>>93412>Although it is most likely very difficult, you really should not take things so seriously. If you take everything at face value, places like this will ruin you(evidently).I dont think this whole race obsession ruined me, its not the root cause, im just naturally a whiny faggot that will find anything to get sad about and start genuinely believing in those delusions. Even if i was born white ill probably find something else to think and get upset about and cry
Anyway i found a good coping tactic, understand that reality is not really real. Whether you're atheist or religious or any world view, reality is just a temporary blink compared to the eternal, for atheists the eternal is the void of nothing after death, for religious people the eternal is the afterlife. Worldviews and religions are irrelevent to this so ill say what kinda works for me, think of life as a roblox game, like in tycoons or simulators where you just grind points, learn skills (i fucking hate that i sound like a life is like a video game soyboy but life really is like a video game), anyway to enjoy the roblox game, you dont really think too deeply about anything else, you dont really care about other players, you just sit there grinding and increasing your points unlocking items and maps and so on, making your tycoon bigger, or increasing points in a simulator. If you played roblox as a child, you would know. The unfriendly and hateful people replaced by childish lego characters in my imagination. This is what life really is, its just a game, a temporary game with not much deep significance compared to eternity. A player doesnt think of himself as his game character, you move your character around doing stuff. An attack on the character isnt some deep emotional thing, its just an attack.
I cant express this in words but this makes reality feel surreal, like it doesnt really exist and im in a simulation where i have fun by just grinding like on a game. It really calms me down because it makes me take nothing serious, i feel disconnected from my own body, i feel disconnected from reality, whatever "me" is just controls this flesh body, and people who are mean are just attacking my video game character/flesh body and not "me". To conclude, identity, community, emotions, its all bullshit and not real, nothing is really real expect eternity, we just
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