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 β„–79427[Reply]

Hey guys, recently I've been trying to get into religion, but I find that once I start fully believing, eventually I just feel all the faith and trust drain out of my body and soul and I become skeptical again. How can a young nigga like me get some faith?

 β„–79432

>>79427 (OP)
I'd start with believing in something small first, like a rat.
Going from believing in nothing straight to God is a big leap.

 β„–79434

boards won't learn you shit, ese. what you need to do is go to every denomination near you and talk to a priest. ask him something like why do you believe? and make your own opinion on it. not sure how many religions you've tried believing in, but you'll find the true one, one day


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 β„–78476[Reply]

hi /r9k/ im not much of a religious guy and ik most people in this site are catholic or christian, i'll say i've never been into religion but i feel like i need at least something to believe in, its not that i absolutely need to force myself into some religion, its that i've been feeling like i want to get educated and research more about the religions of the world and maybe find myself in one
<reddit nigger space
my family is cantonese so they're taoist but not really religious, i used to hang out with orthobros because i was friends with a russian guy in school, i knew some muslim guy online but i've never gotten into all these religions as i've never researched them, any religious guy here can reccomend me some media (can be a book, video, etc) about your religion so i can get to know more about religion in general
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>>78583
Well how are you supposed to Intepret the Bible correctly then?

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thanks for all the reccomendations soyteens you guys are the biggest buddies transheart

 β„–78925

noone here is actually catholic/ortho/'stian. yes people say they are and actually may believe they are. but if you remove the aesthetic and le BAYSED MAYMAY aura 95% of 'teens would stop that shit tmrw. im old enough to remember when the deus vult shit took over /pol/ bc of r/thedonald posters. like overnight it went from a board full of agnostic nat socs to 24/7 redditslop trad christian moralfag posting. so this has been a larp for awhile and gets rubbed off onto the next generation of autistic, ritual-obsessed summerchildren.
its worth exploring though, religion is very interesting. it attracts weird people though

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Whatever you do, do NOT develop interest towards sects of Islam and only read the Quran (aka Quraniyoon) as the verses inside already states the book itself is the only sovrce.
<reddit space
The Quran also stated soyentific tanzanite trvthnvkes way before discoveries of, (((scientists))) you can check Miracles of Quran even doe over Οͺ0% of the articles inside are just forced schizo babbling but indeed some verses truly contains trvkes like 27:88 and 51:47
<redditspace
And lastly, most of the things happening in between Muslims (like child marriage, bacha bazi, killing or oppressing someone just because they're not Muslims, encouragement of both general and sex slavery etc.) contradicts with the Book itself GEG
<redditspace
And of course, do your own research about these because there are tons of debates going around on the internet.

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>>79398
Aisha was 9

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>Whatever you do, do NOT develop interest towards sects of Islam and only read the Quran (aka Quraniyoon) as the verses inside already states the book itself is the only sovrce.
<reddit space
>The Quran also stated soyentific tanzanite trvthnvkes way before discoveries of, (((scientists))) you can check Miracles of Quran even doe over Οͺ0% of the articles inside are just forced schizo babbling but indeed some verses truly contains trvkes like 27:88 and 51:47
<redditspace
>And lastly, most of the things happening in between Muslims (like child marriage, bacha bazi, killing or oppressing someone just because they're not Muslims, encouragement of both general and sex slavery etc.) contradicts with the Book itself GEG
<redditspace
>And of course, do your own research about these because there are tons of debates going around on the internet.
>Aisha was 9


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 β„–78916[Reply]

you’re all a bunch of unfunny autistic porn addicts and i hate all of you

 β„–78919

i'm not addicted to porn anymore but i'm brain damaged by having been addicted to it if that counts

 β„–78924

>unfunny autists
this applies to every imageboard ever

 β„–78931

>>78916 (OP)
nophono cares

 β„–79382

im funny sometimes


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 β„–79224[Reply]

Title, anybody else feel that modern society has this effect? No doubt all part of the globalist elite's plan.
It just for some reason feels like you can't take pride in your history. Then there's the cultural side of it where shit oldfags care about is impossible to care about for one reason or another. Been called "soulless" before because I don't care much for football. I want to like my country, I really do.
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>>79224 (OP)
western culture has been raped, we've allowed niggers and jeets to shit on us "whites have no culture" thats completely wrong. our culture is everything around us but those sub 80 iq groids can't see it because they are like a fish in water. also goyball is the only thing wrong with western culture (i don't count jewish homosexuality as western)

 β„–79248

>>79224 (OP)
the goycattle are allowed to celebrate their heritage and culture while we the chosen people get persecuted and shamed for celebrating our heritage and culture everywhere

 β„–79251

I think the modern world has made culture a LARP.

