/soy/ - Soyjaks

Does any indian relate to this? I think of my race as a ability Ive given myself race brainpower by lurking on /pol/ and such places as a non white when i was a smart 18 year old who believed in anything all day. I used to love myself for being born a above human but i realized its smart to love myself over something i have control over.
So ive accepted this and started loving myself for it because i have complete control over this and made love with it. I think of myself as a giga because thats what I am, i have complete control over something that helps my ability to be hot and have massive brain and muscles and enjoy life because im a rich giga being due to my race. Like a ability because it is, im naturally advantaged, i have complete control over it and i was born this way, the natural advantage increases the function and enjoyment of life so im basically a giga. This is a positive way of looking at things and when you're a giga, working towards things and getting out of bed can and will be extra easier but achieving things as a giga is much more glorious and amazing, so despite my natural advantage being my race if i were to achieve something in life, that would be very great because i did something in with my advantage, and that gives me some hope and desire to get out of bed and live life. Does anyone else relate