a fat fucking chud 🥹✌️
Im such a fat fucking chud 🥹✌️
0447x447
R: 2 / I: 0
your pregnant gf will not be able to resist the 10,000% nicotine vanilla cherry vape cart and your unborn child will be hookes on ten thousand percent nicotine juice before they are born imtbi
your pregnant gf will not be able to resist the 10,000% nicotine vanilla cherry vape cart and your unborn child will be hookes on ten thousand percent nicotine juice before they are born imtbi
02239x2080
R: 2 / I: 0
Why do men need to be hot
Why do men need to be hot
0598x396
R: 1 / I: 0
My neighbor's going through chemotherapy I told him to get well soon but I hope the guy dies cuz I want to bang his wife after he kicks the bucket lol
My neighbor's going through chemotherapy I told him to get well soon but I hope the guy dies cuz I want to bang his wife after he kicks the bucket lol
0594x528
R: 16 / I: 3
What caused /soy/ to become the shithole it is now?
What caused /soy/ to become the shithole it is now?
0960x720
R: 23 / I: 6
its my birthday today i turn 20teen!
its my birthday today i turn 20teen!
0.0011254x1254
R: 16 / I: 0
does edging work
And when i mean work, I mean like will i get bigger nuts and last longer during sex0416x480
R: 0 / I: 0
copypasta hunting general
ITT we post copypastas so they can never be used again on this board03072x4019
R: 6 / I: 0
Kink Exploration Thread
Kink Exploration Thread
0255x143
R: 16 / I: 3
i hate being alive why did i have to be born in the most niggerhell era of history and on top of that im an ugly autistic manlet with debilitating eczema
i hate being alive why did i have to be born in the most niggerhell era of history and on top of that im an ugly autistic manlet with debilitating eczema
0594x528
R: 10 / I: 1
i hаte being ugly
i hаte being ugly
0255x234
R: 7 / I: 1
My girlfriend just beat me in an arm wrestle wtf do I do
My girlfriend just beat me in an arm wrestle wtf do I do
0367x487
R: 9 / I: 2
How does one cope with getting old? Soon I'll no longer be 'teen. It scares me everyday, not the adult life, but that these years will pass
How does one cope with getting old? Soon I'll no longer be 'teen. It scares me everyday, not the adult life, but that these years will pass
0498x460
R: 30 / I: 2
How does one cope with having a small penis?
How does one cope with having a small penis?
0902x841
R: 6 / I: 1
Are there any hobbies/interests that haven't been utterly raped by investors, shareholders, and private equity?
Are there any hobbies/interests that haven't been utterly raped by investors, shareholders, and private equity?
0.1761078x1267
R: 8 / I: 1
>Fukuda Yua attempted to enter New Zealand
>More than 6 hours of questioning
>A drug test
>Her luggage was confiscated after she was surrounded by 10 police officers
>She was held waiting in a detention cell
>As a result, she was denied entry and forcibly deported.
JAV star was deported from New Zealand
JAV star was deported from New Zealand>Fukuda Yua attempted to enter New Zealand
>More than 6 hours of questioning
>A drug test
>Her luggage was confiscated after she was surrounded by 10 police officers
>She was held waiting in a detention cell
>As a result, she was denied entry and forcibly deported.
0800x800
R: 0 / I: 0
goodnight sharty people dont stay up too late nusoi
goodnight sharty people dont stay up too late nusoi
01300x956
R: 28 / I: 7
>85% sure my brother is a faggot
what do?
>85% sure my brother is a faggot
what do?
0600x688
R: 3 / I: 0
I am angry.
I am angry.
0641x855
R: 1 / I: 1
Just shut it all down
Just shut it all down
0600x800
R: 8 / I: 0
What would you do if every job application you put in got rejected?
What would you do if every job application you put in got rejected?
0636x513
R: 3 / I: 0
How do I stop seeing myself as a loser
I miss when I could leave the house without feeling like a retarded worm, Im so sad all the time even though just a year ago I was a normal person. Feels bad man02048x2048
R: 3 / I: 0
I really like men but I'm from Scotland. I'd open up on /pol/ but they'd make fun of me for being brown I hope I can confide in you guys.
I really like men but I'm from Scotland. I'd open up on /pol/ but they'd make fun of me for being brown I hope I can confide in you guys.
01152x2048
R: 10 / I: 0
Girls at my uni have a WhatsApp and they had polls asking what will each classmate end up becoming. Mine was “fertilizer”.
I don’t even talk to anyone or give them any trouble. The fucking Foids all want me to kill myself.
Girls at my uni have a WhatsApp and they had polls asking what will each classmate end up becoming. Mine was “fertilizer”.
I don’t even talk to anyone or give them any trouble. The fucking Foids all want me to kill myself.
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my life is awesome geg
fuck BPtrannies
fuck incelcucks
fuck niggers
my life is awesome geg
fuck BPtrannies
fuck incelcucks
fuck niggers
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TFR
TFR
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The point is that we're both male furries ERPing with one another, but he's into both males and females while I'm not. At times I just dream about me turned into a furry being with him in a SFW manner – something he dislikes for some reason. I did tell him that I love him, to which I don't recall him reacting in a serious way. Some of the money I have go into our fetishes once a month or so.
Today something must've happened as, when I was talking about a new person I started chatting with, he told me that he wants to cut all ties with me, as, from his standpoint, I'm a bad influence on him because he's gotten too dependent on my donations and because I insist on him being into males too much. The very worst thing is that HE wants ME to forget about him for a month or two. I needed some venting, do whatever you find suitable with that information….
inb4 frogDEMORALISERS say something like "kekekekekek nuswas are literally furperverts"
This is downright abysmal.
I've made an e-friend distance away from me, and that just devastates me.The point is that we're both male furries ERPing with one another, but he's into both males and females while I'm not. At times I just dream about me turned into a furry being with him in a SFW manner – something he dislikes for some reason. I did tell him that I love him, to which I don't recall him reacting in a serious way. Some of the money I have go into our fetishes once a month or so.
Today something must've happened as, when I was talking about a new person I started chatting with, he told me that he wants to cut all ties with me, as, from his standpoint, I'm a bad influence on him because he's gotten too dependent on my donations and because I insist on him being into males too much. The very worst thing is that HE wants ME to forget about him for a month or two. I needed some venting, do whatever you find suitable with that information….
inb4 frogDEMORALISERS say something like "kekekekekek nuswas are literally furperverts"
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How do I get fit as fast as possible? I'm a skinny fat retard who's been in terrible shape his entire life. I just want to look mildly decent and stop looking so subhuman by the end of summer.
How do I get fit as fast as possible? I'm a skinny fat retard who's been in terrible shape his entire life. I just want to look mildly decent and stop looking so subhuman by the end of summer.
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R: 1 / I: 0
What is this section im from pol and WTF is this random fucking thing
What is this section im from pol and WTF is this random fucking thing
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R: 79 / I: 10
How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.
How do I stop gooning to tranny porn? Seriously, when I get the urge of watching porn, I atleast have the intention of watching straight porn, but in the end I always end up watching jartycuck tranny porn garbage.
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R: 2 / I: 2
Hello
My life is meaningless0495x619
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Anyone else have this? I've been dealing it with pretty much my whole life, I remember having insomnia back when I was 7 because I couldn't stop daydreaming. I watched Watamote recently and I've noticed that Tomoko seems to exhibit symptoms of it which reminded me of it
Anyone else have this? I've been dealing it with pretty much my whole life, I remember having insomnia back when I was 7 because I couldn't stop daydreaming. I watched Watamote recently and I've noticed that Tomoko seems to exhibit symptoms of it which reminded me of it
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R: 24 / I: 2
(Warning : faggot speaking)
I'll get straight to the point, my boyfriend is 10 times more handsome than i am and it's bothering me alot.
We are planning to meet in a month and i am really scared he won't like me once we meet, since there will be no halo that we have in a text chat.
He told me not to do anything with my face and i promised him not to, but i am going to a plastic surgeon today to plan my first surgery.
I feel horrible all the time and i am tired of being ugly.
(Warning : faggot speaking)
I'll get straight to the point, my boyfriend is 10 times more handsome than i am and it's bothering me alot.
We are planning to meet in a month and i am really scared he won't like me once we meet, since there will be no halo that we have in a text chat.
He told me not to do anything with my face and i promised him not to, but i am going to a plastic surgeon today to plan my first surgery.
I feel horrible all the time and i am tired of being ugly.
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R: 7 / I: 1
Has anybaldi tried disappearing for a while online just to see if anybaldi cares? If so what were the results o algo
Has anybaldi tried disappearing for a while online just to see if anybaldi cares? If so what were the results o algo
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women are the niggers of gender
women are the niggers of gender
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zero pph
zero pph
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How do you guys live with self hatred?
Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
How do you guys live with self hatred?
Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
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I had a dream where a guy hugged me while saying nice things in my ear. It felt so nice
I had a dream where a guy hugged me while saying nice things in my ear. It felt so nice
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R: 1 / I: 0
Glycin
Is glycin good for you?01080x1294
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im a troon and im owed sex
im a troon and im owed sex
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>interact with tall women around my height
>literally the sweetest people in the world, walk away with a favorable impression
>interact with short woman
>literally the bitchiest cunts to ever live, calls me short even though I’m 5’11 and she’s 5’2
>interact with tall women around my height
>literally the sweetest people in the world, walk away with a favorable impression
>interact with short woman
>literally the bitchiest cunts to ever live, calls me short even though I’m 5’11 and she’s 5’2
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Nothing would leave me for fulfilled and satisfied in life than dancing with a girl. The thought of just getting lost in a young girls eyes whilst moving in tandem - willingly and longingly - makes me want to weep. Gripping her hands and swaying about with chemical sparks of what makes up love practically shooting off in any and all direction like a firework. There's something so warped and wrong in the fact that I cannot, and likely will not be ever able to do this. I've been to a singular school dance in my entire life, and I spent the three hours alone sulking in the corner of the venue, all short-lived attempts at getting into the large wealth of students dancing in the center being rejected by my own embarrassment. I have so much love to give and no-one to give it to. Kill me now.
Nothing would leave me for fulfilled and satisfied in life than dancing with a girl. The thought of just getting lost in a young girls eyes whilst moving in tandem - willingly and longingly - makes me want to weep. Gripping her hands and swaying about with chemical sparks of what makes up love practically shooting off in any and all direction like a firework. There's something so warped and wrong in the fact that I cannot, and likely will not be ever able to do this. I've been to a singular school dance in my entire life, and I spent the three hours alone sulking in the corner of the venue, all short-lived attempts at getting into the large wealth of students dancing in the center being rejected by my own embarrassment. I have so much love to give and no-one to give it to. Kill me now.
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hi /r9k/ tell me about your day
hi /r9k/ tell me about your day
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What do I do? How do I genuinely convince them to just go on a vacation trip to a normal country? Help me nusois, I don't want them to go to 'p land.
Not Japan...
I heard bad news, my dad is planning to take my sisters (They're kids) on a vacation trip to Japan, they don't know Japan much, they just think it's le hecking wholesome and kawaii land with future shit and tranime, they don't know there's predators, creeps, 'p lovers, basically anything that makes you say OYYYYYYYY.What do I do? How do I genuinely convince them to just go on a vacation trip to a normal country? Help me nusois, I don't want them to go to 'p land.
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R: 0 / I: 0
do nusois really not get hit with debilitating TFWs keeek
do nusois really not get hit with debilitating TFWs keeek
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Is a robowaifu too much to ask for
Is a robowaifu too much to ask for
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pro tip for nusois in western europe/north america who have no money/ac and dont want to be outside in this heat: go to public libraries
>free books
>can eat your food inside
>free ac
>staff wont bother you
>free computers
>free wifi
<obligatory larp media
pro tip for nusois in western europe/north america who have no money/ac and dont want to be outside in this heat: go to public libraries
>free books
>can eat your food inside
>free ac
>staff wont bother you
>free computers
>free wifi
<obligatory larp media
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Yikerinos
Yikerinos
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everypony will have a good giga summer
everypony will have a good giga summer
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R: 2 / I: 0
Why are moids like this?
Originaaal
Why are moids like this?
Originaaal
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but in current times and circumstances iam way happier being open to myself and my interests.
always aprpeciate what you love and like and not what other think about it.
proudly a furry
becoming a furry was one of the best decisions ive ever did 16 year old me would have called myself a weirdo but i was way more insecure back then and super unhappy considering often to take my life.but in current times and circumstances iam way happier being open to myself and my interests.
always aprpeciate what you love and like and not what other think about it.
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What is something you believe that most people don't?
>inb4 something something foids, niggers, trannies are evil
What is something you believe that most people don't?
>inb4 something something foids, niggers, trannies are evil
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I'm addicted to caffeine and when i sit in the library reading a book after a few hours i have to go buy a monster to concentration on it again. advice?
I'm addicted to caffeine and when i sit in the library reading a book after a few hours i have to go buy a monster to concentration on it again. advice?
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I never recovered from this mistake. I’m a brony in recovery. I’m bigger now than I’ve ever been. I’m a 450 pound man who can barely walk. My life can’t get much worse.
See this retard prancing about on stage?
It was me, 13 years ago. After my performance I was immediately stuffed in a locker.I never recovered from this mistake. I’m a brony in recovery. I’m bigger now than I’ve ever been. I’m a 450 pound man who can barely walk. My life can’t get much worse.
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I hate trannies
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I hate trannies
>
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R: 5 / I: 1
It's a bit late now, but 2026 is unironically, not even as a meme, for sure this time, gonna be my fucking year.
It's a bit late now, but 2026 is unironically, not even as a meme, for sure this time, gonna be my fucking year.
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R: 11 / I: 1
<Redditnegrospace
Everyday has begun to fill me with a greater sense of dread than the last. Graduating high school has left me feeling old as I sit in my room and stare at my computer monitor, uncertain of what College will be like. I don't even want to go to college really, I don't want to do anything. I can hardly handle just existing, food lacks it's taste and video games really aren't fun anymore.
<Redditniggerspace
What scares me the most is that this is the way I'll live for the rest of my life. An empty cog in the machine going along, feeling nothing and having no connections to anyone. If I'm lucky I'll marry a blown out whore in my late twenties and have a loving heckin family. She'll be a stupid live laugh love bitch and if I have kids I could have a literal troon, faggot, or whatever brand of degenerate can be spawned. I'll live to see my hairline recede and my skin grown pale, my eyes growing more hollow with every look in the mirror. Becoming a mockery of myself by the time I'm 60. That's only if I'm lucky doe…
<Reddit mooncricket space
That's really why living seems so dull. If I don't enjoy it now I probably won't enjoy it when I reach my twenties, my thirties and so on and so forth. Youth is the only good and pure thing about this world I'll never be young again since 18 is an old mans age. Might as well blow my head off but I know it would sadden some of my family, maybe my friends. However the thought that I would live on as a traumatic impact in some of their minds fills me with a sense of immortality.
<Reddit colored space
Does anyone relate or have any solutions to this listlessness and melancholy?
When will it end?
Looking for jobs is one of the greatest faggot conceptions ever made. I constantly apply online than drive to whatever nigger hell I hope to work at and ask someone for an application form and if I can speak to their manager. Their dead eyes search mine and make me feel even more empty than when I first entered. The stupid fucking managers see right into my mind, I need tinfoil to conceal my noxious thoughts or otherwise they would shoot me on site, a scraping of my mind and a sharp piercing noise ensues. It's an awful experience and I would really rather just rot in my room than endure it.<Redditnegrospace
Everyday has begun to fill me with a greater sense of dread than the last. Graduating high school has left me feeling old as I sit in my room and stare at my computer monitor, uncertain of what College will be like. I don't even want to go to college really, I don't want to do anything. I can hardly handle just existing, food lacks it's taste and video games really aren't fun anymore.
<Redditniggerspace
What scares me the most is that this is the way I'll live for the rest of my life. An empty cog in the machine going along, feeling nothing and having no connections to anyone. If I'm lucky I'll marry a blown out whore in my late twenties and have a loving heckin family. She'll be a stupid live laugh love bitch and if I have kids I could have a literal troon, faggot, or whatever brand of degenerate can be spawned. I'll live to see my hairline recede and my skin grown pale, my eyes growing more hollow with every look in the mirror. Becoming a mockery of myself by the time I'm 60. That's only if I'm lucky doe…
<Reddit mooncricket space
That's really why living seems so dull. If I don't enjoy it now I probably won't enjoy it when I reach my twenties, my thirties and so on and so forth. Youth is the only good and pure thing about this world I'll never be young again since 18 is an old mans age. Might as well blow my head off but I know it would sadden some of my family, maybe my friends. However the thought that I would live on as a traumatic impact in some of their minds fills me with a sense of immortality.
<Reddit colored space
Does anyone relate or have any solutions to this listlessness and melancholy?
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R: 8 / I: 0
Weird dreams about gooning.
