>>102563Yeah, that's me. I can make post with timestamp if somebody don't believe me. I blurred out my stuff I took off, and electric pole just in case (and deleted metadata), if somebody tries to geoGOD my location.
>youβve actually mog the shit out of meI don't really think so, I'm only 180cm (short in most of the white countries), and this physique isn't something to be proud of. I will try my best to improve my body in the 1-2 years, maybe then I will look ok. I also don't have androgynous fag look, that most women my age like.
>How did you end up being such a doomer?Good question. That's just something you slowly accept over all the time you spend in lower parts of the Internet, where people are not afraid to tell the truth. How cruel and hopeless life really is. How fundamentally unfair it is. The concepts of biological (and racial) determinism, and fact that there is nothing you can do about your genes and faith. That none of yours achievements are yours, they all determined by your genes and childhood.
I may have not the worst genes, but my mind is irreversebly fucked up by Internet. I can't really talk with normal people. Sure I may be in the 90% of young men regarding facial attractiveness (by any means high, I think I'm hMTN), but I can't really talk without people thinking I'm insane, so I'm still at the bottom of hierarchy. Even online, I become lolcow in every community I enter. I missed important development periods other kids has. If you didn't have a girlfriend before 18, it's over for you. I'm not a pedo btw, I'm 18 myself, I'm just telling truth. You're rather first or left behind. I never had a life like the characters in Gravity Falls, Star VS Forces of Evil or Craig's Creek, like children in America do.
I'm too far gone. No woman would want to be my girlfriend. I don't even care about the intimate part, I probably could be in (mutually) asexual relationship. I don't like gooning, and I've done it only couple of times. But I think having a girlfriend would be nice experience. I simply don't see a point in it. I already burned my arms, so I want be able to goon anymore.
>Someone with your world view would be fat.I think I became blackpilled at 12. I understood that I'm too different for any women to like me, so I tried to turn myself
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