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it doesn't
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>>92447Coal the sharty should never be wholesome
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First you have to rule out suicide. I watched some videos of parents or family grieving over their kid’s deaths. You don’t want your parents to find your cold motionless body slumped over in your bedroom when they come to wake you up, assuming you overslept, and then they frantically call the police and ambulance and cry so hard that no more tears come out, and your mother is unable to even eat for weeks, and your siblings are scared to go near your room again and your dad who never cries breaks down in his car after coming home from work to the house where his own son choked himself to death one night while everyone else was asleep.
Then, you have to think, realistically, of where your current life trajectory is going to take you in 5 or 10 years if you don’t change anything major. Get comfortable with the idea. Realize it’s not so bad. Then resolve to make getting there as painless as possible.
Might not work for you but I’m just saying it’s possible. You just gotta find your own way to a stable equilibrium. You might not be happy but at least you’re not drowning in shit and can find small moments of happiness on occasion.
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two more weeks
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7 months 3 days 4 hours and 23 seconds from the moment of reading this
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When I started thinking that misery would last forever, it took about like seven more months to suddenly start feeling normal again. The last month of it was by far the most miserable too and I REALLY thought it would never get better at that point. Then it suddenly did get better, for some reason. Just don't let it drive you to suicide or anything and you'll be alright nigga, even if it feels like it'll NEVER EVER EVER EVER happen.
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>>92450>>92457thank you boyos….
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it gets better when you improve yourself
ask yourself, "what are my vices?"
then get rid of them
i stopped masturbating a few days ago, havent felt better
i assume if youre addicted to something, be it substances or porn or whatever, leaving that addiction behind is the best feeling possible.
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>>92450I frankly doubt they'd care and from the sheer neglect and sabotaging me every time someone did give me a chance by insisting i was an unironic untouchable retard to everyone behind my back, they'd absolutely deserve the horror.
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>>92450That's why you do it in a public place so the world that betrayed you can be traumatized instead of your innocent(but sightless) parents
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>>92558I have thought about that but your family would probably have to deal with an equal amount of pain to know their child was secretly a monster the whole time. At least with regular suicide it can be chalked up to sadness. Though I suppose it depends on them, and also on who you want to hurt.
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>>92450this is genuinely the only thing keeping me going
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"Be not afraid of going slowly, be afraid only of standing still." - Inspiring Chinese Proverb