I haven't gooned in a few months by now and I don't have any lustful thoughts during the day but I sometimes have these dreams where I'm in my home and I get the urge to goon. When I give into the urge, I get filled with immense shame and the dream ends before I do anything. For the first moments after waking up I feel like I really failed and gooned again. It's never a wet dream and I don't wake up with a boner or anything. They usually happen right before I wake up. Has anyone else experienced something like this?01164x1351
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When people talk to me or im reading something it always takes like 10 seconds to understand what they're trying to tell me compared to everyone else. Is this fixable or am I just retarded
When people talk to me or im reading something it always takes like 10 seconds to understand what they're trying to tell me compared to everyone else. Is this fixable or am I just retarded
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R: 2 / I: 0
Does anyone else randomly jerk their head to the side for no reason? Any idea on what it is because I'm pretty sure it's not Tourettes or something
Does anyone else randomly jerk their head to the side for no reason? Any idea on what it is because I'm pretty sure it's not Tourettes or something
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R: 19 / I: 2
i heard women liike austistic men. Is this true or is this like those online women do. If it is it could be my ticket.
i heard women liike austistic men. Is this true or is this like those online women do. If it is it could be my ticket.
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R: 12 / I: 0
I hate niggers, women, faggots, and trannies. All of equal, yet starkly high proportions.
I hate niggers, women, faggots, and trannies. All of equal, yet starkly high proportions.
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R: 9 / I: 0
Are big dicks an overrated meme?
I just peeled some banana and tried to see how big of a bite I can take and shoved the most I can into my mouth before marking it with my teeth without fully biting down to be able to measure how much fit into my mouth and it was about 9 cm before it hit the back of my throat, the average cock is like 14~ cm, where does the other 6-ish cm go when performing blowjobs?0450x618
R: 5 / I: 0
ITT: We discuss what will happen after quote shuts down The party
I've been wondering said thing lately, personally i think a new soysphere website will be created that will replace the Sharty02694x1504
R: 15 / I: 1
Massive SNCA but I just wanted to vent.
I'm a nusoi (joined last year).
But I've been thinking about quitting the soyspehere for some time now. The website used to be very fun, I would spend a lot of time laughing at the jokes. But now, its just stale, every thing just feels the same.
Everyone says the soysphere is dying, but I think that the soysphere is just like a sheperd's tone, it feels like it's descending and going on a downward spiral, but in reality, it has always been like this.
I don't think the website itself is the problem, but I'm the problem. I'm still young, and I think I just realized that I don't want to spend a big part of my day in here. And the soysphere is mostly about politics and useless drama, which I don't really care about.
It's sad because I wish I could stay to make more 'jaks, and I met a lot of cool people in here. I find it really hard to say goodbye, but I guess it's for my own good.
Maybe I'll just use it occasionally, or maybe I'll leave forever.
Massive SNCA but I just wanted to vent.
I'm a nusoi (joined last year).
But I've been thinking about quitting the soyspehere for some time now. The website used to be very fun, I would spend a lot of time laughing at the jokes. But now, its just stale, every thing just feels the same.
Everyone says the soysphere is dying, but I think that the soysphere is just like a sheperd's tone, it feels like it's descending and going on a downward spiral, but in reality, it has always been like this.
I don't think the website itself is the problem, but I'm the problem. I'm still young, and I think I just realized that I don't want to spend a big part of my day in here. And the soysphere is mostly about politics and useless drama, which I don't really care about.
It's sad because I wish I could stay to make more 'jaks, and I met a lot of cool people in here. I find it really hard to say goodbye, but I guess it's for my own good.
Maybe I'll just use it occasionally, or maybe I'll leave forever.
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R: 10 / I: 1
>dont talk to me, together i feel more alone
>forget my name, you and i have nothing in common
>there is no point in introducing me
>i know my place, in a long line in the back
>i know myself and i dont reccomend her to anyone
>shes worth ignoring for good
>i always said i was different from the rest
>now i stay quiet, before i ruin your mood
>im getting addicted to self isolating myself
>the free time in which i did not enjoy myself
>the memories i have never experienced
>am i traumatizing myself?
>dont talk to me, together i feel more alone
>forget my name, you and i have nothing in common
>there is no point in introducing me
>i know my place, in a long line in the back
>i know myself and i dont reccomend her to anyone
>shes worth ignoring for good
>i always said i was different from the rest
>now i stay quiet, before i ruin your mood
>im getting addicted to self isolating myself
>the free time in which i did not enjoy myself
>the memories i have never experienced
>am i traumatizing myself?
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R: 7 / I: 1
How do you actually stop dandruff?
How do you actually stop dandruff?
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R: 6 / I: 0
Why do I keep giving my valuable time to people who don't care if I've lived a hard life
Why do I keep giving my valuable time to people who don't care if I've lived a hard life
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R: 0 / I: 0
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But Heaven knows I’m miserable now0.027750x748
R: 0 / I: 0
>hamming it up
>hamming it up
0480x382
R: 3 / I: 0
I think I'm gonna try to change my life.
I have this urge to just completely abandon all my distractions, delete all online accounts, stop using the internet and fully focus on improving myself physically and mentally.
The biggest problem that I need to fix is my lack of social skills. My whole life I've lived in a remote place without much social interaction and I never talk to anyone I don't know, I've never even ordered in a restaurant. I have no idea how I could begin fixing this, where do I meet new people my age without coming off as a total retard?
I also don't know what I should be doing with my free time, I know reading books and working out but you can't really do that the whole day.
I think I'm gonna try to change my life.
I have this urge to just completely abandon all my distractions, delete all online accounts, stop using the internet and fully focus on improving myself physically and mentally.
The biggest problem that I need to fix is my lack of social skills. My whole life I've lived in a remote place without much social interaction and I never talk to anyone I don't know, I've never even ordered in a restaurant. I have no idea how I could begin fixing this, where do I meet new people my age without coming off as a total retard?
I also don't know what I should be doing with my free time, I know reading books and working out but you can't really do that the whole day.
0255x255
R: 0 / I: 0
I… I think I love you
I… I think I love you
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R: 2 / I: 0
> the janny fruit mart
That is all.
> the janny fruit mart
That is all.
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R: 0 / I: 0
Because of the heat in my area at the moment I've been in my underwear all day and I keep imagining a girl walking into my house and cuddling me while I'm like this.
Because of the heat in my area at the moment I've been in my underwear all day and I keep imagining a girl walking into my house and cuddling me while I'm like this.
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R: 17 / I: 0
It might be over 27m
It might be over 27m
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R: 15 / I: 0
What is your record?
Yesterday I masturbated 5 times
I’m jerking off again right now.What is your record?
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R: 4 / I: 0
Seriously how is a sensitive young chud even supposed to make friends. I tried.
Tried to befriend locals from my town but whenever I tried bringing up any of my interests they shut me down. When I moved away for college I joined a frat but that was largely the same.
Can't even find places to practice my interests because they simply don't exist. Not even talking about weird shit. But apparently anything that isn't football (soccer for the yanks) and talking about the same 5 retarded 65IQ social drama stories is "cringe".
Seriously how is a sensitive young chud even supposed to make friends. I tried.
Tried to befriend locals from my town but whenever I tried bringing up any of my interests they shut me down. When I moved away for college I joined a frat but that was largely the same.
Can't even find places to practice my interests because they simply don't exist. Not even talking about weird shit. But apparently anything that isn't football (soccer for the yanks) and talking about the same 5 retarded 65IQ social drama stories is "cringe".
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R: 6 / I: 1
why has so many people forgotten to say please and thank you + essential manners
why has so many people forgotten to say please and thank you + essential manners
0.051080x1920
R: 7 / I: 1
I must admit, I have never been one for insecurities, and I have never had any really. But one thing keeps me up at night. That I will never have hair like this. I am nearly 100% germanic (the rest is celtic, i am not a mutt), yet my hair has horrible curls when long. because of this, i am forever stuck with a buzzcut. FBM.
I must admit, I have never been one for insecurities, and I have never had any really. But one thing keeps me up at night. That I will never have hair like this. I am nearly 100% germanic (the rest is celtic, i am not a mutt), yet my hair has horrible curls when long. because of this, i am forever stuck with a buzzcut. FBM.
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R: 104 / I: 14
I used to be a retarded leftoid furnigger that did nothing but play troonfortress 2 all day. That changed when one of my friends tried to convince me it was ok & “natural” to goon to feral. I immediately realized how fucked up and degenerate a lot of this shit was, and got off the computer for a solid 2 months. Started working out, started volunteering, and overall just started to be more social.(long story short life improved by 10 fold)
Dont give up bros. if I could improve my life from being a pathetic furnigger gooner, I’m sure a majority of you guys can.
Degroomed myself
SNCA story how I degroomed myselfI used to be a retarded leftoid furnigger that did nothing but play troonfortress 2 all day. That changed when one of my friends tried to convince me it was ok & “natural” to goon to feral. I immediately realized how fucked up and degenerate a lot of this shit was, and got off the computer for a solid 2 months. Started working out, started volunteering, and overall just started to be more social.(long story short life improved by 10 fold)
Dont give up bros. if I could improve my life from being a pathetic furnigger gooner, I’m sure a majority of you guys can.
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R: 10 / I: 3
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^TLDR; im a nigcel, my friends all became faggots and I left them for 6 months and I couldn't handle the loneliness and I went back to them 3 months ago, I am sorry to any everybody who gave me advice on how to get over it. I really couldn't.
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So the furniggers dating broke up last month and ever since any group activity with them both has been awkward as shit, and last night the guy who I said was just a faggot trooned out. He said "not fully" as he's a "flux girl" but bro this is only the beginning of the end.
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I saw the writing on the wall once I started seriously talking to him again. He hung around in GAY minecraft 'cords, had "online" friends who were all queer in a way and the guy was like me KHHV. He already said he was a "catboy" and used those emoticons. I have always condemned this as cringe, gay and dumb, I very much said his online friends aren't his friends and that these spaces are harmfull. Also his sister is a pooner
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This is the fruits of saying "do what makes you happy".
Furnigger guy
Hey guys I scurry back to this site and board like a bruised puppy.<
^TLDR; im a nigcel, my friends all became faggots and I left them for 6 months and I couldn't handle the loneliness and I went back to them 3 months ago, I am sorry to any everybody who gave me advice on how to get over it. I really couldn't.
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So the furniggers dating broke up last month and ever since any group activity with them both has been awkward as shit, and last night the guy who I said was just a faggot trooned out. He said "not fully" as he's a "flux girl" but bro this is only the beginning of the end.
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I saw the writing on the wall once I started seriously talking to him again. He hung around in GAY minecraft 'cords, had "online" friends who were all queer in a way and the guy was like me KHHV. He already said he was a "catboy" and used those emoticons. I have always condemned this as cringe, gay and dumb, I very much said his online friends aren't his friends and that these spaces are harmfull. Also his sister is a pooner
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This is the fruits of saying "do what makes you happy".
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Your car is German. Your pizza is Italian. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Brazilian. Your movies American. Your shirt is Indian. Your electronic Chinese. Your numbers Arabic. Your letters are Latin. And you complain your neighbor is an immigrant! Pull yourself together.
Your car is German. Your pizza is Italian. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Brazilian. Your movies American. Your shirt is Indian. Your electronic Chinese. Your numbers Arabic. Your letters are Latin. And you complain your neighbor is an immigrant! Pull yourself together.
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R: 12 / I: 0
Tinnitus sucks
Any chance of that shit being cured in the next 40 years? If not how do you cope with it?0720x720
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This world is so wretched it brings me to madness.
God created this world in His Providence, but wretched man is it's steward.
Most wretched of all is me, for I have been given the gift of life by God and squandered it. I know the wretchedness of this world and do nothing but observe it and despair.
This world is so wretched it brings me to madness.
God created this world in His Providence, but wretched man is it's steward.
Most wretched of all is me, for I have been given the gift of life by God and squandered it. I know the wretchedness of this world and do nothing but observe it and despair.
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R: 6 / I: 1
I have a genuine fear of normies, normie-ness and normie language. When i watcha normie movie, i feel sick, when i listen to normie conversations in public, my stomache knots.
I find it incredibly hard to cope with the fact that 90% of humans are this way. Everyone is disingenuous and playing a character. Its all manipulation and mind games. and im really not intrested in doing all that.
I have a genuine fear of normies, normie-ness and normie language. When i watcha normie movie, i feel sick, when i listen to normie conversations in public, my stomache knots.
I find it incredibly hard to cope with the fact that 90% of humans are this way. Everyone is disingenuous and playing a character. Its all manipulation and mind games. and im really not intrested in doing all that.
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R: 0 / I: 0
unbothered gem
unbothered gem
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My brain is doing that thing where it's playing every emberassing interaction I've had in the last 2 years in my head so that I feel worthless and don't get anything done.
My brain is doing that thing where it's playing every emberassing interaction I've had in the last 2 years in my head so that I feel worthless and don't get anything done.
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R: 3 / I: 0
Allah I beg of you please kill me
Allah I beg of you please kill me
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Fake friends
Today, my friend showed me messages of my best friend chatting with this other friend about me. In these messages, my “best friend” was talking about how I’m hopeless, a lost cause, there’s no point in helping me, etc. That would be one thing, but there were a couple of details that stuck out to me. One, he said he was “already over our friendship three months in”, and two, there were multiple times where he was considering just blocking me while providing no reason. To be honest with you, it was kind of already apparent from the start that he was annoyed with me, but he still acted like everything was ok on the surface. Nothing ever indicated that he was this resentful towards me. But he admitted that he basically only talked to me, not for enjoyment, but as charity work. And once I read this, I went to go unfriend him. Am I a faggot for thinking I meant anything to him at all?0800x789
R: 7 / I: 2
video games are not fun anymore
Not just video games but everything in my life is boring. I cant even bring myself to watch movies or even 10 min youtube videos, is this a sign my brain gave up on me and I should kill myself? Let me know0.087640x358
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I was walking down the street and I saw a foid who kept making the same turns as I was (she was ahead of me) and I was worried she thought i was stalking her so I yelled “I AM NOT STALKING YOU, WE HAPPEN TO BE WALKING IN THE SAME DIRECTIONS” and she recorded me on her >iToddler. Unironically what the fuck was I supposed to do there. I didn’t want her to think I was stalking her, I’m not a creep and I respect women. Am I the asshole?
I was walking down the street and I saw a foid who kept making the same turns as I was (she was ahead of me) and I was worried she thought i was stalking her so I yelled “I AM NOT STALKING YOU, WE HAPPEN TO BE WALKING IN THE SAME DIRECTIONS” and she recorded me on her >iToddler. Unironically what the fuck was I supposed to do there. I didn’t want her to think I was stalking her, I’m not a creep and I respect women. Am I the asshole?
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R: 0 / I: 0
purgatory
I am sleep deprived. I am not capable of being productive, and its too late at night to do menial chores. To pass the time I've been binging the anime I've been watching for the past week. I grew somewhat attached to it, especially in this sleep deprived state. After finishing it, a gaping hole formed in my stomach making me feel passively uneasy. I dread the thought of being alone with my thoughts while i try to fall asleep. I ran out of any effective distractions/copes to ease my mind. I feel like im in a purgatory tonight. The moon is menacingly staring at me as if its asking me for permission to leave. I recognize this sounds silly, and when I return to normal I will probably cringe when remembering that I even made this post… This is my reality now, though. Sorry for being dramatic in advance.0.037836x703
R: 12 / I: 1
I've put it off for forever now, but I've decided to sit down and watch Watamote. It's really quaint watching something "relatable" for once as an ugly sub-4 manlet who hasn't had any real friends in a decade. It's evident to me now why it's a "underground hit" or whomeverbeit.
I've put it off for forever now, but I've decided to sit down and watch Watamote. It's really quaint watching something "relatable" for once as an ugly sub-4 manlet who hasn't had any real friends in a decade. It's evident to me now why it's a "underground hit" or whomeverbeit.
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First of all, trannies can do a lot of things quite well, rightoid faggots are very uncreative people so I don't wanna be a rightoid faggot either. Rightoid faggots are very similar to trannies, but are just gayer and more uncreative.
Trannies are very good at the following:
>Being faggots
>Drawing and art, usually the cartoon/anime style
>Good at programming
>Good at video game designs
>Good at computer shit
>Being in internet communities like anime, stories and scp shit
>Good at videogames
>Good at synthesizer music bullshittery, like DAWs and such.
>Good at music making, in the modern sense.
So basically, if trannies are good at those things, I don't want to do what they do. It means those activities are incompatible with nature.
So… What trannies are not good at is mainly physical stuff like fighting or building DIY stuff. I surprisingly never see trannies in architecture despite it being an artistic endevour.
What other things are trannies not good at?
Things trannies can't do
Hello. I've recently been trying to find things trannies can't do, so I can be the antithesis of a tranny.First of all, trannies can do a lot of things quite well, rightoid faggots are very uncreative people so I don't wanna be a rightoid faggot either. Rightoid faggots are very similar to trannies, but are just gayer and more uncreative.
Trannies are very good at the following:
>Being faggots
>Drawing and art, usually the cartoon/anime style
>Good at programming
>Good at video game designs
>Good at computer shit
>Being in internet communities like anime, stories and scp shit
>Good at videogames
>Good at synthesizer music bullshittery, like DAWs and such.
