/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I am sleep deprived. I am not capable of being productive, and its too late at night to do menial chores. To pass the time I've been binging the anime I've been watching for the past week. I grew somewhat attached to it, especially in this sleep deprived state. After finishing it, a gaping hole formed in my stomach making me feel passively uneasy. I dread the thought of being alone with my thoughts while i try to fall asleep. I ran out of any effective distractions/copes to ease my mind. I feel like im in a purgatory tonight. The moon is menacingly staring at me as if its asking me for permission to leave. I recognize this sounds silly, and when I return to normal I will probably cringe when remembering that I even made this post… This is my reality now, though. Sorry for being dramatic in advance.