>>101165 (OP)Did you already move to a different thread? I'll ask anyway because why not.
<I've been searching for wholeness my whole life, I can never get enough of anything, even reading the replies here makes me curious to know who the people here are and what they do, or how this'll affect them in the future; I am, eternally curious and insatiable.
<This, however has led me to a path of eternal thirst; now, as should be obvious because I'm here, I'm an incel, not quite a trucel, but I'm virgin in all aspects imaginable within sexual and romantic relationships, I'm not much older than 18, so my parents keep telling me that I must be patient, I keep telling myself that as well, because apart from my pursuit of women, I also am at a pursuit of purpose, and, that means wholeness to me.
<I wanted to be a farmer for a long time, or at least possess my own crops. I also live in a relatively rural area, and I would never ever want to leave, but I'm on the path to do so; I don't wanna move to a big city, drink the Monster and work at the desk, I wanna live where I've been, have a family, with some beautiful children I can feel proud of, yet that all seems so far away to me, I don't see any opportunities in my hometown, it's been an economic dead end for as long as I've been conscious; I have been rejected multiple times, at least 6, not because I'm ugly, by incel standards I'm a chadlite, I'm 6'1 and work out, I even have a good-looking face, and I'm fucking blonde, but the foids can smell the 'tism in me from a mile away no matter what I do and never seem to think much of me at all (I don't call them foids at all BTW), all they do is laugh at me or ignore me, which has made me develop an incredible hostility towards any of their words, which only contributes to their disdain for me even more.
<My parents seem incapable of helping, when I ask them what I should do, they tell me I'm too young and that I should wait, that a woman will eventually come, but my friends have as many foids as they want, and the more time I take to at least get a try, the more inexperienced I'll be when I need it most, and I won't be able to secure myself a decent mother for my children; when I ask them what I can wo
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