/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Raid on the troonblox

why is every god damn fun thing behind such a big paywall or is ruined by normies or degens

every day i feel like im doomed and that it will be my end soon

Why do people say "girls" when talking about adult women

my anxiety is a disability. if i'm anxious about something needing to happen, i shut down and neglect every aspect of my life. I'm convinced my life is permanently ruined if "it" (like a test grade) doesn't work out, so there's no point in caring for the rest of my life (other classes, hobbies, social life)

ama shoot up a school like brenton tarrant nigga. HEIL SALOMON HENDERSON

is it fair to complain about having no irl friends when a few people do want to be friends with me but theyre all gay tranny therian furfags so i just push them away and tell them to fuck off. I mean i do want to have friends but i have standards and i would feel even worse being friends with subhuman faggots like that rather than having no friends at all

Guys literally only want one thing and it's disgusting.

I would leave a comment telling people to “choose happiness” or some other hopeslop but it feels insensitive, I cannot possibly imagine what the average person typing on this board feels or what they are going through. But know that

If time lays waste in its pursuit, I’m glad to waste my time with you. We are all here

I would fully consider my little brother a slave. At a young age (7), he was diagnosed with (((ADHD))) and (((dyslexia))). Shortly after, he was put on (((medications))) for his conditions. I wish I could go back in time and convinced my parents not to put him on them because I think they really messed him up. He gets shit grades, dropped out of every single extracurricular he once did, hangs out with ghetto niggaz and wiggers, plays video games and scrolls with all of his free time, is a complete slob, buys shitty clothes and other junk he sees on tiktok, and treats our family like shit. I sometimes think that if I was not self motivated to do things that would help me succeed in the future, I would be just like him. But my parents, oh my gosh my parents. They are fully fucking complicit and enable him like hell. One thing I am very grateful for is that they did not allow me to have social media (except for youtube, and that already fucked with me enough), but when my brother was 13 or 14 they let him have social media with some kind of "contract" or whatever EVEN THOUGH he has not upheld it whatsoever and they never followed up on it. His behavior has become considerably worse the more he has been exposed to social media and I cannot wrap my mind around why my parents are so eager to let him continue his usage of it because they are aware of this degradation as well. They constantly make excuses for him and just try to ignore the problem in hopes that he will get better as time goes on. BUT I KNOW that your behavior in your teenage years HEAVILY impact how you behave as an adult. I can just imagine him becoming an addict or worse and overdosing and dying prematurely. I say all of this because I'm very worried for him. Anyways, this goes into my greater point about how social media is a cancer on the world and in any society that actually deserves to exist would never allow it. It's a tool that demons use to feed off of you and you can never escape it. I have watched my brother several times just stare at his phone and scroll over and over and over and over without stopping to watch the video for more than five seconds. Its, like I said in the title, DISTURBING. It's so mechanic and unconscious and the science behind it is predatory. I am a giant hypocrite for writing this because I watch youtubePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>desire to date mentally ill girls is returning
fvck. how do i stop it

I want to kill myself sometimes, not all the time, only sometimes when I feel so helpless.
Sometimes I'm too happy to care, or I'm full of motivation and i'll maybe do something productive for 30 minutes before telling myself that's enough
>you need purpose
I have purpose, I know what i want to do, i just can't bring myself do it which makes everything worse
>distract yourself
I have been for years, so i removed all the distractions thinking that would help but now i just kinda sit there and fantasize about killing myself if i sit still for long enough
>its the small things you gotta do the small things!
I work out all the time and i will finish my workout and its the same, crushing feeling of weight falling onto me that I can't remove. It's like I've been maimed, like I can't think or even be aware of why I'm like this.
I just know that I am like this.
I quit caffeine and porn and online games and fucking everything but now all i can see is how utterly fucked I've always felt now that I have nothing left to cope with.
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Ive completely ruined my life. I had the opportunity to have my college completely paid for plus supplies and I blew it by telling the wrong people the wrong things. I lost every single one of my friends irl and I got sent to a fucking mental hospital and now I'm suspended until next year and I know after their review my college is going to find me unsuitable to continue going there. I'm unemployed with a huge resume gap so I'm leeching off my single mother and I feel like a fucking parasite every time I wake up because I am. I can't even buy a firearm to go shooting anymore since my state bans people who have been involuntarily institutionalized from owning them. I have literally zero things to look forward to no school no friends no relationship. Im an ugly worthless fucking shitstain on the bottom of the world's mattress and I cant even take myself out the way I want to because the government is kiked. Fuck this stupid shit Im sick of feeling like this I just want to be happy again for fuck sake is that too much to ask for?

Starting balding when I was an actual 'teen, thought it was a maturing hairline but it continued to recede year after year. Now 25 and borderline a norwood 5. Before this, I would get some eye contact by some foids but now they actively avoid looking at me. Started taking (((finasteride))) and probably turning into a troon doing so, anyone relate? Should I just shave it and go to the gym o algo

I want to make a statement to any 'teens regarding addiction.

Some of you may feel inclined to drink, smoke weed, or do drugs because of world weariness. When I was younger there was this running theme taught in schools that is you were a drinker or a smoker, it was because you were a normalnigger who wanted to be a party degenerate after being groomed by your friends or an altnigger who wanted to be cool for the egirls o algo, with this constant messaging, I felt almost exempt from taking precaution because of my own personal reasons for drinking or smoking, all alone, by myself. I used to be pretty /fit/ and I still kind of am, but I can tell the alcohol and drug use has capped my potential unless I can force myself to quit soon.
There is also a mental crutch that I don't think happens to the average alcoholic normie, they may drink often, but they drink in social settings, drugs have a social lube effect that can help with networking in a low stress environment. What I did for myself is the opposite, where I did drugs when I felt stressed, alone, anxious, which as a depressive NEET who spent most of his time on forums, was much of the time, my brain now feels depressed and automatically craves the "quick fix" even though I get none of the social development of a normalnignog and getting fucked up while depressed doesn't actually fix your problems.

Anyway, I'm an oldfag now who's probably giving his "Back in my day" shitty advice without realizing it's already outdated to the meta, however you take this, I just wanted to spread the message to you guys to please be responsible with how you take care of your body. this isn't even an anti-drug post, because there are certain environments where a drink or two or a few puffs can help you acclimate to the social setting better, but as always, be responsible, be safe.