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>>16028343 (OP)be grateful yt only recommends me shitty video essays about SNCA
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i do this every day im doing it now. its better than gooning or being fucked up
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>>16028355Yeah but it's still shit.
I could do some more productive, less damaging stuff to myself.
And the hours I waste I can never get back, it's a horrible feeling.
Maybe I should just lock my computer away.
But I fear. I fear of loneliness I think. I feel like watching braindead youtube stuff is some form of escapism for my loneliness. o algo
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I have the exact same experience and feel very seen and heard by this thread
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>>16028407socializing is overrated and some npc stuff. Its best to just exercise and eat healthy and try to just remain unbothered and lock in. yt is great there all kinds of lectures about any subject
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just put something boring in the background and do pushups. I have the same problem and I fixed it today by watching baki, which gives me inspiration to work out better. God and Anime have helped me achieve the spinning turning kick to a small degree today, and for that I am thankful
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>>16028439tsmt, or I just rewatch videos by flightformsyracuse or someone until I can’t stand it anymore and end up wasting the rest of my day on here
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You guys wouldn't have as much addictive issues if you got a purpose in life. I know not everyone has the means to but maybe looking for local activities could help you meet people to hangout with.
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>>16028449I don't necessarily want to socialize more than I do.
But I still fear loneliness somehow. I don't know, it's a horrible feeling I get. When I'm in my room and I force myself not to open my computer, I feel like I don't know what to do, or that anything else than watching retarded stuff is going to be unbearable for some reason.
I feel so retarded.
God have mercy on me.
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>>16028474i dont have a car or a phone or any money
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>>16028474I think I have a purpose.
To me, it feels like it's just a genuine addiction.
And I don't know how to fight addictions, never really had that problem before.
How do you do it ?
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>>16028486>loneliness you get used to it. it just it what it is. everyphono is lonely
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>>16028474I would if people didn’t always seem so uncomfortable around me. They always seem to look at me with apprehension, like I’m an unattended toddler or some sort of ESL third worlder
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>>16028407>I feel like watching braindead youtube stuff is some form of escapism for my loneliness.Ok this is getting a bit too relatable
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>>16028471Kek, do we all do the same thing ?
We're a braindead generation
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>>16028497I'm autistic and I am immune to addictions. So I can't really help you. All the bad shit I do is because I have zero friends so I scroll Youtube instead.
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>>16028504Tbh I feel like this shit website holds the same purpose for me.
I honestly wish I could cast all of it away and just live free of all of it.
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>>16028521Uh isn't that exactly the problem I'm describing though ?
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how the fuck can i watch youtube slop without verifying my ID
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>>16028532You asked me how to fight addictions and I wouldn't know because I don't get addicted because I'm autistic. Basically I don't feel good from addictive stuff unless its my very specific interests so I can smoke drugs and don't feel the need to do them. I only want to learn about submarines.
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>>16028509My great-grandfather was a cabinetmaker, and I often think I’d have been a lot better off spending my youth as an apprentice in some such field. I think a lot of people have lost access to the manual trades that were relatively common for most of history, so they’re more likely to become listless and unfulfilled
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>>16028486>When I'm in my room and I force myself not to open my computer, I feel like I don't know what to do, or that anything else than watching retarded stuff is going to be unbearable for some reason.TSMT, like what am I even supposed to do before going to sleep? Read for 1-2 hours straight?
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>>16028550Big if true, how do I become like you ?
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>>16028567Its a curse with more downsides than benefits. You wouldn't want to be like me and you cannot be like me. You'd have to be born under shit circumstances that fucked up the birth.
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>>16028552I'm an apprentice pastry chef, and honestly I often think about how I prefer being at work sweating and breaking my back than being at home and doing nothing.
Something needs to change.
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Watch youtubr shorts
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>>16028343 (OP)Dont have this problem but there is an extension that blocks your recommended tab, here is also a generally very good video of you problem:
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>>16028657Jokes apart, thank you for the recommendation, I'll watch that.
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This "untrapped" browser extension for youtube is really good. I think it'll do wonders for me.
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obsessed faggot
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I have irl OGD
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are you nihilma
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>>16029035It's really good actually.
It allows you to customize the whole website. I've disabled every lobotomy feature like suggestions and infinite scrolling, that might do it. and oreos
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>>16029049Nobody answered to this question on the shroom so I came here.
Also thanks to whoever linked me that vid, it was helpful.
Thanks to you guys' help.
Have a good sleep everyone, I'm heading off to bed.
God bless.
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Me too