№93740[Quote]
previous thread discussing Hungarian's addiction, I think we should continue here
megalodon.jp/2026-0730-0413-53/
https://soyjak.st:443/soy/thread/16854942.html №93747[Quote]
>Saw ads with bouncing titties when playing flash games 15 years ago
>Get boner
>Goon
>See YTPS of furry characters
>Get boner
>Goon
>Have friend from SEA who made the salary of a New York lawyer drawing furry characters on Patreon
>Decide I paint better than him so try my hand at painting
>Make a soyjak joke on Discord
>Get cancelled
>Make 0 dollars
>Never able to goon, and never able to enjoy my hobby again
>Have to be a miserable, poor, chud seething on this website for autistic, asexual, useful idiot simps for a retarded, genocidal ideology that is basically just a reskinned communism that is going to leave billions dead while falling for the exact same pitfalls that made the USSR and Africa such shitholes because actual communists own my hobby, and you are forced into this false dichotomy (dialectic, in le epic theory speak) to participate in any internet subculture.
>I get a job and invest in crypto because the internet sucks
There, I gave you my scary story.
№93762[Quote]
>Minding my own business online when caca
>Got epi'd
>Took interest but didn't care that much
>(((Doctors))) say I got ADHD and I get forced to take lisdexamfetamine
>Suddenly I'm super messed up by the med but nobody gives a fuck because (((doctors))) said so
>I develop severe OCD from being overstimulated and get an obsession to goon learned from the EPI in order to calm the symptoms
>I get given sertraline on top of the previous med to deal with the OCD symptoms
>High med dosage makes me go completely insane, I lose all my friends, can barely make or keep friends since I lost all inhib and reasoning from the meds
>Only have gooning as a cope for years
>Severe traumatic event breaks me out of my medically induced trance
>I stop all my meds
>Need to goon is gone, barely any OCD and I'm now able to make friends and keep them
№93764[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I'm combatting my bad habits, but I got EPI'd really bad at 8 years old by older teens during sports camp; I would jerk it less and less as I aged, but It's hard to deal with.
№93765[Quote]
Porn has triggered a foot fetish in me. I literally can't get off unless there are feet in the porno in some way.
№93767[Quote]
>>93762Holy shit man I’ve been on ADHD meds my whole life and as a result I’ve developed extreme OCD too. It got unmanageable on Vyvanse, so I came off it and started Lexapro. But I’m very apprehensive about coming off it due to it's severe withdrawal effects.
№93768[Quote]
How do you get addicted to porn? What does that even mean?
№93770[Quote]
>>93767Stopping them actually made me human again. You just have to come off slowly through multiple weeks and you should be fine.
№93773[Quote]
>>93770But I gotta add that it worked for me. Might not for you. If your OCD comes back you should totally get back on the calming drugs. But I really doubt the ADHD drugs would help unless you really need them. Also it took me one year of no medication to finally go back to normal. I hope everything goes well for you.
№93779[Quote]
idk. feel like i just woke up one day and was addicted to porn. cant remember how it started only that i was young
№93788[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I don't remember how old I was when I first watched porn. It was probably on pornhub or maybe I saw some weird ad. I didn't become actually addicted until around the first time I masturbated when I was 11. After that I kept gooning more and more often until I realized after like 8 months that I was addicted. At that point I could barely go a single day without it, I remember failing on the first day again and again. Over the next years nothing changed, I kept failing and maybe once a year I could hit 7 days without porn. The things I gooned to slowly got worse, going from "normal" porn to hentai to furry hentai, at some point I started gooning to "femboys" and eventually actual faggot porn but I quickly stopped that. I even ended up in 4cuck once but got horrified by the amount of beyond degenerate shit in there. The last 2 years of my addiction were the worst, I started playing porn games and roleplaying on ai chat websites, these sessions would sometimes last hours. I think my porn addiction also caused me to develop OCD. The NNN last year was the first time I had went without porn for a month but then I went back to relapsing. After that I did a dopamine detox in february, which I had even made a thread here about, but ended up relapsing and it made me genuinely consider going to a therapist. Around a month later though some christGOD on here gave me advice that made me go back to Christianity and following Jesus even though I had been rejecting him since I was a young child. It completely healed me of my porn and masturbation addiction in the same day and I haven't done it ever since.
№93789[Quote]
>I myself had a porn addiction but got rid of it thanks to deworming.
no way you niggers are still on deworming
№93803[Quote]
Hungarian here, you want to hear anything from me?
№93805[Quote]
>>93803Can I be your new furry boyfriend? I live in America, I'm in my early 20s, and I'm straight, but I'm incredibly, incredibly bored after getting cancelled, and your thing about "learning to be gay" piqued my interest. All my old friends said I was a really great artist. Maybe I can teach you and we can both get good drawing males. Hell, it's really trendy right now. Maybe that will be the thing that will throw people off of recognizing me from my art style. I can make money, re-engage with my hobby, re-engage the skill set I spent years cultivating, and be respected again by someone who seems similar to me; honestly, it seems like a good deal.
If we make enough money, we could turn it into a viable reproduction strategy and have more blonde blue eyed babies than these repressed loosers ever will via surrogates.
Just an offer.
№93806[Quote]
>>93805If you don't plan on raping me, why not try?
Any contact info?
№93807[Quote]
>>93806None right now, I'd have to create a new email address with textverified.
How about we hit the ground running with a drawpile. I'll give you a link here and I can give you the password to a new one free from prying eyes when you log in.
https://drawpile.net/invites/pub.drawpile.net/01kyrdnd9gx60nmghk57mhjff5?v1&nsfm №93808[Quote]
>>93806P.S. Use protonvpn if you are scared nuswa.
№93820[Quote]
>>93818I think your computer had an error with the connection
Try to reconnect
№93822[Quote]
>>93821holy shit you poor fucking frog
i'm so sorry you have to witness this
№93823[Quote]
>>93795>sex crimes rise when you put restrictions on pornImmediately outed himself as a moron by looking at the rates of sex crimes in countries where porn is illegal, and disregarding every other factor in favor of just blindly assuming its because they don't have porn for no reason. And not because they're brown shitholes that are awful in every regard. Not that it matters, since nobody who didn't already want to rape is being dissuaded from doing so by porn. Unless the target audience of this video is rapists, I see no reason why that would in any way be a reason to fry your brain with porn
№93826[Quote]
It disconnects so often…
№93827[Quote]
This is supposed to be a porn addiction research thread what the fuck are you guys doing?
№93829[Quote]
>>93827Things
We are doing things
№93830[Quote]
>>93829parasite schizo back here. so did you relapse again? I guess you won't get rid of porn addiction with this attitude. you need more self-control.
№93831[Quote]
>>93830Nobody's raping anyone. Just some casual talk, that's all.
№93832[Quote]
>>93831since it's not erp/gooning, can I join you?
№93833[Quote]
>>93832Too late, he's asleep
№93834[Quote]
>>93833at least you didn't relapse again which is good. how was your experience?
№93835[Quote]
>>93834We chatted about our preferences while he was drawing me a commission of sorts. Also, can you just be called Dave?
№93836[Quote]
>>93835I'm not Dave. was this commission pornographic?
№93837[Quote]
>>93836In a way. He based it off himself, for some reason. Drawn a chunky dragon. Nothing abysmal, just some musclegut.
№93838[Quote]
>>93837ok. continuing our previous theme, what was that psoriasis thing? what kind of parasite caused it?
№93839[Quote]
>>93838I no longer remember and didn't care much, really.
№93840[Quote]
>>93839you also said that you treated gut parasites too. was it connected or a different thing?
№93841[Quote]
>>93840That's misunderstanding. I think that psoriasis was caused by gut parasites.
№93842[Quote]
>>93841that's possible but in modern medicine they likely wouldn't make such connection because "muh science doesnt approve". have you felt any behavioral effects afterwards?
№93844[Quote]
>>93843was it when you were a kid? since you remember it badly
№93845[Quote]
>>9384414-15 years old. That's the approximate time of it all.
№93846[Quote]
>>93845my theory is that dewormers you took targeted exact species and didn't touch other worms. and since so much time passed you are surely infected. worms are easy to get in everyday life even if you're ultra cautious. animals are dewormed 4 times a year but they don't recommend that to humans
№93847[Quote]
>>93845Retard that was my age at the time
№93848[Quote]
>>93847yes, I understand. you can get reinfected in just a month
№93849[Quote]
4 years is more than enough. and since everyone is sharing stories I'll write mine too
№93850[Quote]
And right after deworming anyphono will turn into a hyperstraight muscular Aryan, right?
№93852[Quote]
my story here
>got EPId at a very young age because of TV (there was no actual porn but some softcore stuff shown often)
>started actually gooning at 13, and the shit I started with wasn't normal, I picked it because it stimulated me more than vanilla
>my addiction got only worse with time, and porn preferences too
>I understood from the very start that it's wrong, wanted to get rid of it, but always relapsed and felt guilt after gooning
>at age of 17 I took deworming meds (didn't know about its power yet doe) and shat out some worms
>and around that time I finally got enough willpower to delete all the henious fetish shit and started gooning to normal stuff only (solo women in hentai style), at that time I thought that I succeeded because of willpower
>afterwards I mostly gooned to normal stuff, there were some relapses but it was really rare compared to previous times
>3 and something years passed before I discovered parasite pill
>properly dewormed at 2025-26 winter
>it was incredible, I didn't feel any urge to goon anymore even when looking at porn. viewed previously favourite fetish stuff on purpose and didn't feel aroused. I fucking defeated this addiction
>after that only good, vanilla stuff can arouse me, and its arousal is weaker than before. like I need to wish to get aroused myself for it to work, goonbait has no power over me
I still have such immunity to porn but with time passing it weakens because of reinfections so I repeat deworming and it works somehow
№93854[Quote]
also there was a strange episode at age 6 when I was in kindergarten. I got infected with giardias (tiny diharrea parasites) and it visibly inflated my stomach. at same time I started to get weird thoughts like "what if I actually a woman and I got pregnant" (GEG) and impulses alike to lust when I saw any kind of nudity. after I was diagnosed and dewormed I didn't have any of that weird shit.
№93855[Quote]
>>93854Dude…
You're the same giga, no?
№93856[Quote]
>>93855yes I'm parasite schizo
№93857[Quote]
should have enabled IDs but forgot like a retard
№93858[Quote]
>>93845that was the only time you got dewormed in your life?
№93859[Quote]
Is being wormed able to give you a fetish for inflation?
№93860[Quote]
>>93858The only time I recall
№93862[Quote]
>>93860you should try it if you want to stop being attached to that russian guy
№93863[Quote]
>>93862Can it be done by stuff other than pills?
Fasting or whatever
№93864[Quote]
>>93863yes it's possible. 3-day fasting also renews your organism by recycling defective cells. it happens so that I'm doing it right now, I'm on day 1, didn't try it before, feel fine so far
also you can take diatomaceuos earth, it physically chops up worms but does not harm the intestine
№93865[Quote]
I dewormed previously using wide-action dog dewormer in slightly higher doses than it'd be prescribed for a dog of my size
№93866[Quote]
>>93865Why are there human-sized dogs…
№93868[Quote]
>>93863have you ever read the parasite pill btw? it has all deworming methods listed at the end, you can skip that middle part with "hive mind jews" bullshit. that theory is too far-fetched imo but he was right about worms causing faggotry
№93869[Quote]
>>93866it said 1 ml for every 10 kg of dog's weight
I took as my weight + 1 ml extra
№93870[Quote]
>>93868Wouldn't have imagined anyone calling antisemitism nonsense on the 'arty…
№93871[Quote]
Also!
Also!
Do things like sauna help?
№93872[Quote]
>>93870it says that jews share parasites through circumcision blood sucking and get united into a hive mind. and there are bigger worms which get implanted in the eye and control the hive
it doesn't have any solid base, but jews are indeed more likely to be worm-pozzed than non-jews
№93873[Quote]
>>93871not really, they just stay in your gut in safety, high temp is only on outside of your body
№93874[Quote]
>>93873Sad that you can't burn them out with braps
№93875[Quote]
>>93874there are natural herbs which kind of burn them, but meds are more potent
and castor oil, it makes you brap out your whole guts, I wouldn't recommend it doe, not a good way to deworm
№93876[Quote]
Pills it is…
№93877[Quote]
so you can choose of:
meds
herbs and oils
fasting
diatomaceous earth
enemas (I have doubts about coffee ones, it sounds dangerous)
and helper substances like zeolite to clean out toxins afterwards
№93878[Quote]
>>93877Meds should be cost-friendly.
Which ones did you use and how much did they cost?
№93879[Quote]
>>93878dog dewormer sold without prescription, it cost around 9$ for 20 ml, animal dewormers are generally cheaper and more powerful than human ones. meds for any mammals will do, like cats, dogs, horses, sheep etc. they have same substances as human ones
you should choose ones with multiple dewormers in it, also aim for stronger ones like ivermectin
it's a really small spending which gradually improves your life
№93880[Quote]
take a dose slightly higher than recommended, these have a huge safe intake window. they also always write bullshit like "don't let dewormer touch your skin", "don't eat dewormed animals", "if you swallow it call OMGSISA" which always makes me geg
in fact they do it not to risk since if they don't write that and someone takes it, gets any bad effect (I don't think it's possible) they will get sued n shiet
№93882[Quote]
and with fasting, I started it like 20h ago after eating dinner at late afternoon, then I felt mildly hungry when going to bed, but after awakening it wasn't bothering me
now I feel some hunger returning, likely because I started thinking about it. will see if I can hold myself for 2 days more
№93884[Quote]
This genuinely might be one of the worst threads ive seen on this fucking website
№93886[Quote]
>be me
>have shitty childhood
>bullied
>parents divorce when I'm 7
>start coping with videogames, internet, gain weight
>get EPI'd
>discover gooning once I become 13
>make multiple attempts throughout my teenage years to stop gooning for good
>no use
>still a gooner
№93889[Quote]
>>93888I get that the first green is brim, but what's with deworming?
№93890[Quote]
>>93889its schizo bullshit pushed on here by a few retards, it makes no sense logically and the parasite pill book is a joke
№93891[Quote]
>>93890What does "make you more straight" , then?
№93893[Quote]
>>93891not gooning and high test
№93894[Quote]
>>9389370/100 on maths.
Is this high?
№93896[Quote]
>>93894thats low, especially in amerimutt terms
№93899[Quote]
sad depressed people that already look like the image just become stereotypical porn "addicts", because nothing else was working for them. they are obese for that reason too. you can goon/eat in a healthy way
№93900[Quote]
>>93899Why would you though?
№93901[Quote]
>>93900why not? sure there are days where i forget to goon but it takes 5 minutes and is just like eating a chocolate bar but instead of gaining weight you actually lose some
№93903[Quote]
>>93902no, expain yourself nigger
№93905[Quote]
>>93904it depends on my mood and how bored i am, i can do it up to 5 times a day but its usually just 1 or 0 even, last month i did it everyday but now every once a week or so
№93906[Quote]
>>93905Do you even shoot anything out of that poor husk?
№93907[Quote]
>>93906the more i goon the longer it shoots and more joy, but the amount is less. but if you dont goon for a few days you get even more joy. the least joy is once a day.
also i think every healthy adult can do that
№93908[Quote]
>>93907Once a week is the most sane time period
Also remove sage from email
№93911[Quote]
That was an awkward experience in a pet shop. Could've been weirder if I told my actual weight. Better fast for now…
№93912[Quote]
>>93908everyone goons when they want, and okay sage must go
>>93911?
№93913[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I didnt know what porn was until like 16. I remember some of the rule breaking kids were hanging out with me and were joking around about porn and at some point they all realised i had no idea and showed me a video. There was also another kid who thought it would be hilarious to run around showing every kid a video of a black woman with a huge ass.
№93914[Quote]
>>93913I was hanging around with a black friend one time and we were on our Ipads when he entered pornhub and xvideos which were obviously not loading. I loudly exclaimed "Xvideos?" and everyone at my table laughted because i was the only one who didnt know what that was. Looking back, they were all EPId and this is a serious epidemic of modern youth.
№93915[Quote]
>>93841any mechanism of action between the parasite and a skin disease?
№93919[Quote]
>>93915We are both retarded. Please, just stop asking this question.
№93934[Quote]
hey i hope you know shitting out 100 reppies about this topic in less than a day isn't really a much better use of your time than being addicted to porn or whatever
№93953[Quote]
>>93950>plus lube like lotionKEK-ing at this foreskin-less amerifag
№93968[Quote]
>>93953Peak goy behaviour
№93982[Quote]
My God…
Having no food for 12 hours is horrible…
№93983[Quote]
>>93982good luck with deworming. what are the components of your meds?
>>93911they release toxins weakening your body, basically shitting it up from inside. so skin health can degrade
>>93915stay strong, first I thought fasting would be harder but it's not. you shouldn't do dis if you have serious chronic diseases doe. for me 42h passed, I feel ok but kind of weak. I had mildly strong hunger before going to sleep but it was manageable, now right after sleeping I don't feel it, just this weakness. if you didn't eat for long times before you understand what I'm talking about. feel like my organism almost switched to inner fats as fuel. I will fast 2-4 h longer than recommended 72h just to be sure.
№93984[Quote]
wrong reppey order, should have been
>>93911>>93915>>93982ev&doe I know all those are from you, Hungarian
№93986[Quote]
asked my mom what sex was when i was 6 cause i heard the word on TV. she told me bluntly that it was when a man put his penis in a woman’s vagina. it grossed me out but i couldn’t stop thinking about it. when i was 8 my cousin showed me some weird anime romance visual novel and that’s the first time i got horny. i would look at the game on youtube and just let myself feel horny but i didn’t know what to do. maybe a month later i searched up porn and it was all down hill from there. i would watch it all the time and masturbate excessively from the time i was 9. as i got older i started watching more extreme porn, bdsm, misogyny, gang bangs, pee, petplay, and more weird shit. i started getting pretty depressed and lonely in my teens (im 19 now) i had no dopamine so id just goon excessively for that dopamine hit. i realised this was going to be an issue and that i can’t be doing this anymore it was almost a compulsion not even a desire anymore. about a month ago i decided i needed a change, the easy peasy method didn’t work. despite my anxiety i actually talked to my doctor about it because i couldn’t stop by myself i was so reliant on those dopamine hits. my doctor ended up medicating me similar to how he would medicate someone with OCD and it has worked wonders. i don’t compulsively goon anymore for dopamine and only do it when i actually desire it (which is 1-2 times a week now). unfortunately i still watch porn when i jack off but the frequency of it all has decreased drastically. i try not to watch weird shit but i’ve accepted i have fetishes and i probably can’t change that, it’s not harming anyone and i have no plans to involve another party in my fetishes
№93987[Quote]
>>93986do you have any side effects from ocd meds?
№93988[Quote]
looks like I got adapted to fasting. there was some meat in the fridge which would get spoiled soon so I decided to cook it for my family while not eating it myself. smell didn't bother me, it didn't induce hunger ev&doe it was nice. so I didn't break my fasting progress. either I really got adapted or have giga willpower. the thought that keeps me going is that if I fail, I would waste all these previous hours starving and get no result.
№93989[Quote]
>>93983I've decided to try fasting for now. Better find some human dewormers in the future.
№93990[Quote]
>>93989Sixteen hours. My God.
Change of plans, 'teens. I'm having a medical checkup. Your idea of deworming is intended to be discreet and somewhat obfuscated. Nevermind it all. Better go with human meds.
№93991[Quote]
>>93990then you should do deworming and fasting after checkup, or it will show that you're malnourished, they probably won't find out that you've taken animal dewormers doe. what's inside the meds you bought?
№93992[Quote]
also there's no need to do both at once, you can do it separately
№93993[Quote]
>>93991I haven't taken animal dewormers.
Besides,those who I'm going to the doctoo with knows that I have a history with furries,so it would easily put me in a casket if they found out about the animal dewormers.
№94005[Quote]
There was a point where it was affecting me sm and causing me severe insomnia that i couldn't do it anymore. I still have trauma that makes it hard to enjoy anything because of how fucked up my addiction was
№94018[Quote]
>>94005I can only imagine how long this horror has been through you…
№94033[Quote]
>>93993>knows that I have a history with furrieshow does he know about that?
they can't find out that you've taken exactly "animal" dewormers since these have same components as human ones would. all they'd see is for example that there's ivermectin or some other dewormer in your blood (and only in case they do a thorough bloodwork), some dewormers like pyrantel don't enter bloodstream at all
№94036[Quote]
and about fasting, it's only 10 hours out of 72 left for me. I started drinking a lot of water since yesterday, like 4 or even 5 liters a day, also peeing a lot. had some weakness when woke up but now I'm fine, not hungry. I'll eat after 12-13 hours just to be sure it works.
№94048[Quote]
>>94033Not in that meaning. The vial itself could be found, and neither of us own any pets.
№94050[Quote]
>>94048then why not hide it
№94051[Quote]
also I've read more about fasting and it looks like quitting it is more complex than I thought. to quit I must drink only watered down apple juice for first day, and at evening-night digestion works way worse so I will need to fast until morning and then do it.
№94052[Quote]
>>94050Nobody knows what it could be thought of as.
№94053[Quote]
>>94051Isn't anything but distilled water cheating?
№94054[Quote]
>>94053I'm talking about period after fasting, I haven't taken anything but pure water so far. juice is needed to start up digestion afterwards, and on next day eat something little more solid like yoghurt
№94059[Quote]
i found out and confronted my boyfriend about having a feeder fetish and i’m disgusted and want to cry i feel horrible about myself i feel undesirable my confidence has been killed i’ve been so fucking depressed ever since i found out. why does this have to happen to me? i’ve struggled with low self esteem my whole life, i used to be fat (i wasn’t really, i just had some form of body dysmorphia) and developed an eating disorder lost 10kg now i am insecure about my weight loss but i also don’t want to gain any weight but i feel like if i don’t he’ll leave me. he’s never expressed desire for me to gain or to explore this fetish with me luckily but i am still mentally destroyed from this i feel fucking disgusting
№94060[Quote]
>>94059i feel like vomiting everytime he watches this shit when i’m asleep, i feel fucking ill. for all i know he could be jacking off next to me when im sleeping which would be violating as hell. he’s been initiating sex less and less and watching fat immobile bitches instead of getting intimate with me. i don’t think anyone will ever love me truly all my confidence that i had to teach myself is gone.
№94062[Quote]
>>94059Maybe you should go to lolcow farms with this nona
№94063[Quote]
>>94062i don’t know what to do man, im a recluse i cant talk to anyone about this i dont use many social sites. im really emotional sorry i know its cringe caca to breakdown on this shithole but i’m so low right now
№94065[Quote]
>>94059Is that you, Troubles?
№94067[Quote]
>>94059you are the female soyteen who posted about this before, am I right?
I suggest deworming as a solution, it helped me get rid of all my fetishes, it may or may not work for your boyfriend but you should try since this fetish is ruining your relationship
>>93852(that's my story)
other methods based on willpower like through religion, easypeasy or whatever else are less effective and he can relapse again
№94068[Quote]
>>94067>Deworming again GEEEEEEEEEEG
№94069[Quote]
>>94068what are you GEG'ing at? it really cured me of all fetishes, that's why I suggest it to others
№94070[Quote]
>>94059Don't be afraid of being single, if he is seriously into this feeder shit, he probably isn't attracted to you because you aren't fat. Trust me, you don't want to be in a relationship where the male isn't attracted to the female.
If you really don't want to break up with him, you need to confront him. You can't just let this eat away at you because its very bad for your mental health and relationship with him.
№94075[Quote]
>>94067yes that’s me. i talked about deworming before from an unbiased standpoint (i don’t believe in it anyway) to him to gauge his reaction and he thought it was stupid so there’s no chance he’ll ever consider it, i also don’t want to force him to do that cause i feel uncomfortable being controlling towards him.
>>94070i’m afraid to be single because i do love him but this fetish is killing me and driving me mental. we live together i will have to move back in with my dad if i move out and i don’t want to live there again cause the house was in really bad condition and moldy and i was sick all the time cause of it. he’s such a fucking retarded nigger for indulging in this stuff rotting his brain and damaging his sex drive. i’ve never dated before so it’s even more confusing this shit happening in my first relationship. i already have confronted him btw. i know he still watches it cause i looked at his phone but i don’t want to confront him again because i feel horribly guilty for invading his privacy like that
№94076[Quote]
>>94075sorry this is really incoherent. i’m so upset, can’t think properly anymore. i’m going to pack a bowl and hopefully feel better
№94078[Quote]
>>94069You recommend it to whoever you get to see here, like a salesman. No offence, but it sounds forced.
№94087[Quote]
>>94077then you shouldn't consume wrestling content, this fetish sounds habitual rather than induced by parasites so you should be able to correct it behaviorally
>>94078yeah kind of you're right, I value deworming so much because it completely cured me from any influence of porn, I'm immune to viewing it, I will even say it saved my life. otherwise I would have remained a gooner fetishist jartycuck.
>>93990on fasting, it can make worms more active if you are infected so you should take meds first, then try it if you want. it's supposed to make cells clean themselves of damaged components, some worm species hibernate when you're fasting or they start crawling around body and can crawl out of your anus or even mouth/nose
№94088[Quote]
>>94036bro if you dont get electrolytes you are litterally starving your brain and activelly hurting yourself. buy a few magnesium pills or whatever electrolytes from the store and drink a few times a day. just drinking water without anything to spike it so you keep it in yourself will just make you piss it all out everytime you drink some.
№94089[Quote]
>>94088also did you read about the specific time of 72 hours somewhere to be the best for deworming? ive fasted 36 hours before and i did read that after that it does get kinda unhealthy for you
№94090[Quote]
>>94088my fasting is almost over, I will end it after ~14 hours, after I wake up. Is there any point drinking magnesium now?
№94091[Quote]
>>9408972 would end in late evening for me and I've read that it's better to "start up" your digestion in the morning, not when you're going to sleep
№94202[Quote]
>>94103nice choice to start with. it won't nuke all of them but most adult worm species VVILL die. also repeat it after 2 weeks to kill freshly hatched ones.
here's a table for you dewormbros (your med is called albendazole btw)
№94228[Quote]
forgot to mention that my fasting is OVER. during evening and night my hunger and weakness increased, it was the extra time after recommended 72h, maybe that's why.
