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Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 06:36:09 №82498 [Reply]

i quit porn a few weeks ago (not like i was an addict) because it doesnt even make me feel anything anymore
nothing does, really. not even vidya or other shit gives me dopamine
i spent my highschool years trying to survive with ADHD, so i have no friends and i never even had a crush
im currently in a gap year doing a part-time job before college (i need money + experience) and nothing feels fulfilling or even good anymore
does this happen in your country?

Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 07:55:34 №82508

I had extremely awful experiences because of OCD and other things and now feel paranoid that everyone wants to murder me because of it. I felt very clean the last few days but now get extremely disgusting thoughts for some reason ig it's because of my routine.

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Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 00:27:19 №82261 [Reply]

it's sad to see finding yourself wanting to help someone but not being able to do so because you can't intervene

but it feels so much fucking worse wanting to help someone and giving it your fullest only to find out your all isn't enough

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 15:36:52 №82440

I made this post

Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 06:46:59 №82499

Tell me more chud

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Chud z74JZDPX 02/07/26 (Sat) 19:18:58 №80840 [Reply]

Why don't you have a goth gf yet?

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Chud z74JZDPX 02/23/26 (Mon) 01:28:35 №82020

my best friend is setting me up with an emo sisa

Chud z74JZDPX 03/02/26 (Mon) 15:42:57 №82443

I have one thoughbeit

Chud z74JZDPX 03/03/26 (Tue) 06:28:18 №82497

>>82020
You left ID on

Chud z74JZDPX 03/03/26 (Tue) 18:54:50 №82547

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GEEEG SAMEFAG FAIL

Chud z74JZDPX 03/03/26 (Tue) 21:24:30 №82559

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plants

Chud z74JZDPX 03/03/26 (Tue) 22:28:29 №82565

>>82547
not samefaggotry, this website's programming is just shit. there were different IDs here but they randomly swapped to the same one. this has been happening to other threads too from what ive noticed.

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Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 02:23:34 №82484 [Reply]

>
What do you guys think is the right opnion for brown users of the sharty that don't become;
self hating
<I am a worthless nigger turd I am killing myself
or
being a retard
<Racism is not real CHUD!

Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 02:25:37 №82485

Personally I developed a thought that goes like tis
<most black people around me have 80 IQ I have 100 IQ I am better than them I should seek to do something out of my life
And also I am a SLF
<I like white people because they make technology unlike africans and mudslimes

Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 03:40:16 №82487

>>82484 (OP)
>I am a worthless nigger turd I am killing myself
As someone who went through that phase as a 4/pol/obsessed teenager, it's about recognizing that there is a difference between the group and the individual and that generalizations don't HAVE to apply to you personally.

Chud 03/03/26 (Tue) 04:48:22 №82493

>>82487
yeah tsmt being black really isnt a problem as long as you are one of the high iq ones

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Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 23:20:41 №82377 [Reply]

I dont understand why some day are 100x worse than others. Nothing is really different between them.

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Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 15:33:43 №82438

Adhd sadly. Get some meth.

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 17:59:21 №82463

>>82432
But its not the weather tho
>>82438
Docto meth doesnt help

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 18:07:31 №82464

It's the neurotoxins in and alergic reaction to the vaccines fucking up your neurological development.

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 18:08:31 №82467

>>82463
Skill issue.
Use more meth

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 21:37:49 №82470

>>82464
You know, this would explain a lot.

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 23:04:56 №82472

>>82432
i live in a shithole (brittabong) and it had a century long record broken with 40 straight days of rain
Weather has a strong effect on mood, I always feel great in the sun but dead when its dull and grey

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Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 19:35:04 №82223 [Reply]

“Porn addiction” is NOT a real diagnosis in the DSM-5, which kind of matters if you’re claiming it’s a medical condition. What usually gets called “addiction” here is just people consuming a normal human stimulus and then freaking out because religion told them it’s bad. Guilt ≠ addiction. There’s a huge difference between substance dependence and compulsive behavior driven by shame. Words have meanings, and pretending everything you don’t like is an addiction just shows a lack of basic scientific literacy.

