>>15626084 (OP)Yeah man, this'll be hard to hear if you're not baiting. I think you could work on your self-concept/self-awareness.
"im nothing but an inkwell of wisdom", "I cant participate in society i can only guide a small sect of people towards righteousness", "I think, i have an ancient apostles soul, trapped in a modern mans body", etc.
It would seemingly require a real lack of self-awareness to say those things without realizing that you come off like you're very far up your own ass (narcissistic? think you're the only human with sentience? etc.)