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 β„–93355[Reply]

i hate being neurotic
one little snca can ruin days of my mood

 β„–93356

>>93355 (OP)
me too, whatever are we neurotics supposed to do? Take ssris to calm down?
Even the slightest raisin gets overexaggurated in my head, in what ifs and could this in a loop of negativity until im delusional about whatever negative happening, and that disconnection from reality makes me want do bad things such as relapsing on addictions

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Dont worry 'bout that snca cracka



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 β„–93219[Reply]

Everything I say, I say and mean truthfully and earnestly. I only feel the need to put it here because I have no personal confidants and I am curious to see if anybody else has had similar experiences, as I haven't seen this topic broadly discussed in real life or on the internet.
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In short, I believe my younger sister is a victim of social media's glorification of mental illness, and this has, in turn, encouraged her to act as if she is mentally ill. It could be said that I don't know what's going on in her brain, and that may be true, but, judging by her actions, she is not clinically depressed nor meaningfully dysthymic. She has a number of hobbies that she participates in regularly. She willfully goes out with her friends on a near-weekly basis. Almost every night I am made to listen to her inane phone calls with her stupid friends through the thin walls of my home. She has never attempted to kill herself nor been committed to a mental institution. Her appetite is fine, but her eating patterns are unnatural and selective. This rules out anhedonia, consistently depressed mood, active suicidality and significant weight fluctuation. Thus, I can conclude that her depression is likely inauthentic.
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A couple of days ago, while she was wearing pajama shorts, I noticed a couple of scratches on her leg. I am not downplaying the severity of her "injuries" when I say that they could not have penetrated beyond the first layer of her skin. To the extent of my knowledge, these are the only marks of self harm on her body. Her arms, lower legs and face are undamaged. This is what she had gotten my parents so worked up and worried about. This is what she is going to be prescribed anti-depressant medication over. It reminded me of a statement I saw put out by the administrative team of a gore forum I used to lurk on about their decision to forbid any and all photos of user made self-harm photos because it acted as a social contagion that encouraged even more people to engage in it for acceptance and attention, and I realize now how true that is. Some of my sister's acquaintances have engaged in self harm before and they received attention and consolation for it. Owing to the insatiable female desire for attention, she decided to not only engage in it too, but engage in it vocally, with absolutely no regards for the stress, shame and neurosis it would inflict upon my parents.
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>>93235
even though thoughing is aryan, though

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>>>93235
>even though thoughing is aryan, though though

 β„–93310

Imo it can only be "fixed" with time

 β„–93311

Its probably just an emo phase this is correct >>93310
If it isnt, ive observed in me and other young people addiction/bad habit induced depression, it isnt exactly depression but the internet and the modern world is so unhealthy that it causes unhappiness, misery and its simple that a chronically online shitty lifestyle causes unhappiness.
What differentiates this from depression is that, once a person quits modern bad habits like scrolling and generally the internet, goes outside, gets healthy sleep, diet, exercises, they are able to enjoy hobbies, enjoy life and be happy
While people with depression are always unhappy and miserable i guess

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>>93219 (OP)
>>93222
There's really nothing much you can do for her. Your hatred however is not for your sister much, but instead how she changed. The one thing you can do is not give her any attention like everyone else, if your parents aren't utterly retarded they'll catch on eventually.
She's destined to one day become the boy who cried wolf and find out nobody truly gives a shit, at which point she might escalate again and genuinely try committing suicide, although more often than not they'll realize why it doesnt work.
The difference is that she's seeking attention from people while not having to return any, the people she's getting attention from dont truly care about her and only do so to conform to a social norm. At some point she needs to learn that only the attention from valuable people should be important, and that gaining connections like that requires investment on her part.
For now, I'd advise you to stop thinking or worrying about your sister and to pretend she's already dead

I've had a similar problem with mine, though not as extreme. Turns out women base their identity on who they're around, so if you're a ladies man or are on friendly terms with a girl you think is a better role model than your sisters retarded friends you can try introducing them.
However, because this is r9k, the above is quite unlikely.