Back in the day, culture and traditions were not just symbolic things but actual necessities needed for survival. For example the western culture of no hats indoors was to stop the spread of dirt from hats or something indoors, but now its unneeded and only symbolic. Same with the tradition of monarchs, they lead the nation back in the day but now they are only symbolic.
All across the world we literally live the same lives, if we think about the most essential survival parts of life, its all the same, be born, go to preschool, then go to school then go to university then get a job then retire and live off pension then die
The same industrial modern ratrace cycle, everyone lives that life no matter what culture or nation, im from mongolia and im pretty sure we live a similar life to americans now
Wake up in the morning, get stuck in traffic, go to work, live paycheck to paycheck, pay rent , the survival parts of life are all the same
The same couldnt be said like 300 hundred years ago, americans and mongolians lived completely different lives and their cultures were a survival mechanism, like all the nomadic traditions here were genuinely needed now its just a costume, the americans genuinely needed their gun culture to protect themselves from indian raides and british persecution
Culture is purely a costume not a way of life in the modern era, but for immigrants/diaspora i guess it really is a survival mechanism as culture is supposed to be because it unites communities in a foreign land where immigrants struggle to adapt to

 β„–79252

>>79251
so tldr; dont think you're the only one losing your heritage, we all are because the modern world simply doesnt need culture, giving value/helping your country is all about economic value now, not culture, thats why foreign immigrants gorillion miles away are considered useful and part of the nation evandoe they're from a completely different culture but they bring economic value

 β„–79282

>>79243
>>79228
Tsmt
But I think it's deeper than that still, they don't want "them" to have """culture""" either but at the moment it serves a useful purpose to further degrade westerners into more animalisitc, immoral and controllable states. I fucking hate it, values ingrained into culture for thousands of years suddenly fade away after ww2 and everything is so globalised that most western countries lack unique parts of their culture or identity. Nobody bothered to pass anything down.

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>>79224 (OP)
>ewwww chocolate people
>i know! i should live in a whiter country to showcase my pure aryan nordic heritage!
>i'm slavic and brown btw


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 β„–76587[Reply]

I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.

When I hit puberty and started gooning more, normal porn wouldn't hit right so I was curious and searched up some scat porn. I saw a picture of some anime girl shitting out a fat turd onto the floor and it gave a boner. So I began gooning to scat porn and brought it into my real life, where I would masturbate while shitting in the toliet.

If I was home alone, I'd shit on a large piece of paper and take scoops of it with my finger and eat it. Then I would grab a handful of the shit and stroke it around my cum until I came. I hid this shit fetish until I got caught by my mom when I was 17. Obviously I got kicked out.

I'm 18 now and I'm pretty much homeless. The only way I make money is by begging, literally eating people's shit for money or selling shit pics online for people. What do I do now?

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>I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.
>
>When I hit puberty and started gooning more, normal porn wouldn't hit right so I was curious and searched up some scat porn. I saw a picture of some anime girl shitting out a fat turd onto the floor and it gave a boner. So I began gooning to scat porn and brought it into my real life, where I would masturbate while shitting in the toliet.
>
>If I was home alone, I'd shit on a large piece of paper and take scoops of it with my finger and eat it. Then I would grab a handful of the shit and stroke it around my cum until I came. I hid this shit fetish until I got caught by my mom when I was 17. Obviously I got kicked out.
>
>I'm 18 now and I'm pretty much homeless. The only way I make money is by begging, literally eating people's shit for money or selling shit pics online for people. What do I do now?
<poo

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>>I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish. When I was 10, I remember some kid pushed into the grass and I faceplanted into some dogshit. Some it got into my mouth and.. I liked it for some reason, it tasted kinda like coffee. Anyways I didn't tell anyone and moved on.
>>
>>When I hit puberty and started gooning more, normal porn wouldn't hit right so I was curious and searched up some scat porn. I saw a picture of some anime girl shitting out a fat turd onto the floor and it gave a boner. So I began gooning to scat porn and brought it into my real life, where I would masturbate while shitting in the toliet.
>>
>>If I was home alone, I'd shit on a large piece of paper and take scoops of it with my finger and eat it. Then I would grab a handful of the shit and stroke it around my cum until I came. I hid this shit fetish until I got caught by my mom when I was 17. Obviously I got kicked out.
>>
>>I'm 18 now and I'm pretty much homeless. The only way I make money is by begging, literally eating people's shit for money or selling shit pics online for people. What do I do now?
><poo and niggers dying

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>>76587 (OP)
what are your rates

 β„–79336

>>76587 (OP)
geg, bumping this so it isn't buried in whining crap

 β„–79337

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>I'll just get right into it but I have a poop fetish
>wordswordswords
>What do I do now?

