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Looking for jobs is one of the greatest faggot conceptions ever made. I constantly apply online than drive to whatever nigger hell I hope to work at and ask someone for an application form and if I can speak to their manager. Their dead eyes search mine and make me feel even more empty than when I first entered. The stupid fucking managers see right into my mind, I need tinfoil to conceal my noxious thoughts or otherwise they would shoot me on site, a scraping of my mind and a sharp piercing noise ensues. It's an awful experience and I would really rather just rot in my room than endure it.
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Everyday has begun to fill me with a greater sense of dread than the last. Graduating high school has left me feeling old as I sit in my room and stare at my computer monitor, uncertain of what College will be like. I don't even want to go to college really, I don't want to do anything. I can hardly handle just existing, food lacks it's taste and video games really aren't fun anymore.
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What scares me the most is that this is the way I'll live for the rest of my life. An empty cog in the machine going along, feeling nothing and having no connections to anyone. If I'm lucky I'll marry a blown out whore in my late twenties and have a loving heckin family. She'll be a stupid live laugh love bitch and if I have kids I could have a literal troon, faggot, or whatever brand of degenerate can be spawned. I'll live to see my hairline recede and my skin grown pale, my eyes growing more hollow with every look in the mirror. Becoming a mockery of myself by the time I'm 60. That's only if I'm lucky doe…
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That's really why living seems so dull. If I don't enjoy it now I probably won't enjoy it when I reach my twenties, my thirties and so on and so forth. Youth is the only good and pure thing about this world I'll never be young again since 18 is an old mans age. Might as well blow my head off but I know it would sadden some of my family, maybe my friends. However the thought that I would live on as a traumatic impact in some of their minds fills me with a sense of immortality.
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Does anyone relate or have any solutions to this listlessness and melancholy?
â„–91836[Quote]
Flanders please come back I need your help
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>>91835 (OP)Just lock in and start some online business to scam retards
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>>91835 (OP)>I don't want to do anything. I can hardly handle just existing, food lacks it's taste and video games really aren't fun anymore.go outside and you'll feel like you want to live again
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>>91853I've been outside and nothing really changes. I go outside to play fetch with my dog and I go outside to get groceries and apply to jobs. Being out in these spaces just makes me want to return to my room rather than explore since there is nothing to explore. I did visit the Shenandoah Mountains a couple weeks ago and the hiking was amazing, it was truly beautiful. However, I don't have anything near that beauty where I live.
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>>91861i meant of more go out and do things. live like your life is going to end.
either that or stay a sad depressed nigger.
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>drive to whatever nigger hell I hope to work at and ask someone for an application form and if I can speak to their manager
don't do this. all it does is make you look desperate and tell employers that you cant follow instructions
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I sent an email to the CEO and got an interview the next day. I work in software for industrial machinery. Job searching is literally so easy
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>>91864>i meant of more go out and do thingsEven doe there is nothing to do, there is nowhere to go, there is nothing to be and there is no one to know. I don't have the money to do anything and all my friends are usually busy. I go out and do things with them on occasion.
>>91865How would it show employers that you can't follow instructions. I've had friends who were hired after doing this. However it is common boomer advice so it would makes sense if it's flawed.
>>91866Nice bait but I'm applying to minimum wage jobs, I have trade credentials that I earned in high school but I don't really want to work in the trades. Working in the trades will be the result if all else fails.
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>>91867>Nice baitNot b8 btw its true I swear to god
>I don't really want to work in the tradesWhat do you want to do doe
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>>91835 (OP)applying for jobs is for the goyim, initiates ask their friends/acquaintances and sidestep the HR talks entirely