I decided to start up digestion with sugar-free liquid yoghurt, took 100ml twice with 2.5h in between, feel fine now and hunger is gone. will see what happens long term, it's too early to judge its effects.
doe there are some, when fasting I pooped out a small portion of diharrea every morning but today it was bigger and had some dark round stones or balls in it idk. unlikely that these are parasites since I dewormed with multiple meds a week ago. probably some colon junk
and I dropped 3kg with it (ev&doe most of it is water and will come back eventually)
№94238[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)>was exposed to porn by older kids on the street at 10 (older kids were 12)>didn't care much about it at the time>ffw 3-4 years>classmate asks if i've ever masturbated>get curious>start watching porn>develop an addictionI've always been a asocial kid, so I guess loneliness only boosted it.
№94241[Quote]
>>94238Has it ever developed into something worse?
№94248[Quote]
>>94018The worst part was for around 2 years until a couple months ago. I had already been EPI'd with Hentai and other weird fetish stuff at 11 but for the things that more recently happened fucked me up alot morr heavily and actually seemed to take my sanity entirely. Unfortunately i fucked up again this night through prone masturbation (wich i didn't know is fapping since I didn't move). Wich fucks me up even though I will be more careful from now on and have more willpower since the things i have been exposed to in the past are too heavy to cope. My life is currently pretty rough too for unrelated reasons.
№94250[Quote]
>>94248Through what, excuse me?
№94251[Quote]
>>94250It's when you lie on your face while having gooning thoughts. It counts as fapping since your dick gets pressured
№94254[Quote]
>>94251Huh.
I suppose I fell victim to that too…
№94313[Quote]
>>94311I noticed my results around a week after deworming when I was doing this first time, I just stopped reacting to porn in any way and gooning urge was gone. organism needs time to normalize hormone levels (which affect sexual behavior) after worms are ACKed I suppose
№94315[Quote]
>>94241I did develop some weirder fetishes, but nothing too extreme.
But damage that porn did to me is immense. There were couple periods of time (~6-12 months) when I would stop it with addiction, but fell back to it.
№94316[Quote]
I exclusively beat my meat to tranny scat and sissy hypno
№94352[Quote]
But why would you do that rubbish?
№94365[Quote]
>>94352fell for obvious bait award
№94373[Quote]
>>94372it's hard to notice anything since you don't sense your own guts. before this
>>94313 I thought that I did something wrong too.
>there are big pharma agents on da shardee who persuade you to spend 10$ on deworm medsgeg
№94375[Quote]
my fasting restoration is over btw. yesterday I ate quail eggs and baked chicken and it went fine. morning hunger before first meal is increasing, like the first thing I do after waking up is eating. I've decided to switch to low-carb diet since worms love carbs and it also makes you lose some weight, improve metabolism o algo. fasting starts thing called "ketosis" which is the goal of such diet so the two match well and I don't have to adapt. products I took so far (yoghurt, eggs, meat) are all low carb. today gonna try more complex food
№94453[Quote]
yesterday ate fish and chicken with spices then eggs with cheese and mayo. all good, my digestion is fully restored. also morning hunger is gone, so this concludes that fasting has ended well. feel no significant effects doe aside from the 3kg lost
№94482[Quote]
Morning everyene
№94505[Quote]
I used to watch greentext compilations and such when I was a kid, but the first time I discovered porn was in elementary school when I overheard some classmates talking about it. They said it was chinese star wars and the force was kung-fu. I didn't start gooning then but a few years later in middle school, I would hear the 4cucks talk about fapping and porn folders and whatnot and I spent some time on /b/ and /r9k/ back then so I thought it was cool. apparently, I was dead wrong. my first "buss" was at an age before I could even produce semen, it was a prolonged and quite uncomfortable procedure where I jerked my shit to an anime underboob clickbait thumbnal on youtube. I can still remember the picture, I suppose you never forget your first.
After that, my gooning habits ramped up considerably. I found myself watching t.v. with my family, seeing something that caught my eye and just get up to go to the bathroom and goon my shit crazy style before returning to my seat on the couch like nothing happened. I wouldn't go on pornhub or rule 34 as I didn't know those places existed yet, but thankfully for me google images could serve the blossoming mind infinite porn of infinite variety of any character or type I wished, quite easily in fact. I would often find myself delving into some tantalizingly debauched things through related image search, things I knew even then were wrong, but I would excuse it by telling myself it only mattered what I busted too, and not what I came upon during the lead-up. If only I could be that innocent again.
I would do it over 5 times a day for many years, I had no impulse control because I didnt know what I was doing was that bad. it is kind of funny to me now, thinking back on when me and one of my friends were discussing jacking habits in high school. He said he did it too much, and I asked how often he would indulge. He told me he gooned it 3 times a week, and I was sorely shocked. I though gooning 5 times a day was normal up until then. I didn't even know people could smell the cum on me until I had nearly graduated high school because not one of my parents told me to stop. it wasnt any better when I was alone, I would game or do homework and if i ever got the slightest urge to goon I would stop and do it right there. if I didn't have tissues (I wouldnt use socks) I just wiped the spent lust on the frame of my bed like an animal.
occasionally, I would get crazed with lust. I hadn't developed any truly degenerate fetishes yet, anything that wasn't wholesome or could be construed as such by my still developing mind would kill my boner completely, but still I got glimpses of what I would become. I experimented with anal play often to get more sensation, one time i even made myself bleed by sticking random shit in there that I won't mention. luckily none of it stuck and turned me into a faggot, but I am nonetheless deranged today so I suppose it didn't really matter in the end. I cut a hole in my bed so that I might try and fuck it at one point in high school, it didn't work the way i wanted it to (it was too big for my twp) but one of my other friends found it one time and I'm sure most of the rest of my friend group knew about it after that, but none spoke of it so maybe he kept it secret. He was a gooner too, and would leave cum socks under friends beds whenever he spent the night but I never did that. The most degenerate thing I did publicly was masturbate in class. It was a fortunate (or rather unfortunate) circumstance, my dick was trapped just right between my pants and my thigh and I was able to rub myself to completion in my second period math class. This was before I knew cum stank so I had no qualms, and as I can recall no stain either, it was a weak load. But still, the fact I did that keeps me up at night.
№94506[Quote]
>>94505Today, I have made great strides in curbing my addiction, truly it is my greatest vice. Even though my fetishes have advanced to a point where I would rather die than disclose them to anyone, I can take little pride in the fact that I have been able to wrangle my unrestrained lust somewhat compared to how I was at my peak. I was almost at the point of completely curbing it until I got oneshot by grok imagine, but at least I know I have it in me to get that far. I jack it max 3 times a day now, though recently I have gotten it down to only once a day, but that's just because I have been keeping myself busy instead of rotting in bed like a chud. often, though, I fail and relapse due to my own weakness. even though I know I am killing myself and spraying precious energy out, and any pleasure derived is illusory, I have to admit I love gooning. It is the perfect time waster, a the burst of dopamine upon relpase sweet, although the moment I awake from my slumber and regain sapience I regret it more than anything I have done in my life. more often still do I wonder if it is well and truly over for me. sometimes I think I should just kill myself for what I've done, and that any progress or achivements I could make would be tainted by my twisted, monstrous beast of a libido and the places it's brought me too while I was limply dragged behind it by it's leash. I don't know if I will ever be normal again, if I will ever be *human* again, or if I even deserve to be. I know it would be so much easier, perhaps even righteous for my to take my own life than to face and overcome the dragon of lust and claim it's lair for my own. But I cant kill myself despite past attempts, I'm too big of a coward. So I continue on, a demon in human skin, fitting in with the rest of you.
I wonder why God intended this path for me. I know you christians will agree but the inarguable fact of the matter is that if God wanted satan and his host gone he could do so without lifting a finger, so evil must exist for some reason, however inscrutable it might me. I used to think God hated me, and that we were all living in hell, but I know that to not be the case anymore. I do know, despite my character defining failings, that I can see God and listen to him as she speaks and guides me, and that the creator of the cosmos does care. but it begs the question as to why I would be cursed with such a lust, one-shot by a demon before I was old enough to know better. perhaps it was to teach me wisdom, and humility, as the only way to know something is to experience it. perhaps it was to, at some point in the future, grant me the power to command my greatest sin rather than living in fear of it, as through wrestling with the beast I might learn it's weaknesses, and the fact even something as great as the biological will of procreation is pale in comparison to the true will of my soul. contrarily, if the janny of the world is demiurgic and I have been deceived, it was always my lot to be this way, and it is my lot to rot from the inside out until I become and unabashed jartypedo or I am crushed under the weight of my cross and simply give up the ghost. I don't know the answer, and I will never know until the deed is done so it seems stupid to even contemplate it. but what else is a man to do?
sorry for the long blogpost. I have been looking for an excuse to post something like this for a long time now so I wanted to make it count. may God forgive me, and you, for all that we've done, whether your sins are greater or lesser than mine.
№94507[Quote]
>>94506*will not. fuck im such a retarded apelike chud
№94508[Quote]
>>>94505
>Supermegalong text
Bro, it's not a real problem. Keep that in mind. Life can be much more shit and hyper-focusing on the fact that you are jerking off too much isn't any good
№94509[Quote]
i take zoloft for my ocd and imo it's the ultimate anti-goon pill. i've also noticed i'm a lot calmer around women and way more sociable. i haven't beat my meat for 2 months already. i dont have erectile dysfunction. it does cause delayed orgasm doe.
№94510[Quote]
>>>94506
>*will not. fuck im such a retarded apelike chud
You are heterosexual and are good at writing, so you're definitely not retarded. Try writing a book or drawing or doing anything creative, art and doing something in general is cool
№94512[Quote]
>>94510I have a draft for a book on my pc that I haven't been editing for dumb reasons. I really want to write books and pursue niggerrap because I am a good producer, but I spend too much time gooning and gaming to get anything done. I have been a hedonist all my life and now that I'm an adult I have been left to pick up the pieces of my fucked psyche and habits long past the point I should be functional. don't get me wrong though, I don't blame my parents or DA JOOOOOOOSSSSS or the society they've created; I am at the center of my own reality, it's creator and curator, and the onus of responsibility falls squarely upon my back. I know its just an excuse, a sweet bit of lotus I snack on frequently, but it is difficult to be disciplined and accept responsibility when you've been dodging it physically and mentally for your entire life. thanks for reading my blogpost xister
>>94508I know its not real, but it feels real. I need to stop giving energy to it but my mind is a judas. I am going to meditate more often, I think that will help. thanks for the advice and taking the time to respond to me
№94514[Quote]
ill give you mine
>be me
>11 years old
>have a kid im friends with who was a year younger than me, known for being a giant goober
>would talk to me about jerking off to transformers porn in the school bathroom
>pulled up dbz futa porn in front of me in the hallway to show me
>despite knowing this guy was a fucking disgusting freak, decide to see what porn is like anyways
>get worried that jerking off will get me addicted in some way
>look up online "is porn addictive"
>lobbied research articles say that it isnt addictive and is le healthy instead
>think its fine
>fast forward one month
>i become an obvious addict to myself and have no idea how to fix it
>next 9 years of my life are me desperately trying to limit how much i jerked off because i got addicted
i genuinely get really anxious and incapable of focusing if i dont jerk off for more than a couple days now, it feels almost like im addicted to cigarettes or something. this is what mass grooming on the internet has done, dont let anyone rewrite this from the history books.
№94515[Quote]
>>94514realized the autocorrect changed gooner to goober fuck my life
№94517[Quote]
>>94515goober is funnier anyway
№94529[Quote]
I forgot to mention that i have high suspicion of being infected by worms but idk if they caused my everything i have suffered from the last two years. I often have stomach ache at night and i can see some yellow stuff on my feces. I very recently took dog dewormers and they seemed to work and i finally got even disgusted at the very idea of gooning and stopped being desensitized at faggots and trannies and other degenerate behavior. However my mom forced me to eat pork (worms love it) wich apparently completely reversed my mental state and gave my fetishes back.
№94532[Quote]
>>94529that sounds interesting, tell more about it
>>94482Hungarian how's your progress? any improvements?
№94533[Quote]
>>94506think of it as a challenge. Earth is satan's world and you are being tested. the understanding that porn addiction is vile is already a good step, work to get rid of it.
№94534[Quote]
just replace gooning with smoking, smoking forces you to socialize
№94537[Quote]
>>94534not really, you can be a lone smoker, and you'll just get 2 addictions instead of one
№94541[Quote]
>>>94505
Try sincerely to pray and give it all to God, and tell Him that you cannot do this anymore without His help i nthe most real and unfiltered way you can. Trust me, just try.
№94581[Quote]
is the wormpill actually real? how do i go about it? are there any risks?
№94589[Quote]
>>94581it is, start with universal dewormers like ivermectin or albendazole. taking multiple is good unless they're incompatible, always check that. here's a wormpill table since files were lost
overdose happens when you take like 100 times more than needed, some nigga took 7g of ivermectin (while 20mg is more than enough) but he's ok now geg. in most cases its effects pass by itself after your organism excretes the dewormer. imo it's one of safest med groups existing.
№94693[Quote]
>7 years old
>was watching jacksepticeye
>he says "suck a bag of dicks"
>im confused so i google it
>click on first link (porn site)
>hella fascinated not even gooning
>just watching porn extremely fascinated
>few years later (or next year) find out what gooning is
>locked in the house for a year when im like 13
>i dont need to explain the rest
№94761[Quote]
>>94693nigga got epid through jacksepticeye
very sad for you doe
№94766[Quote]
>>94532The dude who's gotten me into males is back. No worm feelings, likely more motivated.
№94767[Quote]
>>94766motivated in which way? elaborate
and any changes in your male furry fetish? best way to test it is viewing it and observing effects on your lust. doe you can get goonbaited by it if deworming went unsuccessful so decide yourself
№94779[Quote]
>>94767Frankly, no changes in the fetish. Motivated more means doing more things each day now.
№94820[Quote]
>>94779higher energy is a good sign, it means that you at least killed some of the parasites. I have these hypotheses regarding your situation:
1. biofilm - parasites build multi-layered biofilm around their "colonies" to partially survive deworming. if you had a short decrease in lust but then it reverted that's likely this.
2. habit - after my first deworming I habitually gooned every day first week until noticed that I don't really want to and don't enjoy it that much, simply doing it as a habit. same is possible with you, you get habitually aroused by male furries instead of "real" lust, leftover xenagons affecting you must have been flushed by this time.
3. species giving you this fetish are not affected by albendazole only. this is likely if you didn't feel any changes in lust whatsoever. if you have taken a serious decision to rid yourself of fetishes, use other dewormers or combinations. combining dewormers gives stronger effect than taking them separately.
here's a good article with explanation, it doesn't seem zogged to me:
https://www.clinicbarcelona.org/en/news/new-tablet-shows-promise-for-the-control-and-elimination-of-intestinal-worms №94821[Quote]
>>94532It would take me too long to write down all the symptoms but the main things that caused me troubled was my POCD/HOCD, Fucked up gooning addictions and being heavily desensitized to faggots, trannies and other degenerates. My feces kinda look similar to this (
https://www.reddit.com/r/Parasites_treatment/comments/z6yvmq/graphic_content_warning_are_those_some_kind_of/) but the doc said it might not be worms because they aren't white. However i shitted out something yesterday that pretty much seemed like a worm
№94822[Quote]
>>94821yes this is a very obvious sign of infection, combined with aches and faggotry. some doctors are
(((against deworming))) or simply inexperienced and dismiss signs of parasites so the most reliable method is deworm on your own, even if you can't notice anything. parasites are good at hiding, you can notice them only with late stages/heavy infections.
did you fully get rid of fetishes after deworming?
№94829[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)what the fuck is deworming and why do worms give me fetishes?
№94838[Quote]
I'm an autogynephile, it's basically the only thing I can jerk off to
>I first get exposed to tranny shit at around 10, nothing sexual but I get introduced to the concept and at the time I'm pro troon
>I notice that I have some sort of attraction to feeling feminine/dressing like a woman but I'm so young I don't quite understand why
>I keep seeing femboy memes and they slowly EPI me into liking it more and more
>I first start gooning at 15, mostly from reddit
>I understand why it's wrong by now but I can't stiop myself
It's been around 4 years since I started, I'm well aware of my condition and I'm trying to stop myself but it's incredibly difficult. I can't even look at certain female clothes because it fills me with sexual desire.
№94900[Quote]
first found porn when i was maybe 7 searching "boobies" on google, and been addicted ever since
ive only ever tried to quit gooning in recent years but every time i try i end up making some excuse as to why its not that bad or i cant resist the urge and just say fuck it
№94915[Quote]
>>94829long story short they release chemicals which affect host's behavior. looks like I need to write shorter version of parasite pill pdf, there are people interested in topic but nobaldi wants to read 150 pages
>>94838this sounds henious, good that you didn't troon out. now I wonder if deworming works against AGP. you should try it, I'm eager to know the results. if it does work we can make TTD real but by killing worms instead of troons
№94962[Quote]
>>94915I want to try deworming but I don't know what I should start with. Do you have any recommendations?
№95061[Quote]
>>94962ivermectin, albendazole and pyrantel, better if combined. it's a total wormnigger killer. (unless infection is deep and severe)
№95197[Quote]
>>94822I think the gooning addiction is gone but i can't feel 100% normal either but the lack of disgust is gone too but my disgust torwards degenerates isn't the same as before the horrors of the OCDs and addiction began. I should deworm more frequently doe
№95233[Quote]
>>95197then I congratulate you on this, you're not a slave of your dick anymore.
>i can't feel 100% normal eithercan you elaborate?
>my disgust torwards degenerates isn't the same as beforemaybe you are slightly desensitized after all the gooning? (in good sense) the most important thing is you can ignore them and be independent now
>before the horrors of the OCDs and addiction beganyour story sounds interesting. please tell me more about how it all started, how was it going, what triggered this and how did you try to fix it before deworming. were there any events which could cause rapid infection in a small period of time? like severe food poisoning
№95267[Quote]
File: 909.jpg 📥︎ (36.27 KB, 720x380) 2a0f1c6bd0bb8d05b9abc7d8021a74560ImgOps
File: 521.jpg 📥︎ (38.86 KB, 720x405) 7c6ba14f2c74263415d660b62de409d40ImgOps
Hungarian here, also suspecting I could've gotten EPId by GTA.
I appreciate the games for different things now. God, should some autists reverse engineer and open-source GTA IV pllllllleaaaase…
№95275[Quote]
>>95267how if you hate females and there are no furries in GTA?
№95277[Quote]
>>95276how did you start hating females? and is it related to your fetishes?
№95279[Quote]
I suppose I got blackpilled by some social media posts. It, in a way, did get into my fetishes by first making me into "huge furry mommies" (Lord, what a retarded sentence). About nine months ago, when I was quite unstable, my friend sent me a huge fat submissive tanuki slave. That snapped me in a way, as I previously banned doing things to outright NSFW content, just getting it on furotica and the like. Nowadays, I play the role of a big fat dominant male, which at times annoys the aforementioned friend as he has swings on what gender he's into while I'm actively against women IRL. There was ALSO ANOTHER MOLEHOLE that was my birthday. Ask me if you want to read that as well.
№95306[Quote]
>>95279did you start fat female fetish on your own or got groomed?
were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?
tell me about birthday as well, I haven't observed such complicated porn addiction cases. only the POCD/HOCD guy had it worse here so far
№95330[Quote]
>>95306Also, why is the case complicated?
№95353[Quote]
>>95233>can you elaborate?I think it's mainly because of trauma but i also can see some kind of link between the OCD, my fetishes, desensitisation etc. and my digestion problems wich probably make me feel worse.
>maybe you are slightly desensitized after all the gooning? (in good sense) the most important thing is you can ignore them and be independent nowThat's true but atleast i can feel alot more disgusted before the addiction stopped.
>your story sounds interesting. please tell me more about how it all started, how was it going, what triggered this and how did you try to fix it before deworming. were there any events which could cause rapid infection in a small period of time? like severe food poisoningI think i started getting POCD/HOCD two years ago. The worst part came after i had some kind of diarrhea wich made alot worse and i actually started trying to see if those urges where real wich heavily fucked me up. A few months later the OCD started going away but I developed a gooning addiction wich started with regular vanilla stuff before getting towards the most braniggerish shit like Femdom, Incest, BDSM and alot of abhorrent shit that sometimes makes me want to kms. At the meantime i couldn't even feel slighly disgusted at faggotory and some other degenerate behavior. It finally could quit gooning for good after I realised how much it affected me (I often couldn't even sleep). I can't tell where the worms may have come from I can only suspect maybe that I have eaten something bad or infected myself by putting my hands in the dirt. My dog has been suspected of being infected of worms once but it seems like he didn't have any at all but maybe that could be wrong.
№95356[Quote]
>>95353niggas are still on dewormpill in 2026, jsid /r9k/ aready
№95440[Quote]
>>95329>that friendyou certainly got groomed. and it explains why this AC bear guy is your favorite character. now I have even more questions:
<why did you want to recieve a present specifically related to fetishes and not something else?<tell me about that friend, and other people who made you more into furries<how did you get the idea to install fat furry Animal Crossing mod?<how did this mod alter your taste in porn?also you missed these
<were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? <what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?your case is complicated because of amount of fetishes, the overall severeness of it, emotional damage it causes to you and huge distance from human norms (vanilla females).
if you don't want to write it publicly here (and I understand why) send your response to this email: paraschizo@cock.li
I want to know the full timeline of your addiction from start to this moment. people here usually have something mundane like addiction to usual porn so that's why your story is especially interesting to me.
№95443[Quote]
>>95353>The worst part came after i had some kind of diarrheathis is a solid indicator that it was induced by worms
ignore the lack of prior disgust, if there's no lust towards antimatter that's good enough since it makes you stop gooning to it, that's the "porn immunity" I was talking about
btw pets such as dogs increase chance of infection, deworm them too at least once every quarter of year, it will help both you and him stay healthy
№95460[Quote]
i didnt know there was a specific thread for this, so im just gonna put my story here
in gonna quit porn (again) with the easypeasy method (again x2), is there anything extra i should know?
also how do i deboooonk the pleasure question? any help is appreciated
also, i have ocd. even when i quit the first time with easypeasy, when i got the urge within the 2 weeks periods i just relapsed, as if my brain didnt care. something something prefrontal cortex being weaker cuz of porn? idk
№95480[Quote]
>>95443>this is a solid indicator that it was induced by wormsIt was caused by overeating protein bars but it's still interesting to me how it made that particular OCD worse. Another theory i have is that the meds used to treat ADD that my mom forced me to take could have something to do with it
>if there's no lust towards antimatter that's good enoughI had a couple episodes a while back where my fetishes came back but i don't wanna goon anyways and there's hardly any lust anymore
№95495[Quote]
>>95440He's not a bear, he's a tanuki/raccoon!
<why did you want to recieve a present specifically related to fetishes and not something else?Bahh, what else could I wish for? My devices are private to me, they'd expect me to play racing simulators or Skyrim or something!
<tell me about that friend, and other people who made you more into furriesI messaged him first when I was as mature as 17. The relationship is hideously complicated because of me being into males strictly and him being into both. I really really want him to love me in a more SFW manner, but he just refuses to, citing his past e-relationship experiences and my obsession with him.
<how did you get the idea to install fat furry Animal Crossing mod?I saw a WIP on the 'ffinity. If you're interested in what happened after that, the mod did work both on an emulator and on my Switch. I'd cheated through the game and beat it quickly. In all honesty, the console is capable of more than showing fat Isabelle. I did get hooked on 'Crossing later doe, with the first game's PC recomp. That is vantawhite. I also made the page on the 'ki about it. I did start roleplaying as Nook also, changing my real page to match that new (sfw doe)
<were there any IRL situations which made your anti-foid views stronger? Not getting any experience with meeting women as women after 'teens.
<what is the real reason (and logic behind it) that you uphold such views?Again, blackpill, seeing men with women and being a virgin despite looking somewhat decent, having fashionable clothing (which I highly doubt) and, the worst offender, my furry comrade losing his virginity with a sellout, even when I was still straight. It was so abysmal for me that I've started a thread on /raid/ with him GEEEEEEEEEEEG…
№95539[Quote]
>>95460marge what is pleasure question? and what kind of ocd do you have?
№95540[Quote]
>>95480what's the connection between eating protein bars and gooning?
>I had a couple episodes a while back where my fetishes came backthis may happen but it's weaker and fully controllable unlike before
№95544[Quote]
>>95495is this the mod you're talking about? (in the image) honestly I don't understand how someone can get attracted to or goon to these simple cartoon-ish characters.
it's weird that you hate foids ev&doe you didn't interact with them much and didn't get betrayed by foids in any way or something.
<so here's your addiction timeline as I understand, can you fill in the gap?
(start) GTA epi - sonic porn (slim bodies) - … - AC fat furries - fat dom female furries - fat sub male furries (now)
and more questions:
<what caused you to have fat fetish?<do you have any lust towards content with your fetishes (like fat) but with humans only?<did you interact in context of porn/fetishes online or ERP with someone else except that russian guy? №95571[Quote]
>>>95460 (You)
>marge what is pleasure question? and what kind of ocd do you have?
i have Pure O OCD. the pleasure question is basically "how can i make myself believe that porn is not pleasurable", its something a lot of easypeasy people deal with it seems
№95578[Quote]
>>95571this is the lowest possible level of pleasure, chemical. like one that drug addicts feel. it is pleasurable but benefits of not gooning and being free from addiction outweigh this pleasure. instead of making yourself believe in a lie read about all the trouble it causes since that's true.
№95591[Quote]
>>95544<honestly I don't understand how someone can get attracted to or goon to these simple cartoon-ish characters.Nah, they're much fatter in the mod. Also features some NSFW bits.
<it's weird that you hate foids ev&doe you didn't interact with them much and didn't get betrayed by foids in any way or something.Again, what I've consumed has made me misogynistic, rather.
The gap…
Female anthros in general -> hyper females -> discarded hyper, went for more and more fat as time went on -> core was added to the roster through that friend.
<AC fat furries - fat dom female furriesMy slightly retarded brother in Christ. AC characters are equated to furries in general. Also, I went after Animal Crossing mods after going into males.
