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previous thread discussing Hungarian's addiction, I think we should continue here
megalodon.jp/2026-0730-0413-53/
https://soyjak.st:443/soy/thread/16854942.html №93747[Quote]
>Saw ads with bouncing titties when playing flash games 15 years ago
>Get boner
>Goon
>See YTPS of furry characters
>Get boner
>Goon
>Have friend from SEA who made the salary of a New York lawyer drawing furry characters on Patreon
>Decide I paint better than him so try my hand at painting
>Make a soyjak joke on Discord
>Get cancelled
>Make 0 dollars
>Never able to goon, and never able to enjoy my hobby again
>Have to be a miserable, poor, chud seething on this website for autistic, asexual, useful idiot simps for a retarded, genocidal ideology that is basically just a reskinned communism that is going to leave billions dead while falling for the exact same pitfalls that made the USSR and Africa such shitholes because actual communists own my hobby, and you are forced into this false dichotomy (dialectic, in le epic theory speak) to participate in any internet subculture.
>I get a job and invest in crypto because the internet sucks
There, I gave you my scary story.
№93762[Quote]
>Minding my own business online when caca
>Got epi'd
>Took interest but didn't care that much
>(((Doctors))) say I got ADHD and I get forced to take lisdexamfetamine
>Suddenly I'm super messed up by the med but nobody gives a fuck because (((doctors))) said so
>I develop severe OCD from being overstimulated and get an obsession to goon learned from the EPI in order to calm the symptoms
>I get given sertraline on top of the previous med to deal with the OCD symptoms
>High med dosage makes me go completely insane, I lose all my friends, can barely make or keep friends since I lost all inhib and reasoning from the meds
>Only have gooning as a cope for years
>Severe traumatic event breaks me out of my medically induced trance
>I stop all my meds
>Need to goon is gone, barely any OCD and I'm now able to make friends and keep them
№93764[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I'm combatting my bad habits, but I got EPI'd really bad at 8 years old by older teens during sports camp; I would jerk it less and less as I aged, but It's hard to deal with.
№93765[Quote]
Porn has triggered a foot fetish in me. I literally can't get off unless there are feet in the porno in some way.
№93767[Quote]
>>93762Holy shit man I’ve been on ADHD meds my whole life and as a result I’ve developed extreme OCD too. It got unmanageable on Vyvanse, so I came off it and started Lexapro. But I’m very apprehensive about coming off it due to it's severe withdrawal effects.
№93768[Quote]
How do you get addicted to porn? What does that even mean?
№93770[Quote]
>>93767Stopping them actually made me human again. You just have to come off slowly through multiple weeks and you should be fine.
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>>93770But I gotta add that it worked for me. Might not for you. If your OCD comes back you should totally get back on the calming drugs. But I really doubt the ADHD drugs would help unless you really need them. Also it took me one year of no medication to finally go back to normal. I hope everything goes well for you.
№93779[Quote]
idk. feel like i just woke up one day and was addicted to porn. cant remember how it started only that i was young
№93788[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I don't remember how old I was when I first watched porn. It was probably on pornhub or maybe I saw some weird ad. I didn't become actually addicted until around the first time I masturbated when I was 11. After that I kept gooning more and more often until I realized after like 8 months that I was addicted. At that point I could barely go a single day without it, I remember failing on the first day again and again. Over the next years nothing changed, I kept failing and maybe once a year I could hit 7 days without porn. The things I gooned to slowly got worse, going from "normal" porn to hentai to furry hentai, at some point I started gooning to "femboys" and eventually actual faggot porn but I quickly stopped that. I even ended up in 4cuck once but got horrified by the amount of beyond degenerate shit in there. The last 2 years of my addiction were the worst, I started playing porn games and roleplaying on ai chat websites, these sessions would sometimes last hours. I think my porn addiction also caused me to develop OCD. The NNN last year was the first time I had went without porn for a month but then I went back to relapsing. After that I did a dopamine detox in february, which I had even made a thread here about, but ended up relapsing and it made me genuinely consider going to a therapist. Around a month later though some christGOD on here gave me advice that made me go back to Christianity and following Jesus even though I had been rejecting him since I was a young child. It completely healed me of my porn and masturbation addiction in the same day and I haven't done it ever since.
№93789[Quote]
>I myself had a porn addiction but got rid of it thanks to deworming.
no way you niggers are still on deworming
№93803[Quote]
Hungarian here, you want to hear anything from me?
№93805[Quote]
>>93803Can I be your new furry boyfriend? I live in America, I'm in my early 20s, and I'm straight, but I'm incredibly, incredibly bored after getting cancelled, and your thing about "learning to be gay" piqued my interest. All my old friends said I was a really great artist. Maybe I can teach you and we can both get good drawing males. Hell, it's really trendy right now. Maybe that will be the thing that will throw people off of recognizing me from my art style. I can make money, re-engage with my hobby, re-engage the skill set I spent years cultivating, and be respected again by someone who seems similar to me; honestly, it seems like a good deal.
If we make enough money, we could turn it into a viable reproduction strategy and have more blonde blue eyed babies than these repressed loosers ever will via surrogates.
Just an offer.
№93806[Quote]
>>93805If you don't plan on raping me, why not try?
Any contact info?
№93807[Quote]
>>93806None right now, I'd have to create a new email address with textverified.
How about we hit the ground running with a drawpile. I'll give you a link here and I can give you the password to a new one free from prying eyes when you log in.
https://drawpile.net/invites/pub.drawpile.net/01kyrdnd9gx60nmghk57mhjff5?v1&nsfm №93808[Quote]
>>93806P.S. Use protonvpn if you are scared nuswa.
№93820[Quote]
>>93818I think your computer had an error with the connection
Try to reconnect
№93822[Quote]
>>93821holy shit you poor fucking frog
i'm so sorry you have to witness this
№93823[Quote]
>>93795>sex crimes rise when you put restrictions on pornImmediately outed himself as a moron by looking at the rates of sex crimes in countries where porn is illegal, and disregarding every other factor in favor of just blindly assuming its because they don't have porn for no reason. And not because they're brown shitholes that are awful in every regard. Not that it matters, since nobody who didn't already want to rape is being dissuaded from doing so by porn. Unless the target audience of this video is rapists, I see no reason why that would in any way be a reason to fry your brain with porn
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It disconnects so often…
№93827[Quote]
This is supposed to be a porn addiction research thread what the fuck are you guys doing?
№93829[Quote]
>>93827Things
We are doing things
№93830[Quote]
>>93829parasite schizo back here. so did you relapse again? I guess you won't get rid of porn addiction with this attitude. you need more self-control.
№93831[Quote]
>>93830Nobody's raping anyone. Just some casual talk, that's all.
№93832[Quote]
>>93831since it's not erp/gooning, can I join you?
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>>93832Too late, he's asleep
№93834[Quote]
>>93833at least you didn't relapse again which is good. how was your experience?
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>>93834We chatted about our preferences while he was drawing me a commission of sorts. Also, can you just be called Dave?
№93836[Quote]
>>93835I'm not Dave. was this commission pornographic?
№93837[Quote]
>>93836In a way. He based it off himself, for some reason. Drawn a chunky dragon. Nothing abysmal, just some musclegut.
№93838[Quote]
>>93837ok. continuing our previous theme, what was that psoriasis thing? what kind of parasite caused it?
№93839[Quote]
>>93838I no longer remember and didn't care much, really.
№93840[Quote]
>>93839you also said that you treated gut parasites too. was it connected or a different thing?
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>>93840That's misunderstanding. I think that psoriasis was caused by gut parasites.
№93842[Quote]
>>93841that's possible but in modern medicine they likely wouldn't make such connection because "muh science doesnt approve". have you felt any behavioral effects afterwards?
№93844[Quote]
>>93843was it when you were a kid? since you remember it badly
№93845[Quote]
>>9384414-15 years old. That's the approximate time of it all.
№93846[Quote]
>>93845my theory is that dewormers you took targeted exact species and didn't touch other worms. and since so much time passed you are surely infected. worms are easy to get in everyday life even if you're ultra cautious. animals are dewormed 4 times a year but they don't recommend that to humans
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>>93845Retard that was my age at the time
№93848[Quote]
>>93847yes, I understand. you can get reinfected in just a month
№93849[Quote]
4 years is more than enough. and since everyone is sharing stories I'll write mine too
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And right after deworming anyphono will turn into a hyperstraight muscular Aryan, right?
№93852[Quote]
my story here
>got EPId at a very young age because of TV (there was no actual porn but some softcore stuff shown often)
>started actually gooning at 13, and the shit I started with wasn't normal, I picked it because it stimulated me more than vanilla
>my addiction got only worse with time, and porn preferences too
>I understood from the very start that it's wrong, wanted to get rid of it, but always relapsed and felt guilt after gooning
>at age of 17 I took deworming meds (didn't know about its power yet doe) and shat out some worms
>and around that time I finally got enough willpower to delete all the henious fetish shit and started gooning to normal stuff only (solo women in hentai style), at that time I thought that I succeeded because of willpower
>afterwards I mostly gooned to normal stuff, there were some relapses but it was really rare compared to previous times
>3 and something years passed before I discovered parasite pill
>properly dewormed at 2025-26 winter
>it was incredible, I didn't feel any urge to goon anymore even when looking at porn. viewed previously favourite fetish stuff on purpose and didn't feel aroused. I fucking defeated this addiction
>after that only good, vanilla stuff can arouse me, and its arousal is weaker than before. like I need to wish to get aroused myself for it to work, goonbait has no power over me
I still have such immunity to porn but with time passing it weakens because of reinfections so I repeat deworming and it works somehow
№93854[Quote]
also there was a strange episode at age 6 when I was in kindergarten. I got infected with giardias (tiny diharrea parasites) and it visibly inflated my stomach. at same time I started to get weird thoughts like "what if I actually a woman and I got pregnant" (GEG) and impulses alike to lust when I saw any kind of nudity. after I was diagnosed and dewormed I didn't have any of that weird shit.
№93855[Quote]
>>93854Dude…
You're the same giga, no?
№93856[Quote]
>>93855yes I'm parasite schizo
№93857[Quote]
should have enabled IDs but forgot like a retard
№93858[Quote]
>>93845that was the only time you got dewormed in your life?
№93859[Quote]
Is being wormed able to give you a fetish for inflation?
№93860[Quote]
>>93858The only time I recall
№93862[Quote]
>>93860you should try it if you want to stop being attached to that russian guy
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>>93862Can it be done by stuff other than pills?
