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 β„–58StickyLocked[Reply]

Except:
There's no robot.
There's no porn.
There's no faggot garbage.
There's no tranny garbage.

 β„–13296

Okay, maybe there's a robot. And there might be some faggot garbage. But I think there's no tranny garbage? Fine, at least there's no porn!



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 β„–80852[Reply]

Life with bpd, even if it's not severe is hell.
I am in remission, but I still feel empty and depressed every one or two weeks, sometimes for three days straight.
Worst of all, I'm being randomly mean and rude to my irl best friend for no reason sometimes. He's a soyteen but rarely posts and if anything he lurks on soy and qa.
In spite of all that I still live a fairly normal life. I'm lucky to have supportive family and the aforementioned friend with seemingly endless patience.

Feel free to ask me anything by el way
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 β„–80885

If you're not a woman you don't have "bpd" stop whining

 β„–80886

Is BPD curable? Do you have any plans to stop having bpd?

 β„–80887

>If you're not a woman you don't have "bpd" stop whining
I should stay quiet and listen to you, you truly know everything. I kneel…

>>80886
From what I was told no, they just treat your symptoms with meds and therapy until they lessen. What helps is talking to people in person and when I have self-destructive urges I remind myself that what I'm feeling isn't normal. Being invested in some kind of interest or work helps a lot too.
Like I said, I'm in remission for a couple of years now. The worst aspects of the condition have disappeared. I'm still working on controlling the things I mentioned before.

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I also suspect myself of bpd, though my episodes last usually in months and the peak can be about a week. I hate it too, worst part really is lashing out at people you actually care about.
Have you thought about meds? As you said, bpd isn't curable as it is written in your genes. I know about people with bpd that fell into alcoholism or niggerweed or other forms of addictions, and it's hell. I wanted to try meds so I don't fall into it too, but I am scared to get diagnosed.

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>>80888
I feel you. No, I have refused meds and had only gone to therapy. Really, finding something meaningful and interesting to do basically eradicated depression and exposure to social situations and socializing made anxiety a lot less worse. I had also noticed that I no longer lash out as much as I did, specially smash things.

Imo I only succeeded because I had the will & patience to do it. But yeah some people just give up and become junkies. Look no further than the anorexic self harm xitter faggots.

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>>80889
I'm glad for you man. I also started picking up new hobbies, I try to not interact as much with the shitty thoughts so I don't spiral back into it. It's hard, but like you said it's the right way to do it.
Did therapy help? Would you recommend it? I heard mixed opinions, for some it saved lives for some it was just waste of money. Where I am the wait times are either months or you gotta pay a lot, so it's a big commitment.



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 β„–80877[Reply]

There's nothing more nigger, leftist, and socially resentful than hating the police.

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>>80877 (OP)
Cops aren't your friends. They have a quota to fill and will do so even if that means choosing to fuck you up the ass on any given day. They're a necessary evil in any polite society.

 β„–80880

All cops I've met IRL are fucking faggots, I live in a super pro-police city and all the cops are sooooo fucking gay dude just the way they hold their vest while they're standing and the way they carry themselves is just lame idk. And they are always sending like 12 cops cars to talk to one homeless dude just actual pussies. Maybe it's different in some ghetto ass hood where you have to do battle with crazy niggers everyday but in most medium sized cities the cops are just bitches that will do nothing but larp as a tacticool swat guy all day.
>>80878
True

 β„–80884

I think it depends country to country, i like the cops of my country because they dont really interact with you and only press you only if you're a criminal but cops in authoritarian shitholes like iran or somewhere in africa press you, bully you and beat you for bribes and to put fear in you as authoritarian systems are designed to



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 β„–80308[Reply]

