№92543[Quote]
snca giga long life story vent
>be me
>zero family outside of immediate, hate mom and sister (insanely normie blonde foids) and dad is uneducated 60iq europoor and can barely speak english, and none of us ever talk or do anything together
>childhood, im a complete loser, fat, short, gross, all i do is watch le epic jacksepticeye all day, even when family or friends ask to go somewhere I say no and sit inside all day
>In elementary school make two friends, a tall skinny sperg and a tall emo girl, and she shows me fagslop like danganrompa, fanfics, undertale AUs, and other weird band kid brim
>Have a tiny crush on her so I research her interests even though I hate them just to be able to relate o algo and be a good friend
>Get cured from my normie-ism cuz unsupervised internet access
>Girl becomes FTM troon after like a year and I stop talking to xer
>Grow up with the aspie, go to same schools, take whatever classes he takes, hang out at his place and play wii or pc and become really close friends
>The rest of elementary, middle, and high school I make no new friends since not normie, just mutual acquaintances through best friend
>Autistic bsf gets a hot alt gf over the summer, has a loving, and rich, extensive family, and has people constantly trying to be his friend and invite him to stuff
>I will be a real woman and start complaining he doesn't spend enough time with me
>We have an argument and stop talking for a long time
>Go into months long depression because my one thing in life is gone and I consider kms
>Break out of depression after friend breaks up with his gf and we make up
>Younger sister always at parties, always at her bfs place and doing typical social teen activities and taunts me for being a NEET
>Parents divorce and mom starts bringing over strangers to our place to find a new stepdad for me o algo
>Friend in uni while I'm in gap year as a wagecvck full-time night-shift
>still KHHV at 18
>Realize I am a loser with nothing going for them
>Decide to look for friends
>Meet a girl online who is also looking for friends
>Almost EXACTLY like the emo girl from elementary school
>Friendzone myself insta because I don't want to make things awkward
>Talk almost every day for 8 months this July
>Terrified of losing literally my only other friend
>Think SURELY uni will be better then hs, only 1 more month of working until sem starts
>Everyday wake up at 9PM
>Take public transport to work, ignoring the 4 homeless drug addicts asking me for change
>Sit in le chair in a dress shirt and tie and do nothing because no one is awake at night
>Go home after 8 hours of my 40yo retard jamacian nigroid coworker talking to me about his 2 baby mamas or showing me bl*ck w*men shaking ass on insta reels even after ignoring him every day
>play league for 4 hours just to go even in LP still Eme III
>Sleep
>Repeat
Im 19 now, still KHHV, the autist and E-foid are still my only friends(feels like the woman is disinterested in being friends even after 8 months now), and I feel like I've genuinely wasted my life already, my youthful years are gone and I have nothing to show for it.
Never went to a party, never got drunk, never smoked (cigs or weed) didn't experience teen love or heartbreak, didn't make any friends, didn't go to any conventions or events.
Never went anywhere, never did anything, never met anyone.
Been waiting for life to start for 6 years now, starting to think this is it.
№92559[Quote]
nobaldi gives a fucko
№92565[Quote]
>>92543 (OP)i will rate your life out of 10 when i finish reading this
№92568[Quote]
this is honestly not that bad of a life, you're just a little retarded
4/10
you still have a chance to improve yourself, i would start by working on your appearance and then improving your social skills
№92569[Quote]
>>92543 (OP)somebody probably has all the same problems as you except he was born in pakistan with cerebral palsy
№92578[Quote]
Never talk to foids
№92600[Quote]
Image is relatable, story isn't relatable. Get well soon.
№92605[Quote]
as a 21 year old what i can tell you is that you have no idea how quickly time flies. i swear to god, you'll blink and you'll be 23, still stuck in the exact same precarious situation. don't sit around waiting for something magical to just happen to you.
№92610[Quote]
same except i don't have any friends
№92618[Quote]
>>92605my words exactly at also 21.