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 №79110[Reply]

>blacks cant be chuds

 №79144

Rip Kang

 №79212

ts nigger was kinda keyed if you think about it

 №79264

king von is aryan btw if that matters


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 №74682[Reply]

how evil are you guys
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 №78909

I'm a nazi, so evil as it gets

 №79002

When I was young I spanked my stepmother's dog because it felt good and the sounds he made
it was a french bulldog
I am ashamed of doing so (please don't ban me I promise I will never do that again)

 №79250

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>>78909
>DVDE I'M SO HECKIN' SINISTER AND ToB CORE

 №79253

>>74704
>shaving bush
DIDDY FOOIIDDDDDD

 №79255

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i made this caca cry
>*cry noises*

 №79262

I'm so freaking dark triad


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 №78838[Reply]

Rate my summer foot

 №78839

Why is only one toe hairy? Shits disgusting man

 №79232

shieeet cuh why yo goddamn toe so big mane

 №79233

niggas saw a ruler and his foot knew the objective

 №79261

>>79233
They used his foot to make the US customary units. Nigga's foot is one foot long.


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 №78217[Reply]

>inb4 this might be a threat of violence or self harm
No, I just have something to get off my chest.
<
maybe I have C-PTSD, maybe I don't. I don't care enough to drop stacks on a psychiatrist.
Back in 6th grade, you already know I had been getting bullied. I thought about suicide all the time, I thought about killing all the time. I was only in middle school for one semester before convincing my parents to put me in online school. Schoolniggers should consider themselves lucky I wasn't violent enough to retaliate.
<break to remind you that I don't think murder or suicide is justified in any way
I forgive people. But I can't forgive unto the undoing of my own mental processes. Some people trigger an immense emotional response. I have contempt for them, even if I don't have a rational reason to. I was at a gas station a year ago, there was a group of two black guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed. Some people at uni are triggering me, they seem to be conspiring. I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me. Neurotypicals will never understand me, I don't bother trying to speak more than superficialities to them anymore. I can't express myself properly, I cannot verbalize why I see these people like this, I can only try and fail to oversimplify.
I can't remember anything traumatic. Maybe I can remember a few examples of random dogpiling on xbox live. But there was no "incident." I'm not traumatized. I just learned well that my life is in danger from specific people. I learned well that nobody will side with me. If someone hurts me, at least there will be a few sympathizers who will do nothing at all. I feel that people only became more agreeable in adulthood because if they acted the way they did in school, they would go to jail. If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere. I would not be able to live peacefully.
I feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self. I hate how I acted, how I talked, my sense of humor, and my visage. I have expressed before that I consider the first letter of my name to be "inexplicably cringe and unserious". This rubs off on my younger brother; I have a very quick temper with him. I have a qPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>78347
Have you looked up grounding techniques? Its to help you stay present and not let reminders of the past get to you

 №78474

We need bullying, but only to a certain extent. I remember acting way too immature for my age in middle school, and if my classmates hadn’t pointed it out and made fun of me for it I would still be the annoying weird kid I was back then. Physical violence is too far though, most of the time.
<
I’ve also started fantasizing about suicide, mass murders, and the like during 6th or 7th grade and it’s only gotten worse (or better, depending on how you see it). It didn’t start because I wanted revenge, or hated my life, or anything like that. I just found the idea of death and taking someone’s/your own life fascinating. Morbid curiosity o algo.

 №78668

>>78342
>I want to relocate, I never want to deal with the people who witnessed me in a mistaken state.
Yeah thats what I did kinda, I didn't run away but I ended up moving school districts after middle school so I could get away from all of the people who thought I was a retard. Helped me out a lot and gave me a blank slate I think.
>I never got into fights because I was taught to ignore them o algo.
I've learned that violence is the only real answer to bullying (not fucking shooting up the school just fighting). I remember some big fatass nigger in my high school math class one time would just slap my head for no reason. The school just gave him a stern talking to when I told them about it. So then I slapped the fuck out of him back and he stopped.

