>>15786612 (OP)i woke up at 6pm yesterday and i was going to go to sleep at 6am today but i was too stressed and fearful so i got up and walked around my city from 7 until 10 and then i went home and watched television and im now posting on the shitty and i feel considerably less bad although im not yet tired. i think a lot of the stress was due to anticipated rejection but i received the thought that my own greatest enemy usually ends up being myself whenever it's not the devil and if i spend my life critiquing every little minute detail and failure im just going to be even more miserable than i already am. a homeless guy tried to stop me to speak to me but my threat perception tagged him as a bad guy so i just put my head down and spedwalk away and that concludes my day up until now