Fasting or whatever
№93864[Quote]
>>93863yes it's possible. 3-day fasting also renews your organism by recycling defective cells. it happens so that I'm doing it right now, I'm on day 1, didn't try it before, feel fine so far
also you can take diatomaceuos earth, it physically chops up worms but does not harm the intestine
№93865[Quote]
I dewormed previously using wide-action dog dewormer in slightly higher doses than it'd be prescribed for a dog of my size
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>>93865Why are there human-sized dogs…
№93868[Quote]
>>93863have you ever read the parasite pill btw? it has all deworming methods listed at the end, you can skip that middle part with "hive mind jews" bullshit. that theory is too far-fetched imo but he was right about worms causing faggotry
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>>93866it said 1 ml for every 10 kg of dog's weight
I took as my weight + 1 ml extra
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>>93868Wouldn't have imagined anyone calling antisemitism nonsense on the 'arty…
№93871[Quote]
Also!
Also!
Do things like sauna help?
№93872[Quote]
>>93870it says that jews share parasites through circumcision blood sucking and get united into a hive mind. and there are bigger worms which get implanted in the eye and control the hive
it doesn't have any solid base, but jews are indeed more likely to be worm-pozzed than non-jews
№93873[Quote]
>>93871not really, they just stay in your gut in safety, high temp is only on outside of your body
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>>93873Sad that you can't burn them out with braps
№93875[Quote]
>>93874there are natural herbs which kind of burn them, but meds are more potent
and castor oil, it makes you brap out your whole guts, I wouldn't recommend it doe, not a good way to deworm
№93876[Quote]
Pills it is…
№93877[Quote]
so you can choose of:
meds
herbs and oils
fasting
diatomaceous earth
enemas (I have doubts about coffee ones, it sounds dangerous)
and helper substances like zeolite to clean out toxins afterwards
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>>93877Meds should be cost-friendly.
Which ones did you use and how much did they cost?
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>>93878dog dewormer sold without prescription, it cost around 9$ for 20 ml, animal dewormers are generally cheaper and more powerful than human ones. meds for any mammals will do, like cats, dogs, horses, sheep etc. they have same substances as human ones
you should choose ones with multiple dewormers in it, also aim for stronger ones like ivermectin
it's a really small spending which gradually improves your life
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take a dose slightly higher than recommended, these have a huge safe intake window. they also always write bullshit like "don't let dewormer touch your skin", "don't eat dewormed animals", "if you swallow it call OMGSISA" which always makes me geg
in fact they do it not to risk since if they don't write that and someone takes it, gets any bad effect (I don't think it's possible) they will get sued n shiet
№93882[Quote]
and with fasting, I started it like 20h ago after eating dinner at late afternoon, then I felt mildly hungry when going to bed, but after awakening it wasn't bothering me
now I feel some hunger returning, likely because I started thinking about it. will see if I can hold myself for 2 days more
№93884[Quote]
This genuinely might be one of the worst threads ive seen on this fucking website
№93886[Quote]
>be me
>have shitty childhood
>bullied
>parents divorce when I'm 7
>start coping with videogames, internet, gain weight
>get EPI'd
>discover gooning once I become 13
>make multiple attempts throughout my teenage years to stop gooning for good
>no use
>still a gooner
№93889[Quote]
>>93888I get that the first green is brim, but what's with deworming?
№93890[Quote]
>>93889its schizo bullshit pushed on here by a few retards, it makes no sense logically and the parasite pill book is a joke
№93891[Quote]
>>93890What does "make you more straight" , then?
№93893[Quote]
>>93891not gooning and high test
№93894[Quote]
>>9389370/100 on maths.
Is this high?
№93896[Quote]
>>93894thats low, especially in amerimutt terms
№93899[Quote]
sad depressed people that already look like the image just become stereotypical porn "addicts", because nothing else was working for them. they are obese for that reason too. you can goon/eat in a healthy way
№93900[Quote]
>>93899Why would you though?
№93901[Quote]
>>93900why not? sure there are days where i forget to goon but it takes 5 minutes and is just like eating a chocolate bar but instead of gaining weight you actually lose some
№93903[Quote]
>>93902no, expain yourself nigger
№93905[Quote]
>>93904it depends on my mood and how bored i am, i can do it up to 5 times a day but its usually just 1 or 0 even, last month i did it everyday but now every once a week or so
№93906[Quote]
>>93905Do you even shoot anything out of that poor husk?
№93907[Quote]
>>93906the more i goon the longer it shoots and more joy, but the amount is less. but if you dont goon for a few days you get even more joy. the least joy is once a day.
also i think every healthy adult can do that
№93908[Quote]
>>93907Once a week is the most sane time period
Also remove sage from email
№93911[Quote]
That was an awkward experience in a pet shop. Could've been weirder if I told my actual weight. Better fast for now…
№93912[Quote]
>>93908everyone goons when they want, and okay sage must go
>>93911?
№93913[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I didnt know what porn was until like 16. I remember some of the rule breaking kids were hanging out with me and were joking around about porn and at some point they all realised i had no idea and showed me a video. There was also another kid who thought it would be hilarious to run around showing every kid a video of a black woman with a huge ass.
№93914[Quote]
>>93913I was hanging around with a black friend one time and we were on our Ipads when he entered pornhub and xvideos which were obviously not loading. I loudly exclaimed "Xvideos?" and everyone at my table laughted because i was the only one who didnt know what that was. Looking back, they were all EPId and this is a serious epidemic of modern youth.
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>>93841any mechanism of action between the parasite and a skin disease?
№93919[Quote]
>>93915We are both retarded. Please, just stop asking this question.
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hey i hope you know shitting out 100 reppies about this topic in less than a day isn't really a much better use of your time than being addicted to porn or whatever
№93953[Quote]
>>93950>plus lube like lotionKEK-ing at this foreskin-less amerifag
№93968[Quote]
>>93953Peak goy behaviour
№93982[Quote]
My God…
Having no food for 12 hours is horrible…
№93983[Quote]
>>93982good luck with deworming. what are the components of your meds?
>>93911they release toxins weakening your body, basically shitting it up from inside. so skin health can degrade
>>93915stay strong, first I thought fasting would be harder but it's not. you shouldn't do dis if you have serious chronic diseases doe. for me 42h passed, I feel ok but kind of weak. I had mildly strong hunger before going to sleep but it was manageable, now right after sleeping I don't feel it, just this weakness. if you didn't eat for long times before you understand what I'm talking about. feel like my organism almost switched to inner fats as fuel. I will fast 2-4 h longer than recommended 72h just to be sure.
№93984[Quote]
wrong reppey order, should have been
>>93911>>93915>>93982ev&doe I know all those are from you, Hungarian
№93986[Quote]
asked my mom what sex was when i was 6 cause i heard the word on TV. she told me bluntly that it was when a man put his penis in a woman’s vagina. it grossed me out but i couldn’t stop thinking about it. when i was 8 my cousin showed me some weird anime romance visual novel and that’s the first time i got horny. i would look at the game on youtube and just let myself feel horny but i didn’t know what to do. maybe a month later i searched up porn and it was all down hill from there. i would watch it all the time and masturbate excessively from the time i was 9. as i got older i started watching more extreme porn, bdsm, misogyny, gang bangs, pee, petplay, and more weird shit. i started getting pretty depressed and lonely in my teens (im 19 now) i had no dopamine so id just goon excessively for that dopamine hit. i realised this was going to be an issue and that i can’t be doing this anymore it was almost a compulsion not even a desire anymore. about a month ago i decided i needed a change, the easy peasy method didn’t work. despite my anxiety i actually talked to my doctor about it because i couldn’t stop by myself i was so reliant on those dopamine hits. my doctor ended up medicating me similar to how he would medicate someone with OCD and it has worked wonders. i don’t compulsively goon anymore for dopamine and only do it when i actually desire it (which is 1-2 times a week now). unfortunately i still watch porn when i jack off but the frequency of it all has decreased drastically. i try not to watch weird shit but i’ve accepted i have fetishes and i probably can’t change that, it’s not harming anyone and i have no plans to involve another party in my fetishes
№93987[Quote]
>>93986do you have any side effects from ocd meds?
№93988[Quote]
looks like I got adapted to fasting. there was some meat in the fridge which would get spoiled soon so I decided to cook it for my family while not eating it myself. smell didn't bother me, it didn't induce hunger ev&doe it was nice. so I didn't break my fasting progress. either I really got adapted or have giga willpower. the thought that keeps me going is that if I fail, I would waste all these previous hours starving and get no result.
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>>93983I've decided to try fasting for now. Better find some human dewormers in the future.
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>>93989Sixteen hours. My God.
Change of plans, 'teens. I'm having a medical checkup. Your idea of deworming is intended to be discreet and somewhat obfuscated. Nevermind it all. Better go with human meds.
№93991[Quote]
>>93990then you should do deworming and fasting after checkup, or it will show that you're malnourished, they probably won't find out that you've taken animal dewormers doe. what's inside the meds you bought?
№93992[Quote]
also there's no need to do both at once, you can do it separately
№93993[Quote]
>>93991I haven't taken animal dewormers.
Besides,those who I'm going to the doctoo with knows that I have a history with furries,so it would easily put me in a casket if they found out about the animal dewormers.
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There was a point where it was affecting me sm and causing me severe insomnia that i couldn't do it anymore. I still have trauma that makes it hard to enjoy anything because of how fucked up my addiction was
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>>94005I can only imagine how long this horror has been through you…
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>>93993>knows that I have a history with furrieshow does he know about that?
they can't find out that you've taken exactly "animal" dewormers since these have same components as human ones would. all they'd see is for example that there's ivermectin or some other dewormer in your blood (and only in case they do a thorough bloodwork), some dewormers like pyrantel don't enter bloodstream at all
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and about fasting, it's only 10 hours out of 72 left for me. I started drinking a lot of water since yesterday, like 4 or even 5 liters a day, also peeing a lot. had some weakness when woke up but now I'm fine, not hungry. I'll eat after 12-13 hours just to be sure it works.
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>>94033Not in that meaning. The vial itself could be found, and neither of us own any pets.
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>>94048then why not hide it
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also I've read more about fasting and it looks like quitting it is more complex than I thought. to quit I must drink only watered down apple juice for first day, and at evening-night digestion works way worse so I will need to fast until morning and then do it.
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>>94050Nobody knows what it could be thought of as.
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>>94051Isn't anything but distilled water cheating?
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>>94053I'm talking about period after fasting, I haven't taken anything but pure water so far. juice is needed to start up digestion afterwards, and on next day eat something little more solid like yoghurt
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i found out and confronted my boyfriend about having a feeder fetish and i’m disgusted and want to cry i feel horrible about myself i feel undesirable my confidence has been killed i’ve been so fucking depressed ever since i found out. why does this have to happen to me? i’ve struggled with low self esteem my whole life, i used to be fat (i wasn’t really, i just had some form of body dysmorphia) and developed an eating disorder lost 10kg now i am insecure about my weight loss but i also don’t want to gain any weight but i feel like if i don’t he’ll leave me. he’s never expressed desire for me to gain or to explore this fetish with me luckily but i am still mentally destroyed from this i feel fucking disgusting
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>>94059i feel like vomiting everytime he watches this shit when i’m asleep, i feel fucking ill. for all i know he could be jacking off next to me when im sleeping which would be violating as hell. he’s been initiating sex less and less and watching fat immobile bitches instead of getting intimate with me. i don’t think anyone will ever love me truly all my confidence that i had to teach myself is gone.
