/soy/ - Soyjaks

I left a woman I loved because I couldn’t accept a reunion after a breakup.
The reason was that she had, i her own words, a ‘black man as a first lover’
Couldn’t accept that. Had too much dignity. Just having a hard time coping because I’m white and white women are extremely hard to replace because I’m not in a white country. Can’t fuck the natives, they look like monkeys. I’ve rejected six of them already. Haven’t been with a woman in nearly two years.