SNCA rant but i'll try to keep it short.
most of my problems come from within, as in, i am severely mentally ill and i have pretty fucked up and cynical worldviews altogheter.
Porn and BP as a whole helped me form those views, got EPI as you can expect. it was worse back then, now im more "sober"
and i what i mean by sober is, realistic. i don't deserve nothing, i don't owe anyone nothing, nobody owes me nothing either, i just have to do stuff in my own.
in detail, im just a Misanthropic cynical and Paranoid, i can't form relationships, and i have almost to no friends. im just not going too deep into it because im lazy.
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