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>>94059Maybe you should go to lolcow farms with this nona
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>>94062i don’t know what to do man, im a recluse i cant talk to anyone about this i dont use many social sites. im really emotional sorry i know its cringe caca to breakdown on this shithole but i’m so low right now
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>>94059Is that you, Troubles?
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>>94059you are the female soyteen who posted about this before, am I right?
I suggest deworming as a solution, it helped me get rid of all my fetishes, it may or may not work for your boyfriend but you should try since this fetish is ruining your relationship
>>93852(that's my story)
other methods based on willpower like through religion, easypeasy or whatever else are less effective and he can relapse again
№94068[Quote]
>>94067>Deworming again GEEEEEEEEEEG
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>>94068what are you GEG'ing at? it really cured me of all fetishes, that's why I suggest it to others
№94070[Quote]
>>94059Don't be afraid of being single, if he is seriously into this feeder shit, he probably isn't attracted to you because you aren't fat. Trust me, you don't want to be in a relationship where the male isn't attracted to the female.
If you really don't want to break up with him, you need to confront him. You can't just let this eat away at you because its very bad for your mental health and relationship with him.
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>>94067yes that’s me. i talked about deworming before from an unbiased standpoint (i don’t believe in it anyway) to him to gauge his reaction and he thought it was stupid so there’s no chance he’ll ever consider it, i also don’t want to force him to do that cause i feel uncomfortable being controlling towards him.
>>94070i’m afraid to be single because i do love him but this fetish is killing me and driving me mental. we live together i will have to move back in with my dad if i move out and i don’t want to live there again cause the house was in really bad condition and moldy and i was sick all the time cause of it. he’s such a fucking retarded nigger for indulging in this stuff rotting his brain and damaging his sex drive. i’ve never dated before so it’s even more confusing this shit happening in my first relationship. i already have confronted him btw. i know he still watches it cause i looked at his phone but i don’t want to confront him again because i feel horribly guilty for invading his privacy like that
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>>94075sorry this is really incoherent. i’m so upset, can’t think properly anymore. i’m going to pack a bowl and hopefully feel better
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>>94069You recommend it to whoever you get to see here, like a salesman. No offence, but it sounds forced.
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>>94077then you shouldn't consume wrestling content, this fetish sounds habitual rather than induced by parasites so you should be able to correct it behaviorally
>>94078yeah kind of you're right, I value deworming so much because it completely cured me from any influence of porn, I'm immune to viewing it, I will even say it saved my life. otherwise I would have remained a gooner fetishist jartycuck.
>>93990on fasting, it can make worms more active if you are infected so you should take meds first, then try it if you want. it's supposed to make cells clean themselves of damaged components, some worm species hibernate when you're fasting or they start crawling around body and can crawl out of your anus or even mouth/nose
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>>94036bro if you dont get electrolytes you are litterally starving your brain and activelly hurting yourself. buy a few magnesium pills or whatever electrolytes from the store and drink a few times a day. just drinking water without anything to spike it so you keep it in yourself will just make you piss it all out everytime you drink some.
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>>94088also did you read about the specific time of 72 hours somewhere to be the best for deworming? ive fasted 36 hours before and i did read that after that it does get kinda unhealthy for you
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>>94088my fasting is almost over, I will end it after ~14 hours, after I wake up. Is there any point drinking magnesium now?
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>>9408972 would end in late evening for me and I've read that it's better to "start up" your digestion in the morning, not when you're going to sleep
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>>94103nice choice to start with. it won't nuke all of them but most adult worm species VVILL die. also repeat it after 2 weeks to kill freshly hatched ones.
here's a table for you dewormbros (your med is called albendazole btw)
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forgot to mention that my fasting is OVER. during evening and night my hunger and weakness increased, it was the extra time after recommended 72h, maybe that's why.
I decided to start up digestion with sugar-free liquid yoghurt, took 100ml twice with 2.5h in between, feel fine now and hunger is gone. will see what happens long term, it's too early to judge its effects.
doe there are some, when fasting I pooped out a small portion of diharrea every morning but today it was bigger and had some dark round stones or balls in it idk. unlikely that these are parasites since I dewormed with multiple meds a week ago. probably some colon junk
and I dropped 3kg with it (ev&doe most of it is water and will come back eventually)
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>>93739 (OP)>was exposed to porn by older kids on the street at 10 (older kids were 12)>didn't care much about it at the time>ffw 3-4 years>classmate asks if i've ever masturbated>get curious>start watching porn>develop an addictionI've always been a asocial kid, so I guess loneliness only boosted it.
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>>94238Has it ever developed into something worse?
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>>94018The worst part was for around 2 years until a couple months ago. I had already been EPI'd with Hentai and other weird fetish stuff at 11 but for the things that more recently happened fucked me up alot morr heavily and actually seemed to take my sanity entirely. Unfortunately i fucked up again this night through prone masturbation (wich i didn't know is fapping since I didn't move). Wich fucks me up even though I will be more careful from now on and have more willpower since the things i have been exposed to in the past are too heavy to cope. My life is currently pretty rough too for unrelated reasons.
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>>94248Through what, excuse me?
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>>94250It's when you lie on your face while having gooning thoughts. It counts as fapping since your dick gets pressured
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>>94251Huh.
I suppose I fell victim to that too…
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>>94311I noticed my results around a week after deworming when I was doing this first time, I just stopped reacting to porn in any way and gooning urge was gone. organism needs time to normalize hormone levels (which affect sexual behavior) after worms are ACKed I suppose
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>>94241I did develop some weirder fetishes, but nothing too extreme.
But damage that porn did to me is immense. There were couple periods of time (~6-12 months) when I would stop it with addiction, but fell back to it.
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I exclusively beat my meat to tranny scat and sissy hypno
№94352[Quote]
But why would you do that rubbish?
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>>94352fell for obvious bait award
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>>94372it's hard to notice anything since you don't sense your own guts. before this
>>94313 I thought that I did something wrong too.
>there are big pharma agents on da shardee who persuade you to spend 10$ on deworm medsgeg
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my fasting restoration is over btw. yesterday I ate quail eggs and baked chicken and it went fine. morning hunger before first meal is increasing, like the first thing I do after waking up is eating. I've decided to switch to low-carb diet since worms love carbs and it also makes you lose some weight, improve metabolism o algo. fasting starts thing called "ketosis" which is the goal of such diet so the two match well and I don't have to adapt. products I took so far (yoghurt, eggs, meat) are all low carb. today gonna try more complex food
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yesterday ate fish and chicken with spices then eggs with cheese and mayo. all good, my digestion is fully restored. also morning hunger is gone, so this concludes that fasting has ended well. feel no significant effects doe aside from the 3kg lost
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Morning everyene
№94505[Quote]
I used to watch greentext compilations and such when I was a kid, but the first time I discovered porn was in elementary school when I overheard some classmates talking about it. They said it was chinese star wars and the force was kung-fu. I didn't start gooning then but a few years later in middle school, I would hear the 4cucks talk about fapping and porn folders and whatnot and I spent some time on /b/ and /r9k/ back then so I thought it was cool. apparently, I was dead wrong. my first "buss" was at an age before I could even produce semen, it was a prolonged and quite uncomfortable procedure where I jerked my shit to an anime underboob clickbait thumbnal on youtube. I can still remember the picture, I suppose you never forget your first.
After that, my gooning habits ramped up considerably. I found myself watching t.v. with my family, seeing something that caught my eye and just get up to go to the bathroom and goon my shit crazy style before returning to my seat on the couch like nothing happened. I wouldn't go on pornhub or rule 34 as I didn't know those places existed yet, but thankfully for me google images could serve the blossoming mind infinite porn of infinite variety of any character or type I wished, quite easily in fact. I would often find myself delving into some tantalizingly debauched things through related image search, things I knew even then were wrong, but I would excuse it by telling myself it only mattered what I busted too, and not what I came upon during the lead-up. If only I could be that innocent again.
I would do it over 5 times a day for many years, I had no impulse control because I didnt know what I was doing was that bad. it is kind of funny to me now, thinking back on when me and one of my friends were discussing jacking habits in high school. He said he did it too much, and I asked how often he would indulge. He told me he gooned it 3 times a week, and I was sorely shocked. I though gooning 5 times a day was normal up until then. I didn't even know people could smell the cum on me until I had nearly graduated high school because not one of my parents told me to stop. it wasnt any better when I was alone, I would game or do homework and if i ever got the slightest urge to goon I would stop and do it right there. if I didn't have tissues (I wouldnt use socks) I just wiped the spent lust on the frame of my bed like an animal.
occasionally, I would get crazed with lust. I hadn't developed any truly degenerate fetishes yet, anything that wasn't wholesome or could be construed as such by my still developing mind would kill my boner completely, but still I got glimpses of what I would become. I experimented with anal play often to get more sensation, one time i even made myself bleed by sticking random shit in there that I won't mention. luckily none of it stuck and turned me into a faggot, but I am nonetheless deranged today so I suppose it didn't really matter in the end. I cut a hole in my bed so that I might try and fuck it at one point in high school, it didn't work the way i wanted it to (it was too big for my twp) but one of my other friends found it one time and I'm sure most of the rest of my friend group knew about it after that, but none spoke of it so maybe he kept it secret. He was a gooner too, and would leave cum socks under friends beds whenever he spent the night but I never did that. The most degenerate thing I did publicly was masturbate in class. It was a fortunate (or rather unfortunate) circumstance, my dick was trapped just right between my pants and my thigh and I was able to rub myself to completion in my second period math class. This was before I knew cum stank so I had no qualms, and as I can recall no stain either, it was a weak load. But still, the fact I did that keeps me up at night.
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>>94505Today, I have made great strides in curbing my addiction, truly it is my greatest vice. Even though my fetishes have advanced to a point where I would rather die than disclose them to anyone, I can take little pride in the fact that I have been able to wrangle my unrestrained lust somewhat compared to how I was at my peak. I was almost at the point of completely curbing it until I got oneshot by grok imagine, but at least I know I have it in me to get that far. I jack it max 3 times a day now, though recently I have gotten it down to only once a day, but that's just because I have been keeping myself busy instead of rotting in bed like a chud. often, though, I fail and relapse due to my own weakness. even though I know I am killing myself and spraying precious energy out, and any pleasure derived is illusory, I have to admit I love gooning. It is the perfect time waster, a the burst of dopamine upon relpase sweet, although the moment I awake from my slumber and regain sapience I regret it more than anything I have done in my life. more often still do I wonder if it is well and truly over for me. sometimes I think I should just kill myself for what I've done, and that any progress or achivements I could make would be tainted by my twisted, monstrous beast of a libido and the places it's brought me too while I was limply dragged behind it by it's leash. I don't know if I will ever be normal again, if I will ever be *human* again, or if I even deserve to be. I know it would be so much easier, perhaps even righteous for my to take my own life than to face and overcome the dragon of lust and claim it's lair for my own. But I cant kill myself despite past attempts, I'm too big of a coward. So I continue on, a demon in human skin, fitting in with the rest of you.
