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stop thinking ez
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hi reimu
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Destroy the nearest pillow
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don't do it or you'll get sent to an asylum like i did
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MODDDDS
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>>15726109shut the fuck up nigger i'm writing something
if the jannies ack this i'll kill them
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wait is that place active
sorry was that place active
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>How do you cope with suicidal thoughts, /soy/?
the main thing stopping me from doing it was the knowledge that it'd destroy the lives of everyone around me
there are also lots of things online that'd crumble if i vanished one day which is another thing that kept me going
essentially i kept living on other people's behalf, which is fucking useless advice for you if you have absolutely nobody
i'm pretty stable currently but i'm worried about next year since i have bad seasonal affective disorder and it flared up particularly badly this year
what got me through feburary in the end was getting the fuck off this shithole and spending my time working on random snca programming projects instead
having projects really fucking helps because you have a goal to work towards instead of going crazy living the same day over and over
getting out the house often for purposes other than work/school is important too, getting into the habit of going on daily walks in the woods was really good for me
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>>15726171It genuinely sounds like you might be trans
Those are trans symptoms
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>>15726178baited me award
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>>15726171nick fuentes said something really close to this, its selfish because it hurts other people around you. i didnt like it when he said it but when a random 'teen says it it feels different. thanks chuddie
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>>15726199thanks
your advice to read the gospels was helpful to me too im trans btw
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why did pooply shut it down and what's his email
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>>15726171seasonal depression is fucking niggeraids. i'm mentally ill in general but i have seasonal depression and this winter's episode was so bad that i ended up becoming a drug addict and i tried to kill myself so i ended up in an insane asylum
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>>15726226that's brutal
hope you're doing better now, are you off the drugs at least?
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>>15726205>I don't have a gf or a wife or kids…but you have close family members that care about you

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depression isnt real its so fake
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>>15726238yes and i was also an unemployed neet living in my parents' house and now i'm starting a new job next saturday
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>>15726226marge are we familiar
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>>15726245bait or retardation
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>>15726242i think you're quoting the wrong post
>>15726248nice
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its all caused by sleep and dehydration i started drinking a glass of water every 30 minutes and i started feeling alive again
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>>15726250i don't know, are we?
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also get 8 hours
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if you have depression just kill yourself because youve already failed selection
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>>15726260getting 3 hours sleep a day won shemmycuck
also i have a sleep disorder so i have no choice unless i want to sleep 16 hours a day then stay up 40 hours
>>15726265fuck off nigger don't encourage suicide
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>>15726226being in an insane asylum is fucking traumatic award
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>>15726265i have the future to live for
im never actually about to throw myself in fromt of a train
i make these threads when i get a bit worried
perhaps i should not since it might implant the thoughts on someone else's head
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>>15726285first funny pepe in 6 months
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>>15726292Dude itβs not a big deal. Just stop being a sentimental faggot over a dead splinter site
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after getting cured in a day with the simplest shit i genuinely started seeing all mentally ill people as faggots because they are faggots
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>>15726285nigga i can go lie in bed if you want
i won't fall alseep for hours even if i leave my phono downstairs and just lay there
>>15726288what's it like?
are you allowed internet access?
>>15726297the shemmy won shartycuck
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>>15726297it wasnt just that lol if i was actually suicidal only thinking shemmy it would be sad
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>>15726298it depends
people who have mild autism or gender dysphoria and act like it's extremely debilitating are attentionwhoring faggots
but there are people like me. i have extreme emotional instability, i fall into states of crushing, agonizingly painful depression, hear voices in my head, have self-esteem issues that impacts my performance, and years of trauma from when my age was in the single digits
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>>15726319if you want a shemmy that isnt full of faggots come to
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you might stop being so heccin depressed too
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>>15726308where i was at there was no internet access. the only screen in there was a giant tv in the middle of the common area
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>>15726322try dropping your phone off of a bridge. just do it! Any hesitation you have is called being a faggot
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Just be happy
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>>15726338it's genetic retard
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>>15726350Get a heckin vasectomy then shemmykike
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>>15726335sounds like hell
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shut up nigger
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>>15726350try taking drugs that cause brain damage maybe you can like unfuck yourself by fucking yourself
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>>15726364i'm not doing that. i might as well try to kill myself again it does the same thing
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>>15726364don't listen to this retard i've heard stories of people like this killing themselves under the influence of drugs
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>>15726357it does. i usually don't hold grudges but i want to talk down the people who made the decision to send me to that satanic fucking asylum
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idk why my reppies got deleted o algo
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>>15726364I like your line of thinking, shemmycuck maybe you should do ketamine therapy
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>>15726374Iβm talking to both you and op
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>>15726379yeah from the sound of things sending someone there would just make their mental state 10x worse
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>>15726399luckily by the time i was fhere i already got through it all and was feeling very good
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i genuinely want to know who was the turboretard who decided to pass the law that says that suicidal people legally have to be sent to an insane asylum. that has to be one of the most retarded things any human being has ever conceived of let alone passed into law
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>>15726416i wonder if it's by design
would suicidal people be more expensive to the state if kept alive i wonder