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Eeteeng gloo es areeann
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I'm not retarted your just jealous your not a gigachad
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>>15929005 (OP)i'm in the proccess of becoming not retarded
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>>15929013i used to know kids who ate glue in my elementary school and all of them turned out fine
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>>15929032how are you going about it
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I really like tea hate that it's so high in microplastics and flouride
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>>15929005 (OP) (OP)
abusive parents probably triggered personality disorders and subsequently societal withdrawal
i could probably still go out and learn how to function properly, so maybe im not retarded in the sense of lowered iq or brain damaged
but it feels to alien for me to want to try anything
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Speaking from experience, people can do all that and get away with it perfectly fine, if you're retarded 95% of the time it's just genetics
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>>15929085It is not a defect to find goycialization unappealing
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i took benadryl every night when i was young for several years which i now are dementia pills when taken chronically
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>>15929103It's not that I find socialization inofitself unappealing - it's mostly the modern implementation of it
I have some non normie friends I enjoy talking to, but for the most part
- I'm expected to know the latest trend, the newest tik tok speak, the latest movies
- I have to hide my actual personality because I'm a sperg and that's le societally unacceptable
- I can't say what I actually think because people tend to immediately judge you instead of asking why you think that
- Everyone loves recording you or otherwise spreading it via rumors
It's just very tiring
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idk but i used to not wipe my ass after shitting when i was 5
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I used to pull my ears all the time when I was a caca and now I look like a monkey
also I feel like I hold grudges really hard, for example I still don't talk to my father much because when I was 13 or so, he threw me across the kitchen and I haven't really been able to forgive him
i've hit my head a lot of times, i once busted it open on a statue when playing tag with my grandma
>drinking tap water
everyone does this btw
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>>15929256I agree, I was just kind of using "goycialization" as a shorthand for this irritating process everyone is shunted through now. Would love to socialize without all of it like it was the hecking epic 1990s or 1950s or 1400s o algo but that is not an option
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>>15929264Das aryan shemmycuck
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I've been looking into psychedelics to alleviate symptoms of a TBI I suffered when I was young, but I have no where where I'd even find them since I live in mutt suburbia
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i didn't take anything to reduce my iq but my parents gave me trauma when it comes to learning so i sometimes almost kill myself after talking to them or doing a large project
on a social note
my parents made me scared of anyone over 30 yrls cuz they made all my teacher tattletale anything i did to them so i just never had any trusted adults like ever
and since i lived in a shitty village where everyone knew eachother and constnatly gossiped about eachother i ended up just avoiding anyone from there cuz i just couldn't talk with anyone without my words being spread to the entire town
i realised im not even antisocial the moment i moved to a city and didn't have to choose my words carefully i managed to make friends and shit,but i still have issues talking with teachers or managers and it really fucked me up socially
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>>15929319theres no way this wouldnt just make it worse
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>>15929302>earlier timeswouldn't have been perfect, but definitely better
i know im just playing myself by having imageboards be 99% of my socialization too
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>>15929326There are ongoing clinical trials for use of them in regards to treating it.
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I used to be super spergy. One time, I was about 14 years old, playing basketball in a public park. At that time I was solely influenced by my old primary school friend, a retarded muslim, and this autistic rapist classmate. Due to myself being highly impressionable, I started contracting autism from them. Anyways when I was in the park playing basketball, on this fateful day, I just started screaming EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and people were looking at me and shit. I have cured myself of the bad autism now but I still regret letting myself become a sperg for 1 year.
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>>15929319how exactly would it alleviate these symptoms? ive been offered psychedelics before by a guy i know who's into that sort of stuff but i just turned him down because i don't like the idea of doing drugs and losing any sort of control, and i don't think it could bring me to any conclusions that i couldn't make on my own about spirituality and the world at large.
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>>15929356i think the argument is about it increasing neuroplasticity so that youre more receptive to
(((CBT))) and oreos, but it seems like troon science to me
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>>15929384cock and ball torture?
nigga what
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>>15929384The reason psychedelics haven't been widely used is because they're less easy to exploit and market than stuff like SSRIs, it's not really Jewish
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>>15929356Theoretically psilocybin (which is neurotoxic, but only a little) spurs neuroplasticity by forcing the brain to re-route around damaged areas, hopefully also routing around older damage in the process.
Or at least that's one explanation, idk if I trust hippie burnouts who make pseudoscientific explanations for why their drug addictions are le good actually. I don't even trust a proper doctor's explanations for why you need to pump yourself full of amphetamine and mood stabilizers because you don't like sitting still at goychild prison
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>>15929388i know i should go out and unironically do a sport or join a club
ask to hang out with my friends more
but idrk i always feel too apathetic to do anything
gigaquoting myself aswell to cope
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I've been gooning since 7 (I'm 26) and simultaneously holding my breath while jerking off
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>>15929390>>15929395The term CBT was chosen specifically to create this situation theory
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>>15929407I want to go to some kind of turboaryan spergaloid club like ham radio or model rocketry maybe that would be fun or maybe it will be packed with trannies idk yet
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>>15929409bullshit
dicks probably dont even work at 7
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>>15929409Jfc at least I don't have this… that's a horrible curse to have, your parents are eventually going to find your body tied to a doorknob and say it was suicide just to avoid the shame
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>>15929423why not check it out and see
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>>15929427I didn't even have one when I was young, I might be misremembering but when i looked down there it was a stump and almost smooth and it only started growing when i became a teen
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>>15929446how the fuck did you jerk off then???
are you intersex?
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>>15929466I never really jerked off. I was told I had some genetic disorder but never what exactly and i dont really care nowadays because it looks and works normally
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>>15929423I've thought about this too, but I think in general I might just be antithetical to modern forms of socialization
I dislike normies, I dislike trannies, I dislike chuds (like actual chuds who are fat and dumb and ONLY talk about politics)
idk man
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>>15929427They do. However when I came, there was no liquid - just an orgasmic sensation. I think liquid nuts started at 14
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>>15929478probably intersex or klinefelters then
>works normallyi wouldn't be too sure about that
many intersex people can get hard and blow a load, but they're infertile because the sperm doesn't work properly
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>>15929406do you have a snQpes on this? it sounds interesting, but i agree not to trust druggies about why their substances are actually super duper good for you and it's definitely not because they're addicted to it
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I have some developmental problems but my IQ is surprisingly high even for college standards
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>>15929423i like the idea of a cool hobby like that but i lack the motivation and force of will to do anything more demanding than hitting my fingers against a keyboard and occasionally drawing bald men with glasses on mspaint
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i fell off a trampoline once when i was 4
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I used to eat toothpaste in attempt to make myself sick and not have to go to school
It didnt work
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>>15929482Maybe you will find a friend who is abnormal, not a tranny, and not an insufferable chud but just some guy who likes to solder op-amps in his garage
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epi'd from jewtube, constantly drinking sodas, unlimited internet access since the age of 4, my upbringing was mega goycattle
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>>15929539I don't have the snopes I'm afraid, just relaying what I've been told by that crowd (which is probably just a rumor o algo geg)
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>>15929614I bought an old hulk of a busted tube amplifier on fleabay and taught myself how to fix it up, that was a fun diversion for a while. I should do another one
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>>15929423i've thought about joining some kind of fencing club or historical enthusiast shit or even a shooting club but i've spent basically all my teenage years on imageboards and it kind of fried my brain to the point that my only social interaction is with people i sometimes talk to from my old school
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Being a nigger