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/quit/
Jannies PLZ sticky, if your gonna allow FPE brim on /soy/ one goon quitting thread wont hurt
ITT: we actually quit gooning and move on from our lives instead of making thrembillion threads coping about being one
<Ill post some of my resources
easypeasymethod.org
*new one that ive been using
https://archive.org/details/steven-slate-mark-w-scheeren-michelle-l-dunbar-the-freedom-model-for-addictions(shorter version of the above)
https://archive.org/details/freedom-model-abridged/TheFreedomModel-ABRIDGED-NEW/mode/2up?q=The+Freedom+Model+for+Addictions №75450[Quote]
>>75405I used to be like during middle school except i rarley masturbated and actually hated foids
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>>75411Stop using xitter. I got banned from there for litterally no reason except calling someone a Jeet. I wouldn't make an account to watch porn in particulary although i did in fact have fake accounts on some gooning sites and i regret ever doing this
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>>75189>>75205>>75401>>75388>>75257just going to post again, not sure if i'll get another reply or if anybody even cares anymore but nobody really knows how bad this is especially when it can keep you up in the middle of the night. it's probably because i'm really mentally ill at the moment and i need some sort of help
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>>75452Tsmt but ig there's not much i can do
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Ig all i need is someone to tell me that i deserve to move on but it some of the stuff i did feels too severe. The more my mind gets back to normal i realize how sick my OCD actually is. I don't like talking or thinking about this at all
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>>75462i'm guessing you're the other guy with the exact same problem i have?
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>its.. its so le hard to not touch my pecker…
kill yourself if you genuinely say this
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>>75477I'm not gooning. I just do it randomly without realising
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>>75418He's comparing it on terms of being line-crossing disgusting genres of porn so no problem here.
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>>75539porn addiction can do some pretty bad shit to you, i know it's wild but i'd give him a break.
i mean i feel like i did it to even worse even if it was only tranime porn, some of my mistakes are pretty devastating
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>>75550what could it have been? i don't think you did anything worse than what i did tbh, you shouldn't stress out too much about it as long as if it wasn't anything REALLY bad
<and yeah i deleted and reposted this reply like 2 times just to reword this better, i probably pay too much attention to how i make my posts
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>>75554
while that isn't too good, it's way less nerve wracking and haunting than some of what i messed up with
if you stop gooning sooner i think you'll be able to get over it quickly
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>>75175no one’s telling you to do anything, attention seeker coomer. this is a thread for those who want to quit. fuck off and go beat your balls to make your clitty squirt, proud faggot
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>>75462stop judging yourself man. you just jacked off to weird shit, so what
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>>75556trvthnvke
<Unoriginal content! You have been muted for 1488 seconds!>>75557i mean i understand where he's coming from, OCD mixed in with all of it makes it crazier
likely he's the second guy here with my same problem (having recently came out of a porn addiction to go with a mental health disorder)
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>>75559
you're welcome, i really hope you succeed in getting out of it. i went through about 4.5 years of hell thanks to it and my physical AND mental health are still poor after dragging myself out of the nightmarish situation i was in
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>>75559
(if you’re not a closed faggot) it’s just fetish, not real homosexualism
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>>75559
its not that deep bro I used to goon to gay shit to and I just kept doing it until I got tired of it. Now I rarely do it anymore
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>>75560i still find forgiving myself to be kind of hard. but i guess i just need to remember how conditioned i was into tranime porn generally and that i did my worst out of an actual rush, rather than a desire strictly for the content i described in my other posts.
i hope i can give it up and give myself a break soon since i do have people to keep living for and i need to try and get more stable
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>>75563it’s not about forgiving yourself, it’s about not caring
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>>75570that actually could be right, i usually care way too much about some things
i'll keep working on getting my mind off of it
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>>75024sometimes it's a little worrying to think of the amount of times i could have fallen into the absolute worst content during my full addiction period
like while it can be considered "a few mistakes" in comparison to how much more i looked at typical hentai, it still feels like it was a bit too much for what it was and i'm not sure how much i revisited some of it during these couple of years before i stopped
i really NEED to stop caring, a big problem with me is that i needlessly analyze things a lot
it's kind of awful what a porn addiction (even after you quit) can leave you with though and it really makes you question yourself, i hope anyone dealing with anything similar is doing fine
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>>75610to word some of my post better: it's good knowing that i looked at the regular stuff way more, but it's still sort of bad thinking of how much i might have viewed the worst crap during that time since that could have been a plenty of times too, even if it wasn't as nearly as much as the porn that didn't really matter.
