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 №77890[Reply]

>BLACKPILL'S STATUS: DEBUNKED.

 №77892

aryan beast in picrel

 №77893

Hes 6foot height pill strikes again

 №77902

Gigafy this

 №77948

>Bee pee? Oh yeah…? well I know a guy.


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 №77808[Reply]

my second semester of college starts tomorrow
my first semester i went through probably the worst period of depression and self loathing ever and i cant help but feel like it might just happen again. i started feeling better only after getting out and being on break.
i wish i knew what i wanted to do in school. im afraid of telling my parents to stop funding my own education just because i know im an intelligent person and i dont want to let them or any of my family down. none of my friends have struggled with any of these thoughts at all. none of them have had to face the fact that theyve made zero acquaintances at school. i know college wasnt really going to be everything people say it is but i never expected to feel so defeated and useless after even just a few weeks of going there. every day i was at the university i just walk around feeling like the biggest retard for no discernible reason. but what other options do i have? i can only hope this doesnt happen again.
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 №77839

My first semester sucked because I was still emotionally invested in a foid from back home, and my second semester sucked even worse because then we broke up. Third semester was much better because I had two really good friends one of whom was my roommate and we did stuff together all the time. So my advice would be to try integrating more into your environment. This I understand can be easier said than done, but nonetheless it is what works. If you are feeling useless, maybe get a campus job, or join a club to help out with.

 №77841

What is this one dimensional SNCA text? What do you want to tell me? is this a dump for your nonsense? well it sure isn’t something unique

 №77846

Colleges these days are clown daycares no wonder you feel bad. Maybe try to cope by becoming giga profficient at what you do, at least then you'll have pride and self confidence. More than can be said for the fags who use chatgpt for eveything

 №77847

>>77841
it was late night sncaposting dont judge me okay
>>77846
think this is my best option. you dont fully realize until you start going to college and stuff that society is genuinely doomed by how retarded people are

 №77849

>>77847
can you tell us some examples of people at your college being retarded, I need a good laugh OP

 №77946

>>77847
Society functions in spite of the retardation. That's why I'm not worried about the future. Somehow it's come this far despite every single person with a college education being retarded.


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 №76048[Reply]

I have a serious problem and I want some advice for it. my girlfriend and I both consider watching/consuming porn to be cheating and as far as I know the only time she's done that is a few weeks into our relationship when she watched a porn video of some girl masturbating but "that's different cus it was a girl and you aren't its not my fault I go both ways" I was a bit upset but that's not the main problem. I used to have a very bad porn addiction and she knows that but what she doesn't know is I still technically view some "porn".
JARTYNIGGER SHIT AHEAD



I have a major fucking vore fetish. its nasty gay nigger 'spic shit I know but I've had it since I was like 9 (epi will do that to you) and I still look at vore shit sometimes. I know I'm a retarded gay faggot for this and I should kill myself for doing this, but do you think this is the same as looking at regular porn? its not like I do it to look at other girls, its the concept of the vore shit that I get off to, my girlfriend cant swallow people whole so how is she supposed to fulfill this shit? I know I need to just go completely no-fap and quit this shit but for now I need to know, is this cheating? is this the same as me looking at regular porn and jerking off to other girls or is it different because its a fantasy fetish that cant be performed in real life and is only in drawn form? if I told my girlfriend do you think she'd get mad and break up with me and cause me to commit suicide? I can live without vore, I cant live without her, and I know I should quit, but what I've already done is done. should I be put to death for doing this or can I be forgiven?
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I know some of you might think I'm being dramatic and that I should go somewhere else for this but I cant talk to my friends about this, literally no one in my life except my girlfriend knows about this fetish and she thinks that it's something I haven't been into in years and that I haven't watched any porn since weeks before I even met her. I want to know what you all think I should do. should I talk to her about it, keep it a secret (unless I tell her she'll literally never know) or what? I don't know what to do and for the 3 months its been going on I've wanted to just die from being like this.
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also jannies, none of this is a suicide announcement, I'm posting this because I need help and advice because I plan on continuing my life and my rPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 №76266

What else do you want us to say other than stop beating your shit to vore? Besides your schizoid girlfriend cutting your dick off would do you better than what you're doing right now. Because like in the last thread, you've proved that you only think with your dick's interests and not what's good for (you).

