№16778311[Quote]
>Oh yeah I'm also autistic, fat, my family is Jewish, I love cartoons, hate reading books and doing sports, hate any form of hard work/struggle, love gooning but get tired easily, cum instanteously, my dick is small, I'm so hairy I haven't shaved my beard and some food got caught in it, I love to eat a lot from doordash, I can't sustain a meaningful relationship or friendship, I hate taking showers, there are always brown stains in my undies eventually, mom and dad do a lot of things for me, I'm easy to ragebait, insecure, my only romantic love interest one is a kid's cartoon character who has a shit ton of porn and is only liked by trannies and gooners who I have nothing but contempt for yet I get recognized and grouped with despite endlessly seething at the idea of another character getting intimate with my fictional waifu, I have no will to live or improve and my loneliness got so bad that when a guy from the 'cuck posted cute emoticons and had a Twink pfp on discord I immediately started crying and wanted to have gay sex with him, it's been like 5-6 months since I've last seen him and he told me he was hospitalized for having a mental breakdown, the last thing I recommended for him was to look at Hegel cuz I thought it was interesting at the time but now idrc about it so he's probably dead rn. Most people I've met in my life besides my mom, dad and sister who showed any compassion to me are either braindead normagroids or got tired of my shit (like complaining about my shitty life or not listening to their SNCA) and stopped talking to me, anywhere I go I get ridiculed and advocated to commit to something greater than myself which is just slavery to me, I never leave my bed and room unless it's to eat, I cannot learn from my own mistakes and whenever I try to learn something new it evades me while I just nod my head and convince myself I am understanding. Any idea I make may entertain some but ultimately it is a fleeting and temporarily short moment of release from the constantly infinite and aimless wandering between boredome and struggle or wishful expectation and despair, in the desperate pursuit of wanting to become something more than my mortal human condition I would keep finding myself scammed into investing my allowance in vague charlatans who claim to be occultist magicians who will make me a god and it was only with time that I would discover their instructions of commitment with promises of glory were nothing but lies, Any argument or conflict I enter I only win against a clearly disadvantaged and non-threatening opponent with victory being unearned and ultimately shadowed by the countless loses and humiliations I've endured from fellow Men in my life. There is no reason to not euthanize me besides latching onto false notions of compassion and morality, life is undeniably fundamental suffering.
№16778374[Quote]
I don't know how to read, can I gigaquote this?
№16778477[Quote]
>>16778467Why he pointing that gun
№16778480[Quote]
>>16778477because he's killing niggas like you
№16778487[Quote]
>>16778480I wish. It's just an image.
№16778489[Quote]
I'm not a pedo btw anything I say after this doesn't matter.Oh yeah I'm also autistic, fat, my family is Jewish, I love cartoons, hate reading books and doing sports, hate any form of hard work/struggle, love gooning but get tired easily, cum instanteously, my dick is small, I'm so hairy I haven't shaved my beard and some food got caught in it, I love to eat a lot from doordash, I can't sustain a meaningful relationship or friendship, I hate taking showers, there are always brown stains in my undies eventually, mom and dad do a lot of things for me, I'm easy to ragebait, insecure, my only romantic love interest one is a kid's cartoon character who has a shit ton of porn and is only liked by trannies and gooners who I have nothing but contempt for yet I get recognized and grouped with despite endlessly seething at the idea of another character getting intimate with my fictional waifu, I have no will to live or improve and my loneliness got so bad that when a guy from the 'cuck posted cute emoticons and had a Twink pfp on discord I immediately started crying and wanted to have gay sex with him, it's been like 5-6 months since I've last seen him and he told me he was hospitalized for having a mental breakdown, the last thing I recommended for him was to look at Hegel cuz I thought it was interesting at the time but now idrc about it so he's probably dead rn. Most people I've met in my life besides my mom, dad and sister who showed any compassion to me are either braindead normagroids or got tired of my shit (like complaining about my shitty life or not listening to their SNCA) and stopped talking to me, anywhere I go I get ridiculed and advocated to commit to something greater than myself which is just slavery to me, I never leave my bed and room unless it's to eat, I cannot learn from my own mistakes and whenever I try to learn something new it evades me while I just nod my head and convince myself I am understanding. Any idea I make may entertain some but ultimately it is a fleeting and temporarily short moment of release from the constantly infinite and aimless wandering between boredome and struggle or wishful expectation and despair, in the desperate pursuit of wanting to become something more than my mortal human condition I would keep finding myself scammed into investing my allowance in vague charlatans who claim to be occultist magicians who will make me a god and it was only with time that I would discover their instructions of commitment with promises of glory were nothing but lies, Any argument or conflict I enter I only win against a clearly disadvantaged and non-threatening opponent with victory being unearned and ultimately shadowed by the countless loses and humiliations I've endured from fellow Men in my life. There is no reason to not euthanize me besides latching onto false notions of compassion and morality, life is undeniably fundamental suffering.
№16778614[Quote]
>>16778489So your saying my life matters despite being all those things?