>>15654705 (OP)i've been doing nofap for a month and a half but even when i used to jerk off i never paid much mind to real life foids, aside from a phase when i was 16 and i tried to jestermaxx because i was in a school program with a bunch of females and only 1 other (somewhat timid) guy.
<i realised they were generally just uninteresting creatures that you had to jump through hoops to entertain and walk on glass to not offend, and unless youre comfortable withreshaping every facet of your being into a mirror of whatever a roastie's opinions are (aka, youre a subhuman) there's no point speaking to them. females will only mirror you, your interests and opinions if you're good looking/rich enough to the point where they would rather follow you than other foids and the state propaganda they've been fed since birth. once i find a way to have a non-physical girlfriend which isn't a tulpa (demonic mind virus) it'll be so over for all flesh and blood roastoids