What does taking meds feel like and how does it affect you?
Im starting to think taking anti-depressants are the only way now. I know that I need to have a goal in life, to actively create and learn new skills. I need to have a good consistent schedule and have good healthy habits, but I just lack the motivation and discipline to do it.
For years ive tried to be the person I want to be but failed and just rotted doing nothing. My laziness is so bad I dont think its even a laziness issue, atleast lazy people get some stuff done but I cant get anything done, I sometimes just end up rotting in bed like a paralyzed person. And even on rare periods where I feel happy by having good habits and taking care of myself, suicidal and self-hateful thoughts come back to me and just ruin my motivation. I constantly ruminate about my flaws and self hate. Sometimes the ruminations get so bad I start believing delusions and try to ack. Ive been reflecting on why im like this and i dont think this is simple laziness maybe im just depressed and i need meds for it.
Im thinking if i take meds, my obsessive ruminations will stop and I will feel sleepy and a bit numbed so I can easily do tasks without my thoughts overcomplicating and negatively analyzing everything
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>>80818
>Another thing is, simple animals are incapable of introspection and having insecurities and having deep self hatred, we humans have that and the human soul/consciousness is extremely complicated and hard to understand, theres definitely spirituality and demons involved in mental illnesses. Also for humans, they remember their past well, all past mistakes and horrible things get remembered and just added on top of each other which is pretty miserable. You can certainly fix simple things like the simple conditions you described but deep things like trauma, past mistakes, deep self hatred and other complicated human thoughts need pills or some other complicated therapy
nigga animals are probably smarter than you.
So, according to you, only humans can introspect and self-regulate, but because 'muh environment' or 'demons' (lol) or 'muh past mistakes' (geg) all this cognitive ability serves no adaptive advantage at all?
Nigga I'm pretty sure introspection is a TOOL to help you overcome these challenge. As is remembering your past mistakes or being cognizant of your environment.
Imagine NOT having these 3 woe-is-me 'debilitating' abilities: You'd be 1) autistic as fuck, low-functioning 2) incapable of evaluating a strategy 3) unable to learn from mistakes
You'd be LESS intelligent than a chimp, or any animal for that matter.

And your GOY, POZZED, DERANGED solution is to give yourself a lobotomy with pills.
A dog isnt retarded enough to do this, therefore it is smarter than you are.

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>>80821
yeah thanks, ill just try my absolute best and use all of my willpower for trying to be happy and healthy without lobotomypills, but still after one month of healthy and disciplined behavoiur, if im still unhappy with constant negative thoughts, what other options are there expect pills?

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>>80818
>>chronic stress, lack of stimuli and challenge, lack of meaningful connections, unnatural and uncomfortable environment.
>You can certainly fix simple things like the simple conditions you described but deep things like trauma, past mistakes, deep self hatred and other complicated human thoughts need pills or some other complicated therapy
How do you even come by trauma without stimuli retard?
And you're depressed because of a lack of challenge, but 'muh trauma and I cant do anything brb poppin pills', isnt 'trauma' or whatever a suitable challenge?
>>80822
Get a car and drive, football, catch, nigga anything that engages coordination.
Take an predator, the 3 things (introspection, reflection, situational awareness) serve the purpose of catching prey. (a goal) You dont have a goal and so they serve no purpose (unrealistic goals dont count, theyre preemptive excuses for failure)
This is why you're A GOYIM: whereas a predator uses and has command over his cognitive abilities to serve his goal, you have no command over them because there is no goal, thus, like a toddler, the first emotion to enter your mind makes use of them instead.
A person like (You) could go from having a stomach ache to suicidal ideation, because the unpleasant sensation is the only thing to focus on.
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>>80819
You got this OP

 β„–80882

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I'd honestly shill for a lot of drugs probably more than the average user here but PLEASE OP do not take these anti-depressant drugs all the normie shit about "it turns me into le zombie" is actually REAL for this kind of stuff dont become an SSRI mutant creature just thug it out.
<drugnigger space
If you are depressed its probably something you can FIX if you are sad its probably for a reason. What >>80811 said is very highIQ….. you most likely are just purposeless you need to find hobbies and not ruminate on your depression. This isn't something you can think your way out of, you just to have to physically do things to get out of this rut. DON'T GIVE UP OP I BELIEVE IN YOU WE ARE ALL GONNA MAKE IT

