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gooning to tranime is aryan saar
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additional bump
i know this is a SNCA issue, but some extra motivation on dealing with it would be great
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>>72042GEG this is a fucking gem
thank you
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>>71927 (OP)>allow me to beat it faster, o algoPOCD xister I….
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>>72046i didn't notice how wrong that sounded out of context geg
also i wouldn't say it's exactly genuine POCD since i know it was genuinely out of being a careless retard, but it did leave me with an uncomfortable enough feeling after i stopped gooning.
it's way less intense now doe
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>>72063I'm the OCD guy who made one of the last threads and talked to OP. The problem here is that i feel in a similar way but suffer from a extremely messed up OCD (ie mostly with POCD/HOCD and rarley other ones) and my actions make OP's look like a nothing burger although i can surely tell that i'm straight and never did anything illegal.
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>>72065i'm definitely aware of your issue, i hope you can resolve that soon since that especially sounds tough to have.
i guess my worst actions associated with gooning just had to do with the teenaged tranime characters yeah, it really is a nothingburger when you see it that way.
the best we can probably do is to stop thinking of it so much
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>>72067Yeah i already was able to forget it a year ago but it left some traces some like being constantly desensitized to degeneracy wich however started months after the OCD started. The OCD itself came back because i was going through a pretty rough time in my life this year (apparently it was triggered through a nightmare or something similar)
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>>72068i see, yeah it can certainly be hard to get rid of but eventually you'll be able to
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>>72069Yeah i wish the OCD was less disgusting though
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>>72071recognizing it as a mistake you made while addicted helps
my ocd was the fear of not being any different from a branigger, but by seeing the fact i never 24/7 gooned to lolipedo shit i can be less afraid of that
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>>72074Tbh my OCD is too torturous and it would be easier to cope if it was just that. I also developed pretty messed up addictions over time wich is another issue that somehow traumatizes me like there was a incident where i couldn't sleep the whole night because of it
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>>72110i have to admit it still annoys me slightly too, sometimes it makes me feel like i have to constantly clear my throat which sucks ass.
also what sort of addictions did you develop? for me it was only gooning
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>>72111It was gooning too but i now completely lost interest in it for the most part.
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>>72145me too tbh, i don't feel like going back to it at all
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>>72146Porn is just pure evil and should be banned at this point and i hate it alot. The OCD actually rapes my brain to death because i was unlucky that it's worse then just regular HOCD, POCD etc so it's extremely hard to cope. I always seek to take the wormpill wich ig helps.
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>>72111i have a bunch of compulsions that have to do with breathing (very often)(im aware of my breathing 24/7)and i think the lack of oxygen (makes you lose braincells) sometimes has made me genuinely retarded
also i thought it was one or 2 people making ocd threads why everybaldi got ocd ✌️😂
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>>72165trvthnvke, it's caused so many problems for me also and it seems to be a hell of a combination with ocd
>>72176geg that sounds hard to deal with, my compulsions are centered around constantly checking shit or doing things over and over again until it feels right
>why everybaldi got ocd ✌️😂maybe we have autism idk
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>>72176geg i had the breathing thing for a while as well
<obsessed spacefrom what i can tell 3-5 people here have ocd including mi
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>>72219i can handle it pretty well but i've had really bad episodes in the past
i think i've replied on your posts before with this but the main method for me is to just recognize that it's ocd
<also reassurance seeking feeds ocd or something like that
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>>72220nice to hear that, i can also really relate on the bad episodes
and yeah maybe it's just reassurance seeking now, it's good you pointed that out
i've been using that method too btw and it does give a lot of power over it
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I haven't gooned or even seriously try to goon for almost two months or so. My regrets still kill me unfortunately. I'm also trying to quit goyslop forever and see if this helps me with the OCD/Wormpill
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>>73197honestly relatable, i have been remembering how i might have gooned to some serious branigger level shit at 16 or 17 without really thinking of it when i did it and that's somewhat nauseating.
< i'm still proud that i stopped gooning, but a lot of these memories from all of those years of having done it still sting in some way tbh. it's like having ptsd from it, i have no urges to go back to any of it whatsoever
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Snca nigga geeeeeeeeeeeeeeg
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>>73201Same the worst part that the things i did make me constantly feel desensitized or feeling like a massive hypocrite
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>>73317yeah it makes me feel like shit too geg, and yes i'm the op but my ip likely changed so i have another id now.
i also made another thread on this nearly an hour ago
>>73315 (OP) but tbh, maybe i'm just being retarded now. some of my worries are ocd related and some feel like they aren't