>>16800081 (OP)I remember when I was really sleep deprived, really stressed and really miserable, a number of these were true for me. Now it's only really the first one and (to an extent) my vision seeming dream-like. I can't really explain the dreamlike part in concise terms, but for quite some time I've felt like my life isn't really happening in the way it happens to other people, at least by their own admission. I have these preludes to the future and signs I see that tell me what to do and when I trust them, I am always right. I get them constantly throughout the day and throughout the hour. I feel like the present is malleable and subject to change via my thoughts and my words, and I'm sort of living my life as if it were a dream, because my dreams tend to take odd and random turns for seemingly no reason for the sake of prolonging themselves until I wake up. I feel like my life is the same, except the waking up will be dying. As for the vision part, I just see dark and fading spots in my vision sometimes. I try and focus on them and I see them move away, sometimes they disappear, sometimes they leave me slowly. I'm not schizo though.