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I don't know how to explain this 'teens, It may be my BPD causing this raisin, but something is very wrong, and it mainly happens during the night.
I think the trees are watching me. As I said I might be hallucinating or experiencing another strange raisin from my BPD, but it feels like the trees are watching me during night.
I live surrounded by a forest, but something strange started happening 2 weeks ago. I didn't tell you about this because it's weird and people would call me a schitzo, but now it happens every night. They just stare at me, and it's creeping me out. It's like their eyes are moving and only watching me.
Yesterday, I was looking out of my room window and I saw one of the trees. It had eyes. I was surprised that it happened again. I looked at the tree, it was staring back at me. It was weird. I looked around while that tree was staring at me, I realized that the other trees were also seemingly staring at me. It felt as if the trees were communicating with me, but I'd rather not mention what they seemed to be saying due to rule 1, it would get me banned, kill yourself mustard. Different trees also seemed to be talking to me.
This happens every day and it's really getting on my nerves. It's affecting my sleep too. I've tried using sleeping pills, but I just end up staring at them instead of sleeping. I also tried browsing the sharty during my usual sleeping time to distract myself, but that didn't work either. Nothing seems to work.
Picrel is how they look like. I tried drawing them and im starting to be scared raisinless.
Posted it on a different board for the PPH award.