so i met this girl, she is a friend of a friend, one day we went to the cinema with my other 2 male friends and we got the hots for each other and spent the whole night cuddling and touching so we agreed to have a date because we liked each other and had shit in common o algo
spent the next 2 weeks preparing for it, her mom was saying she wanted to meet me and i didnt mind but she seemed pissed off by it, but i ended up seeing her via facetime anyway. the date was this tuesday, it went pretty good, we went to a bunch of places, i bought her cds and she gifted me some stuff including a pretty cool diy punk wrist band, we took a lot of photos cause we two like photography and own cameras then we went to her grandmas house and i met her granny and then we kissed and i went to my house thinking i had finally stopped being a lonely little faggot
literally not even 24 hours later i was on the other side of the country on vacation and she sends me a wall text out of nowhere saying she didnt want anything romantic or some stupid shit like that and i took it like a good little cuck who had just wasted like half his bank account (im a teen and dont work so this was just like 60? 70? something bucks) on this girl and didnt ask questions and just said ok and archived the chat
i was pissed off and i felt like shit, didnt help also that my phone broke hours later (I hadn't even had it for a week and I like it a lot), so yeah, what a way to spend new year i guess
now i am in some stupid countryside shithole with shit internet and bored and alone because i hate partying and noise and i avoid going out with my family, wondering what the fuck i did wrong and why things are going like this for me, i wonder if she actually liked me in the first place
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