>>75411you are NOT far gone. i'm already done with my addiction and i'm never going back, but it feels like a lot of the hentai i looked at might have messed up how i view myself.
not that i have any sick desires from it but i feel "dead" thinking of it (which i obsessively do) and it stops me from really wanting to do much with my life, there's not even an attraction i get from thinking back to it, it's more like i have PTSD-lite almost every day recently. basically i really regret that any of it even happened
i feel like you can still quit before you get to a point like that