>>16034152i geuse i think. im learning to rely on my self alot more, but it just makes me sad. it was so beautiful back then. i lost everything. i can think for myself, its nice to be self-reliant. but it feels so sad i have do it alone. it was a beautiful place i didn't even realize i was in. sometimes i wonder if adam and eve being kicked out of the garden of eden was a metaphor for growing out of childhood, its fitting then that they were the first humans