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Giga does this
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it glows….
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I have a particular interest in the existence of a particular individual whose name I shall not disclose for privacy reasons. However let’s call the individual “J” for the purposes of this message. J has interested me since I was appproximately 12 years of age when he first appeared in my life as someone who was further than a friend but closed than a stranger. Since then I saw J every day before I went to sleep and he told me about his severe anxiety about something that made me feel uncomfortable. I wanted to stop talking to J but he kept knocking on my door each night to tell me more about the “topic”. He would then leave without leaving any trace behind him. I never told my mom because I was afraid she would punish me but I didn’t really feel like telling her either. Me and J never shared anything in common other than the “topic”. I got used to discussing the topic to the point where I would anticipate his arrival and if he was late I would be worried that the topic was too much for J. He was in direct contact with the topic and I was only in contact with him but it was enough to make me understand the danger that awaited us. If I tell you about it J will get angry so I can only say the word topic to describe it and I don’t want J too be angry because he is unstable sometimes and would hurt him ear. If I don’t want to say anything to him he will just talk
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J is here I can’t delete the post anymore what do I do I can’t do anything now he won’t like people knowing about the topic I think I need to leave goodbye