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>>80881
>>80827
>>80882
thanks for the support guys, today i was having a depressive episode but through small steps like making my bed and brushing my teeth, i managed to get enough momentum to take a walk outside and exercise which made me feel great
>and not ruminate on your depression. This isn't something you can think your way out of, you just to have to physically do things to get out of this rut
This is very true, when im stuck in a depressive episode stuck in constant rumination I would just stop thinking and start jumping around and laughing like a literal retard, its a bit cringe but it makes me feel better
For tips I would like to give to other people experiencing similar things, dont ruminate, dont think and when a ruminating thought appears trying to pull you into a depressive episode, repeat to yourself or write on a sticky note, "this thoughts are not real, they are intrusive delusions" and focus on the physical world around you, when i was outside and i did this, felt amazing seeing the sunshine and blue sky without any depressing thoughts, just simply focusing on the beauty, dont engage and feed depressing thoughts and then do easy steps like taking a walk and exercising, then move onto the real productive stuff which requires deep focus



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 β„–77980[Reply]

Epi fucked with my mind and life
when I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdays
It led to me joining furry erp servers when I was 11 Wich further groomed and fucked with my mind

EPI gave me gender dysphoria (sometimes I feel like I want to be a women even doe I know I will never be one)
EPI made me a fucking gay faggot
EPI made me into vore, rape and other darker shit that makes me feel ashamed and makes me feel horrible

I just need to say this because I can't bare this unbearable weight, all of this led to me having a burning hatred for pedophiles and troons
But I just can't fucking stop
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 β„–80820

wow just kill yourself kek

 β„–80826

I remember watching lesbians kissing when I was 6

 β„–80861

>>80820
fuck u thats not nice nigga

 β„–80862

just say you like dick in yo mouth nigga

 β„–80873

>the raped generation

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>>80873
>gen r



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 β„–80085[Reply]

have a retarded younger sister who's an ragebaiting edgy porn artist on the internet, She's 15 and she just can't stop ban evading on several rule 34 websites and sites like 4cuck, contastly drawing gay furry niggerlodeon cartoon 'p with fucked up hardcore fetishes, loves getting groomed, EPI'd and sexting, sending death treats or gore and talks about fucking stupid cartoon characters like Rocko, Ren and Stimpy, Roger Rabbit, SwaySway from Breadwinners, Frumplequest, Homestar Runner, Mr Game and Watch, the robots from Mean Bean Machine, Wooldoor Sockbat, looney tunes characters, real school shooters, Mixels, and motherfucking videogame mascots like Bubsy, Daxter, Earthworm Jim, Rayman and DigDug and it's fucking exhausting and autistic. She also has a massive list of school drama happenings and switched to like 4 schools since she was 6 and one of them was attempting to throw some student to the stairs, stabbed a little kid's arm with a pen (DOCTOSSSSSSSS). I'm seriously considering cutting her off completely. It's almost as if they got infected by mind aids brainworms that sometimes spasm and makes them go on multi day insufferable autistic schizonigger rampages.


I wish I could permanently delete all of her social media accounts, destroy all of her mobile devices.

I have to cutoff our parents for accidentaly turning them into psycho left wing hardcore christian disney adults who believe in BLM, LGBTBRAAAP+, Snyderverse and vegan pro-life rights and personally attacking me severely because i criticized Disney, Niggerlodeon and PETA very badly online for making shit products, grooming, hiring criminals and jews, wokeness, scams and killing animals in the past, which it's actually a trvth nvke.
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>>80085 (OP)
>contastly drawing gay furry niggerlodeon cartoon 'p with fucked up hardcore fetishes, loves getting groomed, EPI'd and sexting, sending death treats or gore
you're a nigger if this is real and you haven't done anything

 β„–80186

>>80182
My mom probably unironically hates Masculinity doe because she got traumatized by my uncle and one of her ex bf's or idk. I didn't get it as bad as others but she never allowed me to go outside or get a job like the others and made me extremely dependent doe. She also heavily dominates my dad and he doesn't give you a good answer why he doesn't fight back

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>>80085 (OP)
Yo 'teen, does she have any messaging app or can I get her number?

Seriously, you're right about the Disney faggot shit and PETA butchering animals and them putting dogs to sleep. Most people then to have opinions they think is "normal", but they really aren't and try to force them to other people because they think it's the right way to do.

I think you need to let your parents live their own life no matter how cringe you think it is, or instead, use their leftist politics to try and show them how things really are such as "Israel" causing untold death, destruction, and owning nearly everything including the media.