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>>93219 (OP)
i can understand this and i'm sorry for you



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 β„–93251[Reply]

How to lower stress? I could just google it or some shit but I want muh 'jaKKKas to advise me because I dont trust jewgle. but I took this online test and they told me I have "severe anxiety", could be an Israeli psyop to make me take ze pills but idk sometimes I feel dizzy and tight chested when thinking and I think about stuff alot mostly my future, health and social shit because I'm loser who freaks out when people talk to me and can't carry a convo to save my life. any advice?

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I've been diagnosed with severe anxiety by a (((psychologyst))), turned out to just be aspergers but idk about you. Have some time for leisure and improve your health and subsequently looks incrimentally, not all at once, and really think about what your end goal is.

 β„–93336

If you have the willpower to push yourself to do things that cause you severe anxiety then you should just do that and it will get better overtime. Start with small things and build up. If you that anxious that you cant really do anything first get your hormone levels checked and possibly get a therapist(I know its kikey, but it can genuinely help people doe). Consider meds IF you do your own research beforehand and know all the side effects of whatever you are/want to be prescribed. For me meds helped the most but it took a lot of research and time to find something that worked and that wasnt shit for my health.



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 β„–93266[Reply]

Post your interests, approximate geographical location and what kind of people you want to meet.
I’ll go first. 20 years old, NYC metropolitan area, like playing eu4, tf2, reading science fiction and studying foreign languages. Would be cool to meet up with others but I have no interest in foids or betabuxxing. I have learned to hermitmax and live in my parents’ basement and not care about worldly accomplishments like sex, fame or wealth. I’m going to school and that’s it.
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>>93270
Yeah, that's fair, I suppose. But I think the relationships of 'teens should probably be kept online, or else it will become 4cuck with that weird meetup where everyone is a loser faggot, ya know?

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>>93271
I’ve met a couple of nice people off both the sharty and 4chan.

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>>93289
Were they all losers? Serious question.

 β„–93294

>>93266 (OP)
!! WARNING !! !! WARNING !! !! THIS POST WAS CREATED BY A 5'2 DARK BROWN INDIAN MAN FROM BANGALORE !! !! DNR, DNI, HIDE THE THREAD LEST YOU GET MALARIA AND AIDS !!

 β„–93316

isnt this kind of stuff against the rules? Linking up with people off platform
>>93266 (OP)
>>93289

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>>93316
I don’t care. Anything in the name of friendship



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 β„–93326[Reply]

you're all faggots

 β„–93327

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That's not nice man.

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>>93326 (OP)
why are you being so mean to me?



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 β„–89648[Reply]

Does anybody else use imageboards due to being (cyber)stalked?
It feels lonely having to hide
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 β„–90205

I like imageboards because people can't track your post history. Anytime I get involved in an actual community I end up sperging out and everyone just views me as a joke after that. Imageboards let me say whatever I want without fear of people building a negative image of me. I don't even need them to know me irl, them knowing me through an online persona is enough. It's so nice to be free of your digital footprint for once

 β„–90217

Imageboards are nice cuz im shy for some reason online

 β„–90228

>>90205
That's incredibly relatable holy shit, especially
>Anytime I get involved in an actual community I end up sperging out and everyone just views me as a joke after that
I thought I was alone on that

 β„–90295

>>90228
I think a lot of autistic people can relate to this, that's why we congregate on imageboards where we can't be tracked. We're stuck in this constant cycle of trying to contain ourselves until we inevitably sperg out and either have to leave the community or spend months pretty much being a saint, hoping to be forgiven. It's nice being free of that cycle

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Never been cyberstalked, but yes anonymity is the primary reason I use them and I have no social media identity

 β„–93323

>>89648 (OP)
No, I've never been cyberstalked, I just like being anonymous, same story as >>90643



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 β„–93304[Reply]

thought about the fact that my mom and dad won't be here forever and im crying
i dont want to lose them. my mama and papa. they raised me. fuck

 β„–93309

That's unfortunately something you will never change. Don't pointlessly argue with them and make sure you spend a lot of time with them.

