>>69478 (OP)No single incident fucked me up so idk if I qualify. My parents were crazy, I never knew if my dad actually loved me, my mother does but she's too fucked up herself to have properly taken care of me as a child, i hardly had friends as a child, and the ones I did never respected me. I'm a hateful little chud now, recently my friendships fell apart , not because of me but because of their own issues, and I don't know what to do.
But I suppose if I had to say, extremely unstable relationships with literally everyone in my life, friends, family and whatnot. I'm still bad at being emotionally stable at the age of 19. I freak out, I think my friends hate me, I don't trust them, but I can't go to them about it. The amount of shit ive gone through on my own about them, without them even knowing, is amazing. I hate being like this. Thanks mom, thanks dad, thanks Australian culture. Fuck this shithole country.