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How do you guys live with self hatred?
Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.

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Jesus saves btw
<unorigino bbc jannies love bbc

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do something in Minecraft

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Your still young nigga, change your lifestyle and stop hating yourself

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>fuck my mom
Banned for rule 1

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>>91274 (OP)
>>91305
same here, I will kill myself. I'll do it after my parents die, because i don't wanna upset them even though its their fault. There is no reason not to kill yourself and the people who try to talk you out of it are evil. I applaud the people who kill themselves young, I'll have to wait until I'm able to do it

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>>91274 (OP)
I regret wasting my teenage years and early 20s moping around and being depressed and working terrible wage slave jobs. It was a total waste of time. You should find something you like such as art, music or video game development and focus on doing that.

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>>91305
Yea I remember when I was in school I wrote notes like 2x slower then everyone else (didnt help how my handwritting and my spelling was shit too)
>>91310
I've been thinking about roping since I was 16, I just have some shit I gotta do before I die
>>91316
I've always wanted to draw but knowing my slow learning ass, it would probably take like a year to draw a face geg

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>>91318
Just watch YouTube drawing tutorials where you literally copy them step by step

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low IQ people don't know they're low IQ, they lack the capability to self reflect. surround yourself with happy people, stop associating yourself with losers. they will make you even more miserable. suicide is gay btw

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Someone tell this nigger that intelligence isnt static

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Not remembering stuff and writing slow doesn't mean you have low iq doebeit

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>>91323
>low IQ people don't know they're low IQ, they lack the capability to self reflect
Maybe im not low iq but I 100% have some type of learning disability.
>surround yourself with happy people, stop associating yourself with losers.
Everytime I tried to surround myself with happy friends they all just made me the punching bag of the friend group and just made my life more sad than it was before.

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dude why would you wanna kill cacas and civilians, you should totally go shoot some Muslims or kikes instead to fight the ZOG and great replacement

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>dude why would you wanna kill cacas and civilians, you should totally go shoot some Muslims or kikes instead to fight the ZOG and great replacement
Kys,both is bad

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>How do you guys live with self hatred?
>Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others. I am ugly, khhv, and low iq (I have problems spelling and with my handwritting even though im 19). All of these problems I cant do shit about, and it breaks my heart. I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube. One more year of this and im probably dead. Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
Adam Lanza was a pedo btw

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>>91446
I dont support him geg I just found the image funny and i dont have many jaks on my phono

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Live to lift and beat homeless niggers to death. Its the only thing keeping me going

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>>91323
motherslop

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>Play Minecraft
>Be happy

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>>Play Minecraft
>>Be happy
<original because giga doe

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>>Play Minecraft
>>Be happy
<poop and niggers dying

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Just join the army mayne

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>Play Minecraft
>Be even more miserable because Minecraft post 2015 is troonslop garbage

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>>91578
the army is for niggers. I used to consider it but everyone in the army is an asshole nigger, I wouldn't wanna be surrounded by assholes all the time. Solitude is preferable

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>>91578
>Yea bro just join the army and die for israel! Thats so hecking christpilled

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You have add

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>>91274 (OP)
>fuck my mom
We can arrange that

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>traced a failvariant of adam lanza and uses autismbabble (((looksmaxxing))) terms


JFSID

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>>91731
None of these things have anything to do with add

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>>91578
i’m probably going to end up doing this even doe i don’t give a shit about america. it’s better than being around retards in college and far superior to being around my parents

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Hey OP here. After sometime I have made the decision to hop on lexapro. I know ssri are bad o algo but I can't see myself happy without taking meds as all of my problems are unsolvable. Thanks you guys, sincerely.

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>>91979
Your brain is going to be medraped by the jews

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Kys tccpedo

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>>91274 (OP)
Same bro
Don't kys bro

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>>91274 (OP)
>How do you guys live with self hatred?

Idfk. I literally have nothing to live for and the only reason I'm still here is because I'm too much of a pussy to rope

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>>91979
bruh dont go on ssris just do nofap

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>>92085
the lexapro will make him go on nofap anyways by making his dick not work anymore

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the image looks blue-purple, but if you look at it from above it looks more purple

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You should try HRT and become a real girl

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LDAR

Sometimes I like to imagine I'm a tuff anime protagonist sigma but it's just a fleeting dream

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>>91379
gemmy idea doe

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>You should try HRT and become a real girlACKKKKKKK

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kill yourself nigga like deadass kill yourself autistic ass faggot

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nb knows you here nb likes you

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>>91274 (OP)
I'm 23. Two years from now I'm going to be 25. Do you know how fucking terrifying that is? And do you know what the worst part is? I felt a lot like you at 19. And guess what? Not much has changed in the past four years. You think you'll be dead in one years. What's more horrifying is that you can tolerate this, you can tolerate it for years because you already have. And you'll be just like me in four years.

