№70809[Quote]
i quit my horrible gooning habit a while ago, but i have been really disgusted with myself recently.
namely the fact i have been remembering some of the shit i gooned to from when i was around 16 to 19.
it wasn't ever 'p or lolicon because FUCK that shit but it did involve teenage tranime characters,
which honestly makes me feel sick to my stomach. i'm against all of that garbage too, so i don't even know how that happened.
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i know for a fact i wasn't really looking at them for the age aspect, i just looked at them like i did with any other tranime girls
(im being honest.)
but now i have been thinking of what i did, and it has been a serious gut punch.
how could i let something like that slip by me?
this has led to me even researching my situation obsessively and seemingly not being able to get over it.
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i have NO desire at all to go back to porn and i quit for life, but holy shit this still STINGS.
also i shouldn't even have to state this but just so you guys know i'm not some actual pedo,
the only thing i ever actually truly desire is a pretty gf my age and as pathetic as it sounds i wish i had one to comfort me about this.
anyways since you guys are very critical (and rightfully so) on anything like what i mentioned, what would you say about any of this?
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be as blunt and honest as you can. i honestly just want to know why i didn't stop myself.
and yes i know porn basically brainwashes you, but i really feel as if i should have had more self-control at that moment.
i hope some of you can be serious on this thread because it REALLY fucks with me, i'm not so sure how i can totally forgive myself.
№70813[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)dude, you were literally just jerking off to cartoon girls your own age, stop being such a masochist about it and move on. no girl wants to date someone who hates themselves so much over a literal nothingburger.
№70815[Quote]
>>70813i know, but it sucks that it extended to around 19.
№70816[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)>>70813>dude, you were literally just jerking off to cartoon girls your own age, stop being such a masochist about it and move on. no girl wants to date someone who hates themselves so much over a literal nothingburger.No he should become obsessed and join the gang of spergs over at /a/
bonuspoints if you cattywipe that board, I'm not doing it, imma SLF
alternatively, he should make a xitter and spend the rest of life arguing with pedos there.
Porn? Then its already over. Time to become the biggest, baddest lobster on the internet dominance hierachy, bucko
№70817[Quote]
>>70815its male instinct to want to fuck girls that are younger than you bro, i understand youre young and dumb but trust me youll get it when youre older. id be more worried if you said you only like older women.
№70818[Quote]
>>70817the characters were probably canonically like 14/15 so it fucks with me
sure they didn't look EXACTLY like real teenagers in what i saw and it wasn't lolishit where they were literal toddlers, but how can i not be bothered by that?
№70819[Quote]
>>70818>how can i not be bothered by that?you cant because others arent. Guilt is what you predict to be the judgement of others.
To b real wichu f a sec nigga, most ppl would think you're weird for watching cartoons at all. To them its like kiddy shit, you're no different from a bluey adult.
Brootal.
№70821[Quote]
>>70819self-guilt can be pretty hard to deal with doe, but i guess it makes me feel better knowing that i am flat out disgusted by real 'p which i unfortunately saw get posted on 4cuck once. made me nearly vomit
№70823[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)You stupid fucking nigger, if you look at a drawing and get turned on by it and then someone says it's of a 16 year old that doesn't change the content of the drawing. They're not real characters and an anime drawing of a 21 year old vs a 16 year old look the exact same. You literally just jerked off to digital data and are feeling sad about the concept that the digital data you masturbated to represented a living being that was under the age of 18 whilst it doesn't look any different than a drawing of a character 3 years older.
tl;dr you're a faggot.
№70828[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)Never goon and dont obsess over past mistakes but just dont repeat them
№70829[Quote]
>>70828trvke
i certainly learned that from this experience, thank you guys for replying in this way
№70830[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)>>70818Urgent reported for pedophilia, enjoy your ban
№70831[Quote]
>>70830i don't condone pedophilia doe
№70832[Quote]
>>70830blud just loooves wasting every1's time
№70860[Quote]
As many in the thread pointed out, this is just a stupid mistake you made when you were young, be glad nobody was harmed and move on, it's really a nothingburger
of an issue.
№70861[Quote]
>>70823this
OP is retarded and obsessed with nothingburgers
№70884[Quote]
>>70860Kill yourself obsessed faggot
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№70885[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)You don’t need people judging you considering you’ve stopped, you just need to forget.
№70886[Quote]
>>70885>>70861>>70860actual trvthnvkes
i'm gonna move on from it, i appreciate these honest replies
№70902[Quote]
>>7088
Eat yourself obsessed burger
№70990[Quote]
>>70898geg maybe
there were so many i went through that i can't even remember all of them, i think it went on until i was 20 and then i finally stopped gooning after turning 21
i was a compulsive gooner that didn't think much of what i was gooning to
№70992[Quote]
>>70990*it went on to when i was 20 and until 21
corrected myself since saying "until 20 but i stopped at 21" didn't make sense but i do feel exhausted at the moment so that contributed o algo
that's probably my actual estimate doe and id also like to mention that my health has immensely improved, i decided stopping at my 21st birthday was the best time to do it
>>70991thank you btw
№70996[Quote]
>>70809 (OP)snca sybau lil nigga
№70997[Quote]
thinking about it, i also wanted to say i do have a lot of repetitive thoughts which leads me to worrying about silly shit like this
i should probably get that checked out, doe i'm done with posting on this thread for now