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 21:51:43 №82244

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>“Porn addiction” is NOT a real diagnosis in the DSM-5, which kind of matters if you’re claiming it’s a medical condition. What usually gets called “addiction” here is just people consuming a normal human stimulus and then freaking out because religion told them it’s bad. Guilt ≠ addiction. There’s a huge difference between substance dependence and compulsive behavior driven by shame. Words have meanings, and pretending everything you don’t like is an addiction just shows a lack of basic scientific literacy.
Just because UN verified doctors didn't say it, doesn't mean its not real o algo

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 22:39:09 №82248

While yes, there are people that masturbate a few times every week and say they are addicted because they don't feel good about it, there are cases of people masturbating more than twice a day, is it not addiction at that point? Even if the dog toes say it isn't?

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 23:22:04 №82252

Good bait

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 23:29:48 №82256

>NOT a real diagnosis in the DSM-5, which kind of matters if you’re claiming it’s a medical condition
addiction isn't real btw

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 19:36:29 №82469

shut the fucking shit up you fucking nigger

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 22:02:50 №82471

Even doe if I wasn't religious I'd still say I was addicted.

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Chud 01/22/26 (Thu) 16:28:44 №78716 [Reply]

I'm a fkn isolated loser. Life is asking too much of me and I wish to die so I don't have to work for anything.

Chud 01/23/26 (Fri) 18:38:12 №78862

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>>78716 (OP)
>I'm a fkn isolated loser
there's your problem, you are socially isolated (am assuming poor family connections too o algo) some niggerpedo named (((Maslow))) made a hierarchy about this and it's somewhat true because it's supported by soyience
first step is to find a unique hobby, interest, or activity which you can invest in for yourself.
if your hobby involves other people, good, otherwise you can look into community groups that also share similar interests for a meetup, like fishing or something
also get some therapy if your country is not a third-world brimmy niggernation like albania

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 15:47:05 №82205

second reppey

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 15:41:01 №82441

>working
Found your problem, just leech of the system.

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Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 19:50:49 №82358 [Reply]

i have tinnitus in my right ear

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 20:50:00 №82363

Bro got hit with the CIA goybeam

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i have extremely loud tinnitus in all my ears, but it's been my whole life so i somehow don't give a raisin about it

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 05:28:58 №82392

Bro got hit with the CIA goybeams

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 05:29:09 №82393

Blud got hit with the CIA goybeam

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 05:29:19 №82394

Brodie got hit with the CIA goybeam

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 12:59:33 №82424

Diddyblud got hit with the CIA goybeam

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Decided to write some more poetry Chud 02/15/26 (Sun) 16:05:24 №81355 [Reply]

The primordial son flees full of sadness and despair,
running towards the breeze, away from the communal flare.
He ends up in a frozen zone barren from life, full of rue,
and sits atop an icicle throne to try and think things through.
The cold is swift and sharp, cutting through skin like a knife
and the primordial son cries out in pain, longing for an end to his life.
But as the numbing cold ravages the son's body, a new warmth fills his chest acting as a shoddy.
A warmth that doesn't judge, doesn't betray, doesn't hurt or destroy. Like when the stomach rumbles in order for the void to cloy.
The primordial son cries again not of sadness, but of cheer:
"Finally, I'm saved!" he said "My salvation is here!"
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Chud 02/16/26 (Mon) 21:01:13 №81494

>>81446
It's an idea I have been toying with for a while. A kind of new political idea that isn't vanguardism but something else, something new. Something that goes beyond the old world and terms of politics, something beyond it all. A kind of post-politics that stands for first grade ideas and solutions.
It may be a much too hopeful idea that I could find what it actually stands for but there must be a way forward that isn't the current slopullist direction. The direction where the many march for a death pit while pushing the few into it first.

Chud 02/16/26 (Mon) 23:48:29 №81533

>>81494
>stands for first grade
That didn't come out right. I meant high grade ideas or something

Chud 02/20/26 (Fri) 06:11:10 №81849

>>81360
>>81447
demonstration of the bell curve

Chud 02/21/26 (Sat) 04:47:03 №81890

any good poetry books out there?