<do you have any lust towards content with your fetishes (like fat) but with humans only?Somewhat disgusted, really. If there's a furry who both has a fat anthro OC and is dumb enough to show their big fat gut belching, I can have a glance at the latter, but will only goon to the anthro stuff.
<did you interact in context of porn/fetishes online or ERP with someone else except that russian guy?Tried to establish some contact with foreigners. Not much avail, sadly. I do exchange explicit artwork mainly of vore) with a friend of that Russian, but no success with ERP.
<what caused you to have fat fetish?My guess is perpetual interest in dominant "mommies", some bodies are just curvier than others.
№95665[Quote]
>>95591so here's some new fetish terminology… hyper = muscular, but what is discarded? and it's a typo core - vore I think
>AC characters are equated to furries in generalI quite don't understand it, AC characters look very simple while general art is more detailed. that's why I separated it, you need to be really fetish-deranged to goon to stuff like that.
>If there's a furry who both has a fat anthro OC and is dumb enough to show their big fat gut belching, I can have a glance at the latter, but will only goon to the anthro stuff.<would you goon to fat nigger furry if he had a full fursuit? <and are you more into drawings or irl fursuiters?<what's so strong in your anti-foid views that it even affects your choice of fetish content?<would you ever return to liking females?also can you write down your views on foids with detailed explanations?
№95686[Quote]
>11 years old
>watching markiplier
>get yt recommendations
>watch markiplier horror game letsplays
>get yt recommendations
>watching yt creepypastas
>get yt recommendations
>watching ballistic dummy zombie survival videos (look up "Zombie Go Boom TV", circa 12 years ago)
>get yt recommendations
>watching "Top Ten Most Horrifying blahblahlbah" type videos
>watch one on fatal mining accidents
>see someone in comments talk about irl event
>look it up
>see body of fat dead Mexican/Filipino/Latinx/Nigger (died in mine accident, all blue and bruised and cut up, tiny penis VERY visible)
It could've been SO bad. I'm incredibly lucky. Never goon.
№95690[Quote]
>>95686If I'm being honest the porn addiction caused so much brainfog I barely remember what was the trigger to start looking for porn/when I started masturbating. I think I repressed the mexican nigga until later cuz I wasn't a fag. I know I looked up basic shit like boobs in the youtubemusic search bar, and that I jerked while watching scoobydoo and looking at daphne & velma stillframes on my roku tv near the start of the EPI.
I barely remember most of my childhood. Something my family would bring up constantly is I've supposedly touched a dolphin before at like seaworld when I was around 13-14 (not seaworld exactly, I think, but something similar). I vaguely remember going to visit family when that happened but I remember nothing concrete.
I moved a lot as a child (five times) so I never had friends ever, and I'd never go make them either. I was so retarded I never found anything wrong with loneliness and just went with it mindlessly, sperging out at teachers for group assignments. I don't think I've had a single not-online friend in my life, ever. I only remember the first video I watched on da 'hub through seeing an instagram meme which used music that the porn comp also used.
№95713[Quote]
>>95665<hyper = muscular, but what is discarded? and it's a typo core - vore I thinkFool. Hyper is hyper, namely exceptionally large breasts. Vore is a typo, I enjoyed it some time ago, but no longer care fan much about it. I've had some things omitted, such as being a sub to a female and hyper. I've also had some of my self-bans lifted, as probably mentioned earlier, namely only doing it to furotica: I snapped the very moment my aforementioned friend had sent me a compilation of fatfurs (both male and female) and warned me that the first three were of a male. He had his privates open to the naked eye. It somewhat broke me down, honestly. Nowadays, I'm really into fat/larger muscle but stuff, dominating lesser males and claiming their fat bodies as my slaves, them being a bit unwilling before being Buck-broken (both me and my friend are okay with rape) and, as could be told, personality death for the slave. Belching in that fuzzy ball of flab's brains while using his fat donut… Knowing that I'm significantly larger than him IRL (not fat for)… God, I just want both of us to stop being human.
<you need to be really fetish-deranged to goon to stuff like that.Characters can be drawn differently. I don't mind the original artstyle, yes, but the personalities and the overall character patterns matter, such as Cookie having beady eyes or Mitzi being a Siamese.
<would you goon to fat nigger furry if he had a full fursuit? I might've to his artwork if it was good. Sebastian doesn't seem to be an active commissioner.
<and are you more into drawings or irl fursuiters?28611 - soybooru.com - angry bald black_eyes black_hole black_sclera clenched_teeth closed_mouth cracked_t… glasses iq iq_bell_curve iq_diagrams mustache nightmare_fuel no_pupils profound_mental_retardation retard retarded soyjak.png
What made you write this? I am more into drawings, you should be able to tell!
<also can you write down your views on foids with detailed explanations?Thank you for this question! Women can be decent people to talk with at best, but I believe that I'll never ever lose my virginity to one. They are unattractive, as humans are in general, don't even get me started on their overly complicated anatomy that should gross every sane person out. Their desperate attempts at looking more breedable (i.e., butchering themselves, like trannies) only makes them more injurable. I wish that beating retarded bimbos wasn't punishable and disencouraged by other humans. I haven't gotten myself in any trouble with that, luckily. Women ruin media. Women should be segregated. They are the Jews of the gender world (even a merchant can be a HISA (see Tom Nook), unlike women). I want to have a male tanuki ethnostate.
What worsens my situation is that human-leaning rubbish that is the bimbo fetish has gotten its Jewy hands into some furries' minds, including that Russian friend of mine. I can only dream about him making the right decision and abandoning humans and females for good.
My turn now.
<What's your opinion on 'teens like me, who do contribute gems from time to time at the cost of being retarded gegbulls with no social life?<What should be done to get him to be in relationship with me? I'm deeply hungry in the hugs and kisses department…<I want to recieve your messages instantly while having both the anonymity and the opinion of the rest of the board. What do we do?<I bet I can already be doxxed with all the info. Is that so? №95766[Quote]
>>95686marge… did this image EPI you or on the opposite scare off of watching any porn?
№95767[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I was exposed to porn when I was 5, I didn't start watching it until I was 11 and I bought a tablet from a friend, My parents had weird filters on the internet so I had to find porn through roundabout ways (I say weird because reddit was unblocked)I started going to r34 about year into my addiction and it ran downhill, I would start fixating on cartoon series, I also would speedrun finding hardcore porn in google search (alot harder now thankfully) I started to realize that my addiction would push me into hell in my heart around the time I was 15 so I started avoiding watching really taboo porn and tried to stop watching altogether. The only times I've been able to stop is when I'm working, I know porn messes with my brain and several aspects and having to work for people motivates me to try and do my best, on my own though I hardly care about fighting it other than watching porn that would motivate me to harm others
№95768[Quote]
>>95690oh, here's second part, didn't see it first
memory this bad is abnormal, usually people remember stuff from 3-5 years old so this is not caused by gooning (but it may worsen it), you have some other medical issue with memory
№95773[Quote]
>>95713you still didn't explain what's meaning of "discarded", all these niche fetishes are a huge margerald for me.
>claiming their fat bodies as my slaves, them being a bit unwilling before being Buck-broken (both me and my friend are okay with rape) and, as could be told, personality death for the slave. Belching in that fuzzy ball of flab's brains while using his fat donut…very graphic, I get the idea what your fetishes are about. just compare this to vanilla human intercourse and you'll understand why I encourage you to get rid of it through deworming
>personalities and the overall character patterns matternow that's interesting. personality preference is important part of worm-induced lust, like pedophiles wanting a young, trusting victim incapable of self-care because it's beneficial to parasites. tell me which personalities you consider most sexually attractive.
>I'll never ever lose my virginity to onedo you wish to lose it?
>anatomy that should gross every sane person outyour sexual partner recognition patterns got heavily distorted by worms. it is biologically normal and typical for sane men to like female bodies.
which female body type (slim, fit, muscular, fat etc) is the most disgusting to you? and fat is your favorite, right? I know you'll answer something like "I hate them all", in this case answer about furry females, or both humans and furries
>Their desperate attempts at looking more breedablethis is gross for me too, I like all-natural SISAs
>I want to have a male tanuki ethnostateat this point you just got too aroused to think logically
>human-leaning rubbish that is the bimbo fetishexplain this bimbo fetish please
<What's your opinion on 'teens like me, who do contribute gems from time to time at the cost of being retarded gegbulls with no social life?making gems is nice, sharty needs more creators. doe that's foolish to share so much details about yourself. most soyteens don't have social life like you but we can relate to each other here
<What should be done to get him to be in relationship with me? I'm deeply hungry in the hugs and kisses department…he implied that he uses AI chatbots now, he's a lost cause for you. I suggested alternative to this - deworming, so that you won't need furry hugs and kisses.
<I want to recieve your messages instantly while having both the anonymity and the opinion of the rest of the board. What do we do?we visit site at different times and there's no notification/thread watching system. maybe there are custom solutions for this idk
<I bet I can already be doxxed with all the info. Is that so?likely yes, there was IP leak (IP hashing algorithm leak to be precise). if you made posts in threads with IDs on about yourself being a Hungarian furry which got archived, posted it from home wifi IP (not mobile data or VPN) then it's possible. it can be done without IP doe if somephono finds your socials.
that leak doesn't concern me cuz I always use a VPN and nobaldi knows anything about my personal life, I don't post about it.
№95774[Quote]
>>95767your fetishes make you want to harm others in a sexual setting?
№95779[Quote]
>>95773>you still didn't explain what's meaning of "discarded", all these niche fetishes are a huge margerald for me."Discarded" means "discarded". I did drop some fetishes, that's what it means.
>tell me which personalities you consider most sexually attractive.I really like the chemistry between someone Jewy and dominant (like Tom Nook) and a laid-back submissive (similarly to Punchy, me boi). I do enjoy slight animalistic behavior tendencies, like body language or slight noises when really horny. And raceplay could be a sweet little addition.
>just compare this to vanilla human intercourse and you'll understand why I encourage you to get rid of it through dewormingI get it already, wormswormsworms. None seem to be coming out of my guts though.
>do you wish to lose it?Not with a human or, Lord forbid, an unsentient quadruped animal.
>which female body type (slim, fit, muscular, fat etc) is the most disgusting to you?Purposefully drawn as augmented (with implants or filling) disgusts me. Muscular women are second to worst in terms of both personality and physical ugliness, right below the dreaded bimbo type. Slim females can be pleasing aesthetically, but not arousing or anything. I also don't mind unusual bodies (like those of taurs) if it isn't gross.
>explain this bimbo fetish pleaseLips on anthros, tan fur if the character originally had white fur, excessive pink, being annoyingly retarded (not in form of being merely a shell of past self, being able to only be bred, get larger and huff, but in the sense of having an empty stare, acting consumerist and overly girly and using filler words) and ugly clothing. My explanation of what I enjoy and don't might be too long, so that's that.
>I suggested alternative to this - deworming, so that you won't need furry hugs and kisses.Wormswormsworms. He did get bored from using chat bots, so I might have the chance. The issues that he doesn't see SFW stuff feasible with me, which isn't really true… Also, why shouldn't a man have hugs and kisses?
Oh-Kay, time for mine…
<Are you deworming nowadays? What on?<Do you wish to learn anything specific about furries?<Does anyone else have an opinion on me and my quandries?<How about we establish a time at which we'll post here? №95787[Quote]
>>95774I wrote that last night and was very tired and I didn't mean to sound so ominous sorry,
I mean like troony grooming stuff where people try to push eachother into to do things with lasting effects just to satisfy they're fetishes.
Something I've done that I regret in the past is joining a porn trading group on telegram, theres these people who "feed" you porn in exchange of pictures of yourself. I went along with one of these and felt immediately awful afterwards because of the nature of what I was doing. Even if we both consented I knew it was wrong and I'm somewhat responsible for enabling them, also while I'm still pretty sure I was talking to an adult It's the internet and I hadn't done much to verify if they were one and that sorta haunts me
№95802[Quote]
>>95787Were you an adult at the time?
№95817[Quote]
>>95802Yeah I was, there pfp was very obviously an adult woman (older than me) and they spoke in a mature way, but again I should've been more careful
№95923[Quote]
>>95779>discardedat first I thought this is another fetish, like
used up furry slaves in terrible condition who got rejected by owner or something geg
>chemistry between someone Jewy and dominant (like Tom Nook) and a laid-back submissivethat's generic dom/sub pairing which also appears often in lots of other fetishes, can you think of any specific personality traits which make someone more attractive to you, related to your set of fetishes?
>I get it already, wormswormsworms. None seem to be coming out of my guts though.yeah I'm obsessed with worms. here I wrote why it didn't work
>>94820your fat furry fetish worms are immune to albendazole
>Not with a humanpreviously, were you ever attracted to human females? like the period when you were playing GTA. if yes, to which ones?
>>bimbo fetishso it's "trendy NPC whore for chad's cock" archetype, I hate them too. all colorful and shiny to hide that they're soulless fuck holes
>Also, why shouldn't a man have hugs and kisses?that's just a primitive need for sex and affection which can be lowered by killing worms. I'm fine without it, especially this year after proper deworming. before that sometimes I was daydreaming about having a gf and having sex with her, at times with fetishes I had back then. now I rarely have some thoughts that it'd be nice to have a SISA companion to help you around but I have it in non-lustful way, not focused on sex (having some with your loving partner is good doe). and untainted SISAs with nice, calm and caring personalities are hard to find in modern society.
<Are you deworming nowadays? What on?last time was when I took leftovers of animal multi-dewormer 2 weeks ago, I like its effect on lowering lust so I'll continue using it.
also at that time I started taking zeolite, got one of high quality. the effect I feel is that I have liquid poop rarely now, before that every second-third time pooping I had some kind of diarrhea after eating certain products. I had this for multiple years so it's not caused by dewormers
<Do you wish to learn anything specific about furries?thing I'd like to know is which species of parasites give one a furry fetish, and which substances to use for killing these. nobaldi knows that doe.
you mentioned "porn exchange". what is it exactly? and what's the point if there are gooner media sites like e6?
<How about we establish a time at which we'll post here?I don't use sharty on schedule, also real life responsibilities can interrupt it. I can send an email to notify you each time I reply to you, and you can set up push notifications. doe you should whitelist my address in this case since some obsessed mail services block cock.li by default. and don't post your mail here, that would be lesotho opsec, send some mail for me instead to know your addy
№95924[Quote]
>>95787now these photos are sent and reposted by some random gooners God knows where, and it may cause trouble in future like you getting blackmailed. to do that was a really terrible choice saar
№95926[Quote]
posting here to make sure i don't go back
№95945[Quote]
>>95923>can you think of any specific personality traits which make someone more attractive to you, related to your set of fetishes? Being slobby and somewhat vocal. As mentioned earlier, being somewhat of an animal. My friend does send me voice messages of him belching or moaning on demand. Quite the experience, with his femmy voice especially.
>your fat furry fetish worms are immune to albendazoleThey should at the very least be visible to me. The only possible evidence of worms being in me is my rear being scratchy (I'm a virgin there too btw), but my hygenie is questionable, so it could be just sweat.
>previously, were you ever attracted to human females?There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.
>thing I'd like to know is which species of parasites give one a furry fetish, and which substances to use for killing these. nobaldi knows that doe.Dude. Shut up. I get it already. Wormswormsworms.
>you mentioned "porn exchange". what is it exactly? and what's the point if there are gooner media sites like e6?You must've mistaken me for another 'teen. I do exchange yiff with that Russian doe. The point is getting to know more about each other's preferences and fetishes. Also bonding in a way.
Sad that you can't message me in a certain bit of time.
>There's a bit of a dilemma with him also. We talked about AI chatbots yesterday, and he said: "Either way, no offense, but bots are better at arousing me and are more convenient.", which has deeply offended me. Aside from deworming and cutting him off, how could I best these aluminium retards at making him horny and, potentially, get him to love me outside of roleplaying sessions? I feel wounded by the fact and see it rather as a suggestion to improve. >Also, have you consumed furry content (both SFW and NSFW, both made directly by furries and with anthro characters)? №95950[Quote]
>>95686When i was younger i was against censorship, but as i got older and have seen the damage that an unregulated internet has done i have come to realize that obscenity laws are necessary.
>>95773Discarded means that after the act is done they are left and the guy moves on. I would say it's a subgroup of the abuse fetish. It's most commonly seen in hentai. It's dehumanizing.
I have wondered a bit how much of this was for dehumanization? We have been in a state of never ending war since 2001. They want people to be violent when at war, then when the war was dialing back they pushed the whole pronouns and leftist shit, now that middle eastern war is back on the table they are turning against "woke".
There is also the whole project monarch beta conditioning with cat alters and hyper sexualization. It's real easy to write that off as insane schizo ramblings, but the furry stuff started showing up after society got hyper sexualized.
The key word with that is "triggers", which ties into the next problem: what triggers the cravings? Society is hyper sexualized. Log into steam and BAM they advertise a porn game and that causes relapse. Youtube? the algrothrim feeds you goonerslop because it's fucking evil. There is all sorts of shit that will cause you to retrigger if you are not careful. you are fighting brain chemistry and the only way to defeat your body is with strong spiritual discipline.
You have to reaffirm why you are quitting, you have to reaffirm why you want to quit, and you have to do your best to remove yourself from the temptation. It's NOT easy.
>>95924>>95787That sounds like 764….
№95980[Quote]
>>95924>site filled with failtroll larpers>sounds sinistuhIt could also be a homosexual indian man, who knows
№95987[Quote]
>>95924I was careful about the picture I was concerned about that o algo but you're right
Also I've tried Ivermectin in the past and I felt no difference in any regard ev&andoe I was vaxxed the first time (so I could cross the border)
№96004[Quote]
>>95945>slobbylazy or unhygienic? or both?
>My friend does send me voice messages of him belchingdo you have burp fetish? that's quite a collection
>femmy voicewhy do you like it if you hate females?
>They should at the very least be visible to me. The only possible evidence of worms being in me is my rear being scratchythat's it. prior to deworming I had this anus itch frequently before going to sleep. I scratched it through underwear and there was a shit stain on every pair because of this, sometimes turning into a hole. now I don't have any itching and no shit stains consequently. when I was experimenting with not deworming on purpose the itching returned.
it's not sweat, it can't be. if same thing as I described happens to you (even slightly, not to that extent) it's worms laying eggs with itch-inducing components, or crawling out of asshole and wriggling there.
>There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.it means that you have neurotypical brain with no sexual mental disorders. your fetish preferences were induced by external factor (wormswormsworms) and can be cured.
tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?
<Aside from deworming and cutting him off, how could I best these aluminium retards at making him horny and, potentially, get him to love me outside of roleplaying sessions?after ERPing with llms his standards must have gone up. it means that you need to reply to him instantly, play into all his fetishes (yes, females), forget about your own ones and obey all his wants and needs. this won't be entertaining I think, even if you are that desperate for affection.
<Also, have you consumed furry content (both SFW and NSFW, both made directly by furries and with anthro characters)?you mean gooning? when I was a fetishist worm-filled nigger I've seen some furry art unintentionally sometimes but it didn't intrigue me. I percieve furries as animals, not as sexual objects. I would've gooned to it only if it was in tranime style (looking closer to humans) and had at least one of fetishes I liked. doe I enjoyed tranime girls with animal ears and tails but that's just humans with accessories which weren't that important to me. thank God and parasite pill i'm not a gooner anymore.
if you mean any media with anthros - as much as any normie. I watched movies, played games etc which had characters who can be counted as furries but wasn't obsessed with any of them. your question reminded me that I watched tv show "Geronimo Stilton" with furry characters and in some episodes the female mouse was in bikini which can be considered EPI, but it didn't arouse me or give me any fetishes whatsoever.
№96005[Quote]
>>95980take your meds, I didn't threaten him in any way, just noted that it was foolish and can lead to bad consequences in future
№96007[Quote]
>>95987>tried Ivermectin in the pastyour hardcore fetish worms are immune to it I guess, or you've taken a dose too small. can you tell more about it?
№96008[Quote]
>>95950>They want people to be violent when at war, then when the war was dialing back they pushed the whole pronouns and leftist shitthey want people to be caring towards other wokies but hostile to everyone else who's not validating them, like some kind of cultist sex zombies
>There is also the whole project monarch beta conditioning with cat alters and hyper sexualizationelaborate, this is a place for schizo ramblings
>The key word with that is "triggers", which ties into the next problem: what triggers the cravings? Society is hyper sexualized.I wrote about this before:
in my opinion only something external can make a lot more of people become fags (which is happening now in US and europe, unlike in the past when there were less of them) and this external thing is parasites. you may say "muh grooming" but EPI and fetish goonslop is a mere trigger for worms which jumpstarts dopamine-driven fetish porn addiction and the whole downward spiral. in the past there weren't so much triggers so people stayed seemingly normal even if had some worms. it's almost impossible for this many people whose parents were hetero to suddenly get an inborn mutation which makes them crave the shithole, thus this faggotry wave is caused externally and can be reverted.
>you are fighting brain chemistry and the only way to defeat your body is with strong spiritual discipline.not the only. xenagons are chemicals released by parasite to affect host's behavior through chemistry. kill the parasites and addiction is gone
№96009[Quote]
>>96007I did the horsepaste method, I dialed it to the weight of me and my brother then split it, I took the bigger half off of the knife (I weigh 10-20 lbs more than him) This was 4ish months ago and I still have more I just didn't notice any change so I didn't bother
№96012[Quote]
>>96008Sure i will try.
Project monarch allegedly is the precursor of mk ultra. the beta conditioning is hyper sexualization, and cat alters are a symptom of it. All those pictures of foid celebrities holding something over their eye is monarch symbiology.
BETA: Referred to as “sexual” programming. This programming eliminates all learned moral convictions and stimulates the primitive sexual instinct, devoid of inhibitions. “Cat” alters may come out at this level.
I want to point out, that catgirls didn't appear in modern pop culture until the 60s, right before mk ultra, and when the drugs were hitting the public. I have talked to former hippies and they have mentioned that it was odd that the sedatives would always be sold right when people were getting riled up.
Now, i think a lot of what is said about monarch is misinformation and has been distorted by retarded boomers. What i ultimately think it was, was targeted torture and drug use to reshape a person. However i will list the other conditions as they are commonly shared but i really think that it's well poisoning to throw off the mk ultra researchers. After the epstein files there is no such thing as schizo conspiracy theories.
Other conditions are:
DELTA. This is known as “killer” programming, originally developed for training special agents or elite soldiers (i.e. Delta Force, First Earth Battalion, Mossad, etc.) in covert operations. Optimal adrenal output and controlled aggression is evident. Subjects are devoid of fear; very systematic in carrying out their assignment. Self-destruct or suicide instructions are layered in at this level.
OMEGA. A “self-destruct” form of programming, also known as “Code Green.” The corresponding behaviors include suicidal tendencies and/or self-mutilation. This program is generally activated when the victim/survivor begins therapy or interrogation and too much memory is being recovered.
(I think the troons are a manifestation of this)
ALPHA. Regarded as “general” or regular programming within the base control personality; characterized by extremely pronounced memory retention, along with substantially increased physical strength and visual acuity. Alpha programming is accomplished through deliberately subdividing the victims personality which, in essence, causes a left brain-right brain division, allowing for a programmed union of L and R through neuron pathway stimulation.
GAMMA. Another form of system protection is through “deception” programming, which elicits misinformation and misdirection. This level is intertwined with demonology and tends to regenerate itself at a later time if inappropriately deactivated.
Now, i have my doubts about the parasites, because if that was the case then the serious alcoholics and smokers would not have these problems as alcohol and nicotine kills parasites. I am not discounting it right away, because this is the post epstein world, but i will maintain a healthy level of skepticism until i see more information. I am more inclined to think it's social programing, "sex sells" was the excuse they sold the boomers, but it was mind control and that is my stance on it.
№96064[Quote]
>>96012why exactly catgirls? do they use toxoplasma for training beta subjects? (which I think can create catgirl fetish)
how are beta subjects controlled? through some kind of implants or learned conditional responses?
№96065[Quote]
>>96012>alcohol and nicotine kills parasitesI don't think it's a solution, it can kill some specific ones but others remain. and it causes obvious damage to the organism. besides, if they can evolve to be resistant to dewormers, why can't they do the same with alcohol and nicotine? here's how it is explained in the pill:
>The gut worms which lower testosterone and turn people into homosexuals can be killed with alcohol, particularly with hard alcohol, but the alcohol also harms your blood-brain barrier, making you more likely to become chronically infected by brain parasites that cause depression, addiction, and neurological problems. This is why alcoholics tend not to be pussies or faggots, but they do tend to get depressed a lot and suffer from many kinds of addictions. It is best to avoid alcohol altogether in lieu of other treatment options. >Nicotine kills parasites and bypasses the blood-brain barrier, making it one of the most effective methods for removing brain parasites. By killing brain parasites, it removes the inflammation in the brain, eliminating brain fog and causing it to be considered a nootropic. It also balances out hormones (raising testosterone) by removing the parasites which are disrupting hormone production when they infect the many glands found in the brain. Nicotine, by itself, is non-addiction forming when used in low doses; however, most people get nicotine from tobacco cigarettes, which almost always use harsh chemicals during processing. These chemicals act as food for parasites and can lead to cancer in the lungs (if smoking the tobacco) or in the throat (if chewing). It is these chemicals which causes cigarettes to be addictive due to the parasites using the chemicals as a food-source. For all of these reasons, smoking and chewing tobacco should be avoided unless one grows and processes his own tobacco. The one exception to this is Snus, which does not seem to contain the chemicals. Even if the chemicals are somehow avoided, the ash from smoking can also cause significant lung problems, and so one should limit one’s tobacco smoking by using pipes (not cigarettes) in well ventilated areas (to avoid second-hand smoke from the pipe). №96066[Quote]
>>96009you still have this hardcore fetish? options are:
-they are immune to ivermectin
-you bought a fake paste
-they hid behind the biofilm and survived
№96077[Quote]
>>96004>lazy or unhygienic? or both?Clumsy at eating, absolutely not holding burps, could be on an automated feeding tube, damaged clothing and plenty of fat to that snout.
>why do you like it if you hate females?Meant as "femboyish". These are a target of mine as well, obviously.
>it means that you have neurotypical brain with no sexual mental disorders.So no being an anti-Nazi furry supremacist somewhat-of-a-Nazi-replacement. Shame.