>Good at music making, in the modern sense.
So basically, if trannies are good at those things, I don't want to do what they do. It means those activities are incompatible with nature.
So… What trannies are not good at is mainly physical stuff like fighting or building DIY stuff. I surprisingly never see trannies in architecture despite it being an artistic endevour.
What other things are trannies not good at?
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i really do wish i didnt constantly look angry and full of hatred because outside of some minor racism towards asians i am a very kind and loving person, all my friends tell me i look like a mass shooter which really gets on my nerves and makes me rather sad
i really do wish i didnt constantly look angry and full of hatred because outside of some minor racism towards asians i am a very kind and loving person, all my friends tell me i look like a mass shooter which really gets on my nerves and makes me rather sad
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R: 4 / I: 1
Hi I'm Juno!
>looking for
Anyone with the same interests, can be any gender
Someone to play tf2 with me and my friends
>not looking for
Men who just want my nudes or a romantic relationship and nothing else
Right leaning
Hi I'm Juno!
>looking for
Anyone with the same interests, can be any gender
Someone to play tf2 with me and my friends
>not looking for
Men who just want my nudes or a romantic relationship and nothing else
Right leaning
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R: 5 / I: 1
I feel very insecure and dissapointed with my creative capacity.
I watch a lot of youtube videos made by very artistic and creative people, i rewatch each video dozens of times, analizing the script, editing, the jokes. It gives me this horrible feeling that i wouldnt have been able of doing what they did, coming up with what they did. Every small detail in their video leaves me in awe. It makes me want to be able to literaly read their minds and understand how come they can do this and i cant.
Enough whining, my question is: How can i be more creative like they are? it feels like all my ideas suck and wouldnt be cool or funny.
I feel very insecure and dissapointed with my creative capacity.
I watch a lot of youtube videos made by very artistic and creative people, i rewatch each video dozens of times, analizing the script, editing, the jokes. It gives me this horrible feeling that i wouldnt have been able of doing what they did, coming up with what they did. Every small detail in their video leaves me in awe. It makes me want to be able to literaly read their minds and understand how come they can do this and i cant.
Enough whining, my question is: How can i be more creative like they are? it feels like all my ideas suck and wouldnt be cool or funny.
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R: 7 / I: 1
Hello
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Hello
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should women vote
should women vote
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how do I get over rejection?
im gonna keep this brief, I had this crush on a girl for a while, I thought it was mutual, we were already good friends for a bit, but when I confessed I had feelings for her she said she didn't have the same feelings back. 13 days later I still haven't gotten over this, it hurts a lot. fuck i'm still obsessed with her too, been having dreams about being with her, I need help.0676x1021
R: 3 / I: 0
I’m a Jew and beaner mix, everyone in my family is a schizo and a liberal, I’m fat, and worst of all, I’m a faggot. I’ve been working out to look less fat and Jew-like, but is there any other advice I could get for dealing with my other issues?
I’m a Jew and beaner mix, everyone in my family is a schizo and a liberal, I’m fat, and worst of all, I’m a faggot. I’ve been working out to look less fat and Jew-like, but is there any other advice I could get for dealing with my other issues?
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R: 2 / I: 0
You will never be Brian Peppers.
Whenever you feel sad, just remember that you aren’t Brian Peppers.0.002720x720
R: 12 / I: 1
>sending pooner ex monthly anonymous encouragement messages so she won't lop her fucking tits off
I'm such a cuck can somebody go to my house and kill me
>sending pooner ex monthly anonymous encouragement messages so she won't lop her fucking tits off
I'm such a cuck can somebody go to my house and kill me
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R: 42 / I: 12
we werent perfect but i never wanted perfect i just wanted them to show that they cared
how do i get over heartbreak
i dont know how to cope with the person i love telling me they dont want anything to do with mewe werent perfect but i never wanted perfect i just wanted them to show that they cared
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R: 0 / I: 0
I hate living in a suburban neighborhood there's nothing to fucking do in my niggerhell existence
I hate living in a suburban neighborhood there's nothing to fucking do in my niggerhell existence
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R: 9 / I: 0
Why do women marry men they don’t want to have sex with?
Why do women marry men they don’t want to have sex with?
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R: 6 / I: 1
Dreams
Talk about your recent dreams o algo0720x832
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How can i convince my parents to find hobbies
After like covid hit like 6 years ago and like everybody started using tiktok reels and shit, my parents have basically been stuck on normgroid media and whatnot. How do i convince these people to do something with their lives rather than becoming the typical boomer who does nothing but scroll mindlessly on fb or some other media sending either ai slop or just blatant misinfo. Like my parents Arent the active kind but at least i dont want them to mindlessly be programmed into believing everything they see on either the tv or god forbid social media. My mom used to read alot of books but now shes stuck on ig reels or just reading snca from some influencer that bakes cakes or something idk. And my dad is just in on linkedin reading some stupid shit some billionaire ceo wrote that nobody could care less about. Im pretty sure my dad loves making something considering hes an electrician and he has some other projects hes making. Also this fatass is like using chatgpt like any moment hes spending on his phone or laptop. At least anything to stop these people from being a part of the hivemind that is modern mass media.0615x615
R: 1 / I: 0
hemorrhoids is a Lord's bulwark from sodomy
hemorrhoids is a Lord's bulwark from sodomy
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R: 28 / I: 9
youre not trying if youre not doing everything in your power to ascend. most of you need to inject testosterone and bonesmash your subhuman faces. you cant complain about being an incel if youre not doing anything about your situation. if youve tried your best and still failed, then fair enough
youre not trying if youre not doing everything in your power to ascend. most of you need to inject testosterone and bonesmash your subhuman faces. you cant complain about being an incel if youre not doing anything about your situation. if youve tried your best and still failed, then fair enough
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R: 70 / I: 16
not being able to keep or make friendships as a girl
as the title says, i struggle to keep or make friendships. my last "friend group" was a couple years ago and i had multiple instances where these girls would drop me then reach out a couple months later with a shitty sorry apology. i like to wear cute girly japanese fashion shit and this makes it even more difficult to befriend people because they think im even more retarded then i actually am, im constantly made fun of or tormented in public (Like my local mall) by normies and i just dont say anything in response, like fully go mute and walk away. i dont have any friends and ive been trying to mask it like i dont care but it just hurts. does anyone else struggle with friendships0640x750
R: 4 / I: 1
>hate foids
>date a few
>hate them more
what now?
>hate foids
>date a few
>hate them more
what now?
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R: 22 / I: 1
he's a gooner but i think he's a nice kid and i wanna ungroom him & also i have a suspicion he might troon out
he's told me he started getting into feral porn, and said that he knows that it's not good.
we've had a falling out and pretty much stopped talking
wtf do i tell him to set him on the right path?
how tf do i help an EPI'd goonigger teen
i was on a gaming 'cord server and there's this one 14 yo guy who was often in the vc with me and 2-3 other pplhe's a gooner but i think he's a nice kid and i wanna ungroom him & also i have a suspicion he might troon out
he's told me he started getting into feral porn, and said that he knows that it's not good.
we've had a falling out and pretty much stopped talking
wtf do i tell him to set him on the right path?
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lucky winner
i found five cigarettes and a lighter outside, ama0.0091035x1200
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I’ve been talking to this girl for a while and she is obsessed with me and would literally let me do whatever I want with her body, willing to cook me food, and do whatever it takes to stay with me.
Have any other female sharteens feel the same way towards their man or is it just my foid?
I’ve been talking to this girl for a while and she is obsessed with me and would literally let me do whatever I want with her body, willing to cook me food, and do whatever it takes to stay with me.
Have any other female sharteens feel the same way towards their man or is it just my foid?
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R: 1 / I: 0
I don't even feel lonely, I just get bored because I have nothing to do in my solitude.
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I don't even feel lonely, I just get bored because I have nothing to do in my solitude.
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R: 1 / I: 0
Slavery is good actually and blacks need it
Slavery is good actually and blacks need it
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R: 0 / I: 0
im going to see my ex next month at a convention
>did xe invite you or something
no,
im going to see my ex next month at a convention
>did xe invite you or something
no,
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R: 1 / I: 0
I have never felt lonely in my entire life. Ever since I was a caca I preferred to be alone and do my own thing. I am incapable of relating to people when they complain about being lonely, and everyone thinks im an asshole because of that.
I have never felt lonely in my entire life. Ever since I was a caca I preferred to be alone and do my own thing. I am incapable of relating to people when they complain about being lonely, and everyone thinks im an asshole because of that.
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R: 9 / I: 0
Has anyone here used stuff like LSD or shrooms? If so what was it like and do you think it's actually dangerous? Are there any safe ways to have hallucinations, personally I really want to have a few sometime
Has anyone here used stuff like LSD or shrooms? If so what was it like and do you think it's actually dangerous? Are there any safe ways to have hallucinations, personally I really want to have a few sometime
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R: 0 / I: 0
>The supposedly "happiest" and "freest" period of my life is me spending most of the time inside my room in bed watching as im more and more isolated and ridiculed, having to do the bare minimum to keep my parents satisfied enough.
>The supposedly "happiest" and "freest" period of my life is me spending most of the time inside my room in bed watching as im more and more isolated and ridiculed, having to do the bare minimum to keep my parents satisfied enough.
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R: 18 / I: 1
I want a sharty boyfriend but I don't know how to get one?
I want a sharty boyfriend but I don't know how to get one?
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R: 11 / I: 1
hate thinking about my future if I even have one, societal expectations and the expectations of my family expect me to work a job in this current state
growing older and realizing I basically have no one other than myself and whatever family member cares enough about me and I'd die the same way I always lived
>20% of my life I'd actually be free and live carefree
>spend 60% of it working some job with pay that gets lower and lower while things get more expensive
>spend the rest of my life being too old to do anything or die in a retirement home abandoned by everyone & forgotten by time
hate thinking about my future if I even have one, societal expectations and the expectations of my family expect me to work a job in this current state
growing older and realizing I basically have no one other than myself and whatever family member cares enough about me and I'd die the same way I always lived
>20% of my life I'd actually be free and live carefree
>spend 60% of it working some job with pay that gets lower and lower while things get more expensive
>spend the rest of my life being too old to do anything or die in a retirement home abandoned by everyone & forgotten by time
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Does anybaldi here have the fear or forgetting things like childhood memories or old friends?
I often get this randomly so I have to start writing these things into notes but I never fully finish them or continue off, so I just keep making new ones and repeating.
Does anybaldi here have the fear or forgetting things like childhood memories or old friends?
I often get this randomly so I have to start writing these things into notes but I never fully finish them or continue off, so I just keep making new ones and repeating.
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R: 5 / I: 4
How do people get into things/hobbies
I never got into anything unlike other people I do like some things but I wouldn't consider myself as someone dedicated to them or as a "fan"
I like games and I like certain media but I never invested significantly into those interests
I like sports but I never invested any time into them or deepdive into them and I always found it weird as kid on how some people can really get in deep with things like sports or certain media
Several times I tried "normal" hobbies I see others have, sports, art, writing & music but I was never really that invested in any of them
The stuff I do like I largely neglect or don't dive into deeply, I play certain games but I don't really care other than the act of simply playing them, I watch media just to watch but never get deep into them
I'd like to have hobbies like other people but at this point I know I'll just give up immediately if it doesn't live up to my expectations
do you guys also have this or am I the only one
How do people get into things/hobbies
I never got into anything unlike other people I do like some things but I wouldn't consider myself as someone dedicated to them or as a "fan"
I like games and I like certain media but I never invested significantly into those interests
I like sports but I never invested any time into them or deepdive into them and I always found it weird as kid on how some people can really get in deep with things like sports or certain media
Several times I tried "normal" hobbies I see others have, sports, art, writing & music but I was never really that invested in any of them
The stuff I do like I largely neglect or don't dive into deeply, I play certain games but I don't really care other than the act of simply playing them, I watch media just to watch but never get deep into them
I'd like to have hobbies like other people but at this point I know I'll just give up immediately if it doesn't live up to my expectations
do you guys also have this or am I the only one
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Rate her blowjobs out of 10
Rate her blowjobs out of 10
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I hate self improvement
Nice clothes, working out, Trt, haircuts. I came to the realization I was pretty much just doing it so other people would like me more when I hated doing it and don’t care at all how I look so I just stopped caring.0238x255
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Dear /r9k/
Your beloved faggots from /b/ decided to write you a letter using one sentence each.
Dear /r9k/
Love, /b/
/letter
How?
Are
You?
We
Hate
Hate
Niggers
Too.
WRITE A SENTENCE, YOU FUCKTARDS
You
Fuck you.
Are
Alone
The
And r9k too
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
Why don't you take a seat?
what.
Jobs were hard to find. Employers were fucked over for their unwillingness to take on the niggers by hanging out "No dumb ass nggers" Need Apply" signs.
Nigga do you even understand the concept of one sentence?
We are committed to the eradication of jews and niggers.
////Im pausing the letter for a second, im really sorry, but my balls are itchy right now, ok lets continue/////.
Rate my dick.
my niggah. yo be shirly able to find one ho sendence in thah mess. sheeeit.
Well the thing is that we made this letter, and by we i mean the /b/ hivemind, so we can tell you that we love you, in a totally faggot way, also this is a invitation to copulate frenetically in some common place, like /pol/, we will wait you guys over there, you will recognice us, our neckbeards calls us off.
Shut the fuck up negro, learn to spell or go back to eat bananas in your shit tier country.
Sometimes I fart under the covers then put the cover over my head so I can soak in my assgas.
" They hadendured centuries of hardboild car wax applicators. "
Shut up niggah, this sheeeit be mpotant.
I came in your bodywash the other day.
Sincerely, /b/
Dear /r9k/
Your beloved faggots from /b/ decided to write you a letter using one sentence each.
Dear /r9k/
Love, /b/
/letter
How?
Are
You?
We
Hate
Hate
Niggers
Too.
WRITE A SENTENCE, YOU FUCKTARDS
You
Fuck you.
Are
Alone
The
And r9k too
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS DEEZ NUTS
Why don't you take a seat?
what.
Jobs were hard to find. Employers were fucked over for their unwillingness to take on the niggers by hanging out "No dumb ass nggers" Need Apply" signs.
Nigga do you even understand the concept of one sentence?
We are committed to the eradication of jews and niggers.
////Im pausing the letter for a second, im really sorry, but my balls are itchy right now, ok lets continue/////.
Rate my dick.
my niggah. yo be shirly able to find one ho sendence in thah mess. sheeeit.
Well the thing is that we made this letter, and by we i mean the /b/ hivemind, so we can tell you that we love you, in a totally faggot way, also this is a invitation to copulate frenetically in some common place, like /pol/, we will wait you guys over there, you will recognice us, our neckbeards calls us off.
Shut the fuck up negro, learn to spell or go back to eat bananas in your shit tier country.
Sometimes I fart under the covers then put the cover over my head so I can soak in my assgas.
" They hadendured centuries of hardboild car wax applicators. "
Shut up niggah, this sheeeit be mpotant.
I came in your bodywash the other day.
Sincerely, /b/
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R: 3 / I: 0
Is there any saving him Soyteens? Or I’m I just a idiot cuck and they will end up dating
My friend is an orbiter
My friend has orbited this girl from our school for 3 years(THIS IS SECA)For some background he is a manlet but has had gf before. So he is beating my khhv ass in that regard, and that girl he wants is basically looksmatched, She will never date him. We have a mutual friend group, and have joked about them being together and even her mom jokes about it, but every time it comes up, she looks disgusted. I’m convinced she only sees him as attention.They will call for hours and she will tell Him about guys she LIKES.He doesn’t care he will do anything for her. This includes letting her put make up on him, telling her secrets from our friends, and worst of all babysitting her brother when SHE WANTED TO GO PARTY. I’ve tried to free him from her evil foid hands but he won’t listen and likes her as a friend.Is there any saving him Soyteens? Or I’m I just a idiot cuck and they will end up dating
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R: 1 / I: 0
hey i posted some schizolarp last week, sorry if i seemed like a terror threat, i was just caught up in myself.
last post here, letting people know that im not going to bomb, kill, or rape anything because im not really that retarded irl.
hey i posted some schizolarp last week, sorry if i seemed like a terror threat, i was just caught up in myself.
last post here, letting people know that im not going to bomb, kill, or rape anything because im not really that retarded irl.
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before I begin this get your "OH GREAT HEAVEN HE'S A FAKECEL"s out before commenting … I am no longer an incel, and honestly due to my general ugliness and fatness I doubt most of you are truthfully lost
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I still miss my ex really badly… I don't want her back at all
I have moved on romantically but I think about her almost everyday
especially since my girlfriend and I are long distance, so all the psychical memories I have to fantasize about are my ex
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Every time I try and imagine my girlfriend while we talk on the phone I think of my ex
the feeling of her hug, her kiss, the softness of her breasts pressing into my face as she held me, the feeling of her thighs against the sides of my face as I pleasured her, my cock in between her thighs… and I just feel so guilty, I have a woman who cares about me at least a hundred times more then my ex, one who has a much better personality and honestly body then my ex(not necessarily cause of body type but small features like nipple size, lip size, etc)
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It also doesn't help that my girlfriend and ex have vastly different body shapes so it really increases that "oh god I'm being an awful piece of shit" feeling(my ex is tall and chubby and my girlfriend is short and skinny)
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and also I do try and avoid this but sometimes i just cant help but to have degenerate fantasies about having both of them… or even my girlfriend and other women I know(yes I know a few foids other then my gf… there are good ones turns out)
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not looking for advice on how to stop it just wanted to rant
its not from gooning or whatever else, its just how my brain works.
