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sewer slide isn't allowed on the sharty nuswa
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death is never an option
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suicide announcements are forbidden
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It gets better
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wine helps numb mi
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>>15406009it's been 6 years
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>>15406013GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG nvm then lol
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Also, you have to want to get better
If you sit around waiting for your life to fix itself, it's obviously never gonna happen.
(You) have to make the changes you want to see.
No ones gonna build your career for you
No ones gonna go and lift the weights for you.
No ones gonna drag your ass out of bed every morning and tell you to fix your shit. YOU have to do that.
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Horse tranquilizer
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go hiking maxxing
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Stop using this site as well as every other social media. You should replace it with books or something else. You should also go outside more if you don't already.
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>>15406048But I found myself on the snarky. snappy :(
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>>15406048i don't use social media. i started going out more, but it only help slightly and temporarily
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>>15406056bros Desmond from smiling friends ☠️
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>>15406056This nigga looked at
>>15406031ANd thought 'nope, that can't possibly be why I'm miserable all the time'
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>>15406064i didn't respond because i'm trying to do them as much as i can, but i usually fail
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>>15406067Failing is how you progress though
You don't learn anything when you win, failure brings lessons and forces you to improve on yourself.
No one consideres failing losing bro
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>>15406067You're meant to fuck up, you're meant to do things poorly. You're not meant to be good at everything first try.
It's okay to suck, but it's never okay to quit because of that.
You still have to show up and try your best
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>>15406073i've been failing for 6 years. there is progress, but it is ridiculously slow, and i have a finite time for some types of accomplishments
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>>15406087you're not working hard enough.
You keep telling yourself you're doing enough. You're not doing enough
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>>15406094Like this means anything.
You're just not accepting the reality of being a better person.
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>>15406095i actually keep telling myself i'm not doing enough, and i end up not doing enough
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>>15406100it's alright most people get where ur coming from man <3
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>>15406099I' don't even wanna hear what you do every day bro. I really don't, I have a feeling you're gonna skip all the parts where you ate poorly, slept like shit, went to bed late, probably using some drugs at least
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Don't be a little bitch. It's that simple. Only weaklings kill themselves. Find what you want in life and take it because it's yours instead
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>>15406111i don't eat poorly, or lack sleep, or go to bed late, or do drugs. those are probably the only parts of my life that aren't destroyed
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>>15406121Then what is holding you back?
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If you say 'myself' I'm gonna fucking kill you
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>>15406122i don't know. i've been to psychiatrists and therapist. i kept being put on all sorts of medications. they can't tell me what's exactly wrong much less how to treat it
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>>15406141How much time a day do you spend just thinking?
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>>15406149Tsmt. Retardmaxxing is real and actually works I swear to god I'm being serious
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>>15406149as in thinking in a non helpful manner? maybe 1 hour
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>>15406154What?
No nigga you have to give your brain time to process shit otherwise your emotional load will build up beyond a managable level
It took me 2 years to account for all the shit I did as a kid
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>>15406161As in meditating. Walkijng withouut music, etc.
Just breaks in your day to let your mind wander.
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>>15406167i admit, very seldom
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>>15406111DO NOT TAKE MEDS FROM THE
(((KIKES))) RETARD
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>>15406182too late. i'm off all my meds now though
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Geg all of these retards don't know. While they spent all of that time overthinking if they should go for a certain job or talk to that foid, I stopped thinking and just did it.
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>>15406170Start here
Your mind is probably full of shit. And it needs to get it out.
Guys can't talk about stuff. They have to think about it to process it, therapy doesn't really work for us.
My 'therapy' is weight lifting. Your therapy might be hiking or running or lifting or something bro
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>>15406187They just rot your brain further. Don't take them anymore
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>>15406193i draw when i'm very sad. i will probably go to draw after this thread
>>15406205i've tried literally every psychiatric class – nothing works. antidepressants, stimulants, mood stablizers, antipsychotics
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>>15406218You should try aggressively working out
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>>15406218Normal exercise is boring and normie coded
FInd a sport that is violently difficult
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>>15406218show some of your artwork
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>>15406228did that for sometimes. very aggressive cardio. it solved my body weight issue, but nothing else
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>>15406239Why did you stop?
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>>15406238no, i'm horrible
>>15406241i get busy and very mentally ill again
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>>15406234i can barely pull myself out of bed. let's be realistic now
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>>15406248show your artwork pussy nigga nobaldi cares enough if it's shit or not
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>>15406253Do you have MS?
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>>15406255no. sorry
>>15406258thankfully not. my injury is in the mind
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>>15406264SHOW IT NIGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>15406264Before you go and draw can you try somethiing for me?
Please
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>>15406274nope. a child is better than me
>>15406278sure
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>>15406253You said that you've been in this slump for 6 years and you're worrying about things "you can only do while you're young" right? When you want to do something, do you keep thinking about it and make excuses to put it off? What are these goals that you have in mind and why do you think you can't achieve them?