 β„–79338

Imagine a gigachad saying that though


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 β„–79289[Reply]

Browsing the 'gram for like 30 minutes gives me a feeling that the societal discourse is increasingly fracturing, I have the feeling that we as a society are degenerating further and further. Half of all modern "intellectual" contributions consist of ideology, blind repetition, stupid conspiracy theories, or buzzword-throwing. (This literally applies to every Political direction but mostly the right since they literal treat 4cuck memes as an intellectual source)
In comparison, Reddit actually seems like a collective of scholars. Everything is generally much more extreme wich is le heckin bad (it just is) people reject discourse using prefabricated phrases like "Good Goy," just like liberals did back then, albeit more skillfully, since they could at least write complete argumentative texts, which, however, also came from an archive of arguments. Everything is simplified, explained using memes, etc.

>socialism has never worked
>translating
>capitalist powers have never allowed socialism to continue working

This text simply adapts an existing format and is solely aimed at influencing brainless doomscrolling people . The whole thing is so abstract and embarrassing that it comes across as propaganda for cacas. I am a communist myself and I don't tolerate this direction at all.

>meta ai goy slop data centers are starting to be built in dallas texas
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>>79307
I guess Troons always find a way to groom our children, there is no defense mechanism except denying them internet access. They will always find someone and mimic their beliefs and interests to groom them, especially within politics because politics isn’t anymore about heckin smart old philosophers but about identity seeking cacas wich just makes it a grooming hotspot. I think teaching them Christian values won’t help either because most kids rebel against them later on, wich leads to them being a member of degenerate communities.

 β„–79320

I remember seeing a 'gram post claiming that Israel was making trump take Greenland where Netanyahu was talking about a map of Israelis allies which were coloured in blue and he was saying greenland has to be coloured in because it was still uncoloured and all the comments were spamming the happy merchant agreeing with the post. The thing was you could literally see denmark was coloured blue so anyone with half a brain would realise he was talking about a mistake on the map but the retards in comment didn't realise that.

 β„–79321

good post… you deserve a reward… *rapes you*

 β„–79322

>bald man with glasses website has more intellectual discussion than the entire mainstream internet
grim

 β„–79329

>>79289 (OP)

I think it's mostly propaganda bots on 'gram and reddit causing everyone to think there's division. For one, I noticed all the Preddit political extremist posts were made by profiles with the same type of activity (being active in one hobby reddit to get karma built up)

In the real world, most people are more chill and won't cut off all their family and friends for how they voted

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>>79289 (OP)
>OH MY SOYIENCE, something is happeni-
<nothing ever happens


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 β„–79249[Reply]

IM GERMAN!

 β„–79254

>>79249 (OP)
why do germans dislike turks? I heard they're hard working and peaceful compared to like syrians, arabs and africans

 β„–79258

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>>79249 (OP)
what is the brown guy gonna do with a nail file geg

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>I'M GERMAN
<nwwnwn

 β„–79286

>>79254
hmmm maybe its something to do with those barbers

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>>79258
Its the knife they use to cut doner geg

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The leader of AfD btw


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 β„–78847[Reply]

hi guys im a young nigga who browses der shardee (sorry for the poor english btw im SLF ESL) and recently i've been going to a new school and everything, i take the train to go to my school, and there's this pretty girl takes the same train as me and even leaves at the same spot i do, she's indian but who cares, i just wanted to say that because it might not be over for me anymore, i'll try to talk to her next week wholesome
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 β„–78969

>>78875
Any idea of ethnicity? From experience of the darker indians:
Marathis and Bengalis are usually based
Gujaratis are usually based as well
Keralites are usually elitist libtards
Tamils are usually extremely r*tarded and basically animals
Telugus are a lot like Tamils, usually kinda dumb
Oriyas are a lot like Bengalis

 β„–79053

>>78969
geg nigga i have zero idea

 β„–79061

>>79053
well goodluck anyways, im still looking for my own chudette ( im the guy that made the buddhist foid post geg )

 β„–79077

>>79061
thanks, good luck to you too wholesome

 β„–79265

How it went with the foid my nigga?

