/soy/ - Soyjaks

im one of epstein's special little goyim agp test subjects or something, i swear to fucking god. i think im trying to turn (either both intentionally or unintentionally) fembrained as an agp, and its literally feeding it and its getting harder to escape from it, and its like mushing my brain or something. evendoe i could stop doing this which is also fine i guees Or not, i have zero fucking clue what my moidbrain is fucking doing, i dont even feel like watching any porn?idk kill me now holy shit, im a mentally ill cis man wanting to be a woman so fucking badly?and then why dont i the next fucking day? well, its dat agp right? i dont even like foids what the fuck?(evendoe i do) and i dont even feel much attraction to moids as well its meta attraction, i could suck a guys dick i guess, am i just coping or something? i feel like im not, and this is the truth. im probably manic or something. this is what isolation does to a man (either originally straight, either turned bisexual by porn/agp or muh hecking maternal birth effect or low finger index ratio or something) (and porn use from 11, i already quit for a week and half but its prob just cope desu) how the hell do i stop this? do i just troon out or something? i also cant take hrt, i have to be sure so i dont immediately 41% percent right after for nothing or something.fuck this shit, im either gonna john 50, blow the brains out or something, FML NGMI its over or something, i need to hop on meds, talk with my family, or go to therapy, and be a normal man again. agp is raping my brain, god im so fucking retarded, Its so fucking over. or its not, okay, maybe, ill realistically probably just troon out or smth, idk. (or ill heckin heal) It happens

I guess I'll be fine.