Chud 02/21/26 (Sat) 15:14:58 №81908

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not even nophono cares about this gay shit

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 09:45:43 №82419

made this a week ago when i saw your thread and left it unfinished. here's what little i wrote

I cannot create, only destroy,
There is no soul left in me.
Not by sceheme or clever ploy,
Can my deepest feeling be set free.
Will this monster whom I revile,
Give up, rot or one day retire?
Or feed on prophets of great dread,
Doomed to drown in seas foreread?

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Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 19:56:22 №82306 [Reply]

Hey, you don't know me. I'm Ziggy, I'm a new meme. I'm probably not going to catch on but… fingers crossed right?

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 16:58:01 №82354

Zigger

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 08:09:08 №82401

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I own you

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 08:20:50 №82407

Kys Ziggy

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Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 23:35:44 №82380 [Reply]

What's a game you used to play a lot but now is dead?

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 23:39:20 №82381

combat arms

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 00:10:50 №82382

wait I thought this was /v/ not r9k

Chud 03/02/26 (Mon) 05:38:10 №82396

Super Mario maker 2
>inb4 soyboy

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dealing with tragedy Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 21:16:39 №82314 [Reply]

help me deal with this, please.
my gf was raped when she was 5-8 years old. because of this, she developed BPD.
i was her first kiss but i had to leave the country, so i cant rake care of her anymore.
Yesterday she ignored me for a full day and i exploded and said some.. nasty things about her.
i think about her (and her uncle) day and night. she told me before i blocked her that she decided on suicide (she has 2 attempts).
Help me. Im on the heights of despair. I want to die.

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Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 09:11:43 №82340

>>82338
I never did the math but I always assumed this. The one time I got one of them to give me details the "rape" was literally consensual non sex

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 11:16:44 №82346

>bpd
run!!!! holy shit

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 13:44:49 №82350

>>82338
Yep she's lying to you. Leave and never return to her

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 13:58:39 №82351

>>82338
her uncle is in jail. i know for a fact it happened.

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 14:30:15 №82352

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>>82351
if he's in jail for molesting her thats good, the other half cant be lying too, after all.
I thought it was pretty weird when you said you thought about her uncle day and night, sounded pretty gay to me but this makes more sense
>i was her first kiss but i had to leave the country, so i cant rake care of her anymore.
so were you bf and gf? I'd advise against that.
People with bpd need a stable friend group moreso than one codependent. A relationship wont do either of you any good, really.
You should get her some (female) friends she can hang out with, preferably not too bitchy. then she wont need you anymore.

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 22:24:28 №82373

just leave her if she dies she dies if she doesnt she doesnt live your life and just never stress abt her life is short no point in stressing over something so meaningless

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Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 00:07:05 №82259 [Reply]

I’m currently dating a tomboy

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 00:09:30 №82260

femboys>>>>>>>tomboys

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 01:58:13 №82274

Well they’re women I guess

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 03:27:37 №82279

How the fuck did you end up in that position

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 11:55:04 №82295

>>82260
femboys are groomed children

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 13:45:30 №82298

>>82260
be proud your a faggot

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 19:49:03 №82357

>>82259 (OP)
nigga you're lucky, tomboys are a dying breed in this day and age. appreciate who you've found
>>82260
shitskin
>>82279
please do share op

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Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 11:01:41 №82345 [Reply]

should I quit doing smack and become functional to society again

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 11:35:06 №82348

just smack it up more

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Chud 02/26/26 (Thu) 17:38:40 №82168 [Reply]

>2021: Admin 1 (Soot) is in power
>2022: Admin 2 (Kuz) is in power
>2023: Admin 3 (Doll) is in power
>2024: Admin 4 (Froot) is in power
>2025: Admin 5 (Quote) is in power
>2026: …

Chud 02/26/26 (Thu) 18:31:01 №82169

>202 Ϫ : …
blak blak balk

Chud 02/26/26 (Thu) 19:56:08 №82171

Quote is admin 6 and vlodson is poopson

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 00:53:50 №82180

>>82171
fuggen jardee amirite

Chud 02/27/26 (Fri) 02:20:28 №82183

it shall be me

Chud 02/28/26 (Sat) 20:41:40 №82312

202blub: Admin Blub (Fish) is in power

Chud 03/01/26 (Sun) 09:20:43 №82342

>>82312
https://soyjakwiki.org/Kuz_(fish%27s_perspective)