>>85902You understood the meaning of "don't be a free agent in life". That is the lesson to learn from the BP. It isn't to rage and hate everyone. It is to accept that this is how things are, they won't change because you crashed out and caused a fuss, if anything they will only get worse because autists will be avoided in case they were like you. A lot has been decided for you in the character select screen before you even got control, and then more was picked for you in those first ~10 years where you didn't have enough self-consiousness or agency to do anything about it. If like DBDR you got a shit genetic/wealth makeup, got a parent that instead of helping you fight back, or at least comforting you, told you that the people bullying you must have problems at home so its ok, it isn't over for you, it never began. Being a "free agent" and trying to change your life is pointless. You are an insect in a whirlpool. Fighting the current won't free you, so just lay back and try to enjoy your life as it is, you float better when still on your back than if you thrash around.
The point of the BP isn't to hang yourself, shoot people or to be angry all the time. It is to accept the way things are, to not get your hopes too high, and to not look like your average oofy-doofy that is clowning around trying to do things that his looks/status clearly won't let him, then sitting around wondering why it isn't working. If you don't get your hopes high, you won't be disappointed if shit hits the fan, and if it goes well, why are you complaining? Don't be like those jeets trying to ask people out in the street, getting rejected for the 50th time and being told to fuck off, then spouting some shit about "She must have been having a bad day". Have that ability to self-reflect, look at yourself, if you are a 5 foot 2 shitskin manlet with a beer gut and a mid face, you aren't cut out for this.