 №76272

>>76135
The thing that particularly annoyed me is how OP seemed to ignore any of the criticism and advice that pointed him into a direction with him having to take some initiative, instead he would just say "I know I know" and continue doing the thing that he was advised to not do. Sin is something that is hard to overcome, but when he actively puts himself into the perfect environment to fall into temptations its hard to sympathy after the fourth time. OP is weird in the sense that he doesnt fish for validation and ignore all criticism, but I think he wants to just leak onto here and do what he desires with some strangers commentating. For example, the guy that would constantly tell OP to stop trying to fix that BPD case and to move on and to set boundaries got mocked by yes men who insisted OP was doing the right thing when he wasn't. I dunno how this ends genuinely but is true that OP is wasting his potential.

 №76288

>>76272
He has like 3-4 threads up right now and you’re right he just leaks about snca and doesn’t listen to advice. He is doing it for attention or validation.

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>>76266
schizoids are emotionally detached and reject intimacy. op's gf is the exact opposite

 №77606

>>76048 (OP)
ilike jojo

 №77943

Girlfriend watching lesbian porn is gemmy


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 №77924[Reply]


> Correlation ≠ causation
>Fallacies
>Determinism
>Deep thoughts
>grasp
>Heckin evil AI
>Nihilism
>MBTI
>Diagnosing Fictional Characters
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 №77831[Reply]

Clubbing has got to be one of, if not the most low IQ ways one can socialize in the modern world. I've been trying for the life of me to see the appeal of such an activity for the past 3 or so years and I've come up with nothing beyond the fact that if you want to have fun in such a manner, you need to be lobotomized from birth.
First off, clubbing requires you to throw away your regular sleep schedule away by dressing your ass up not in pajamas so you can go to sleep, but in form-fitting clothing in order to go and "have fun" with your "friends" at a nightclub. This is a significant flaw with this method of socializing, since you're guaranteed to feel like shit in the morning, regardless if you enjoy yourself or not. As if that wasn't enough, you often leave the club at like 4 AM, which as someone who hasn't gone to sleep later than like 2 AM on a Saturday, don't understand how normies see no issue with this. Do they not have any obligations tomorrow? Even if it's the weekend, wouldn't you want to enjoy the following day with a clear mind?
Once you get into the nightclub, a new problem arises. The lights are super bright, glorified flash bangs in neon colors. Now, I'm not epileptic or anything, but I really don't go along with bright lights whatsoever. Apparently some people are just… fine with them? I don't get it.
Oh, and of course, the loud music. Now, eardrum exploding sound is already bad enough, since you can't hear yourself think. Now imagine that same ear bursting with random niggerbabble rap music, SNHA (Shit nobody heard about) music (which only (((YOU))) have never heard about) or if you happen to live in Greece like I do, faggy tough guy chav music. Contrast this to my music preferences, which mainly consists of black metal, neoclassical rock and electronic music. So, every single time I've gone clubbing (which is around 8 times), I've consistently been the retard that doesn't know any song being played or their lyrics. This leads to me just sitting
Lastly, the additional dopamine-maxing that occurs in clubs, mainly drinking and smoking. I've tried all types of alcohol and like precisely none of them, not to mention the fact that they provide zero health benefit. I've also vowed to never put a cigarette or a vape or a joint or anything similar in my mouth. I come from a family where every single person smokes and I've grown to hate that stuff. It's gotten to the pointPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 №77844

Tsmt
and I hate the zogcattle normie rhetoric that your somehow weird for not wanting to engage in such places. Theyre only enjoyable if youre blackout drunk which means they arent fun at all but people will cope use ad homenims while they stroke their egos and waste their time and money. Its designed to be hostile environment unless you have moneyor status which in both cases you use to get away from it and gain privacy
Ironic really, just shut nightclubs down

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>>77834
>Worrying about the degeneration of your society and culture is le bad. Just let people enjoy things. Stop feeling bad for your fellow country men that waste their lives away. They're actually living their best life chud!
>>77831 (OP) Don't listen to him OP. Your feelings are valid and I understand your perspective. The only thing I don't understand is how you've ended up going clubbing eight different times when you hate it so much. Were you peer pressured or what?