I wonder why God intended this path for me. I know you christians will agree but the inarguable fact of the matter is that if God wanted satan and his host gone he could do so without lifting a finger, so evil must exist for some reason, however inscrutable it might me. I used to think God hated me, and that we were all living in hell, but I know that to not be the case anymore. I do know, despite my character defining failings, that I can see God and listen to him as she speaks and guides me, and that the creator of the cosmos does care. but it begs the question as to why I would be cursed with such a lust, one-shot by a demon before I was old enough to know better. perhaps it was to teach me wisdom, and humility, as the only way to know something is to experience it. perhaps it was to, at some point in the future, grant me the power to command my greatest sin rather than living in fear of it, as through wrestling with the beast I might learn it's weaknesses, and the fact even something as great as the biological will of procreation is pale in comparison to the true will of my soul. contrarily, if the janny of the world is demiurgic and I have been deceived, it was always my lot to be this way, and it is my lot to rot from the inside out until I become and unabashed jartypedo or I am crushed under the weight of my cross and simply give up the ghost. I don't know the answer, and I will never know until the deed is done so it seems stupid to even contemplate it. but what else is a man to do?
sorry for the long blogpost. I have been looking for an excuse to post something like this for a long time now so I wanted to make it count. may God forgive me, and you, for all that we've done, whether your sins are greater or lesser than mine.
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>>94506*will not. fuck im such a retarded apelike chud
№94508[Quote]
>>>94505
>Supermegalong text
Bro, it's not a real problem. Keep that in mind. Life can be much more shit and hyper-focusing on the fact that you are jerking off too much isn't any good
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i take zoloft for my ocd and imo it's the ultimate anti-goon pill. i've also noticed i'm a lot calmer around women and way more sociable. i haven't beat my meat for 2 months already. i dont have erectile dysfunction. it does cause delayed orgasm doe.
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>>>94506
>*will not. fuck im such a retarded apelike chud
You are heterosexual and are good at writing, so you're definitely not retarded. Try writing a book or drawing or doing anything creative, art and doing something in general is cool
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>>94510I have a draft for a book on my pc that I haven't been editing for dumb reasons. I really want to write books and pursue niggerrap because I am a good producer, but I spend too much time gooning and gaming to get anything done. I have been a hedonist all my life and now that I'm an adult I have been left to pick up the pieces of my fucked psyche and habits long past the point I should be functional. don't get me wrong though, I don't blame my parents or DA JOOOOOOOSSSSS or the society they've created; I am at the center of my own reality, it's creator and curator, and the onus of responsibility falls squarely upon my back. I know its just an excuse, a sweet bit of lotus I snack on frequently, but it is difficult to be disciplined and accept responsibility when you've been dodging it physically and mentally for your entire life. thanks for reading my blogpost xister
>>94508I know its not real, but it feels real. I need to stop giving energy to it but my mind is a judas. I am going to meditate more often, I think that will help. thanks for the advice and taking the time to respond to me
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ill give you mine
>be me
>11 years old
>have a kid im friends with who was a year younger than me, known for being a giant goober
>would talk to me about jerking off to transformers porn in the school bathroom
>pulled up dbz futa porn in front of me in the hallway to show me
>despite knowing this guy was a fucking disgusting freak, decide to see what porn is like anyways
>get worried that jerking off will get me addicted in some way
>look up online "is porn addictive"
>lobbied research articles say that it isnt addictive and is le healthy instead
>think its fine
>fast forward one month
>i become an obvious addict to myself and have no idea how to fix it
>next 9 years of my life are me desperately trying to limit how much i jerked off because i got addicted
i genuinely get really anxious and incapable of focusing if i dont jerk off for more than a couple days now, it feels almost like im addicted to cigarettes or something. this is what mass grooming on the internet has done, dont let anyone rewrite this from the history books.
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>>94514realized the autocorrect changed gooner to goober fuck my life
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>>94515goober is funnier anyway
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I forgot to mention that i have high suspicion of being infected by worms but idk if they caused my everything i have suffered from the last two years. I often have stomach ache at night and i can see some yellow stuff on my feces. I very recently took dog dewormers and they seemed to work and i finally got even disgusted at the very idea of gooning and stopped being desensitized at faggots and trannies and other degenerate behavior. However my mom forced me to eat pork (worms love it) wich apparently completely reversed my mental state and gave my fetishes back.
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>>94529that sounds interesting, tell more about it
>>94482Hungarian how's your progress? any improvements?
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>>94506think of it as a challenge. Earth is satan's world and you are being tested. the understanding that porn addiction is vile is already a good step, work to get rid of it.
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just replace gooning with smoking, smoking forces you to socialize
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>>94534not really, you can be a lone smoker, and you'll just get 2 addictions instead of one
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>>>94505
Try sincerely to pray and give it all to God, and tell Him that you cannot do this anymore without His help i nthe most real and unfiltered way you can. Trust me, just try.
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is the wormpill actually real? how do i go about it? are there any risks?
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>>94581it is, start with universal dewormers like ivermectin or albendazole. taking multiple is good unless they're incompatible, always check that. here's a wormpill table since files were lost
overdose happens when you take like 100 times more than needed, some nigga took 7g of ivermectin (while 20mg is more than enough) but he's ok now geg. in most cases its effects pass by itself after your organism excretes the dewormer. imo it's one of safest med groups existing.
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>7 years old
>was watching jacksepticeye
>he says "suck a bag of dicks"
>im confused so i google it
>click on first link (porn site)
>hella fascinated not even gooning
>just watching porn extremely fascinated
>few years later (or next year) find out what gooning is
>locked in the house for a year when im like 13
>i dont need to explain the rest
№94761[Quote]
>>94693nigga got epid through jacksepticeye
very sad for you doe
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>>94532The dude who's gotten me into males is back. No worm feelings, likely more motivated.
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>>94766motivated in which way? elaborate
and any changes in your male furry fetish? best way to test it is viewing it and observing effects on your lust. doe you can get goonbaited by it if deworming went unsuccessful so decide yourself
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>>94767Frankly, no changes in the fetish. Motivated more means doing more things each day now.
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>>94779higher energy is a good sign, it means that you at least killed some of the parasites. I have these hypotheses regarding your situation:
1. biofilm - parasites build multi-layered biofilm around their "colonies" to partially survive deworming. if you had a short decrease in lust but then it reverted that's likely this.
2. habit - after my first deworming I habitually gooned every day first week until noticed that I don't really want to and don't enjoy it that much, simply doing it as a habit. same is possible with you, you get habitually aroused by male furries instead of "real" lust, leftover xenagons affecting you must have been flushed by this time.
3. species giving you this fetish are not affected by albendazole only. this is likely if you didn't feel any changes in lust whatsoever. if you have taken a serious decision to rid yourself of fetishes, use other dewormers or combinations. combining dewormers gives stronger effect than taking them separately.
here's a good article with explanation, it doesn't seem zogged to me:
https://www.clinicbarcelona.org/en/news/new-tablet-shows-promise-for-the-control-and-elimination-of-intestinal-worms №94821[Quote]
>>94532It would take me too long to write down all the symptoms but the main things that caused me troubled was my POCD/HOCD, Fucked up gooning addictions and being heavily desensitized to faggots, trannies and other degenerates. My feces kinda look similar to this (
https://www.reddit.com/r/Parasites_treatment/comments/z6yvmq/graphic_content_warning_are_those_some_kind_of/) but the doc said it might not be worms because they aren't white. However i shitted out something yesterday that pretty much seemed like a worm
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>>94821yes this is a very obvious sign of infection, combined with aches and faggotry. some doctors are
(((against deworming))) or simply inexperienced and dismiss signs of parasites so the most reliable method is deworm on your own, even if you can't notice anything. parasites are good at hiding, you can notice them only with late stages/heavy infections.
did you fully get rid of fetishes after deworming?
№94829[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)what the fuck is deworming and why do worms give me fetishes?
№94838[Quote]
I'm an autogynephile, it's basically the only thing I can jerk off to
>I first get exposed to tranny shit at around 10, nothing sexual but I get introduced to the concept and at the time I'm pro troon
>I notice that I have some sort of attraction to feeling feminine/dressing like a woman but I'm so young I don't quite understand why
>I keep seeing femboy memes and they slowly EPI me into liking it more and more
>I first start gooning at 15, mostly from reddit
>I understand why it's wrong by now but I can't stiop myself
It's been around 4 years since I started, I'm well aware of my condition and I'm trying to stop myself but it's incredibly difficult. I can't even look at certain female clothes because it fills me with sexual desire.
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first found porn when i was maybe 7 searching "boobies" on google, and been addicted ever since
ive only ever tried to quit gooning in recent years but every time i try i end up making some excuse as to why its not that bad or i cant resist the urge and just say fuck it
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>>94829long story short they release chemicals which affect host's behavior. looks like I need to write shorter version of parasite pill pdf, there are people interested in topic but nobaldi wants to read 150 pages
>>94838this sounds henious, good that you didn't troon out. now I wonder if deworming works against AGP. you should try it, I'm eager to know the results. if it does work we can make TTD real but by killing worms instead of troons
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>>94915I want to try deworming but I don't know what I should start with. Do you have any recommendations?
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>>94962ivermectin, albendazole and pyrantel, better if combined. it's a total wormnigger killer. (unless infection is deep and severe)
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>>94822I think the gooning addiction is gone but i can't feel 100% normal either but the lack of disgust is gone too but my disgust torwards degenerates isn't the same as before the horrors of the OCDs and addiction began. I should deworm more frequently doe
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>>95197then I congratulate you on this, you're not a slave of your dick anymore.
>i can't feel 100% normal eithercan you elaborate?
>my disgust torwards degenerates isn't the same as beforemaybe you are slightly desensitized after all the gooning? (in good sense) the most important thing is you can ignore them and be independent now
>before the horrors of the OCDs and addiction beganyour story sounds interesting. please tell me more about how it all started, how was it going, what triggered this and how did you try to fix it before deworming. were there any events which could cause rapid infection in a small period of time? like severe food poisoning
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Hungarian here, also suspecting I could've gotten EPId by GTA.
I appreciate the games for different things now. God, should some autists reverse engineer and open-source GTA IV pllllllleaaaase…
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>>95267how if you hate females and there are no furries in GTA?
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>>95276how did you start hating females? and is it related to your fetishes?