>Geronimo StiltonLiteral who early 2010's cartoon. I saw it as well.
More questions, por favor!
№96079[Quote]
also you forgot to answer this
>There was a time, unfortunately. My preference was as generic as any other commoner's.
<tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?
№96080[Quote]
>>96064You know, That's an excellent question. I have NOT found a satisfactory answer in my research, and I make the argument that cat alters are not the only ones and that the furry stuff is a part of this.
>>96065I do recall that in some of the military trainings for wilderness survival that they have them break up the cigarettes and mix those with water to kill the parasites. I don't think those are made differently than the consumer ones.
I wonder if the foxfire books have any good information on that? those are books on pioneer homesteading. While i a skeptical on the parasites i also have to point out that everyone is a dumbshit who eats out now, and most restaurant cooks are too fucking stupid to wash their hands frequently.
So there IS a correlation to the degeneracy and an increased amount of people eating out. However i am skeptical on this because i frankly think its brainwashing, as degenerates are easier to control.
№96085[Quote]
>>96080>cat alters and furry stuffI'm suspecting that toxoplasma is tied to catgirls because it makes you like appearance and smell of cats, and catgirl fetish is a possible consequence. it just somehow distorts the mate seeking algorithm as a side effect I think. considering that toxoplasma is based in brain that is easy for it to do. doe some say they like catgirls but have no fetish because of general "cuteness" and its popularity among tranime gooners, simply herd effect.
here's a censored example of this distortion, they love exactly these proportions. (ev&doe it's AI generated)
warning: it may goonbait younotice that the head shape is more cat-like, animalistic. eyes are weird too, it gives me sort of slight disgust. but catgirl gooners still consider this peak porn. plus spikes and claws, toxoplasma makes you like risky stuff. also I noticed that they like hands and forearms bigger than upper arms, same with furry gooners.
I still don't know what causes furry fetish. it's different from catgirls and toxoplasma, may be another species or combination of parasites. Hungarian's case confirms that this can't be caused solely by grooming and porn propaganda, it has biochemical component to it.
>break up the cigarettes and mix those with water to kill the parasitesthat's enough for most parasites found in nature, I doubt this will work on urban human parasites as they adapt easily and that's what they do, considering short lifespan. if a phono starts smoking and has some worms, a small part of them will survive and spread their genetically superior eggs. theoretically an ultra-parasite can appear this way which can be killed only with strongest dewormnukes.
>So there IS a correlation to the degeneracy and an increased amount of people eating outtrue, and also amount of migrants working as cooks
>i frankly think its brainwashingit's too effective for brainwashing. there are people who are fully functional mentally, genuinely wanted to be straight and stop gooning, tried a lot of things but still didn't succeed. only abusing biochemistry would give such result in sexualization of society, and parasites are the easiest way to accomplish it.
№96087[Quote]
>>96085I argue it's brainwashing because you have been exposed to it since birth. We did NOT have this problem in the 80s or the 90s. This is post internet.
Now amazon, makes their money off of backend infrastructure and data science. NOT retail. The retail stuff is used to track people, their purchases, and other things. An interest in anti parasitics is a good flag for keeping track of people. It also curates what they watch, it's a great control and tracking measure.
https://archive.is/ZmxkfNote this article, is from 2012, over a decade ago, and target was able to determine a person was pregnant BEFORE she or her family did. This is also technology epstein threw a lot of money into, and sponsored research and conferences into.
Which makes it in the terms of project monarch frightening. Over 80 years of research into controlling people, and most of it via abuse.
Then again, we did bring in a lot of shitworlders, so this may be parasites from those countries. So i am not going to toss it out, but i am skeptical.
But note, that people are noticing that if they mention something, they then get hit with an ad or content about what they were talking about, so algrothrimic brainwashing may be going on, and a lot of mk ultra and porject monarch was sex related.
№96088[Quote]
>>96087tsmt, all corporations are faggots who spy on you 24/7 to sell your data cheap as fuck. I have cleaned tracking raisin out of all devices in my house.
>I argue it's brainwashing because you have been exposed to it since birth.my experience contradicts this. I was a porn addict before but gained immunity to porn after deworming. read here
>>93852>we did bring in a lot of shitworlders, so this may be parasites from those countries.this is a factor too, and everyone magically forgot about importance of deworming. doctors don't prescribe it regularly and 99% of parasite stool tests are negative.
btw have you read parasite pill pdf?
>a lot of mk ultra and porject monarch was sex relatedcan you elaborate about sex stuff? I haven't studied these in depth and there's a lot of false info
№96093[Quote]
not sure why i'm even subjecting myself to the humiliation of writing this out but for whatever reason i've had a moderately chubby/fat and fart fetish since time immemorial even before i knew what sexuality was. the fart fetish thankfully went away by itself right after i discovered porn at 13. after getting into scientific racism and understanding the inferiority of certain races i got a sexual urge to breed with them and destroy my gigaaryan lineage, but importantly i never liked bibisi. this is not the first time i've felt attraction to good things going wrong though, when i was a obsessed with star wars at like 10 i felt attraction to my favorite starship being destroyed, but it went away after i stopped caring. it's worth pointing out that i don't really ever feel attraction to things i like being destroyed normally, it's just when i'm hyper obsessed with a certain good thing, those 2 examples i mentioned are the only time this has ever happened to me. not sure if this is some humiliation fetish being activated in specific instances or whatever. with that said i don't think i'll ever get another fetish because i'm being careful now and an anti degenerate who just has to live with his fetishes or something. i'm autistic if that even matters
this sounds like a jartycuck origin story i hate this
№96094[Quote]
>>96093reading about the deworming experiences in this thread i'm starting to think i have the same problem, i was too embarrassed to do anything about it
it might be because of river water, i regularly do a sport in it
№96102[Quote]
>>96066Its real paste (for horses) and found a website for the dosingband doublechecked the math my self, whats the biofilm?
№96168[Quote]
>>96078>can you describe why do you find laziness sexy?Laziness and slobiness are different things that overlap at times. Again, fats are usually not that motivated.
>and what's sexy about burps?I am somewhat into vore and I pay close attention to sounds. The rumble and the loudness of the stomach exerting gases turns me on, especially with the body to match.
>do you want to keep your fetishes with you or get rid of them?Of course I want to keep them!
>tell me more about this period in detail. and why unfortunately?Like any other pre-teen, nothing to write home about. "Unfortunately" because I like this furry supremacist/racist mindset.
<picrel<Can you think of a prescription for me that would be available in a pharma? <Aside from wormswormsworms, do you REALLY have nothing to learn about furries? I can tell you a thing or two. №96181[Quote]
>>96093>the fart fetish thankfully went away by itselfhow did it happen?
>i felt attraction to my favorite starship being destroyedsexually? or just basic satisfaction?
>i don't think i'll ever get another fetish because i'm being careful nowcareful in which ways?
>this sounds like a jartycuck origin story i hate thisthere are people with worse stories here
>it might be because of river water, i regularly do a sport in ityes that may be it, but more often you get infected from other people, like family members
№96182[Quote]
>>96102these are layers the parasites build around their congregation places, and some may have living worms inside which get out after outer layers are destroyed
№96184[Quote]
>>96168now I get it. laziness and slobiness is the behavior tied with being fat, that's why you get aroused. same with loud rumbling burps
>I am somewhat into vorefully swallowing type or partial? can you describe what exactly turns you on in vore as you did with enslavement and rape?
>Of course I want to keep them!why? I feel like parasites have almost fully enslaved your mind
>I like this furry supremacist/racist mindsetev&doe furries are fictional creatures, you'll never see one irl. yes it sounds like saying YWNBAW to a tranny
<Can you think of a prescription for me that would be available in a pharma?you should aim for any mammal animal dewormer with 4 or more components listed for wider range of action.
these: ivermectin, fenbendazole (or its precursors), mebendazole, pyrantel, praziquantel, pyperazine, albendazole too (ineffective on itself but may strengthen other meds in combination).
you should include at least one which passes blood-brain barrier such as fenbendazole or mebendazole since only these kill brain parasites, and you may have them.
alternative solution, or a helper component for meds is diatomaceous earth. it shreds all worms in your gastrointestinal tract no matter how much biofilm they have. it's only for GIT parasites doe, if they are located elsewhere it won't do a thing. take it first and then meds to kill leftovers.
here if you want to read more:
https://npic.orst.edu/factsheets/degen.htmlthere's also nitazoxanide, med for massive TPD including fungus, protozoans and viruses but it's very expensive (like 500$) so it's not an option
<Aside from wormswormsworms, do you REALLY have nothing to learn about furries? I can tell you a thing or two.my interest in furries is primarily in context of acquisition and removal of this fetish, i.e. how furries and parasites are connected.
doe I have been observing behavior of furries such as on e6. (no I wasn't gooning, content on that site can't even give me a boner.)
and there is this weird paradox: almost all furries say that they are anti-zoophilia ev&doe jerking it to animals is zoophilia, and they have such tags too. anyone bringing this up gets silenced. can you explain which doublethink tricks they use to justify this?
№96230[Quote]
>>96184>fully swallowing type or partial? can you describe what exactly turns you on in vore as you did with enslavement and rape?I like my vore non-fatal, with clear role distinction, loud, resulting in weight gain and utilizing the first two echelons if orifices.
>why? I feel like parasites have almost fully enslaved your mindCould be aliens installing mindsets in me or God himself punishing me not with torture in the afterlife, but with SNCA here. Thanks to him though.
>ev&doe furries are fictional creatures, you'll never see one irl. yes it sounds like saying YWNBAW to a trannyHurts about as much, yes.
>you should aim for any mammal animal dewormer with 4 or more components listed for wider range of action. these: ivermectin, fenbendazole (or its precursors), mebendazole, pyrantel, praziquantel, pyperazine, albendazole too (ineffective on itself but may strengthen other meds in combination).
Thanks for the prescription. Will get me a fat tanuki fursuut and barge in a pet shop with the order.
>can you explain which doublethink tricks they use to justify this?Furries want to be seen as cleaner than they are seen as now. Nobody wants to be outed as a threat to the society. I used to walk on that thin ice once, back when I was straight. Luckily, nothing has happened IRL and it was all talked out of my mind by a med. They didn't know what to do with sudden orientation change, only point was "but your morbidly obese latex-clad tanuki slave isn't real". No wonder why I still salivate over males.
<What should furries be replaced by after the wonders of deworming take place?<You glow. Are you even a 'teen? №96278[Quote]
>>96230>Could be aliens installing mindsets in me or God himself punishing meyeah I know I have annoyed you with worms. you love ERPing and the pleasure from it, and that thing keeps you in place. it's like telling a drug addict to stop, but from your perspective gooning and erping seemingly doesn't harm you but gives pleasure instead, it's the trick you use to keep thinking it's normal. doe objectively you have a strong desire to penetrate the shithole of morbidly obese animal-human hybrids which don't even exist, and want to become one yourself. this is certainly not normal for human biology. you will always be a human saar. and since you didn't have this before, the desire is being induced externally. something is manipulating you into this jartycuck raisin and you willingly comply because muh pleasure. it's simply your point of choice: to become a free willed self-controlling aryan or remain a slave to your goon fantasies. and imagine how happy your parents would be to know that you got rid of fetishes.
sperged out a little here, just couldn't resist
>I used to walk on that thin ice once, back when I was straight. Luckily, nothing has happened IRLwhat exactly was that?
>They didn't know what to do with sudden orientation change, only point was "but your morbidly obese latex-clad tanuki slave isn't real".I wanted to ask you this but forgot, how did your parents and doctor find out about your fetishes? how did they react and what happened after that?
<What should furries be replaced by after the wonders of deworming take place?in case of mass deworming furries won't be replaced but de-goonified instead. so that they will keep being obsessed with snca characters, media etc but without any porn and degeneracy. think of it being like the activity of users on vooey splinter but without the erotics/porn witch hunting since after deworming you actually don't care about goonbait. those who were furries bc of fetishes only will likely quit.
<You glow. Are you even a 'teen? because I'm obsessed with worms? that's just my favorite snca topic (doe it should be seca). I was dewormposting here since winter after I dewormed myself and it worked wonders, and I'm the one who turned r9k into deworming board. doe there are other deworm schizos, like Pantokrator and the fasting christian guy.
№96286[Quote]
>>96278>morbidly obese animal-human hybrids which don't even exist>you will always be a human saar.You know where to hurt, you sick son of a gun.
>and imagine how happy your parents would be to know that you got rid of fetishes.Gladly, they only know about me being a furry. I still tell them things a straight misogynist would say. Just for their sound sleep.
>what exactly was that?Fat ferals. Mind you, I was already a self-established 'teen at that point. Met a dude on /nate/ during that time – he supplied me with fat donuts. He stopped talking to me after I told him about my Russian friend being 'oxed.
inb4 jerdee
>How did they find out about your fetishes? how did they react and what happened after that?I somewhat gave myself in with having weird thoughts regarding ferals (Lord, what a shame to write this). I've started feeling doubt in ferals even before the doctos could affect me, so…
I went after medical assistance for uni reasons, so that was one of the points we did as well.
The time continuity may be confused by you, so tell me if you need help with it.
>because I'm obsessed with worms? that's just my favorite snca topic (doe it should be seca).Fair enough. You're excused.
№96289[Quote]
>>96286>You know where to hurt, you sick son of a gun.you wouldn't get hurt if you were free from fetishes. you just want that fetish dopamine hit and I bring you back to Earth.
>Gladly, they only know about me being a furry.what's their opinion on this?
>Fat ferals anusesit's plain zoophilia. good that you abandoned that raisin, it's one step away from animal rape. that's how parasites mess with you.
>I've started feeling doubt in feralswhy don't you feel same doubt with usual furries, or other fetishes? I was more sensitive on what is degenerate even before deworming
>so that was one of the points we did as well.it's kind of amusing that most doctors can't cure fetishes but some parasite schizo can
<what did this doctor say or try aside from "it's not real"?<would you ever let your parents know about all the fetishes you have?<would you goon to 'cado if that was artwork of a furry? (I know this is a rhetoric question) №96294[Quote]
>>96289>you wouldn't get hurt if you were free from fetishes. you just want that fetish dopamine hit and I bring you back to Earth.It'd hurt even if I was free of any fetishes. Just sad that there aren't any anthros out there.
>what's their opinion on this?They must've already forgotten what furries are. Neither of us speak of that.
>it's plain zoophilia. good that you abandoned that raisin, it's one step away from animal rape. that's how parasites mess with you.Would it still be wrong if the deed was done to a feral that is able to consent in a human language or via a document?
>why don't you feel same doubt with usual furries, or other fetishes?Because there's already a mindset that may no longer be related to fetishes. I sincerely would be an open supporter of anthro supremacy, like those dumb Nick Fuentes Braniggers.
>it's kind of amusing that most doctors can't cure fetishes but some parasite schizo canMarge
>what did this doctor say or try aside from "it's not real"?Xhey gave up on me and said something like "that's not my sphere of profession, I don't even know what to do" after me snapping and telling them what I'm into now (also showing an example, Jesus Christ…). Mind you, that person was a renowned and well-regarded private psychologist.
>would you ever let your parents know about all the fetishes you have?Only if I have the everything to live on my own. I don't want to get kicked out!
>would you goon to 'cado if that was artwork of a furry? (I know this is a rhetoric question)The picture itself is bad. His rear isn't my type. Besides, I likely would've recognized it.
Hmmm…
<What were YOUR fetishes? Do you really have none left?<Have you been in a 'cord? What was it like? №96296[Quote]
>>96294Not op here
> I sincerely would be an open supporter of anthro supremacy, like those dumb Nick Fuentes Braniggers.Marge whats the furry groyper connection?
№96306[Quote]
>>96298I know a furry groyper thats why I had to ask
№96308[Quote]
>>96294>Would it still be wrong if the deed was done to a feral that is able to consent in a human language or via a document?of course. for me anything but vanilla with human of opposite sex is wrong, with non-humans it's wrong^2
>Because there's already a mindset that may no longer be related to fetishes.what's this mindset? and why do you think that furries are superior to humans?
>>it's kind of amusing that most doctors can't cure fetishes but some parasite schizo can>Margedeworming helped me and other 'teens get rid of fetishes while the most doctors can do is behavioral therapy and libido suppression which is ineffective and archaic compared to effect from killing parasites
>Xhey gave up on me and said something like "that's not my sphere of profession, I don't even know what to do" after me snapping and telling them what I'm into now (also showing an example, Jesus Christ…). Mind you, that person was a renowned and well-regarded private psychologist.let's see if I outdo him, eager to see the result. you haven't given up on deworming, have you?
<What were YOUR fetishes?I won't list all, I don't even like to think about some. doe it didn't get to antimatter degree like yours or of some other 'teens here. I will describe a very weird and obscure one, also one of the strongest I had. spoilered not to goonbait anybaldi
this fetish needs very specific circumstances to activate. it's about someone being half-willingly humiliated. "half-willingly" means that they get into a situation where they are suggested or demanded to do a sexually humiliating yet not pornographic/explicit action but a casual one like undressing for example. doe it doesn't trigger if the person is forced or on opposite does it fully willingly without any sort of worries. to trigger the person must be embarrassed about it, have an opportunity not to do it (like walk away, argue or whatever) but still chooses to be humiliated out of some stupid made up excuses, and this person must NOT have a humiliation fetish. otherwise it doesn't work. extra points if a group of people is humiliated that way.example: a female sports team is told to use a unisex public shower room without any cabins or separators. males can see them naked and they feel uncomfortable because of that, but are told to use it since there are no other showers and they're in a hurry or something. they can refuse to use it but still do it and get humiliated.for this fetish if it's males or females humiliated somehow does not matter, the fact of half-willing humiliation itself aroused me so technically I was a baggot back then. and I liked to take perspective not of the humiliated person or the humiliator, but that of an observer not participating in the situation. this indifference allowed me to switch focus towards females also going away from more disgusting stuff, and prior to full deworming I became almost fully straight, reinforcing this straightness after. now I am immune to any faggotry and like females only, will never switch back to prior state. in the past I would've had a stone-hard boner after imagining examples like this one but now it doesn't bother me. if I feel that fetishes like this are returning it's a reliable indicator of reinfection so I deworm again which happens once every 1-2 months.<Do you really have none left?I think so. there is a set of preferences left after being a gooner but these aren't fetishes. for example I like albino tranime girls (white hair, red eyes) it's not a sexual thing but more like aesthetical. or another preference:
I like big breasts sized around D-cup and am a little bit obsessed about this part of female body, in good sense. for better understanding gooner sites tag it as medium breasts since big ones are unrealistically big there. from the standpoint of biology it's natural and even good (more milk production = healthier offspring) and no I don't have milk fetish or something like that, just find pleasant to play around with boobs when aroused. it's fully controlled, if I don't want to get aroused I won't, even by a nice pair of these. but they do unwillingly capture my attention sometimes, which is natural too. <Have you been in a 'cord? What was it like?glad that I haven't been in any, I understood the degeneracy of my fetishes so I made sure that nobody knew about these, even anonymously I wouldn't interact with anyone in fetish context.
and have you been in any 'cords?
№96322[Quote]
>>96088>can you elaborate about sex stuff? I haven't studied these in depth and there's a lot of false infoAllegedly beta conditioning is created via sexual abuse, along with drugs and other psychological abuse. This would explain the why human trafficking victims often become traffickers themselves. Alleged victim testimonies mention occult activities associated with this. It's real easy to write off as schizo until shit like this drops:
https://www.jpost.com/israel-news/article-887804https://www.haaretz.com/israel-news/2025-06-04/ty-article/.premium/survivors-testify-to-knesset-about-childhood-sexual-abuse-network-in-religious-ceremonies/00000197-3bca-da41-a9f7-3fceaa010000https://www.shomrim.news/eng/breaking-the-silence-around-ritual-abuseOf course it's in kikeland, and it's epstein adjacent because of his Israeli connections, especially in the finance world.
Those articles read very similar to monarch beta conditioning programing.
>>93852I am on the fence for this. I was epi'd at 14, with swank magazines(DON'T LOOK THOSE UP) among other things. I would argue that hentai makes it worse because there are no imperfections with it, and it behaves like a drug, with your serotonin. This is where shit gets comlicated:
>Estrogen boosts serotonin: Estrogen increases serotonin production, enhances the sensitivity of serotonin receptors, and slows down its breakdown by blocking specific enzymes. So is it worms? is it microplastics? is it hormonal imbalance? Is it soy? Is it addiction behavior? I suspect that it's different from person to person. As such if someone finds something that works then i am NOT going to knock it.
At the same time, porn is a trillion dollar industry, and they want to fight any and all regulation. Thankfully they are losing as now many states require registering to prove you are over 18. The law is always 15 years behind technology, which is why the US is in such decline.
№96346[Quote]
>>96308>and why do you think that furries are superior to humans?They just are, okay?
>deworming helped me and other 'teens get rid of fetishes while the most doctors can do is behavioral therapy and libido suppression which is ineffective and archaic compared to effect from killing parasitesIf you try to turn your deworming shilling down even for a brief moment, is there no other solution that matches deworming's efficiency?
>you haven't given up on deworming, have you?I took those three pills in the box. Not much afterwards.
>for example I like albino tranime girls (white hair, red eyes) it's not a sexual thing but more like aesthetical.Ew anime
>and have you been in any 'cords?None of those I've been in were groomy. Some allowed NSFW, but not much else. I was in a Soycord thoughie, we created it after a raid on antiai.
<Is anyone you know well a furry?<What should be done with the Russian after I get all the worms out of me? №96348[Quote]
>>96346>They just are, okay?try to explain it, you sound like you were brainwashed saar
>is there no other solution that matches deworming's efficiency?I don't know any that match or surpass it. behavioral therapy is sort of willpower training similar to easypeasy, but it takes a lot of effort to actually work. and if you get exposed to triggers you can easily snap, but after deworming view it all you want and you likely won't even get a boner unless you want to. other thing is libido suppression, you know what it does and why it's retarded. instead of turning a fag into straight it turns him into an impotent.
the only case in which therapy works better than deworming is if a fetish is caused by some psychological trauma as a form of cope, and resolving the trauma removes the fetish.
>Ew animefunnily enough I didn't watch any but used images and vids of tranime sisas for gooning
<Is anyone you know well a furry?so far only you saar. most furries support the current thing and trannies so there's almost nothing in common with me, and I am instantly disgusted if I see fag/troon/ukraine/palestine/anarchy etc emoji, pronouns and such in a profile
<What should be done with the Russian after I get all the worms out of me?I know it sounds retarded but in your place I'd recommend him to deworm too
№96349[Quote]
>>96308>albino tranime girls (white hair, red eyes)are you that one guy i saw on /a/?
i have a habit of checking through multiple boards geg
>>96348i didn't ever get that much into tranime myself, but i also couldn't stop gooning to tranime sisas
it got extremely out of control and left me with a lot of bad memories, i still have to figure myself out after it
№96350[Quote]
>>96349I don't post on /a/
and it's true that they are addictive as fuck, before deworming I just switched one addiction to another with less degeneracy
№96351[Quote]
new to the thread, had a relapse today before lunch after being clean for a whole week, i'm too ashamed to talk about it in full detail today, but its a new personal record for me, i haven't felt this disgusted after gooning in years also. and i think thats a good thing actually.
i think this improvement is due to me reading the bible more and taking 5ml ivermectin doses each week, i believe both have greatly helped me to combat my porn addiction.
now i barely feel the need to check for porn sites and my intrusive thoughts are in an all time low as well but i'm not completely cured for this illness.
i will do the greentext tomorrow talking about my past when i got epi'd, but now i will pray and go to sleep.
№96352[Quote]
>>96351that's good progress for the start, after around a week it will become even better (as it happened with me)
№96355[Quote]
>>96322>link 1that's intriguing but often when this happens rapist/abuser has his men in the police (or higher) who cover him up and dismiss cases
>link 2sounds more like thing you describe but it's paywalled. can you find full article and 'chive it? and others too
>link 3that's exactly the thing. I wonder how did this leak into news in the first place if
(((they))) are so powerful?
>swank magazineslooked it up since I'm unbothered immune dewormaryan. that's rather tame stuff compared to what people get fed with by goyslop algorithms now. why are all covers made in warm colors and almost always include pink and yellow?
there's also a trend where corporations started including blue, pink or purple tint into their logos and designs, or remake the whole thing as pink-blue. and the fucking rounded edges everywhere, I'm sick of it. what can this be?
>hentai makes it worse because there are no imperfections with ittrue, your standards become too high for biological women after hentai mindrape. same with real porn but with hentai it's stronger
>>Estrogen boosts serotonin: Estrogen increases serotonin production, enhances the sensitivity of serotonin receptors, and slows down its breakdown by blocking specific enzymes.that's why women tend to be more emotional and gullible?
>So is it worms? is it microplastics? is it hormonal imbalance? Is it soy? Is it addiction behavior?usually it's multiple. for example: vaccines, microplastics and such weaken your immune system, then parasites thrive in it, they produce xenagons which make you more lustful and kinky, you see porn which triggers you, goon to it and go for harder stuff and so on.
also at first I thought that "X worm species give you Y fetish" but now I think it's not true. it's determined by how individual's biochemistry and mind react to these xenagons which varies for everyone.
>many states require registering to prove you are over 18.ineffective as it's easily bypassed but still better than nothing
№96365[Quote]
do fetishes go away once you quit porn?
№96374[Quote]
>>96348>try to explain it, you sound like you were brainwashed saarI might've been, but still. Humans are just ugly compared to anthros. Their bodies aren't able to withstand my fetish demands. That's it.
>funnily enough I didn't watch any but used images and vids of tranime sisas for gooningEugh. Anime is genuinely awful as a genre/whatever. I better focus on desecrating anime as much as possible (is Animal Crossing anime?)
>so far only you saar. most furries support the current thing and trannies so there's almost nothing in common with me, and I am instantly disgusted if I see fag/troon/ukraine/palestine/anarchy etc emoji, pronouns and such in a profileI suppose I can already be profiled as a certain person in terms of political standpoint. Any guesses?
>I know it sounds retarded but in your place I'd recommend him to deworm tooThere should be a certain entry message to get him on hook. Which one?