What should you do? Save up money and move out. Force yourself to grow up. Rent a cheap apartment and work. I haven't moved out yet and I regret it. If you truly can't do anything about your pain, than kill yourself. But you won't, because you have something to lose. Something is keeping you tethered to this world, like me. So move out and force yourself to change. It's the only thing that will save me at this point, and likely the only thing that will save you.

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wtf mods report his ip to the feds

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>>93503
>What should you do?
The more you can ignore what other people are saying & doing in this world, the better off you will be.

Here is an example. I have a bad habit of playing video games. Probably, I only have this habit because we live in a world where if you're a young guy, video games are just the thing you do when you have no idea what to spend time on. Obviously, video games are just a massive waste of time, and we all know this, and most of the adults who play games probably don't even enjoy them. But because we all decided that video games, social media, and movies are just the thing you do when you don't know what else to do, we all do that. In reality, you can just stop playing games.

I think people who are considered "losers" by society often buy into the idea that they're a loser, because it's more comfortable to continue believing in the normie world view and just placing yourself at the bottom of the normie hierarchy, than to accept that the entire normie hierarchy & view of the world is just wrong, and all the adults who raised your generation had no clue what they were talking about. Once you accept that the normie world view is wrong, it means actually changing how you live. Instead of hating on social media while continuing to use it, you just stop using social media because you know it's wrong. It means having responsibility for how you live, and actually acting based on your own judgments instead of acting how you think a "loser" does according to society. Because whether you know it or not, we're all acting. Society tells us we're X kind of person, so we just try to be X kind of person

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>cant do shit about
theres your first problem

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>>93656
furthermore i mean your acting like a retard you "think" you can't do shit about when you literally can. Killing yourself over your hand writing? nigger that is one of the most retarded things i've ever heard, if you for whatever reason are insecure about that you can just practice by writing your thoughts down.
>I cant keep distracting myself with video games and true crime videos on youtube.
your right now replace that shit with something productive. your putting yourself in a cycle of self defeat; distract myself instead of getting shit done.
>Genuinely fuck my mom for bring me into this world.
stop with this retarded anti-natalist crap, its a blatant psyop conducted by the elites.
>Everyday I wake up I want to kill myself or kill others.
sometimes i want to kill myself sometimes i want to hurt others too, but I know that now is not the time, and if i did do it in a time like now it would be a waste of life because it wouldn't change anything. its like trying to break open a metal door by breaking you neck. the time for violence will come when its needed. (killing is fine but not murder)
<conclusion spacing
stop being pathetic and pull yourself up from the bootstraps nothing will get better if you dont want it to get better therefore you should change something get something done, find a goal, hell you can even do what i am doing and challenge your energy into some creative endeavor! that will sure as hell keep you from killing yourself. also about the self-hatred there isnt much you can do best you can do is beat your back with a whip and then try to make the world a better place or something.

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>>93650
Thoughtful response. I've gradually stopped playing video games this past year. All I did was replace it with TV and social media. Honestly I felt better but I want to pursue game dev so maybe I'll game again.

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>>93667
Yeah I'm also doing game dev. It never becomes easy, you just learn to be comfortable with being uncomfortable

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>>93682
have you made any games? or are you currently working on one

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>>93683
I have lots of incomplete small games. But I don't regret not completing them. I learned what I needed to learn from each project, and moved on when they stopped teaching me stuff.
> or are you currently working on one
I'm working on a huge marketing project right now with tons of animations, OCs, custom 3D models and music. The marketing project has taken me 2 months straight so far, and it will probably be 2 more months before I can start pumping out youtube shorts / tiktoks to build up an audience this way. But it's of course worth it. Making a game without putting equal effort into marketing in 2026 is suicide. Putting 4-12 months into building up a following sounds like ass but Im not even joking this is the #1 step to making sure you succeed. Everyone buys based off personality these days. Look at Toby Fox. "Oh bro it's Toby's game, Toby made this game!!!!" Yes it's dumb but you just gotta play into it. Artists who know marketing and branding and business are unstoppable, just look at jay z

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I remind myself im better then quite a lot of people,it comforts me

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Start something, get a new hobby.
Go bowling, learn to make music, etc etc and eventually you’ll meet some people that will uplift you!
You’re not a dumb person, low IQ people don’t know that they’re low IQ.

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Sorry youre a fucking retard maybe stop trying to step up to the same level as normal people as a start.



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