 №77848

>>77831 (OP)
tsmt, I agree with you o algo
>>77834
You literally admitted that clubbing is bad at the very end doe, I feel like your just trying to be a contrarian to the rest of the thread.

 №77859

>>77848
can you morons stop replying to low effort bait

 №77914

>>77845
The reason I went clubbing for as long as I did was because
1. I wanted to try and socialize and figured that since every "friend" of mine (AKA my classmates) liked it, I might as well participate
2. If I didn't go, I would beat myself up over it, since my brain hates me and would constantly repeat to myself that I'm a shut-in weirdo, or that others perceive me as a shut-in weirdo.
3. I was kinda desperate and afraid. The only other friend I know is also an autistGOD like me, but he's planning on going to the Navy so I won't be able to see him often. Besides him, I don't have anyone else. I wanted to have someone else (at least one guy) that I can somewhat relate to.
I now know that forcing myself to do something I don't like so I can get friends is not right for me (or even healthy) and I've just decided to deal with not having that many friends if any, but whatever friends I do have (probably two at most) will at least be sapient.

 №77915

bring a bomb next time or kill yourself no one cares


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 №77477[Reply]

Femdom is the future

 №77479

I say this but I'm kinda tall (no monster tall but above average) so no foid will turn me into her living and breathing dildo so boooooo

 №77482

eggeqdsf

 №77963

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This is what comes up when I search matriarchy on my iPhone.

 №77966

Dienefjrf


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 №77821[Reply]

Being ugly is genuinely one of the worst things to ever happen to me.

Whenever someone looks at me i think of them having subconscious disgust towards me, even if they won't admit it themselves.

everywhere i go i see people looking at me with disgust, before i even speak i feel as if they wouldnt want to hear any of it.

everyday i wake up knowing theres nothing i can do anymore.

everyone that sees me is disgusted, just by my stature, face or height.

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 №77829

>>77821 (OP)
This is all in your head
>Whenever someone looks at me i think of them having subconscious disgust towards me, even if they won't admit it themselves.
>burnt fat more efficiently
holy shit this is retarded do more exercise and maintain a calorie deficit what you're doing is interpreting slow (or no) progress as genetics and not changeable when it is
>i wont end up in those looksmaxxing or bp circles or whatever
you just said you wanted face surgery
>everyone that sees me is disgusted, just by my stature, face or height.
you don't actually know this but because you've reinforced this cucked thought pattern you have accepted it because it means you don't have to actually try and improve yourself, you can just sit around rotting all day and complaining that you're subhuman which most people aren't

You realise if you keep reinforcing this thought pattern that probably isn't real your brain will adapt to it and possibly sexualise it

 №77830

>>77825
ESL Nigger didn’t even said the things he wants us to focus on. Just whining like a faggot about da heckin degenerattatataed soiciety gegegeg 😂😂😂😂

 №77837

eat good food to develop 9999999999999999999999999999999999999 cheekbone obby

 №77896

hate others not yourself op its that simple

 №77897

go up btw

 №77898

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Become a hERo


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 №77870[Reply]

Junior year is going alright for me so far

I've given up relationships, since ultimately I'm just not ready for any

Just how it be sometimes

 №77875

Junior year in high school or college.

 №77878

>>77875
high school

 №77895

Maybe join some clubs


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 №77691[Reply]

My 2 axolotls are dying and I can't do anything about it
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 №77694

how did you even get axolotls

 №77696

same thing happened to my two turtles, both suddenly got sick and died within 2 weeks

 №77793

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They're called ACKS-A-LOT-ls, what did you expect would happen?

 №77817

The things from minecraft?

 №77886

get two new ones and give the old ones a retirement home o alog

 №77889

Anon, can't (You) send them to vet, even if both have alredy died, maybe he could determine whats wrong with them, so that (You) could prevent this from happening in the future


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 №77861[Reply]

