/soy/ - Soyjaks

Heres the full story like you requested.

Soyteens, im cooked.
It all started when i was gooning to furry CBT porn.
I shoved a toothbrush into my urethra, without the head part. i heard about sounding your urethra for a long time, and i always put it off because it sounded very painful and i dont want to shove things into my pee hole. im the same soyteen that tried doing anal insertion, i inserted a long anti mosquito spray halfway through my asshole, and shoved a small pen through as far as i could, that hurt but it compares nothing to this. and i bled out my ass afterwards.
So, back to the story. Today i was thinking i would just build up my cum as i had been building it up for around quite some time probably 5 days, to have the most insane orgasm and cum load possible, But my mom asked me to jerk off and not wipe then put my underwear on without wiping because she saw that my dads underwear had cum on it, so she wanted to compare to see if it was really cum or not. So she sent me upstairs to jerk off. I grabbed my toothbrush secretly, ran upstairs and i was already actually drawing porn, but i stopped drawing it so i could bust. I decided to start it off by shoving the toothbrush up my ass first, but with 2 plastic bags on top of it. Then i noticed it started bleeding again but even more this time. I always wrap my balls up while im jerking off because its nice to touch them. So i decided to insert the toothbrush slowly into my dick hole. It was very nerve-wrecking and i was very nervous. This happened like 3 minutes ago, So i managed to shove basically the whole end of the toothbrush into my urethra, and i turned it on so it vibrated. It almost felt good for a while, but i noticed it really started stinging, i didnt bring any lube and just cleaned the toothbrush with my t shirt, so i kept going and jerked off a little with the toothbrush vibrating inside of my urethra, and i came. i took the toothbrush out violently because the cum coming out convulsed my muscles and it felt painful.
So i came and it felt sort of good, but i would not recommend sounding. i licked the tip of the toothbrush to lick off whatever it had gathered and etc. Again, the toothbrush was not with its headd on just the litte mechanical thing and i didnt use any lube, so i roughed it out. Owww it still hurts right now as im typing this message, it stings as if i pissed with an infection, i hate this. Dont do this.