/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

Maybe suicide would relieve you of such feelings?

>>92877 (OP)
Life will either lead you in ti a bigger shit pile, or make everything easier. Depends

>the thought of having to meet someone new, learn about their interests, hobbies, meet their family and go through another talking stage again
sounds alright
>overwrite everything you knew about your ex
memory doesnt work like that + GTFO filthy sex haver

>>92950
okay maybe you have an easier time when it comes to building connections with people, thats great
>memory doesnt work like that + GTFO filthy sex haver
it wasnt meant to be taken literally, but i would have to fill all the time and brain space i would usually dedicate to one person to another its just weird to me

maybe im autistic

>>92877 (OP)
you can avoid this by never having an ex by never being in a relationship

>>93069
too late for that now innit

>>92979
sexhaver problems + larping as autistic to be quirky
verdict is gtfo

>>92877 (OP)
>>92979
I'm a gambling man.
Many people do not like what I do but I cant help it, I really cannot. They think I get some perverse pleasure from watching the dice roll, from casting them with my own sweaty palm. I will tell you no such thing is the case, in fact, a gambler feel nothing in those moments, nothing except for fear.
There will never be a day on which I will not be gambler. I might have no money but I'll still gamble. Make promises, break them just as easily. Thats why people dont trust me anymore. Waking up in a cold sweat at the party, a new post. Fear. I know I cant stop myself, but it all makes sense to me. Whenever I gamble I try to be as confident as possible.
Its a foid.