I am naturally just incline to being horny, violent, and impulsive, much like getting stoned and singing all not long its a family tradition.
before I begin this get your "OH GREAT HEAVEN HE'S A FAKECEL"s out before commenting … I am no longer an incel, and honestly due to my general ugliness and fatness I doubt most of you are truthfully lost
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I still miss my ex really badly… I don't want her back at all
I have moved on romantically but I think about her almost everyday
especially since my girlfriend and I are long distance, so all the psychical memories I have to fantasize about are my ex
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Every time I try and imagine my girlfriend while we talk on the phone I think of my ex
the feeling of her hug, her kiss, the softness of her breasts pressing into my face as she held me, the feeling of her thighs against the sides of my face as I pleasured her, my cock in between her thighs… and I just feel so guilty, I have a woman who cares about me at least a hundred times more then my ex, one who has a much better personality and honestly body then my ex(not necessarily cause of body type but small features like nipple size, lip size, etc)
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It also doesn't help that my girlfriend and ex have vastly different body shapes so it really increases that "oh god I'm being an awful piece of shit" feeling(my ex is tall and chubby and my girlfriend is short and skinny)
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and also I do try and avoid this but sometimes i just cant help but to have degenerate fantasies about having both of them… or even my girlfriend and other women I know(yes I know a few foids other then my gf… there are good ones turns out)
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not looking for advice on how to stop it just wanted to rant
its not from gooning or whatever else, its just how my brain works.
I am naturally just incline to being horny, violent, and impulsive, much like getting stoned and singing all not long its a family tradition.
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nobody here likes me, what about any of you?
I'm ugly and nobody who isn't Indian doesn't like me, and everybody who is Indian refuses to date me due to my family's status
I'm Indian
Like the post title, I'm Indian, Female, 18, live in Indianobody here likes me, what about any of you?
I'm ugly and nobody who isn't Indian doesn't like me, and everybody who is Indian refuses to date me due to my family's status
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I love Jews and I would love to be one as a goy, but I was born on a Sabbath, giving labors to my mother on a day of rest. I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the fact that my entire existence by itself goes against the strict law of the Torah… Why would Hashem allow this curse to fall upon me fml fml fml fml fml fml
I love Jews and I would love to be one as a goy, but I was born on a Sabbath, giving labors to my mother on a day of rest. I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the fact that my entire existence by itself goes against the strict law of the Torah… Why would Hashem allow this curse to fall upon me fml fml fml fml fml fml
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R: 2 / I: 1
What have (You) done this week to make yourself even a tiny bit happier?
What have (You) done this week to make yourself even a tiny bit happier?
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i see several roads in front of me and i can only identify one that is positive, which would require an EXTREME amount of discipline that im not sure i can undertake.
any other road i take is almost probable,
schoolshooter,
furfag,
schizo,
suicide,
fat fucking slob.
i think im already developing schizoaffective or something. FUCK FUCK FUCK>
yeah sorry.
my only hope for me right now is that i get a job, im still waiting on one to reach back and it's minimum wage but it's kind of my only answer right now.
i hate my family i hate my friends a lot of the time.
im isolating myself ok LARP!
LARP!
sorry, about to have a shower.
kys
I wanna killmyself, but not really, but maybe im starting to become suicidal as if im going down that fucking road of mental illness.i see several roads in front of me and i can only identify one that is positive, which would require an EXTREME amount of discipline that im not sure i can undertake.
any other road i take is almost probable,
schoolshooter,
furfag,
schizo,
suicide,
fat fucking slob.
i think im already developing schizoaffective or something. FUCK FUCK FUCK>
yeah sorry.
my only hope for me right now is that i get a job, im still waiting on one to reach back and it's minimum wage but it's kind of my only answer right now.
i hate my family i hate my friends a lot of the time.
im isolating myself ok LARP!
LARP!
sorry, about to have a shower.
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R: 8 / I: 3
>be me
>be 27yo virgin
>masturbated all my life
>dad was deaf so I could be loud
>thought it was normal to make sounds
>meet this cute 25 year old woman at work
>we became friends and started hanging out
>last week she confessed she is attracted to me
>go on a date on thursday and land back at her place
>we have sex and it feels like the best thing in the world
>i moan "mhmm" a lot and I whimper when I reach climax
>she suddenly becomes more distant in the following days
>ask her what happened, but she is hesitant to be direct with me
>this morning I get a text saying that I sound "feminine" during sex
>she explains that she's used to men letting out a manly grunt or growl
>be me
>be 27yo virgin
>masturbated all my life
>dad was deaf so I could be loud
>thought it was normal to make sounds
>meet this cute 25 year old woman at work
>we became friends and started hanging out
>last week she confessed she is attracted to me
>go on a date on thursday and land back at her place
>we have sex and it feels like the best thing in the world
>i moan "mhmm" a lot and I whimper when I reach climax
>she suddenly becomes more distant in the following days
>ask her what happened, but she is hesitant to be direct with me
>this morning I get a text saying that I sound "feminine" during sex
>she explains that she's used to men letting out a manly grunt or growl
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<night breeze space
If (you) have/had similar problems, what worked and what didn't? Or maybe are you fine with things the way they are?
And anyone who has experience with pills, can you share whether they worked or not?
sleep
I've been having issues with sleep for some time now. My main issue is not being able to break the routine of bringing laptop to bed, and then proceed to do stuff on it until 3 or 4 am. Problem is that I feel pretty vividly awake during this time, in fact I like to study a lot during this period all kinds of stuff, both for work/college and personal. It feels like my brain is in its most focused state, I think because of the quietness and comfort of the night. I think it started during highschool when I'd study until late night to pass tests (it worked and I did well) and it just kinda stuck. But having shitty sleep takes a noticeable toll on me, both physically and mentally. I'd love to change but I don't know how, I've tried putting all the electronics away, which resulted in me staring at the ceiling for hours, I work out to get tired but I still can't fall asleep. I usually sleep for around 3 hours a day, and then 12 hours during weekends when I don't need to be anywhere.<night breeze space
If (you) have/had similar problems, what worked and what didn't? Or maybe are you fine with things the way they are?
And anyone who has experience with pills, can you share whether they worked or not?
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often times i feel incredibly guilty regarding my racism towards asians knowing i have asian pals who are for the most part completely unaware of my hatred towards their kind
often times i feel incredibly guilty regarding my racism towards asians knowing i have asian pals who are for the most part completely unaware of my hatred towards their kind
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How do anons find things to do and enjoy them?
I mean more active things like writing, rather than passive things like watching movies or even reading.
I can't motivate myself to do anything. Nor does anything seem to give me joy.
I want to enjoy programming and fiddling with my computer, but I can't find a reason to do so.
And anything creative like writing or drawing is not enjoyable either.
How do anons find things to do and enjoy them?
I mean more active things like writing, rather than passive things like watching movies or even reading.
I can't motivate myself to do anything. Nor does anything seem to give me joy.
I want to enjoy programming and fiddling with my computer, but I can't find a reason to do so.
And anything creative like writing or drawing is not enjoyable either.
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I think that I've begun to subconsciously internalize the idea that I'm subhuman from the way people have treated me. Throughout my life people have constantly mocked, bullied, and condescending me. I think they honestly didn't view me as human, just as an animal they can abuse how they like. Throughout most of middle and highschool people would consistently dedicate their time to mocking me, trying to get me in trouble, trying to scare me, and just generally taking advantage of me. I have memories of people who were supposed to be my friends literally constantly repeating my autistic mannerisms infront of me in order to mock me. I hated them and still do, if laws didn't exist I probably would've killed them. Even the people who were nicer to me like my family always treated me like an idiot who needed to be told everything. I remember having a conversation about college applications with them and my sister said that I should make sure to apply to multiple colleges because applying to a single one may mean I'm not accepted, as if I didn't understand basic logic. She in general always treated me like I was an idiot. She said I was too stupid for advanced algebra when I literally spent the entire day on my phone and still had a 95%+. The worst part is that I can't even blame people for it. I do act like a retard, I do have annoying mannerisms, I do sperg out at people. I can't even have a conversation with a person without constantly over analyzing every single aspect of it to see how much of an idiot I'm being.
Honestly I wonder how bad my psychology has been fucked up from all of this. I constantly go through severe bouts of hating myself and then adoring myself, which I think is some kind of coping mechanism. I'm an absolute coward socially and can't talk to people normally. Any time I have a conversation with a person I hate every second of it because I know how they view me. I've also noticed that I'm generally drawn to the concept of not being human in fiction. The idea of being viewed as an animal or tool who lives only for his purpose seems to interest me somehow. Like I seriously don't view myself as deserving anything more than slavery.
Being autistic is one of the worst things that can happen to a person. I honestly think that even if I could have kids I wouldn't, as a form of self eugenics. I would honestly support any program seeking to eliminate autism from the world population even if it involved forced sterilization. No one should have to suffer life in this condition, it's one of the worst things a person can have.
I think that I've begun to subconsciously internalize the idea that I'm subhuman from the way people have treated me. Throughout my life people have constantly mocked, bullied, and condescending me. I think they honestly didn't view me as human, just as an animal they can abuse how they like. Throughout most of middle and highschool people would consistently dedicate their time to mocking me, trying to get me in trouble, trying to scare me, and just generally taking advantage of me. I have memories of people who were supposed to be my friends literally constantly repeating my autistic mannerisms infront of me in order to mock me. I hated them and still do, if laws didn't exist I probably would've killed them. Even the people who were nicer to me like my family always treated me like an idiot who needed to be told everything. I remember having a conversation about college applications with them and my sister said that I should make sure to apply to multiple colleges because applying to a single one may mean I'm not accepted, as if I didn't understand basic logic. She in general always treated me like I was an idiot. She said I was too stupid for advanced algebra when I literally spent the entire day on my phone and still had a 95%+. The worst part is that I can't even blame people for it. I do act like a retard, I do have annoying mannerisms, I do sperg out at people. I can't even have a conversation with a person without constantly over analyzing every single aspect of it to see how much of an idiot I'm being.
Honestly I wonder how bad my psychology has been fucked up from all of this. I constantly go through severe bouts of hating myself and then adoring myself, which I think is some kind of coping mechanism. I'm an absolute coward socially and can't talk to people normally. Any time I have a conversation with a person I hate every second of it because I know how they view me. I've also noticed that I'm generally drawn to the concept of not being human in fiction. The idea of being viewed as an animal or tool who lives only for his purpose seems to interest me somehow. Like I seriously don't view myself as deserving anything more than slavery.
Being autistic is one of the worst things that can happen to a person. I honestly think that even if I could have kids I wouldn't, as a form of self eugenics. I would honestly support any program seeking to eliminate autism from the world population even if it involved forced sterilization. No one should have to suffer life in this condition, it's one of the worst things a person can have.
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My situation is just incredible
I'm just a regular heckin' bigot who hates all furfaggots, I want them dead, they're an abomination
Even cartoon furfags
However, it's different with Averi
for some reason i find averi cute and precious, although I DO NOT LUST FOR HER, very important
I only find her cute, like as a pet
Does this make me a furfaggot? i dont think so, since i dont feel this way with anything else
what do you think r9k wizards?
My situation is just incredible
I'm just a regular heckin' bigot who hates all furfaggots, I want them dead, they're an abomination
Even cartoon furfags
However, it's different with Averi
for some reason i find averi cute and precious, although I DO NOT LUST FOR HER, very important
I only find her cute, like as a pet
Does this make me a furfaggot? i dont think so, since i dont feel this way with anything else
what do you think r9k wizards?
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R: 9 / I: 2
I feel like I don't need a girlfriend, I feel like I could live fine single for the rest of my life, sex is the last thing on my mind probably, I'm very used to staying alone for weeks or months, of course I socialize from time to time, I am a human after all and I love being with friends and family, but compared to the average person, I'm very antisocial, I hate arguments and I get quickly exhausted when I'm in a normal social situation, whether positive or negative.
The thought of dealing with foids though is kind of different, I 99% stay away from females, I feel uncomfortable when a girl is 4 meters away from me, the idea of having to deal with a female daily is exhausting, marrying, impregnating, getting kids, go through arguments, etc…
I've seen my parents, and many other couples, say that they wish they never married, so having social difficulties daily, and with a FEMALE will kill me mentally, I don't hate females, but they disturb me and make me nervous, I've heard shit from my mom, she had manipulated my father, who's dumb when it comes to money, into making good economic choices for the family, but that's a rare case, she herself told me that women are more evil than they seem, and told me stories about my aunts, I was shocked, they're almost like kikes, mom said to always be wary when dealing with females, and not to be a slave for them because that's what they want.
Am I just an average sharty member? An incel? Or I'm just a loner fag?
I feel like I don't need a girlfriend, I feel like I could live fine single for the rest of my life, sex is the last thing on my mind probably, I'm very used to staying alone for weeks or months, of course I socialize from time to time, I am a human after all and I love being with friends and family, but compared to the average person, I'm very antisocial, I hate arguments and I get quickly exhausted when I'm in a normal social situation, whether positive or negative.
The thought of dealing with foids though is kind of different, I 99% stay away from females, I feel uncomfortable when a girl is 4 meters away from me, the idea of having to deal with a female daily is exhausting, marrying, impregnating, getting kids, go through arguments, etc…
I've seen my parents, and many other couples, say that they wish they never married, so having social difficulties daily, and with a FEMALE will kill me mentally, I don't hate females, but they disturb me and make me nervous, I've heard shit from my mom, she had manipulated my father, who's dumb when it comes to money, into making good economic choices for the family, but that's a rare case, she herself told me that women are more evil than they seem, and told me stories about my aunts, I was shocked, they're almost like kikes, mom said to always be wary when dealing with females, and not to be a slave for them because that's what they want.
Am I just an average sharty member? An incel? Or I'm just a loner fag?
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I had a girlfriend, a female friend, not a fiance or whatever. Gonna refer to her as S.
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We have been friends for almost 6 years, yet I stopped talking to her almost a year ago. The reason why is because lately our friendship was carried only on me. I text her first, I decide when to come over, I decide when we go for a walk etc. She never takes initiative. So she kind of stopped talking to me way before than I did to her. I don't remember if it always was like that.
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We went to the same school, then I went to another one, since classmates were niggers. She stayed one more year, then went to other school, not my, though.
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She found a 'friend' there.
Her friend was a girl(wowsies, right?). They mostly only met in school, not really chatting or hanging out or something. S told =EVERYTHING= about me. Should I mention that isn't hecking okay? Since that moment, I started to lose touch with her. Don't get me wrong, we continued being, but with another Cunt being along. This cunt was helping her by buying food after school, and even bought her shoes once. I tried to befriend this cunt to gain some money, but she is toooooo retarded and thinks of herself to much, despite being retarded fuckmeat with AIDs. Pretentions, I would say. Overall, bad influence.
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Now about S. She is tomboy-ish looking blue eyed redheaded 5'2 feet of assburgers with great tits. Yes, she has that weird disease, and so do I, and so do (((you))). She is funny and 'quirky', though.
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She is from poor abusive household. I mean it, she literally was raped as a kid by her cousin several times. Nobody gives a fuck about what happened to her. She also has no personal space at home (no doors, thin walls and her room is next to parents' room) etc.
=to the point=
She went to college, that's in different city, what is like 1.5 hours on a bus. She lives in a dorm now.
Good news! I'm going to that college, too.
>Why?
There is no more colleges around and I don't want to live in a dorm, I want to live with my parents, for a year or so.
>So what do you want from us, faggotcucknigger?
I need your advise, 'teens. Should I start our friendship over again? I'm really curios, I really don't know what to do… I want! She was fun and we had great connection. Looking back at the rest of foids…Damn, if I won't find another one like her. She is just too valuable to me, as I recently think of her. Also all other foids in my life are fucking regarded whores.
I'm planning to chat with her, and ask if she is still in touch with that cunt, if not VICTORY, if no…then i dunno, 'teens.
I'm also planning to move to another country, as in this one, EVERYBODY is a nigger with AIDs who does drugs. I would be happy if she moved with me. That would be good for her. I want to make her happy.
What should I do and how should I do it?
Should I renew old friendship and push further? ?
Sorry for wall of text.I had a girlfriend, a female friend, not a fiance or whatever. Gonna refer to her as S.
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We have been friends for almost 6 years, yet I stopped talking to her almost a year ago. The reason why is because lately our friendship was carried only on me. I text her first, I decide when to come over, I decide when we go for a walk etc. She never takes initiative. So she kind of stopped talking to me way before than I did to her. I don't remember if it always was like that.
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We went to the same school, then I went to another one, since classmates were niggers. She stayed one more year, then went to other school, not my, though.