I'm not a professional therapist but I think you SHOULD tell your cousin about to stop drawing depictions of child-looking characters, talking to random discord trannies and how that doesn't give any benefits and later give your cousin a 2 hours maximum a day on her screentime on any device she owns, see if the websites she does upload their own art has a takedown request section or account deletion if she decides to delete her entire digital footprint, so you are being extremely different from the people in your life and feeling like you don't belong. You should focus on yourself and trying to get out of there. You don't owe anyone anything and neither do they. Your opinions and voice are important because it's your OWN and you should never compromise your values for other people.

 β„–80830

your sister is retarded. Have you tried belt?

 β„–80875

>>80095
Sounds like your mom is a narcissist. This has nothing to do with playstations or technology. This is executive dysfunction from chronic negation (narcissistic abuse). Do your own research for yourself and your brothers.

 β„–80876

>>80829
nigga are you trying to groom xer o algo



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 β„–80840[Reply]

Why don't you have a goth gf yet?
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 β„–80843

Why don't you have a life yet?

 β„–80857

>>80843
>avoided the question

 β„–80858

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Brimmy picrel
The reason why I don't got one is because they all mostly suck

 β„–80863

>>80840 (OP)
I tried getting with the alt girl at my last job but it didn't work out because I didn't know how to act. Sucks because she was fine as hell and seemed to be interested in me.

 β„–80864

Because they work for the anti-Christ and have daddy issues.

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>>80857
its because they're all unhinged and have a million mental problems, being with one of those types will just make you fucked up like them



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 β„–80798[Reply]

If I could have but just one wish it would be for these twilight hours to last only a few moments longer

 β„–80867

huh no one replied, well I'm back in these sweet quiet hours

 β„–80868

holy mother of trannies

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>>80868
nusoi you're supposed to put sage in the email field not the subject one

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>>80868
can a man not love the night, or are you Xir a troon or be you poon? either way you are for certain LOCKED BLACKED AND NIGGERISH

 β„–80871

>>80869
let the nigger be



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 β„–80083[Reply]

Is getting a GED a viable option to get into college, etc.?

I am 18 and right now I am supposed to be completing my senior year of highschool, but I dropped out and simply never went. My entire highschool experience was basically a long mental breakdown. By the time I was a sophomore, I just couldn't make it out of bed. I hardly ever went, I would just sleep days at a time. I was hopelessly suicidal all throughout and was convinced I would be dead before graduation. Since I dropped out, I've been utterly convinced that my life is over, but I'm starting to get my life together again. What can I do? If I get my GED, would it essentially be the same as graduating and remedy the situation?

I basically would just like to be convinced that my life isn't over. I want to have a wife and kids and lead a normal life, really.
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>>80399
I've definitely thought about trades

 β„–80445

take a massive loan to buy a vr headset and spend the rest of your days on vrchat, hope this helps!

 β„–80752

>>80445
>hope this helps!
nigger

 β„–80824

>>80445
poster forgot his "

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>>80752
It was a joke thoughbeit

 β„–80866

>>80083 (OP)
As the other anon said definitely look into a trade. A local Trade School will be more accepting of a GED and the work environment when you graduate will almost definitely be more up your alley than some HR-infested nightmare office job.



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 β„–80690[Reply]

Totally serious question: How would (You) go about trying to get a gf?
Where'd you look for one? What'd you say? Do (You) have a strategy?
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>>80754
It isn't if you build a facade trying to hide your true personality then the girl falls in love with that and not the real you. What's that for? You will burn out and be unhappy until you break up. You need to find someone who will love you for who you are, even your flaws.

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>>80763
Its not that, its that if you dress normal, talk normal and shit, people tend to accept weird shit more readily.
i.e. if a nigga dresses like an emo but likes trains normies will brutally make fun of him, If he dresses normally and doesnt sperg about trains 24/7 they'll just think
>oh he's a normal guy with this one weird interest
instead of
>omfg he's a freak

the gist of it is that if you're normal at first glance people wont socially lynch you first chance they get

 β„–80767

>>80690 (OP)
my strategy is waiting until i go to college and hopefully by then i will be normal enough to find a woman

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>>>80690 (OP)
>my strategy is waiting until i go to college and hopefully by then i will be normal enough to find a woman
lol same. But I'm starting to think that I'm too far gone by now. More and more I'm believing that the theme of your life is decided and shaped by your early life experiences and everything on-wards is a propagation of the same patterns repeating ad infinitum until your death. I have never talked to women and have been sheltered throughout my entire developmental years. To recover time lost would require a substantial effort and by the time I'd be back to normal levels It'll probably be too late. I'll just careermax until I die.