<Are you a lirker on 4coal? <Will a medical checkup help me? №96395[Quote]
>>96365answered in your thread
>>96386>>96374>Because there's already a mindset that may no longer be related to fetishes.>Their bodies aren't able to withstand my fetish demands. That's it.you're contradicting yourself. so this mindset is
>me and everyone else is ugly, I hate that I am a human, I want to be a fat tanuki furry and have gay sex with other fatfurs for eternityhating your own body like that also reminds me of trannies, but thankfully there are no trooning out operations for furries
>Anime is genuinely awful as a genre/whatever. I better focus on desecrating anime as much as possibleI'm neutral to it, just not interested. it's too unrealistic for my tastes. doe the people obsessed with tranime and spamming it everywhere are annoying
btw an interesting thing happened when I dewormmaxxed for first time. I had a hentai game on my pc which I liked and gooned to sometimes but after deworming I suddenly came to conclusion that it's boring. I was skipping all the dialogues and porn scenes and then just decided to uninstall it, didn't even finish it geg.
>is Animal Crossing anime?no, it's just a cartoon-ish game about animals. personally I don't even consider them furries since they need to have detailed humanlike bodies to be ones, that's my definition.
>I suppose I can already be profiled as a certain person in terms of political standpoint. Any guesses?that's simple, you're nazi fur advocating for total human death
>There should be a certain entry message to get him on hook. Which one?you can start with a question "if you had an opportunity to remove all your fetishes, would you do it?" if no then inquire further and tell that you are fetish-free now yourself. after this he'll get interested how did you do that. at this point you can tell about deworming.
<Are you a lirker on 4coal?visited it a couple times but didn't like it. it's a bit too fast, threads sink easily, has niggerhellish captcha and almost all threads are about porn or get derailed into porn. also it's filled with trannies and other degenerates. sovlless site with no place for genuine discussion unlike here.
<is your former ERP friend curious? would he get interested in dewormpill?<what exactly is ugly in humans?<do you wish to gain weight IRL because of your fat fetish? №96397[Quote]
>>96374missed this one
<Will a medical checkup help me? no it won't since it's checkup, not a procedure. if you mean doctors and medicine as a whole - no either, they can't do much, I explained why before.
№96452[Quote]
>>96395>hating your own body like that also reminds me of trannies, but thankfully there are no trooning out operations for furriesButchering your body won't work. I need a genetic-level transformation so that I'd have nothing human in me.
>me and everyone else is ugly, I hate that I am a human, I want to be a fat tanuki furry and have gay sex with other fatfurs for eternityFact.
>no, it's just a cartoon-ish game about animals. personally I don't even consider them furries since they need to have detailed humanlike bodies to be ones, that's my definition.Thank Jesus. So, your definition of "furry" depends more on the style than the anthropomorphism. Curious.
>that's simple, you're nazi fur advocating for total human deathHuh, quite accurate.
>you can start with a question "if you had an opportunity to remove all your fetishes, would you do it?" if no then inquire further and tell that you are fetish-free now yourself. after this he'll get interested how did you do that. at this point you can tell about deworming.That actually sounds awful in my opinion. It's be out of character, I think. Now, he's quite a pessimistic person outside of roleplaying, so that could be taken as an advantage. Something like "do you want to have more will to draw" or "i can give you a solution to your anxiety" might be somewhat better.
>is your former ERP friend curious? would he get interested in dewormpill?I haven't asked him yet. You mean the Russian, right?
>what exactly is ugly in humans?Their faces, their lack of coat, their lack of tail, brown people existing. Need I say more?
>do you wish to gain weight IRL because of your fat fetish?No. But I was planning to send some IRL pics to my Russian friend during the early months of being into males. God, I miss that spark in him.
Hmmm…
<How did you buy animal dewormers? The concept itself feels weird and somewhat zoophilic<I may need some dewormpill snopes. Can you hook me up with those? №96456[Quote]
>>96355
>that's exactly the thing. I wonder how did this leak into news in the first place if (((they))) are so powerful?Nah, it's a few factors: money, they are tribal and tend to cover themselves, and evangicales corrupted by the scoffield bible.
>looked it up since I'm unbothered immune dewormaryan. that's rather tame stuff compared to what people get fed with by goyslop algorithms now. why are all covers made in warm colors and almost always include pink and yellow?there's also a trend where corporations started including blue, pink or purple tint into their logos and designs, or remake the whole thing as pink-blue. and the fucking rounded edges everywhere, I'm sick of it. what can this be?
This ties into both project monarch and mkultra: The CIA was heavily involved with psychology and marketing in the 60s, so marketing psychologists do non-stop research into what attracts attention, as well as influences thoughts. So to answer your question, they got a bunch of guys in a room, and asked them how they felt about shapes, fonts, and whatever.
WE live in a cyberpunk dystopia, so the algrothrim does this at a faster pace.
That's the sad thing, the hyper proliferation of porn. in the past it was heavily regulated to shady stores on the shit parts of town, so you had to be extra creepy to go there. Then it began spreading like crazy. Had it been worms, then we would have seen these problems in history, but history has had religions that said "this is bad", most likely from observations
So it's my firm belief that it's brain chemistry, tied to the addiction centers. So i think there isn't a panacea for porn addicts, as it's a mixture of different causes. This means that the pilgrims/fapstranauts will have to find their own means of salvation.
>sounds more like thing you describe but it's paywalled. can you find full article and 'chive it? and others tooDamnit! it wasn't paywalled when i checked. Not sure if it's regional or what. i will have to pull those later.
№96457[Quote]
this chud here
>>96351sorry, but i cannot make the greentext today.
im having a terrible headache after a long day.
i hate being a procrastinator, so i'm gonna work on that as well.
№96461[Quote]
>>96452>So, your definition of "furry" depends more on the style than the anthropomorphism.yes, simple cartoon characters even if having anthro-like body are not fully furries. some are saying "all drawings/cartoons with walking animals are muh furry culture" just to appropriate it for their fetishistic obsession, trying to hide the fact that furry culture is 99% about gooning to animals. doe I can't write an objective rule to determine "if X character is a furry", my opinion is different case to case. also I account for factors like artist's intention and context.
>I haven't asked him yet.I meant his general level of curiosity and openness to unusual ideas.
>How did you buy animal dewormers? The concept itself feels weird and somewhat zoophilicfirst looked up the ones with good components (I wanted it to include ivermectin and fenbendazole), wrote down the meds, went to vet shop and asked for these. as a species I've chosen dogs since they are common pets, there are plenty of different non-prescription meds for them and asking for these won't raise suspicion.
marge what's zoophilic in it? components are the same as for humans but with lower price and more effect. besides a guy who gooned to feral porn accusing consumption of meds to be zoophilic is ridiculous
>I may need some dewormpill snopes. Can you hook me up with those?open parasite pill pdf (it's on 'ki), go to section you need snopes about and visit links or 'chives listed there.
<if you met yourself from the past when you weren't attracted to furries at all, and fully told him about your fetishes in detail, what would be his opinion on it?<why are you disgusted by tranime girls (and guys too I think), but if someone recolors them, adds a few fur lines and says they are furries you stop being disgusted?<which artstyle(s) do you prefer? you can include examples but make it without any nudity/erotics (or paint that stuff over) and put it in spoilers<did you watch any non-furry porn/erotics before you acquired the fetish? №96464[Quote]
>>96456>the hyper proliferation of porn.now we meet with the hyper proliferation of degenerate fetish faggotry. it started mid-10s and is rapidly growing. now in normigroid society it's considered normal for a man to use dildos for example.
>Then it began spreading like crazy. Had it been worms, then we would have seen these problems in historyI think that hyper proliferation of porn happened without worms since it plays on base instincts present in everyone but the proliferation of faggotry had parasites involved. maybe they have created some worms for inducing fetishes and spread the infection on purpose.
also notice that in major cities faggotry is way more common and accepted, in medium it's not that frequent but still is there, and in low population or remote places there's almost none as it was before mass faggotification.
in history there were worms but people willingly avoided all triggers, which kept them from degeneracy. for example exposed female shoulders were a taboo. but now females walk outside in bras and boyshorts (underwear in other words) and goycattle says "it's normal just control your arousal and don't scold them for dressing like a whore it's sexual assault"
for making a society degenerate you need mass parasite infection or other means of increasing libido + a lot of triggers in everyday life. which we got now.
>So it's my firm belief that it's brain chemistry, tied to the addiction centers.yes it is. worms are based in guts where production of most hormones takes place. they fuck up biochemistry with xenagons and exert control over host. doe more precisely make host want to protect and spread them. for example read Hungarian's reppeys where he says that he doesn't want to get rid of his fetishes. (he posts with BUMPs)
you need to read about xenagons, it's heavily censored shit and glowies have something to do with it.
>So i think there isn't a panacea for porn addicts, as it's a mixture of different causes. I'm not denying it can be induced by grooming only, it's a form of brainwashing. doe parasite-induced addiction is way harder to cure, that's why I think they utilize parasites for mass degeneracy. I tried to change my degenerate behavior before but only after deworming significant changes happened.
>This means that the pilgrims/fapstranauts will have to find their own means of salvation.in most cases combining deworming and abstinence from porn/triggers helps I think.
>Damnit! it wasn't paywalled when i checked. Not sure if it's regional or what. i will have to pull those later.'chive everything, it's a solid rule for any researcher. when I visited it said that for email registration you can read one article for free, try that
№96465[Quote]
>>96457no problem, write it when you want. and have a good rest
№96466[Quote]
>>96456I bypassed it and locally 'chived the page. here's the text.
During a special joint Knesset session on Tuesday, several women, mainly from the ultra-Orthodox and religious Zionist communities, came forward to testify about years of childhood abuse they suffered during "sadistic sexual rituals" performed in religious ceremonies in Israel. Their testimonies, which also indicate repeated neglect from authorities, are part of a disturbing pattern documented by journalists, trauma experts and NGO leaders.
"You have no idea what ritual abuse is," Yael Shitrit, one of the victims, told committee members. "The human brain cannot process it. You cannot imagine what it is like to program a 3-year-old girl through rape and sadism so that they can do whatever they want without anyone knowing."
As the MKs listened to the survivors' testimony, a number appeared visibly shaken. "This is horrifying," Likud MK Eli Dalal remarked. "The time has come to move from listening to action." He called for immediate action on the part of the police, relevant government ministries and the justice system. "There are helpless children here, and we need to take initiative now," Dalal said.
Elex HQ banner mobile
MK Naama Lazimi of the Democrats party, who also chairs the Youth Affairs Committee, said: "I couldn't breathe when I learned of a network of ritual abuse of girls, that there could be such a system and dangerous mechanism, and nothing is being done to stop it.
Related Articles
'Indescribable suffering': The man exposing the horrors of Haredi schools in Israel Ido David Cohen
These Israelis were sexually abused before Oct. 7. Now they're suffering all over again Liza Rozovsky
He discovered his sister is in an extremist Jewish cult – and set out on a rescue mission Ayelett Shani
The special session was a joint initiative of the Knesset Committee for the Advancement of the Status of Women and the Special Committee for Youth Affairs. Chairwoman MK Pnina Tamano-Shete of the National Unity Party opened by introducing the impetus for the session - an extensive investigation published in May by Israel Hayom journalist Noam Barkan, which revealed harrowing allegations of organized ritual sexual abuse of children in Israel.
Over a dozen women aged 20-45, primarily from the ultra-Orthodox and religious Zionist communities, contributed to Barkan's report, detailing nearly identical experiences of childhood abuse that involved religious ceremonies, family complicity and systematic torture masked as spiritual rituals. The survivors, who were all children when the abuse occurred, described being drugged, raped, mutilated, filmed and psychologically manipulated through "ceremonies" led by religious figures in which family members, including parents, often participated.
Victims spoke of abuse in homes, synagogues, forests and schools, often framed in religious language and mimicking biblical stories. More than one woman described being forced to take part in a ceremony where the abusers acted out the binding of Isaac, tying her up while they performed a makeshift circumcision ritual on her.
One of the abuse victims who spoke on Tuesday was a woman identified only as "A," who revealed that she was abused by her cousin from the age of 4. By 14, A said she was being tortured and starved by well-known figures in her community. "There were events open to the general public, and there were internal rituals where I was tied to a high pole with handcuffs," she recalled. She went on to describe rituals involving the drinking of menstrual blood, as well as the slaughtering of cats and other animals.
Many speakers addressed the lack of accountability and alleged cover-ups surrounding their cases. "A" said that even after she went to the police with recorded testimony from someone who admitted to abusing her, the woman was not even summoned for questioning. "The police told me I was imagining it," A recounted.
Survivor Yael Ariel, who endured nearly fifteen years of ritual abuse beginning at age five, told the committee that she also eventually filed a police complaint – only to have it closed after a few months. She also said she had heard testimonies from other women alleging that doctors, educators, police officers and both current and former Knesset members were involved in covering up abuse.
"Having our voices heard in the Knesset today is a historic moment," Ariel said.
№96467[Quote]
part 2
The women's assertions corroborated Barkan's investigation, which found that despite numerous complaints filed with Israeli police over the years, the overwhelming majority of incidents, especially those that took place in religious communities, like Jerusalem's Nahlaot neighborhood, were closed without indictments.
Her report includes interviews with several experts and advocates who accused authorities of negligence, denial and systemic silencing. Many of the victims described being accused of lying, retraumatized by failed investigations and abandoned by legal institutions.
Dr. Naama Goldberg, CEO of "Lo Omdot Mineged" (We Will Not Stand By), has been collecting testimonies of sadistic abuse of children for years. She also used her speaking time to address police negligence. "I submitted written testimonies from five women to the police," Goldberg remarked. "To this day, no one has contacted me."
At the committee session, Lt. Col. Anat Yakir, head of the Crime Victims and Family Division of the Israeli police, attempted to reassure lawmakers and the public: "The system, at its highest levels, is examining the matter," she said. "It is a very high priority for the intelligence division."
At one point, Tamano-Shata challenged Yakir's claim, saying, "Reality shows us the police are not strong when it comes to handling sex crimes. No one wants to talk about brutal rape and children being raped. These are incomprehensible, monstrous cases."
MK Matti Sarfati Harkabi of Yesh Atid described the testimonies as an earthquake. "I can't process what I'm hearing," she said. "This is one of the most important hearings the committee has ever held. I couldn't have imagined a reality like this even in my worst nightmare."
Lazimi concluded the session with a pledge to conduct follow-up hearings. "We want data, and we will not allow a cover-up," she said in closing. "We will request information from the police, the State Prosecutor's Office, the Welfare Ministry and the Education Ministry.
"This is a national issue, and in the next hearing, the police commissioner must be present – because we are talking about a child trafficking network."
№96478[Quote]
Hmm
>ungregiano
№96479[Quote]
>>96461>I meant his general level of curiosity and openness to unusual ideas.We don't talk much yet
>marge what's zoophilic in it?Ionkno, something about consuming things for animals…
>if you met yourself from the past when you weren't attracted to furries at all, and fully told him about your fetishes in detail, what would be his opinion on it?He rightfully would've called the cops. A 20 year old shouldn't talk to a 10 year old.
>why are you disgusted by tranime girls (and guys too I think), but if someone recolors them, adds a few fur lines and says they are furries you stop being disgusted?Snopes or mental retardation.
>which artstyle(s) do you prefer? you can include examples but make it without any nudity/erotics (or paint that stuff over) and put it in spoilersRealistic furs as well
>did you watch any non-furry porn/erotics before you acquired the fetish?Unfortunately, yes. I view it as ugly nowadays.
<lemme check smth №96488[Quote]
>>96479>something about consuming things for animals…there may be people who have this fetish and get a boner from it but I do this for purely practical reasons. wait, do YOU have such fetish?
>He rightfully would've called the cops. A 20 year old shouldn't talk to a 10 year old.because of your fetishes being antimatter or the general "no talking to strangers" rule? doe you yourself are not a stranger
did you get furry fetish at 11? doctos it's horrible
>Snopes or mental retardation.I was talking about this style (images). furries who have tranime-style faces. doe you're right that it's far-fetched conclusion. I bet you won't like female one since you hate them all, idk about male one doe, do you consider this ugly? was I right or wrong?
>Realistic furs as wellI think this is close to zoophilia
>Unfortunately, yes. I view it as ugly nowadays.at which point did you get disgust for all humans? do you know the cause?
№96490[Quote]
>>96488>there may be people who have this fetish and get a boner from it but I do this for purely practical reasons. wait, do YOU have such fetish?Nope.
>because of your fetishes being antimatter or the general "no talking to strangers" rule? doe you yourself are not a strangerBecause of not wanting to inflict any damage on that minor that I was. EPI is horrid and shouldn't be experienced by anyone.
>did you get furry fetish at 11? doctos it's horribleAround that time…
>I was talking about this style (images). furries who have tranime-style faces. doe you're right that it's far-fetched conclusion. I bet you won't like female one since you hate them all, idk about male one doe, do you consider this ugly? was I right or wrong?It's called kemono and it is coally. Honestly, if you're a burger, your gramps should've nuked them more.
>I think this is close to zoophiliaHuh. As much as hyper ferals in unrealistic art-styles?
>at which point did you get disgust for all humans? do you know the cause?At the point of my hate for anime getting open. Happened at 13-14.
<That was quick. №96492[Quote]
>>96466>Victims spoke of abuse in homes, synagogues, forests and schools, often framed in religious language and mimicking biblical stories. More than one woman described being forced to take part in a ceremony where the abusers acted out the binding of Isaac, tying her up while they performed a makeshift circumcision ritual on her.Ever see that movie da vinici code? That was supposed to be the big plot twist was masonic sex rituals to protect the Davidic bloodline. I have heard it argued that waco was attacked not because of the guns, but because they called themselves "branch Davidians" and this enraged the kikes.
I suspect a lot of those rituals will mirror the astarte and ashura rituals from the time, as on of the key give aways was "in the forests". The problem is how much of it is project monarch, MK ultra, or paganism? pagans are nasty sex perverts who molest children, but are also a protected class so it get's covered up. If you want more information in then look here:
https://vault.fbi.gov/the-findersTL/DR Fbi covered up a cia sex cult, and the cia created the satanic panic to cover up their sex cults.
I don't mean to derail an anti porn thread with schizo stuff, but there is a lot of evil in this world, and that evil funds the porn industry. So when i say "it's brainwashing" i mean it. only it's lighter indirect brainwashing compared to what they do to their targeted victims.
№96502[Quote]
>>96490>EPI is horrid and shouldn't be experienced by anyone.did you get your fetishes because of EPI?
>Huh. As much as hyper ferals in unrealistic art-styles?feral porn is antimatter in any style. and for me gooning to anything at least partially animal is unthinkable
>At the point of my hate for anime getting open.are your anime hate and real human hate related to each other? what made you start hating anime?
<your opinion on fursuits and fursuiters?<why do AC characters arouse you if you like realistic art and they are cartoony?<how often do you consume your fetish content?<did you play any furry porn games? not mods but actual games developed for gooners №96505[Quote]
>>96492>Ever see that movie da vinici code? That was supposed to be the big plot twist was masonic sex rituals to protect the Davidic bloodline.I don't take this movie seriously, I think it's fiction, sort of red herring
>pagans are nasty sex perverts who molest childrenwhich ones? there are lots of different pagans
>TL/DR Fbi covered up a cia sex cult, and the cia created the satanic panic to cover up their sex cults. where did this sex cult originate from? who founded it?
and did you read parasite pill pdf? there is a theory related to ritual abuse that jews transfer parasites to their children through rituals such as circumcision
№96530[Quote]
>>96502>did you get your fetishes because of EPI?No, I wasn't EPId by anyone on purpose, but in general.
>are your anime hate and real human hate related to each other? what made you start hating anime?The medium in general is abhorrent, and so is the community surrounding it. "The joke is porn" really makes it annoying.
>your opinion on fursuits and fursuiters?Didn't think much of them. Unbreedable, yes, but elsewise they just shouldn't touch minors.
>why do AC characters arouse you if you like realistic art and they are cartoony?You must've been hit with a dose of PMR. I told you before.
>how often do you consume your fetish content?Daily, but I goon about once a week, if not more seldomly.
>did you play any furry porn games? not mods but actual games developed for goonersYup. I also tried tinkering with Skyrim, but it was never good enough, fortunately.
<I did send my Russian friend the Parasite Pill. He responded with "oh but i wouldve noticed bowel worms" №96535[Quote]
>>96530He called me crazy about parasites, thank you very much
№96572[Quote]
>>96535He was in an awful, intolerably unwilling mood, so I told him to return when he actually felt like talking. I may regret it later, but…
Idk
№96577[Quote]
>>96530>The medium in general is abhorrent, and so is the community surrounding it.well yeah there are a lot of gooners, both authors and the community, I just ignore them. is the thing you hate them for most that they spam about their sympathies towards tranime girls whom you hate? (and the thought about loving a woman)
>I told you before.I remember that it's because of significance in history of forming your fetishes and the birthday, but I meant that it would be logical for you to like cartoony art (because of AC) and realistic is its opposite, but you like realistic more. doe why am I searching for logic in fetishes, at times they're just big margeralds
>Dailythis is one of things which keeps you from healing the addiction, you don't even let your brain rest from porn
>Yup. I also tried tinkering with Skyrim, but it was never good enough, fortunately.and how often do you play these? do they arouse you stronger than art/videos?
>>96572the pdf itself is very long snca which looks schizo because at the start it beats around the bush and doesn't get to the point. you should have briefly explained it yourself. reading it first time I would have considered it bullshit too if not for my prior experience of worms-fetishes relation. I wanted to rewrite it but can't find the time to start
№96578[Quote]
>>96553tl:dr jewtube is evil
so you used it just for watching porn?
and how's your progress on healing porn addiction?
№96580[Quote]
>>96577>is the thing you hate them for most that they spam about their sympathies towards tranime girls whom you hate?Yesss, and how obnoxious they are is also annoying.
>and realistic is its opposite, but you like realistic more. I like them both similarly. Animal Crossing characters are drawn in different styles.
>and how often do you play these? do they arouse you stronger than art/videos?I tried to launch some mods a week ago, but it didn't work out. Aesthetically, they have the same strength as artwork.
>you should have briefly explained it yourself.I just told him the main motivation for worms…
<His recent behavior is tiring. I want *him* back… №96591[Quote]
>>96505>where did this sex cult originate from? who founded it?That's an excellent question. I am not sure of the origin of the finders, i know that the leader was called the "game caller" and was former airforce, i know that the children were found in Tallahassee Florida, and that the cult said they were taking them to a gifted school down in Mexico. I also know that the finders had a contract to teach the CIA how to use computers.
Let these facts sink in, and they are facts that the FBI has in their listed documents. There is also stuff on the McMartin Preschool.
After this became public there was a huge misinformation campaign, funded by the CIA, that created the satanic panic. This was NOT a panic, this was in fact aspects of Satanism going on. Including the temple of set Now this is a minor derail, but an important one.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple_of_Set
>The Temple was established in the United States in 1975 by Michael Aquino, an American political scientist, military officer, and a high-ranking member of Anton LaVey's Church of Satan.Michael Aquino, was a military officer in the US army, who created some of the most horrific psyops known to war, including the voices of the dead played against the viet kong. Why bring it up? well he has some child abuse allegations against him
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_A._Aquino
>An investigation against Aquino was launched, but it was closed after insufficient evidence was found.From what i understand: the warehouse on base that had the evidence, mysteriously burned to the ground, and the kids knew details about the insides of his house. This man was also on oprah, who for some weird reason was connected to john of god. He was invited to oprah when he was being investigated for child molestation.
Why did oprah, have an army psyops officer accused of child molestation on her show to talk about satanism?
All this happened during the finders cult as well. So let me paint this picture for you: We have two cultist child abuse investigations going on, one covered up by the CIA telling the fbi not to get involved, and another one showing up on daytime tv to convince the old people that "see they aren't bad" while leaving out that he was being investigated for touching children and oh by the way the kids knew all about the inside of his house. Oh, and he was a fucking scottish baron too.
https://roll.baronage.com/baron/michael-aquinoSo when i say there is active brainwashing going on, I mean it. These are guys that have spent decades doing it.
№96604[Quote]
>>96591Isn't "gifted" a softer term for "retarded"?
№96615[Quote]
Wormschizo?
№96616[Quote]
>>96580>how obnoxious they arewhy obnoxious? is it because they are "forcing" you to look at pretty SISAs whom you hate?
>I just told him the main motivation for worms…more precisely it's parasites in general. there are not just worms but also flukes, bacteria, protozoa, viruses, fungi etc. these can affect behavior and cause fetishes too.
<I still don't understand your disgust towards women. can you list and describe their exact anatomy features which fuel this disgust? (for example: wide hips because X, belly shape because Y and so on) is this disgust rather an unconscious thing?<will you continue deworming? I think that diato earth + multi dewormer will have 90% chance of success in curing you, the treatment I described here >>96184 №96618[Quote]
>>96591>the temple of setI've read about set before, he's a god of all non-vanilla sexual practices.
>satanismthere is the real child-abusing satanism and a lot of "satanist larp" for edgy hipsters. can you list traits and activities of true satanism (which you're talking about) for easier distinction?
№96622[Quote]
>>96591your opinion on elsagate? I think it's a part of these projects with goal to awaken degenerate fetishes in parasite-infected children through subtle EPI
№96623[Quote]
>>96616>why obnoxious? is it because they are "forcing" you to look at pretty SISAs whom you hate? Anime is obnoxious in general, and so are its fans. Too much going on, too many screaming girls, too many oversaturated colors!!!!! Also, desu "culture" is severely retarded.
>I still don't understand your disgust towards women. can you list and describe their exact anatomy features which fuel this disgust? (for example: wide hips because X, belly shape because Y and so on) is this disgust rather an unconscious thing?Their lips are pronounced, the places generally considered ugly on bodies are much uglier in women. But the worst offender is the thing they give birth out of. I am too disgusted to even name it.
>will you continue deworming? I think that diato earth + multi dewormer will have 90% chance of success in curing you, the treatment I described hereI may try and find the meds you've listed. I just need the money for them since I've deposited most of my cash up until November.
№96624[Quote]
>>96622The very spawn of singularity.
№96625[Quote]
>>96623>Too much going on, too many screaming girls, too many oversaturated colors!!!!!geg this sounds like something an overwhelmed aspie would say
>the places generally considered ugly on bodies are much uglier in women.which ones?