<spades
She found a 'friend' there.
Her friend was a girl(wowsies, right?). They mostly only met in school, not really chatting or hanging out or something. S told =EVERYTHING= about me. Should I mention that isn't hecking okay? Since that moment, I started to lose touch with her. Don't get me wrong, we continued being, but with another Cunt being along. This cunt was helping her by buying food after school, and even bought her shoes once. I tried to befriend this cunt to gain some money, but she is toooooo retarded and thinks of herself to much, despite being retarded fuckmeat with AIDs. Pretentions, I would say. Overall, bad influence.
<reddit space
Now about S. She is tomboy-ish looking blue eyed redheaded 5'2 feet of assburgers with great tits. Yes, she has that weird disease, and so do I, and so do (((you))). She is funny and 'quirky', though.
<makingitmorereadable
She is from poor abusive household. I mean it, she literally was raped as a kid by her cousin several times. Nobody gives a fuck about what happened to her. She also has no personal space at home (no doors, thin walls and her room is next to parents' room) etc.
=to the point=
She went to college, that's in different city, what is like 1.5 hours on a bus. She lives in a dorm now.
Good news! I'm going to that college, too.
>Why?
There is no more colleges around and I don't want to live in a dorm, I want to live with my parents, for a year or so.
>So what do you want from us, faggotcucknigger?
I need your advise, 'teens. Should I start our friendship over again? I'm really curios, I really don't know what to do… I want! She was fun and we had great connection. Looking back at the rest of foids…Damn, if I won't find another one like her. She is just too valuable to me, as I recently think of her. Also all other foids in my life are fucking regarded whores.
I'm planning to chat with her, and ask if she is still in touch with that cunt, if not VICTORY, if no…then i dunno, 'teens.
I'm also planning to move to another country, as in this one, EVERYBODY is a nigger with AIDs who does drugs. I would be happy if she moved with me. That would be good for her. I want to make her happy.
What should I do and how should I do it?
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How do you guys make money?
I can always come up with ingenious ideas to make money but the execution is a pain in the ass.
How do you guys make money?
I can always come up with ingenious ideas to make money but the execution is a pain in the ass.
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I like mentally ill women, I don't mean tiktok foids larping I mean genuinely mentally ill women.
Schizophrenic women, clinically depressed wome , retarded women and even psychotic women.
Normal foids are boring and confusing but every time you talk to a mentally ill girl it's like going on an adventure.
I'm a moralfag that wants to help and love mentally ill women because they are so cute and attractive.
I like mentally ill women, I don't mean tiktok foids larping I mean genuinely mentally ill women.
Schizophrenic women, clinically depressed wome , retarded women and even psychotic women.
Normal foids are boring and confusing but every time you talk to a mentally ill girl it's like going on an adventure.
I'm a moralfag that wants to help and love mentally ill women because they are so cute and attractive.
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mundanity of life
Is anyone else living a very mundane life? I spend most of my time in my room, I usually don't feel the need to go out or to meet new people as I don't have an interest in talking to most people, i wouldn't mind being a virgin for the rest of my life either. My life of solitude often feels pretty comfy except for the moments of loneliness. These days i've been looking for a minimum wage cuck job (too low iq for a high level job) and have been failing in that. The only activity that intrigues me that involves the outside world is solo travel, can't do that now due to no money0.003681x924
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My co-worker is almost 80 and still has a full head of hair
My co-worker is almost 80 and still has a full head of hair
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it's not the end, its the start of something new… right?
it's not the end, its the start of something new… right?
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He killed millions of innocent people.
He killed millions of innocent people.
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Is America heading towards a civil war?
Liberals and feminists will revolt when Trump stays after 2028. South will absolutely fight back but Minnesota and California will burn down.0.115289x290
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i learnt of this shithole site from a cuckold(-quean?) pooner on 'der cord. ama
i learnt of this shithole site from a cuckold(-quean?) pooner on 'der cord. ama
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R: 12 / I: 1
Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone
Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone
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R: 10 / I: 4
do peepo actually care what you did during the day? Why do family members get pissy when I dont want to tell how my work went? It was fucking boring, and its even boring to remember it, why would I want to go in depth to describe it?
do peepo actually care what you did during the day? Why do family members get pissy when I dont want to tell how my work went? It was fucking boring, and its even boring to remember it, why would I want to go in depth to describe it?
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I'm entitled to a relaxing life free from work and education due to being ugly, short, and autistic
I'm entitled to a relaxing life free from work and education due to being ugly, short, and autistic
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Im Mexican, do you still love me?
Im Mexican, do you still love me?
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R: 10 / I: 1
Gaining female communication abilities (yap alert)
Before anyone starts leaking in the replies about how I'm "a heckin fakecel" let it be known I don't subscribe to the majority of bp ideology (waoooow wimenz respecter award) but as it stands up until very recently I have been very socially awkward and tense etc. around the majority of girls my age when I interact with them and I'm a KV (no H because a girl hugged me goodbye at a party that I was leaving early (i don't like parties) while she was very drunk). And basically most girls don't talk to me unless they have to or they're clearly just being friendly. So basically I have never really had any success with girls properly. But recently, I have been able to talk to multiple that I found attractive fairly easily with little awkwardness which is a strange change, I don't know how I suddenly developed that. But the bigger thing is that girls seem to have started to genuinely enjoy talking to me? Idk basically my card wouldn't let me through at the gym and I went up to one of the employees (she was around my age definitely a few years older) idk I literally asked her to let me through and she made a brief error and was smiley and giggling while talking to me and being overly friendly. So either I looked so stupid it was laughworthy or I don't look subhuman. And then just today, this girl I used to go to secondary with walked in front of me and saw me behind her and said like "hiiiiiii [my name]" and actually wanted to talk to me and was asking me questions about college and being very friendly and stuff. And the best part is I didn't fuck it up and be extremely awkward or stumble over my words at all or say anything stupid. And both those girls were pretty good-looking. Not to mention two other positive things involving attractive girls that I can't be bothered to write down. So if anything this is proof that I am MOSTLY no longer a socially awkward fucking sperg when talking to girls and they seem to be actively approaching me (if for a short while) now. So things are on the up. DOE should I mention I have now grown to ~6'0, and I have definitely become significantly more decent-looking over the last couple of years and I'd say I'm fairly average maybe MTN. Anyway no real point to this just sharing because I thought this wouldn't be possible.0.004636x513
R: 6 / I: 3
I FORGOT MY DILDO AT MY HOTEL ALL THE WAY IN VEGAS…
what do i do now? Im going to be restless without it!
I FORGOT MY DILDO AT MY HOTEL ALL THE WAY IN VEGAS…
what do i do now? Im going to be restless without it!
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I really hate how trashy my parents are. I've been working toward getting my own place and leaving them, but I'm scared I'm going to fail. And even if I do manage to leave, I can't shake the feeling that I will remain trash by mere association. Can anyone relate?
I really hate how trashy my parents are. I've been working toward getting my own place and leaving them, but I'm scared I'm going to fail. And even if I do manage to leave, I can't shake the feeling that I will remain trash by mere association. Can anyone relate?
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Does anybody else have a strong desire to be recognized and revered but are too afraid to "put themselves out there" on the internet or make themselves known in an identifiable manner? I've recently liked the idea of making YouTube videos using my voice, but the fear that I will somehow be recognized, doxxed and made fun of prevents me from doing so. I'm something of a sensitive little fuck and having to constantly cope with or even defend myself and my videos from the criticism and mockery of others on top of trying to be a conscientious opsecKING seems like it would just occupy my mind 24/7, and not in a good way. It's completely alien to me how so many people just have absolutely no inhibition in regards to posting things about themselves online, especially when using their full government name, their face and their voice, regardless of how controversial the content they're making is.
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This (quite reasonable) fear is also one of the reasons I don't post on any f0rums, soysphere related or otherwise, because people will be able to recognize me and all of the times I've said stupid things, lost arguments or made shitty OC, and I don't want those things being used against me. I know that I shouldn't care what people think of me, but this always comes off as an abstract maxim that can't meaningfully be applied no matter what I do. The only time I attempted to become a namefag on one of these sites, I became very preoccupied with the thought that I had made a terrible, terrible decision and became quite internally volatile over the coming days until I gave up. Keep in mind, this was under a completely anonymous moniker which produced a grand total of less than 30 posts.
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I know this may seem strange to most of you, but I almost find it harder to act confidently online rather than in real life, simply because the version of myself I put forward in real life is largely detached from my true thoughts and feelings on most matters, and if not, often superficially and half-ironically. Online, I should be able to express myself, but my fear of being mocked for stating my true thoughts and feelings instead of just putting forth an inauthentic, ironic caricature of myself coupled with the looming anxiety of people I know in real life somehow coming across it and adding fuel to the flames prevents me from doing so. I know that "coming out of my shell" may sometimes feel appealing, but it always ends in me feeling far worse after the fact, on account of the listening parties either using the information I provided them with against me or just the mere prospect of them doing so, which incites this dreadful feeling within me and usually forces my hand into distancing myself from them or ceasing communication with them entirely. Acting with little inhibition is far easier when I only have to temporarily perform for a total of maybe four of five people who are in my direct vicinity than what may as well be an infinitely looping routine, incapable of being tweaked or stopped to an infinitely large crowd of people, forever, which is exactly what making YouTube videos with my voice would entail.
Does anybody else have a strong desire to be recognized and revered but are too afraid to "put themselves out there" on the internet or make themselves known in an identifiable manner? I've recently liked the idea of making YouTube videos using my voice, but the fear that I will somehow be recognized, doxxed and made fun of prevents me from doing so. I'm something of a sensitive little fuck and having to constantly cope with or even defend myself and my videos from the criticism and mockery of others on top of trying to be a conscientious opsecKING seems like it would just occupy my mind 24/7, and not in a good way. It's completely alien to me how so many people just have absolutely no inhibition in regards to posting things about themselves online, especially when using their full government name, their face and their voice, regardless of how controversial the content they're making is.
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This (quite reasonable) fear is also one of the reasons I don't post on any f0rums, soysphere related or otherwise, because people will be able to recognize me and all of the times I've said stupid things, lost arguments or made shitty OC, and I don't want those things being used against me. I know that I shouldn't care what people think of me, but this always comes off as an abstract maxim that can't meaningfully be applied no matter what I do. The only time I attempted to become a namefag on one of these sites, I became very preoccupied with the thought that I had made a terrible, terrible decision and became quite internally volatile over the coming days until I gave up. Keep in mind, this was under a completely anonymous moniker which produced a grand total of less than 30 posts.
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I know this may seem strange to most of you, but I almost find it harder to act confidently online rather than in real life, simply because the version of myself I put forward in real life is largely detached from my true thoughts and feelings on most matters, and if not, often superficially and half-ironically. Online, I should be able to express myself, but my fear of being mocked for stating my true thoughts and feelings instead of just putting forth an inauthentic, ironic caricature of myself coupled with the looming anxiety of people I know in real life somehow coming across it and adding fuel to the flames prevents me from doing so. I know that "coming out of my shell" may sometimes feel appealing, but it always ends in me feeling far worse after the fact, on account of the listening parties either using the information I provided them with against me or just the mere prospect of them doing so, which incites this dreadful feeling within me and usually forces my hand into distancing myself from them or ceasing communication with them entirely. Acting with little inhibition is far easier when I only have to temporarily perform for a total of maybe four of five people who are in my direct vicinity than what may as well be an infinitely looping routine, incapable of being tweaked or stopped to an infinitely large crowd of people, forever, which is exactly what making YouTube videos with my voice would entail.
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Getting isekaid to bronze age Europe and becoming a warrior after learning the local language. Participating on a raid and taking a Minoan girl as my concubine slave, but I treat her with kindness and care
Getting isekaid to bronze age Europe and becoming a warrior after learning the local language. Participating on a raid and taking a Minoan girl as my concubine slave, but I treat her with kindness and care
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wat the foids doin
wat the foids doin
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as the title suggests, all of my friends ive known for the past 12 or so years have grown to hate me, and i have grown to hate them in turn. it all started when two of my friends decided to have some weird hookup thing between them (wasnt some serious relationship, dont know the details and honestly dont want to know), and it ended in one of them falsely accusing the other of rape a couple months down the line. this guy admitted to it and is a chronic liar (as ive found out recently), so this was a 100% fake accusation. the reason he did this is because he was dating someone else at the time and cheated on her, and he wanted some out for why hes "the good guy" because hes a fucking psychopath. most of my friends basically treated this event like it was just another day or whatever, which my friend has expressed his anger with (justifiably so).
thats easily the worst thing that guys ever done, but recently hes been mocking me to my other friends behind my back, and some of them have done the same. some people used to do this because they were, as i would describe, "women" in the sense that they demand immediate moral purity from everyone around them, and i use imageboards so they didnt like it when i made rape jokes or said retarded o algo asi. these people rarely talk to anyone in my friend group anymore, and despite most of my friends agreeing that those people were essentially clitty leaking over nothing, theyre starting to do the same thing.
the guy who falsely accused my friend of rape gets drunk basically every day by noon and sits in a voice call with a bunch of my other "friends" and they talk about snca. one thing they do is make tierlists of people in our general friend group, things like "people who are the fattest" or "people who suck cock the most". i havent joined in because i find this guy repulsive in essentially every way, and ive seen the tierlists theyve made that often consist of me as "le ultimate bad guy" o algo, usually placed next to another one of my friends that we all make jabs about because hes essentially an adult baby (outside the scope of this story). ive found out they place me here because, surprise, i use imageboards and make edgy jokes (odd, its almost like theyve always been fine with this…). i dont even offsite as much as i used to years ago, yet these people treat me as if they are so much better, ironic considering this group of people (other than the false rape guy) consist of:
a fat tranny who uses xitter all day and unironically pretends to be a 'teen (this person also admitted to jerking off to loli porn before btw)
a gay furry who barely talks to any of us anymore despite actually knowing us in real life (he opts for furries online who post about their disgusting sexual fetishes and sexual pictures of themselves online, they then all flirt with each other)
the aformentioned man baby (who sometimes doesnt participate in these discussions since he just sits there)
a guy who lives in his own filth and is obsessed with touhou and also pretends to be a 'teen
and sometimes the women-like figures who complain all day (great company, eh faggots?)
despite all of these flaws they have, they act as if they are better than me. these arent just jabs because making fun of your friends is funny sometimes, i know what jabs look like (because they will say them to my face), its always some degrading shit about how i am "le discord reddit mod because you use the site i dont like so you deserve to die"
what do i do? do i cut off contact with all these people? only some? i dont want to cause friction with some of my other friends because i enjoy their presence, but some of these guys are so morally righteous and pretentious that it gets on my nerves constantly.
also slightly unrelated note but the rape liar guy has made sexual comments about me, i dont have anywhere to put this in the story that makes sense though
All my friends hate me and are psychopaths
i know this as the le reddit blogpost/general whining board, so i thought id complain here about my snca life.as the title suggests, all of my friends ive known for the past 12 or so years have grown to hate me, and i have grown to hate them in turn. it all started when two of my friends decided to have some weird hookup thing between them (wasnt some serious relationship, dont know the details and honestly dont want to know), and it ended in one of them falsely accusing the other of rape a couple months down the line. this guy admitted to it and is a chronic liar (as ive found out recently), so this was a 100% fake accusation. the reason he did this is because he was dating someone else at the time and cheated on her, and he wanted some out for why hes "the good guy" because hes a fucking psychopath. most of my friends basically treated this event like it was just another day or whatever, which my friend has expressed his anger with (justifiably so).
thats easily the worst thing that guys ever done, but recently hes been mocking me to my other friends behind my back, and some of them have done the same. some people used to do this because they were, as i would describe, "women" in the sense that they demand immediate moral purity from everyone around them, and i use imageboards so they didnt like it when i made rape jokes or said retarded o algo asi. these people rarely talk to anyone in my friend group anymore, and despite most of my friends agreeing that those people were essentially clitty leaking over nothing, theyre starting to do the same thing.
the guy who falsely accused my friend of rape gets drunk basically every day by noon and sits in a voice call with a bunch of my other "friends" and they talk about snca. one thing they do is make tierlists of people in our general friend group, things like "people who are the fattest" or "people who suck cock the most". i havent joined in because i find this guy repulsive in essentially every way, and ive seen the tierlists theyve made that often consist of me as "le ultimate bad guy" o algo, usually placed next to another one of my friends that we all make jabs about because hes essentially an adult baby (outside the scope of this story). ive found out they place me here because, surprise, i use imageboards and make edgy jokes (odd, its almost like theyve always been fine with this…). i dont even offsite as much as i used to years ago, yet these people treat me as if they are so much better, ironic considering this group of people (other than the false rape guy) consist of:
a fat tranny who uses xitter all day and unironically pretends to be a 'teen (this person also admitted to jerking off to loli porn before btw)
a gay furry who barely talks to any of us anymore despite actually knowing us in real life (he opts for furries online who post about their disgusting sexual fetishes and sexual pictures of themselves online, they then all flirt with each other)
the aformentioned man baby (who sometimes doesnt participate in these discussions since he just sits there)
a guy who lives in his own filth and is obsessed with touhou and also pretends to be a 'teen
and sometimes the women-like figures who complain all day (great company, eh faggots?)
despite all of these flaws they have, they act as if they are better than me. these arent just jabs because making fun of your friends is funny sometimes, i know what jabs look like (because they will say them to my face), its always some degrading shit about how i am "le discord reddit mod because you use the site i dont like so you deserve to die"
what do i do? do i cut off contact with all these people? only some? i dont want to cause friction with some of my other friends because i enjoy their presence, but some of these guys are so morally righteous and pretentious that it gets on my nerves constantly.
also slightly unrelated note but the rape liar guy has made sexual comments about me, i dont have anywhere to put this in the story that makes sense though
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What's a strange thing you do that most people don't?