№95279[Quote]
I suppose I got blackpilled by some social media posts. It, in a way, did get into my fetishes by first making me into "huge furry mommies" (Lord, what a retarded sentence). About nine months ago, when I was quite unstable, my friend sent me a huge fat submissive tanuki slave. That snapped me in a way, as I previously banned doing things to outright NSFW content, just getting it on furotica and the like. Nowadays, I play the role of a big fat dominant male, which at times annoys the aforementioned friend as he has swings on what gender he's into while I'm actively against women IRL. There was ALSO ANOTHER MOLEHOLE that was my birthday. Ask me if you want to read that as well.
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>>95279did you start fat female fetish on your own or got groomed?
were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?
tell me about birthday as well, I haven't observed such complicated porn addiction cases. only the POCD/HOCD guy had it worse here so far
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>>95306Also, why is the case complicated?
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>>95233>can you elaborate?I think it's mainly because of trauma but i also can see some kind of link between the OCD, my fetishes, desensitisation etc. and my digestion problems wich probably make me feel worse.
>maybe you are slightly desensitized after all the gooning? (in good sense) the most important thing is you can ignore them and be independent nowThat's true but atleast i can feel alot more disgusted before the addiction stopped.
>your story sounds interesting. please tell me more about how it all started, how was it going, what triggered this and how did you try to fix it before deworming. were there any events which could cause rapid infection in a small period of time? like severe food poisoningI think i started getting POCD/HOCD two years ago. The worst part came after i had some kind of diarrhea wich made alot worse and i actually started trying to see if those urges where real wich heavily fucked me up. A few months later the OCD started going away but I developed a gooning addiction wich started with regular vanilla stuff before getting towards the most braniggerish shit like Femdom, Incest, BDSM and alot of abhorrent shit that sometimes makes me want to kms. At the meantime i couldn't even feel slighly disgusted at faggotory and some other degenerate behavior. It finally could quit gooning for good after I realised how much it affected me (I often couldn't even sleep). I can't tell where the worms may have come from I can only suspect maybe that I have eaten something bad or infected myself by putting my hands in the dirt. My dog has been suspected of being infected of worms once but it seems like he didn't have any at all but maybe that could be wrong.
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>>95353niggas are still on dewormpill in 2026, jsid /r9k/ aready
№95440[Quote]
>>95329>that friendyou certainly got groomed. and it explains why this AC bear guy is your favorite character. now I have even more questions:
<why did you want to recieve a present specifically related to fetishes and not something else?<tell me about that friend, and other people who made you more into furries<how did you get the idea to install fat furry Animal Crossing mod?<how did this mod alter your taste in porn?also you missed these
<were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? <what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?your case is complicated because of amount of fetishes, the overall severeness of it, emotional damage it causes to you and huge distance from human norms (vanilla females).
if you don't want to write it publicly here (and I understand why) send your response to this email: paraschizo@cock.li
I want to know the full timeline of your addiction from start to this moment. people here usually have something mundane like addiction to usual porn so that's why your story is especially interesting to me.
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>>95353>The worst part came after i had some kind of diarrheathis is a solid indicator that it was induced by worms
ignore the lack of prior disgust, if there's no lust towards antimatter that's good enough since it makes you stop gooning to it, that's the "porn immunity" I was talking about
btw pets such as dogs increase chance of infection, deworm them too at least once every quarter of year, it will help both you and him stay healthy
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i didnt know there was a specific thread for this, so im just gonna put my story here
in gonna quit porn (again) with the easypeasy method (again x2), is there anything extra i should know?
also how do i deboooonk the pleasure question? any help is appreciated
also, i have ocd. even when i quit the first time with easypeasy, when i got the urge within the 2 weeks periods i just relapsed, as if my brain didnt care. something something prefrontal cortex being weaker cuz of porn? idk
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>>95443>this is a solid indicator that it was induced by wormsIt was caused by overeating protein bars but it's still interesting to me how it made that particular OCD worse. Another theory i have is that the meds used to treat ADD that my mom forced me to take could have something to do with it
>if there's no lust towards antimatter that's good enoughI had a couple episodes a while back where my fetishes came back but i don't wanna goon anyways and there's hardly any lust anymore
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>>95440He's not a bear, he's a tanuki/raccoon!
<why did you want to recieve a present specifically related to fetishes and not something else?Bahh, what else could I wish for? My devices are private to me, they'd expect me to play racing simulators or Skyrim or something!
<tell me about that friend, and other people who made you more into furriesI messaged him first when I was as mature as 17. The relationship is hideously complicated because of me being into males strictly and him being into both. I really really want him to love me in a more SFW manner, but he just refuses to, citing his past e-relationship experiences and my obsession with him.
<how did you get the idea to install fat furry Animal Crossing mod?I saw a WIP on the 'ffinity. If you're interested in what happened after that, the mod did work both on an emulator and on my Switch. I'd cheated through the game and beat it quickly. In all honesty, the console is capable of more than showing fat Isabelle. I did get hooked on 'Crossing later doe, with the first game's PC recomp. That is vantawhite. I also made the page on the 'ki about it. I did start roleplaying as Nook also, changing my real page to match that new (sfw doe)
<were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? Not getting any experience with meeting women as women after 'teens.
<what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?Again, blackpill, seeing men with women and being a virgin despite looking somewhat decent, having fashionable clothing (which I highly doubt) and, the worst offender, my furry comrade losing his virginity with a sellout, even when I was still straight. It was so abysmal for me that I've started a thread on /raid/ with him GEEEEEEEEEEEG…
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>>95460marge what is pleasure question? and what kind of ocd do you have?
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>>95480what's the connection between eating protein bars and gooning?
>I had a couple episodes a while back where my fetishes came backthis may happen but it's weaker and fully controllable unlike before
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>>95495is this the mod you're talking about? (in the image) honestly I don't understand how someone can get attracted to or goon to these simple cartoon-ish characters.
it's weird that you hate foids ev&doe you didn't interact with them much and didn't get betrayed by foids in any way or something.
<so here's your addiction timeline as I understand, can you fill in the gap?
(start) GTA epi - sonic porn (slim bodies) - … - AC fat furries - fat dom female furries - fat sub male furries (now)
and more questions:
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>>>95460 (You)
>marge what is pleasure question? and what kind of ocd do you have?
i have Pure O OCD. the pleasure question is basically "how can i make myself believe that porn is not pleasurable", its something a lot of easypeasy people deal with it seems
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>>95571this is the lowest possible level of pleasure, chemical. like one that drug addicts feel. it is pleasurable but benefits of not gooning and being free from addiction outweigh this pleasure. instead of making yourself believe in a lie read about all the trouble it causes since that's true.
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>>95544<honestly I don't understand how someone can get attracted to or goon to these simple cartoon-ish characters.Nah, they're much fatter in the mod. Also features some NSFW bits.
<it's weird that you hate foids ev&doe you didn't interact with them much and didn't get betrayed by foids in any way or something.Again, what I've consumed has made me misogynistic, rather.
The gap…
Female anthros in general -> hyper females -> discarded hyper, went for more and more fat as time went on -> core was added to the roster through that friend.
<AC fat furries - fat dom female furriesMy slightly retarded brother in Christ. AC characters are equated to furries in general. Also, I went after Animal Crossing mods after going into males.
<do you have any lust towards content with your fetishes (like fat) but with humans only?Somewhat disgusted, really. If there's a furry who both has a fat anthro OC and is dumb enough to show their big fat gut belching, I can have a glance at the latter, but will only goon to the anthro stuff.
<did you interact in context of porn/fetishes online or ERP with someone else except that russian guy?Tried to establish some contact with foreigners. Not much avail, sadly. I do exchange explicit artwork mainly of vore) with a friend of that Russian, but no success with ERP.
<what caused you to have fat fetish?My guess is perpetual interest in dominant "mommies", some bodies are just curvier than others.
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>>95591so here's some new fetish terminology… hyper = muscular, but what is discarded? and it's a typo core - vore I think
>AC characters are equated to furries in generalI quite don't understand it, AC characters look very simple while general art is more detailed. that's why I separated it, you need to be really fetish-deranged to goon to stuff like that.
>If there's a furry who both has a fat anthro OC and is dumb enough to show their big fat gut belching, I can have a glance at the latter, but will only goon to the anthro stuff.<would you goon to fat nigger furry if he had a full fursuit? <and are you more into drawings or irl fursuiters?<what's so strong in your anti-foid views that it even affects your choice of fetish content?<would you ever return to liking females?also can you write down your views on foids with detailed explanations?
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>11 years old
>watching markiplier
>get yt recommendations
>watch markiplier horror game letsplays
>get yt recommendations
>watching yt creepypastas
>get yt recommendations
>watching ballistic dummy zombie survival videos (look up "Zombie Go Boom TV", circa 12 years ago)
>get yt recommendations
>watching "Top Ten Most Horrifying blahblahlbah" type videos
>watch one on fatal mining accidents
>see someone in comments talk about irl event
>look it up
>see body of fat dead Mexican/Filipino/Latinx/Nigger (died in mine accident, all blue and bruised and cut up, tiny penis VERY visible)
It could've been SO bad. I'm incredibly lucky. Never goon.
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>>95686If I'm being honest the porn addiction caused so much brainfog I barely remember what was the trigger to start looking for porn/when I started masturbating. I think I repressed the mexican nigga until later cuz I wasn't a fag. I know I looked up basic shit like boobs in the youtubemusic search bar, and that I jerked while watching scoobydoo and looking at daphne & velma stillframes on my roku tv near the start of the EPI.
I barely remember most of my childhood. Something my family would bring up constantly is I've supposedly touched a dolphin before at like seaworld when I was around 13-14 (not seaworld exactly, I think, but something similar). I vaguely remember going to visit family when that happened but I remember nothing concrete.
I moved a lot as a child (five times) so I never had friends ever, and I'd never go make them either. I was so retarded I never found anything wrong with loneliness and just went with it mindlessly, sperging out at teachers for group assignments. I don't think I've had a single not-online friend in my life, ever. I only remember the first video I watched on da 'hub through seeing an instagram meme which used music that the porn comp also used.
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>>95665<hyper = muscular, but what is discarded? and it's a typo core - vore I thinkFool. Hyper is hyper, namely exceptionally large breasts. Vore is a typo, I enjoyed it some time ago, but no longer care fan much about it. I've had some things omitted, such as being a sub to a female and hyper. I've also had some of my self-bans lifted, as probably mentioned earlier, namely only doing it to furotica: I snapped the very moment my aforementioned friend had sent me a compilation of fatfurs (both male and female) and warned me that the first three were of a male. He had his privates open to the naked eye. It somewhat broke me down, honestly. Nowadays, I'm really into fat/larger muscle but stuff, dominating lesser males and claiming their fat bodies as my slaves, them being a bit unwilling before being Buck-broken (both me and my friend are okay with rape) and, as could be told, personality death for the slave. Belching in that fuzzy ball of flab's brains while using his fat donut… Knowing that I'm significantly larger than him IRL (not fat for)… God, I just want both of us to stop being human.
