№74582
I used to think like you so to justify my sadness I started inflicting pain on myself, but don’t do that because that’s retarded. What I came to realize is that everyone is suffering in one way or another and comparing your struggle to others that “have it worse” is pointless because there will always be someone that has it worse. Also, you mentioned being bullied and isolated and just brushed it off, but I think it might be a plausible reason as to why you feel like this. I know you might think it’s kind of gay, but if you have the money you could try going to a therapist, I thought it was bullraisin too but it actually helped me a lot
№74583
>>74507 (OP)i have a tranny porn addicton pls help
№74726
>>74582I don't know, I just hate myself for being so weak that I give up over small things. I don't really know how severe the bullying was, I got mocked and was heavily socially isolated but I never got beaten up or anything. I'm not gonna self harm or anything but I just feel like I'm a weak person who had everything in life and still failed
№74737
Maybe you were molested but you’re brain is blocking the memories
№74740
>>74726You didn’t fail, because you’re still here. I don’t exactly know what you struggle with, but if it’s something you can speak about to other people in real life, you should. Despite anything you might think about yourself, you haven’t failed, and you won’t fail until you stop living. Getting a bit off the Internet and speaking about your worries will help you, I wish you best man
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>>74737I've thought about, I know it happens and some things in my life do hint at it. I don't think it's either of my parents, they've never been abusive, nor do I think it would be my sister(but I suppose this one isn't as impossible, I really hope it isn't the case though), we didn't really have any family members or family friends that could've done it. I can't remember much from my childhood, I guess it could've happened from a stranger. My parents have never indicated anything happened, so who knows?