>>80930>geg I accidentally clicked post…about it for a while and yeah this is the best thing for me. I'll have a place to stay, food, friends, a job which can get me a car and I can start buying things, etc, etc. Then when I feel like it I can go do whatever else I want in life.
>Why did I just explain all this? It gives me a choice, I can choose where I want to go next in life. Whether that's back to college or working somewhere else that's up to me. You need to hold onto something, that just makes you think of the bigger picture up ahead in life that makes you want to fight for it.
Which will hopefully lead you to respecting yourself as a person with values and get into my final point. You are stronger and more powerful than your sister (this doesn't mean kill her nigga). I think it would be better if you thought of your sister more like a injured puppy or something. Shes just weak and frail, striking out at whatever she can to make herself feel better. She doesn't matter, what matters is you and YOUR future.
<THE END? One thing I want to point out is that next time you get into a fight, and you want to really try and fix the relationship with your sister is to go full emotional on her. Or geg next time you talk to her in private talk about how much you love her and she's your sister and that you're sorry this happened to her. Say like AND BE SERIOUS WHEN YOU SAY THIS BECAUSE THIS IS HUGE IN HER MIND "No matter how much you hate me or any of us, you're still my sister. I don't want to lose you". As gay as that sounds that will be a HUGE pill to drop on her, just stand there and look at her as you say that and try to make it as awkward as possible to burn it in her mind. Stand there crying if you have to. I know you fucking HATE your sister but just fake it, as hard as you can. Look at her as a weak puppy trying to kill itself, you can't have that can you? Or even better, just convince yourself in this next week your sister is going to kill herself then work up the courage to have a "talk" with her about how much you love her. Make sense? Do whatever it takes to get what you want.
<SCHIZO RANT OVERHonestly if you can't reconcile just do your own thing niga and get a gf and go to her house and
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