 №79236

>>78217 (OP)
>>78217 (OP)
>guys and a white guy, they were 5'10, 6', and 6'2 respectively. I saw them and felt threatened by them. In my head I was preparing myself to kill even though I was unarmed.
this is normal.
>I find it hard to trust anyone who associates with someone who triggers me.
you're experiencing the bicameral mind. One half of your brain detects threats and the other half has to deal with it/come up with a plan.
This is where the violent 'fantasies' come from.
Most goycattle never realize this, and either work backwards to justify their hunches, or dismiss them out of pocket with disastrous consequences.

 №79256

>Neurotypicals will never understand me
Thats right, thats why u shouldnt ask normal people for advice and help and get professional mental help. I guess venting here can help but dont expect anything that will fix you.
>If the legal system was as bad as school system justice, violent bullies would be everywhere
TRVKE. Look at corrupt poor shitholes everywhere, like in the congo they have machete wielding warlord bullies everywhere, in russia drunk gopniks get away with beating and bullying people because the legal system sucks there. Human nature is sadistic or apathetic, but uncommonly genuine moral goodness shows
>feel intense shame for myself. I hate my younger self
I know this wont make the feelings of shame go away but just remember logically regretting something will never ever fix time, time never changes, you can only change the present

 №79257

>>78474
Normies really think constructive shame and criticism is the same as bullying. No its not.
When normies say we need bullying back, they mean they want societal shame as western societies had back in the day, like if a girl was being too promiscuous she would be shamed but it would be constructive, guided to fix her.
But bullying is something completely different, its meant to break and hurt people, not improve them. Bullying is sadism, the natural primitive urge to torture and hurt the weak for joy. Sadistic bullies dont care about improving you or fixing you incorrect behaviour they just wanna hurt people


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 №73702[Reply]

IM RUSSIAN!
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 №79065

>>78840
Germany got turned into a puppet state of Russia for 5 decades, the USSR fucked American-funded Mujahideen up so bad that Afghanistan held out for a year after the USSR left compared to America where it fell the second they left

 №79152

>>78828
В жoпe
Какoй нахуй анарджинал кoнтeнт??

 №79155

>>76849
Гугл транcлeйт иcпoльзуй, тупая шавка мecиканcкая/бразильcкая

 №79159

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>lM RUSSIAN!

 №79162

>>79065
>Germany got turned into a puppet state of Russia for 5 decades

Small portion and most Subhuman part of Germany wich lost in the end. GDR was filled with trannies anyways

>USSR fucked American-funded Mujahideen up so bad Afghanistan held out for a year after the USSR left compared to America where it fell the second they left

Wrong they just went into the villages and killed and raped all women and children like every Russian would do. Afghanistan fell down because the Northern Alliance decided to be zogged faggots. Vietnam isn't fully communist anymore.

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slavic ape


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 №79157[Reply]

I still remember this post - brutal
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 №79213

>>79211
I think the implication is that you acquire love at a young age and keep it all throughout adulthood

 №79217

>>79213
I don't think so. The post depicts teenage love as a transient thing that can never be recaptured, and the writer emphasizes being carefree and having no responsibilities as being the main things that make it so good. If it were about acquiring love at a young age and keeping it throughout adulthood, he would have said that.

 №79225

>>79211
Something something pairbonding, it is important. You get an older girl and theres baggage usually.

 №79226

>>79207
FUUUUUVUCK

 №79230

>>79157 (OP)
unc this guys post sucked we were all clowning on him ITT

 №79242

>Without a care in the world
Bro I was thinking about grades when I was in school. That guy's prolly sucked and he got a shitty mcd job which is why he cries about muh school days


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 №78719[Reply]

Why are niggers so short?

 №78740

>>78719 (OP)
malnutrition

 №78964

i'm 180cm

 №78966

All the black people in school are taller than me

 №79001

>>78719 (OP)
Malnutrition and diseases (Wich is sad)

 №79234

>>78719 (OP)
>>78966
this map is meaningless
unlike europe, african countries are not ethnically homogeneous, because of marriage customs two tribes no more than 10km apart can be wildly different in height, appearance, strength etc
taking the average height of say, congo, makes no sense. Hutu, bantus, bushmen etc are all extremely different.
This is on top of regional differences in nutrition: the Masai (kenya, tanzania) are taller because they raise cattle (and drink milk), as are N african nomads, whereas the tribes that live in jungles tend to be smaller

 №79235

>>78719 (OP)
If south sudan was in the map it would be180


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 №79182[Reply]

It's just a nigger tit and it cannot be that bad
Bro are you a faggot or are you another Shad?
It's just a nigger tit, and I don't have a girlfriend
And if you keep this up, you won't have one 'til the end

It's just a nigger tit, and you're cucking the White race
I'm just jerking off, I'd never miscegenate
It's just a nigger tit, but next it'll be BBC
Bro can you not project your own faggotry on me?

