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>>15406297ok i just did. i've streched this muscle hundreds of times in my intensive cardio days
>>15406309you're right. but i will keep my doodle for myself
>>15406349i used to be the top of my peers in everything, and i have always aimed for the highest of places, but someday i was struck down and i couldn't fathom what happened to me
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>>15406374yeah, soyjak party users are known for being super nice to other people's endeavors. c'mon now
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>>15406376You really tried all that and you didn't even get better?
Are you sure you haven't got a chronic illness?
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>>15406386I tried posting g drawings related to Der soysphere and they shood me off saying that I'm a grown man doing this,true but hurts
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>>15406396I don't mean gore drawings It just posted g for some reason idk
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>>15406389>Are you sure you haven't got a chronic illness?who knows really. it might be the case and it's undetected. wouldn't be the first time such a thing happens
i prefer not to take that into consideration so that i don't stress myself even more
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>>15405995 (OP)autistically obsess over something you like
if you have friends talk to them
if you have family talk to them
if you have neither talk to us
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>>15406412what do you do to relax
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>>15406396i'm so sorry man, they shouldn't have said that 💔
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remember that only troons kill themselves so you shouldnt
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>>15406424Im very hecken scared what anonymous mask people say about my doodles
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>>15406416>autistically obsess over something you likethat's unfortunately not something very easy. i had to make some sacrifices in my life choices which might prevent this, usually due to time constraints
i'm trying to make friends, and i made some, and i'm going out a bit more (first since years)
i talk to my family but they are detached from me, except my dear mother
>if you have neither talk to usthank you man
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>>15406418internet, which is obviously not a good choice. drawing has been one facet i underutilize
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>>15406332This is why I swear by retardmaxxing. I used to be the exact same way and was even in a slump for 6 years myself that I only got out of semi-recently. The more you let yourself think and give yourself time to think, the more you hold yourself back. Think about how many genuine retards are out there that do great in life. The reason they do great is because they aren't sitting there thinking, worrying, and obsessing about everything that they're doing/going to do. Instead, they go out and just do it. I used to obsess and worry about everything I was gonna do as well, overthink things, and then put them on the backburner. A couple of months ago I said fuck it, stopped thinking, and started retardmaxxing. Now I'm pursuing my dream, joining the army as a special forces recruit and about to ship out next month. Was worried I wouldn't score high enough on the asvab but stopped thinking, started studying, and got a 93. Was worried that I wouldn't make it through MEPS without some kind of waiver but stopped thinking, just did it, and came out with no waivers and a 18X contract. A couple of nerds tried ripping on me while I was there because I'm a smaller guy, but I'm not thinking about those losers, and working out instead. Stop thinking and start doing. Retardmaxx life.
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>>15406461I think start with the time spent just thinking.
Meditating before bed will make it easy to get into a habit of doing it. Just 3 minutes before you fall asleep. you don't have to time it.
I remember being a teenager and having a similar experience but I couldn't understand why I felt that way, no one could help me and medds only numbed me
Now that I've processed all of that, I understand to a deep level why my life was how it was. But only through boredom did I achieve this
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>>15406465well said. this actually resonates. i don't like you the part about being a zogbot though
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>>15406485I've never come across someone with a similar experience to me, so maybe this will help you more than you realise.
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>>15406507thanks. will see
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look what they did to catter, don't end up like catter
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>>15406545my life has been changing in the last year.. for the worse
>>15406550who's that?
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I follow a shitty psychology
>when there's too much good bad will always happen
But it's not a Blakpill as it can be reversed
>if there's too much bad good will always happen
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>>15406564i think i'm too deep in the mud for a simple mantra to save me. all those simple trick like breathing and what not lost its efficacy
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>>15406570That's because it's performative and useless when you have underlying issues that haven't been resolved
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Die die die die
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>>15406685and you think those sandniggers wont kill you nigga? you can have the best training in the world but they still are sandniggers with rifles
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>>15406727And you think I'm not completely aware of that? geg. Potentially losing an arm, leg, or your life is a fundamental risk of fighting. And once again I live to fight. That is my passion in life.
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>>15406805>Can't read awardWho said I was doing it for freedom? I'm doing it for me. I'd become a PMC but you need a military background and preferibly some experience being deployed first