>>92589 (OP)19 is not old.
You have not wasted your life
or missed out on anything worthwhile.
What of it that they had lovers,
what of it that they fucked?
Have they gained any experience,
which is unique?
(((They))) just live out
their lives of hedonism,
while they can.
Let them, the future
does not belong to them.
What you must know
is what you wish for.
What is that thing?
And maybe one day when it comes,
when you will still live,
and the future has come
you can laugh, even at
(((them))).