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>>16011511I don't really see the reason to. As I said I can't even imagine myself being in a relationship and I literally lack emotions as well.
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>>16011373damn that sucks lol
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>>16011503well we currently live under fascism and id say its pretty bad
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In my entire life I only had mostly myself and my programming knowledge which gave me the only meaning for me to exist rn.
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>>16011517I lack emotions as well, I think it comes from lacking relationships for too long but idk. I feel alienated from people
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>>16011528Probably I gave up on it long time ago.
>>16011530I'm relatively a quick learner but I lack the money to even buy tools and components to make own stuff. Other than creating stuff I know nothing else.
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>>16011531This guy needs support tho
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>>16011541*Probably but I gave up on it a long time ago.
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>>16011541You can only develop relationship skills by trying to interact with people, it's hard and it takes a long time but it's worth it. Atleast other people can help make life feel less dull sometimes
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self insert garbage thread go down, mods ban every blogposter
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>>16011541Most of my "friend" betrayed me a long time ago when I was no use to them. So in general I can barely trust anyone and I act a chud everywhere hiding any real interest which is not insanely generic so I won't be judged by others other than being an "asshole".
>>16011561I'm planning to workout but I'm a lazy fuck and I sometimes spend daily 14 hours developing shit for living. When I have more time I will try force myself to finally work my body as well. im trans btw
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>>16011569Raped by nameroll… The only reason I'm even willing to tell any of this here because its ze anonymous imageboard where I'm writing behind a VPN.
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does anyone else just not give a fuck about the lives of these self inserting losers> slide this shitty fucking thread or else.
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>>16011569yep. that would make sense. go hang urself in ur basement anon.
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Dont let the troon derail this thread dumb coons
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self insert thread go down
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>>16011578Desensitized internet veteran has arrived
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>>16011569Good to hear I suppose
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>>16011586I could talk about my life but its SNCA however most of the people I told my life story said I have a really sad life and I deserve better.
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>>16011602I can tell your life must be sad because youre still posting in this thread. get BTFOed
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>>16011561Ah ye I was always really shit in drawing at one point I tried it but gave up on it. The only other thing I would likely be good at is engineering but the equipment for that is expensive. Job market everywhere is rather shit and it doesn't result in real growth so I'm gambling with working on my own projects and developing stuff for others but the latter is usually soul crushing considering how bad it goes most of the times.
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>>16011622Well about improving… Just read
>>16011628However this mostly consist of me working on some shit nearly everyday except when I burn out for weeks.
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Yes but I'm evil
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>>16011632>>16011640no arrow therefore you are self inserting
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>>16011628Best wishes with your next prospect then. Try going back to doing drawing sometimes, art therapy may be a thing for you.
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>>16011708Thanks! Well hand drawing never went well but I might going to try pixel art (I need it for some stuff anyway) and I might return to do stuff in blender. People complemented some of the stuff I made even tho those were never finished.
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Probably won’t ever get to have kids since I find myself to be extremely detached from people in general (struggle meeting people, struggle talking with them or not being autistic)
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autists disgust me, this thread disgusts me
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autists are genuinely fucking ruin everything they touch, has anyone else noticed this? They are a plight on society
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>>16011792thoughts like this are why you're here, unironic chud
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after reading this thread I now support eugenics. commies want me to pay taxes to support the useless people in this thread for their entire lives