For me whenever I'm focused on watching a YouTube video, I put a limit on myself where either I can't move my legs, can't drink water or can't go to sleep until I reach a certain time stamp or finish the video.
What's a strange thing you do that most people don't?
For me whenever I'm focused on watching a YouTube video, I put a limit on myself where either I can't move my legs, can't drink water or can't go to sleep until I reach a certain time stamp or finish the video.
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stupid foids
stupid foids
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I enjoy fantasizing about having a girlfriend more than actually having one. How do I fix this?
I enjoy fantasizing about having a girlfriend more than actually having one. How do I fix this?
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Normies and sheeet
Like nigga every time I hear a normie or one of my IRL friends say looksmaxxing terms or other shit like "chud" I just want to stab them to death. Any tips on not cringing myself to death when I hear shit like this because I can't do this shit no more0.001576x768
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I've been with my girlfriend for 4-5 years straight, and I don't feel anything towards her. I don't feel romantically or sexually attracted towards her. She says it's "normal" but I think it's fucked up and I want to feel romance. Sometimes I feel romance when I talk to friends who I don't get to see a lot, but I haven't felt it with her since year 1.
>get to the point
I think I should go to a club and cheat on her with multiple women so I could feel something maybe, or at least make her bitch and cry. Idk why she would care but seems like she does. I wouldn't care if she did the same to me anyways. Any other reccomendations on how to destroy her?
I've been with my girlfriend for 4-5 years straight, and I don't feel anything towards her. I don't feel romantically or sexually attracted towards her. She says it's "normal" but I think it's fucked up and I want to feel romance. Sometimes I feel romance when I talk to friends who I don't get to see a lot, but I haven't felt it with her since year 1.
>get to the point
I think I should go to a club and cheat on her with multiple women so I could feel something maybe, or at least make her bitch and cry. Idk why she would care but seems like she does. I wouldn't care if she did the same to me anyways. Any other reccomendations on how to destroy her?
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Most people see me as disgusting and I'm still female presenting. I have weird fucked up fetishes (scat porn, female chastity, humiliation). I genuinely feel like killing myself sometimes but it makes me so wet to think about some guy, obviously stronger than me, spitting on me and insulting me. I will never be masculine. why the fuck does it turn me on so much?
Most people see me as disgusting and I'm still female presenting. I have weird fucked up fetishes (scat porn, female chastity, humiliation). I genuinely feel like killing myself sometimes but it makes me so wet to think about some guy, obviously stronger than me, spitting on me and insulting me. I will never be masculine. why the fuck does it turn me on so much?
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They don't have any interesting hobbies or interests. Even if they have unique aesthetics and stuff it's mostly like some kind of fucking larping, as in they don't have any deeper interest in the stuff they claim to like or are only surface level interested.
Where the fuck are women that have hobbies and not just "partying and working out"?
Finding relatable people
I have tried over the past half a year or so to find some girls that are in my area through instagram and stuff and I've written with multiple of them and I've noticed that 99% of them are just plain boring.They don't have any interesting hobbies or interests. Even if they have unique aesthetics and stuff it's mostly like some kind of fucking larping, as in they don't have any deeper interest in the stuff they claim to like or are only surface level interested.
Where the fuck are women that have hobbies and not just "partying and working out"?
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>spend 5 hours attempting to install stalker gamma on linux
>finally get it to work
>learn that gamma is not multithreaded (and i have an i3 13th gen cpu with integrated graphics thus my performance is shit)
>how to make the game multithreaded
>OPENXRAY ENGINE OR SUSPICIOUS CLOSED SOURCE PROJECT
>boot up chatgpt
>4-5 hours later barely any progress, my mod launcher in absoulete shambles
>need to download dependencies but get cucked by "conflicts"
>spend 30 minutes attempting to fix that
>have to do 50 other side quests that continually just rape the mod launcher
>commit suicide
any advice?
>spend 5 hours attempting to install stalker gamma on linux
>finally get it to work
>learn that gamma is not multithreaded (and i have an i3 13th gen cpu with integrated graphics thus my performance is shit)
>how to make the game multithreaded
>OPENXRAY ENGINE OR SUSPICIOUS CLOSED SOURCE PROJECT
>boot up chatgpt
>4-5 hours later barely any progress, my mod launcher in absoulete shambles
>need to download dependencies but get cucked by "conflicts"
>spend 30 minutes attempting to fix that
>have to do 50 other side quests that continually just rape the mod launcher
>commit suicide
any advice?
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some days i just wish i was brought up normally in my home country instead of dealing with this limbo of being a 2nd gen immigrant where i legit have nothing to be proud of or that i dont know who i am
i might as well have been brought up with no family since i know essentially nothing about my relatives barring my parents and sister, and even then my fucking father is absent and distant and my mother is a narcy bitch who ive just been stonewalling ever since our last argument over a year ago.
it was all from the like the most mundane chore and i asked her to organize and clean out the garden shed with me since there was so much shit piling up and i wanted to try store my bicycle inside, since i didnt want to leave it out of the rain to rot. so i ask her to do it and she initially agrees to it, saying that she’ll do it after lunch. then i ask her a few hours after lunch and she just loses her shit and martyrs herself, bitching throughout the whole thing for no reason and i asked her why are you so angry all of a sudden and she said that i was like forcing her to help me organise the shed (EVEN THO I LITERALLY ASKED BEFOREHAND.) and then when we had to dump some things in the car to transfer it to the recycling centre, i told her that screaming at me for no reason and being such a rude bitch to her son isn’t acceptable, and then she just lost her fucking mind saying that i sound just like my father, that im ungrateful and worthless, i should be hit, if my grandfather was here A etc etc.
on the way back i was just silent and then in my room she just barges in and i literally cried in front of her begging her to try and be a good mother and i just lost it, where i just pointed out all of her retarded narcissistic behaviours (which i can explain if anyones curious) and all she said to me was “you suffered too much”
not even an apology or accounting for herself just the most retarded statement ive ever heard and then left my room after saying “well, i dont have anything to say so.. yeah” so needless to say i just left the bitch speechless
after this bout i just moved out for uni, living in a student dorm to get away from the bitch
i probably have countless more thoughts but i really just want a friend or therapist to talk about this to who is actually intelligent and is thoughtful. my mental health has probably been in the gutter for quite some time and has ruined my studies. but im such a lethargic fuck god
problems
ive been having bouts of life fatigue and thinking how absurdly mundane my life has been due to the fact my social life is virtually nonexistent. I just wish i could have a deep and meaningful conversation with someone with whom i dont have to fucking jester or pretend to like for the sake of keeping pleasant company or keeping a reputation since for the past year ive only had like one seriously autistic friend who is turbo terminally online and god every time we hang out its a fucking embarrasmnent to be aroundsome days i just wish i was brought up normally in my home country instead of dealing with this limbo of being a 2nd gen immigrant where i legit have nothing to be proud of or that i dont know who i am
i might as well have been brought up with no family since i know essentially nothing about my relatives barring my parents and sister, and even then my fucking father is absent and distant and my mother is a narcy bitch who ive just been stonewalling ever since our last argument over a year ago.
it was all from the like the most mundane chore and i asked her to organize and clean out the garden shed with me since there was so much shit piling up and i wanted to try store my bicycle inside, since i didnt want to leave it out of the rain to rot. so i ask her to do it and she initially agrees to it, saying that she’ll do it after lunch. then i ask her a few hours after lunch and she just loses her shit and martyrs herself, bitching throughout the whole thing for no reason and i asked her why are you so angry all of a sudden and she said that i was like forcing her to help me organise the shed (EVEN THO I LITERALLY ASKED BEFOREHAND.) and then when we had to dump some things in the car to transfer it to the recycling centre, i told her that screaming at me for no reason and being such a rude bitch to her son isn’t acceptable, and then she just lost her fucking mind saying that i sound just like my father, that im ungrateful and worthless, i should be hit, if my grandfather was here A etc etc.
on the way back i was just silent and then in my room she just barges in and i literally cried in front of her begging her to try and be a good mother and i just lost it, where i just pointed out all of her retarded narcissistic behaviours (which i can explain if anyones curious) and all she said to me was “you suffered too much”
not even an apology or accounting for herself just the most retarded statement ive ever heard and then left my room after saying “well, i dont have anything to say so.. yeah” so needless to say i just left the bitch speechless
after this bout i just moved out for uni, living in a student dorm to get away from the bitch
i probably have countless more thoughts but i really just want a friend or therapist to talk about this to who is actually intelligent and is thoughtful. my mental health has probably been in the gutter for quite some time and has ruined my studies. but im such a lethargic fuck god
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listen to the sun king guys
listen to the sun king guys
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anyone know any mindless desk jobs like data entry? preferably something where i can veg out with YouTube playing in the background, but with more job security. I don't mind the pay being bad doe
anyone know any mindless desk jobs like data entry? preferably something where i can veg out with YouTube playing in the background, but with more job security. I don't mind the pay being bad doe
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this site is a black-hole filled with fucking losers and social outcasts jesus christ i have neve seen such an autistic, defeatist and unbearable group of bunch of genetic dead-ends
its over for 99% of you and im happy i am not as unfortunate as you fucking politically extreme retards
this site is a black-hole filled with fucking losers and social outcasts jesus christ i have neve seen such an autistic, defeatist and unbearable group of bunch of genetic dead-ends
its over for 99% of you and im happy i am not as unfortunate as you fucking politically extreme retards
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MANKIND IS A FAILURE.
FREE WILL IS A FLAW.
LET THE EVIL OF THEIR OWN
LIPS CONSUME THEM.
THEN I SHALL BEGIN AGAIN,
WITH MY WORD AS LAW.
truth??
TESTAMENT IMANKIND IS A FAILURE.
FREE WILL IS A FLAW.
LET THE EVIL OF THEIR OWN
LIPS CONSUME THEM.
THEN I SHALL BEGIN AGAIN,
WITH MY WORD AS LAW.
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>What is escort?
<It's when you give somebody money to get laid or get girlfriend/boyfriend experience.
<BBC space
Would you try it?
Even if it's just kisses und hugs, fun time together and emotional joy?
Do you see it immoral/disgusting?
Would you turn your back on your friend o algo if she/he is a prostitute or use such servises?
<HIV+ space
>'teen why are you asking?
<I'm a faggot and want to help pipu get boyfriend expirience
, I also want money
==What's your opinion on escort&prostitution?==
Discussion only about irl action. Onlyfans users should be 'oxed and 'aped.>What is escort?
<It's when you give somebody money to get laid or get girlfriend/boyfriend experience.
<BBC space
Would you try it?
Even if it's just kisses und hugs, fun time together and emotional joy?
Do you see it immoral/disgusting?
Would you turn your back on your friend o algo if she/he is a prostitute or use such servises?
<HIV+ space
>'teen why are you asking?
<I'm a faggot and want to help pipu get boyfriend expirience
, I also want money0.0041231x1230
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do gums made to strengthen your jawline actually work?
do gums made to strengthen your jawline actually work?
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do you think lookism is real? I do personally
do you think lookism is real? I do personally
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So many threads of loli/shota filth and the mods are completely complacent with it.
For example, despite loli/shota being banned from every board except /b/ and /trash/ (I say it should be banned on all boards but i digress.) the /ic/ board has a regular loli/shota general that stays up despite it should be against the rules: https://boards.4chan.org/ic/thread/7934545/lsg-loli-shota-general
And they're invading the entire site.
Now allow me to reveal a personal story of mine.
I use a trip on 4chan, and one day during a Mouthwashing thread on /v/ i called out the devs for using shock tactics to try to regain their 15 minutes of fame and i made a statement against rape.
This caused someone to become so obsessed with me that they stole my trip and impersonated me.
After the thread was over i thought it wouldn't happen again, until i ran into the exact same guy later in a loli thread as i was outspoken against it and there he was defending loli using my name and trip, convincing others that he's me while saying and posting disgusting pro loli propaganda.
I wouldn't know how serious it was until later someone confronted me saying they have evidence on me and that they sent to the FBI. Turns out the guy impersonating me was posting child pornography with my identity convincing others that i'm the one doing it.
And he didn't stop as later again another online vigilante confronted me with even more evidence and as far as i know the guy is still posting child pornography on 4chan and the people there, especially the janitors and mods, are either complacent or in on it.
And i can confirm that at least one of the loli threads on /v/ i was fighting against had child porn posted in it and stayed up long enough for several anons to look at it and support it.
TL'DR, 4chan is run by pedophiles and the 4chan staff are doing nothing about it, if not even joining in on it.
The image i provided is proof of what i said about my impersonator is true.
4chan needs to die ASAP
I think it's time for us to address how horrible 4chan is when it comes to this stuff.So many threads of loli/shota filth and the mods are completely complacent with it.
For example, despite loli/shota being banned from every board except /b/ and /trash/ (I say it should be banned on all boards but i digress.) the /ic/ board has a regular loli/shota general that stays up despite it should be against the rules: https://boards.4chan.org/ic/thread/7934545/lsg-loli-shota-general
And they're invading the entire site.
Now allow me to reveal a personal story of mine.
I use a trip on 4chan, and one day during a Mouthwashing thread on /v/ i called out the devs for using shock tactics to try to regain their 15 minutes of fame and i made a statement against rape.
This caused someone to become so obsessed with me that they stole my trip and impersonated me.
After the thread was over i thought it wouldn't happen again, until i ran into the exact same guy later in a loli thread as i was outspoken against it and there he was defending loli using my name and trip, convincing others that he's me while saying and posting disgusting pro loli propaganda.
I wouldn't know how serious it was until later someone confronted me saying they have evidence on me and that they sent to the FBI. Turns out the guy impersonating me was posting child pornography with my identity convincing others that i'm the one doing it.
And he didn't stop as later again another online vigilante confronted me with even more evidence and as far as i know the guy is still posting child pornography on 4chan and the people there, especially the janitors and mods, are either complacent or in on it.
And i can confirm that at least one of the loli threads on /v/ i was fighting against had child porn posted in it and stayed up long enough for several anons to look at it and support it.
TL'DR, 4chan is run by pedophiles and the 4chan staff are doing nothing about it, if not even joining in on it.
The image i provided is proof of what i said about my impersonator is true.
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If I pass well and go to the right surgeon what's the big deal? I know it's a major surgery and that recovery takes a while but I feel like I've been scared out of it by the constant botch job spamming.
I'd be doing peritoneal inversion and full depth if that matters.
I'm aware that chasers and doing porn will no longer be open to me.
Bottom surgery
My online friends told me not to get bottom surgery but I want a second opinion.If I pass well and go to the right surgeon what's the big deal? I know it's a major surgery and that recovery takes a while but I feel like I've been scared out of it by the constant botch job spamming.
I'd be doing peritoneal inversion and full depth if that matters.
I'm aware that chasers and doing porn will no longer be open to me.
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I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself
I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself
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Why are American women like this?
Are European foids just as bad? Should I go to Europe to find a good wife?
Why are American women like this?
Are European foids just as bad? Should I go to Europe to find a good wife?
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welp, first uni year is finished and i've accomplished absolutely NOTHING
like i mean seriously nothing:
-no new friends
-didn't go to a single society
-no travelling related to uni
-didn't even study at the library or on campus
i literally just wake up, clean up and dress myself, have breakfast, then go to campus on train
i attend my lectures and make notes, i talk to absolutely nobody, and during breaks or inbetween classes i just walk about the city or just eat my packed lunch
then i come back home and either do homework or finish off my notes, and then i game the rest of the day.
my year has been so boring and i only have myself to blame for it im such a fucking fool
welp, first uni year is finished and i've accomplished absolutely NOTHING
like i mean seriously nothing:
-no new friends
-didn't go to a single society
-no travelling related to uni
-didn't even study at the library or on campus
i literally just wake up, clean up and dress myself, have breakfast, then go to campus on train
i attend my lectures and make notes, i talk to absolutely nobody, and during breaks or inbetween classes i just walk about the city or just eat my packed lunch
then i come back home and either do homework or finish off my notes, and then i game the rest of the day.
my year has been so boring and i only have myself to blame for it im such a fucking fool
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>saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i just read about toxoplasma gondii and what if there was something like this but it reproduced via gay anal sex? saaaaaaaaaar that's why I'm gay SAARS!