 β„–79312

>>79265
Forgot to update here geg, it went pretty well, she's nice and thought i was funny, idk if we have that much in common but we got along well


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 β„–78412[Reply]

Thoughts on Wizchan? I like that site and enjoy using it, it has high amount of serious effortpost for an imageboard. The downsides though, it is a pity something like one in three users is mentally ill and/or a pedo.
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Very sad suicide death cult, isn't being a "wizard" being a 30 year old khhv incel. Last time I checked there it was really depressing they were all talking about ways to kill themselves and how over it was. sad stuff id stay away from wizchan

 β„–79239

>>79238
Tsmt everyone there looks miserable

 β„–79240

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>>79220
The wizard name comes from this meme so they have already given up

 β„–79270

>>79240
and this is turn came from tranime meme

 β„–79308

>Very sad suicide death cult, isn't being a "wizard" being a 30 year old khhv incel. Last time I checked there it was really depressing they were all talking about ways to kill themselves and how over it was. sad stuff id stay away from wizchan
Because any kind of foid-killing discussion is banned on these sites. "Muh incel sites violent" whenever someone ERposts everyone types "DNR fed".

 β„–79380

>>79240
this has to be the corniest meme ever. like niggas flexing they pussyfree aura πŸ˜‚


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 β„–78751[Reply]

I have been going to school and theres a lot of nigger immigrants and liberal stuff and it just makes me hate niggers even more. I was thinking I would carve a swastika into my arm out of spite.
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 β„–79021

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Fucking cornball this is the most retarded idea I have ever heard. Go back to 764

 β„–79149

>>79021
Im not a corn ball, stupid ass ahh nigger

 β„–79150

>>79021
don't call me a fucking cornball

 β„–79154

no?
<unoriginal

 β„–79294

>>78764
Neither he nor OP said where they were from, you obssesed nigger.

 β„–79300

Powerful bait


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 β„–79266[Reply]

How the fuck do I develop self-respect after basically being treated like shit my entire life? No matter how much I try everyone in my social circle always treats me like a retard because of my autistic behavior that I can't control and always become the butt of the joke because sometimes I don't understand what do they mean. The only people who treat me with respect are my online buddies but I'm genuenly tired of going to the internet to escape from my irl issues (I'm 19 by the way) Even in my household and family noone takes me seriously and sometimes it makes me want to grab a shotgun and blast my brains off everywhere. I know suicide is for cowards but my inside voice tells me to just do it already. I just want for all of this to end but I don't know how

 β„–79267

>>79266 (OP)
just leave the friend group, they already established you as the punching bag who wouldnt be respected.
The generic advice like dont depend your identity and self worth on other people and leave toxic friends work btw
>The only people who treat me with respect are my online buddies
They sound like good people, its not escaping your problems if you have actual human beings you're talking to.
If you're suicidal because other people are mean to you, I think you should think about how meaningless other people are, their opinion and acceptance of you doesnt really matter. They dont think about you as you think of them, they dont think their words and actions genuinely wound you, they're low iq normgroids with no deep thought behind any actions, they just do whats in the moment for laughs or whatever. Dont let retards define your self-worth.
But im guessing other people's acceptance of you isnt the only issue since considering suicide is a serious thing. There are problems you're not bringing up here or you dont consciously realize them

 β„–79268

>>79266 (OP)
also develop skills, accomplish things, have goals in life and generally be a succesful person so you outshine the retarded cattle around you

 β„–79269

Retards won

>only my cordbuddies understand me, fuck my heckin parents
Grow up kiddo

 β„–79285

this will sound unhelpful but try your hardest to not care anymore. embrace being retarded by not doing some self love bullshit exercises. go frolicking in the woods eg. and if someone sees you, just nod o algo and continue doing your autistic stuff

 β„–79287

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>suicide is for cowards
It is 'jakka, you know it is.


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 β„–79110[Reply]

>blacks cant be chuds

 β„–79144

Rip Kang

 β„–79212

ts nigger was kinda keyed if you think about it

 β„–79264

king von is aryan btw if that matters


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 β„–74682[Reply]

how evil are you guys
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 β„–78909

I'm a nazi, so evil as it gets

 β„–79002

When I was young I spanked my stepmother's dog because it felt good and the sounds he made
it was a french bulldog
I am ashamed of doing so (please don't ban me I promise I will never do that again)

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>>78909
>DVDE I'M SO HECKIN' SINISTER AND ToB CORE

 β„–79253

>>74704
>shaving bush
DIDDY FOOIIDDDDDD

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i made this caca cry
>*cry noises*

 β„–79262

I'm so freaking dark triad


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 β„–78838[Reply]

Rate my summer foot

 β„–78839

Why is only one toe hairy? Shits disgusting man

 β„–79232

shieeet cuh why yo goddamn toe so big mane

 β„–79233

niggas saw a ruler and his foot knew the objective

 β„–79261

>>79233
They used his foot to make the US customary units. Nigga's foot is one foot long.