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margeralderino


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 №79164[Reply]

Rate my chances bros, I think she likes me but I'm too autistic to be sure

 №79191

It's actually funny that MovieBob is more of a truecel than half of incel.is. In fact, considering his immense hatred towards those who he sees as inferior, it isn't out of the question that in a different world he would be EXTREMELY Chuddy

 №79192

bait that will get over 9000 reppeys


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 №78947[Reply]

How to have consistency and long-term commitment to anything? I have a lot of things I want to do, such as learning to program or walking every day for 30 minutes, but when the excitement of learning something new or some addiction gets in the way, I just immediately quit. I think I never committed fully to any skill in my entire life, maybe except for some useless video games I mastered.

I'm planning to quit all overstimulating distractions, which raise dopamine levels way too high, so focused, boring work in comparison is hard to do. Any other tips?
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 №78958

>>78947 (OP)
You need to let go of all the attachments you have related to your addictive behaviors. This can be something like deleting a video game or social media account.
You can also try focusing on just one task at a time, for example try to go on a walk everyday for a week and only then add another task.
>>78950
Trve, you need to really commit to learning coding to get good at it with how many people nowadays are choosing it as their career. Even if you do manage to find a job as a programmer (which is gonna get more difficult as ai gets better and employers will want quality workers over quantity), you won't contribute much to society and spend the rest of your life in front of a computer.

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>>78947 (OP)
"What must be done should be done without hope for reward or happiness" - Julius Evola
<Reddit space
Regardless of how you feel about Evola I feel like this is a good mindset, I have similar problems and cultivating a work ethic based on this helped me a lot.

 №79102

>>78950
>>78958
Programming isnt gonna be my main job but one of the skills i can learn and use it with other skills so i can get a job thats not replaced by AI, and thanks for the tips.
>>79006
idk who that is but thanks for the quote.

I have another problem. I cant even fufill basic duties and responsibilities, literally everyone I know even most people here who consider themselves losers atleast commit to their simple responsibilities like homework.
But I literally just bedrotted for about 2 months with literally nothing done. I had short streaks of producivity when I was waking up early, walking, actually committing to work but one slight distraction/addiction just destroys the whole thing and I relapse back into bedrotting. How do you consistently stay atleast a bit healthy and normal

 №79122

>but when the excitement of learning something new or some addiction gets in the way, I just immediately quit.
Being disciplined is about doing these things despite not being excited or not wanting to do them in the moment. There's no secret magic solution to start feeling more motivated or excited about accomplishing your goals, you just have to do it, it sucks but its the truth.
Some small tips THOUGH:
<Any negative feelings you have about doing something usually subside when you actually start doing it. The discomfort you feel about doing it is just a small speedbump you have to push through.
<As you keep pushing through these negative feelings, your brain kind of gets desensitized to it over time, making it easier to push through it over time.
<Its ok to start extremely small, like only programming once a week for 30 minutes, and then building from there. Small amounts of effort over a large period of time is better than doing a bunch of shit all at once and then immediately quitting. If you still quit start back again but smaller.
<Discipline is a skill you build. You don't go to the gym for the first time and immediately try to bench 315lbs.
But remember that at the end of the day you know exactly what you need to do. You aren't missing any special secret knowledge on how to start pursuing your goals.

 №79135

>>79122
thank you
>But remember that at the end of the day you know exactly what you need to do. You aren't missing any special secret knowledge on how to start pursuing your goals.
Truest advice

 №79145

>>79006
You should listen to this OP, success in life is all about "outcome-independence" having the result of your actions be your source of happiness and not how you feel doing them.