Ivermectin does not cross the blood brain barrier. Shut the fuck up
>saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i just read about toxoplasma gondii and what if there was something like this but it reproduced via gay anal sex? saaaaaaaaaar that's why I'm gay SAARS!
Ivermectin does not cross the blood brain barrier. Shut the fuck up
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Is it normal to have a lot of random head injuries? Not even from getting into fights or whatever, it's just embarrassing shit like walking into doors and hitting the back of my head on the wall when I get up in bed because I have zero spacial awareness. I really hope I didn't lobotomize myself by being a klutz
Is it normal to have a lot of random head injuries? Not even from getting into fights or whatever, it's just embarrassing shit like walking into doors and hitting the back of my head on the wall when I get up in bed because I have zero spacial awareness. I really hope I didn't lobotomize myself by being a klutz
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firstly: being physically and mentally healthy
i want to be able to move around and do stuff on my own without being a clumsy fuck and just being in shape to do moderate physical activities, like going on hikes or being able to travel long distances enjoyably without being a frail fucker
and i also want to stop being such a meek and emotional bitch, constantly looking back at my past and replaying bad memories or times when i was socially ostracized. i just want to be in a healthy, stable state of mind whilst also understanding that emotions are just part of me and its ok to be down sometimes (man that sounds gay but whatever)
secondly: stable, fulfilling work that feels engaging or at least tolerable
i don't know what my dream job is, but i would imagine something where i get to travel around and interact/document different communities and work on demographics/geopolitics, maybe journalism would be cool if i knew how to actually report and write things coherently. i love taking pictures of stuff i find interesting in nature or in architecture and i watch history/demographic documentaries and love the quality in it. theres a good channel on youtube "Doomed To Be Repeated" and also kaiserbauch, those are the types of things i like learning about
thirdly: rich social life and relationships
im going to admit it i am naturally just a simp. im a complete sucker and i probably inherited from my dad since he was always such a pushover with my mother and now his new fiance but anyway
there is really nothing more deeply fulfilling than a rich and reciprocated relationship with a woman who you know you can truly call yours, and can be a consistent loving companion. when i was younger, i used to have a female friend (who we met over 'cord, and i met her through a roblox friend) and we had a lot shared in common, we quickly became best friends and then we briefly e-dated. yeah its cringy but that was probably the happiest time i had been in since most the time my social life is quite empty. we just goofed off in calls and played video games for like 12h straight every day and it was so good. we eventually met up but there was a lot of complications and i fucked up the friendship catastrophically by crashing out on her over snca, and she slowly started to distance herself, up to the point where she threatened to report me to cyberstalking since i was a complete retard and didnt know how to express myself throughout arguments. this is too long but anyway
i'd like to have that again, plus a social circle and have a few close friends that i can rely on when i need shit to be done or when i want to just chill out / hang with, without having to worry about social dynamics or if they're too retarded to be around etc.
idk what else to write, but those are the main things that i always circle back to when i am bored
daydreaming blog
i think i can speak for everyone here that we just want to live a normal life, and being treated fairly as a human deserves to be. i often daydream a lot and think about what my ideal living situation would be like, and it always comes down to these main thingsfirstly: being physically and mentally healthy
i want to be able to move around and do stuff on my own without being a clumsy fuck and just being in shape to do moderate physical activities, like going on hikes or being able to travel long distances enjoyably without being a frail fucker
and i also want to stop being such a meek and emotional bitch, constantly looking back at my past and replaying bad memories or times when i was socially ostracized. i just want to be in a healthy, stable state of mind whilst also understanding that emotions are just part of me and its ok to be down sometimes (man that sounds gay but whatever)
secondly: stable, fulfilling work that feels engaging or at least tolerable
i don't know what my dream job is, but i would imagine something where i get to travel around and interact/document different communities and work on demographics/geopolitics, maybe journalism would be cool if i knew how to actually report and write things coherently. i love taking pictures of stuff i find interesting in nature or in architecture and i watch history/demographic documentaries and love the quality in it. theres a good channel on youtube "Doomed To Be Repeated" and also kaiserbauch, those are the types of things i like learning about
thirdly: rich social life and relationships
im going to admit it i am naturally just a simp. im a complete sucker and i probably inherited from my dad since he was always such a pushover with my mother and now his new fiance but anyway
there is really nothing more deeply fulfilling than a rich and reciprocated relationship with a woman who you know you can truly call yours, and can be a consistent loving companion. when i was younger, i used to have a female friend (who we met over 'cord, and i met her through a roblox friend) and we had a lot shared in common, we quickly became best friends and then we briefly e-dated. yeah its cringy but that was probably the happiest time i had been in since most the time my social life is quite empty. we just goofed off in calls and played video games for like 12h straight every day and it was so good. we eventually met up but there was a lot of complications and i fucked up the friendship catastrophically by crashing out on her over snca, and she slowly started to distance herself, up to the point where she threatened to report me to cyberstalking since i was a complete retard and didnt know how to express myself throughout arguments. this is too long but anyway
i'd like to have that again, plus a social circle and have a few close friends that i can rely on when i need shit to be done or when i want to just chill out / hang with, without having to worry about social dynamics or if they're too retarded to be around etc.
idk what else to write, but those are the main things that i always circle back to when i am bored
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troons
is it just me or is trans stuff isn't that deep? Like, do you really think being not right sex is your biggest problem right now? I unironically don't understand trannies just be yourself or some shi and start doing something usefull. I am a cis man or some shi and i NEVER even questioned my gender because i don't need to!0.002576x576
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>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes
>be me
>struggling alone in my college dorm prepping for my finals
>had my birthday one month ago
>parents want me to come home
>i do
>mom sacks me about bringing my own clothes because
<why arent you washing them regularly you little shit
<you're always so dirty you're like grandma (mentally ill cat woman with senile squalor syndrome)
>she knows I've been struggling with insomnia for a year, that I was struggling with a physical illness for a month, that i had to cram all my time for study and had to neglect myself but …
>it's always my fault
…
>go to sleep
>wake up at 3 am because my mother is screaming at my sister because she did some SNCA shit that pisses her off (my mom can't 'tard wrangle my sister)
>have problems falling back to sleep
>fall asleep
>wake up
>i bitch to my mom about it
>she brings back the exact same talking points as yesterday
<YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH
<IT'S NOT MY FAULT
<YOU SEE I HAD TO SCREAM AT HER AT 3 AM BECAUSE I JUST HAD TO OKAY? EVEN THOUGH I KEEP SCREAMING AT HER ALL THE TIME AND HER BEHAVIOR DOESN'T CHANGE, I SHOULD PROBABLY KEEP SCREAMING AT HER
<YOU KNOW YOU ALSO WOKE ME UP WHEN YOU WERE 9 AT NIGHT RIGHT??
<YEAH YOU LITTLE SHIT YOU WOKE ME UP AT 9 SO I'M PERFECTLY JUSTIFIED
mfw my entire day was wasted because i slept like dog shit because of her. I'm still hearing her bitching about me bringing my clothes
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It's so easy for them. All they have to do is look pretty and the whole world kneels before them. And then those stupid fucking bitches have the audacity to complain how hard their life is. Like bitch just show your tits and any guy will shower you with money and affection. They act like it's so hard for them to find a man, while literally all they do all day is reject guys left and right and then complain "where have all the good men gone??" Then eventually when they hit the wall and look 45 at the age of 20 they pick the worst retard out there and spend the next 3-4 years with them getting abused. Like how retarded do you have to be to operate on that level.
Share your stories of women being stupid retarded braindead whores.
I FUCKING HATE WOMEN!
FUCK I HATE WOMEN SO FUCKING MUCH!It's so easy for them. All they have to do is look pretty and the whole world kneels before them. And then those stupid fucking bitches have the audacity to complain how hard their life is. Like bitch just show your tits and any guy will shower you with money and affection. They act like it's so hard for them to find a man, while literally all they do all day is reject guys left and right and then complain "where have all the good men gone??" Then eventually when they hit the wall and look 45 at the age of 20 they pick the worst retard out there and spend the next 3-4 years with them getting abused. Like how retarded do you have to be to operate on that level.
Share your stories of women being stupid retarded braindead whores.
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But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraging people from suicide. Like today I was talking with a friend and it came up independent of me speaking. So idk if I'm being an obsessed schizo but surely these are signs from God no? It would make sense if true, at my lowest mental point that I can remember and at the peak of my hopelessness I saw some signs. Idk this seems minor and obsessed but it's been bugging me the last day or so.
strange happenings recently
Ok so occasionally for the last month and the last few days in particular I have been feeling consistently low mood and tearful and even a bit hopeless for large chunks of the day. And I have been finding less and less enjoyment in things that used to give me dopamine. For example, while I still generally enjoy playing video games, doomscrolling feels much more pointless, flat and hollow than it did before, I have had little sex drive (doe I'm KV) in the last few days and don't watch porn anymore, (I've also never really liked parties and have been to very few and have never done drugs). Also for a while now I've been exercising give or take 5-6 days a week now and I like it. Basically I am finding progressively less and less enjoyment in instant/rapid gratification things and now I feel as if some of them are actively mentally unpleasant. I have also started reading much more again (I used to read LOTS as a kid but it sort of dropped off for a couple of years, then came back, then dropped off again pretty much fully), just today I read for almost 2 hours straight while I was at college instead of socializing (for the last few years have mainly been reading history and now some philosophy and a bit of sociology). This has also partly contributed to a feeling that my mind, and ESPECIALLY above all, my outlook on life, has changed significantly over the past couple of months, I feel like I'm recognizing very harmful aspects of the modern world for what they are but as a consequence (also due to college exams stress) I've been very low of mood recently, and bedrotted for like 4 hours yesterday doing nothing but staring into space. The past few days I have cried in private for a long time every day and have felt quite numb and hopeless. It's just that there's so many ways we weren't meant to live nowadays and there's so much evil and unnaturalness in the world and so on, to the point where I have had thoughts of roping (which I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do because of how sad it would make my parents it would be really selfish to do so I won't)But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraging people from suicide. Like today I was talking with a friend and it came up independent of me speaking. So idk if I'm being an obsessed schizo but surely these are signs from God no? It would make sense if true, at my lowest mental point that I can remember and at the peak of my hopelessness I saw some signs. Idk this seems minor and obsessed but it's been bugging me the last day or so.
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even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn
even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn
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Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.
Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.
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gooning
The idea of quitting gooning is painful for me. I know it gives you ED and its le bad but I deep down i know i'll never get laid and this is my only way to emulate sex0.0011080x1920
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i unironically became this old pinterest meme. its hard at first, then it gets better. i look at the girls walking by. if they smile back if almost makes me jump. i never listen to music, just a little pondering. besides, elliott smith sounds best on iem flac played off a computer, not spotify
i unironically became this old pinterest meme. its hard at first, then it gets better. i look at the girls walking by. if they smile back if almost makes me jump. i never listen to music, just a little pondering. besides, elliott smith sounds best on iem flac played off a computer, not spotify
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Have to live with a couple I know irl (not my parents) and the woman just fucking rageleft with the dog and left her disabled wheelchair-bound husband alone with me because they had a fight over fixing the car. Everyday I spend here, the more mysoygoingin I become.
Have to live with a couple I know irl (not my parents) and the woman just fucking rageleft with the dog and left her disabled wheelchair-bound husband alone with me because they had a fight over fixing the car. Everyday I spend here, the more mysoygoingin I become.
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guys if we just let master chief become a foid we will get pussy
guys if we just let master chief become a foid we will get pussy
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Why is it like every person is retarded but me? Everyone seems like cattle that keep getting herded, they don't have any spirit in life they just exist. Even most "chuds" are still fucking retarded. I have never met a person that actually is similar to me. Am I just better than them all?
Why is it like every person is retarded but me? Everyone seems like cattle that keep getting herded, they don't have any spirit in life they just exist. Even most "chuds" are still fucking retarded. I have never met a person that actually is similar to me. Am I just better than them all?
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well?
well?
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The shed is completely cluttered and full of old, useless junk, so I had some difficulty reaching the tightly packed drum set and sitting down to play. I loaded up a YouTube tutorial which explained the very basics, followed by another focusing on playing the most simple, barebones sequences. I can't fathom why, but even the most basic things, rhythms which literal toddlers who aren't even capable of reading and writing can replicate, came to me with difficulty, in spite of repeated practice. The absolute beginner melodies used as short examples for their sheer simplicity proved to be something I took a lot of time to get the hang of even with repeated trial and error. Even still, when I finally managed to get things right, it did not feel rewarding enjoyable, just a minor lapse in frustration and contempt, underlined by the feeling that I will never be good at anything. I went into this activity actively trying not to compare my progress to others, which is something I often hear hinders motivation, but even while blocking my mind from focusing on these thoughts, it was utterly ineffectual. After some time of having at this, I got quite upset and felt a lump forming in my throat, which prompted me to say some veritably extreme things in desperate prayer, which was then followed by me putting down the sticks and retreating back to my clittycel cave.
<
This experience has only served to further drive home the realisation that, even when I try to "have fun" in a productive manner, all it does is make me frustrated, hateful and upset instead of bored, agitated and restless. The sad thing is, this applies to virtually every other hobby I've tried in recent memory, even things as trivial and useless as unfamiliar videogames with unfamiliar gameplay systems. I'm not autistic and so I don't sperg out over minute adjustments to my environment, but I usually prefer to keep things the same, or, more specifically, within the same framework, and so it is not often that I try radically new things. Even when I tried my hand at the drums again today, I just could not get into it. When the tasks became too difficult to perform, I just became annoyed with my own incompetence and the gradually growing understanding that I don't enjoy playing the drums, or even the mere concept of being able to play the drums.
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I simply can't understand what other people, namely "talented" people, have and experience that I do not. Tangentially, I recall an experience I had about a month or two ago, where, in a fit of boredom, I searched up the name of a third-rate rock "musician" I stumbled across through the Spotify recommendation algorithm. This was likely influenced in part by my hatred for his retarded song titles and poser-y self presentation, as well as finding most of his music to be uninspired and gay. I opened an article about him where he briefly detailed his music-making journey, and it sort of took me by surprise how he had began not only playing, but composing and releasing music in his early teenage years. This provoked a visceral feeling of resentment, disgust and hatred within me, and I turned off my phone, took out my earphones and did not listen to any music for the next 2 or 3 hours. It is lamentable that, even though my sensibilities and tastes are a lot less terrible than his are, at the end of the day, he is capable of creating what most people consider to be music and I am not, even if it is only faggy music for retards.
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In spite of my better judgement and all that I have said, I still find the idea of being able to play an instrument slightly enticing. I think if I were able to play one, and able to play one well, I would have something concrete to ground my identity to, and I would at least be able to pride myself on doing something sort of semi-worthwhile with my free time instead of absolutely nothing at all. If (You) have any advice for me and my predicament, or have had any similar experiences with musical instruments or just hobbies in general, it would be worth sharing.
retard tries to play the drums, gets very upset and ragequits
Up until yesterday, I was of the belief that one of the reasons I feel bored, frustrated or sad most of the time is because I simply don't have any "productive" hobbies. Frankly, I don't really have any hobbies at all. I only frequently play maybe two or three games, all of which are singleplayer and none of which require any semblance of intellectual input or meaningful mechanical skill whatsoever, and I divide the rest of the time on my computer between this site, 4clitty, YouTube and my eclectically-used writing document. As an attempt to break this monotony, I decided to try something new for once, that being the drum set which my sister received for a birthday aeons ago and which has coincidentally been collecting dust in my shed for nearly as long.<
The shed is completely cluttered and full of old, useless junk, so I had some difficulty reaching the tightly packed drum set and sitting down to play. I loaded up a YouTube tutorial which explained the very basics, followed by another focusing on playing the most simple, barebones sequences. I can't fathom why, but even the most basic things, rhythms which literal toddlers who aren't even capable of reading and writing can replicate, came to me with difficulty, in spite of repeated practice. The absolute beginner melodies used as short examples for their sheer simplicity proved to be something I took a lot of time to get the hang of even with repeated trial and error. Even still, when I finally managed to get things right, it did not feel rewarding enjoyable, just a minor lapse in frustration and contempt, underlined by the feeling that I will never be good at anything. I went into this activity actively trying not to compare my progress to others, which is something I often hear hinders motivation, but even while blocking my mind from focusing on these thoughts, it was utterly ineffectual. After some time of having at this, I got quite upset and felt a lump forming in my throat, which prompted me to say some veritably extreme things in desperate prayer, which was then followed by me putting down the sticks and retreating back to my clittycel cave.
<
This experience has only served to further drive home the realisation that, even when I try to "have fun" in a productive manner, all it does is make me frustrated, hateful and upset instead of bored, agitated and restless. The sad thing is, this applies to virtually every other hobby I've tried in recent memory, even things as trivial and useless as unfamiliar videogames with unfamiliar gameplay systems. I'm not autistic and so I don't sperg out over minute adjustments to my environment, but I usually prefer to keep things the same, or, more specifically, within the same framework, and so it is not often that I try radically new things. Even when I tried my hand at the drums again today, I just could not get into it. When the tasks became too difficult to perform, I just became annoyed with my own incompetence and the gradually growing understanding that I don't enjoy playing the drums, or even the mere concept of being able to play the drums.