>But the worst offender is the thing they give birth out of.more disgusting for you than anus?
>I may try and find the meds you've listed.godspeed. btw is your med market rulecucked? a Romanian teen said he can't buy anything without prescription because Romania is in EU
№96626[Quote]
>>96624I agree but I asked the mkultra schizo, maybe he knows something unique about it
№96636[Quote]
>>96625>geg this sounds like something an overwhelmed aspie would sayAgain, with my hyper fixation on GTA vehicles, it could be so. The only anime I've enjoyed is PRB, frankly.
>which ones?The mustache, for instance
>more disgusting for you than anus?Somewhat so. At the very least, anthros don't need to dispose of anything, so it's clean at the very least.
>btw is your med market rulecucked?Like anything. Why would I need a prescription for my dog though?
<I really hope that this Russian friend VVILL get to be more into males. If only you knew how melting it is to get someone horny from only a couple of sentences… To be called daddy… To be told that you're loved… I just need to speak out. If you have any tips on how to make him mine… Please, don't tell me about wormpills… №96641[Quote]
>>96636>The only anime I've enjoyed is PRB, frankly.the one in GTA? it's a mockery of tranime cliches and such. why did you enjoy it? did you get EPId by it before age of 11, was it the GTA EPI you've told me about?
>The mustache, for instancemeds women don't have mustaches… so which are the other ugly parts/places in women? I feel like you don't know it yourself and just avoid thinking about it
>anthros don't need to dispose of anything, so it's clean at the very least.so in your fantasies they don't ever poop and use it only for sex? that wouldn't work in reality
>If you have any tips on how to make him mine… Please, don't tell me about wormpills… thing you need is ability to think logically unaffected by bodily influences. considering you're rather emotional from our dialogue it won't be simple. you can try it through "nut clarity", when you become logical and critical right after finishing a load. the bigger it was, the longer it lasts. this clarity gave me more motivation to end the degenerate fetishes and addiction itself, which I accomplished. first some questions since it's individual thing.
<how strongly do you experience it?<how long it lasts?<do you have doubts/disgust/guilt about your fetishes during it?<how much does it turn off your emotions?<was it the thing that made you reject feral porn? №96642[Quote]
>>96604Keep in mind, that this stuff happened a decade after GATE became widespread in the US. So when you hear gifted in 80s terms, that means GATE.
>I've read about set before, he's a god of all non-vanilla sexual practicesYEP, and note how in the 80s and 90s it got widespread, through movies and comedians. After Orpah Aquilino became less mainstream, but he did NOT get out of the army until 2006. Paul Vallely, who was coauthor of Mindwar, Was on the TPUSA advisory council. Granted, Vallely wrote other books too. So it's not a smoking gun connection but it's a concerning connection nonetheless.
>>96622The problem with elsagate is who is doing it? I am not sure if it is a government or if it is a non government entity. this stuff has been known for decades, so anyone can start using it, and it's a trademark of cults.
Exhibit A:
https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%2011/EFTA02410216.pdf>the snow white was f..ed twice as soon as she put her costumeSo with elsagate, it never made mainstream as far as i can tell, which tells me hollywood wasn't trying to sabotage youtube. I also don't recall any outrage articles in mainstream outlets. That's a redflag. The absence of them talking about stuff is a giveaway that whoever is behind it.
So we have to take a step back, and look at the nations that use youtube:
>India — ~467–491 million users >United States — ~238–253 million users >Brazil — ~144–147 million users >Indonesia — ~139–143 million users >Mexico — ~83–84 million users IF i recall correctly, elsagate didn't have people speaking? I know it was alot of weird shit with spiderman, joker, and elsa. I also recall a lot of camgirls making disney content at that time. The disney sex rabbithole is ALSO deep, and rule 34 starts with disney, and the funny animals community, which became furries due to CIA involvement to disrupt the political cartoons, started with disney.
That is a long and detailed schizo rant for later, which actually fits into the porn is evil thread, so when i have more energy i will make a post for that.
Anyway, i don't think elsagate was aimed at americans, but was aimed at south america, but could also be aimed at india. As to the goal i am not sure, i didn't dig too deep into that. I don't recall what i was digging into at that time. Keep in mind we just got venezula, mexico is pretty much cartel controlled, and brizil is always being plundered for economic development. India is also emerging as an economy, so any of those nations are good brainwash targets for the US banking aristocracy.
№96644[Quote]
>>96642about elsagate, I've seen a video history of one channel which first posted a lot of videos with EPI cover with same character showing huge ass (clothed) and it looked like AI re-generating same thing. then there were better covers with various characters, and the recent videos had high quality EPI with bdsm, inflation and scat fetish (all at once) which looked like it was hand-drawn or post-edited. inside were low quality stickman-like animations which can be possibly generated too. (not the videos themselves but sets of movement for characters and scenes plus voiceover) which hints that elsagate can be at least 80% ai-generated content. I tried to find it but whole channel was deleted, yet a lot of similar EPI brimstone popped up to my searches.
>IF i recall correctly, elsagate didn't have people speaking?mostly yes, they had non-speech exclamations, but some videos had this simple voiceover with distorted squeaky voices which can be achieved automatically (or with little post-editing). the voice artifacts are noticeable btw, at times it swallows parts or loops
>Anyway, i don't think elsagate was aimed at americans, but was aimed at south america, but could also be aimed at india.it can be aimed at whole world since most of these videos don't have any speech inside. there are channels like "thing america", "thing india", "thing brazil" etc which repost same shit
>and the funny animals community, which became furries due to CIA involvement to disrupt the political cartoons, started with disney.tell me about this. how did they start furry "culture"?
№96676[Quote]
>>96644>AI re-generating same thing.Is it post 2020 or pre 2020? if it is pre 2020, then do NOT assume it's AI, as pre 2020 AI was more heavily regulated and monitored. it would have been made by someone in photoshop or gimp. IF photoshop, then that is someone with money as those licenses are expensive.
You can tell who the pedophiles are because they are quick to dismiss elsagate without saying how odd and gross it is. "oh it's 10 year olds making jokes" was the common one i heard and of course it's troons that say this.
>tell me about this. how did they start furry "culture"?They started anime AND furry culture. It's a long story that spans decades and goes back to the era of magazines, back when grocery stores had massive magazine aisles, and if you wanted to get a job outside of your hometown you had to get a good newspaper with a good help wanted section.
The funny animal community were a group of artists who did political satire with animals instead of people, it is the same psychology as muppets: you bypass race and gender so all you see is the animal and the message. This pissed a LOOOOOT of people off, everyone in the establishment. You see back in those dark ages almost all political discussion was regulated via publishing and broadcast laws. So censorship was heavy but subtle. It was not all bad, as cartoons back in the 80s have child psychologists in the credits, and this ended up making the stories better.
So you had these guys, telling the truth and giving honest opinions in political cartoons in random magazines that were not as well watched. So when the government did take notice, they got pissed and angry.
Now this community had grown a bit in the post vietnam era, and in the 80s the artists started getting together in conventions to network. they would show anime in these conventions, and this was how anime got to the US, and eventually ended up outside of this community, and on TV.
This was how the government disrupted them. They sent homosexuals to these conventions, who then started being really degenerate, in public, and this chased a lot of the normal artists away, while burning the reputation of this group of political commentators. it was a Cointelpo(counter intelligence policing) operation. So the normies left, and the degenerates remained, and those degenerates became the furries.
If you are wondering why there were so many furry subsections in the military, well those guys grew up adjacent to this community.
Fredrick knudson has a good video on this, and i suspect that is why he had to dial back his videos as it got some unwanted attention.
You will find a lot of overlap in these topics, hence why research is so hard, as there is no smoking gun that says "ah these are the bad guys". This confusion is why they have been able to get away with so much for so long, but as they are starting to discover, the world has changed and in the information age everything leaves a logged trail.
It's why the ai race is so important, because IF the US loses, they will lose the ability to keep the bad things secret.
№96709[Quote]
>>96641>why did you enjoy it?For the reason you've just described. It says what needs to be said about anime.
>did you get EPId by it before age of 11?Sort of. I did discover it later on doe.
>I feel like you don't know it yourself and just avoid thinking about it, how could you tell?
>so in your fantasies they don't ever poop and use it only for sex? that wouldn't work in realityA man can fantasize about a thing or two…
>you can try it through "nut clarity", when you become logical and critical right after finishing a load.I don't even know, honestly. I've never measured my clarity, nor did I experience much of it. I do the deed only once a week, again. It is difficult to measure this way.
>do you have doubts/disgust/guilt about your fetishes during it?No???
>was it the thing that made you reject feral porn?I suppose it just grew up on me over time…
<Is is good that I've started enjoying Animal Crossing in a SFW way? <Should I return to human women eventually? №96736[Quote]
>>96676the first videos (with ass goonbait) were around 2020-21, I'm sure it's ai.
>photoshopyou forgot about piracy, and there's no way to check if stuff was made in paid or pirated one.
>that is someone with moneypre-2020 elsagate slop could be made in a cheaper way. most of it was colorful 3d stuff with different characters performing same actions, like using a slide etc. the models are freely available as well as sloppy free kids music, then it's outsourced to a third worlder who makes skeleton movement script for animation which is applied to all characters.
if you're talking about higher tier slop like body mutilation and/or living actors it costs more, but a significant part of real people involved was lured into filming such shit like a herd "since it's popular" o algo. btw have you heard about content farms where people record videos for 8h straight like on a shift and get regular salary? I wonder who runs these, funds it and decides what to produce.
>They sent homosexuals to these conventions, who then started being really degeneratemy schizo stuff can be applied here too, they could have wanted to as well infect these communities as faggots are unhygienic walking parasite breeders and spread them everywhere they go. also that's why irl grooming is the most effective and gives the victim same or similar fetishes: they end up infected with same parasites and the groomer shows well-adjusted triggers to awaken the fetish.
there is also a prominent fetish of making others contact your bodily excretions like scat, piss, farts, saliva etc. there was a news article where a pizzeria owner added a bit of his shit to served products and it lasted for years. imagine how much people he has infected.
№96737[Quote]
>>96709>I don't even know, honestly. I've never measured my clarity, nor did I experience much of it.so you DID experience at least a bit. pay attention to this clarity next time you'll be gooning (since you don't want to stop now you will eventually goon, I'm not advocating for gooning doe)
>Is is good that I've started enjoying Animal Crossing in a SFW way?you like the game itself without that mod and fetishes? that is good but the memories about developing the fetish may arouse you, memories about yourelf being exposed to strong fetish content which you got addicted to afterwards are one of the strongest triggers.
or are you implying that the fat mod was SFW? no it wasn't, saying "muh sfw" about fetish/erotic/goonbait content is a lie and shitty excuse for frying your brain with porn.
>Should I return to human women eventually?you will naturally if you get cured. I guess trying it now is useless since parasites induce a strong disgust towards women, which is even kind of amazing, before I didn't think they could do such things. good that we brought up this topic and found out that it's not your conscious decision but something visceral. btw I'm not forcing any of my norms onto you, it's just biology. what a fully healthy neurotypical human would do.
<did you EVER feel any guilt because of gooning? №96748[Quote]
>>96737>I'm not advocating for gooning doeSure you aren't.
>or are you implying that the fat mod was SFW?It wasn't.
>you will naturally if you get curedD-dddddoctos.
>did you EVER feel any guilt because of gooning?I didn't have to.
<My mom constantly listens to AI rubbish deep house. It must be stopped, but how? №96750[Quote]
>>95540>what's the connection between eating protein bars and gooning?There's none but they gave me diarrea back then wich in return fucked up my OCD
>this may happen but it's weaker and fully controllable unlike beforeYeah i think it should me mostly gone for now although the worms really fuck me up through dreams and whatnot. I can't get any Invermectine since my parents will believe i'm a Schizo or idk. The dog dewormers and coffee seem to work for now. Also i still can't believe that i indulged myself in that severly fucked up Jartypedonigger shit or that i actually tried to test my OCD it's sometimes just too much though
№96753[Quote]
>>96736>pre-2020 elsagate slop could be made in a cheaper way. most of it was colorful 3d stuff with different characters performing same actions, like using a slide etc. the models are freely available as well as sloppy free kids music, then it's outsourced to a third worlder who makes skeleton movement script for animation which is applied to all characters. if you're talking about higher tier slop like body mutilation and/or living actors it costs more, but a significant part of real people involved was lured into filming such shit like a herd "since it's popular" o algo. btw have you heard about content farms where people record videos for 8h straight like on a shift and get regular salary? I wonder who runs these, funds it and decides what to produce.
I only remember the people in costumes, when did it become ai slop?
№96756[Quote]
>>96748I'd be rather doctos-ing about your current sexual interests, not the natural ones.
>My mom constantly listens to AI rubbish deep house. It must be stopped, but how?the music genre? what's harmful about it? I can't think of a solution if I don't know any details
№96757[Quote]
>>96753people in costumes are surface level. most degenerate and harmful stuff was in animations with "shocking" thumbnails. as the easiest way to learn more and observe it yourself you can search something like "roblox injection poop alphabet animation" and keep clicking on more degenerate stuff. doe don't do that in non-incognito mode or logged in (if you have an account)
№96758[Quote]
>>96750maybe those bars had parasites inside or you didn't wash hands
>Also i still can't believe that i indulged myself in that severly fucked up Jartypedonigger shittsmt, it feels completely unreal and I don't understand how I was aroused by some things. (doe I didn't descend to pedo shit and I hope you used "Jartypedonigger" in figurative sense)
№96759[Quote]
>>96750how do they fuck you up through dreams?
№96760[Quote]
>>96758>maybe those bars had parasites inside or you didn't wash handsNo i had the OCD before. It might have fed them doe since they love processed foods.
>tsmt, it feels completely unreal and I don't understand how I was aroused by some things. (doe I didn't descend to pedo shit and I hope you used "Jartypedonigger" in figurative sense)I'm sure that i'm not a pedo but otherwise the situation is still very bad but it's just gets more uncomfortable the more i explain
>how do they fuck you up through dreams?My intestines hurt every night and make me feel very bad (except yesterday after i took the dog dewormers). It seems to have extremely fucked up effects on my mind although i'm not aroused by any of that shit
№96762[Quote]
>>96760which effects? btw that may be hexheimer reaction, if a lot of worms ACK at the same time you get a huge dose of toxins
№96763[Quote]
>>96757 (Me)
I did this myself right now, and for it being more fair started with "educational videos for kids" prompt. then I rapidly clicked on worse thumbnails and on 10th video I got one with pregnancy. then around 15th there was also pregnancy in medical setting and inflation popping up, sometimes poop, zombies, diapers, bugs and vomit. then roblox animations started to appear, like second one with vomit. and there also were pedos and furries in comments. soon I've seen a similar one, I think it's obvious to you that it's all ai generated.
№96764[Quote]
>>96753>what's harmful about it?It being hideously samey and annoying, for instance? It sounds like… It is garbage. My taste in music can already be determined, I guess…
<Can 'oxing a furry or helping in raiding one get me less wormed? Just a random thought. №96765[Quote]
>>96763Why haven't we raped that subhuman?
№96768[Quote]
>>96767RAAAAAAAAAAAPE AND KIIIIIIIIIIILL
№96769[Quote]
>>96765all these jewtubers have 5M+ subs and 300K+ views on each video. btw these two with cat and vomit were posted during one hour. I'm 99% sure the activity is from bots.
№96770[Quote]
>>96676>funny animal communityMarge
№96771[Quote]
>>96764>It being hideously samey and annoying, for instance? let the goyim enjoy slop. it doesn't do any damage so it's fine. imagine if it was not house music but some superstitious magic jewtube cult, and she started spending a lot on "magical candles" and such.
>Can 'oxing a furry or helping in raiding one get me less wormed? Just a random thought.no it can't. things that help are irl changes which harm or kill worms or working on your behavior, but strength of your fetishes is huge, so you need giga willpower to combat it with worms still alive.
№96772[Quote]
>>96762No i think they are laying eggs wich would explain why it always happens at night
№96776[Quote]
>>96772then you need to kill the remaining, try diatomaceous earth. it's not a rulecucked product and doesn't seem schizo. here was my explanation
>>96184 №96778[Quote]
>>96773>Never! I'd rather not enjoy GTA again than let a gentile enjoy rubbish! With that you being my parent especially!describe which music is rubbish and which isn't, what are the criteria
>Do you know anything about the funny animal community?I don't know much even about basic furries (outside of fetishes), ask the mkultra guy. these seemed to be some group of political caricaturists unrelated to gooning at all
№96779[Quote]
>>96777probably he didn't visit the thread for long time. I didn't even notice that 2 months have passed since I created this thread geg
№96780[Quote]
>>96778>describe which music is rubbish and which isn't, what are the criteriaMillennials are subhumans: whatever was made by these goyim shouldn't be valid. Whatever is made as "folk music" is also unlistenable in most cases. Even if it can be listened, it doesn't count as music. That hick 50's rubbish that goes "wadadadadadadada" isn't rock. Anything made by them Jigaboos after around 2010 is unlistenable. My heart belongs to the various kinds of electronic music, but mostly to the kind heard in games like GTA (how unexpected!)
№96782[Quote]
>>96780it's all about tastes. maybe pick more high quality house for her? doe there are such people who keep their standards low and it may not work
№96783[Quote]
>>96782I don't want to be a son to a whatever's the opposite of a snailcat :'(
№96784[Quote]
>>96781I think it's a good choice for playing in bg while you're working
№96785[Quote]
>>96784Who knows. Works better for blowing limbs off hostile Shitskins. In my opinion, at least.
№96786[Quote]
>>96783why do her music tastes matter to you after all? my mother listens to most normigroid pop available and it's fine for me as long as she is in headphones
№96790[Quote]
>>96789buy her a pair and the issue is solved
№96791[Quote]
>>96790She already has earbuds and doesn't want to use them!!!!!
She also, for no reason whatsoever, despises silence….
№96792[Quote]
>>96791why not tell her to use 'em?
№96793[Quote]
>>96792Why do you assume that I haven't before?
Also, what do you enjoy listening to?
№96794[Quote]
>>96793try to make an agreement with her, like suggest to use your playlist if she likes em/dnb, or be more insistent on earbuds
>Also, what do you enjoy listening to?seems like we got carried away from gooning. and my tastes are niche so telling it is equivalent to a partial selfdox
№96795[Quote]
>>96794>seems like we got carried away from gooning.I see nothing bad in it.
>or be more insistent on earbudsOkay
№96796[Quote]
>>96795what do you think about reverting your feitshes step by step, like if next time you goon to female furries instead of fags? if it's too gross the ones with penises but female body at least. even a small step towards norm (usual human female) will be good.
№96799[Quote]
>>96796I'll think about your offering
№96804[Quote]
>>96802steam being overthrown by gooners. do you have nsfw disabled in settings?
№96835[Quote]
>>96804The screenshot isn't mine, but I haven't bought anything on Steam in a while.
№96842[Quote]
>>96641>how strongly do you experience it?Just measured some things. I hardly felt anything clarifying…
>how much does it turn off your emotions?Marge
>do you have doubts/disgust/guilt about your fetishes during it?I don't, actually. I felt more like "this shouldn've been inside of him instead of the sink!"
>how long it lasts?My guess is for an hour or so
№96858[Quote]
>>96842>>how much does it turn off your emotions?>Margenut clarity made me more critical of gooning and temporarily less emotional, looks like it doesn't work for you
>I don't, actually. I felt more like "this shouldn've been inside of him instead of the sink!"why do you cum into the sink? it will get clogged, use toilet bowl
and "inside of him" refers to the fursona of your ERP friend, am I right?
>My guess is for an hour or soso it makes you MORE horny for an hour
<did you try returning to females?<do you always goon with porn? can you do it without porn?<would you be able to willingly spend a week or more without viewing any content which arouses you, even non-pornographic?<have you ever gooned yourself dry? maybe we have different nut clarity effects because you do it sparingly and I gooned 1-2 or even 3 times a day before deworming. I had times when there was nothing more for me to cum out, just empty reflective expulsion, it caused me pain and amplified the guilt/self-disgust I had from being a gooner<would you have sex with that friend IRL if he became a "genetically completely transformed and real" furry as you described but you remained human? №96865[Quote]
>>96858>and "inside of him" refers to the fursona of your ERP friend, am I right?Technically, yes. Him anthrofied, rather. We don't have fursonas.
>so it makes you MORE horny for an hourEven more so, could be described as such…
>did you try returning to females?Haven't had a thought of that.
>do you always goon with porn? can you do it without pornDepending on what you imply. I can have a rub on SFW fatfurs only. If not on images of furries… Then on my imagination's renders of furries?
>would you be able to willingly spend a week or more without viewing any content which arouses you, even non-pornographic?Technically, I can. The only problem being what surrounds me on de interwebz. I have a plethora of 'gram channels, a good amount of good friends I recieve NSFW artwork from (half of it doesn't cut it for me, as it depicts "thick", but not fat females) and, the most difficult thing, this very website. It's horribly random, with Salt's unbanning of gore especially (it could be anything that Hoosier might want to unnish, including 'ri, for instance).
>have you ever gooned yourself dry?Much earlier, I did have a case of two. Luckily, my week doesn't allow me to do it often.
>would you have sex with that friend IRL if he became a "genetically completely transformed and real" furry as you described but you remained human?Yes. I even confessed wanting to repair his virginity before turning him into a fur, just to take it. I'd rather both of us become purebred anthros with none of that human rubbish, just to be a horny couple of fatfurs on a private island… Sigh…
<Do you think he can get to males again? <Do I sound obsessed? №96868[Quote]
>>96866Wormschizo? That's weird of you
№96870[Quote]
>>96757What gets me about the ai slop is the obscenity laws, because odds are those are violating the obscenity laws in various states and countries. That's why i don't think those are governments behind them, but either private individuals or cults.
contrary to what you have been told, there is a MASSSIVE amount of child sex abuse in the pagan community, always has been, but they get a free pass because they are "not a mainstream religion" this is a remnant of the satainc panic stuff left behind from when the fbi and cia covered up the finders cult. The internet as you know it, was built by cults. Heaven's gate, the ufo cult, had a website design business in the 90s, they were NOT the only ones.
It ties a little bit into the temple of set, which target's intellectuals and educated people in stem graduate programs. So the early 90s had a lot of new age cult involvement in tech. That's how they recruit.
Granted, when we say "pagan" in the west everyone assumes celtic, wiccan, norse or other white people but most paganism is hindu in origin, and they are infamous for child abuse.
№96871[Quote]
>>96870Is Animal Crossing related to that cultist stuff?
№96873[Quote]
>>96871I don't think so. I know there is esoteric shintoism in the zelda series, mostly though shrines from kamikura, but that is less the occult and more "i got inspired from a quiet place and let my imagination run wild". I don't remember if that was a shinkobutsu shrine or if it was for the monk who fasted to death for world peace.
At the same time, i stopped following nintendo and consoles because they suck and the people who game on them are hopeless faggots.
№96937[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)well ironically, i met this girl and she sort of had a healing aura and i really havent looked at porn in so long, she rejected me today but we ended things on good terms. and never the less im thankful for her gift of healing. But i'll go into detail about my personal story:
>was a cord failtroll around 2020>was a joke in this failtroll server where people would take their "original characters" and turn them into females that were, well oversexualized>not entirely epi'd from that just yet>some nigga who was also a failtroll a year younger then me sent me porn, roblox porn>from there i was mind raped by porn>2022, joined a community for a roblox melee fighting game>server is literally full of faggots and undesirables>eventually faggots send me femboy porn, and furry porn>that point forward i was literally mind raped even harder then before>start gooning to that shit>fast forward 2023 i join the sharty>some namefag named "shadowmario" was shilling the easy peasy method on /qa/>check it out doesn't exactly work for me>summer '24 listen to the entire audio book>something clicks and i literally was sober from porn for 8 months (but i would still occasionally masturbate)>i get depressed mostly from my ex-gf being a high maintenance BPD whore>she fucks me over and other bad shit happened (june 2025), i start relapsing into porn>over the course of my junior year i cope with porn addiction by abusing DXM (over the counter cough syrup) and smoking ciggs, and i was going to get into some form of self harm as well but it didnt go through. was also coping via means of working on a massive art project. probably the only reason(s) why i didnt go nuts and murder someone>over the course of my junior year (2025-2026) i tried to use other methods as easy peasy really did not help me (although it was a good resource for learning how malicious and cancerous it is in your own life) i also tried "the freedom model", eventually i found a couple channels that gave some really good and inspiring advice like @YoungJamesHelp, @souls.improvement, @LukeSmithxyz. and i was actually fairly successful in reducing my addiction but not to a complete stop.>this last summer i met some girl on a roblox game>she is literally just amazing>havent felt like gooning since theneven now after she did reject my love i still don't want to do that shit anymore, i just want to focus on my future.
<About HatredI want to dedicate this to my hatred that has developed via the depression and anguish porn has caused me, genuinely fucking kill and slaughter all "femboys", trannies, and force femming pedos. Those people have no soul and are simply husks and puppets that are used to groom vulernable people into adopting a degenerate life style instead of reaching their true potential. This faggots don't care that they are exposing young people like me or you to their disturbed life style. fuck all the kikes who say "How am i affecting you" or "how are they affecting you" when all they literally do is exist for hedonistic pleasure and to spread misery and disease. I don't understand why hate gets to much hate! out of pure spite the hatred in my body has helped me not become a faggot it burns the bad thoughts so they don't become powerful and infest my brain. These "people" are simply antithetical to a civil society, and to act like this is a normal thing means you are apart of the problem too and you must be removed. Thank you hatred for keeping me as normal as i can be.
№96944[Quote]
>>96940Who would've guessed?
№96948[Quote]
>>96944Anyone who thinks that porn is a good and healthy thing for society is a blatant retard
Just look at the chinese opium wars
Or when the glowies gave niggers crack and removed fathers from the household
Porn acts very similar to cocaine chemically, and causes various health issues like ED and pyronies diesease ( i don’t remember how its spelled but it where plaque develops on your penis, also fuck my dyslexic chud life i could not spell desiese NIGGER FUCK)
№96968[Quote]
>>96865>Him anthrofied, rather. We don't have fursonas.what's the difference?
>I can have a rub on SFW fatfurs only.is this because you always gooned to erotics and nsfw doesn't arouse you? or do you have some moral standards so that you never do it to nsfw?