<you need to be really fetish-deranged to goon to stuff like that.Characters can be drawn differently. I don't mind the original artstyle, yes, but the personalities and the overall character patterns matter, such as Cookie having beady eyes or Mitzi being a Siamese.
<would you goon to fat nigger furry if he had a full fursuit? I might've to his artwork if it was good. Sebastian doesn't seem to be an active commissioner.
<and are you more into drawings or irl fursuiters?28611 - soybooru.com - angry bald black_eyes black_hole black_sclera clenched_teeth closed_mouth cracked_t… glasses iq iq_bell_curve iq_diagrams mustache nightmare_fuel no_pupils profound_mental_retardation retard retarded soyjak.png
What made you write this? I am more into drawings, you should be able to tell!
<also can you write down your views on foids with detailed explanations?Thank you for this question! Women can be decent people to talk with at best, but I believe that I'll never ever lose my virginity to one. They are unattractive, as humans are in general, don't even get me started on their overly complicated anatomy that should gross every sane person out. Their desperate attempts at looking more breedable (i.e., butchering themselves, like trannies) only makes them more injurable. I wish that beating retarded bimbos wasn't punishable and disencouraged by other humans. I haven't gotten myself in any trouble with that, luckily. Women ruin media. Women should be segregated. They are the Jews of the gender world (even a merchant can be a HISA (see Tom Nook), unlike women). I want to have a male tanuki ethnostate.
What worsens my situation is that human-leaning rubbish that is the bimbo fetish has gotten its Jewy hands into some furries' minds, including that Russian friend of mine. I can only dream about him making the right decision and abandoning humans and females for good.
My turn now.
<What's your opinion on 'teens like me, who do contribute gems from time to time at the cost of being retarded gegbulls with no social life?<What should be done to get him to be in relationship with me? I'm deeply hungry in the hugs and kisses department…<I want to recieve your messages instantly while having both the anonymity and the opinion of the rest of the board. What do we do?<I bet I can already be doxxed with all the info. Is that so? №95766[Quote]
>>95686marge… did this image EPI you or on the opposite scare off of watching any porn?
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>>93739 (OP)I was exposed to porn when I was 5, I didn't start watching it until I was 11 and I bought a tablet from a friend, My parents had weird filters on the internet so I had to find porn through roundabout ways (I say weird because reddit was unblocked)I started going to r34 about year into my addiction and it ran downhill, I would start fixating on cartoon series, I also would speedrun finding hardcore porn in google search (alot harder now thankfully) I started to realize that my addiction would push me into hell in my heart around the time I was 15 so I started avoiding watching really taboo porn and tried to stop watching altogether. The only times I've been able to stop is when I'm working, I know porn messes with my brain and several aspects and having to work for people motivates me to try and do my best, on my own though I hardly care about fighting it other than watching porn that would motivate me to harm others
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>>95690oh, here's second part, didn't see it first
memory this bad is abnormal, usually people remember stuff from 3-5 years old so this is not caused by gooning (but it may worsen it), you have some other medical issue with memory
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>>95713you still didn't explain what's meaning of "discarded", all these niche fetishes are a huge margerald for me.
>claiming their fat bodies as my slaves, them being a bit unwilling before being Buck-broken (both me and my friend are okay with rape) and, as could be told, personality death for the slave. Belching in that fuzzy ball of flab's brains while using his fat donut…very graphic, I get the idea what your fetishes are about. just compare this to vanilla human intercourse and you'll understand why I encourage you to get rid of it through deworming
>personalities and the overall character patterns matternow that's interesting. personality preference is important part of worm-induced lust, like pedophiles wanting a young, trusting victim incapable of self-care because it's beneficial to parasites. tell me which personalities you consider most sexually attractive.
>I'll never ever lose my virginity to onedo you wish to lose it?
>anatomy that should gross every sane person outyour sexual partner recognition patterns got heavily distorted by worms. it is biologically normal and typical for sane men to like female bodies.
which female body type (slim, fit, muscular, fat etc) is the most disgusting to you? and fat is your favorite, right? I know you'll answer something like "I hate them all", in this case answer about furry females, or both humans and furries
>Their desperate attempts at looking more breedablethis is gross for me too, I like all-natural SISAs
>I want to have a male tanuki ethnostateat this point you just got too aroused to think logically
>human-leaning rubbish that is the bimbo fetishexplain this bimbo fetish please
<What's your opinion on 'teens like me, who do contribute gems from time to time at the cost of being retarded gegbulls with no social life?making gems is nice, sharty needs more creators. doe that's foolish to share so much details about yourself. most soyteens don't have social life like you but we can relate to each other here
<What should be done to get him to be in relationship with me? I'm deeply hungry in the hugs and kisses department…he implied that he uses AI chatbots now, he's a lost cause for you. I suggested alternative to this - deworming, so that you won't need furry hugs and kisses.
<I want to recieve your messages instantly while having both the anonymity and the opinion of the rest of the board. What do we do?we visit site at different times and there's no notification/thread watching system. maybe there are custom solutions for this idk
<I bet I can already be doxxed with all the info. Is that so?likely yes, there was IP leak (IP hashing algorithm leak to be precise). if you made posts in threads with IDs on about yourself being a Hungarian furry which got archived, posted it from home wifi IP (not mobile data or VPN) then it's possible. it can be done without IP doe if somephono finds your socials.
that leak doesn't concern me cuz I always use a VPN and nobaldi knows anything about my personal life, I don't post about it.
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>>95767your fetishes make you want to harm others in a sexual setting?
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>>95773>you still didn't explain what's meaning of "discarded", all these niche fetishes are a huge margerald for me."Discarded" means "discarded". I did drop some fetishes, that's what it means.
>tell me which personalities you consider most sexually attractive.I really like the chemistry between someone Jewy and dominant (like Tom Nook) and a laid-back submissive (similarly to Punchy, me boi). I do enjoy slight animalistic behavior tendencies, like body language or slight noises when really horny. And raceplay could be a sweet little addition.
>just compare this to vanilla human intercourse and you'll understand why I encourage you to get rid of it through dewormingI get it already, wormswormsworms. None seem to be coming out of my guts though.
>do you wish to lose it?Not with a human or, Lord forbid, an unsentient quadruped animal.
>which female body type (slim, fit, muscular, fat etc) is the most disgusting to you?Purposefully drawn as augmented (with implants or filling) disgusts me. Muscular women are second to worst in terms of both personality and physical ugliness, right below the dreaded bimbo type. Slim females can be pleasing aesthetically, but not arousing or anything. I also don't mind unusual bodies (like those of taurs) if it isn't gross.
>explain this bimbo fetish pleaseLips on anthros, tan fur if the character originally had white fur, excessive pink, being annoyingly retarded (not in form of being merely a shell of past self, being able to only be bred, get larger and huff, but in the sense of having an empty stare, acting consumerist and overly girly and using filler words) and ugly clothing. My explanation of what I enjoy and don't might be too long, so that's that.
>I suggested alternative to this - deworming, so that you won't need furry hugs and kisses.Wormswormsworms. He did get bored from using chat bots, so I might have the chance. The issues that he doesn't see SFW stuff feasible with me, which isn't really true… Also, why shouldn't a man have hugs and kisses?
Oh-Kay, time for mine…
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>>95774I wrote that last night and was very tired and I didn't mean to sound so ominous sorry,
I mean like troony grooming stuff where people try to push eachother into to do things with lasting effects just to satisfy they're fetishes.
Something I've done that I regret in the past is joining a porn trading group on telegram, theres these people who "feed" you porn in exchange of pictures of yourself. I went along with one of these and felt immediately awful afterwards because of the nature of what I was doing. Even if we both consented I knew it was wrong and I'm somewhat responsible for enabling them, also while I'm still pretty sure I was talking to an adult It's the internet and I hadn't done much to verify if they were one and that sorta haunts me
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>>95787Were you an adult at the time?
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>>95802Yeah I was, there pfp was very obviously an adult woman (older than me) and they spoke in a mature way, but again I should've been more careful
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>>95779>discardedat first I thought this is another fetish, like
used up furry slaves in terrible condition who got rejected by owner or something geg
>chemistry between someone Jewy and dominant (like Tom Nook) and a laid-back submissivethat's generic dom/sub pairing which also appears often in lots of other fetishes, can you think of any specific personality traits which make someone more attractive to you, related to your set of fetishes?
>I get it already, wormswormsworms. None seem to be coming out of my guts though.yeah I'm obsessed with worms. here I wrote why it didn't work
>>94820your fat furry fetish worms are immune to albendazole
>Not with a humanpreviously, were you ever attracted to human females? like the period when you were playing GTA. if yes, to which ones?
>>bimbo fetishso it's "trendy NPC whore for chad's cock" archetype, I hate them too. all colorful and shiny to hide that they're soulless fuck holes
>Also, why shouldn't a man have hugs and kisses?that's just a primitive need for sex and affection which can be lowered by killing worms. I'm fine without it, especially this year after proper deworming. before that sometimes I was daydreaming about having a gf and having sex with her, at times with fetishes I had back then. now I rarely have some thoughts that it'd be nice to have a SISA companion to help you around but I have it in non-lustful way, not focused on sex (having some with your loving partner is good doe). and untainted SISAs with nice, calm and caring personalities are hard to find in modern society.
<Are you deworming nowadays? What on?last time was when I took leftovers of animal multi-dewormer 2 weeks ago, I like its effect on lowering lust so I'll continue using it.
also at that time I started taking zeolite, got one of high quality. the effect I feel is that I have liquid poop rarely now, before that every second-third time pooping I had some kind of diarrhea after eating certain products. I had this for multiple years so it's not caused by dewormers
<Do you wish to learn anything specific about furries?thing I'd like to know is which species of parasites give one a furry fetish, and which substances to use for killing these. nobaldi knows that doe.
you mentioned "porn exchange". what is it exactly? and what's the point if there are gooner media sites like e6?
<How about we establish a time at which we'll post here?I don't use sharty on schedule, also real life responsibilities can interrupt it. I can send an email to notify you each time I reply to you, and you can set up push notifications. doe you should whitelist my address in this case since some obsessed mail services block cock.li by default. and don't post your mail here, that would be lesotho opsec, send some mail for me instead to know your addy
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>>95787now these photos are sent and reposted by some random gooners God knows where, and it may cause trouble in future like you getting blackmailed. to do that was a really terrible choice saar
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posting here to make sure i don't go back
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>>95923>can you think of any specific personality traits which make someone more attractive to you, related to your set of fetishes? Being slobby and somewhat vocal. As mentioned earlier, being somewhat of an animal. My friend does send me voice messages of him belching or moaning on demand. Quite the experience, with his femmy voice especially.
