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CONTINUATION OF >>71006 (OP)the ocd is related to making me feel like a diddyblvd over my past tranime gooning habit that went on from when i was 16 to around 20, i am inviting you to point out how retarded that is.
i'm also aware of the good replies i received on my other threads, THOUGH i decided to make a thread purely dedicated to making fun of this obsession.
this gives me even more motivation and it should allow me to confront it better so i can beat it faster, o algo
break it down however you can and get creativei'll reply occasionally
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gooning to tranime is aryan saar
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additional bump
i know this is a SNCA issue, but some extra motivation on dealing with it would be great
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>>72042GEG this is a fucking gem
thank you
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>>71927 (OP)>allow me to beat it faster, o algoPOCD xister I….
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>>72046i didn't notice how wrong that sounded out of context geg
also i wouldn't say it's exactly genuine POCD since i know it was genuinely out of being a careless retard, but it did leave me with an uncomfortable enough feeling after i stopped gooning.
it's way less intense now doe
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>>72063I'm the OCD guy who made one of the last threads and talked to OP. The problem here is that i feel in a similar way but suffer from a extremely messed up OCD (ie mostly with POCD/HOCD and rarley other ones) and my actions make OP's look like a nothing burger although i can surely tell that i'm straight and never did anything illegal.
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>>72065i'm definitely aware of your issue, i hope you can resolve that soon since that especially sounds tough to have.
i guess my worst actions associated with gooning just had to do with the teenaged tranime characters yeah, it really is a nothingburger when you see it that way.
the best we can probably do is to stop thinking of it so much
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>>72067Yeah i already was able to forget it a year ago but it left some traces some like being constantly desensitized to degeneracy wich however started months after the OCD started. The OCD itself came back because i was going through a pretty rough time in my life this year (apparently it was triggered through a nightmare or something similar)
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>>72068i see, yeah it can certainly be hard to get rid of but eventually you'll be able to
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>>72069Yeah i wish the OCD was less disgusting though
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>>72071recognizing it as a mistake you made while addicted helps
my ocd was the fear of not being any different from a branigger, but by seeing the fact i never 24/7 gooned to lolipedo shit i can be less afraid of that
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>>72074Tbh my OCD is too torturous and it would be easier to cope if it was just that. I also developed pretty messed up addictions over time wich is another issue that somehow traumatizes me like there was a incident where i couldn't sleep the whole night because of it
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>>72110i have to admit it still annoys me slightly too, sometimes it makes me feel like i have to constantly clear my throat which sucks ass.
also what sort of addictions did you develop? for me it was only gooning