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>>80767
>>80853
this site is 18+ now

 β„–80860

>>80854
could be in final year of HS doebiet



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 β„–80856[Reply]

My reaction to your threads
No replies mean I'm right


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 β„–80848[Reply]

how come people are so negative nowadays? i check youtube sometimes but dont really use it as i have mostly disconnected myself with most social media, and everything i see is people talking about "OH MY FAUCI THIS POLITICAL STUFF IS SO SERIOUS ITS GONNA KILL EVERYONE" or its some snca celebrity drama about a guy who "ruined his career" but is still relevant.
<reddit space
this is so raisin, why are people so sad nowadays man, i know politics matter but dam nigga we aren't at war, to be fair im a bit of a normie when it comes to politics because i think its all retarded so idk much about what's even happening rn

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Because ragebaiting, eschatology, and pornography are the winning metas in the era of mass electronic communication. It's baked into the cake

 β„–80850

>>80849
that's true, society is definitely becoming dumber because of this

 β„–80851

>>80850
We will eventually develop adaptations to the predators which exist in the modern network landscape



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 β„–80841[Reply]

Is the only way to stop gooning is to distract yourself?

 β„–80844

I play lots of GTA wich helped me to cope i like to kill the Troons and Jews there but recently got reminded the Hookers exists so that really sucks

 β„–80845

Meditate or something

 β„–80847

just live your life and forget about it, thats the simplest way to stop it. find other things to do, homework, working out, drawing, gaming, etc. eventually it goes away.



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 β„–80825[Reply]

how exactly does the gooner pipeline go down, is it?

>normal porn

>troony stuff or femboys
>rape or bdsm
>beastiality
>scat or piss
>pedophilia
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 β„–80835

Btw even doe it's not gooning i looked up some Branigger gooner games because i was curious. I hate myself for exposing myself to that stuff even if by accident

 β„–80836

>>80825 (OP)
If you reach scat and piss you've probably already become a pedophile by that point though

 β„–80837

why is scat and pee included

 β„–80838

Just came here for never goon motivation, thank you saar

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>>80831
more realistic:
>normal porn
>hentai
>furry porn
<[put any weird fucked up furry kink here]
>femboy porn
>gay porn
>bestiality
>'lita/'ta
>pedophilia

 β„–80846

yeah its like

>normal

>femboy/troons (alternatively you could have furries before this stage)
>furries
>gay furries (if you were straight thats where you're probably ending up with side effects on your sexuality and gender, maybe a little earlier)
>weird fetish shit (rape,bdsm,scat,whatever. thank GOD i got out before this phase.)
>bestiality
>pedophilia

its insane how much impact something like, i dunno, seeing a slightly suggestive furry or looking into femboys because of memes or whatever on the internet can lead to so much worse. something needs to be done about this shit man, can't let other kids suffer what ended up happening to some of us.



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 β„–80790[Reply]

IF YOU ARENT AT LEAST DOING THIS BASIC (BEGINNER) STACK ITS FUCKING OVER FOR YOU

TEST E/CYP 500mg /week
HCG 1000IU/WEEK

SARMS PROTOCOL (Separate cycles or specific timing)
8-Week Cycle:
- Ostarine: Dose TBD (daily, 8 weeks)
- MK-677: 10mg daily (5 days on, 2 off, 8 weeks, 2 off, repeat)
4-Week Cycle:
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>>80790 (OP)
>hi how are you

 β„–80803

'teen, if you want to kill yourself before 30, you don't have to inject and ingest half heccin' periodic table in yourself. There are easier ways to do that.

 β„–80805

Clav on the 'log

 β„–80817

Op is a massive schizo but he's taking all the wrong meds

 β„–80823

just eat raw liver and brain

 β„–80834

>>80817
the actual list is literally 4 times longer than this but its way bigger than the body limit on the sharty



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