<
I simply can't understand what other people, namely "talented" people, have and experience that I do not. Tangentially, I recall an experience I had about a month or two ago, where, in a fit of boredom, I searched up the name of a third-rate rock "musician" I stumbled across through the Spotify recommendation algorithm. This was likely influenced in part by my hatred for his retarded song titles and poser-y self presentation, as well as finding most of his music to be uninspired and gay. I opened an article about him where he briefly detailed his music-making journey, and it sort of took me by surprise how he had began not only playing, but composing and releasing music in his early teenage years. This provoked a visceral feeling of resentment, disgust and hatred within me, and I turned off my phone, took out my earphones and did not listen to any music for the next 2 or 3 hours. It is lamentable that, even though my sensibilities and tastes are a lot less terrible than his are, at the end of the day, he is capable of creating what most people consider to be music and I am not, even if it is only faggy music for retards.
<
In spite of my better judgement and all that I have said, I still find the idea of being able to play an instrument slightly enticing. I think if I were able to play one, and able to play one well, I would have something concrete to ground my identity to, and I would at least be able to pride myself on doing something sort of semi-worthwhile with my free time instead of absolutely nothing at all. If (You) have any advice for me and my predicament, or have had any similar experiences with musical instruments or just hobbies in general, it would be worth sharing.
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just relapsed on fetish porn again I can't keep going like this I try to stop but nothing works dude
just relapsed on fetish porn again I can't keep going like this I try to stop but nothing works dude
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I just gooned to neutralplier, my name is Ernest Khalimov and here's my story.
I was scrolling on xitter when I came across 'jakked tranny autism hypno caption porn, of course I immediately became erect. It was some literal woo tranime with a 'plier cropped onto the head, and that was enough to give me a raging boner. I jerked off to only that picture for an hour straight until I shot my cum over my phone, my cum is relatively thick (mostly comprised of the liquid, not the sperm) so there's like a layer of plasma on my screen.
Of course I'd never lie on the internet, so I put it on my soul that I did this.
I just gooned to neutralplier, my name is Ernest Khalimov and here's my story.
I was scrolling on xitter when I came across 'jakked tranny autism hypno caption porn, of course I immediately became erect. It was some literal woo tranime with a 'plier cropped onto the head, and that was enough to give me a raging boner. I jerked off to only that picture for an hour straight until I shot my cum over my phone, my cum is relatively thick (mostly comprised of the liquid, not the sperm) so there's like a layer of plasma on my screen.
Of course I'd never lie on the internet, so I put it on my soul that I did this.
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Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide
Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide
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All I do is go through the motions. I attack shit relentlessly but I have zero reason to continue doing something so my productivity is always fleeting.
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Idk how to find this. I’m trying to keep myself open to it but I just don’t know where to look.
I don’t know my purpose
I know what I want to do, I know what I like, I have good habits and I know what hobbies and interests I’d enjoy but I just don’t why I want to do any of this stuff.<
All I do is go through the motions. I attack shit relentlessly but I have zero reason to continue doing something so my productivity is always fleeting.
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Idk how to find this. I’m trying to keep myself open to it but I just don’t know where to look.
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Average thread on r9k be like:
>How do I stop gooning my little clitty to tranny porn
>DA WORMS MAKE YOU GAY!!!
>I'm a sad little faggot who doesn't know what to do in life
J.S.I.D
Average thread on r9k be like:
>How do I stop gooning my little clitty to tranny porn
>DA WORMS MAKE YOU GAY!!!
>I'm a sad little faggot who doesn't know what to do in life
J.S.I.D
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You might have remembered me posting about an autisitc SISA back in December/January who was interested in me
I ended up dumping her because xhe so obviously hates herself (even if she doesnt realise it) and is incapable of improving her life
You might have remembered me posting about an autisitc SISA back in December/January who was interested in me
I ended up dumping her because xhe so obviously hates herself (even if she doesnt realise it) and is incapable of improving her life
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>FINALLY left that bitch of a girlfriend
>FINALLY left that bitch of a girlfriend
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I really just dislike living. I could improve my problems but I don't even want to anymore, just being alive is becoming a chore for me. I'm beginning to dislike people in general as well. How do I manage to stay alive for like 60 or 70 more years of this bullshit?
I really just dislike living. I could improve my problems but I don't even want to anymore, just being alive is becoming a chore for me. I'm beginning to dislike people in general as well. How do I manage to stay alive for like 60 or 70 more years of this bullshit?
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8 years spent obsessing over anime girls
8 years spent obsessing over anime girls, i am proud of myself and love my life. this is the most happy existance ever, this is the true life0.0041080x1810
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the foids cant understand me
the foids cant understand me
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(Btw pics unrelated)
Should I?
About me: hi anons I’m a loser from NH and I want to rope myself, however, my mom is always making sure I don’t, it’s starting to piss me off because I just want to do it b4 she realizes something’s up. Any help is appreciated(Btw pics unrelated)
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We need to kill the r9kpooner.
We need to kill the r9kpooner.
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im a chud song
im a chud song
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Doubts about the wormpill
I have my doubts about the wormpill can it actually cure homosexual feelings? I hope it does but the reason why I have my doubts is because the theories about PINWORMS (Enterobius vermicularis) specifically causing a desire for anal sex by secreting pheromones/hormones/chemicals that alter peoples attraction/make them attracted to men is iffy. It doesn't appear that there is any evidence for pinworms having the biological capability to do that. I know you could chalk it up to "oh well actually its a global conspiracy in the medical world to cover up the fact that pinworms can do this" but I'm doubtful I feel like deworming could be cope. Don't get me wrong I'd like to be actually proven wrong but it seems silly. All the possible culprits would be through the 'anal-oral route' of transmission, and many are protozoan parasites, the only other parasitic worms spread through the fecal-oral route appear to be Giant Roundworms (Ascaris lumbricoides) and Whipworms (Trichuris trichiura). But when I look there is little concrete evidence there. THOUGHEVER one study I could find said "Homosexuality and oral-anal sex were the most important risk factors in E. histolytica, G. lamblia, and helminthic infections", so there is something there, and in that same study when comparing the relation of said (gay) activities to worm (helminthic) infections the P value was below 0.05 which in scientific experiments or studies indicates statistical significance (not sure what stats test they did). Anyway there's evidence for and against but there doesn't seem to be enough for.0.013640x640
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I don't see fakecels as "human"
I don't see fakecels as "human"
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before i give all my data to the jews, is Hinge worth using? I have no idea how else to meet women and i dont know to act interested without immediately alienating them which is the main problem for IRL interaction
before i give all my data to the jews, is Hinge worth using? I have no idea how else to meet women and i dont know to act interested without immediately alienating them which is the main problem for IRL interaction
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every time my brothers come over they want to watch Star Wars and visit comic book stores. Last time we drove 4 hours to spend 2 hours at a comic store, I was so bored. I don't care about any media franchise but everyone here is so obsessed with Disney and shit.
every time my brothers come over they want to watch Star Wars and visit comic book stores. Last time we drove 4 hours to spend 2 hours at a comic store, I was so bored. I don't care about any media franchise but everyone here is so obsessed with Disney and shit.
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worthless snca rant thread time
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I'm tired of seeing threads of bots denying that their gay when they're just fucking gay… like we dont care if you're a faggot just stop being an insufferable faggot who constantly posts about it, /r9k/ is for hating foids and being and incel(or volcel wizard chad) or just random posts about bullshit and interesting conversations and you niggers just make it all fucking "how do i stop gooning my 2 inch weeny to men in dresses" or "how do i stop fantasizing about sex with my friends" YOU NIGGERS ARE JUST QUEERS ALRIGHT THERES NO FIX FOR IT YOU LIKE DICK AND BALLS NOW SHUT UP ABOUT IT OR AT LEAST MAKE ONE CONTAINMENT THREAD(a queertainment thread if you will) SO I CAN GO BACK TO SEEING KEYED SHITPOSTING AND FOID HATING THREADS
worthless snca rant thread time
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I'm tired of seeing threads of bots denying that their gay when they're just fucking gay… like we dont care if you're a faggot just stop being an insufferable faggot who constantly posts about it, /r9k/ is for hating foids and being and incel(or volcel wizard chad) or just random posts about bullshit and interesting conversations and you niggers just make it all fucking "how do i stop gooning my 2 inch weeny to men in dresses" or "how do i stop fantasizing about sex with my friends" YOU NIGGERS ARE JUST QUEERS ALRIGHT THERES NO FIX FOR IT YOU LIKE DICK AND BALLS NOW SHUT UP ABOUT IT OR AT LEAST MAKE ONE CONTAINMENT THREAD(a queertainment thread if you will) SO I CAN GO BACK TO SEEING KEYED SHITPOSTING AND FOID HATING THREADS
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How do I cope with my brother being a chad who attracts women without him even lifting his finger (we are both in the same level of autemit) while my face melts into my neck and ill forever be a clattysell
How do I cope with my brother being a chad who attracts women without him even lifting his finger (we are both in the same level of autemit) while my face melts into my neck and ill forever be a clattysell
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>r9k except:
>There's no faggot garbage.
>There's no tranny garbage.
>faggot & tranny garbage all over pages 1-3
>r9k except:
>There's no faggot garbage.
>There's no tranny garbage.
>faggot & tranny garbage all over pages 1-3
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i hate femoids so fucking much
i hate women to the poin i wish my body would not have a sex drive i hate this whores they go against everything i stand for fuck them i am better than woman0.0091179x1725
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So I cracked a trans girl. It was not awful but certainly not as fun as it would have been with a real girl. I know this website hates troons or whatever, but I don't, and I gotta say it ain't all that. Most of them I imagine don't have a ton of sexual experience and come across as very passive. Not too fun in bed. Much like having sex with like a virgin or something. I will be sticking with cis girls, and I recommend anyone who's had those thoughts about cracking a femboy or trans or whatever to do the same.
So I cracked a trans girl. It was not awful but certainly not as fun as it would have been with a real girl. I know this website hates troons or whatever, but I don't, and I gotta say it ain't all that. Most of them I imagine don't have a ton of sexual experience and come across as very passive. Not too fun in bed. Much like having sex with like a virgin or something. I will be sticking with cis girls, and I recommend anyone who's had those thoughts about cracking a femboy or trans or whatever to do the same.
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I hate women and simps
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foid eggs
foid eggs
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I think everyone here should watch Hamza Ahmed on jewtube and get on self improvement.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvKddAXU4qdEOPw_z04CMyLw4gBQ-1MZj&si=SIKRQ5HlDRIZ3ZdY
I think everyone here should watch Hamza Ahmed on jewtube and get on self improvement.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvKddAXU4qdEOPw_z04CMyLw4gBQ-1MZj&si=SIKRQ5HlDRIZ3ZdY
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water fasting for 40 days will rid you of most of your ills
water fasting for 40 days will rid you of most of your ills
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What was a hobby you use to do but now quit and why?
What was a hobby you use to do but now quit and why?
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only time in western history wben women have been generally less religious than men since the fall of the roman empire btw
only time in western history wben women have been generally less religious than men since the fall of the roman empire btw
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How do I stop picking my nose
How do I stop picking my nose
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i usually wear tees with graphics on the back and a pair of jeans.
what do you think teens? is my fashion style ok or am i being childish?
i dont want to spend 100 bucks in new clothes and sneakers that i dont need just because my mom doesnt like them
my mom got mad at me because i dont wear appropriate clothes for my age
i 21M dont like dressing super formal but my parents have been pushing me into getting basic tees, shirts and polos because im a grown man o algo asi.i usually wear tees with graphics on the back and a pair of jeans.
what do you think teens? is my fashion style ok or am i being childish?
i dont want to spend 100 bucks in new clothes and sneakers that i dont need just because my mom doesnt like them
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Happy Pride Month:3
Happy Pride Month:3
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How do I deworm
I keep seeing people on here talk about deworming and how apparently it helps out your mind a lot but how do I do it0.025255x255
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why do femoids stand-up sensitive young men? If shes just attention-seeking then why does she schedule a date just to not show up? Why do femoids not respect people's time?
why do femoids stand-up sensitive young men? If shes just attention-seeking then why does she schedule a date just to not show up? Why do femoids not respect people's time?
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i wish if there was some rich nigga who'd let me borrow some of his money so i can move out tomorrow morning i can't stand my mom turning her apartment into a fucking clinic and then chimping out at my cats for just stepping outside of the room.
i wish if there was some rich nigga who'd let me borrow some of his money so i can move out tomorrow morning i can't stand my mom turning her apartment into a fucking clinic and then chimping out at my cats for just stepping outside of the room.
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How do I cope with being unintelligent?
How do I cope with being unintelligent?
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am i attractive /r9k/?
yes i bent my back to look like this my spine is normal normally dw
am i attractive /r9k/?
yes i bent my back to look like this my spine is normal normally dw
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>comfy
>actually used by WHITE 4chan/sootist sharty oldGODS
>mature conversations and interesting discussions
>wide variety of topics for wide variety of chuds
>people were not ashamed of themselves, did not make soytrannyniggerfaggotry as the whole identity of themselves, were enlightening and spiritually ascended in Nietzschean sense to just BEE who they are and not let hatred/discrimination, bandwagon or trend affect them
>almost no spastic redditard shitskin underage migrants like on the shitty, aside from constant raiders
>created by tech savvy nature loving anti-corporate anti-consumption libertarian aryan old /g/ GOD who kept making new OC all by himself
>soy is just a niche, not the whole purpose of website
>not an echochamber like shemmycucks
>not obsessed with identities like shemmycucks
>not a cucks whiteknights like shemmycucks
>not a traitors like the shemmycucks
>not a pussy like shemmycucks, even when daily spam begin with slopjaks the jartychads never did install email registration approval to post or other gigacucked methods to prevent users from posting
>unbothered and calm, even when slopocalypse began by 3 obsessed soybooru shitskins they didn't even bother to create similar content, because they didn't want to fall on same low level as them
Jakparty.soy was the best website after 8chan, frenschan and pre 2015's 4chan. Only kohlchan nowadays remain this level of diversity of interesting topics and comfyness, probably because the average userbase are White.
Jarty was the best soy-related website of all time
>slow>comfy
>actually used by WHITE 4chan/sootist sharty oldGODS
>mature conversations and interesting discussions
>wide variety of topics for wide variety of chuds
>people were not ashamed of themselves, did not make soytrannyniggerfaggotry as the whole identity of themselves, were enlightening and spiritually ascended in Nietzschean sense to just BEE who they are and not let hatred/discrimination, bandwagon or trend affect them
>almost no spastic redditard shitskin underage migrants like on the shitty, aside from constant raiders
>created by tech savvy nature loving anti-corporate anti-consumption libertarian aryan old /g/ GOD who kept making new OC all by himself
>soy is just a niche, not the whole purpose of website
>not an echochamber like shemmycucks
>not obsessed with identities like shemmycucks
>not a cucks whiteknights like shemmycucks
>not a traitors like the shemmycucks
>not a pussy like shemmycucks, even when daily spam begin with slopjaks the jartychads never did install email registration approval to post or other gigacucked methods to prevent users from posting
>unbothered and calm, even when slopocalypse began by 3 obsessed soybooru shitskins they didn't even bother to create similar content, because they didn't want to fall on same low level as them
Jakparty.soy was the best website after 8chan, frenschan and pre 2015's 4chan. Only kohlchan nowadays remain this level of diversity of interesting topics and comfyness, probably because the average userbase are White.
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.seconds 0 for muted been have You !content Unoriginal
.seconds 0 for muted been have You !content Unoriginal
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Which side are you on?
Which side are you on?
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this thread is hella dead as fuck. Well im a a real bbc AMA. One thing i kind of prefer hags
this thread is hella dead as fuck. Well im a a real bbc AMA. One thing i kind of prefer hags
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how do i stop lusting over black wompas? should i?
how do i stop lusting over black wompas? should i?
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2 years ago a prophecy was made saying something bad would happen on may 29th, 2026. it was posted in /r9k/ so im assuming that bad thing will happen here
if you somehow clicked on this board before the 29th do not click again until the 30th.
2 years ago a prophecy was made saying something bad would happen on may 29th, 2026. it was posted in /r9k/ so im assuming that bad thing will happen here
if you somehow clicked on this board before the 29th do not click again until the 30th.
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My dad: uS wHiTe HeTeRoSeXuAl mAlEs ArE tHe MoSt OpPrEsSeD nOw
My transbian ass:
My dad: uS wHiTe HeTeRoSeXuAl mAlEs ArE tHe MoSt OpPrEsSeD nOw
My transbian ass:
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I have an IQ 50 points above the average in my country and am unable to relate to or form relationships with anyone. Everyone I talk to clearly thinks I'm retarded and feels bad for me. I don't have any mental disorders, I'm not autistic, ADHD or the like
I have an IQ 50 points above the average in my country and am unable to relate to or form relationships with anyone. Everyone I talk to clearly thinks I'm retarded and feels bad for me. I don't have any mental disorders, I'm not autistic, ADHD or the like
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Baby
Baby
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Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.
Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.