>Then on my imagination's renders of furries?this is better than porn, it damages your brain less, but gooning is still harmful doe. it would work better if you had little to no fetishes, in your situation you'll imagine only fetish raisin. if you want to improve try to switch to more normal, non-tainted content (like I did with solo women before deworming, and it kind of helped me get away from fetishes.) if you can't do that instantly do it gradually, or if you don't like this idea at all just stop watching porn/erotics and use imagination only to preserve some of your health.
>The only problem being what surrounds me on de interwebz.you should de-pornify your online experience (I know you don't like this idea)
>a good amount of good friends I recieve NSFW artwork fromwould they remain your friends if you stopped exchanging porn?
>It's horribly random, with Salt's unbanning of gore especiallySalt won't unban porn I think, and I hardly see any fatfurs sfw goonbait here. most gooner stuff here is human females or non-fat furry females which you don't like anyway.
>Much earlier, I did have a case of two.elaborate. did you have any anti-goon intentions/effects which I described after that?
>repair his virginitymarge? he's not a woman, what are you talking about?
>Do you think he can get to males again?I don't know him and can't give a certain answer.
>Do I sound obsessed?very much.
btw that
>>96866 is not me, I don't attach random files to reppeys
№96969[Quote]
>>96870where does this paganism come from? I doubt it's actually that ancient since I've seen some examples of niggers making up "ancient" raisin and others believing into it
as a similar topic, it's nudism/naturism groups. they get away with child abuse too and also possess and post 'p, don't get punished for it and even further some pedonigger hosters refuse to remove it because it's "their heckin' natural choice". needless to say it's traumatizing for children to constantly see nude adults. some pagans are pro-nudity too btw.
№96970[Quote]
>>96937nice that you met her. I share this hatred for gooner-groomer degenerates with you, doe I would force deworm them instead. at one moment I genuinely believed "faggots and trannies and furries are so much heckin' opressed!" and even considered to grow up as non-hetero and it's disgusting for me to even bring up these memories. it's so great that I chudded up and got rid of that globohomo retarded bullshit.
№96971[Quote]
>>96968>what's the difference?No clue, I don't have a fursona.
>is this because you always gooned to erotics and nsfw doesn't arouse you?NSFW does, but anyway
>you should de-pornify your online experienceBah! Easy to say! Knowing how there are half-naked women on my Facebook page for some reason and how I view huff like a breakfast gazette!
>would they remain your friends if you stopped exchanging porn?Maybe, no clue, to be honest.
One time I certainly remember was when I discovered a fan site for Prequel (an Oblivion fan comic) and saw the sheer amount of stuff on the main character back in 2020. I felt physically ill, almost fainted of heart, if recalled correctly.
>marge? he's not a woman, what are you talking about?Cancelling out his loss of virginity. Getting his mind and body back to that state.
>I don't know him and can't give a certain answer.Well, he's annoyingly pessimistic for no reason again and is in his "oh i dont want males i dont want no nothing" mood, which better be removed from him…
<Would cultschizo give me a decent answer if I told him what's in Doubutsu no Mori? №96972[Quote]
>>96969
>where does this paganism come from?Tl/DR paganism gives evil people an extra level of legal defense via the bill of rights.
I suspect it's pageantry to cover up clandestine operations. A lot of the shady groups had VERY good lawyers protecting them. By being an obscure pagan sect, they can shield themselves from legal scrutiny via the bill or rights. To complicate matters they also gain non-profit status to avoid taxes, which also avoids audits. With the finders they were able to spin up a "satanic panic" and make everyone look like a bigot, when in reality there was government sectioned child trafficking. $cientology used the freedom of religion shield extensively.
Now what truly scares me, is they had some extreme dirt on the IRS at the time, where the IRS has an extreme hatred for the $cilons now, but they do NOT act on them, and i suspect it was because the IRS head at the time was being blackmailed as a pedo. Hence why they got tax exempt status.
So with say temple of set, LT Col Aqulino had a tax free organization, that can cite religious persecution of people began scrutinizing him. This is why DEI is such a big deal now, note how after epstein got caught DEI became huge and has managed to cripple not only the US legal system, but also the British one.
№96975[Quote]
>>96971>No clue, I don't have a fursona.difference between being anthroified and turning into fursona.
>Knowing how there are half-naked women on my Facebook page for some reasonwell didn't you say that humans don't arouse you? in your case it's enough to remove furry materials only. besides why are you using kikebook?
>I discovered a fan site for Prequel (an Oblivion fan comic) and saw the sheer amount of stuff on the main character back in 2020. I felt physically ill, almost fainted of heart, if recalled correctly. geg I looked it up, entered official site and there was porn on main page. to be clear, the main character is yellow cat furry or blonde woman? if furry, was this before you acquired your fetishes?
why did you feel ill if you have so much fetishes and don't give a fuck about it?
>Cancelling out his loss of virginity. Getting his mind and body back to that state.now it's marge doubled. did he fuck with someone irl or used dildos?
>Would cultschizo give me a decent answer if I told him what's in Doubutsu no Mori? why asking me? he's right here. I feel like you can't solve even basic communication issues like with your mom and headphonos. do you have any kind of mental disorder?
№96976[Quote]
>>96972do pagans with bill of rights have even more protection than jews with their penis mutilation ritual?
№96989[Quote]
>>96975>difference between being anthroified and turning into fursona.Uhhhh
Anthrofied means more you idk
>besides why are you using kikebook?Just so happen to
>the main character is yellow cat furry or blonde woman?Furry. Before turning into my current self.
>why did you feel ill if you have so much fetishes and don't give a fuck about it?I felt physically ill after doing the deed, I meant this.
>now it's marge doubled. did he fuck with someone irl or used dildos?He did with a sellout woman, I told you.
>do you have any kind of mental disorder?No clue. I have 46 chromosomes and no autism.
<Also, headphones? №96990[Quote]
>>96972Hey, you!
Can you look up if Doubutsu no Mori is cultist or not?
№96991[Quote]
>>96989I get what you meant with headphonos
№96992[Quote]
>>96976Same protections. Since they are a religious minority they get other protections as well.
https://nypost.com/2022/07/23/how-abusive-rabbis-prey-on-their-own-congregants/Now, here is the thing, there is the ADL, as well as other groups in the jewish community, so they do have infrastructure to keep their crimes secret. Hence why when you accuse them of being evil they call you an anti-semite. In the past that word had weight and ruined your career, but not as much.
However, if you investigate any of the new age pagans or pagan groups there are a lot of legal hurdles you have to go through. the $cientology lawsuits are good examples of this.
>>96990Not sure if you are taking the piss or asking a legit question, but since i fall down schizo rabbit holes as a hobby i might as well start off with a few questions:
<why do you feel it's culty?<what makes you uncomfortable? <do they ever cover up their eyes with one hand?<what sort of riddles and puzzles are in the game?<how many oak trees are there?<did the game ever give you unsettling dreams? №97032[Quote]
>>96992>why do you feel it's culty?The very premise of the game feels like it. You start off moving someplace, then a cat comes up to you, talks to you for a minute, then calls Nook to arrange a housing debt onto you, which grows a few times until you pay it off, when it's many times higher than your original debt. Besides, there's a community of women. That should explain everything.
>do they ever cover up their eyes with one hand?No, but your character gets his eyelid puffed up by wasp stings.
>what sort of riddles and puzzles are in the game?I don't really recall any puzzles precisely. The game seems quite straightforward, though they've included a lot of Japanese stuff for the original release, like shrines and traditional clothing.
>how many oak trees are there?Only unspecified hardwoods. Although the Wishing Well looks like it's connected to an oak.
№97073[Quote]
>>96989>Anthrofied means more you idklike fursona can have a personality different from yours? I remember once you said you use tom nook as your fursona
>Furry. Before turning into my current self.were you already into furries but with less fetishes at the moment? the comic itself is for gooners, characters are often in underwear or nude (blur-censored doe)
>I felt physically ill after doing the deed, I meant this.and how did you feel mentally and emotionally?
can you switch back from your current fetish content to this character? since she's female and isn't fat it will be a relative improvement.
>He did with a sellout woman, I told you.men don't have any physical representation of virginity, that's a made up concept. if you're talking about reverting fetishes and brain damage from gooning then he'd refuse to have non-vanilla sex I think.
<was your friend fetish-less in the past? did he get fetishes during teenage years like you?<do you know any examples of furries who quit porn or fetishes?<did you solve the situation with your mom's music? №97074[Quote]
>>96992your thoughts on circumcision ritual?
and why are dreams important to determine if something's off?
№97081[Quote]
>>>93795>And not because they're brown shitholes that are awful in every regard. https://worldpopulationreview.com/country-rankings/rape-statistics-by-countryThe top 10 countries on this list except Pakistan have legalized porn doe
№97082[Quote]
>>96776Yeah my liberal mom won't let me buy shit doe unfortunately
№97091[Quote]
>>97073>like fursona can have a personality different from yours?Appears to be so
>were you already into furries but with less fetishes at the moment?Yup
>and how did you feel mentally and emotionally?Something like "omg i better stop for now it was too good"
>can you switch back from your current fetish content to this character?Can I just stick to the pills for now?
>was your friend fetish-less in the past? did he get fetishes during teenage years like you?Yep, he somehow was. He was groomed by his classmate in 2018 to Fortnine stuff, then it went on after that.
>do you know any examples of furries who quit porn or fetishes?There are so few "based" furs and the few that are aren't talkative much.
>did you solve the situation with your mom's music?I haven't met her physically since.
<Are your friends, be it IRL or not, fetish? №97100[Quote]
>>97032
>The very premise of the game feels like it. You start off moving someplace, then a cat comes up to you, talks to you for a minute, then calls Nook to arrange a housing debt onto you, which grows a few times until you pay it off, when it's many times higher than your original debt. Besides, there's a community of women. That should explain everything.That's a long standing japanese joke, and also ties into the whole yakuza debt trap, where they give you a loan and essentially enslave you with interest. There is a cultural crisis in japan where there are ghost towns forming because everyone is moving to the cities, and the industries in the country side are failing due to lack of manpower, so they become heavily reliant on imports that they can't afford. No one want's to live in the countryside because the infrastructure out there is crap and they pay by the liter what americans pay by the gallon.
>and why are dreams important to determine if something's off?Dreams are VERY important, On the psychological level it's your subconscious organizing your thoughts, and it's your own mind trying to figure out what is wrong. If you start having dreams about things not feeling right around you, it means you are being gaslight by someone, and are having a hard time trying to mentally articulate the discrepancies you are seeing. It's why you hear people say "let's sleep on it" aside from having more energy it gives your mind time to process stuff.
On a spiritual level, God talks to people in dreams.
>your thoughts on circumcision ritual?There are legitimate health benefits for some people, but it's a weird thing, because if the body is a temple, and if God is infallible, then WHY does the foreskin have to be removed? I will need to research with midrasham talks more on this. Midrashams are jewish scholarly studies into the old testament, not to be confused with the talmud which is pure kike evil.
№97199[Quote]
>start respecting the choices of others
<deepseek is better at making me horny than you are
^there're plenty of creeps on the Internet, stop obsessing over me
I swear, the more he says these words, the more I want to force what I want on him.
↓the original went somewhere. All arrows but this are quotes from the Russian.
№97265[Quote]
>>97091>Something like "omg i better stop for now it was too good"what makes you think that gooning to animal-like creatures is normal? or do you just never think about that and simply enjoy the pleasure from lust?
>Can I just stick to the pills for now?yeah it's significantly harder to change yourself without deworming (was so for me at least)
>He was groomed by his classmate in 2018 to Fortnine stuff, then it went on after that.it's disturbing that people always start with light things but then end up with lots of horrible fetishes
>There are so few "based" furs and the few that are aren't talkative much.maybe because they don't want to interact with gooners?
>Are your friends, be it IRL or not, fetish? certainly not with my anti-fetish mindset, and even when I was a huge gooner I kept my fetishes secret nobody else knew.
>>97199turns out my predictions were right
№97266[Quote]
>>97100>it's your own mind trying to figure out what is wrong.have you ever experienced precognitive dreams or foresight? I had some myself and sometimes can't think of a way how could my mind predict certain things
>There are legitimate health benefits for some peopleI disagree, you can stretch or cut open the foreskin without removing it. that's irreversible traumatizing operation
№97291[Quote]
>>97265>what makes you think that gooning to animal-like creatures is normal? or do you just never think about that and simply enjoy the pleasure from lust?That's an unexpected change of personality… I think I just don't load my mind with that info.
>turns out my predictions were rightWhat prediction?
<, №97296[Quote]
>>97266>have you ever experienced precognitive dreams or foresight? I had some myself and sometimes can't think of a way how could my mind predict certain things A long time ago yes. not so much now. HOWEVER, if you hone your research and analytical skills you can pick up on stuff quickly. I call this navigation
>I disagree, you can stretch or cut open the foreskin without removing it. that's irreversible traumatizing operationI don't trust either side of the argument.
№97443[Quote]
>>97291>I think I just don't load my mind with that info.well that's the reason of our difference in fetish perception. logically thinking about stuff is my "default mode" and when it comes to fetishes I understand that it's all degenerate
>What prediction?that he completely switched to AIs, it arouses him stronger and he won't want to go back to ERPing with people
<why do you want to erp exactly with that guy?<why are you unable to use that prequel cat instead of things you goon to now? seems you really liked her before<how long ago did the situation when you gooned yourself dry to this comic happen?wanted to reply yesterday but sharty was down
№97445[Quote]
>>97296>if you hone your research and analytical skills you can pick up on stuff quickly.that's a different thing and it can be logically explained. I was talking about dreams where you see a fragment from your future. then you can forget about it for a while but when the exact thing happens you get this deja-vu feeling. for example I saw a fragment of myself typing a specific reply in this thread (I posted this reply like 2 weeks ago) but I saw this not just before I created this thread, but before I joined sharty. the whole contents of this fragment - stuff in my reply, visual style of the site, the place I was in and even that I was lying on a specific bed while typing - all matched. btw I've never been in that place before it happened so I couldn't have seen it for sure. I know about false deja-vus but it's frequent and sometimes it happened same day I've seen the dream and I didn't forget its contents.
once such a thing happened in my childhood, I was playing an online game with lootboxes during that time. so I've seen in a dream that I'll roll a specific, very rare item. for whole first half of day I had the feeling that I MUST open that specific lootbox with that item ev&doe I didn't plan that before. so I gathered resources (it was expensive but I didn't donate in that game doe) and rolled exactly this item from first attempt geg! the chance of it dropping was around 1%, I had enough for only one roll btw. idk if I'm crazy or have some false deja-vu disorder but I swear it's real.
№97465[Quote]
>>97443>that he completely switched to AIs, it arouses him stronger and he won't want to go back to ERPing with peopleThere should still be a way to get himmmmmmm!
>why do you want to erp exactly with that guy?Because we share fetishes! Besides, I just enjoy his company.
>why are you unable to use that prequel cat instead of things you goon to now? seems you really liked her beforeBefore is before… I am into males now, remember?
>how long ago did the situation when you gooned yourself dry to this comic happen?Summer of 2020.
<I did get horny because of a vore edit of an IRL woman today… Those hags! №97473[Quote]
>>97465>Because we share fetishes! Besides, I just enjoy his company.can you enjoy his company without fetishes? like if you become a nevergooner
>Before is before… I am into males now, remember?you say it like it is irreversible but it isn't
>I did get horny because of a vore edit of an IRL woman today… Those hags! well… I can't even decide if this is good or bad in your situation.
<which thing in it exactly aroused you?<where did you see it?<does it have any huge similarities with materials you usually watch?<can you show me both this edit and your fetish raisin? your case confuses me, I still can't recognize overall patterns, and why parasites find that beneficial for themselves. you can send it to my mail not to shit up thread with brimstone, use cock.li or some burner if afraid of 'oxxing. №97484[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)I think I was always destined to be a degen, or just got exposed to it really young
>Felt weird as a kid whenever I would see a girl character get tied up on tv>7 probably>saw some softcore anime bondage porn>get spammed with porn bots on insta at 10/11>start actually gooning at 14>over time the shit I was watching got worse>had a good run of no fap when I got a foid but relapsed>19 now>goon once a day on average>delete all my accounts and stuff but that just makes the relapse worse>going to unit in a week>praying some pussy turns me normal №97485[Quote]
>>97484are you the 'teen from "why is the entire world becoming faggots" thread who wants to try deworming?
№97486[Quote]
>>97485Different guy nigga. I like the worms up my ass
№97487[Quote]
>>97486if having a gf fixes you then I guess it's fine
№97488[Quote]
>>97473>can you enjoy his company without fetishes? like if you become a nevergoonerI can! We did play some games together… Not sure if he can…
>you say it like it is irreversible but it isn'tThis is getting confusing
>which thing in it exactly aroused you?The stomach sounds and the gut itself…
>where did you see it?On the 'tube. I don't use the original app doe.
can you show me both this edit and your fetish raisin?
Sure, but my mail demands unblocking. Is it the same mail?
№97489[Quote]
>>97487I wouldnt say it fixes it, I just take out my lust on her which means I need one thats as hypersexual as I am
№97490[Quote]
>>97487Or many foids that I could have on a rotating schedule
№97494[Quote]
AUTHENTICATIONFAILED
Yeah…
№97505[Quote]
>>97445>that's a different thing and it can be logically explained. I was talking about dreams where you see a fragment from your future.I have not had one of those in a while, not sure if it is a brain chemistry thing, or if it is the universe being kind and giving some warnings. I do recall, though with hazy memory, that those happened when big changes were occurring. But i am unsure if it was just any change or bad things. I associate those dreams with bad things that happened. I also recall that if the morning started off good then the day would ALWAYS turn to shit, like not the stuff that ended when i got home but stupid shit that lingered.
As for games be careful. People mock me when i mention darpa but they fail to fully understand just how DEEP darpa is in videogames, and has been. Drones, training, data analytics? darpa put billions of dollars into games since the 90s, and the epstein connection is through microsoft AND activision, as Achievements were created as a means to organically track training, and that is why they got turned off in some games when cheats were detected. Linkedin and Khan academy now use that same system, because it turns out to be far better than grades for measuring metrics and i suspect in the next 30 years grades will be replaced.
Kojima warned you in death stranding. Humans in that game are not "homo sapians" but "homo luden"
https://archive.org/details/homoludensstudyo1950huizHomo Ludens, is the first book on game theory, and from what i understand sparked the science of game theory.
Now, to tie into the schizo project monarch stuff, Game theory is ALSO the study of ritual, and a lot of the brainwashing projects of the 20th century, were ritual based. In fact we see HR do those retarded tiktoc dances for "clout" and we correctly label them as humiliation rituals, because they are designed NOT for team building but to control people. That's the simplicity of it, they control people by breaking them apart with humiliation. Ever notice how they humiliate the spergs? I suspect it's because they KNOW the spergs will stand up to psychopaths who are running things, and they put psycopaths in charge.
№97533[Quote]
>>97505There actually needs to be a smaller 'caust on HRs specifically.
№97535[Quote]
>>97505I have no clue if this is relevant but its interesting seeing Darpa and Kojima mentioned together. I just started playing MGS1 and you get some information about the nuke codes from the darpa chief
I haven't been keeping up with the thread but just wanted to mention that if it helps your ideas
№97566[Quote]
>>97488>I can! We did play some games together… Not sure if he can…good. I hope these games aren't pornographic
>The stomach sounds and the gut itself…now I can instantly associate this with worms. what do you want to do with such gut? which urges towards it do you have?
>Sure, but my mail demands unblocking. Is it the same mail?yes you need to run a pow captcha, it's around 10 min or less. just leave it like that and do something else
>>97494you need to write down login and pw and then use it again in "webmail"
№97567[Quote]
>>97489how much hypersexual? btw that can be caused by parasites
№97569[Quote]
>>97505>universe being kind and giving some warningsnot really, it's usually a random fragment of my life from future. can be something interesting or just complete snca. in this case I don't even experience a deja-vu sometimes.
>I associate those dreams with bad things that happenedso most of your foresights were warnings. were they about global negative events like lockdown?
>As for games be carefulI stopped playing anything online long ago
>game theorythe thing used to keep goyim addicted to online pay2win raisin? I know some of these tactics. one of reasons why I play only offline games.
>we see HR do those retarded tiktoc dances for "clout"I think they're just retarded goycattle and do it because others do the same
№97583[Quote]
>>97569>the thing used to keep goyim addicted to online pay2win raisin? I know some of these tactics. one of reasons why I play only offline games.NO! Dear lord NO! it's far more detailed than that! Looks like i hit paydirt in this conversation.
Game theory, is how you motivate people to do things they would not do, and follow rules they would not follow. Want to quit porn? want to study better? want to save money? Game theory.
Not joking. Game theory is the study of ritual, reward and motivation. It is how the elites control humanity. It is a tool in learning how to control yourself. It's as important to understand about human culture alongside the monomyth. Homo Luden's is the first introductory book into this. Perhaps that will be the new project: "the great porn quitting game" with rules, rewards and constructive penalties to help people quit.
№97642[Quote]
>>97599>furry imagesmuch fatter than I expected. is the first one female? at this level of obesity male and female bodies look the same, idk why you obsess over "females bad" thing. they can't even access their genitals with so much mass. the style is not realistic but that of generic drawings. it reminded me of that fat furry Quote image which was spammed on /soy/. was it the one which goonbaited you?
>jewtube channelat first I thought this was AI but both visuals and dates indicate that it isn't.
this stuff is really fucking abhorrent, worse than 'o and gore combined never thought that human body can do THAT. why the fuck isn't it age-restricted? when I looked up how this is done I've uncovered another jartycuck rabbit hole.
they pump air and water into their own ass until stomach becomes round like during pregnancy.this is dangerous as fuck and VVILL ruin your guts. do NOT watch that as it can give you irl inflation fetish, then you will do the same and get injured. I'm fucking serious.
another henious thing which shocked me was a bunch of discussions on Quora where minors were groomed into doing this IRL.
www.quora.com/Im-14-and-I-inflate-my-belly-with-a-balloon-pump-Are-there-any-tips-to-get-a-bigger-bellyFUCKING NUKE QUORA AND BEHEAD ALL PEDONIGGER GROOMERS WHO GIVE THESE ADVICES AND ALLOW THIS TO STAY UPI think this deserves a raid.
now the questions.
<in vore fetish, what do you want to do with such gut? which urges towards it do you have?<same questions for the ultra extremely obese bodies.<have you ever tried to inflate yourself irl?<I see that there are no genitals in it at all which is unusual for porn. it usually focuses on genitals but in your images it focuses on fatness. why so?<are non-fat creatures "ungoonable" for you now?if you need to attach anything else for reference send it the same way.
№97643[Quote]
>>97616how much times do you need to have sex with gf to satisfy your hypersexuality?
№97645[Quote]
>>97583sounds promising. but who will enforce the rules of the great porn quitting game? is self-enforcement a part of this game theory's effects?
and what about picrel?
№97649[Quote]
>>97642>is the first one female?No
>they can't even access their genitals with so much mass.That's the point. I like this dependency.
>was it the one which goonbaited you?Maaaaaaarge?
>this is dangerous as fuck and VVILL ruin your guts.I don't disagree, but in what way?
>FUCKING NUKE QUORA AND BEHEAD ALL PEDONIGGER GROOMERS WHO GIVE THESE ADVICES AND ALLOW THIS TO STAY UPFact.
>in vore fetish, what do you want to do with such gut? which urges towards it do you have?I'd want to have a stomach stretchy enough to safely contain a human-sized prey (not as a human, of course). I want to have the prey gain weight along with gaining mine. Some nice action in the navel is also highly welcome (that is the Russian's fetish).
>same questions for the ultra extremely obese bodies.I'd go with the sheer size. It arouses me on its own.
>have you ever tried to inflate yourself irl?Thank God, no! I think, the Russian tried to one time or so. Lord, you make me homesick with these questions!
>I see that there are no genitals in it at all which is unusual for porn. it usually focuses on genitals but in your images it focuses on fatness. why so?I just chose the SFW stuff for you. I do like 'em hidden in all that flab doe.
>are non-fat creatures "ungoonable" for you now?I guess I like musclegut also…
<If you want to conduct the raid, what roles should be taken by me, for instance?<I've heard of some thing like "do 10 pushups if you ever are horny". Have you tried to abide it in any way? №97650[Quote]
I want a girlfriend
№97653[Quote]
>really young, not even above 10
>got epi'd cause of tranime softcore porn on youtube
>"FUNNY ANIME MEMES THAT MADE ONICHAN GOON" o algo
>curious
>became sexually aggressive at an age where im not fully aware
>unironically got into so many trouble cuz i kept spanking girls and a friend of mine snitched cause i talked about boobies of classmate
>one time, almost turned into rapeson when i was alone in a room with a girl
>developed some genuine feelings for a girl (tomboy btw if that matters)
>finally woke up
>still suffer from epi and porn addiction till this day, i am healing thougherty
Being desensitized to porn is horrendous, I was sexually aroused on the idea of real tragedies happening onto people. Tranime made me unable to properly goon to real porn, but perhaps that's a good thing, wanting to touch a 2D sounds a lot better than wanting to do things that I'd regret in real life.
Also I'm a lazy nigger so I'm gonna post this before reading, do y'all open up porn just to browse and not even goon? I wonder if I'm the only one.
№97656[Quote]
>>97645The rules are self enforced, as is the measures if you relapse and the rewards if you do not. Gamification can be applied to anything, and the trick can be applied to everything else: diet, exercise, studying etc etc.
So we turn porn quitting into a game.
The pic is a biblically accurate angel. Through organic schizo talk we hit an idea to turn porn quitting into a game. now to create the loop and the reward system.
№97666[Quote]
>>97642>FUCKING NUKE QUORA AND BEHEAD ALL PEDONIGGER GROOMERS WHO GIVE THESE ADVICES AND ALLOW THIS TO STAY UPKek, i've seen quora threads where pedoniggers are telling minors
>Goonig is hecking natural and wholesome, everyone does it so you should tooThe site has to be gassed
№97734[Quote]
>>97653sometimes i do. i got in the habit of downloading porn mods for games i play not even to goon, just to look at it while i play. it definitely isnt good to tempt yourself like that though, i imagine its like a recovering alcoholic recreationally sniffing a bottle of vodka
№97739[Quote]
>>93739 (OP)>8. >Discover reddit>r/rapehentai>Addicted>Almost rape little sister>parents look through phone >literally almost killedHaven't watched porn since, thanks mom and dad.