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 №78270[Reply]

Now that I really think about it, I realize I’ve spent most of my life just procrastinating. I’m literally 20 now, and the thought of it terrifies me. The only thing I end up doing is rotting away on the internet or gaming because I can’t face the fact that I’ve wasted so much time.
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 №78401

>>>78390
>the only thing i really care about is naturemaxxing but i already do that through backpacking. like i often feel like my soul wasn't meant for modern world if that makes sense
Mine neither, this world is boring and sucks

 №78402

>>>78390
Mine neither, this world is boring and sucks

 №78428

>>78391
also think about it from another way. Imagine if you could buy the perfect camping gear, buy the best trips to exotic wild places like antarctica or alaska and not worrying about any money problems involving naturemaxxing. So thats a motivation and care to make money and become rich

 №78429

>>78428
honestly its my dream to just live travelling in the desolate siberian taiga but i would need a lot of money to do that so my motivation and care for money comes from that

 №78458

>>78428
i don't need to be rich for my lifestyle doe, even with the little money that i do make off of my roblox slop game group i basically have never had issues with not having enough money for things just cause im very frugal

my only real issue in life atm is no gf(i'm ugly and short), and yes being rich would basically guarantee one but theres a high likelihood it would just be a betabuxx relationship and i'm not going to stress myself for that

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>>78270 (OP)
do NOT move out until you have land AND a reliable vehicle you will be trapped in a purposefully constructed niggerhell for niggers if you fail to heed this warning. do whatever you can to stick with your parents while you save unless they are demanding more than what you would have to pay to rent. if you're unemployed right now, go on indeed and look for food service jobs with manager openings and tell them the following.

"i dont have a ton of experience in the restaurant industry but i was interested in the assistant manager position. i am willing to start as a cook and learn every position if you agree to fasttrack me to assistant manager upon completing these roles. i show up early every day and never miss a shift and i am open to cover shifts, i can work sundays and saturdays. i like the additional earnings overtime provides".

if you prove yourself and they dont promote you to team lead within six months, repeat this strategy but tell the next employer the reason you left is that you did everything right and they didnt do what they promised. if you have prior experience they will 100% promote you if you are meeting expectations and proving you can hold the operation together by yourself. basically speedrun a manager position because manual labor and trades is gobbled up by spics, and logistics and coding is gobbled up by jeets. if you go the nick rochefort car sales route go work at an autozone or parts counter or something that will let you put "automotive industry experience" on your resume. this will not provide knowledge that will help close the sale but it will give the hiring manager an excuse recorded in writing to let you on board. your car sales knowledge needs to be independant research and observation. and people skills. you have to know what their concerns and thoughts are before they walk in. profilemaxxing.


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 №78613[Reply]

How do you work out?
Whenever I work out i feel nauseous the whole time and have little motivation to do it.
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 №78646

Get fresh air and drink lots of water, and make sure you're properly breathing during your sets

 №78882

>>78613 (OP)
Brute force it and you will enjoy it later

 №78886

Working out is for slaves real pepol do nothing and be NEETS

 №78910

>>78646
this also try to eat before you go gym so you have energy
>>78886
hi goatis

 №78944

First day in the gym is hard but the 100th is easy o algo

 №79071

>>78613 (OP)
stop eating proteins and fats 4 hours before your workout, and dont eat anything 2 hours before your workout. hydrate with water dont use sugarwater unless you're going into a game/race/performance. if so, skip everything except the square bottle stuff. it wont be so tasty. bodyarmor is best.
<oldniggerfaggot space
you have to commit to going every day and enjoy it intrinsically. you have to decide it is a priority in your life, and plan for when you are doing it if not at your normal time. dont "reward" yourself with nicotine or sugar. the dopamine rush will override and sour the feeling of pride you will get by honoring your commitment. the same way biting into an apple tastes bad after youve just drank some 100g sugar soda. having a class or team or workout partner with a set time will help massively keep you accountable. with running, if they are at the same fitness level it is literally physically easier to run alongside someone.
>t.ran every day in highschool


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 №77592[Reply]

im whiter than than everyone around me here in Brazil, i speak more english than portuguese at this point and cant relate with other brazilians, even on internet i still feel like an alien

do anyone else feels that way?
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 №77853

Do you at least get some hot ghetto hello kitty gf in Brazil nigga?

