/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

do you think lookism is real? I do personally

I think it's time for us to address how horrible 4chan is when it comes to this stuff.
So many threads of loli/shota filth and the mods are completely complacent with it.
For example, despite loli/shota being banned from every board except /b/ and /trash/ (I say it should be banned on all boards but i digress.) the /ic/ board has a regular loli/shota general that stays up despite it should be against the rules: https://boards.4chan.org/ic/thread/7934545/lsg-loli-shota-general
And they're invading the entire site.
Now allow me to reveal a personal story of mine.
I use a trip on 4chan, and one day during a Mouthwashing thread on /v/ i called out the devs for using shock tactics to try to regain their 15 minutes of fame and i made a statement against rape.
This caused someone to become so obsessed with me that they stole my trip and impersonated me.
After the thread was over i thought it wouldn't happen again, until i ran into the exact same guy later in a loli thread as i was outspoken against it and there he was defending loli using my name and trip, convincing others that he's me while saying and posting disgusting pro loli propaganda.
I wouldn't know how serious it was until later someone confronted me saying they have evidence on me and that they sent to the FBI. Turns out the guy impersonating me was posting child pornography with my identity convincing others that i'm the one doing it.
And he didn't stop as later again another online vigilante confronted me with even more evidence and as far as i know the guy is still posting child pornography on 4chan and the people there, especially the janitors and mods, are either complacent or in on it.
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My online friends told me not to get bottom surgery but I want a second opinion.

If I pass well and go to the right surgeon what's the big deal? I know it's a major surgery and that recovery takes a while but I feel like I've been scared out of it by the constant botch job spamming.

I'd be doing peritoneal inversion and full depth if that matters.

I'm aware that chasers and doing porn will no longer be open to me.

I get hard at (that) image from kuz's 'ki page
How do I fix myself

Why are American women like this?

Are European foids just as bad? Should I go to Europe to find a good wife?

welp, first uni year is finished and i've accomplished absolutely NOTHING
like i mean seriously nothing:
-no new friends
-didn't go to a single society
-no travelling related to uni
-didn't even study at the library or on campus

i literally just wake up, clean up and dress myself, have breakfast, then go to campus on train
i attend my lectures and make notes, i talk to absolutely nobody, and during breaks or inbetween classes i just walk about the city or just eat my packed lunch
then i come back home and either do homework or finish off my notes, and then i game the rest of the day.
my year has been so boring and i only have myself to blame for it im such a fucking fool

>saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i just read about toxoplasma gondii and what if there was something like this but it reproduced via gay anal sex? saaaaaaaaaar that's why I'm gay SAARS!
Ivermectin does not cross the blood brain barrier. Shut the fuck up

Is it normal to have a lot of random head injuries? Not even from getting into fights or whatever, it's just embarrassing shit like walking into doors and hitting the back of my head on the wall when I get up in bed because I have zero spacial awareness. I really hope I didn't lobotomize myself by being a klutz

i think i can speak for everyone here that we just want to live a normal life, and being treated fairly as a human deserves to be. i often daydream a lot and think about what my ideal living situation would be like, and it always comes down to these main things

firstly: being physically and mentally healthy
i want to be able to move around and do stuff on my own without being a clumsy fuck and just being in shape to do moderate physical activities, like going on hikes or being able to travel long distances enjoyably without being a frail fucker
and i also want to stop being such a meek and emotional bitch, constantly looking back at my past and replaying bad memories or times when i was socially ostracized. i just want to be in a healthy, stable state of mind whilst also understanding that emotions are just part of me and its ok to be down sometimes (man that sounds gay but whatever)

secondly: stable, fulfilling work that feels engaging or at least tolerable
i don't know what my dream job is, but i would imagine something where i get to travel around and interact/document different communities and work on demographics/geopolitics, maybe journalism would be cool if i knew how to actually report and write things coherently. i love taking pictures of stuff i find interesting in nature or in architecture and i watch history/demographic documentaries and love the quality in it. theres a good channel on youtube "Doomed To Be Repeated" and also kaiserbauch, those are the types of things i like learning about

thirdly: rich social life and relationships
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is it just me or is trans stuff isn't that deep? Like, do you really think being not right sex is your biggest problem right now? I unironically don't understand trannies just be yourself or some shi and start doing something usefull. I am a cis man or some shi and i NEVER even questioned my gender because i don't need to!

FUCK I HATE WOMEN SO FUCKING MUCH!

It's so easy for them. All they have to do is look pretty and the whole world kneels before them. And then those stupid fucking bitches have the audacity to complain how hard their life is. Like bitch just show your tits and any guy will shower you with money and affection. They act like it's so hard for them to find a man, while literally all they do all day is reject guys left and right and then complain "where have all the good men gone??" Then eventually when they hit the wall and look 45 at the age of 20 they pick the worst retard out there and spend the next 3-4 years with them getting abused. Like how retarded do you have to be to operate on that level.

Share your stories of women being stupid retarded braindead whores.

Ok so occasionally for the last month and the last few days in particular I have been feeling consistently low mood and tearful and even a bit hopeless for large chunks of the day. And I have been finding less and less enjoyment in things that used to give me dopamine. For example, while I still generally enjoy playing video games, doomscrolling feels much more pointless, flat and hollow than it did before, I have had little sex drive (doe I'm KV) in the last few days and don't watch porn anymore, (I've also never really liked parties and have been to very few and have never done drugs). Also for a while now I've been exercising give or take 5-6 days a week now and I like it. Basically I am finding progressively less and less enjoyment in instant/rapid gratification things and now I feel as if some of them are actively mentally unpleasant. I have also started reading much more again (I used to read LOTS as a kid but it sort of dropped off for a couple of years, then came back, then dropped off again pretty much fully), just today I read for almost 2 hours straight while I was at college instead of socializing (for the last few years have mainly been reading history and now some philosophy and a bit of sociology). This has also partly contributed to a feeling that my mind, and ESPECIALLY above all, my outlook on life, has changed significantly over the past couple of months, I feel like I'm recognizing very harmful aspects of the modern world for what they are but as a consequence (also due to college exams stress) I've been very low of mood recently, and bedrotted for like 4 hours yesterday doing nothing but staring into space. The past few days I have cried in private for a long time every day and have felt quite numb and hopeless. It's just that there's so many ways we weren't meant to live nowadays and there's so much evil and unnaturalness in the world and so on, to the point where I have had thoughts of roping (which I wouldn't be able to bring myself to do because of how sad it would make my parents it would be really selfish to do so I won't)

But this is the part that is really weird, a while ago I asked God for a sign that he existed and to show me (I have always found Christianity interesting and have done a fair amount of reading into it but I'm an agnosoystic). So yesterday, when I was really deep in sadness and dark thoughts, as if by coincidence I saw and have noticed several things online and in real life yesterday and today discouraPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

even prostitutes ghost me, give me a reason not to splatter my brain rn

Is there anybody who feels no sort of connection with your parents like me? They didn't neglect me or abuse me or anything but I don't feel anything toward them. I don't hate nor love them, as they are atmost to me just the same as roommates or accquaintances.