im not sure if many r9kteens can relate, but i think a lot of my lack of social success and status is, to an extent, self imposed. i have been given opportunities to "ascend" in terms of status per se, but i almost always turn them down, because i dont see the costs outweighing the benefits.
<for example, recently, a (chad) classmate of mine hosted a party with upwards of 80 people in attendance. virtually everybody hes ever went to school with or been acquainted with, except for the most autistic, socially inept aryan beasts managed to receive an invite. though (You) might assume i am one of these autists judging by the fact im leaking about my life on this board, im not. while i am unattractive and a little awkward, i am fully neurotypical. i actually was offered the opportunity to go by my friend's friend that was on good terms with the host and said he could "try and get me in", but i declined. i dont care about the rampant, unrestrained hedonism and sterile socialization that happens at those sort of events. i spent the whole night alone playing postal and browsing poopjak.farty, which is the exact same thing i did instead of attending my school's dance last year. the day after, when i made the mistake of opening instagram (i only use it to talk to my normie friends if that matters), i was bombarded with photos of these normalniggers in their halloween costumes, drinks in hand and with smiles on their faces.
<i know this is going to sound pretty retarded, but i felt a sort of temporary superiority to everybody i saw in these pictures. these people, every single one of them, said yes to attending this gathering, to shuffle around a dark house until the small hours of the morning getting inebriated, listening to the top 20 nigger rap hits of the year on loop, wearing their unoriginal, half assed costumes, all smiling despite secretly despising one another, all for the sake of raising their social standing in the eyes of their similarly minded, opportunistic peers. i was given this same choice and rejected it so that i could argue about nuvariants and politics on imageboards instead. from what ive observed, the easiest way to increase social status without being physically attractive for anybody under the age of 20 (and maybe over the age of 20, im not that ancient yet), is to just become physically violent and intimidating, a hypersocial junkie or both. while it won't guara
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