>your fat furry fetish worms are immune to albendazoleThey should at the very least be visible to me. The only possible evidence of worms being in me is my rear being scratchy (I'm a virgin there too btw), but my hygenie is questionable, so it could be just sweat.
>previously, were you ever attracted to human females?There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.
>thing I'd like to know is which species of parasites give one a furry fetish, and which substances to use for killing these. nobaldi knows that doe.Dude. Shut up. I get it already. Wormswormsworms.
>you mentioned "porn exchange". what is it exactly? and what's the point if there are gooner media sites like e6?You must've mistaken me for another 'teen. I do exchange yiff with that Russian doe. The point is getting to know more about each other's preferences and fetishes. Also bonding in a way.
Sad that you can't message me in a certain bit of time.
>There's a bit of a dilemma with him also. We talked about AI chatbots yesterday, and he said: "Either way, no offense, but bots are better at arousing me and are more convenient.", which has deeply offended me. Aside from deworming and cutting him off, how could I best these aluminium retards at making him horny and, potentially, get him to love me outside of roleplaying sessions? I feel wounded by the fact and see it rather as a suggestion to improve. >Also, have you consumed furry content (both SFW and NSFW, both made directly by furries and with anthro characters)? №95950[Quote]
>>95686When i was younger i was against censorship, but as i got older and have seen the damage that an unregulated internet has done i have come to realize that obscenity laws are necessary.
>>95773Discarded means that after the act is done they are left and the guy moves on. I would say it's a subgroup of the abuse fetish. It's most commonly seen in hentai. It's dehumanizing.
I have wondered a bit how much of this was for dehumanization? We have been in a state of never ending war since 2001. They want people to be violent when at war, then when the war was dialing back they pushed the whole pronouns and leftist shit, now that middle eastern war is back on the table they are turning against "woke".
There is also the whole project monarch beta conditioning with cat alters and hyper sexualization. It's real easy to write that off as insane schizo ramblings, but the furry stuff started showing up after society got hyper sexualized.
The key word with that is "triggers", which ties into the next problem: what triggers the cravings? Society is hyper sexualized. Log into steam and BAM they advertise a porn game and that causes relapse. Youtube? the algrothrim feeds you goonerslop because it's fucking evil. There is all sorts of shit that will cause you to retrigger if you are not careful. you are fighting brain chemistry and the only way to defeat your body is with strong spiritual discipline.
You have to reaffirm why you are quitting, you have to reaffirm why you want to quit, and you have to do your best to remove yourself from the temptation. It's NOT easy.
>>95924>>95787That sounds like 764….
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>>95924>site filled with failtroll larpers>sounds sinistuhIt could also be a homosexual indian man, who knows
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>>95924I was careful about the picture I was concerned about that o algo but you're right
Also I've tried Ivermectin in the past and I felt no difference in any regard ev&andoe I was vaxxed the first time (so I could cross the border)
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>>95945>slobbylazy or unhygienic? or both?
>My friend does send me voice messages of him belchingdo you have burp fetish? that's quite a collection
>femmy voicewhy do you like it if you hate females?
>They should at the very least be visible to me. The only possible evidence of worms being in me is my rear being scratchythat's it. prior to deworming I had this anus itch frequently before going to sleep. I scratched it through underwear and there was a shit stain on every pair because of this, sometimes turning into a hole. now I don't have any itching and no shit stains consequently. when I was experimenting with not deworming on purpose the itching returned.
it's not sweat, it can't be. if same thing as I described happens to you (even slightly, not to that extent) it's worms laying eggs with itch-inducing components, or crawling out of asshole and wriggling there.
>There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.it means that you have neurotypical brain with no sexual mental disorders. your fetish preferences were induced by external factor (wormswormsworms) and can be cured.
tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?
<Aside from deworming and cutting him off, how could I best these aluminium retards at making him horny and, potentially, get him to love me outside of roleplaying sessions?after ERPing with llms his standards must have gone up. it means that you need to reply to him instantly, play into all his fetishes (yes, females), forget about your own ones and obey all his wants and needs. this won't be entertaining I think, even if you are that desperate for affection.
<Also, have you consumed furry content (both SFW and NSFW, both made directly by furries and with anthro characters)?you mean gooning? when I was a fetishist worm-filled nigger I've seen some furry art unintentionally sometimes but it didn't intrigue me. I percieve furries as animals, not as sexual objects. I would've gooned to it only if it was in tranime style (looking closer to humans) and had at least one of fetishes I liked. doe I enjoyed tranime girls with animal ears and tails but that's just humans with accessories which weren't that important to me. thank God and parasite pill i'm not a gooner anymore.
if you mean any media with anthros - as much as any normie. I watched movies, played games etc which had characters who can be counted as furries but wasn't obsessed with any of them. your question reminded me that I watched tv show "Geronimo Stilton" with furry characters and in some episodes the female mouse was in bikini which can be considered EPI, but it didn't arouse me or give me any fetishes whatsoever.
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>>95980take your meds, I didn't threaten him in any way, just noted that it was foolish and can lead to bad consequences in future
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>>95987>tried Ivermectin in the pastyour hardcore fetish worms are immune to it I guess, or you've taken a dose too small. can you tell more about it?
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>>95950>They want people to be violent when at war, then when the war was dialing back they pushed the whole pronouns and leftist shitthey want people to be caring towards other wokies but hostile to everyone else who's not validating them, like some kind of cultist sex zombies
>There is also the whole project monarch beta conditioning with cat alters and hyper sexualizationelaborate, this is a place for schizo ramblings
>The key word with that is "triggers", which ties into the next problem: what triggers the cravings? Society is hyper sexualized.I wrote about this before:
in my opinion only something external can make a lot more of people become fags (which is happening now in US and europe, unlike in the past when there were less of them) and this external thing is parasites. you may say "muh grooming" but EPI and fetish goonslop is a mere trigger for worms which jumpstarts dopamine-driven fetish porn addiction and the whole downward spiral. in the past there weren't so much triggers so people stayed seemingly normal even if had some worms. it's almost impossible for this many people whose parents were hetero to suddenly get an inborn mutation which makes them crave the shithole, thus this faggotry wave is caused externally and can be reverted.
>you are fighting brain chemistry and the only way to defeat your body is with strong spiritual discipline.not the only. xenagons are chemicals released by parasite to affect host's behavior through chemistry. kill the parasites and addiction is gone
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>>96007I did the horsepaste method, I dialed it to the weight of me and my brother then split it, I took the bigger half off of the knife (I weigh 10-20 lbs more than him) This was 4ish months ago and I still have more I just didn't notice any change so I didn't bother
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>>96008Sure i will try.
Project monarch allegedly is the precursor of mk ultra. the beta conditioning is hyper sexualization, and cat alters are a symptom of it. All those pictures of foid celebrities holding something over their eye is monarch symbiology.
BETA: Referred to as “sexual” programming. This programming eliminates all learned moral convictions and stimulates the primitive sexual instinct, devoid of inhibitions. “Cat” alters may come out at this level.
I want to point out, that catgirls didn't appear in modern pop culture until the 60s, right before mk ultra, and when the drugs were hitting the public. I have talked to former hippies and they have mentioned that it was odd that the sedatives would always be sold right when people were getting riled up.
Now, i think a lot of what is said about monarch is misinformation and has been distorted by retarded boomers. What i ultimately think it was, was targeted torture and drug use to reshape a person. However i will list the other conditions as they are commonly shared but i really think that it's well poisoning to throw off the mk ultra researchers. After the epstein files there is no such thing as schizo conspiracy theories.
Other conditions are:
DELTA. This is known as “killer” programming, originally developed for training special agents or elite soldiers (i.e. Delta Force, First Earth Battalion, Mossad, etc.) in covert operations. Optimal adrenal output and controlled aggression is evident. Subjects are devoid of fear; very systematic in carrying out their assignment. Self-destruct or suicide instructions are layered in at this level.
OMEGA. A “self-destruct” form of programming, also known as “Code Green.” The corresponding behaviors include suicidal tendencies and/or self-mutilation. This program is generally activated when the victim/survivor begins therapy or interrogation and too much memory is being recovered.
(I think the troons are a manifestation of this)
ALPHA. Regarded as “general” or regular programming within the base control personality; characterized by extremely pronounced memory retention, along with substantially increased physical strength and visual acuity. Alpha programming is accomplished through deliberately subdividing the victims personality which, in essence, causes a left brain-right brain division, allowing for a programmed union of L and R through neuron pathway stimulation.
GAMMA. Another form of system protection is through “deception” programming, which elicits misinformation and misdirection. This level is intertwined with demonology and tends to regenerate itself at a later time if inappropriately deactivated.
Now, i have my doubts about the parasites, because if that was the case then the serious alcoholics and smokers would not have these problems as alcohol and nicotine kills parasites. I am not discounting it right away, because this is the post epstein world, but i will maintain a healthy level of skepticism until i see more information. I am more inclined to think it's social programing, "sex sells" was the excuse they sold the boomers, but it was mind control and that is my stance on it.
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>>96012why exactly catgirls? do they use toxoplasma for training beta subjects? (which I think can create catgirl fetish)
how are beta subjects controlled? through some kind of implants or learned conditional responses?
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>>96012>alcohol and nicotine kills parasitesI don't think it's a solution, it can kill some specific ones but others remain. and it causes obvious damage to the organism. besides, if they can evolve to be resistant to dewormers, why can't they do the same with alcohol and nicotine? here's how it is explained in the pill:
>The gut worms which lower testosterone and turn people into homosexuals can be killed with alcohol, particularly with hard alcohol, but the alcohol also harms your blood-brain barrier, making you more likely to become chronically infected by brain parasites that cause depression, addiction, and neurological problems. This is why alcoholics tend not to be pussies or faggots, but they do tend to get depressed a lot and suffer from many kinds of addictions. It is best to avoid alcohol altogether in lieu of other treatment options. >Nicotine kills parasites and bypasses the blood-brain barrier, making it one of the most effective methods for removing brain parasites. By killing brain parasites, it removes the inflammation in the brain, eliminating brain fog and causing it to be considered a nootropic. It also balances out hormones (raising testosterone) by removing the parasites which are disrupting hormone production when they infect the many glands found in the brain. Nicotine, by itself, is non-addiction forming when used in low doses; however, most people get nicotine from tobacco cigarettes, which almost always use harsh chemicals during processing. These chemicals act as food for parasites and can lead to cancer in the lungs (if smoking the tobacco) or in the throat (if chewing). It is these chemicals which causes cigarettes to be addictive due to the parasites using the chemicals as a food-source. For all of these reasons, smoking and chewing tobacco should be avoided unless one grows and processes his own tobacco. The one exception to this is Snus, which does not seem to contain the chemicals. Even if the chemicals are somehow avoided, the ash from smoking can also cause significant lung problems, and so one should limit one’s tobacco smoking by using pipes (not cigarettes) in well ventilated areas (to avoid second-hand smoke from the pipe). №96066[Quote]
>>96009you still have this hardcore fetish? options are:
-they are immune to ivermectin
-you bought a fake paste
-they hid behind the biofilm and survived
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>>96004>lazy or unhygienic? or both?Clumsy at eating, absolutely not holding burps, could be on an automated feeding tube, damaged clothing and plenty of fat to that snout.