№97743[Quote]
>>97739Is it anywhere near safe now?
№97750[Quote]
>>97743preddit will never be safe geg
№97813[Quote]
Wormschizo? You there?
№97820[Quote]
>>97649>I like this dependency.do you understand that they can't even walk by themselves?
>Maaaaaaarge?extremely fat furry Quote picture as I said. it was similar to stuff you sent me, and at one point you said that some things on the 'arty can goonbait you. so I assumed it was the thing you were talking about
>I don't disagree, but in what way?electrolyte imbalance, infections (from unclean water), gut tearing and organ crush which leads to death. there are more than this, jewtube channel you found decieves people into fetish self-harm.
>I want to have the prey gain weight along with gaining mine.so it's more like addition to your fat fetish.
>I'd go with the sheer size. It arouses me on its own.size ONLY because of fatness or just size in general? (giants, size difference and such)
>Thank God, no!at least I'm confident you won't repeat that horrible stuff
>If you want to conduct the raid, what roles should be taken by me, for instance?I posted a raid the same day but nophono cared so I investigated it myself. Quora is a dnb but there's concentrated antimatter, like people asking for "nude pictures of teenagers", shilling
(((circumcision))), pro-gooning advice and such. one 'teen said there may be glowie sting operations "to lure groomers", doe the worst thing I found was a minor posting photos of himself inflated, it's a niggerhellish site. there's no info in profiles so pedoniggers from there are almost impossible to 'ox. best thing we can do is take down jewtube channel and similar ones. and thread in /raid/ is gone. deleted?
>I've heard of some thing like "do 10 pushups if you ever are horny". Have you tried to abide it in any way?no. I think if I'd have tried that when I was a gooner it wouldn't help, my urges were way too strong back then. now I don't need it since I have good control over it. it can be helpful for others doe
>>97813I come here to reply once a day. that's why I like r9k, you don't need to visit it often and threads stay up while you can live real life or something
№97822[Quote]
>>97653>do y'all open up porn just to browse and not even goon?I don't recommend doing this, it still gives unnecessary arousal. I did it after deworming to check its effects, also when observing behavior of gooners out of curiosity, in this case didn't pay attention to porn itself but did to the comments. or searching for some info on purpose (raids for example). I can safely do this because of deworming porn immunity, if your urges are strong you better don't.
№97823[Quote]
>>97653>>97739I think all tranime must be labeled as 18+
№97835[Quote]
>>97820>do you understand that they can't even walk by themselves?Ohhhh yeesss.
>so it's more like addition to your fat fetish.I see the logic here.
>size ONLY because of fatness or just size in general? (giants, size difference and such)Fatness. Just fatness.
>Quora is a dnb but there's concentrated antimatter, like people asking for "nude pictures of teenagers", shilling (((circumcision))), pro-gooning advice and such.This out in the open? I'm impressed! Sadly enough, not even CyberTips work all the time with abysmal things like those you've mentioned to be on Quora.
№97882[Quote]
>>97653I do that frequently, I just scroll reddit when im not horny just to pass the time.
Got my phone taken off me for a few weeks when I was 10 or 11 cuz I showed my friends some tits from a porn spam bot
№97936[Quote]
Check your mail
<unge
№97957[Quote]
>>97656how does one learn practical use of game theory without reading all that hundred page snca? gamifying boring irl stuff like work would be great too
№97960[Quote]
>>97835>This out in the open? I'm impressed! Sadly enough, not even CyberTips work all the time with abysmal things like those you've mentioned to be on Quora.they'd say "it's just text why bother". there were similar questions titled just "send boobs" and there were a lot of whores responding to this. shithole site, would shut it down for good.
>>97936>fwuckyhe's a member of a pedo ring run by someone called Ezra. won't name it cuz rules o algo. also found something titled "Ezra files", you can investigate this.
extreme fetishes make you meet people like these, that's why I'm urging you to get rid of it.
>your sudden faggotificationI can't explain this since you still haven't told me WHAT is the difference between ultra fat males and females (with basically same body shape) which makes you pick males only. dick? it's buried in fat so no real difference.
<how did you go from usual female furries (2020) to hyper females? what was the trigger switching you to that unnatural body type?<how did your friend find fwucky's art?<how did you two meet and find out about each other's fetishes? №97961[Quote]
>>97960>which makes you pick males only. dick? it's buried in fat so no real difference.The bodies are built somewhat differently… I guess that another issue was me being stressed because of mid-term stuff in the uni. Besides, the Russian said before that I was vulnerable in that regard.
>how did you go from usual female furries (2020) to hyper females? what was the trigger switching you to that unnatural body type?That felt like a steady progression from big to bigger.
>how did your friend find fwucky's art?My guess is the 'ffinity. Some of fwucky's commissions are still up.
>how did you two meet and find out about each other's fetishes?Early '24. I was desperate enough, and his account was bright enough for me to write him, saying something like "will you give me some arts dommy-mommy UwU?".
<Do you know who bigtoasty8 is? №97963[Quote]
>>97957My dude, that 100 page book is the SHORTEST book on game theory i have found. Like fuck man it's a hundred pages if you can't finish that off in a week of bathroom reading or in an afternoon you are in trouble.
AND there it is: challenge 1 should you feel inclined to jerk off/ look at porn you should go to the challenge pile of books, and read for an hour. Then you set aside challenge rewards such as candy or a punch card.
Penalties should be constructive, such as a savings account, or money jar. that money then gets put in a good long term thing like a them account. if you are broke, then exercise is another option such as push ups and situps.
Set up other challenges in case you are inclined to do a bad habit. That's surface level game theory.
There are other concepts too, like power imbalance. if say A button is soft punch, but b button is nuclear bomb, why use the A button and the soft punch? You would always use the heavy handed approach each and every time if it guarantees results.
№97970[Quote]
>>97963I'm able to read it doe I don't have much free time. plus I thought this book is the first part and is not enough to start using game theory.
I got your anti-gooning game idea and it sounds better than easypeasy. doe what to set as a penalty for losing your streak? it must be high enough not to make one just "pay" it for a nut but also reasonable
how is power imbalance applicable to quitting porn?
№97974[Quote]
>>97961>The bodies are built somewhat differently…I didn't notice any difference. what is it?
>I guess that another issue was me being stressed because of mid-term stuff in the uni.how did it affect your fetishes? made you more manipulatable?
>That felt like a steady progression from big to bigger.how long did it take?
>his account was bright enough for me to write himlike, filled with your type of porn? and on which site did you meet?
>will you give me some arts dommy-mommy UwU?you're a living example why one shouldn't go down gooning downward spiral
>Do you know who bigtoasty8 is?no idea
№97978[Quote]
>>97974>I didn't notice any difference. what is it?Fat goes more into the stomach, less pronounced chest, etc…
>how did it affect your fetishes? made you more manipulatable?That's my theory, at least.
>how long did it take?A couple of years, maybe?
>like, filled with your type of porn? and on which site did you meet?Yep. Like mentioned previously, we met on FB.
>no ideaBecause this Tello guy still has some of his comms up by that name. We might need to raid him some more.
<Can you tell me that Ezra story in mail? №97983[Quote]
>>97970
>it must be high enough not to make one just "pay" it for a nut but also reasonablehow is power imbalance applicable to quitting porn?
Good questions. What game theory says with power imbalance is people will do the thing that does the most, unless there is an incentive to do the other thing or a cost to that thing.
So in the case of porn and jacking off, the power imbalance is the dopamine from those activities. So the trick is we either raise the price of those activities, or we provide an alternative.
Combine that with goals, and goal alignment, and you have a game that improves your life.
№97986[Quote]
I just came multiple times to a porn video of a black woman. The negress looked like this girl I met all the way back in 8th grade, too. I'm such a retarded nigger and I will die alone
№98043[Quote]
>>97978>That's my theory, at least.it makes sense, since you were sad and depressed huge dopamine bursts from gooning were a powerful tool to "bend" your sexual interests.
<can you list all fetishes which you acquired from the Russian?>A couple of years, maybe?gradual exposure to fetishes is most harmful and has strongest desensitizing effect
<what made you chase bigger females as time went on?>Because this Tello guy still has some of his comms up by that name. We might need to raid him some more.good idea but I don't have much time now. sent you more info.
№98044[Quote]
>>97983achieving goals gives dopamine too so it can be a productive replacement for gooning once the person gets into game well.
setting a huge punishment for breaking streak is ineffective since one can't fully impose strong punishment onto self, especially with willpower/self-control issues. instead the benefits from keeping your streak must outweigh joy from gooning. doe I can't think of any such rewards yet. any ideas?
№98045[Quote]
>>97986why did you start watching porn in first place?
№98048[Quote]
>>98043>can you list all fetishes which you acquired from the Russian?Vore, burps, larger sizes, slob, taurs, outright NSFW and males. Those I remember.
>what made you chase bigger females as time went on?No clue, frankly. Again, kind of gradual.
>sent you more info.Doc.
*. Tos. THIS** out in the open???? How are feds not up their stomachs????
№98072[Quote]
Goodness gracious…
A pillow is fine too…
№98073[Quote]
>>98044They will have to vary person from person. For extra gamification let's call these goals "quests". Defeating debt is a goal, and with debt the principle is it's health, the interest is the regeneration it does monthly, and the payments you make knock down the principle.
So a chud on a debt slaying quest that is distracted with porn, and hopefully NOT paying for it, would focus on that.
Skills gaining is important too. A chud on a quest for skills and knowledge would outline what he wants to learn, and go about working on that.
Each punishment should have components, both healthy. the "This is why i am doing this, because i wish to be free from this addiction" the punishment section, and "this is the damage my porn addiction has done to me" retrospection.
The game will need rules, penalties, and rewards, but these will have to be based on the individual.
№98126[Quote]
>>98073Have you tried it yourself?
№98182[Quote]
Somebody just give me a morbidly obese male snep that is also horny and subby and top and turn me into a musclegut tanuki so that i could use his pillow bottom at -30 in pristine unjewed private Siberian forest…
Shove a can of dewormers in me beforehand but I'M STARVING FOR A MALE…
its stupid to be a virgin nazoid furry but thats who i am…
Yes nusois are like this ev&oe im not nu
Russian's back to being male-hungry…
№98189[Quote]
>>98048>Vore, burps, larger sizes, slob, taurs, outright NSFW and males.you certainly were groomed nigga.
>No clue, frankly. Again, kind of gradual.let me guess, they aroused you stronger?
>THIS** out in the open???? How are feds not up their stomachs????it's cat-and-mouse thing mostly. if a brim site shuts down it reopens somewhere else. also most their antimatter 'p sharing grooming communities are invite-only instances on the clearnet with strong cryptography. they're kind of picky whom to invite but some 'teens succeeded infiltrating some instances in the past. still, a lot of diddys are opsec demons. it puzzles me doe how much people can get away with being shameless pedoniggers even if there is evidence against them.
>>98072marge? did you fuck a pillow?
>>98182yeah you certainly need a can of dewormers
>your letterdo
NOT watch any irl stuff! and stay away from inflation like from fire. this videos you attached are worse than that obese furry art. if you can't control yourself at all just watch your drawings of furries instead of those horrible videos. yes, it's so terrible that I said this. in general irl fetishes are worse than fictional ones since at one point you will try it yourself. which is REALLY bad.
now that I see what things lust leads you to I'm glad I have rather strong discipline. you should strive for it too.
<did you see any ultra-fat furries before you got addicted to them? like before 2022. what was your reaction?<will you start fighting your addiction? it gets out of hand now. №98191[Quote]
>>98189>you certainly were groomed nigga.As an adult. Riiight.
>a lot of diddys are opsec demons. it puzzles me doe how much people can get away with being shameless pedoniggers even if there is evidence against them.They still can be id'd quickly…
>marge? did you fuck a pillow?Yup. Was quite fun. Does it count or anything?
>yeah you certainly need a can of dewormersDon't forget the snep and the tanukifier.
>did you see any ultra-fat furries before you got addicted to them? like before 2022. what was your reaction?Of course, I saw some. I though of the fetish as weird.
>will you start fighting your addiction? it gets out of hand now.You are this certain now?
№98192[Quote]
>>98073one of strongest motivation points I can imagine is reminding yourself about damage gooning does to you when you have an urge. loss of energy, cum stains and stench, wasting your time, fetish brimstone etc. after seeing what Hungarian sent me my disgust towards gooning increased tenfold.
started reading that book. are there any instructions for practical application? I'll try it on myself after finishing it.
№98195[Quote]
>>98191>As an adult. Riiight.you seem to lack self control plus you were in vulnerable emotional state. so I think it's grooming.
>They still can be id'd quickly…not all of them, it's theoretically possible to use these instances while not giving away any info whatsoever. I think some of them do it like that.
>Of course, I saw some. I though of the fetish as weird. and you completely disregard what'd you think in the past about fetishes of your current self. is the pleasure more important to you than anything else?
>You are this certain now?I was certain before but now I'm ultra certain.
№98196[Quote]
>>98195>you seem to lack self control plus you were in vulnerable emotional state. so I think it's grooming.Fair enough. Not sure if the Russian wanted me groomed thoughie.
>is the pleasure more important to you than anything else?Depending on what you imply by pleasure.
<The Russian wasn't involved in me 'aping the pillow. He was baffled even. It was clean and I did launder it afterwards with other dirty clothing. №98198[Quote]
>>98196>Fair enough. Not sure if the Russian wanted me groomed thoughie.you both were responsible since you wrote him first. still there are cases where victims actively seek out groomers themselves
>Depending on what you imply by pleasure.bodily pleasure. enjoying lowest physical things.
>The Russian wasn't involved in me 'aping the pillow. He was baffled even. It was clean and I did launder it afterwards with other dirty clothing.it disgusts me and makes me geg at the same time. the cum will remain, it's hard to wash away and get rid of, including smell. whose pillow was it? and why did you get this idea first place?
№98200[Quote]
>>98198>bodily pleasure. enjoying lowest physical things.Huh. Not really always. I like tinkering with things. Math gives me pleasure from time to time too.
>whose pillow was it? and why did you get this idea first place?It's mine. I own this soft huge furrear replacement. The idea… Long story, but can be told. HIGHLY 'TISTIC!!!
№98202[Quote]
>>98200>I like tinkering with things. Math gives me pleasure from time to time too.that's a good kind of pleasure. not low certainly.
>It's mine. I own this soft huge furrear replacement. The idea… Long story, but can be told. HIGHLY 'TISTIC!!!go on
№98204[Quote]
>>98202Okay…
I did forbid myself to pleasure myself with hands, for some reason… It all worked well until late '24, when the Russian found out about the way I worked it out (by laying on the floor only in my underpants), rightfully gegged and told me to stop being retarded and listing after floors. I suppose, he did groom me this time….
№98205[Quote]
>>98204how long did this self-restriction work? and how is this connected to pillow fucking?
№98206[Quote]
>>98205You could've laughed at least.
The restriction did work for 4+ years. It is connected because that's the same action…
№98207[Quote]
>>98206that's not funny for me since I wanted to get rid of gooning too (without restrictions like yours doe)
it reminded me of a situation when I was 14. once I got aroused in my bed at late evening and I started swinging forward and back on stomach rubbing my dick against bed. I came really fast, like in 20 seconds right into my underwear. the worst thing is that mother was in same room as me (she was sleeping doe). I quietly went to the toilet to try clean it off with tp. the stain was huge and it remained like that even after laundry. still embarrassed about this.
<why did you keep pleasing yourself against floor and watching porn?<why didn't you outright ban watching porn or gooning instead of this hands thing?<how did you get new fetishes without using hands?<did you fuck the pillow just recently or in '24? №98209[Quote]
>>98207>why did you keep pleasing yourself against floor and watching porn?Eehhhh Idk at this point.
>did you fuck the pillow just recently or in '24?Only after switching to males.
<I'm falling asleep now №98210[Quote]
>>98209ok then answer it tomorrow
№98216[Quote]
I finally got dewormers. I don't know whenever or not all my psychological problems that i suffered from the last 2 years are gone already but i don't feel any serious attraction to that depraved shit anymore it's almost as if I have been possesed by a demon. However the symptoms make it still very likely. It took a while that i could convince the doctor because she said "no saaar worms can't cause stomach ache and it's only when your ass itches"
№98246[Quote]
>>98210>why did you keep pleasing yourself against floor and watching porn?Again, what I was watching was under restrictions too. I suppose it was the metaphorical leash for me.
>why didn't you outright ban watching porn or gooning instead of this hands thing?Could I? I still did it only once a week, if not more seldom.
>how did you get new fetishes without using hands?With my eyes and my brain. Similarly to "Hmmmm… This species isn't too far off. I'll allow it."
>did you fuck the pillow just recently or in '24?That is, luckily, a rarity for me. The pre-last time was in January.
<I guess I better be more subtle with the Russian regarding deworming. He knows there's a thread on deworming I'm "insulted" in, but hasn't seen this one. Tips? №98263[Quote]
>>98216>it's almost as if I have been possesed by a demon.so much this. parasites really POSSESS you and make you do horrible things. but now they won't, congratulations with TPD. there's also a theory that "devils" in some parts of bible refers to parasites.
btw which 'teen are you?
№98264[Quote]
>>98246>Again, what I was watching was under restrictions too. I suppose it was the metaphorical leash for me. so it was not effective at all.
>Hmmmm… This species isn't too far off. I'll allow it.that's the trick which would eventually lead you to 'z or even worse. make sure to eradicate such thoughts.
>That is, luckily, a rarity for me. The pre-last time was in January.GEG you still fuck it? I thought it was only once
>I guess I better be more subtle with the Russian regarding deworming. He knows there's a thread on deworming I'm "insulted" in, but hasn't seen this one. Tips?the biggest tip: first deworm yourself then others.
<does he know about sharty?<and how did he know that there's a thread on deworming where you're "insulted"? btw nobaldi insults you here. you know well what sharty-level "insulting" means.
№98266[Quote]
>>98263This one
>>96772I still feel some slightly weird stuff on my stomach at night btw altough no pain so it seems like almost all of then -acked! ig
№98268[Quote]
>>98264>GEG you still fuck it? I thought it was only onceThat's the best option for me, aside from eating those pills.
>does he know about sharty?Yes, back when he was a virgin. He doesn't visit imageboards anymore though.
>and how did he know that there's a thread on deworming where you're "insulted"? I told him about it. Didn't show it, but tried to advertise the 'pill to him. Little success, to be fair.
№98269[Quote]
>>98266some may have immunity to med you've taken. if you want total parasite death try different dewormers or diatomaceous earth. it mechanically -ACKs them so they can't get immune to it
№98270[Quote]
>>98268>That's the best option for me, aside from eating those pills.holy marge… how can be fucking a pillow best option?
>Yes, back when he was a virgin.what year was it?
do you want to test wormpill on him and then if it's successful take it yourself?
№98273[Quote]
>>98270>how can be fucking a pillow best option?I'm confused myself now…
>what year was it?Late 2024 to mid 2025.
>do you want to test wormpill on him and then if it's successful take it yourself?I guess so.
№98306[Quote]
>>98273>I'm confused myself now…Laundering and maintaining overall a human-sized plushie would be too complicated and sort of tortury. I don't want that. Besides, how do you hide a 7 foot morbidly obese plushie? I could have guests, you know. Humans are abysmal because much realism, as well as my v-card still mattering.
<I'll grab me pills after sleep. Better refer to the list. №98307[Quote]
>>98306They sell gooner toys, but to be brutally honest if you consider those then that is rock bottom and you are letting your desires override you common sense.
There is this lie that keeps getting told, that everyone used to fuck all the time and we live in unnatural prudish times. It's a lie, they did NOT fuck all the time back then, if they did they would have died of stds or childbirth. Most men back then focused on surviving and their projects.
№98366[Quote]
>>98307>They sell gooner toys, but to be brutally honest if you consider those then that is rock bottom and you are letting your desires override you common sense. They look awful too.
>Most men back then focused on surviving and their projects.No wonder. Human societies weren't as much of greenhouses as they are today.
№98458[Quote]
>>98273what do you fear regarding wormpill?
>>98306why is pillow better in your opinion than just using hands? I don't get it and it's so weird. probably that pillow of yours stinks
>Humans are abysmal because much realismthen why did you get aroused by those fat antimatter videos?
>I'll grab me pills after sleep. Better refer to the list. posted it before here
>>96184 №98461[Quote]
>>98458>what do you fear regarding wormpill?I just have to check if it works first.
>why is pillow better in your opinion than just using hands? I don't get it and it's so weird. probably that pillow of yours stinksYou must have some medium-term memory loss. I launder the pillow. I put it in a washing machine.
>then why did you get aroused by those fat antimatter videos?Low bitrate and sounds. That could be the reasoning.
>posted it before hereThanks, will check it.
№98462[Quote]
They don't have the stuff from your list
№98464[Quote]
>>98461>You must have some medium-term memory loss. I launder the pillow. I put it in a washing machine.that's not enough to fully get rid of the stench. plus you did it multiple times.
>Low bitrate and sounds.promise to me that you won't watch any of those anymore
>>98462try other shops. if there are no such meds too you can order it online, it's risky doe. btw food grade diatomaceous earth mustn't be that hard to get, you can take it every day for a week and then use meds. this will get rid of biofilm problem
№98466[Quote]
>>98464>promise to me that you won't watch any of those anymoreNo more perverted and wormy humans bloating their bowels. Plausible enough.
№98506[Quote]
>>98269Yeah i've been feeling extremely sick and weak right now and started having gooning thoughts and feelings similar to the ones i first had. I obviously did not goon but i have no idea what's going to happen next
№98510[Quote]
My problem with worm theory, is that the parasites like Toxoplasmosis are in the brain not the gut. Also with an outbreak you would find people with similar behaviors clustered in the same location. In fact you could deduce the source of an outbreak by this.
Then again, as we have learned from the latest food poisoning epidemic, the chemicals that they use to clean the produce do NOT kill cyst forming parasites. I also don't recall seeing this much degeneracy back when i was younger, and people ate out WAY more often because it was very cheap.
Now epi? I honestly suspect a lot of this is the result of all the damn smut that flooded the internet back in 2008 when smart phones came out. In fact we have posts here where the kids were talking about how youtube videos triggered them. Which fits with EPI. The rules for cartoons changed too, and they no longer were bound by ethical codes or required to be screened by child psychologists.
So why not hedge the efforts and do MULTIPLE things to beat the porn habit? It's an extremely hard habit to beat. you can go to the doctor and get medication to treat opioids and alcoholism, in fact often the same pills! but when you say "i jerk off too much" they don't treat it as a problem. That's what makes it hard to beat, it's socially acceptable. It often feels mandated in fact, because if you are not out chasing girls society hates you. They need you to be a consooomer who is trapped in the workforce.
№98515[Quote]
>>98510>Now epi? I honestly suspect a lot of this is the result of all the damn smut that flooded the internet back in 2008 when smart phones came out. In fact we have posts here where the kids were talking about how youtube videos triggered them. Which fits with EPI. The rules for cartoons changed too, and they no longer were bound by ethical codes or required to be screened by child psychologists. I remember getting EPI'd after finding a book featuring erotic art in a book store. Months later i got into Hentai. I think i might have been EPI'D by some Anime that made me get into some fetishes here in there before that but it probably didn't fuck my brains out as much and was mainly just me being a cringe retard
№98595[Quote]
>>98510>My problem with worm theory, is that the parasites like Toxoplasmosis are in the brain not the gut.they can be elsewhere. in muscles, liver, heart etc. strong dewormers course through the whole organism and some (like fenbendazole) pass blood-brain barrier. doe toxoplasma cysts cannot be penetrated so it's irreversible.
>Also with an outbreak you would find people with similar behaviors clustered in the same location.first I thought like this too. actually fetish is a result of combination of parasites' chemicals plus individual's unique biochemistry and experiences (porn he got exposed to)
>Then again, as we have learned from the latest food poisoning epidemic, the chemicals that they use to clean the produce do NOT kill cyst forming parasites. I also don't recall seeing this much degeneracy back when i was younger, and people ate out WAY more often because it was very cheap.good point. in my theory to awake a fetish there must be 2 factors present: cause (parasite) and trigger (porn). and hence 2 methods to get rid of it: abstinence from triggers like easypeasy or removal of parasites. with the latter you can view triggers and they won't have any effect on you, I tested this on myself. to how degeneracy progressed in society, primary hypothesis is the spread of porn and pro-gooning propaganda. I also suspect that they can spread small amounts of parasites on purpose (for example through public water supply) but it's way too far-fetched.
>Now epi? I honestly suspect a lot of this is the result of all the damn smut that flooded the internet back in 2008 when smart phones came out. In fact we have posts here where the kids were talking about how youtube videos triggered them. Which fits with EPI. The rules for cartoons changed too, and they no longer were bound by ethical codes or required to be screened by child psychologists.this, in the past there were way less triggers. plus degenerates weren't socially accepted so they stayed in their enclosed small communities.
>So why not hedge the efforts and do MULTIPLE things to beat the porn habit?well I didn't say that deworming is the ONLY solution. combined with other methods it's in fact stronger.
>That's what makes it hard to beat, it's socially acceptable. It often feels mandated in fact, because if you are not out chasing girls society hates you. to successfully spread porn they first had to make it acceptable. and slowly they did it in the span of multiple decades. now if you're anti-porn everyone will think of you as some ultra-conservative retard or even a sect member.
№98626[Quote]
>>98595>first I thought like this too. actually fetish is a result of combination of parasites' chemicals plus individual's unique biochemistry and experiences (porn he got exposed to)I don't think it's necessary because of parasites. I had fetishes since I was 12 but I have been infected since 2 or years or so
№98683[Quote]
>>98626How do you know?
<nurega №98887[Quote]
>>98045groomed by a madness combat fan
№98920[Quote]
I'm hideously bored and not horny whatsoever. What do?
№98921[Quote]
>>98920maybe read parasite pill pdf? there is some bs but also interesting stuff
№98922[Quote]
>>98887idk why but both a lot of troons and chuds like this game
№98923[Quote]
>>98626which fetishes did you have?