>POTENTIAL SCHIZO BABBLE INCOMING
I don't know whether its the new meds I'm on or the fact that I had an argument with my mum (I ended up making up with her so don't worry) before, but I had what can only be described as a spiritual awakening. I was in my room seething but then for what reason I have no clue about I imagined myself going to church, being happy and having a community. I also started thinking about some small christian towns and how everyone knows eachother and goes to church together and it started getting to me and for the first time in years I cried, though they were tears of joy. I couldn't describe this experience in words so I'll demonstrate how impactful it was by saying that in general I'm a very unemotional/rational person, I think crying is weak and solves nothing and for me to be so overcome with emotion that I start to cry the experience would have to be powerful.
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Originally I was going to make a post seething about my mum but this experience I had really changed my mindset. My family doesn't care for religion at all and I'm not even baptized, my limited experience with christianity is going to a church as a caca (I remember this because the priest kept on going on about a metaphor with a conch shell in a bowl of water, and he asked kids from the pews about what it meant. All the cacas just said it was a shell but I gave the right answer about the metaphor and I still remember it because of how proud it made me as a caca), singing carols at my cousins church and doing scripture in primary school. I'm not very familiar with religion and church in general so I'm looking for advice from christian 'teens about what they think I should do. The only Christian I know that takes it seriously is my maths teacher whose greek orthodox, we're very close and I've chosen him as my mentor so we get to discuss things in his free periods. He told me he has a son my age so when I get back to school in a couple weeks I'll ask him for his thoughts.
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I know I might sound like selfish little fuck for saying this but I'm a little worried that when I go to church it will be full of old people that don't want newcomers (I'm 17 and live in australia btw if this matters). There is a bible study group at my school doe the guy that used to lead it left school and the new leader is this brannigger type (he watches nick fuentes and tranime) so I Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>77873
Yeah that’s why I was considering orthodox first. I’ll do some more research on my local churches, I’ll also look into some Protestant ones because I do think I was too dismissive of them in my post.

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>>77876
i dont blame you protestantism is in niggerhell right now

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Glory to God! Its good instinct to imagine the Christian life as happy and community driven. A good church does give you an amazing sense of community.
>The only Christian I know that takes it seriously is my maths teacher whose greek orthodox, we're very close and I've chosen him as my mentor so we get to discuss things in his free periods
This is a very fortunate opportunity! Though I'm obviously biased as an Orthodox Christian myself, I think the best thing you could do now is to ask him about it. Orthodox Churches are very accommodating to newcomers, so you are free to stand in for a Divine Liturgy, Vespers, etc.
>I know I might sound like selfish little fuck for saying this but I'm a little worried that when I go to church it will be full of old people that don't want newcomers
I can assure you that this will not be the case. Almost every single church there is with the exception of some bizarre protestant ones will be elated to have a new convert. I know this from personal experience.
>I was also considering orthodox but most orthodox churches in australia are greek and I kinda feel like I'll be the odd one out by being an anglo in a sea of greeks/eastern europeans.
I could be wrong here, but if you haven't been to that church, don't assume that it will all be Greeks and East Europeans. Orthodoxy is having a pretty big boom in converts lately after all. But regardless, they rarely care for such things and will be happy to have you.

I hope my thoughts are of value to you should you decide to embrace Orthodoxy. God bless you soyteen, I will pray for you.

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>>77861 (OP)
just go to a church bro

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>>77881
Thanks alot for advice 'teen. As I mentioned in my post I haven't even been inside a church since I was in primary school and I made this post of a whim without doing much research about denominations so most of what I said worrying about not being accepted is just me being paranoid because of my fear of rejection.
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I looked up the convert rates for orthodox in australia and it turns out their the only major denomination to actually gain members while everyone else is declining
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Honestly I kinda was niggerbabbling in original post, most of my worries are really just assumptions and the only way to know is to actually attend church. Considering community and traditions are becoming rarer and rarer in the modern world while loneliness is increasing I'm not surprised with the amount of converts to orthodox. Anyway, thank you for the kind words and clearing up my misconceptions about orthodoxy.

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>>>77861 (OP)
>just go to a church bro


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 №77872[Reply]

FUCK THIS GAY EARTH T_T

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 №77814[Reply]

Every foid I message ignores or blocks me. It is OVER.

