/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

I like mentally ill women, I don't mean tiktok foids larping I mean genuinely mentally ill women.
Schizophrenic women, clinically depressed wome , retarded women and even psychotic women.
Normal foids are boring and confusing but every time you talk to a mentally ill girl it's like going on an adventure.
I'm a moralfag that wants to help and love mentally ill women because they are so cute and attractive.

Is anyone else living a very mundane life? I spend most of my time in my room, I usually don't feel the need to go out or to meet new people as I don't have an interest in talking to most people, i wouldn't mind being a virgin for the rest of my life either. My life of solitude often feels pretty comfy except for the moments of loneliness. These days i've been looking for a minimum wage cuck job (too low iq for a high level job) and have been failing in that. The only activity that intrigues me that involves the outside world is solo travel, can't do that now due to no money

My co-worker is almost 80 and still has a full head of hair

it's not the end, its the start of something new… right?

He killed millions of innocent people.

Liberals and feminists will revolt when Trump stays after 2028. South will absolutely fight back but Minnesota and California will burn down.

i learnt of this shithole site from a cuckold(-quean?) pooner on 'der cord. ama

Ever since i had 2 epileptic seizures in 2024 i have just been suffering. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I couldn't work and i am stuck living with my parents in a hoarder house. I got my license back last month but i don't even have a car and nobody will hire me. FML i am 23 and 2 years of my young adulthood are just gone

do peepo actually care what you did during the day? Why do family members get pissy when I dont want to tell how my work went? It was fucking boring, and its even boring to remember it, why would I want to go in depth to describe it?

I'm entitled to a relaxing life free from work and education due to being ugly, short, and autistic

Im Mexican, do you still love me?

Before anyone starts leaking in the replies about how I'm "a heckin fakecel" let it be known I don't subscribe to the majority of bp ideology (waoooow wimenz respecter award) but as it stands up until very recently I have been very socially awkward and tense etc. around the majority of girls my age when I interact with them and I'm a KV (no H because a girl hugged me goodbye at a party that I was leaving early (i don't like parties) while she was very drunk). And basically most girls don't talk to me unless they have to or they're clearly just being friendly. So basically I have never really had any success with girls properly. But recently, I have been able to talk to multiple that I found attractive fairly easily with little awkwardness which is a strange change, I don't know how I suddenly developed that. But the bigger thing is that girls seem to have started to genuinely enjoy talking to me? Idk basically my card wouldn't let me through at the gym and I went up to one of the employees (she was around my age definitely a few years older) idk I literally asked her to let me through and she made a brief error and was smiley and giggling while talking to me and being overly friendly. So either I looked so stupid it was laughworthy or I don't look subhuman. And then just today, this girl I used to go to secondary with walked in front of me and saw me behind her and said like "hiiiiiii [my name]" and actually wanted to talk to me and was asking me questions about college and being very friendly and stuff. And the best part is I didn't fuck it up and be extremely awkward or stumble over my words at all or say anything stupid. And both those girls were pretty good-looking. Not to mention two other positive things involving attractive girls that I can't be bothered to write down. So if anything this is proof that I am MOSTLY no longer a socially awkward fucking sperg when talking to girls and they seem to be actively approaching me (if for a short while) now. So things are on the up. DOE should I mention I have now grown to ~6'0, and I have definitely become significantly more decent-looking over the last couple of years and I'd say I'm fairly average maybe MTN. Anyway no real point to this just sharing because I thought this wouldn't be possible.

I FORGOT MY DILDO AT MY HOTEL ALL THE WAY IN VEGAS…

what do i do now? Im going to be restless without it!

I really hate how trashy my parents are. I've been working toward getting my own place and leaving them, but I'm scared I'm going to fail. And even if I do manage to leave, I can't shake the feeling that I will remain trash by mere association. Can anyone relate?

Does anybody else have a strong desire to be recognized and revered but are too afraid to "put themselves out there" on the internet or make themselves known in an identifiable manner? I've recently liked the idea of making YouTube videos using my voice, but the fear that I will somehow be recognized, doxxed and made fun of prevents me from doing so. I'm something of a sensitive little fuck and having to constantly cope with or even defend myself and my videos from the criticism and mockery of others on top of trying to be a conscientious opsecKING seems like it would just occupy my mind 24/7, and not in a good way. It's completely alien to me how so many people just have absolutely no inhibition in regards to posting things about themselves online, especially when using their full government name, their face and their voice, regardless of how controversial the content they're making is.
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This (quite reasonable) fear is also one of the reasons I don't post on any f0rums, soysphere related or otherwise, because people will be able to recognize me and all of the times I've said stupid things, lost arguments or made shitty OC, and I don't want those things being used against me. I know that I shouldn't care what people think of me, but this always comes off as an abstract maxim that can't meaningfully be applied no matter what I do. The only time I attempted to become a namefag on one of these sites, I became very preoccupied with the thought that I had made a terrible, terrible decision and became quite internally volatile over the coming days until I gave up. Keep in mind, this was under a completely anonymous moniker which produced a grand total of less than 30 posts.
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I know this may seem strange to most of you, but I almost find it harder to act confidently online rather than in real life, simply because the version of myself I put forward in real life is largely detached from my true thoughts and feelings on most matters, and if not, often superficially and half-ironically. Online, I should be able to express myself, but my fear of being mocked for stating my true thoughts and feelings instead of just putting forth an inauthentic, ironic caricature of myself coupled with the looming anxiety of people I know in real life somehow coming across it and adding fuel to the flames prevents me from doing so. I know that "coming out of my shell" may sometimes feel appealing, but itPost too long. Click here to view the full text.