I am 18 years old, in my final year of second level education, and I feel as if my life is entirely devoid of purpose, meaning and ambition. I have absolutely no aspirations whatsoever and I haven't so much as given college a single, serious consideration. I do not have any "courses" I am interested in, nor trades, nor anything. I do the bare minimum work to get by in school, and, despite living a better life than at least 90% of the world's current inhabitants, I do not feel fulfilled or optimistic. I've known people who have tried to cope with the crushing burden of modernity in a multitude of ways, but the most embarrassing I've seen is the constant self affirmations and "positivity" that things are alright outside of the news and that you simply need to "go outside, bro". I don't even watch the news, and by merely leaving my house, I am already subject to a horrifying display of societal rot, licentiousness and moral decay. Modern roasties are almost parodically evil and/or moronic in every way possible, the birth rates of the European continent are low enough to be eclipsed by singular African countries, the youth of today are incapable of acquiring not just housing, but even temporary residency, through no fault of their own and they (I should say we, thoughever I have never worked a real job) are competing with foreign shitskins who will happily work longer hours for less money because they are such inhuman vermin that living in abject squalor, packed into filthy apartments like sardines is a living condition they view as acceptable.
<That leads me to the next point: shitskins. Without going on an extensive diatribe, I will try my best to briefly articulate my absolute disgust for these hordes of lecherous vermin who so ruthlessly and ungratefully pick the bones of the decaying corpse that is western civilization and complain that there isn't enough meat for them to feed on. Almost every time I encounter one of their kin, I am dumbfounded by the fact that most normies somehow consider these creatures human. They are incompetent, ignorant, entitled and devoid of any emotion beyond the most primal human instincts. It's no surprise the jews and their shabbos goyim are so eager to import them into every western country, because they are, by and large, incapable of critical thinking or abiding by the socio-cultural norms of a high trust society. It feels cringe and childish to admit, but in recent years, I have fou
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