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isn't not inst
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most my online friends stop talking to me after a while after they see how sad and pathetic and unable to change i am, im 24 never had irl friends or relationships, self isolation ruined my brain, i relate to this post a lot, i don't know why i can't just let go of life, i only stay to wait and see if things change or get better (they never do) u seem so similar to me, its sad. keep holding on tho.
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>>92589 (OP)>Recently my online friend(probably the only real friend I've ever had) lost his patience with me. He told me that I'm a subhuman nigger, that I'll never change, and that I'll stay miserable until I kill myself. I don't disagree with him. He's 100% right. I want everything to end for me so badly, because I have nothing going for me. Everyone here talks about having irl friends and lovers at at least some point in their lives, yet I've never had anything, and I never will. I still don't know how to connect with 99% of other people evendoe I'm literally turning 19 in a week. My parents pulled me out of college and now for 4 months I haven't been doing anything at all. This is literally the perfect time for me to kill myself, yet I don't, despite the fact that literal trannies have no issue with it. I'm that much of a coward.
>This inst a suicide announcement because I said so
>I'm a subhuman nigger, that I'll never change>I still don't know how to connect with 99% of other peopleThis is literally just like me. Most of the people I met online drifted away from me because Iām to retarded to able to effectively communicate with them or have any substantive conversations and all the people I was talking to used the sharty.
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>>92591>i only stay to wait and see if things change or get better (they never do)it takes some initiative to change things. try before giving up at-least, then you can say its over.
>most my online friends stop talking to me after a while after they see how sad and pathetic and unable to change i amwhat kind of friends did you make? the only time thats ever happened to me was with a foid
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>>92589 (OP)Suicide is cowardly, and bitch made. You need to put effort into yourself, try to change, pray, try and put life in perspective for yourself. you look thirsty. You need some holy water.
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>>92589 (OP)19 is not old.
You have not wasted your life
or missed out on anything worthwhile.
What of it that they had lovers,
what of it that they fucked?
Have they gained any experience,
which is unique?
(((They))) just live out
their lives of hedonism,
while they can.
Let them, the future
does not belong to them.
What you must know
is what you wish for.
What is that thing?
And maybe one day when it comes,
when you will still live,
and the future has come
you can laugh, even at
(((them))).
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>>92639this is cope. You don't need to be a hedonistic retard to have friends, to have stable relationships, to be a normal person. Yes its true that you still have a lot of your life ahead at 19 but going off of what op is describing I doubt things will improve in the social sense. You don't just magically wake up at 30 and become normal, that's not how it works. This doesn't mean that you should throw away your life though, there are more things to life than friendship, seek them out and devote yourself to that. Never commit suicide
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Bro, there are so many men in your shoes. The key is to find happiness from yourself and not from others. True Male friendship and lovers are becoming rarer and rarer every year, and sometimes it seemed like they never existed except for small groups of people. Regardless, most people in this world are vicious, extremely competitive, highly selective, careless, and self interested. The goal for most men is not to derive happiness and self worth from others, but for yourself by doing things you enjoy and becoming more competent at them. Also find healthy ways to cope, rehab room made some video on good copes
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>>92589 (OP)This sounds really tough. It seems that you have overwhelmed the other person with your venting (bitching). That's ehy they called you a subhuman nigger
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dont become an hero, op
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Never kys bro. You arent weak nor a subhuman nigger. You are invited to agartha and are ayran. Your friend is just projecting unwholesome 'jartycuck.
You aren't allowed to quit either because you are in the great frens club.
Suicide isn't worth it, Ever. Nor will ever be the answer.
I've done stupid shit in my life that could have easily ended my life. Including the quitting stuff. (never do it).
You're just 19 and starting out. You do not need to rush through life such as collage. Take your time and figure things out, Everything will be okay
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>>93004bugger off glownigger
>>92940I don't think it was my bitching per se, since he did a lot of venting to me too. I think he just got tired of me in general. He has plenty of his own problems to deal with irl, and he's also pretty miserable(still way better than me socially) so I'm not that mad at him for leaving. I wish he just blocked me instead of making me cry though.
>>92860>there are more things to life than friendshipLike what. Nothing feels better than validation to me. The feeling of completing something that I've worked hard on is rarely ever as good as the praise I get from others after showing them it.
>>92591>>92592sounds similar to me. I'm going to fucking die on this site. I'm also turning 19 tomorrow, if that matters.
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>>93087Do you live in northern New Jersey?
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>>93087I'm turning 19 next month too damn..
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>>92589 (OP)Glad to hear that you are still alive
<Pic is related btw, if you remember
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Just go outside and do things. Everyone here complains about being lonely while staying inside playing video games and gooning all day, expecting friends to just walk in through the door. If you want to meet people, you will have to make a small amount of effort, go outside, do things and meet people. Sorry but whining and moaning isn't going to get you anywhere
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>>92589 (OP)>Recently my online friend(probably the only real friend I've ever had) lost his patience with me.This shit happened to me as well
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bro is 19 go eat your veggies son
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>>93101do you live in northern new jersey? originale