/x/ - Paranormal/Schizo

>>18835
you're getting closer to quitting, keep going

>>15846
it mustard

I'm tired of living.

weak optic nerve

>>18847
makes sense, i need glasses to see any detail past 10 feet

>>18848
you should work on strenghtening it else you will get a lazy eye soon

>>18849
geg

what is shit nophono cares about?

Nophono care hands typed all the posts above

May 17

I'm back and I'm back

>>18837
NOPHONORALD

>>18710
Thanks for the clear cut answer nigga
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I have this weird relationship with the satanic pentagram. If I draw that shit unironically, or just view it or something, I notice I end up practising hedonism after. It’s hard to explain but I just feel like I summon this satanic kind of mindset. It’s so fucking weird but it’s the best example I can give towards my belief in symbolism.
I attribute meaning to shit all the time, I’d give examples but it’s entirely personal and irrelevant honestly.
All I know is that symbolism can have meaning I think. And designing your own kind of made me feel off kilter for a bit so I want to study this to see if there’s a way to go about it without sending mixed signals and accidentally summing bad shit to my life

>>18726
I’m aware you can just use words in this regard, to align yourself I mean.
I see symbolism as a more potent form of this however, I just want to align myself temporarily using symbolism.
I’m not into demonic ritualistic sacrificial shit, I don’t believe in hateful worship. It’s entirely illogical.

I’ll give you an example.
Say I want to remove something from my life, I could maybe draw a symbol on said item and throw it away.
Thereby making a a ritual and commitment spiritually to removing that thing from my life. Attach my emotion (importantly, love) to the ritual and then following through with whatever the symbol is meant to imply.
I’ve done this with stuff before and it just works. But I want to expand on this idea, hopefully for stuff like work and study, but I tried practising and creating symbols and it really fucked up my headspace for a bit so I’m hesitant to do that without guidance from somewhere

>I’ll give you an example.
>Say I want to remove something from my life, I could maybe draw a symbol on said item and throw it away.
>Thereby making a a ritual and commitment spiritually to removing that thing from my life. Attach my emotion (importantly, love) to the ritual and then following through with whatever the symbol is meant to imply.
>I’ve done this with stuff before and it just works. But I want to expand on this idea, hopefully for stuff like work and study, but I tried practising and creating symbols and it really fucked up my headspace for a bit so I’m hesitant to do that without guidance from somewhere

Heres my take. I dont think the symbol does anything itself whatsoever. Its completely ad hoc and I think unjustified to say it does. But, how comes it seems to have affects? The reason why is because of manifestation basically. I do believe in manifestation, but thats kind of it. All of the occult stuff people say works, it works because its indirect manifestation. And you can entail manifestation from theistic idealism, because all conscious agents are God in substance, and God is omnipotent. Omnipotence cant be turned off, but can only be veiled by illusion. So thats why people are powerless. Real people in history have seriously locked in and managed to do crazy unexplainable shit, like St. Joseph of Cupertino, who flew thousands of times in his life, raised an entire flock of sheep from the dead, and yes all of this happened (if youre wondering if this is evidence for Christianity, the answer is no, all it would prove is manifestation is real).

In my opinion, you dont need to manifest for a short period of time on a symbol, and then after that short time limit, throw it away and never do it again. Unjustified bullshit! You should believe as long as possible. Saying you can only do the believing-it-into-existence process for an arbitrary short amount of time, and then taking the symbol, throwing it away, and then never thinking about what you wanted to manifest EVER AGAIN, is some unjustified, new age, nigger brimstone nonsense. In fact, you should believe in it more. More consistency = More effect. Just believe it is already real in the underlying realm, simply manifestating into this one. Very different from expectation, because expectation is when you believe something will happen most lPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>18828
I like your take on this.
Yeah it was essentially manifestation. I threw the item away with alot of love, I knew I was doing something out of love that would benefit me.
I can't even fathom going to a store to buy the item(s) again. It crosses my mind but there's just so much resistance there now.

You saying you can't just do something short term makes alot of sense honestly. I struggled to find a way to do this with smaller activities like studying without a creeping obsession looming over me during the next day.
The symbol for this I drew with the intention as something that must be mastered.
I fucked up and overshot this, I ended up cutting the symbol off the book, then cutting it in half to 'break it' (I don't know what I'm doing, but this did stop me obsessing)
I know you don't need symbols, and you can do everything with thoughts and words, but the point of me making a symbol for the want of something, was to simplify it into an easy to understand language.
It was an attempt to regulate this kind of manifestation. When I want something, I can always potentially say the wrong things.
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>>18828
>I dont think the symbol does anything itself whatsoever
Yes the symbol is arbitrary. You can assign meaning to literally anything, and the meaning can also be anything.
This is why I wanted to do it myself at first, believing that anyones interpretation of anything can be different.
I think I might continue you with, but I still want to research stuff like this further.
Another thing that fascinates me is the moon and the lunar cycle. Something really draws me to that, I don't know what it is, but I'm mesmirised by the moon itself. Its just so powerful to me

test

suppers

useless niggers

Thrembo never existed on /x/, cease your investigations

>>18438
It did because I remember it meds

I used to watch Dr. Bob and The Rubber

>>18482
same

>>18385 (OP)
SCP got turned into brimstone by self inserting fags and troons the RPC authority formed as a splinter (just like muh heccin sharty) and it's pretty gemmy

sc'p

I loved SCP when I was a pequeno caceno.

>>18385 (OP)
SCP was aryan 'til the troons, faggots and tumblr shitskins came to ruin it

Go back to /pol/ you brown nigger muslim skinned tanned dust from the boiler room of satans neo vagina sex change operation dungeon under the toilet thats been shipped from india and has been out of order for 30 years.

This is trve o algo

>>18455 (OP)

the worms are smart because they are like demons or something
IDK the video kind of says it all, they are the devil itself while most people think hes a snake hes actually a worm

yet somehow still less retarded than 4cuck /x/

>bump

Holy shit, this thread is 2 years old

> opens pixlr
> overlays image
am i schizo?

>>18817
the hell is pixlr
I use the GNU Image Manipulator

Nothing wrong with hedonism.

>>18822
obsessed demon 'gated

dunno probably antichrist arrival or some shiet