/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I posted this a few times before but this doesn't get off my mind i'm still feeling the like the worst Brannnigger to exist ig i had to describe more details. I got exposed to fetish (in particulary tranime) porn at the age of 12 although i never even masturbated to it. Then between the age of 13 and early 16 i went through reading the most messed up hentai doujins in existence, was creating extremely nasty stories on ai and was watching weird irl movies that are still legal somehow but never masturbated (i apperently was edging myself to it once) them either and never saw that stuff regularly and always got freaked out at it but i was absolute scum. I also got almost groomed into a tranny/femboy when i was 13 because of der 'cord/tranime before getting completely disgusted at it a month later. My main issue is that i started developing a mix of HOCD/POCD when i was early 16 because i was probably stressed at the time but i don't remember the exact reason i could see a link between it and lack of Vitamin D/Physical activity. It started pretty normal before becoming slightly worse over time. I first had a wet dream wich was pretty messed up and revolved about past addictions wich sort of triggered the POCD/HOCD. The dream itself was straight but the dialogue in the dream made it far worse. Couple days later i was suffering from a severe diarrhea because i ate a bunch of protein bars at once it went so bad I couldn't get the POCD/HOCD out of my head. I also didn't know about OCD back then. I eventually was so distressed about it that i had to watch some non pornographic movie scene that is still somehow legal and for some reason was on a porn site to test myself i obviously was completely disgusted and freaked out. The day after i was still distressed and i typed some femdom story on ai (wich also involved messed up fetishes) for another test. I think there was some sick pedophilic image wich got stuck in my head after googling about pedophile rings on jewgle but i can't fully remember if that was actually the case. I since developed addictions mostly to femdom and other nasty stuff mainly tranime i developed some other OCDs like Bestiality/Incest etc. before going away eventually while However my addictions persisted and i felt heavily desensitized to degeneracy against my will. And after going to a extremely rough time in my life the OCD came back and my addictions started to become messed up. There was even one incident where i couldn't sleep the whole niPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Why are zoom-zooms fascinated by 2000s/2010s Internet culture?

Seriously, I've been called a pooner on like 4-5 occasions.
>4cuck /fit/ When I posted body
>Another time I posted a sketch of my face
>Multiple times on the sharty
I swear to God I want to know what makes people think that I'm a pooner because it isn't just perverts fantasizing me as secretly being a woman it's far past that point

Why is everyone staring at me when I pick my nose in public?

long story short, some Gen Z wigger hit me with his car last night on my way home from work and fractured my collarbone/injured my foot. it could've been worse of course and i'm thankful it wasn't a super serious injury but i ended up having to go to urgent care to get imaging done, along with a sling i need to wear for a few weeks + painkillers.

hospital was apparently out of network so im not sure what my insurance company is planning to do, and although i won't have any shifts over winter break (thankfully) i'm worried i won't be able to recover in time and they're gonna fire my ass (looked into applying for FMLA leave but im not even sure my company meets the eligibility requirements). guy who hit me gave me $1k in gratuity and said he would cover any medical costs insurance wouldn't cover, but beyond that i don't know what i'm going to do and i'm worried this shit is gonna turn me into a NEET living off welfare and SDI checks for the foreseeable future.

any soyteens here ever gone through something similar? is there anything i can do or should i just blow my shit smooth off at this point?

dear sharty,

my incel rage

has a body count

A lot of things happen in my childhood that severely fucked me up.
I wanna know what other things fucked you up, since relating to someone else makes me feel better.

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Hitler had a micropenis and thats what made him one of histories best. His desire to achieve something great was fueled by his clittycel rage, but unlike other sub-5s of his time, he wasn’t stopped by pretty privilege. If hitler had a BWC, he wouldnt have brought Germany out of jewish control, he would have just breezed through life with all the complements he would have gotten, but if he was a ugly chud, nobody would have listened to him and he wouldnt rise the ranks to be histories greatest. MicropenisKINGS are ones meant to rule over humanity. All of the most important and smartest people all had TWPs, such as Einstein, Da Vinci, Napoleon and Mozart

Haiio >~<
I found this Based stonecold trucel board trough TikTok
Kind of a Nusoi doe hope you Soyjaks accept me anyway :3

Why are ethnic womrn the chuddiest?

FUCK, i know i said the other thread would be my last and i'm aware that i should stop making these. however, i felt as if i needed to dive into something i didn't dive into before.
i'm not sure if i ever mentioned it in full detail until now, but do you think it's really only my OCD at this point?
every single time i start worrying and stressing over it, i keep having to clear my throat constantly as if i'm being strangled.
at it's absolute worst, i couldn't even go to sleep at night a few times before.
it's like attempting to solve an intricate puzzle within my mind whenever i try and stop it, as if i have to do the "right things" in order to make it go away for a moment.
in a way, it's also like my own head has me at gun point to force me to keep worrying about it and making these shitty threads and doing whatever else it requires.
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NOW, i'll mention the exact worry it's associated with and repeat what i said before but for you to review it with this thread's context; do you think i'm some actual lolipedobranigger that shouldn't breathe, or is it really some meaningless obsession that makes no sense?
from 16 to 20 i had a porn addiction before i finally stopped at 21 (this year). during when i was already an adult, i was carelessly gooning to some of these teenaged tranime characters, AND at only 16 and 17 i was stupid enough to goon to some actual branigger material. none of this was in a dedicated way, but in a way where i had some instances of it happening when i wasn't actually thinking of it. i even had a few incidents of it earlier this year before my birthday.
with that laid out (again), do you think you can confirm this as something that is just OCD atp and that i deserve to finally move on considering i already stopped gooning and got way more responsible?
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Is it a non-white trait to be loud? For example constantly yelling and talking loudly, the tone becomes the normal tone, not caring about the people and the space around and behaving like a primitive animal and thinking talking loudly = better. Plus doing shit like blasting youtube shorts on the bus at full volume. Constantly trying to argue over any conversation and swearing and cursing every second
Or do whites act like this too? Answer please