/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

dude theres bigger things to worry about in life than not jerking off, if you want to do it just do it

>>71219
this is terrible advice, gooning does irreversible shit to you psychologically

>>71222
tsmt
i hate some of what i saw, and i seriously wish i could have it off my conscience
none of it was actually illegal or anything that would otherwise be illegal, but it fucked me up enough and it makes me feel ashamed of myself whenever i see specific media mentioned because of it (thanks to rule 34/hentai)
it can escalate until you hate yourself, although to clarify i don't want to kms and i still have a lot of people to live for, but it makes me feel sort of sick regardless
i'm still trying to recover from my physical health having went to shit too
quit as soon as you can OP

I don't know as I'm an addict myself, but porn does does make you complicit and stops you from growing. So I guess everytime it comes up think of how your work, performance, dedication would be without it

Have you even read the easy peasy method?

>>71222
Only to some people

something about the way you use the internet needs to radically change

>>71222
I'm 17, started when I was 9.
I feel like I groomed myself, at such a young age (from 9 to 13 years old and onwards) I was seeing and thinking about so many disgusting shit, while at the same time i was still playing with legos and watching cartoons.

I cant go to therapy cuz reasons right now but when I have the chance to go I dont know how hard will it be to talk about my porn addiction, I havent seen any in days and I dont want to fail.

Porn ruined my relationship with God, because of porn I feel like I dont deserve love from a woman and because of porn I no whave instruive tranny thoughts that make me want to kms and give me heavy anxiety and distress

I hope I can be free one day

>>71254
that's awful, i can't imagine how bad that must've been, especially starting at 9 years old.
it caused this for me >>70809 (OP) and while i feel somewhat better about it, i think it still fucks with me tbh.
i can say it was genuinely compulsive (i also look back at that porn with absolute disgust and no urges) but there's so much of a "i should've known" aspect to it because it extended into when i was 19 and 20 (DOCTOOOOS ev&doe i don't really have any desire for that shit).

nonetheless porn can actually damage the way you see yourself and truly fuck you up, i'm going to wish you the best and that you eventually escape and recover from this.

>>71236
literally just do this, it works. "struggling" "resisting" and using willpower are memes.

>>71254
For me it started when I was 12. I've had disgusting nightmares because of it, I still can't forget one of them from over a year ago, and similiar distressing thoughts. Right now I'm on my longest streak without porn I've ever had, about 21 days, and I haven't felt much urges so far.
Some advice I can give you to recover is to go for smaller goals like only do it twice a week. Immediately stop gooning to any fetish porn. Avoid using social media that might have triggering content. Go to sleep earlier and spend more time with other people, you're more likely to fail at night and when you're alone.

>>71317
i was EPI'd at 12 too, though i got myself out of it only to fall back into it at 16.
this is what bothers me the most because it makes me feel weird >>71229
at 19 and 20 i should have been more aware by then but i was compulsively gooning to those characters like i would with any other tranime women and it sickens me tbh. i know my mindset was just gooning to anime girls and not exactly targeting the teenaged aspect but i can't help but to be massively bothered by that, even though i'm not some evil pedonigger this has left an actual mark on me. i genuinely hate porn so much

>>71321 (fixing my post)
whoops i meant to put >>70809 (OP) not >>71229