SORRY TO BUMP ACTUALLY IM JUST GONNA SAGE THIS INSTED IM GOING 2 BED BECAUSE IF NOT MY JOB WILL KILL ME BECUZ I HAVE TO WAKE UP SOON AND I NEED MY 10 HOURS OF SLEEP BUT IT WAS REALLY GREAT TALKING TO ALL OF YOU AND ITS REALLY NICE THAT ULTIMATELY CHUD^1 JUST WANTS TO SEE ME SPIRITUALLY SUCCEED SO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME. LIKEWISE I HOPE EVERYONE INVOLVED ENJOYS THE REST OF THEIR NIGHT, OR DAY. AND I HOPE EVERYONE WAS KIND TO YOU TODAY, AND WILL BE KIND THE NEXT DAY. IT WAS A NICE NOVEMBER 6TH GOODNIGHT
>>810579I read this. Very nicely put. Well done! I realized I am not satannigger after all. Perhaps still a nigger in some regard. I just realized that having a kid objectively ties you down in the world. I don't think I could ever be a good dad if I'm being honest. I wouldn't wanna pass down that kind of disease. My kid would be weirder than me likely. Or maybe not. The uncertainty is enough to permanently horrify me of any chance at conceiving. I wouldn't know what I'd do with the kid. I don't think I'd be a good role model in that sense. Maybe that's understandable. Some people go their whole life without having kids. Maybe that makes them lonely? I don't know.
I get what you mean though. I've been trying to practice mindfulness a lot lately. Even when I think I'm being good lately I've realized I haven't been a good friend to the people around me at all. So I ask open ended questions and really try listening and being honest. It's really hard though. Kindness is more of a discipline. Temptation is real and it tries to kill me. It's okay.
I do hope one day I can get married though. I'd like to spend everyday with someone. I don't know who'd put up with me, I think maybe I talk too much. Do you think there's someone for everyone? I kinda do.
Did Christcacas really win November 6th, 2025? What do YOUUUUUUU think. Thoughts?