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what's wrong with you?
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OYYYYY JANNIES RULE 7 MOOOODDDSSS
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>>15920615read between the lines
he's asking for help, not announcing it
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>>15920597 (OP)MAWDSSSSS ‘NISH HIM FOR RULE 7 fuggen jerdee
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>>15920597 (OP)Keep glowing nigger.
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>>15920620it's sandy ant… im trans btw
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>>15920609everything. i’m full of regrets and i feel i can’t get many things that i really want to get. i am also severely anxious and depressed most of time
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>>15920642are your regrets things you can change or are they set in stone? if you can't fix them, stop wasting your time worrying about them
>i can’t get many things that i really want to getthat's just life, though you're implying there are few things you can get so focus on them
>i am also severely anxious and depressed most of timeme 2
do you have any hobbies or things you enjoy doing? maybe they could take your mind off your worries
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>>15920678thanks bro
i dont have any hobbies, and don’t know where to start
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>>15920748is there anything you enjoy?
my own hobbies are programming and hiking, but programming isn't for everyone and the accessibility of hiking depends on your area
hobbies that involve working on projects for long periods of time like programming are great for helping with feeling suicidal though, having an overarching goal to work towards is really good for you
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>>15920638woah a talking fly
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, how could you tell?
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>>15920826man, the only overarching goal i had in my life was my studies, and i’m failing at that, which is making me extremely emotionally fucked
i’m not sure if another overarching goal would help
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>>15920861understandable, i imagine you feel your future depends on passing
do you have any hope of getting back on track with them or is it too late to recover?
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>>15920877i have a chance of getting back on track, but i’m not sure i can push myself to do it
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>>15920887>>15920861man im in the exact same situation as you're in, im not the guy who was talking and giving advice so i wanna hear what he says
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niggers pooping
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>>15920887well, if you feel like can push yourself to suicide over them, i don't see why you can't push yourself to pass instead
if you're procrastinating by posting here right now, i suggest you close the browser and go work on them now
the more you put it off the harder it'll be to get back on track and the worse the feeling of anxiety will get
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>>15920948this is sound logic, but unfortunately no matter how much i tell myself this i can’t help pushing myself to achieve what i want
im mentally ill
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>>15920978do you enjoy your studies?
i was in the same boat as you, eventually i realised i just didn't enjoy the coursework at all despite having passion for the subject and dropped out
didn't give tell you this upfront because i didn't want to encourage you to drop out but if you really feel like you can't bring yourself to do it you should just stop torturing yourself with the stress that putting it off brings
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>>15921030>didn't give tell you this upfronttypo, didn't tell you this upfront*
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>>15921030i don’t enjoy it but im already too deep in my study years. also, there is familial pressure on me to continue studying it and not that much job prospects outside of it in my country
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>>15921158i was 3 years in when i gave up
if you're going to actually change and get back on track, keep going
otherwise you're just delaying things
>there is familial pressure on me to continue studying itdo they know how unhappy you are with it and want you to continue anyway? or do you just assume they'd be unhappy if you said you wanted to quit?
either way definitely talk to them about this, they might have advice for you that's better than anything i could give you
i was worried about what my family was going to think too but they weren't nearly as upset as i expected them to be (this will definitely vary from family to family though)
even if they are upset, they'd be even more upset if you killed yourself
>not that much job prospects outside of it in my countryyeah the economy in my country is absolutely fucked at the moment too
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beeech go and study some real thing like engineering instead of gender studies pussy ass nigga
>>15921246i dropped out at my last year too GLOINK! Im a master of my life not some bitch ass bachelros degree LOL BACHELORS DEGREE LOOOOOOOOOL. Now im studying engineering where i had no prior knowledge of maths and physics (i was majoring in biology) and i couldn't be happier. i seethe at learning triple integrals for spheres and fourier transformations because its shit you will never use o algo
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>>15921266>GLOINK!fellow oldcaca i see
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>>15921246problem is that even if i switched fields its not guaranteed that i will not face the same issues i face currently in terms of procrastination and failure
and regarding being unhappy studying this, my family is aware of my struggles, but the problem is that other fields have no prospects, so it might be in their eyes that continuing to study this is safer for the future. i already switched before from another field but due to different reasons, and it caused them at the time a very difficult time, and i don’t want to re traumatize them
also, my mental issues dont only stem from my studies but its probably the major factor
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>>15920826this is a very
/calm/ image
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>>15921344i wasn't necessarily implying you should switch fields
in my case, i dropped out of higher education completely because i decided it's just not for me
>i already switched before from another field but due to different reasons, and it caused them at the time a very difficult time, and i don’t want to re traumatize themah, yeah i understand your dilemma then
if you've already caused them a lot of hassle by switching fields then it'd be pretty frustrating for them to have you just quit anyway
>also, my mental issues dont only stem from my studies but its probably the major factorsame here
the issue is you don't really have time to solve them when you're busy worrying about coursework so they just get worse and worse
>>15921458thanks