/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

How big is your penis, /r9k/?

Meanest thing someone said to you?

Being sedentary is so boring tbh. Like if it's daytime and I'm not at uni/work/eating then i'm always playing basketball or just walking around and i go to home only at evening time where i would post on sherdee, play videogames or rap. I don't understand how there are young niggas just sitting their ass all day playing videogames or posting on imageboards, it's too boring

how is everyone this fine evening?

I don't even understand why I keep failing.
I spent my whole day today without using my computer, around around 5pm I turned it on just to read a book but about 2 hours into reading I got the urge to watch porn and relapsed. How do I stop this? What did I do wrong?

am I retarded or something but I keep getting this constant need of organizing muh computer files, documenting shit into a file, saving stuff for memories and thinking about changing password + fixing up my accounts

Let's make /r9k/ the biggest board in this site

I was rejected by a Mymy cosplayer AMA
>yes she was a woman don't even ask

Immature foids are very quick to accuse you of being gay because she is projecting.
They do tons of gay shit with their friends; intimate sexual stories (for the femoid brain this is identical to a male circle-jerk), naked in front of each other, twerk on each other, etc.
They are more than willing to share Chad with other foids, in fact it's more stimulating.
But she's still afraid of being perceived as gay because it would make her more masculine even though she does nothing a proper kind of woman should do.
If average men did what average women do with their friends, there would be no question that theyre gay.
This is obvious to many of you but I believe some of you are less than perceptive.
>mexicaryan text reads: girls when another girl tells her shes pretty, guys when another guy tells him hes handsome

just spent like 15 hours on my phone and it's 5:30am rn

xhe was so sexy and pretty. I wish I could have gotten naked and bumped uglies with her.

I kind of miss my ex, even if i'm in a new relationship. Sometimes i just get reminded of her, and i get some kind of feeling, it gnaws at me from the inside. My relationship with her wasn't anything special, and it kind of just lasted through out the summer. It was a situationship to be honest. I wasn't really treated that well. After she threw me away like yesterdays trash, we didin't talk for 2 months, and one day she reached out to me, sent me a friend request on instagram. I remember it vividly, i was playing l4d2, and my phone buzzed. I saw the notification, but at the same moment a tank spawned in. Both those things caused me to hyperventilate, and i think i almost fainted. For the next 3 weeks she really tried to crawl back in to my life, saying how she misses our friendgroup and all that. A little later she found out about my new girlfriend. That discouraged her a bit , but she continued to try and grab my attention anyway she could, and ultimately gave up once i blocked her on instagram after i couldn't take it anymore. Tho, to this day she still does weird things. I was playing a game, saw i had a spectator, and the only person online on my friend list was her ( i forgot to un-add her, and i did after ubsae what she was doing). Maybe a day later i saw her on the street. She did say hi but she looked really miserable. My friends and i do usually clown on her for the way she acts and what she does, but somewhere for what ever reason, i still care for her. A part of me still likes her.


Now, on to my current girlfriend. I don't think that i actually like her much. When i first met her (about a month and a half after i got dumped), she seemed cool, and after she eventually caught feelings and confessed, i kinda just thought "fuck it, we ball". I don't really want to break up with her tho, mostly because i'm her first boyfriend ever (no one probably liked her, because in the country i live in, people who are viewed as different get classified as retards). I don't want to hurt her, i really don't. Sometimes i think about what i feel towards her, and i kinda see some love but it's not enough to actually be happy in a relationship. I'm kind of waiting for her to break up with me. For the past month her temper got really bad. It's allways been like that but she never showed it before. I hate that i feel this way, i feel disgusting, and i don't know how i live like this. There's no purpose in doing this, and in the long run, i'll just hurt myPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

My girlfriend broke up with me the same week my grandma died (like a month ago) and it sucked. I started taking this kratom 7-oH shit to avoid thinking about anything.

Now i'm like three days off it and just feel really down. I get panicky thinking that my ex really is gone and leaving me. Just feel really depressed.

not to post a SNCA thread, I've been trying to keep my mind of things. Running, walking around the city, gaming, but I just have this gnawing feeling in my chest. I even started to pester my ex to see if she'd just talk to me once.

Idk. We last spoke 41 days ago. We broke up like a week before valenties day and I asked if she'd still want to spend it with me. It went fine.

What do I do?

I feel like a faggot for gooning to tomboys. The more boyish they look, the more I get off on it. I don't like gay porn at all, but I don't know what it is about tomboys that I find so appealing. I mean, I can sort of explain it… It’s that feminine aesthetic combined with that twink look, and the fact that they have a vagina is what does it for me. They shouldn’t be pooners doe, as pooners are usually hairy and too manly.

andrew