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>>15406282this is why you've been a miserable piece of shit for 6 years if you keep caring so much over what people will say about your stuff
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>>15406282Aside from being a massive bitch. This is where retardmaxxing comes in. Instead of sitting there tweaking out and overthinking about what some internet people on the bald man with glasses website will think about your art, you should stop thinking and just do it. The more you think, the more excuses you'll make for yourself and hold yourself back
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>>15406291right. i put off things by being a typical procrastinator, but as time went by, i realized my procrastination is mostly because of fear of imperfection. the things i want to achieve are typical: good grades, appreciation from others, loving family and friends, good knowledge in a certain field etc
>>15406292maybe
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>>15406332Have you ever considered maybe you were meant for something more than that?
Idk bro, I always felt like aiming to be average always left me falling short in some area of life.
The second I started overshooting, the second I started outperforming everyone around me
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>>15406297I remember stretching this for the first time properly and the wave of relaxation that hit me was so profound.
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I stretch my psoas at least 3 times a week now.
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>>15406297ok i just did. i've streched this muscle hundreds of times in my intensive cardio days
>>15406309you're right. but i will keep my doodle for myself
>>15406349i used to be the top of my peers in everything, and i have always aimed for the highest of places, but someday i was struck down and i couldn't fathom what happened to me
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>>15406374yeah, soyjak party users are known for being super nice to other people's endeavors. c'mon now
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>>15406376You really tried all that and you didn't even get better?
Are you sure you haven't got a chronic illness?
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>>15406386I tried posting g drawings related to Der soysphere and they shood me off saying that I'm a grown man doing this,true but hurts
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>>15406396I don't mean gore drawings It just posted g for some reason idk
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>>15406389>Are you sure you haven't got a chronic illness?who knows really. it might be the case and it's undetected. wouldn't be the first time such a thing happens
i prefer not to take that into consideration so that i don't stress myself even more
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>>15405995 (OP)autistically obsess over something you like
if you have friends talk to them
if you have family talk to them
if you have neither talk to us
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>>15406412what do you do to relax
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>>15406396i'm so sorry man, they shouldn't have said that 💔
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remember that only troons kill themselves so you shouldnt
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>>15406424Im very hecken scared what anonymous mask people say about my doodles
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>>15406416>autistically obsess over something you likethat's unfortunately not something very easy. i had to make some sacrifices in my life choices which might prevent this, usually due to time constraints
i'm trying to make friends, and i made some, and i'm going out a bit more (first since years)
i talk to my family but they are detached from me, except my dear mother
>if you have neither talk to usthank you man
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>>15406418internet, which is obviously not a good choice. drawing has been one facet i underutilize
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>>15406332This is why I swear by retardmaxxing. I used to be the exact same way and was even in a slump for 6 years myself that I only got out of semi-recently. The more you let yourself think and give yourself time to think, the more you hold yourself back. Think about how many genuine retards are out there that do great in life. The reason they do great is because they aren't sitting there thinking, worrying, and obsessing about everything that they're doing/going to do. Instead, they go out and just do it. I used to obsess and worry about everything I was gonna do as well, overthink things, and then put them on the backburner. A couple of months ago I said fuck it, stopped thinking, and started retardmaxxing. Now I'm pursuing my dream, joining the army as a special forces recruit and about to ship out next month. Was worried I wouldn't score high enough on the asvab but stopped thinking, started studying, and got a 93. Was worried that I wouldn't make it through MEPS without some kind of waiver but stopped thinking, just did it, and came out with no waivers and a 18X contract. A couple of nerds tried ripping on me while I was there because I'm a smaller guy, but I'm not thinking about those losers, and working out instead. Stop thinking and start doing. Retardmaxx life.
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>>15406461I think start with the time spent just thinking.
Meditating before bed will make it easy to get into a habit of doing it. Just 3 minutes before you fall asleep. you don't have to time it.
I remember being a teenager and having a similar experience but I couldn't understand why I felt that way, no one could help me and medds only numbed me
Now that I've processed all of that, I understand to a deep level why my life was how it was. But only through boredom did I achieve this
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>>15406465well said. this actually resonates. i don't like you the part about being a zogbot though
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>>15406485I've never come across someone with a similar experience to me, so maybe this will help you more than you realise.
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>>15406507thanks. will see
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look what they did to catter, don't end up like catter
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>>15406545my life has been changing in the last year.. for the worse
>>15406550who's that?
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I follow a shitty psychology
>when there's too much good bad will always happen
But it's not a Blakpill as it can be reversed
>if there's too much bad good will always happen
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>>15406564i think i'm too deep in the mud for a simple mantra to save me. all those simple trick like breathing and what not lost its efficacy
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>>15406570That's because it's performative and useless when you have underlying issues that haven't been resolved
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Die die die die
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>>15406685and you think those sandniggers wont kill you nigga? you can have the best training in the world but they still are sandniggers with rifles
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>>15406727And you think I'm not completely aware of that? geg. Potentially losing an arm, leg, or your life is a fundamental risk of fighting. And once again I live to fight. That is my passion in life.
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>>15406805>Can't read awardWho said I was doing it for freedom? I'm doing it for me. I'd become a PMC but you need a military background and preferibly some experience being deployed first