 №77867

its over nigga

 №77868

it's literally SO OVER


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 №77589[Reply]

im in this 'cord group chat where i'm with my group of friends, im also the youngest (17) on there and they are all mostly 20+ so they all lowkey make fun of me because of how I am but I have to suck it up and don't say anything because I want to fit in even if it hurts me because I am an autistic stupid retard and since I was a child I have always been very sensible to people making fun of me or trying to piss me off and I can't stand banter even if it comes from family or friends and I can't help but take it personally

Even if I don't really like it I can pretend to not care (poorly) when it comes from my friends, but now one of them invited this older foid (xhe's 23) because they are fwb and they now make fun of me because they know im a chud and use the sharty and that I feel like an incel because I vented about my relationship with women several times but they just think I'm being edgy because they are older and have sex and drink and do drugs so idk why I expect them to understand

The thing is that this foid also makes fun of m and it hurts me especially because she's older and she's like a cosplayer with lots of followers on ig and I hate it when she does it and idk what to do because I know that if I tell her to stop I will look like a whiny faggot and it will get worse, and if we do a hangout and she's there and she starts making fun of me I'm not sure how I would feel

Idk what to do 'teens
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 №77781

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Do you guys ever meet irl?
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Try bantering back, you dont have to be disrespectful though , if they cant take banter back then fuck em. But i dont support leaving them all of a sudden if other things go well, how aware are they that this hurts you? Dont take the retarded foid into concideration if she's not one of your friends girlfriend i doubt they have too much respect for a fwb, its also quite pathetic that a 23 is bantering your ass and you can tell that to her as well

 №77788

leva them

 №77789

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Nigga just leave, what’s so special about the 'cord too, you could probably get 6 people there to be your friend within just 7 minutes still they would all be a bunch of disgusting fucks that WILL never help you carry your stuff when you move out. Get some real friends or schizoidmaxx like I’m doing rn

 №77852

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>WALL OF NIGGER BABBLE INCOMING



Start being cooler and stop crying liking a caca, and if a woman started saying that raisin to me I would just start doing comebacks but like u have no idea how to do it so don’t even try. For example if she kept saying shit I’d just start flirting with her and say “wow I’m always on your mind hun >~<“. I used to be like you but I played social games with vc so I kinda became normal and can fit in with any group. If you want to fit in but not really try just start being nice, even to the foid so it makes them feel like shit.
>How do I be nice?
Assuming you haven’t labeled yourself as a complete chud, whenever a convo comes up about something try to curve it into the sweetest thing possible about yourself. For example, the topic is about the type of woman you like. Instead of going full chud mode and saying all women are evil whores just paint a different picture. “For me the perfect woman would be a girl who I can hold and care for everyday, someone I can trust and one day have children with”. See what I did there? I made it not about the woman but myself and the kindness I wish to provide. Always comment or support good things that you like that people do in your group. It might seem like the gayest thing ever but you will be surprised how much nicer people will be when you portray yourself as kind or innocent.
>NIGGER SPACE
Btw I had a friend group in highschool and I eventually left them and haven’t really had a single friend since but that hasn’t stopped me from being likeable.
<TLDR
Grow up you fucking toddler, you look like my image.

 №77857

>>77618
icl bro i was someone in your shoes once and yeah, you gotta leave the bad people in your life even if it means being lonely.

 №77865

>>77589 (OP)
They are all niggers, you are the giga here. You describe hedonistic cucks that also like to bully chuds, dox and raid that 'gram foid anyways


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 №77562[Reply]

snca ahead
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im bipolar with slight borderline symptoms o algo and have been on meds recently and holy shit i hate taking them so much, but i know that if i dont take them i'll sperg out and have another episode, every time i take them i feel weaker and less like myself, so i guess im stuck in this unwinnable situation, i either end up dead because i had a really bad episode or i just stay miserable being on meds
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 №77580

>>77579
yeah only meds, sure give me your advice

 №77585

>>77580
ive never taken meds for any of my shit (never will), but i had a friend who had the same issues because of his meds. from his experience apparently certain meds fuck you up like that and others dont

 №77586

you probably would've by now but id ask about changing at some point

 №77615

Just take a smaller dose and find a sweet spot where you still feel like yourself

 №77681

don't take the meds you have to be yourself

 №77809

you should try to figure out the cause of your condition and work towards fixing it, jewish big pharma meds only temporarily cure the symptoms, they never cure you


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 №77481[Reply]

im addicted to pomegranate wat 2 do

 №77485

what is this unoriginal content bs

 №77538

uppp i need help

 №77605

>>77481 (OP)
eat more buy mot

 №77629

>>>77481 (OP)
>eat more buy mot
good advice should satiate me for a second

 №77651

Bananas and mangos better

 №77805

Aboriginal


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