>why do you like it if you hate females?Meant as "femboyish". These are a target of mine as well, obviously.
>it means that you have neurotypical brain with no sexual mental disorders.So no being an anti-Nazi furry supremacist somewhat-of-a-Nazi-replacement. Shame.
>Geronimo StiltonLiteral who early 2010's cartoon. I saw it as well.
More questions, por favor!
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also you forgot to answer this
>There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.
<tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?
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>>96064You know, That's an excellent question. I have NOT found a satisfactory answer in my research, and I make the argument that cat alters are not the only ones and that the furry stuff is a part of this.
>>96065I do recall that in some of the military trainings for wilderness survival that they have them break up the cigarettes and mix those with water to kill the parasites. I don't think those are made differently than the consumer ones.
I wonder if the foxfire books have any good information on that? those are books on pioneer homesteading. While i a skeptical on the parasites i also have to point out that everyone is a dumbshit who eats out now, and most restaurant cooks are too fucking stupid to wash their hands frequently.
So there IS a correlation to the degeneracy and an increased amount of people eating out. However i am skeptical on this because i frankly think its brainwashing, as degenerates are easier to control.
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>>96080>cat alters and furry stuffI'm suspecting that toxoplasma is tied to catgirls because it makes you like appearance and smell of cats, and catgirl fetish is a possible consequence. it just somehow distorts the mate seeking algorithm as a side effect I think. considering that toxoplasma is based in brain that is easy for it to do. doe some say they like catgirls but have no fetish because of general "cuteness" and its popularity among tranime gooners, simply herd effect.
here's a censored example of this distortion, they love exactly these proportions. (ev&doe it's AI generated)
warning: it may goonbait younotice that the head shape is more cat-like, animalistic. eyes are weird too, it gives me sort of slight disgust. but catgirl gooners still consider this peak porn. plus spikes and claws, toxoplasma makes you like risky stuff. also I noticed that they like hands and forearms bigger than upper arms, same with furry gooners.
I still don't know what causes furry fetish. it's different from catgirls and toxoplasma, may be another species or combination of parasites. Hungarian's case confirms that this can't be caused solely by grooming and porn propaganda, it has biochemical component to it.
>break up the cigarettes and mix those with water to kill the parasitesthat's enough for most parasites found in nature, I doubt this will work on urban human parasites as they adapt easily and that's what they do, considering short lifespan. if a phono starts smoking and has some worms, a small part of them will survive and spread their genetically superior eggs. theoretically an ultra-parasite can appear this way which can be killed only with strongest dewormnukes.
>So there IS a correlation to the degeneracy and an increased amount of people eating outtrue, and also amount of migrants working as cooks
>i frankly think its brainwashingit's too effective for brainwashing. there are people who are fully functional mentally, genuinely wanted to be straight and stop gooning, tried a lot of things but still didn't succeed. only abusing biochemistry would give such result in sexualization of society, and parasites are the easiest way to accomplish it.
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>>96085I argue it's brainwashing because you have been exposed to it since birth. We did NOT have this problem in the 80s or the 90s. This is post internet.
Now amazon, makes their money off of backend infrastructure and data science. NOT retail. The retail stuff is used to track people, their purchases, and other things. An interest in anti parasitics is a good flag for keeping track of people. It also curates what they watch, it's a great control and tracking measure.
https://archive.is/ZmxkfNote this article, is from 2012, over a decade ago, and target was able to determine a person was pregnant BEFORE she or her family did. This is also technology epstein threw a lot of money into, and sponsored research and conferences into.
Which makes it in the terms of project monarch frightening. Over 80 years of research into controlling people, and most of it via abuse.
Then again, we did bring in a lot of shitworlders, so this may be parasites from those countries. So i am not going to toss it out, but i am skeptical.
But note, that people are noticing that if they mention something, they then get hit with an ad or content about what they were talking about, so algrothrimic brainwashing may be going on, and a lot of mk ultra and porject monarch was sex related.
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>>96087tsmt, all corporations are faggots who spy on you 24/7 to sell your data cheap as fuck. I have cleaned tracking raisin out of all devices in my house.
>I argue it's brainwashing because you have been exposed to it since birth.my experience contradicts this. I was a porn addict before but gained immunity to porn after deworming. read here
>>93852>we did bring in a lot of shitworlders, so this may be parasites from those countries.this is a factor too, and everyone magically forgot about importance of deworming. doctors don't prescribe it regularly and 99% of parasite stool tests are negative.
btw have you read parasite pill pdf?
>a lot of mk ultra and porject monarch was sex relatedcan you elaborate about sex stuff? I haven't studied these in depth and there's a lot of false info
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not sure why i'm even subjecting myself to the humiliation of writing this out but for whatever reason i've had a moderately chubby/fat and fart fetish since time immemorial even before i knew what sexuality was. the fart fetish thankfully went away by itself right after i discovered porn at 13. after getting into scientific racism and understanding the inferiority of certain races i got a sexual urge to breed with them and destroy my gigaaryan lineage, but importantly i never liked bibisi. this is not the first time i've felt attraction to good things going wrong though, when i was a obsessed with star wars at like 10 i felt attraction to my favorite starship being destroyed, but it went away after i stopped caring. it's worth pointing out that i don't really ever feel attraction to things i like being destroyed normally, it's just when i'm hyper obsessed with a certain good thing, those 2 examples i mentioned are the only time this has ever happened to me. not sure if this is some humiliation fetish being activated in specific instances or whatever. with that said i don't think i'll ever get another fetish because i'm being careful now and an anti degenerate who just has to live with his fetishes or something. i'm autistic if that even matters
this sounds like a jartycuck origin story i hate this
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>>96093reading about the deworming experiences in this thread i'm starting to think i have the same problem, i was too embarrassed to do anything about it
it might be because of river water, i regularly do a sport in it
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>>96066Its real paste (for horses) and found a website for the dosingband doublechecked the math my self, whats the biofilm?
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>>96078>can you describe why do you find laziness sexy?Laziness and slobiness are different things that overlap at times. Again, fats are usually not that motivated.
>and what's sexy about burps?I am somewhat into vore and I pay close attention to sounds. The rumble and the loudness of the stomach exerting gases turns me on, especially with the body to match.
>do you want to keep your fetishes with you or get rid of them?Of course I want to keep them!
>tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?Like any other pre-teen, nothing to write home about. "Unfortunately" because I like this furry supremacist/racist mindset.
<picrel<Can you think of a prescription for me that would be available in a pharma? <Aside from wormswormsworms, do you REALLY have nothing to learn about furries? I can tell you a thing or two. №96181[Quote]
>>96093>the fart fetish thankfully went away by itselfhow did it happen?
>i felt attraction to my favorite starship being destroyedsexually? or just basic satisfaction?
>i don't think i'll ever get another fetish because i'm being careful nowcareful in which ways?
>this sounds like a jartycuck origin story i hate thisthere are people with worse stories here
>it might be because of river water, i regularly do a sport in ityes that may be it, but more often you get infected from other people, like family members
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>>96102these are layers the parasites build around their congregation places, and some may have living worms inside which get out after outer layers are destroyed
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>>96168now I get it. laziness and slobiness is the behavior tied with being fat, that's why you get aroused. same with loud rumbling burps
>I am somewhat into vorefully swallowing type or partial? can you describe what exactly turns you on in vore as you did with enslavement and rape?
>Of course I want to keep them!why? I feel like parasites have almost fully enslaved your mind
>I like this furry supremacist/racist mindsetev&doe furries are fictional creatures, you'll never see one irl. yes it sounds like saying YWNBAW to a tranny
<Can you think of a prescription for me that would be available in a pharma?you should aim for any mammal animal dewormer with 4 or more components listed for wider range of action.
these: ivermectin, fenbendazole (or its precursors), mebendazole, pyrantel, praziquantel, pyperazine, albendazole too (ineffective on itself but may strengthen other meds in combination).
you should include at least one which passes blood-brain barrier such as fenbendazole or mebendazole since only these kill brain parasites, and you may have them.
alternative solution, or a helper component for meds is diatomaceous earth. it shreds all worms in your gastrointestinal tract no matter how much biofilm they have. it's only for GIT parasites doe, if they are located elsewhere it won't do a thing. take it first and then meds to kill leftovers.
here if you want to read more:
https://npic.orst.edu/factsheets/degen.htmlthere's also nitazoxanide, med for massive TPD including fungus, protozoans and viruses but it's very expensive (like 500$) so it's not an option
<Aside from wormswormsworms, do you REALLY have nothing to learn about furries? I can tell you a thing or two.my interest in furries is primarily in context of acquisition and removal of this fetish, i.e. how furries and parasites are connected.
doe I have been observing behavior of furries such as on e6. (no I wasn't gooning, content on that site can't even give me a boner.)
and there is this weird paradox: almost all furries say that they are anti-zoophilia ev&doe jerking it to animals is zoophilia, and they have such tags too. anyone bringing this up gets silenced. can you explain which doublethink tricks they use to justify this?
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>>96184>fully swallowing type or partial? can you describe what exactly turns you on in vore as you did with enslavement and rape?I like my vore non-fatal, with clear role distinction, loud, resulting in weight gain and utilizing the first two echelons if orifices.
>why? I feel like parasites have almost fully enslaved your mindCould be aliens installing mindsets in me or God himself punishing me not with torture in the afterlife, but with SNCA here. Thanks to him though.
>ev&doe furries are fictional creatures, you'll never see one irl. yes it sounds like saying YWNBAW to a trannyHurts about as much, yes.
>you should aim for any mammal animal dewormer with 4 or more components listed for wider range of action. these: ivermectin, fenbendazole (or its precursors), mebendazole, pyrantel, praziquantel, pyperazine, albendazole too (ineffective on itself but may strengthen other meds in combination).
Thanks for the prescription. Will get me a fat tanuki fursuut and barge in a pet shop with the order.
>can you explain which doublethink tricks they use to justify this?Furries want to be seen as cleaner than they are seen as now. Nobody wants to be outed as a threat to the society. I used to walk on that thin ice once, back when I was straight. Luckily, nothing has happened IRL and it was all talked out of my mind by a med. They didn't know what to do with sudden orientation change, only point was "but your morbidly obese latex-clad tanuki slave isn't real". No wonder why I still salivate over males.
<What should furries be replaced by after the wonders of deworming take place?<You glow. Are you even a 'teen?