'teens, im tired.
Every fucking day i have to listen to subhuman nigger-tier problems. It feels as if im the only normal person in a room full of autistic neurotic foids. I dont interact with women because i recognise that im ugly as dick. My friends (the people i just barely tolerate, so i appear normal) realise this, and try to fuck me over to win hecking SMV points. Being the most violent and retarded monkey nigger = being a real man apparently.
>just go le outside broI hand a person 1 dollar, he said he was gonna buy a drink. He went to the casino. He proceeds to threaten me for the rest of my money. I had 3 fucking dollars on me. Crackers cant have shit
I talk to someone. He calls the authorities for verbal abuse. It was because i made fun of Muslims, after we made fun of jews.
I go to a bar / club. Literally just get drunk and pretend youre having fun. Nobody is talking, nobody is having fun, its the illusion of something going on that keeps them there. Also the drinks are 10x the price. Also, you have to listen to the worst, most abysmal music youve ever heard, at a volume so high that your ears start ringing.
At home, 24/7 without stop i have to listen to my family. I would not wish this on anyone. Granted, theyre not abusive, i respect that. But i still have to pretend to care about problems so they can feel like a good parent / person. Constant nagging, constant questions. My uncle owns a switch 2 for gods sakes i literally live with a Soyboy
The true friends that i have made. Theyre gone. Left the city or country and they will never come back.
I pray every day to get enough money to finally move out myself. I will immediately sell my family home that i am supposed to inherit (which is never gonna happen, geg). Even my grandparents regret building this house. My mother only stayed because she had some disney like millenial view of the world "I thought it was gonna get better! You have to be positive" It wont. It never does.
One of my cousins owns a factory. Hes my favourite person because hes the only one that acts genuine, and not like a nigger trying to mate with negresses. He exploits the fuck out of his workers. Literally goycattle sallaries, half of minimum wage, overworked, paycheck arrives late, constantly replacing workers with machines etc. I used to think that was hecking le bad, but now i fully respect him after seeing the state of humanity. No one outside my lineage d
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