/x/ - Paranormal/Schizo

fucking hate myself and everyone else whos encouragin this retardedfemboynigger trend.
grooming children to act like a fucking FEMTROON addicted to troonmedia, and why do i hate myself you may ask… Well I was one of those childrens who got brainwashed by jews to like troonmedia.
So my problem is that even if i try to stop watching NIGGERTROONHELLLLMEDIA I feel like bored as shit I don't even know why but those fuckers destroyed my common sense.
I can't socialize properly with people because THOSE PIECES OF SHIT FROM SHITTHOLE EVERY FUCKING TIME WILL make a reference to troonmedia and my mind starts to think of fucking SHIT SHIT SHIT AND I CAN'T EVEN THINK… So i just want to be norma…l I don't know what to do 'cause everything and everywhere i go is troonmedia related and i tried to get uglier and manlier to stop with those thoughts but i just feel like shit please help i don't want to be a statistic and i don't want to talk about this to my therapist because xe would think i'm a crazy racist retard o algo