 β„–93312

>>93304 (OP)
whatever religion you believe in, afterlife is some kind of good place and you can meet them there
If you're an atheist, and death is the complete absence of consciousness meaning everything, then death means peace with no disturbances, an infinite rest, like going to a dreamless sleep forever, and you will atleast have in common with your patents the inability to feel anything cuz no consciousness

 β„–93314

>>93312
so from basically every world view's perspective as an abstract idea death is good
But our primal parts of the brain are more powerful than our rational parts so we will always be scared of death and be very saddened by death
Also the physical gore, pain, mutilation and suffering are sickening



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 β„–92855[Reply]

i really hate when bluepilled cucks are like, life is not about the heckin sex!!
oh yeah, what is it about then? consooming the newest capeshit slop?
if you're a man, life is about getting a woman.
if you're a woman, life is about getting chad.
if you're someone like us, life is a cruel, pointless and neverending humiliation ritual.
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 β„–93111

im a christcuck but man is born to love. reasonable to want intimacy, but your standards become impossible if you chronically goon. wouldnt be a humiliation ritual if you see your worth past how fast you make yourself spooge

 β„–93112

>>93103
Well make them, otherwise you'll have a hard time getting a woman

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>>93111
Don't call yourself "christcuck", don't let internet jokes get to you, be proud of your faith.

 β„–93247

>>92936
Nonsense, you won't see me posting like this, at least not without making a new oekaki for the thread.

 β„–93262

>>93112
idc anymore
im not looking for advice
i'll just rope someday, ive accepted it, its alright

 β„–93297

>>92855 (OP)
incel retards are starving african kids who think all of life and existance lies around food. Its natural that a starving person doesnt think about anything else besides food, their brain no longer thinks and can only obsess about food and revolve existance around it. All of the universe's problems will be fixed if the starving person gets food
Incels are extremely sex deprived, obsessed with it, and they lose their thinking and behave and think the same way with the starving person analogy, for example OP



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 β„–93287[Reply]

I'M 28M. I'VE BEEN SINGLE ALL MY LIFE. AND IT'S ONLY GETTING WORSE. I GROOM MYSELF, SHOWER, DRESS NICE, WORK, TRY TO BE NICE, PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING OF BASIC DECENCY. WHEN I TALK TO GIRLS ALL I GET IS DRY RESPONSES. WHENEVER I MAKE ANY ADVANCES I IMMEDIATELY GET REJECTED. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I'M FAT, BALD, AND 5'3. I LITERALLY FAILED THE GENETIC LOTTERY. I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING. I FEEL LIKE AT THIS POINT I'M GOING TO DIE ALONE, AND I'M REALLY WORRIED BECAUSE WHEN I WAS 16 TO 24 I DIDN'T ACTUALLY EVEN LOOK THAT BAD. I HAD HAIR AND WAS ACTUALLY DECENTLY PHYSICALLY FIT. I AGED HORRIBLY, AND SINCE AGING I'VE ONLY GOTTEN UGLIER. HOW CAN I GET A GIRLFRIEND NOW WHEN I COULDN'T EVEN GET ONE WHEN I WAS IN MY PHYSICAL PRIME? TO TOP IT OFF I HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS, LIKE DEPRESSION AND SCHIZOPHRENIA. I GUESS I LITERALLY DON'T CHECK ANY BOXES FOR WHAT A GIRL WANTS AND NEVER WILL. I'VE EVEN LOWERED MY STANDARDS, TALKED TO GIRLS I DON'T FIND PHYSICALLY ATTRACTIVE AT ALL, PRETTY MUCH DONE EVERYTHING TO TRY AND GET A CRUMB OF AFFECTION. AM I JUST DOOMED TO BE ALONE FOR LIFE? THIS IS DEPRESSING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. SOMEBODY HELP!!!

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>I'M 28M. I'VE BEEN SINGLE ALL MY LIFE.