i want to be told if i'm actually overanalyzing it, which i might be
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*Other OCD guy
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>>75876trvthnvke, it gets worse if you keep viewing yourself as a victim of it
i should have realized that sooner when i was addicted, though at least i was able to stop recently
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up for bro
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bump
>unograginoononoon
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>>76615I ESL'd for typing to fast geg
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My OCD is partially gone (atleast i'm more disgusted at it).
I still need to cope because my addictions and the stories revolving the OCD are messed up (I compulsively searched some legal movie scene wich is extremely disgusting to look up. It was at a porn site too for for some reason.)
I also developed messed up addictions that haunted me heavily until recently like Incest, Femdom etc. and i had some messed up stories like losing a whole night of sleep because of what I saw. Even if all of this stops and my mind comes back to normal the regret will keep haunting me. I never felt lower in my life
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>>79841Why do you feel so extremely towards your past sins? Regressing into your emotions isn't going to solve it, you need to forgive yourself and let go. All sin comes from a lack of knowledge and therefore all sin is forgivable because they know not what they do. You didn't know, but now you are blessed with the knowledge to do better.
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>>79843I'm aware but I just dislike having the paranoia over other people wanting to murder me over it. It's kind of a miracle that I can even cope with this because many of these incidents are too disgusting and I don't wish anyone going through these experiences.
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>>79844Well I don't want to murder you over it and I think people are very ignorant to want to do that. Don't worry about how the average /soy/tard perceives you. The human mind is very complex and any one of us could have ended up this way. It's just a matter of circumstances out of our control and our lack of knowledge that leads to sin. But now, you have the knowledge and the will to stop it. You aren't your past, you live in the present. Simply remind yourself that you're above that stuff. You don't do that anymore and that's that.
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>>79846Das aryan shemmycuck originally
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>>79843it's probably related to OCD, i'm the other dude that's been posting about it. i think it makes these things harder to get over
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>>79848Don't think of yourself as "I have OCD and therefore I can't do this/this is difficult for me". I think I can relate to an extent, as I was diagnosed with Asperger's when I was young and I was greatly upset at first. I doubted my ability and thought I was retarded despite the fact that I was a honor roll student for most of elementary. When I entered this mindset then I actually became retarded because I started misbehaving in school and failing my classes. It led to a lot of events in my life that is snca because we are here to talk about (You), but eventually I've gotten past that mindset and all of the cope of "but but it makes me special and smarter" and just stopped. I'm not a person with Asperger's, but I just am. I am me, I am a man, I am and that's it. Despite the fact that I basically didn't get a proper high school education, I am now taking an interest in learning about chemistry on top of the interests I've already had previously, which would be philosophy and theology. You're not a person with OCD who struggles with recurring guilt, you're just you and those sins are forgiven. This isn't to say the medical classifications of those disorders isn't real, but don't be defined by it.
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>>79849i really appreciate what you have to say, thanks
it gets scarier when its precisely pOCD. as i posted about before, i had a plenty of fuckups with drawn 'p (r34 and tranime) throughout a couple of years while i was addicted to porn.
quite unsettling to remember even if it was never what i mainly gooned to, but i might be getting a hang of my stress related to it, i haven't felt as horrible recently. i would've ACKed if any of it was real but i would've never been able to bring myself to view that anyways.
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>>79852I don't have much else to say, just learn to forgive, that's all. Forgive yourself, those that create pornography, and really anyone else involved. Sin is a lack of knowledge.
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>>79853i'll try, once again thanks for listening. i think that's the most i can say for now
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>>74848 (OP)im on day 22
when do the weird fetishes go away? I feel disgusting having them.
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>>79861Ig you need to socialize and go full nofap. I can only talk to my parents and I'm sick of talking to them because they are liberals and i don't wanna talk to anyone irl tbh
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Am I the only one who sees that nearly every post has the exact same id?
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>>79891IDs are gone after a month