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 β„–78217[Reply]

>inb4 this might be a threat of violence or self harm
No, I just have something to get off my chest.
<
maybe I have C-PTSD, maybe I don't. I don't care enough to drop stacks on a psychiatrist.
Back in 6th grade, you already know I had been getting bullied. I thought about suicide all the time, I thought about killing all the time. I was only in middle school for one semester before convincing my parents to put me in online school. Schoolniggers should consider themselves lucky I wasn't violent enough to retaliate.
<break to remind you that I don't think murder or suicide is justified in any way
I forgive people. But I can't forgive unto the undoing of my own mental processes. Some people trigger an immense emotional response. I have contempt for them, even if I don't have a rational reason to. I was at a gas station a year ago, there was a group of two black guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed. Some people at uni are triggering me, they seem to be conspiring. I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me. Neurotypicals will never understand me, I don't bother trying to speak more than superficialities to them anymore. I can't express myself properly, I cannot verbalize why I see these people like this, I can only try and fail to oversimplify.
I can't remember anything traumatic. Maybe I can remember a few examples of random dogpiling on xbox live. But there was no "incident." I'm not traumatized. I just learned well that my life is in danger from specific people. I learned well that nobody will side with me. If someone hurts me, at least there will be a few sympathizers who will do nothing at all. I feel that people only became more agreeable in adulthood because if they acted the way they did in school, they would go to jail. If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere. I would not be able to live peacefully.
I feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self. I hate how I acted, how I talked, my sense of humor, and my visage. I have expressed before that I consider the first letter of my name to be "inexplicably cringe and unserious". This rubs off on my younger brother; I have a very quick temper with him. I have a qPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>78347
Have you looked up grounding techniques? Its to help you stay present and not let reminders of the past get to you

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We need bullying, but only to a certain extent. I remember acting way too immature for my age in middle school, and if my classmates hadn’t pointed it out and made fun of me for it I would still be the annoying weird kid I was back then. Physical violence is too far though, most of the time.
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I’ve also started fantasizing about suicide, mass murders, and the like during 6th or 7th grade and it’s only gotten worse (or better, depending on how you see it). It didn’t start because I wanted revenge, or hated my life, or anything like that. I just found the idea of death and taking someone’s/your own life fascinating. Morbid curiosity o algo.

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>>78342
>I want to relocate, I never want to deal with the people who witnessed me in a mistaken state.
Yeah thats what I did kinda, I didn't run away but I ended up moving school districts after middle school so I could get away from all of the people who thought I was a retard. Helped me out a lot and gave me a blank slate I think.
>I never got into fights because I was taught to ignore them o algo.
I've learned that violence is the only real answer to bullying (not fucking shooting up the school just fighting). I remember some big fatass nigger in my high school math class one time would just slap my head for no reason. The school just gave him a stern talking to when I told them about it. So then I slapped the fuck out of him back and he stopped.

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>>78217 (OP)
>>78217 (OP)
>guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed.
this is normal.
>I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me.
you're experiencing the bicameral mind. One half of your brain detects threats and the other half has to deal with it/come up with a plan.
This is where the violent 'fantasies' come from.
Most goycattle never realize this, and either work backwards to justify their hunches, or dismiss them out of pocket with disastrous consequences.

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>Neurotypicals will never understand me
Thats right, thats why u shouldnt ask normal people for advice and help and get professional mental help. I guess venting here can help but dont expect anything that will fix you.
>If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere
TRVKE. Look at corrupt poor shitholes everywhere, like in the congo they have machete wielding warlord bullies everywhere, in russia drunk gopniks get away with beating and bullying people because the legal system sucks there. Human nature is sadistic or apathetic, but uncommonly genuine moral goodness shows
>feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self
I know this wont make the feelings of shame go away but just remember logically regretting something will never ever fix time, time never changes, you can only change the present

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>>78474
Normies really think constructive shame and criticism is the same as bullying. No its not.
When normies say we need bullying back, they mean they want societal shame as western societies had back in the day, like if a girl was being too promiscuous she would be shamed but it would be constructive, guided to fix her.
But bullying is something completely different, its meant to break and hurt people, not improve them. Bullying is sadism, the natural primitive urge to torture and hurt the weak for joy. Sadistic bullies dont care about improving you or fixing you incorrect behaviour they just wanna hurt people


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