 β„–93290

talk to single moms,you are gonna quickly notice these people are single for really obvious heinous reasons but you dont have any other choice,if i were you i would stop trying and enjoy my life knowing ill die a virgin

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>>93287 (OP)
Lose weight fatty
>unori



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 β„–93018[Reply]

This is worse than abysmal.
I'm a rather frequent poster here,so you might already know the backdrop.
I was blocked by a male friend of mine who I see as a feedee and a boyfriend. After A MONTH of not talking to him because he wanted to distance away from me and my "manipulations" to "make him even more into males". I am absolutely beyond devastated. I wanted to dox him (but now I don't), I wanted to talk him out of it, but NO AVAIL.
Aside from rule 7ing (which I'll never do), what do I do?
>It's that furry virgin who doxed somepgono over losing theirs!
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>>93216
I won't. You all tell me to kill myself, but I won't. The Sun's still above me and my lungs can still breathe. Why should I?

 β„–93239

>>93018 (OP)
geg go post on 4cuck instead

 β„–93240

>>93239
And what do I do in that armpit?

 β„–93277

Did somephono cast a bad luck spell over me?
I finally convinced him to get back to me…
Only for him to block me a couple of minutes afterwards…
This is likely the most abysmal day of July.

 β„–93278

we still don't care

 β„–93286

>>93278
Sure thing, whoever you are



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 β„–92398[Reply]

i feel like i'm too ugly to have a crush on someone
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>>92555
his dad works for roblox and he gave fellatio to the supervising manager. the 60K are pederast wages.

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>>92398 (OP)
ugly isnt a problem chuddy, i am ugly and i have a girl… really the issue is social skill

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>>92671
this is why it’s entirely over for ugly autists

 β„–92687

>>92671
>personality
How tall are you

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>>92671
absolute trvke, obsessing over attractiveness is cope because that atleast gives you something you can fix. You will never fix your mental retardation, it will always be part of you, accept that and stop wasting your time looksmaxxing

 β„–93285

i feel the same way
>heckin unoriginal content



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 β„–92396[Reply]

does depression just end one day
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 β„–92451

that's up to you, really

 β„–92946

>>92396 (OP)

Well, it never trully goes away, but it can stop for a long time, and then bite you in the ass again after some time

 β„–93091

I think it can but you have to so severely distract your brain so you don't get depressed.
The issue with that is eventually things will stop being engaging enough to do so.
I do hear that getting enough vitamins, exercise, or whatever the quack says can help minimize depression or something.

 β„–93097

Depression and Anxiety are my very best friends
An agonizing life and it never ends

 β„–93188

I think depression is only something you get but never lose. Ask anybody who was depressed and at best they tell you they learned to manage it.
But once your mind gets to the point of accepting hopelessness and despair, it is sort of game over for you, and you can never fully go back to normal. It’s a one way bridge, unfortunately; a terminal disease.
Everybody has bad days but it’s like for depressed people the floor under them has collapsed and they can’t just bounce back like can normal people anymore.

 β„–93284

it will only get worse
except if youre neurotypical



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 β„–93217[Reply]

schizoid mom ruined my entire day at 7:00 am award
i can't mentally handle living with my own fucking gangstalker at 23 it's one thing to stalk me but to lie about stalking me I cant take it anymore
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>>93224
thank you I have not considered that

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>>93217 (OP)
Install one of these on your door.

 β„–93243

>>93237
i would need a lock that locks from the outside and only I have the key

 β„–93244

update
i had a small positive interaction that made me think the gangstalking was over and maybe I overexaggerated the incident today
and then it was immediately ruined an hour later by the most obvious gangstalking ever
i live in a fucking insane asylum

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>>93217 (OP)
my mom always screams and yells at me, even over stuff she hasn't personally see me do - whenever I try to retort, returning the same attitude she gives to me, I'm labeled as the bad guy, as the aggressor

she always stomps loudly coming upstairs to my room whenever she wants to yell at me, or whenever I've done something wrong, she comes speeding towards me to yell at me and reprimand me
I'm scared of her, she yelled at me again this morning and after I yelled at her back she told me that she's kicking me out due to "me spreading disgust and negative energy o algo"
I'm scared to return home from work, I don't know what to do - she's batshit crazy and thinks I'm a failure and that I'm sick in the head (who wouldn't be living with a bitch like her)