 №77854

>>77853
bluds asking the real questions

 №77856

>>77853
no, im a chudcel

 №77858

>>77853
insane ball knowledge

 №77900

>>77851
I learned Medieval Galician from the Cantigas de Santa María, they're good songs composed by the court of Alfonso X de Castilla y León that tell of miracles of the Virgin Mary and praise her, the miracles covered are very vast and involve all sorts of scenarios of Medieval life from making shirts to war with Mudslimes, and even killing Jews referring to them as "The evil Jews" and saying they are ,"worse than the Moors" even THOUGH Alfonso had war with mudslimes. Anyway, these songs have loads of material to work with and learn from

 №79066

greedy litle bump


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 №78896[Reply]

How did the log change so drastically in less than a week. Looks like its been forumslid. This board is supposed to be a dnb

 №79011

>>78896 (OP)
Because of browncaust


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 №78923[Reply]

What can I do if my anxiety is killing me with weird, constant thoughts that make me feel like im going crazy?

I'm a 17yo dude, since last year I've been strolling with heavy anxiety due to health related issues, those health issues don't bother me anymore but the anxiety that came with them stayed, summer of last year was really hard for me.

Anyways, since autumn I've been struggling with weird ass thoughts that make me feel really distressed, randomly I started having intrusive thoughts about being trans or some shit (i have to make clear that I had never been uncomfortable with my gender before ever in my life, I always liked being a masculine dude and I like women, I don't have gender dysphoria) and I don't like thinking about that shit because I don't want to be trans, but it keeps coming and coming and It stresses me out so much, it makes me scared because I don't want to be trans or have gender dysphoria or take HRT or any of that shit for several reasons (especially because I don't want to ruin my life by trooning out) and I only want it to dissappear, I don't want to be a woman or anything like that, I just want to stop feeling so anxious and like with a fog in my mind, maybe porn is at fault? (I've been watching porn constantly since I was 9 and had contact with very weird fetish stuff since that age)

What tf is happening to me? What can I do to feel normal again?

 №78926

16-18 will ltrlly be some of the worst years of ur life regardless of who you are. its the hormones, your brain being only halfway formed yet fully self-assured, and just the amount of transitioning + school pressure + finding who you embody/what your role is in the world.
<le reddit
are you consuming any kind of troon content? that might be encouraging the intrusive thoughts. intrusive thoughts are an anxiety symptom so dont be scared, its like being sick and being surprised you have a cough.
<le reddit
the most important thing right now is DO NOT do anything drastic. do not take any hormones, experiment with changing your name, or hang out around troons or in troon-adjacent spaces. do NOT goon to troonshit. this sucks to hear but you just have to keep holding on - thats part of being a literal'teen. focus on healthy, distracting habits. go for walks, go to a gym, download a game and make friends with chudlites, find something that makes you personally feel secure in your identity (as a man). this will pass and soon you'll be 21 looking back on this shit as part of the stupid shit modern teens have to go through because we live in a fallen, digital dystopia

 №78932

>>78923 (OP)
quit watching porn. it makes you a faggot.

troons fall into this because they have been mindraped by porn and have gotten "bored" of whatever they watch so they get more depraved.

DO NOT GOON. kein gooning is rabbi shekelbergs talmudic network advice to stop trooning out and become a normal nigger again

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>>78926
>are you consuming any kind of troon content?
yes, since I was 10-11 i started watching lots of futa and shemale content, at 12-13 I was a full on fetishist gooner
>the most important thing right now is DO NOT do anything drastic. do not take any hormones, experiment with changing your name, or hang out around troons or in troon-adjacent spaces. do NOT goon to troonshit. this sucks to hear but you just have to keep holding on
I never thought of doin any of those things, it's not something I want, that's why all of this makes me feel so distressed

>>78932
I need to, I have tried multiple times to quit but I just end up failing and disappointing myself, to the point I don't feel worthy of having a partner or being loved, I just wish I've never discovered porn, but this needs to stop because I want to be a man and stop feeling so anxious and distressed


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