/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

my sister (11) said that i'm the type of person to listen to my imaginary life. what did 'moutochan mean by this?

almost every single day for as long as i can remember, i've spent the majority of my free time staring at a screen. i first realized this about 3 years ago, but it's hard to find motivation to do anything other than sit at my computer. even when i manage to be productive for most of the day, it's never enough to subdue the feeling of regret in the back of my mind that i didn't spend those thousands of hours online on literally anything else
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what are some ways that i can quell my addiction/recover? i think about this nearly every day and yet i continue to waste my life away

Thank you r9k. I love you all.

I dont relate to most people here because i dont care about relationships and girls, i have loads of severe problems that are worse than simply not having a gf, i wish not having a gf was my only problem. Does anyone relate?

In the modern Western world, there is an implicit belief that an argument can only be correct if it is supported by empirical sources, and that an argument with more empirical sources is more correct. I disagree with that, and although I think that empiricism is valuable, I think that it also contributes to a lack of critical thinking

This fetishization of empiricism appears to have come from the Enlightenment (17th to 18th century). Century Europe) and surprisingly remained at the forefront of Western thought.

In the formal education system, students are told to choose a thesis for an essay and from there use sources to prove the thesis: Yes, they are told to recognize the other side, but this is limited to deception:

One should recognize the other side tactically, but downplay in terms of how superior one's own thesis is. It may well be that during this process you find that the other side makes more sense than your own thesis, but you should stick to your thesis and defend it. This basically means starting with a conclusion and then defending it no matter what.

Or the students are taught and encouraged to choose one side and argue it against another side with the help of empiricism. Or, for example, they are told to have debates in which one student has to show why bringing laptops to class is good, and the other student is assigned to the category "laptops in class are bad". Starting from this conclusion (remember: they start with a conclusion here…) they must then use empiricism to substantiate their points and "win" the argument against the "other side". Although this exercise is helpful in developing arguments, I think that by and large it does more harm than good, as it does not necessarily agree with the search for the truth. It's like drawing on a generation of mercenary lawyers. It is not surprising that the legal system in Western countries is the same: whether a person is found guilty or not has nothing to do with justice or whether he has actually committed a crime or not, but rather a function of who has a better lawyer who can use empiricism to win the "case".

i was about to have a wet dream but the girl told me to wait 15 minutes cuz she was busy then i woke up

Epi fucked with my mind and life
when I was around 6 I saw sonic vore on YouTube, it aroused me and I couldn't stop, eventually I stopped between 9-11 until returned again at 11 and wasn't able to stop till nowdays
It led to me joining furry erp servers when I was 11 Wich further groomed and fucked with my mind

EPI gave me gender dysphoria (sometimes I feel like I want to be a women even doe I know I will never be one)
EPI made me a fucking gay faggot
EPI made me into vore, rape and other darker shit that makes me feel ashamed and makes me feel horrible

I just need to say this because I can't bare this unbearable weight, all of this led to me having a burning hatred for pedophiles and troons
But I just can't fucking stop

I keep hearing things that aren't there, its really getting on my nerves, one time I heard an elephant outside my house evendoe I live in the USA and it was really strange. another time I heard a dog barking outside the class while I was at school and once when I was trying to sleep I heard tribal African drums beating from inside my walls. these are the random occurrences I can think of but there are common minor ones too, like hearing snakes whenever I'm outside and hearing my phone go off when I didn't really get any notifications, I also hear people calling my name when I try to sleep sometimes and its getting quite annoying. I don't think I'm schizo, I never see stuff that isn't there (except one time I was high on niggerweed and thought I saw a dinosaur in my neighbor's house) but I hear things like this a lot and sometimes I get really paranoid as if someone is behind me breathing on my back when there's no one there. thoughts? how do I get this to stop?

I wish I was smarter. I wish I weren't a 104iq midwit. Just the curiosity I get from the thought of processing information like a smart person makes me die. Seriously, I would sacrifice any of my other qualities for more intelligence. It feels like Curiosity himself is going to swallow me whole. I am destined for my one and only life to be a dumb, barely sentient one.

I look like that

Sharty stressed me out today and i'm tired

when I was in middle school my friends made up a rumor about me, saying I had a chode, evendoe they had never seen my dick. so many people believed it and sometimes in the hallways random guys I didn't even know would yell "chode" at me. it was really annoying and I don't know why they did that.

Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Yo-del-lay, yo-del-lay-ee ho
Thirsty, thirsty Thursday
I'm up and I raise my cup, singing everything is gold
Crew neck and a white blank check
I'll be moving on my own (yo-del-lay ho)
I walked on sippin' on that love
It's another bumpy road
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If any of you think you missed out on something by never going clubbing - you didn't. There is literally nothing good or interesting going on there. Nightclubs are worst fucking places in the world. It's just a bunch of whores who want free drinks and a bunch of beta cucks who buy them drinks in hopes of getting laid (spoiler alert: most of them don't get laid, and if you don't count raping a girl who's passed out from alcohol then the numbers are even more abysmal). None of those people are actually having fun, they are *pretending* that they're having fun because "well it's a nightclub so I'm supposed to be having fun". Oh and the prices are outrageous - $30 for a single cocktail, are you for real lol. You could not find a more depressing place than that mass gathering of empty-headed whores and cucks.

I think that somehow the internet has done more good than bad to me
if it wasn't because of the internet I would be a retarded autistic normgroid with fixation on toys or some retarded shit
I got obsession with stuff that can actually help me get a job and I learned online, like mechanical engineering, I fucking love gears
Also I love planes and that retarded shit but I like the internal workings Wich can also help me get a job with planes or something

Also the internet makes me very happy, cheerful and calm

Ever notice how whenever a post contains more than 3 ors, it's always some turbo autist? You can measure how autistic each board is just by loading the index and doing CTRL+F " or "

This board by far the highest on this metric.

(mod sticky occurrences don't count but, even then, still 2x more than any other board)