 β„–93281

browsing the sharty at 23 is crazy (im 21)



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 β„–92919[Reply]

>Reposting this on r9k because pol was a dnb

Yesterday I made a post (on /pol/) claiming atheists have no reason to exist other than seeking pleasure but I think I was wrong.
Feeling pleasure is not the most desirable thing for a human, beauty is. This is why godless people will not always give themselves up to their fleshly desires, it's just that they are more likely to fall for the trap of never ending pleasure because they lack justification for why they should keep creating beauty that christianity and following Jesus is meant to provide. By beauty I mean things like seeking the truth, creating art, buildings statues, symbolic monuments, sacrificing yourself for others. No animal on earth does this and that's what makes us separate from them. Animals seek pleasure, humans love beauty. This is why even the least intelligent human with down syndrome and 10 IQ is more important than the smartest animal, the human always has some desire to seek beauty.
Unfortunately this unique aspect of humans can get corrupted by sin, the abuse of pleasure. Constant sin will eventually put pleasure as the most important value for a human, turning them into almost an animal. None of us can entirely get rid of our desires for pleasure because we're all sinners, Jesus was the only perfect man who created beautiful things in life and never sinned or gave into pleasure. But I don't think we can fully lose our love for beauty no matter how much we sin, at most it will get buried beneath our constant desire for pleasure.
This explains why God created us. Like humans, he loved beauty and created them in his image so that their existence can also be beautiful.
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Some humans do not value beauty at all

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I remember reading that post, well said
>Beauty VILL save ze world

 β„–92975

First of all consider the position that the perception of beauty is a type of pleasure.
We consider this a higher form of pleasure because as you said animals cannot consider pleasure. This is because humans are rational. But rational and nonrational are not distinct categories because it exists along a continuum defined by brain development. There is no reason other species may evolve higher brain functions so as to be deemed rational by human standards.
You also seem ready to fall into the idea that pleasure is bad, which is not supported by the Catholic Church which recognizes pleasure can be good, although Protestant sects are often prone to think pleasure itself is disordered.

 β„–93066

A very well spoken and gemmy post xister

 β„–93245

Kill yourself faggot absolute niggerbabble

 β„–93257

beauty is pleasure
this is all pseudointellectual babble



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 β„–93227[Reply]

Has being neurotic about porn or anything sexual made it harder to quit gooning for good?
<reddit space
I've quit for days or weeks at a time and I'll be confident that I don't want porn anymore but I keep relapsing.
<reddit space
Perhaps I have an addictive personality but I don't play many games or eat much goyslop anymore because I can break the habit of constantly consooming and then the desire for those things quickly fades.
<reddit space
Is it the obsession with avoiding porn and hating it and being ashamed for "wanting" it that's making quitting more difficult?
<reddit space
On paper, quitting is easy. I know for a fact that it's easy because I've done it several times before, yet I keep getting stuck in this hole.
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 β„–93229

A lot of the time when people start doing things like excessive masturbation, drug use, and other negative things, it is because they are bored and not focused on other things.

 β„–93249

Read EasyPeasy
summarized, it's
>gooning creates stress, and the pleasure comes from temporarily relieving the stress
>but if you don't goon, you're permanently in the stress-less state
>which means there are zero advantages to porn
Don't feel like you're giving something up, because you're not

 β„–93250

the jews want you to goon because it makes you weak and unable to focus on fighting zog

 β„–93253

if you want to jerk off just jerk off its not that deep, as long as you arent addicted its fine. maybe a good method for you to jerk off less would be to limit yourself to 2 or 3 times a week and reduce it from there

 β„–93254

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>if you want to jerk off just jerk off its not that deep, as long as you arent addicted its fine. maybe a good method for you to jerk off less would be to Iimit yourself to 2 or 3 times a week and reduce it from there

 β„–93255

>>93254
he's not telling you to jerk off all of the time doe



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